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i feel like I'm gonna cry. not for any particular reason other than *gestures vaguely*
#and i don't really cry that often other than sometimes at movies/tv#i think if a normal person experienced the thoughts and feelings i have constantly they would cry a lot#that's why i've always hated ppl calling me sensitive if i were to cry#anyways#i'm just super stressed about school#have a huge programminh assignment due wednesday where the only instruction we were given was to learn at least 1 new language or framework#on our own. so i've had to like teach myself all this shit and i have no idea what i'm doing#i have astrophysics hw due last night i need to submit by tuesday and i have no idea what's going on in that class#i have a huge exam on wednesday where we aren't allowed a notecard or anything and i can't remember things#and i have another exam on thursday that i need to do super well on because i did badly on the last one#and i don't really know what's going on in that class either#i feel like i just don't have enough time to do all the things i need to do even though i've been working nonstop#on friday i was literally working on my code for that big assignment until 2 am#as of rn you can register and login to my shopping site#if youre logged in you can then view items and add items and log out#you can click to just view 1 item and delete items (even if they're not yours oops)#currently trying to get update item to work (and failing miserably)#said on my rubric (which i made before i knew anything about the frameworks i chose to learn)#that you would be able to leave comments on items and view and add money to your account#oh and i also got to make it so you can actually buy an item#i also allocated 20 points towards a creative portion which is just doing a lot of additional stuff i didnt specify#i have so much to do and so little time#i'm using React (a js framework) for the frontend and Laravel (a php framework) for the backend and like none of the TAs know laravel rip#the TAs are practically useless anyway and the prof doesn't have any office hours#panicking#so much to do#i haven't started studying for either of my exams this week#and i don't even go to lectures for one of the classes and we're still learning new stuff on tuesday#i need to not sleep but i get so sleepy#im so bad at focusing in my apt but the library closes at midnight and is only open 24hrs during reading and finals week
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HI EVERYONE monday and tuesday are going to be my exam days so once those are over I'll be back to being active here and continue working on everyone's commissions 💚 this is just an announcement to keep everyone posted~ I'll respond to any unreplied messages soon, just give me time!
also, happy birthday to my fellow october celebrants! i'm aware that there's a lot of october mutuals here but i don't want to contact everyone to greet them especially if it's late so here's a generalized one 🎂 cheers to more years to come!
#admittedly it was very stressful this week and figured i'd shut down my activity on tumblr and avoid browsing excessively (it worked!)#we had a LOOT of performance tasks to do and it was all before exams which made it all the more panic inducing - but they're all done now!#i'm very excited about the new hypno's lullaby update now that its back in development (mostly fleshing out what was missing in v2!)#so I'll most probably be actively talking about it~ me and my friends are very excited! it's honestly like we manifested for it#it's such a coincidence no joke! i already had started rbing old posts about redemme and this happens its so... whoa#so so excited. though i honestly never left this fandom even if i started focusing on SM red and Steven!!#their songs are still actively playing on my phone so i never left it.... aheheh#I will most probably stop doing repostober just in case school will become hectic after exams - but its been super fun to share :]#well that's enough babbling! ill see you all possibly on wednesday or thursday <3#im also gonna watch the digital circus soon im so proud to see how far gooseworx has gone <3#ive been a long time fan of her songsss#~ rambling
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So I think I'm finally getting a contract and I'm going to start my new studies (as a youth/school counselor) in my old school. I met the principal today and had a talk with him, and he said he was pleased to see me there and would like to have me there because I already know my way around and seemed to manage things just fine when I was still their student. So, that's great, I'm finally getting somewhere.
But I'll have to wait until Friday because he's still not quite sure who's going to be my supervisor, so he's going to have a talk with a couple of staff members about it at first.
And then my teacher in my new school is already pressing me with contract matters and stuff, wanting me to start earlier than I had originally planned or at least get the contract done by then, so uhh. I'm going to have a Teams meeting with her on Friday at 8 o'clock in the morning (I'm not a morning person at all), and I'm sure we're going to have such a lovely discussion about my schedule and study plans and all that stuff.
All this phone-calling and paperwork is giving me a headache. And I still have some school assignments to do and to return before next week, and guess what - ya girl just wants to read and write fanfiction all day and all night. 🤪 Priorities, I has them.
