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lotus-pear · 8 months

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rewatched bsd w my friend seeing it for the first time and the nostalgia of seeing these two together again hit me like a bus

#literally mom and dad of the agency #dazai and kunikida protect yokohama but more importantly they also protect atsushi #funny story but we were watching in sub and the translations were wack bc when i watched dazai refers to kunikida as his colleague #but in the version we were watching he just called him partner w/o any context it was so fucking funny😭#bro rly just pointed to a random man across the river and was like “oh that's my partner btw!! we can use his money to treat you to dinner!#my bestie made me pause the show and was like “????partner. are they married??? either way it's cute that there's mlm rep in this anime🥺”#i was genuinely holding back tears #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd #dazai osamu #osamu dazai #kunikida doppo #doppo kunikida #kunikidazai #knkdz #lotus draws #SRY FOR THE UNGODLY HR IM POSTING AT I DIDNT WANT TO LOSE THE MOTIVATION I SUDDENLY GOT AFTER WATCHING THE FIRST FEW EPS #IVE WANTED TO DRAW THESE TWO FOR SO LONG IDK WHAT TOOK ME SO LONG😭😭😭😭

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r0b0-writes · 2 years

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*kicks down door* (whoops I'll fix that later)

Hii rain! Just here to drop by that you're really epic and poggers and i love your aus and fics and writings and arts sm and it's always good to see you in my dash! 💛

And you're the reason why i kept going with writing fics and you're like my inspiration to write

Sending support and good vibes on ur way homie! 💛💛💛💛

HDJSJDJ

You have no idea how much I needed to hear that. I’m like,, genuinely holding back tears. I’ve had a rough week buddy 😔 So this means a lot

And thank you so much about my writing. I know I’m not a professional, but I try my hardest to make everything enjoyable. I love writing so, so, so much and to hear that you enjoy my works is so exciting. I doubt myself and my skill a lot, but having people like you really keep me going ✨

I love ur fics!! I can always feel the emotions of the characters and that’s what I look for in fics. My favorite things in fic/literature is tone and dialogue and I think you write those two very well!

Thanks again‼️

#I was genuinely holding back tears #Jsjshhsjdj #thank you sm #[r0b0.respond]

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ecoamerica · 25 days

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gojuo · 9 months

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I thought I had abandoned that pride. I had decided to not respect myself or anyone else. I thought I had chosen to live like that...

Megumi? Who is that?

JUJUTSU KAISEN / 呪術廻戦 Hidden Inventory IV, "懐玉－肆－"

#fushiguro toji #toji fushiguro #tojigo #jjkedit #jujutsuedit #jjkgraphics #jujutsu kaisen #jjkdaily #hyeahjujutsu #animangaboys #allanimanga #shounenedit #jjk #toji #*jjk #*benim #this scene was perfect. i really was bawling #koyasu takehito blew it out of the park. i genuinely couldn't hold back the tears during this scene

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miichilego · 6 months

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“you’re gonna grow up to be better than me”

without filter/

#rex dangervest #the lego movie #tlm #tlm rex #lego movie #the lego movie 2 #lego movie 2 #if i were emmet id throw up crying if my future self said that to me #genuinely why didnt anyone cried at that scene #maybe they were holding back down tears #yeah rex would hold back tears tbh #let me headcanon..

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thekidsarentalright · 1 year

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just curious since when was screaming the end all be all metric of good singing. like just curious when we stopped caring about vocalists who sing w passion and heart and more impressive technicality than almost every other singer in the industry today. when did those actually important things start mattering less than being able to scream and. match the instrumental??? (not usually a requirement for music so it's a fucking weird complaint tehe!!). like just wondering when it became cool to randomly criticize talent just to raise your personal favorite artist up on a pedestal more than you already do without having to tear someone else down. just pondering since when it wasn't cool to just say i don't personally like that thing and move on and not need to write essays justifying why the thing is Actually bad and horrible so you're allowed to dislike it. like just fucking curious why some people can't just keep fall out boy and every single member of the bands names out of their mouths for once 🥰🥰🥰

#ALSO . patrick literally has screamed but yk. god forbid he develop past doing that and move onto other styles and techniques right 🤪#i just woke up and saw the addition to that post and so genuinely could not hold back making this like oh my god here we go again!!!!!#mcr fans wanna be like omg we're COUSINS we're BESTIES to fob fans and then go and say shit like this like lol. no.#it's just so interesting bc i could make so many critiques abt mcr but i literally dont bc. why. why would i do that. why would i waste #so much of my time being negative and tearing down another band just because i can. it's fucking annoying #and also like Rude. to do something like that. let people enjoy things!!! lol!!!#txt

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daddyjackfrost · 2 months

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being kind takes so much effort. sometimes i wish i could be anything but kind. bur fruit tastes sweeter when i am

#just ate a pear after holding back tears and curses #it was such a sweet pear #i don’t want to be kind #but i also don’t want to be unkind #so where does that leave me #do i stay kind and let it ruin me slowly #or do i be mean and let that ruin me slowly #i wish my brothers knew how to appreciate me #just once. i would like a genuine thanks #whatever #eldest daughter #quotes #shit post #feelings #ig #hana’s.trash!

