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#aje post#interblag#non fandom#aje gets amused#aje is catholic#stolen from discord which stole it from somewhere else#i think it works great for tumblr lol
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blake age timeline ^-^ im gonna make one for everyone i think
#she looks particularly boyish in this one but to be clear she is a woman#very tomboyish child who refused to brush her hair so her mom cut it short to avoid matting#also she canonically starts going grey at like 25 honestly it should probably be whiter by 60 and 40#art#furry#artists on tumblr#anthro#sfw furry#safe fur work#oc#sanctuary#i couldve gone older but she dies fairly young anyways#havent decided the exact age but in her 60s for sure#she severely underweight for most of her life and has been a pack a day smoker since she was 17 she does Not age very well#my art#and her hair at 17 in uneven at purpose shes not great at cutting it yet :[#actually the choppiness throughout is her cutting it herself Not Well#i know this bc my hair looks like that LOL#fuck it buzz cut at 59 YOLO#i think she never wouldve minded having super short hair. she just gets lazy and stops cutting it altogether when shes like#uhhhh 30ish?#which is why its so long by 40#and 50 tbh she basically looks the same except greyer by 60#her widening her eyes is a bad sign btw she only does that when particularly shocked or pissed#hence why i add the eyelids from 22 onwards
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feel like the global tasks sweep strat should probably be nerfed somehow. my thought would be, give each team an individual ten minute overall cooldown on global task claims. that is to say, a certain team can only claim one global task per ten minutes. say, deliver gas masks, and then in ten minutes you're allowed to deliver tea, and then after another ten minutes you can claim hot chocolate.
another teams would be able to claim a global task for bananas during this time, and their own ten minute cooldown would start.
(the global tasks can either keep their individual ten minute cooldown [i.e. after tea is claimed no one else can claim tea for ten minutes] or a slightly shorter cooldown, say 5-7 minutes)
when a global task is claimed, everyone is notified, right? if not, in my hypothetical, they will be.
then, a team trying to sweep six tasks at once would actually take sixty minutes to do, allowing another team to swoop in and have a chance to stop it in cinematic, entertaining fashion rather than tubbo having to grind resources and then log out in front of the merchant to counter this, which is boring for everyone (including the person delivering). plus, if a team cuts it down to the last second and ends up getting delayed, they physically wouldn't have time to make a delivery, meaning even being a BIT of a nuisance could be a viable strategy, even if you can't manage to kill; if you can STALL you could still wreck their plans.
that's my dream anyway idk i'm not a game designer. just think it would be interesting for most players
(i elaborate under)
red team would have to shake up their strategies, which is fun since they're a team that kinda has to rely more on strategy than outright brawn (overall the team's pvp can't be relied on unless they have carre or phil, as seen today when pierre, bad, and etoiles attacked phil cellbit foolish and baghera, and cellbit and foolish both died to etoiles in the attack, despite it being a 4 on 1 at the time. baghera was killed by bad soon after. phil was the one to get the kills. the first day, when blue attacked [niki, tubbo, and bad as i recall] carre got both kills)
the other teams would then still have a way to stop a global sweep since a sweep would have to start earlier, allowing not only more time to arrive at global to pvp about it, but ALSO allowing another team to swoop in and steal the goal out from under the team again
i'm gonna use it in a scenario bc i'm badboyhalo and i can't stop myself from making examples:
so, tonight, if the proposed cooldown was in place, bad and tubbo would both still had roughly 17 minutes when red team would have HAD to start the sweep process if they wanted all six global tasks: 1 hour until the server closed at absolute MINIMUM. more for safety's sake.
therefore, in this scenario, there's a lot to happen
blue team could wait at globals, knowing red will probably try this strategy, and attempt or perhaps SUCCEED in killing red. if they kill red entirely, the operation is a wash; red doesn't have to gear to come back from scratch and take out blue team, and even if they could, the travel time to return to globals alone would mean they wouldn't get all the global tasks, potentially meaning they don't take the lead. if blue team is unable to kill red and dies themselves or has to retreat, but succeeds in delaying red, red would face the same problem.
if red sends in all of the task items on one person, and that person dies, even if the rest survived, blue could loot the items from that person and would be able to either use the items themselves, if green is currently the owner, or could run away with the items, effectively wasting red's time and again, meaning they wouldn't get all tasks claimed even if they were able to overtake the runner and reclaim their items.