#personal#no seriously i went to bed around 4am because i was writing a fic. and then i got up at 8:30 after snoozing the clock for an hour#because i had the appointment with the principal around 10am so#but anyway despite my poor sleeping schedule i am actually happy about this opportunity#i should be able to work in the evenings if they can just find me a supervisor. which would be super because then i'm not going to have to#wake up early. unless i get a side job because i need money and this is only training so i don't get paid for it. but remains to be seen#i am not feeling awfully energized for school/work combination right now so uhh#but then i'd also get to work as a special needs assistant because this school has a lot of special needs students#so that sounds pretty good actually. it was something i was also thinking about doing before#because i was kind of a special needs student myself when i was younger and i didn't get the help i needed so#helping others with that could be great. a great opportunity indeed#and i may have to help with this other type of class as well#i think they're calling it preparatory education for vocational training in english. i'm not 100% sure what it even means#but well if i get a chance then perhaps i'll find outl#so all in it sounds like they have need for me and i get to do a lot of different stuff so. it should be good#it's. just this. studying itself. and like i said. all this paperwork and making phone calls and stuff. it's stressing me out#so uh#let's just hope that friday makes me a little bit wiser
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Day 29
I know I skipped a few days, so sorry about that. My motivation to draw kinda got set on fire so that took a few days to put out.
Anyway, this one's kinda different from what I usually do for this AU, but I wanted to draw one of the overworld sections, so here we are. I kind of like the idea that during this whole section Sonic and Shadow are both just screaming and I don't know why.
Like, Sonic starts screaming because giant effing hand and Shadow's like "well heck I guess I better start screaming too" and then it just devolves from there.
On a slightly different note, I FINALLY STARTED WRITING! This part took way too long so even though all I did was map out the chapters I'm super happy. Also, I figured out a character for Spider Dance. Stay Tuned.
#art#my art#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#rouge the bat#jsab#jsab au#just shapes and beats#chip zeal#cyan#triangle#i might take a while to post anything new bc i'm super stressed about school rn so sorry about that#the platform was a pain in the wrist to draw#not me referencing the idw panel lol
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i have always been and will always be utterly fucking insane. help
#she bork#tbd#i am so so so so anxious and idk why!!!!! we found a house just need to get two of our roommates subleased from their apartments so it's not#the house hunt and i've stopped worrying about grad school as well since there's no use worrying about all the ifs and pros and cons when#idek if i'll get accepted in the first place so i don't think it's that either. idk i'm just like off the chain like i was putting up ad at#work literally thee MOST low-pressure activity imaginable and i was like about to have a panic attack like why!!!!!! i've had like three#cups of green tea which is caffeinated but not heavily so like probably the equivalent of two cups of coffee so it shouldn't be affecting me#like this. work is also stressful rn bc we keep rolling freight due to call ins so maybe that? i have no idea i just know i want to throw up#lmfao. idk maybe i'm not getting enough vitamin d bc i'm already deficient and daylight savings time has reeeeaaally cut down on my sun#exposure not to mention the weather has been super cloudy so maybe it's that. or maybe the idea of so much change at once is scaring me even#though it seems like it's all gonna work out and ik that it will bc it always does but change is just scary. so maybe that. regardless i#wish i would just fucking calm down i'm miserable
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school on monday i'm anxious to go back but also excited. a little
#long ass ramble sorry#im gonna be a senior so all my classes are just electives other than english and gym#i go to a small school and its really funny because im VERY visibly queer meaning the closeted freshman are like. obsessed with me#im just like. really not looking forward to the couple of assholes who were super fucking transphobic towards me last year#also anxious about turning 18 because what do you MEAN i'm gonna be an adult. im still like 12 in my brain#like? my dad wont be in charge of every little thing about me?? im looking forward to that SO much#but also like!!!! stress because of that because i dont know when im moving out . i wanna be out as trans in college#but my dad is transphobic#and also just an ASSHOLE ive been looking forward to moving away from him since i was like. 13 because he is unbearable#this is gonna be a very stressful year for me probably . but hopefully itll end up okay#ive already been through my worst i think