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chronic-lesbian · 24 days

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Saw that one video where they're interviewing children at marches for Palestine and they're all so compassionate and caring and soft spoken and they're so so sweet. What if I cry

#to thine own self be true.txt #genuinely had to hold back tears #idk man i see kids caring about others so passionately and i start sobbing #i hope all palestinian children will be able to meet similar people once palestine is free

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yououghtaknow · 25 days

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genuinely kind of terrified as to what will happen to me when i see bare live in three (three!!!!!!!!) days. i will either go fully insane or transcend mortality or perhaps both. either way i will most likely end up full weeping.

#going to see bare with my mother will be on par with seeing deh with her in regards to our [gestures vaguely] relationship #we will hold hands. we will cry. we will have emotionally intense conversations on the walk back to the hotel.#but guys. i genuinely tried to listen to a clip of just an instrumental from the show and teared up.#bare is just. Such a big part of who i am. i literally wouldn't be anything like i am today without it and the people it brought me.#and i laugh and joke but this is Such a full circle moment for tvp nation.#like i am currently about to self-produce a workshop of my play that has professional theatre companies interested.#and all of that started from writing a silly little show about bare when i was 14 to make cool people online laugh.#and since then the plot of bare (peter's version) Has Happened To Me Twice but i have been so so brave about it #i haven't listened to the full soundtrack since last year and i've been going cold turkey in Anticipation #i just Know my ***** is going to have the most insane reactions on it.#god. it's so crazy to me. what if you were gay and catholic and an angsty pop rock punk opera teen and you grew up to be happy.#anyways. in my feels. going to have lunch and listen to bway breakdown before class.#BECAUSE I GO TO A CLASS NOW!!! EXCITING!!! it's for writing and marketing stuff :) which is super helpful and fun #anyways haven't done a tumblr rant in a while. miss you guys in my phone <3 if you're reading this i love you forever mwah

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thesaltyace · 2 months

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I am SO ANGRY.

I should have pulled out of the garage to open the back hatch. But I opened the hatch while it was inside. Which was actually fine. The garage door was open, plenty of room.

But then I hit the button to close the garage door. While the hatch was still open. And now I have a huge scrape in the paint, down to metal, on the hatch. 🫠

I can't even right now. I'm so angry I could cry.

#The one positive thing is that I realized my home truly is a safe space #I came inside trying not to cry and told my partner and they just laughed a little and went “Oh honey. It's okay.”#And I realized I was holding back tears because I was genuinely upset at my mistake and not because I feared anyone else's reaction #And then I got hit with a whole nother wave of emotions at that realization #So anyway I brought my partner outside to show the damage and we both cringed and then went back inside and immediately started joking #And in writing all this out I'm also shocked to realize I never felt the urge to apologize either #Because it's understood that of course it was an accident and I already feel terrible about it #So like at least I've learned that I have in fact healed from my childhood quite a lot

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ughscara · 5 months

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alright. second cup of tea ready, a little break from writing and proofreading, logging in to be greeted with many wonderful people and the wonderful responses from my dear moot, @fatuismooches 🤍

greetings dear! this lengthy post will be the response to your responses to my asks as well as your reblogs which have given me the amount of serotonin i desired to complete this wonderful night of mine <3 i am not at all apologetic for how lengthy this response is, i am deadass shedding tears of joy and expressed everything i had in an ask that tumblr had the fucking audacity to eat so .. yeah :) i just want to express my gratitude again as well as ramble along to the brainrot hehe ~

YES HE ABSOLUTELY DOES. to kabukimono, he'll ensure anything within his capabilities to see that smile he loves so much, the smile that brightens his day regardless if it was good or bad, the smile that makes something so familiar yet foreign inside his chest soar. whenever you're sad, he doesn't waste time in following his instinct of taking his veil then holding you close from behind, providing the feeling of his veil shielding you two from the world; like how your embrace does to him. i just envision him basking in the comfortable silence for a while, basking in your warmth with a smile until a short while passes,

“dear (name), how about you make us that tea you like?... hehe, too sweet or not, i'll have it, it's yours! no other tea is as good as yours, even if it's too sweet for me.”

he goes out of his way to suggest a usual activity you two have when he doesn't know how to form his words to reassure out of fear of messing up and making you more sad, but that little smile of yours as he suggests said usual activity makes him smile too and feel more at ease as well.

following on using that tactic to make you fold — IT WORKS IN HIS FAVOR SO MUCH IT'S ENDEARINGLY RIDICULOUS ?? like shut up ( i'm joking please don't ) you'd be like:

“nuh-uh. not falling for that.”

“but... dear (name)... :(”

“okay maybe i am falling for that. folding even.”