i'm unclear what would happen if red divided the task items between them since it seems like the person claiming the task doesn't have to have all (or any? again, unclear) the items in THEIR inventory in order to claim so long as a teammate is nearby with the items in their inv (evidence: pac's vod "voltei... o que tá acontecendo no QSMP?!" at roughly 3:00:00; tubbo claims tea and tea is taken out of pac's inventory. i don't know the limits of this strategy)
blue team also has time to swoop in and steal a global task out from under red during this time. say, if red team had claimed the task for 10 tea leaves, upping the price to 15 tea leaves, and then blue team snuck in and claimed the task and set the price up to 20 tea leaves, (since the proposed 10 minute cooldown on claims would be TEAM LIMITED; red's cooldown applying to red only and so on). if red waited until the last second, they wouldn't have the time to reclaim this task even if they did have the resources, possibly forcing them to start their sweep earlier to counter this possibility, at which point team members who had logged on earlier and are out of time by the end of the night, OR members who live in time zones that don't allow them to stay up until server close, may have an easier shot at participating in defending against a global sweep.
all of this DIRECT CONFLICT would make for good audience entertainment and heighten the stakes of an attempted global sweep, since it would practically have to be one team defending globals for an hour while they pipe all their resources into it, knowing that if they die another team could easily swipe their task resources and use it themselves (along with the rest of their gear). it makes it more interesting, while still mostly viable.
plus it would force more strategizing for red team which is maybe just a personal plus, i just really like seeing people planning both in advance and in spur of the moment. it's really satisfying to see how a plan comes together and succeeds or fails; plus, since red team is the main team using this strategy at the moment and their main draw and strength as a team is cohesion and communication this would be completely fucking riveting for me as a viewer so maybe this is just a personal thing. but i really really think it would be fun
but again, i'm not a game designer, or a qsmp player, or a qsmp admin, or honestly even really a gamer? so maybe i'm off my rocker and out of my gourd and this isn't viable or balanced in any way shape or form but YKNOW what is this blog except putting stupid thoughts into the void and seeing if this time the void spits back hate mail so. i'm folding this into a paper airplane and throwing it into the abyss. hopefully it made sense.
k love you appreciate you getting this far, have a good week!!
(i hope your team gets a win in dramatic fashion and celebrates together!!! i hope they come together and unleash a plan so spectacular it takes the server by storm!!! i hope it's so good it becomes a vod you go back to even years in the future!!!! i hope you have a good week!!!!!)
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#shut up vic#block game brainrot#yes it's long beneath the keep reading no i'm incapable of being succinct#i color coded the important parts though i just wanted to try to be clear#examples are my bread and butter i do programming and math they make everything easier for me to understand#god i hope this makes sense to other people i didn't ask my biological peer reviewer so idk if this is stupid or not#tbh it's just a tumblr post so i guess it's whatever if it is but i put wayyy more work than necessary into double checking timelines lol#(i didn't watch blue today sorry :/ idr if i mentioned in the body of the post but i main red team)#(their energy is just more entertaining for me personally; though i kept an eye on pac once i could multi-watch!)#anyway other team mains feel free to weigh in if i'm making weird assumptions about what the teams are capable of#heaven knows my pov is biased here LMFAO#((for what it's worth i am fully aware this means red team aren't rly underdogs anymore and i super want them to be kicked in the stomach))#((back to the drawing board; what will they do??? I WANT TO KNOW :O))#((seeing them crawling back to victory from being like two pixels on the bar on sunday was great. more of that pls))#idk i've rambled enough#long tags#ignoring daylight savings it's technically one am goodnight friends i hope this post doesn't suck hahahaha...............#OH AND IF ANYONE THINKS I SHOULD TAG SOMETHING FOR FILTER PURPOSES ABSOLUTELY LET ME KNOW#i want to be courteous but i think this post is pretty neutral in tone? but if you think it deserves a tag i will absolutely add it!!!!!
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wink blink look !!