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i think i’ve picked up this kind of ambitiousness from my father where i want to study like 100 different things in college and post grad money-willing but i was looking at a university im applying to and the kind of requirements for majoring / minoring in certain fields and. y’know i get the feeling that trying to double major and double minor might be slightly difficult huh
#nightmare.personal#i'm definitely GOING to double major that being said but idk about the minors lol#i'm planning to double major political sceicne & psychology unless i learn i hate it in college#(studying it in high school though i absolutely love it)#the minor was initially gonna be english but the more i think about it i think journalism as a minor makes more sense#but journalism minors AND majors typically require internships which i was gonna do anyway but also capstones#which might be a little hard to navigate? probably not impossible i've done journalism for years#the pro of having an English minor though is that i'm gonna take a lot of English classes anyway so May As Well#but maybe i should just. only take the english classes i'm interested it#i also just have. so many classes i Really want to take lmfao so i'm worried about filling my schedule too much#because i want us to take music theory for klavier and then english classical literature for dahlia#not sure if rory has any interests that are out of bounds but like#i also do want to learn to computer program#slams my head against a wall. it's okay it's okay#i'll just. take a LOT of classes each year. i can do it#this makes me excited btw i'm not super stressed just#the stress would be i don't get to study something i wanted to#rather than having to study more to cover everything#bc i am perfectly happy to take a lot of classes. again provided costs aren't horrific and my health is okay
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i still don't know if I enjoyed the night or not
#i mean.#i did enjoy it#but also it was so confusing????#like ?????#random people from my year seeming happy to see me and asking me about stuff and genuinely wanting to interact with me ???#the most popular kid in school going directly to me to tell me 'i look great'????#being invited to the house of this really popular guy and me stressing out thiqnkung it was gonna be a teen house party#but it was just us talking about life in his garden????#this one guy i alteady loved giving me a pep talk and urging me to believe in myself and pursue writing as a career????#speaking of that everyone asking me after 6 years without seeing me if i still wrote????#this guy i used to talk about pokemon in whispers so that people didn't think we were nerds in like 7th grade and i#talking about pokemon nearly 10 years after???#everyone being super mature and cool and diwn to earth?????#it was all so weird y'all i'm still processing it
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in under 24 hours, i will have given an actual lecture for an Actual Major Natural History Society
i can’t wait for it to be over
#chair was good enough to ask for some canned questions that she can ask to start things off or add in if we don't get many from attendees!#and she seems super nice! and we have lots of colleagues in common lol#i'm just Stressed#erica please talk for 30ish minutes about your Research and make it Interesting#now. i do boring statistics. all i have are graphs#aaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAA#and this is an invited lecture too btw#they fuckin cold emailed me months ago about doing this#erica's adventures in grad school
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I love getting more and more responsibilities being shoved onto me as I become more and more disabled and have the inability to just say "no I can't do those things" or "I quit" because it's school
#i can't just drop out#but i can't stay here and slowly fucking kill myself with the stress#and i would want to do homeschool but i wouldn't get the same opportunities i do at my high school#and i can't do online school through my school anymore because they ''don't offer it anymore'' besides the fact that it was a#a thing only for students who are disabled so i guess they just don't give a rats ass about disabled students#or maybe they just don't want to go through with the process of putting me into the online schooling through them#so they'll tel me any lies they possibly can to do so#but maybe I'm just being paranoid#either way I'm fucking exhausted and I'm not sure how much longer i can do this even after we implement my new#504 rules which has only gotten around to being *spoken* about just like. 6 weeks before school ends for me.#so yknow. super fucking helpful.#there's only so many things my school is going to to do for me becauss they seem to think that disabled students are less than or aren't#worth as much to keep in my school#probably because my school is practically built on ableism#like 100 years of drilled in ableism#tw vent
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also wow i'm just really having a moment of appreciation for all the teachers/mentors/etc in my life rn like. i think most people at least mean well but kind + effectual is such a life-changing combination and I have so much of that around me atm it's really amazing.