“ :D ”

and oh my god. kabuki being an absolute mess in the kitchen for the first few times he attempts cooking is one of my all time favorite things for him like IT'S SO CUTE FUCK OFF ;; not only cute but also relatable — cough anyways <3 it's exactly as you just said ( speaking my mind fr ) and honestly, i think it's very much in character for kabu because the writers cling onto the "blank slate" statement for dear life when it comes to describing kabukimono specifically. the kitchen being an absolute mess as he urges you to take a bath i am actually crying ;;

AND THANK YOU OH MY GOODNESS ;; i am so so happy that despite my sleepy self writing that, it still managed to deliver~ i am so glad :')

those references are to your kabuki series btw <3 i have injected a lot of what you delivered there for the baby boy :D and you are very much welcome for the kuni brainrot! that's my specialty ~

there's no escaping the "kuni is a little tsun tsun" allegation. he already pleaded guilty to those more than enough times much to his dismay

i would like to inject a hc here — walks with him around snezhnaya are actually relatively common! while it is rare for him to be seen outside of his duties, let alone with someone, usually preferring to stay in home with you or do his usual reading light novels of varying degrees of quality while having a cup of tea or coffee. but in that specific drabble, it's from a mini series that i unfortunately had to scrap due to how i have other three that are in production masterpost preparation wise so </3

but absolutely, walks in snezhnaya, either around town or even near the freezing sea of the land; it's a very common activity that he usually indulges you in regardless of how much free time he has.

that specific theme is going to be the main theme for my future series featuring fatui kuni so that means, i'll cut my rambling short :)

my brain and i appreciate the praise and regarding your excitement ME TOO ?!?! like omg you don't know how over the fucking moon i am just thinking about tomorrow that is literally going to be today in a few minutes time for me, it's crazy and this much excitement, while it is something i'm quite accustomed to because i am even excited on a regular day, is probably going to annihilate my heart in the metaphorical sense lolol

i'll give the name here as well as my reasoning for it: i named the little one izumi! reason being because that name means spring, and apart from the countless artworks i saw of the precious bean being surrounded by sakura trees, it's also because back when i did the third act of sumeru for the first time and watched kuni's cutscene very thoroughly and with lore crafter intent ( while crying ) i saw the little boy and his design, color scheme wise to be specific, and it reminded me of sunflowers. while doodling little drawings for the concept, the name izumi popped in my head and i was like "you know what? that just sounds about right honestly."

if you read the title for the seventh chapter, the name "kuzou" is not the name i chose, it's just a little trick of mine and because of a hc i hope to elaborate on in that specific chapter <3

as for the angst........ yeah now that i think about it a little more, i feel a tiny bit sorry ^-^

in all seriousness though, THANK YOU !! i am so glad to hear that you love it and i will be sure to not rush on it, pinky promise that i won't force myself to do beyond my limits! ( thank you for the gentle reminder <3 )

FUCK YES YOUR THOUGHTS DID MAKE ME THAT HAPPY!! receiving any kind of response on something i write makes me feel like the happiest person on earth because i LOVE listening to others' thoughts and feelings on something i make, or even in general in all honesty. listening is a hobby of mine one could say hehe

you are so real on picking up on how people contrast fatui and wanderer kuni — it's so fun and like ? just so endearing somehow ?? not really somehow scratch that it is endearing because watching him come so far is just the embodiment of (⁠╥ ‿ ╥⁠)ﾉ⁠♡

regarding the 'nushi thesis ......................

oops ~

no but the way this bitch had and still does have me on such a chokehold for SO LONG and it resulted me to writing a fucking presentation; from me writing lore for his ass to writing about both small and big things about him and even picking a theme for him along with a design interpretation. it's alright though, king deserves it 🤍

and i am so down to write a little drabble about the eccentric squad being in trouble like it'd not only be funny but also endearing because i think we both know who would make up for the mistake they did and who wouldn't ( side eyes fatui kuni and kuro /lh )

as for us two — certified tea addicts /lh lovers !! we love to see it~ the way i actually can't survive through the day without at least having one cup is... well, it certainly is something lmao

goodness me .. this was a lot to ramble about alright but good fuck i am actually so happy :') this was and honestly is the best way i think i've ever spent a break i take from writing, i am practically smiling from ear and to ear and coincidentally enough i just finished my second cup of tea! this was an incredible fun ~

thank you so so much for the support and love you've provided me smooches 🤍 you are not only one of my biggest inspirations but also someone i cherish even though we're only moots, but i hope to become friends in the future <3

i hope you enjoy mundanities with kabukimono as much as i will enjoy writing it for many to see, i cannot wait to walk this journey with you and many others 🤍

— signed and with much ( platonic ) love, ayame.

#a cup of tea with; smooches <3 #the way i had to hold back genuine happy tears because if i did let them roam i'd start sobbing.#i've already said my peace in this post for you dear‚ any more rambling will result me to repeat myself again :')#thank you an incredible lot. genuinely 🤍

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seventh-fantasy · 7 months

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