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#sona#ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhgghhhh#am i RIGHT guys hfhvs#:33#//not many thoughts recently#not many thoughts for a while actually lol#must've talked myself weary! huh!#/let me try at this though - i feel like i have some little part of my brain that's all stopped up#it's been like that for a minute !#/ah but a question - do you ever stand by a bit of forest and hear what are distinctly Whispers ?#i know it's definitely the wind but it's fun to think it's anything else lol :>>#ghosts or fairies or the road down the hill for whatever reason#/oh and speaking of hearing i got a weird + shrill + loud tone in my ear the other day and it just didn't happen again#a sudden EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and then it stopped lmao#funky stuff man. wonder what's up with that hfhs#//anyway i'm working on my artfight references rn lol :)#i've finished one! what a miracle!! hfsh-#it looks a lot better than the one last year like Wow. don't think the same person made these you know what i mean hfh#//ah i've also started using padlet for realsies this time :>#it's a neat spot - it's gonna be great to just have the palettes i need on another device loll#that's the biggest problem i have on this planet! having to scroll my blog for palettes is not the most fun thing hfsh#/anyway gonna get back to it!!#i'm sort of tired but i Really wanna make kira and hid's this yearrr#they are very ~+~+~ <3 ~+~+~ to me lol :>>#so toodles ! here i go again hfhsv
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my art from the na vs art party!! took me a lil bit cuz i wanted to color it and that meant cleaning up the sketches and then i wanted to shade them and hajsksldhaflk
the characters from left to right:
Quinn Teeling - @sunsrefuge
Ambrose Wolfsbane - @commander-gloryforge
Finnegän - @pinecone-enthusiast
Astrëllä - @ohpollenpowder
#vsartparty#gw2#guild wars 2#others ocs#my art#also!!! please let me know if i got any of the names or tumblrs wrong!! especially ambrose cuz i didn’t get the name in my ref screenshot#i did go thru the art party tag to find the character i drew and i’m like 99% sure it’s ambrose but if it’s not him i’m SO SORRY#ahhh i hope people like them ajhsjalakf#like i know that getting art of ur oc is usually great no matter what but i get anxious lol#also i used a new shading technique and idk how i feel about it#like i like how i blended out the edges and stuff#but i might have to play with using different colors in different areas instead of just using the same purple lol#really happy with how i did the hair this time tho!! i feel like i usually like hair better in the sketching phase#cuz it’s all loose and rough and messy#i just feel like i get the shape and idk vibe? of the hair better then#and when i get to lines or shading i feel like i end up making the hair too solid? like i lose the flowy-ness of the hair and stuff#anyway i think i did pretty good with it this time tho!! i liked adding the highlights a lot :)#…i actually kinda was referencing an old how to draw manga book i got when i was 11#listen. it was one of the good ones and had actually good tips and info#and the way it showed shading hair kinda influenced me here and i think it worked!#oh wow i really rambled in the tags this time#there’s a reason my personal texts posts (at least on my main) are tagged as ‘regan rambles’
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becolesky ship edit that I unfortunately worked really hard on
#l.a. noire#la noire#cole phelps#stefan bekowsky#fancam#i can see you#yeah the song is too new for edit audios so i just made my own?? pls dont judge me#watch your volume please the audio gets loud#i was only kinda shipping them but after making this i think they really are great together lol#these lyrics work well with them i think... secret forbidden work romance??#wish i could upload the 4k version but sadly tumblr has a size limit with videos and the quality ends up bad regardless#I made this for me ngl but might as well share it#becolesky#cole phelps x stefan bekowsky
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having an event planning feature like fb would probably be a Terrible tumblr feature but I sometimes still wish there was an easy way to be like get in losers we're going to raid orbonne tonight and then actually update people who are like wow I would be down without having to tag every single one of them
#the tonberry dun scaith run was great but I had to tag like a million people F#anyway I think we should do orbonne with the echo off#I think that would be a Soothing after work activity#ffxivmp#mp#also adding that people who get interested through a silly tumblr post are less likely to be shitheads than in pf#'why not just queue for orbonne lol' trust me I do and then I lose an hour of my life waiting and still don't get in