#this was partly about my boss being so understanding that i've been drowning in school LOL but#i was also thinking earlier in class how good one of my profs is at teaching a dense subject in a very digestible way#and how kind and patient my korean tutor is esp when i was such a disaster last week#and ofc absolutely always so grateful for my fave professor having my back#like my profs last term absolutely meant well but their practical effect was often added stress and frustration#idek if i'm making sense rn just super happy and relieved with how this term is going so far#personal#grad school nonsense
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i really need to move out. soon
#ranting hours#feel free to ignore i just need the catharsis of writing all this down#i'm really tired of my mom and brother fighting all the time#and i don't necessarily think she's too strict or unreasonable#but she could probably handle a lot of it better#and he's already under a lot of stress with school and everything#which isn't helped by the fact that my mom is a bit firmer than most#anyway i need to get out of here cause their fighting always makes me super uncomfortable cause i don't know what to do about it#hopefully i get an internship soon#but i have ~two weeks before i need to tell work about it#and i haven't gotten any offers yet#so we'll see#pray for me if you've bothered to read this far
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uuuggghhh I think I need to get off twitter. I always do honestly. But it's making me question and stress over my selfies with ox. I don't want them to hate me or group me with problematic fans :/
#First I'm stressing over not wearing a mask both for the concert itself but mostly the selfies#Covid where I am is kinda a non thing... like even my kids super liberal school isn't requiring masks inside#the only place they are expected around here is in a medical setting#so for the concert its self I didn't want to wear it because I was already suffocating of heat#and I wasn't barricade so I wasn't near the members#But I kinda forgot it was Orlando? which isn't middle of no where maine#I don't know what the stats are like there but the venue should probably have been requiring masks#especially because I have since seen stuff of the members themselves saying they wanted people to wear masks#but the venue staff wasn't even and the people around me were kind meh about it#but again it's nasty Florida! I should have known better#I did somewhat which is why I made sure to for the fansign and group photo and I really meant to for the selfies!#but I was so excited and tired and hyped and exhausted... I forgot#so now if the members remember me which unfortunately other people have said they have really good memory#it'll be as an antimasker from a really obnoxious crowd#because reading about other audiences I think Orlando was rude and obnoxious#people were yelling other members names during ments and they kept doing with weird barking thing and a yipping thing#I think it's from txt at least that's what I was told? but......... this is an ox concert.....??#I also am stressing remembering how hyuk had no one taking photos with him#and externally because again I was nervous and tired... I feel like it probably looked like I just took my selfie with yechan and moved on#where as inside I was like.... should I go steal one? I wanna tell him how great he was in bad girlfriend#I was half watching him and considering it the entire time I was in the room with them when I wasn't with another member....#I hate fan favoritism like that so much.... like so so so so soooooo much and I'm so mad at myself for not doing something about it#I could have at least talked to him#but then I remember I wasn't wearing a mask and think how it was probably for the better.........#uuuuggghhh I just can't help but feel like if I'd been able to go to boston it all would have been better.....
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on the bottom of the lake - percy jackson
Request: yes! "I love ur writing!! could you write something w Percy helping anxious reader?? I’ve been super stressed lately and idk this show is keeping me sane lmao"
Pairing: Percy Jackson x reader
Summary: you've been stressed and percy knows the perfect way to help you relax
Warnings: reader being stressed, some swearing, anxiety
Word count: 917
A/N: I drew so many pjo characters yesterday I cant wait to share them when I'm done with them :) thanks for your request, enjoy!
you don't know if you've ever felt like this. sure, you'd been stressed before. but now you're losing sleep over it. and not a few hours, just nights without zero sleep at all.
you've got a big project you need to do for school over the summer. if you call, it'll be your last strike and you'd be expelled. like it was your fault you had trouble reading and concentrating.
when you arrived at camp half-blood at the start of summer, you thought some of your worries would go away.
the opposite happened.
you saw everyone around you having a good time. they didn't have to worry about some project. they slept peacefully from night til morning.
even if you can't work on your project, you're constantly thinking about it. your mind never rests.
percy noticed you've been stressed and tries to talk to you about it, but you always shut him down. it's enough to think about it all the time, let alone talk about it.
after a couple of days, percy tries again. he really wants to help you, but he don't know why.
'hey, y/n?' says percy.
'what's up?' you say, looking up at him. you're supposed to help your cabin prepare for tonight's bonfire, but so far you're not helping much.
'about your project-'
'gods, will you leave it alone, percy!' you burst out. 'I think about that fucking project all day don't you start about it as well!'
percy takes a step back and you realise it's because of you.
'I'm sorry! sorry!' you say, getting up and grabbing one of his hands. 'I'm so sorry I didn't mean it.'
you feel tears slowly starting to fall.
