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maladaptiveddpos · 2 years

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I can't stop maladaptive daydreaming and am loosing my shit and can't bring myself to tell my therapist

Where i've been taking it is too cringy to even say out loud. I can't tell my therapist. I havent even got to the point where she knows I do it because its new(therapy) and im not used to sharing that part of myself with anyone, let alone feeling so humiliated by that particular subject the thought of telling her makes me feel like im going to pass out or be committed.

I literally am doing it every free second. I've even just JUST started doing it while talking with others a bit. I've distanced myself emotionally from people and they don't even know it because I pretend like everythings fine and normal but things are only fine if i'm in my world. And it always ends in sex stuff till i'm literally going crazy in my head to where it makes me feel like somethings fucking wrong with me. Thats the main reason I cant tell my therapist. I am not comfortable with talking about me feeling aroused, its too fucking awkward.

I'll use people I used to know as the love interest and it makes me feel so fucking creepy. I've even tried to look these people up from years ago and can't find them. I've even contemplated the "Crazy Ex Gf"(show) shit and going to the city I think they are in now. They arent exes tho. I am not crazy. I dont do shit like this I already get intrusive thoughts on top of this shit so i'm like to myself: "I dont even know where they are now. What if they are dead? What if they are watching me talking and doing weird things like im with them as spirits" and I cant get it out of my head. What is that? Delusions? OCD? I know its not real but at the same time there is a part of me that believes thats at least possible and may be happening. Advice? Does anyone relate?

#maladaptive daydreaming #ocd thoughts #anxiety disorder #delusions #mental health #depression #fear #helpless

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marilynmonroefanfics · 2 years

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Dick Grayson Falling for the Son of Zatanna...

Everyone knew Zatanna was a powerful woman, but no one knew she had a son which was perhaps even more powerful then her.

That's how Y/N enters the picture, he is a very mistirous figure. When the rest of the heroes learned about him, they knew he existed, but they never saw him.

Zatanna would much rather keep it that way, it was her son's request and she respected it.

But...the Justice League were a pain in the ass and Zatanna gave up.

“Fine! I'll let you meet my son, just SHUT UP!”

The next day, even tho Y/N didn't want it, he was introduced to the Justice League.

It is safe to say that everyone was in awe. Y/N had a somewhat average figure, he wore a nice nice sexy magician suit and a inviting smile, he was absolutely breath taking.

Dick...he was absolutely smitten by Y/N, without the latter even saying a single word.

Y/N was so kind and polite, talking with others with such warm words. When it came the time for Dick to introduce himself, he was so nervous.

And then, Dick swore he started to nose bleed. Y/N removed one of his gloves, for Dick it felt like he did it in slow motion, it looked so...so...sensual.

Y/N's hand looked so soft, he was clearly going for a handshake, but Dick's stupid brain didn't allow it.

He took Y/N's hand and kissed it, giving a small bow.

“Dick Grayson, at your service.”

Wtf was that? Where we in Medival times? Like tf Dick? He was internally screaming.

Dick swore he would die on the spot, he nose was for sure definitely bleeding now.

“You will serve me well, I can feel it.”

Dick was definitely not expecting that answer, it felt like Y/N said it purring, looking directly into his eyes.

Dick tried to ignore the forming boner in his pants, which he prayed Y/N hadn't notice. His knees were practically giving up, if they did, he would fall to his knees in front of Y/N...which he found strangely arousing.

But how did this happen? How did the tall and handsome Dick Grayson fell for a boy he didn't even know prior to 5 minutes ago?

It felt like he had been put under a spell and he loved it.

Time passed by, and Dick couldn't even function properly, Y/N was the only thing he could think about, Y/N was just so intoxicating.

The sexual tension was there, at least on Dick's part, everything Y/N did seemed so sensual and arousing, even if it wasn't.

Hell, Dick couldn't even get hard without thinking of Y/N. The latter had awaken in him such sexual feelings and frustrations, Dick couldn't handle it.

Every night Dick would touch himself thinking about Y/N, letting out the most pornographic moans, he would only stop when his cock was fucking hurting, until he couldn't cum anymore.

Sometimes he would even dry-hump against a pillow. God, Dick felt so dirty, like a fucking horny teenager.

But, he wanted it. He wanted Y/N to ride his cock, he wanted Y/N to moan for him, to use him like a boy toy, he wanted Y/N to praise him and tell him how much of a good boy he is.

Dick wanted to feel Y/N's tight walls around his girth. Oh heavens, he could imagine it. Y/N milking his cock for everything it had and he wouldn't stop there, he would go on and on, until he fucking collapsed, until Y/N was full and satisfied. That's all he wanted to do, to pleasure Y/N, all day and every day.

It didn't help that Y/N looked and acted like a fucking cherry boy, only making Dick desire him more.

After all his suffering, the universe decided to reward Dick.

They were watching a movie, as friends do, Y/N was feeling sleepy and put his head on Dick's shoulder. The latter didn't think much of it, this was complety normal for them.

Y/N fell quietly asleep, Dick continued to watch the movie, when a sex scene came on, he felt himself getting hard, it didn't help that he could feel Y/N's small breaths on his neck.

Dick started palming himself through his pijama pants, he felt so dirty, thinking about his friend in such unholy ways. Especially when Y/N was sleeping right next to him.

He let out small groans and moans, the adrenaline getting to him.

“Dick...w-what are you doing?”

“Oh my God, Y-Y/N! I'm so sorry I-”

Dick didn't finished, Y/N interrupting him.

“Can I touch it?”

“W-what?”

“Your cock, I want to feel it in my hand, can I?”

Dick was only able to make a small sound of approval, holding his breath. He felt like if he said anything he would wake up, like this was only a dream.

The outline of Dick’s cock was very evident now, he was hard as a rock as Y/N started to feel his cock through the fabric of his pijama pants.

“Hmmm...you have a big one, very nice.”

Dick was going crazy, since when did Y/N have such a dirty mouth?

Y/N proceeded to pull down Dick's pijama pants, just enough so that his cock could be freed.

Dick's cock stood tall and erect, the tip an angry red, begging to be touched, with a generous amount of precum oozing out.

“You naughty boy, you don't even have on any underwear~”

“I-...you...I didn't- I want you.”

“Shhhh...don't worry big boy. If you behave, I'll even have more fun with you in the future. Isn't that what you want? You want to be my boy toy, right?”

“Y-Yes! Oh God, please, yes!”

#x male reader #headcanons x male reader #male reader #headcanons #justice league #justice league x male reader #dick grayson #dick grayson x male reader #nightwing x male reader #nightwing #zatanna

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