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#coming to tumblr for the first time in three days just to bitch because i feel like shit <333#sorry if i havent responded to your message i will as soon as i get a grip but rn im just too busy#both with uni and with crying because a friend said a mean thing to me lol#and because im tired of this new friendship already and tired of hearing this girl talking how great she is lol#am i jealous? fuck yeah i am.#and it's not like she's mean like straight up. cause like.#when i say im really considering quitting and dropping out she tries to encourage me ig#but then she follows it up with 'ofc *I* never had a problem with this and that because it always just came naturally to me teehee#but yknow. dont give up uwu'#and she keeps sending me recordings of her singing to tell her how good she is and always tells me how her teacher praises her#and like. its cool. like i get it that its a nice feeling when you do something well and wanna share that joy with a friend#but idk. i just think its kinda. well not mean but a litt#*a little tone deaf? when ive just been telling her that im in a Bad Place rn and my voice isnt working as it should#and my pianist is bullying me and i end up crying on almost every lesson#and she hits me with a 'damn that sucks fuck that pianist dont give up tho <3#now do you wanna listen to me sing bel raggio lusinghier like a pro and my professor telling me i am sublime?'#also when i tell her that im sorry that im not very social and i just cannot stay and chat cause im having a horrible day today#and really dont feel well and she's like 'yeah i havent noticed anything you're always like that... *side eye*' in a way that suggests#im a horrible friend cause im not talking with her enough and yet again im disappointing her (aint that familiar lol)#i just. idk. the last two-three weeks have been absolutely horrible to me. i cant get out of bed i havent done a single colorful make up#in so long ive basically forgotten how to do that. and i loved doing fun make up looks that make people tell me i look like a clown.#but i just dont have the energy to do anything more than put on a random tshirt and spray dry shampoo on my unwashed hair#i dont even wear my rings anymore. ive stopped caring about being the pinkest slayest queerest looking bitch in the room cause i just. cant#and even some casual friend of mine asked me yesterday if im okay cause they can see something is Not Right. but SHE not only doesnt notice#anything. i have a feeling she feels like im disappoing and neglecting her because i cant be bothered to text with her 24/7#like idk. maybe its just my imagination but i barely even feel like an actual person. more like just a homunculus made to trail after her#and listen to her bragging about how pretty/talented/unbothered she is#oh and also for her to keep dissing m/ozart lol like idk why it hurts me so bad but then ig its not that unusual to feel shitty#when someone keeps talking shit about something you really love and are passionate about and making you feel like an idiot#because you like it. because its stupid and boring and you're a simpleton for enjoying it instead of liking sth more 'ambitious'
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I recently archived all of the old art on my DeviantArt accounts I still have and 14 year old me actually was onto something with pixel art?
Also I dearly miss the experience of this Team Rocket Roleplay(ish) DeviantArt group I joined 2015/16. Having a public group where your OCs just exist very close to one another/live together so you included each other a lot. Very good times!
I hope all these people with their edgy Pikachu OCs are doing good out there nowadays.
#old art#pokemon#pixel art#idk i felt the need to share this#i think young me would be so proud of how far we've gotten#partially inspired because the ask blog thing thats been going on in the r/ain w/orld fandom looks like its the closest to this#ive seen in a long time#and i constantly wanna join in but also its exclusively asks and a lot of work and also tumblr isnt a great medium for this tbh#very hard to keep up#my ideal way of talking about my ocs or interacting with others' ocs is to just#'haha wouldnt it be funny if my characters attended your characters' weddning' sparking an entire conversation discussing this#making others' ocs part of the canon etc etc etc#and the place to do that is discord except ugh you have to find the right discord and also i do actually like doing that publically#like hell yeah asks i love rambling abt ocs i would love to answer some in character stuff#but its JUST in character and i like a variety of things on how to ramble about ocs#sorry this is long lol ive been thinking about this bc the r/ain w/orld community is pretty based
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watching the stuff thats going down with twitter with the layoffs and christ twitter might actually die as a website. like hoping for ya'lls sake that there's some way to pull up from this but either way those thousands(?) of people arent going to probably be getting their jobs back. You can't really come back from that.