'hey, it's okay.' says percy softly. he reaches up and brushes a tear from your cheek. 'want to go to the lake for a while?'
you nod. percy leads you to the lake. you close your eyes and let the breeze calm you down. but still the project is on your mind. if you go to your cabin now, you could get some work done.
percy tugs on your hand and you open your eyes to look at him.
'get in.' he says, nodding his head toward the lake.
'now?'
percy nods.
'percy, I don't want to go swimming right now.'
'do you trust me?'
'of course.'
'then get in.'
you sigh. what did you have to lose? maybe a swim would be nice.
'let me get my bathing suit.' you say.
'nope.' says percy, pulling you by your hand as he jumps in the lake. before you can stop him, you're pulled forward by his momentum. seconds later, the water surrounds you.
you want to yell at him for getting your clothes soaked, but you remember you're under water. once you get your bearings, you open your eyes, letting them get accustomed to the water.
you try to swim to the surface, but percy still holds on to your hand and pulls you further down, all the way to the bottom of the lake.
good for him, he's a poseidon kid. you aren't. you can't breathe underwater. surely percy knows that right?
he lets go of you hands and swims to the bottom of the lake.
you're going to have to go up for air soon.
you can see percy sitting down on the ocean floor, gesturing at you to join him. you squint your eyes. it looks like the water is less murky down there.
you let yourself sink down to percy's level. the water is less murky here because there is no water here.
'I didn't know you could do this.' you say, looking around the air bubble you're in.
'pretty cool, right?' says percy, smiling proudly.
'why are we here?'
'I mostly come here when I need to be alone. if you sit here in silence for a while, the fish will come up to you. and I always thought the waves are soothing to look at from down here.'
you look up and watch the waves for a while. sunlight pours through the water, giving it a soft glow.
you move closer to percy and rest your head on his shoulder.
the two of you sit there for a while. and percy was right. after some time, fish start to swim around your bubble.
percy tells you about the lake and the animals and after a while even two water nymphs come to say hello. percy knows them and introduces you to them.
you sit there for so long you lose track of time. it's getting late, so you decide to swim up to the surface.
normally you would have been soaked, but thanks to percy you're warm and dry.
you stifle a yawn as percy takes your hand in his and starts walking towards the cabins.
'thank you, that was nice.' you say.
'one of the bonuses of dating a poseidon kid.' says percy, lightly squeezing your hand.
he notices you hadn't talked about your project at all when you were in the lake. and you look genuinely tired. he hopes you can get at least one good nights sleep tonight.
'want to stay at my cabin tonight?' he says.
you smile and nod. 'yeah I'd like that.'
the two of you head to percy's cabin to get some sleep. and percy had been right, you got a good night of uninterrupted sleep. you dreamt of nothing but the comfort of the lake, and percy's presence next to you.
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After Tim rescued Bruce from the Time Stream I feel like Tim would start to favor the League of Assassins as his preferred stress ball to the point that they’ve started preparing for it with drills to evacuate a base in the same way schools do fire drills.
Tim is well aware of this and will occasionally choose a base that’s already in the midst of evacuating because that just makes his job easier.
Sometimes the ninjas think it’s just a drill and “that’s the 3rd one today, are you serious?” so they don’t take it as seriously until they see Ra’s booking it as fast as he can to the safe zone that they realize this one is real and not just a Stress Test and it’s suddenly every ninja for themselves.
The image of Ra's booking it across his base is causing me to cackle. He cares so much about presentation (you can't be an assassin overlord without a scary reputation) that him sprinting is hilarious. I know he has great running techniques, but I love the mental image of him pumping his arms as he books it across base, and a bunch of assassins get blown up in the background.
Also, I'm super curious what their fire drills would be like. I know alarm sounds differ depending on the country, so does Ra's have a different one per a base or a standard LoA fire alarm sound? I'd love to see fanart of Ra's directing fire drills.
Depending on which hc or canon you subscribe to, I could definitely see LoA bases being a favorite of Tim's to mess with. I think, if he was only feeling slightly petty, he'd do small things. Blowing up the bases is his last resort. Why destroy a place he has an address to if he can send Ra's a box of cooked spaghetti noodles and instant mash potatoes?
Tim likes installing LED lights in random places of the bases to set the mood for the occasion. The number of times Ra's has had to postpone a meeting because Tim somehow got LEDs in his meeting room is over ten. Assassination attempts on Red Robin were increased after the fourth time Tim made the LEDs blue after a "sad" report.
#dc comics#dc universe#tim drake#dc red robin#unhinged tim drake#ra's al ghul#tim also hides little speakers in ra's throne room that repeat the sound of talia's disappointed sigh#also sorry about the wait i legit just figured out how asks work
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Hiiii I’m new to ur page but such a huge fan of ur writing already, ur so talented. Could u maybe do one with Spencer where he thinks reader doesn’t fully understand how much he loves them so he goes on a rant about how deeply connected he feels to them, and how he pictures life with them etc??
Pls forgive me if this is a weird ask, I’m slightly new to fanfic culture lmao
thank you! ♡
"It's not a small thing," Spencer's saying.
Honestly, you've been half catatonic against his side for an hour watching Ancient City reruns while he fact checks the conspiracy theorists —nothing feels big now besides the urge to nap on him. You already knew that the pyramid wasn't built by aliens, and Spencer has the facts to prove it.
He's quite passionate about it, apparently. "You know what I'm talking about, don't you?" he asks.
"Yeah," you mumble, digging your face further into his arm. Comfiest boyfriend ever. Spencer's arm tugs up and over your shoulders to hug you closer, your eyes shutting of their own accord at the increase in cosiness. "I do. Promise"
"Good! Because I worry sometimes that you don't get it."
"Of course I get it, angel," you say, wrapping your arm across his stomach. Exhausted, you lift yourself up to press a quick kiss to his chin before giving in to fatigue and squishing your face against his shoulder. "It's the Egyptians, we did this in middle school."
He doesn't hear your mumbling, far too wrapped up in his rant. "Everyone says that nothing else compares, and you believe them, but you don't really get it until you're there. Until you're actually feeling it."
"You've been to the pyramids?" you ask, more to yourself than him.
"Beauty's just one fraction of it, too. It's a nicely sized fraction, I promise, but when you compare it to everything else… there's just so much there. I feel it in my chest sometimes when I'm talking to you, it honestly makes me feel a little sick, but in a good way?"
You hum appreciatively, murmuring, "It's a beautiful place. So much culture and history."
"It's like we're connected, like we're magnets. It's a pull." Spencer rubs the place between your shoulders exactly the way you like. You'd fall asleep from his loving ministrations, but he's starting to sound super intense, almost too intense, a hair's width from stressed.
You had no idea Spencer was this passionate about Egyptian landmarks.
"That's nice, honey," you say, trying to mask your apprehension.
Spencer cups the back of your head, the scratch of his stubble catching your softer skin as he talks, "I think about you and me and it feels right. I picture our life together automatically, there's no other possibilities for me. I love you so much and I know you said you get it, but I don't think you do. It doesn't feel real to me how much I care about you."
There's a subtle roughness to his voice as he hugs you.
You weasel yourself backward in the circle of his arms to look him up at his pretty face, perplexed. "Are you talking about me?"
"Yeah. Of course I am. Who else would I be talking about?" he asks, mirroring your frown.
You glance at the TV. It's on mute. "I thought you were still talking about the pyramids, Spence," you say, turning back to him. "You were really talking about me?"
"You'd hope," he says, twisting his finger into your shirt sleeve. Spencer laughs, a belly of a sound with shaking shoulders and bouncing curls. "Can you imagine if I felt that deeply about the pyramids? I mean, they're really interesting. They're still uncovering secret tunnels inside Giza with no clear openings or exits, believed to lead to hidden rooms." He squeezes your arm. "That would be a really cool place to vacation."
You take a moment to stare at him. You don't really get it until you're there. Until you're actually feeling it. It's like we're connected, like we're magnets. It's a pull. Spencer's been penning a love letter to you for the last five minutes and you were too dozy to get it the first time.
You cup his face in both hands, your fingers perched against high cheekbones, threading into soft curls as you brush them from his face. "I love you that much, too," you say softly.
"I know that. I was making sure that you knew it was mutual. I'd build pyramids for you." He pulls your hands from his face to hold. "You're way more tired than I thought."
"'M not that tired," you lie, settling back into his chest. Your voice is imbued with a sickly, almost smug type of love. "You're just comfortable."
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