and honestly I've never been a fan of twitter and definitely am not a twitter user but its still crazy and sad to me that it might really go out like this. I wonder if any new social media platform might rise from those ashes though. maybe
#that could be interesting though i think thats thinking very far ahead#it certainly would be great karma if the old twitter staff got to form/work on a new social media platform and leave twitter to rot#robbing elon of his money he spent on it#on another note though i do think that like#everyone running back to tumblr and causing a tumblr revival isnt really the best solution either though#yeah yeah closed ecosystem jokes aside the staff of tumblr arent great ppl.#wont specify for fear of losing my account (lol. normal to be worried about) but you know. starts w a t ends w a f.#also the rampant racism in how they treat black bloggers v literally white supremists on this site#so yeah i don't think tumblr becoming a huge main platform is a great ending here either#we need more options that arent run by you know whats
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the sense of having any lore about the ancient [ten to thirteen years ago] of marble hornets times like granpa granpa tell us a greentext story....the only hitch is not having stories and instead having "i guess you had to be there" tales from the fringes, unless instead of a hitch you frame this as a bit
#like what's crucial info from then? who knows. smthing neat abt mh is its iterative resurgences apparently lol. got a wavelength#from the start it was always [queer fans queer fans trans fans trans fans] etc to be sure#by ''thee start'' i mean i showed up a couple of months? weeks? before s2 started. i think amnesia: the dark descent was partly to thank to#i mean of course it is in all things no matter the topic. and i feel manesia the dark manscent in this chili's tonight#one of the more [umm] first true spikes in New Ppl was when that game with the pages got streamed a lot#not a lot to work with there re: [you are already at mh hq] but brought ppl in like umm yea it's a little youtube movie here....#Back In Those Days...when youtube had a Reply feature for videos which i would have forgotten was anything if not for tta really....#the saga of [we didn't have any crisp behind the scenes pics of tim's mask for a while so deciding what its design seemed to be was tricky]#or [lucky that alex's striped hoody had both the inner seam highlights & the patch on the waistband] re: identifying it....#the hoody was already Out Of Production lol the base masks were from michael's crafts which i hear has recently discontinued them; pensive#paper mache cosplays here we go....#anyways nothing makes a good story. one time i sprinted to beat everyone on unfiction to solve a scrambled dvd cover#i managed to post it first (here on tumblr) And Then on unfiction; where it was also first lol. this was ignored#(one reply did a nominal shoutout like ''[other user] and others'' lmao)#i blog to this day....where's unfiction (rhetorical)#they were great for crowdsourcing codes but the Analysis(tm) left many things to be desired (i mean on tumblr too sometimes of Course)#unfiction would be like ''why is this entry delayed [thinking emoji]'' & truly the answer like ''they explained the behind the scenes reaso#in this linked facebook post here (the funy saga of joseph losing the distinctive out of print hoodie before its Part Two appearance)''#and the unfiction thread would continue apace like ''hmm guess we'll never know'' yeah apparently not#unsurprisingly my best Retro Tales From Behind The Scenes would be like; that fun mh viewing party commentary bit live event....#that there was overlap w/my first coming out transly times & probably had my Best Experience w/that from the mh creators lol#that thesis simply Is the tale. the bit abides
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dating is weird
#went to this guy's apartment 4 the first time last night and it was soooooo bad man#we played mario cart and a card game#that was nice#bbuuutt his place is so dirty there were toenails clippings in the toilet bowl!!! bro wtf ive never seen that before#and his couch was old and shredded to pieces by his exs cats apparently but like idk cover it up maybe? am i overreacting?#he also did this thing where he scratched his ear with his pinky and gave it a shake? ive never seen anyone under 60 do that welp#i think that did it for me lol the ear thing ruined me dont ever do that with#with someone youve not been married to for 40 years man#hes also a bit shorter than i thought without shoes i felt like a giant sitting next to him and i know it's not the most important thing#but idkkkk its really sad cause i feel like we have so much in common which is kinda rare so idk do i give it a chance or let it go?#we still havent kissed cause im very much guarding myself and told his that#but im also wondering if i was more attracted to him i night have already tried to push myself to ger closer#not really used to feeling like this with men lol but also feel like theres not many options out there so do i try to make it work and#kinda settle yk?#tbh this is a great distraction from my health issues lol ill be dealing with that next week ha#lmk what u think if u read this shit#missed tumblr rants#personal
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another wip
#this has been fun and overall drama free#which is great bc the past few things i’ve been working on have been trash lol#i think i just prefer 3/4 views#which is funny bc i used to hate them but now i feel like i haven’t done a decent straight on portrait in a minute#oh well lol maybe just more practice#my art#black artists#artists on tumblr#digital art#lostangelnights
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it’s probably partly because i lack the energy to care anymore and will probably never get it back but i’m hitting a point where seeing other people’s socio-political opinions on twitter is beginning to cause some kind of damage. like. i know the country is going to shit. i know we’re all going to die.
i know everything that’s happened has irreversibly eroded Any form of sanctity and stability of this country and that it gets worse every day and that i’ll loose all of my basic rights soon because of it. i know i’ll probably never be financially stable and safe unless i leave the country for residence somewhere else. i just don’t need to be told ad nauseum over and over again every time i go onto socials i try to keep for fun at this point. that i keep to try and not succumb to crippling depression that keeps me locked into a shit future.
#idk man#people i used to be chill with are posting nonstop abt the d*pp thing and i just. i do not care#i don't give a shit#i don't care that you think not caring makes me a horrible person and that you're trying to guilt trip me into caring#tumblr is fine so far#but twitter#oh twitter#i fucking hate you#and i can kinda leave now#now that i'm not taking commissions and needing to be on there like 24/7 i've been doing great#literally the best i have in ages#and i didnt even think i was permanently leaving lol#it was just because of college burnout and a surprise contract job that's almost full time#and now i'm probably just not going back#it's not even that i'm taking a break from social media or a social media cleanse or whatever the fuck they call it#i'm just not looking at my twitter tl lol#i'm going to get back to work and geting paid $53/hr byee#later i'm going to draw my boys :)#just let me feel peace for a few hours a day please#i guess for reference the d*pp thing is what pushed me over the edge on top of everything else
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Do the followers know I'm a metal head? Do they know that I want to be covered in tattoos with an alternative look who listens to obscure metal bands and stuff? Or do I still come off as like, the nerd in the basement lmao
#i feel like such a nerd on tumblr tbh#if im being honest none of my social medias show me anything i care about anymore#i hate to say it but tiktok is the only thing ive been able to trick the algorithm into showing me things i actually want to see#youd think tumblr would be the place because i can just follow people but like#theres not a metal scene or a tattoo scene or anything i really want to see anymore#i rarely see art i actually enjoy its just text posts and memes and its just...... boring#i joke that im falling back into my emo self from highschool but literally i feel so comfortable in the alt scene#like some people are absolute assholes and thats just par for the course in a scene like that#but like literally went to my first metal festival and was like ok i finally feel like myself#idk i always wanted to be alternative and i denied myself really going over and into it and like#even just little things like getting my first tattoo wearing edgy earrings dying my hair again#shaving my head to the scalp for some reason????#i paint my nails black i wear rings and bracelets and necklaces i started getting more shirts from hot topic lol#i was never allowed to buy shirts from hot topic!!!!!!#but now im like oh shit i can do these things!!!! and its making it easier to look in the mirror!!!!!!!!#im finding music im falling in love with that i feel in my chest!!! i want to learn how to design tattoos!!!!!#im loving myself its great#if i didn't work with kids not gonna lie id even try to get my hands on some matte acrylic stilleto nails#not super long ones but thats like my one feminine thing ive admitted to myself that i love having my nails painted and i want to try nails#just nothing crazy#anyway#my wardrobe isnt really caught up to my style but i also need to replace like all of my wardrobe nothing fits anymore#one day i want to be a scruffy tatted alt guy idk what i will be doing in life at that point#I don't know if i will be in the same career field so i will have to adjust my looks around it or if i will be somewhere else#i spent a long time especially as a transmasc person trying to fit like what i thought being transmasc looked like i guess?#and i didn't care about my appearance at all i just wore plain t shirts hoodies and sometimes a flannel#not that i don't still love these things but im going back towards graphic ts and trying to be stylish with my flannels#i try not to wear hoodies too often and actually wear my jackets tho i dont have a reason to often lmao#and tiktok has opened me up to sooooo many new metal bands god its been so refreshing#anyways i hit the tag limit sorry for going off lol om just weird and happy to be embracing who i want to be
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Fucking. Pet peeve in fanfic is when Character A has any sort of anxiety or sadness fueled breakdown. They call it a panic attack. And then they alway have the exact same scene, where Character B tells them to take deep breaths, hugs them, asks ‘Feeling better now?’ And the ‘panic attack’ is just? Over???
#panic attacks#like??? first of all. crying is not a panic attack#it’s great to show panic attacks in fiction! but not everything is a panic attack!! sometimes characters just break down#second if someone told me to breath during a panic attack. i would not be able to for several minutes. if it worked at all.#the most likely result is i would start hyperventilating bc breathing exercises don’t really work for me lol#i do like hugs but only sometimes and only if you ask. and again it won’t just. end the panic attack#even if I’m not having a panic attack. even if I’m just crying. this scene is unrealistic#it takes a lot more back and forth to calm people down from high emotional/anxiety states. if it’s over in a few lines without#some back and forth. then that means that Character A is bottling it up#(obv not in all cases but like. generally you don’t go from ‘distraught over almost killong your best friend’ to ‘ok I’m calm’ in 1 minute#and most of all. this isn’t how people talk??? it’s like there’s one script people think is the ‘healthy’ way#that they follow to show a ‘panic attack’#and it is always like. straight out of a 2014 tumblr style mental health post#please can we have character B fuck up comforting them some times? bc getting someone down out of a panic attack is not fucking easy#not everyone knows to say ‘can i touch you’ sometimes they just think ‘ok hugs comfort I’ll give them a hug’ and then it Does Not Work
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