I had an exhausting day. Started with a doctor’s appointment and blood work to figure out why I keep almost fainting. Fun news (sarcasm): I’m severely dehydrated and it’s making my blood pressure drop when I stand for “too long” (Too long literally being 3 minutes.) The big problem here is that I drink about a gallon of water a day, plus extra fluids. So, I called my endocrinologist for a sooner appointment because my body not retaining water to the point of nearly making me faint is bad.

Then I had to talk to the insurance team from the Boston hospital I go to. Had to cancel that appointment that was scheduled for tomorrow because it would cost me $800+. I don’t have that money and certainly won’t get enough through crowdfunding. So, basically I have to go back to my regular OBGYN and hope she can help or find me someone in my state who can help. I want these bad endometriosis flare ups to end.

I had to make a few more phone calls, gave myself an injection, and learned another way in which my insurance company is super fucking incompetent. (They messed up something really big again.)

I had therapy, which was really good, but then almost fainted again after dinner. Now I’m in bed with a bottle of Gatorade. I already drank about 20 ounces of it with dinner, so hopefully it helps.

Anyway, yep, that was my day. Now to find something fun/relaxing to do.

I really need to stop thinking about shivlina, stop talking to my ex through her lil depression freak out and actually go to sleep.

Looks like dsmp season 2 isn’t happening, and i’d like to talk abt it before my brain combusts

I’ve been following this story for quite a bit, and I’ve really enjoyed it. It It introduced me to some great creators and amazing friends, the art and stories that came out of it were great, and it was just overall a good time! But everyone’s moving on to bigger things now, and to have them make time for a story that was not at all ready for a season 2 just doesn’t seem right. I don’t think anything could really bring back that original genuine hype that early dsmp had, when everything was so new and it was at its peak. I wish it had a more cohesive ending, i wish some storylines and projects were able to continue (totsmp i miss you), but i think in the end it accomplished what it was there for; for people to have fun! I am grateful to have been a part of it, and i wouldn’t trade the experience for anything. 

DOES ANYONE ELSE SEE THAT SMILE?!!?

Gif by @stars-bean

It's at the very end. And it's just a split second. A hint.

But I swear it's there.

You all see it, too, right?

His eyes get a little twinkle, the corners of his mouth twitch up. He wants to spend the night before he realizes he shouldn't.

HE WANTS TO SPEND THE NIGHT.

(Someone help me, I'm unwell)

for anyone who doesn't have the Return YouTube Dislike Plugin, here's how Watcher Entertainment's "Goodbye Youtube" video is doing right now

yeah... gonna throw out a yikes on that one

i suspect this number will only keep growing in the coming days/weeks, especially the longer and longer we go without any sort of response.

EDIT: its only been three hours and the number has already jumped to 206K dislikes.

me after reporting and blocking the 3rd pornbot of the day:

Something very tender about Tommy having come out later in life (in the years since leaving the 118) and being wanted and desired just as fervently as he wants and desires Buck. I mean, obviously, I'm sure he's been through a couple relationships/situationships/casual hookups in order to find his feet as a gay/queer man. But when I think about the idea of him spending at least half of his life in a closet, between being in the army and being in the fire academy/the 118 pre-Bobby, I have to imagine that the idea of being wanted earnestly still feels precious and valuable and overwhelming in the best possible, you know?? anyways.

Watcher announcing they’re leaving YouTube and putting all their new content behind a paywall via a new streaming service in a nutshell:

caterpillar? more like cu. more like cunty. cuntypil. um.

ah! so jolly

I say this in the kindest way possible, but I think this style of prose is more appropriate for a personal account rather than an update account. I have no idea who's being talked about half the time. 🥲

[ Tumblr meme via @mikaikaika ]

So your thoughts on Miggy with size kink and breeding kink?

i KNOW its not everyones cup of tea but PERSONALLY im a whore for a size and breeding kink miguel OK? IT JUST WORKS

i like to think he didn't have either of those kinks pre dna splice, maybe like a hint of it something he'd dip his toe in

but post dna splice? yeah. yeah hes insane.

he got his breeding kink FIRST. like he literally crossed dimensions to have a family. so when he has YOU that mf is going to breed you im talking rounds, hours, different positions- HES GOT THE STAMINA he wants a family !!! a big family !!!

his size kink comes after bc we've all seen his bulk up transformation. he was already tall and when he just got more...muscle-y hes just like...oh

digging my nails into a brick wall, his size kink appears when he notices how much he has to bend his neck to look at you. it's subtle like huh.. you're tiny (even if you're tall ur not 6'9 be so serious)

then its how giant his hands are compared to your waist, your head, your hands, your thighs and he cant hide it anymore until yall get together and hes looking at your stomach and comparing it to himself to see if he could fit

at first he doesnt 💀 but he misses it when you eventually take all of him; he liked SEEING that he was huge, half of his cock out while the other half youre sobbing on because youre so full already but seeing his bulge poke out spurs on his breeding kink. the way it disappears and reappears, wanting to see his cum drip out of u round and swollen with a babe HES EXCITED -proceeds to another round-

if you pop out a baby, hes going straight at it again once the doctor gives the okay bc his breeding kink gets worse like whats one more? two more? if you let him he'll do it and he doesnt hold back

in conclusion, MY THOUGHTS is that miguel absolutely has both of those kinks idc. i think about it maybe 4 times an hour i eat sleep and breath a breeding/size kink miguel theres just no way he doesn't. im an advocate for it. hes a slut no matter the adaptation. yall gonna have to pry him away from my cold dead hands idc idc

CW SUGGESTIVE

ef,skafelma ok now F FF}PAKCLALV . . . . .

Harry appreciation post! And also all the crew because they need to be valued (and paid) more in F1 .

If u didn’t know, Harry’s been with the team since Force India, so he’s known Lance ever since RP days. He was a mechanic on Nico’s, then Checo’s side of the garage. This year he got promoted to Lance’s No.1 mechanic. They get along well 💚

Source.

I’m not the hot young g/t protagonist. I’m the jaded elderly tiny village leader who staunchly forbids all the villagers to ever interact with giants and people think it’s for safety or because I’m a huge grouch but it’s actually because years ago I had my heart broken in a whirlwind romance with a tall dashing giant and now I can’t bear to see any of my people go through that pain. Also we still all live in my giant ex’s backyard and sabotage his garden yearly. Fuck that guy.

as a certified Diagnosed Autist(TM) i cannot stress enough that i am not only pro- self-diagnosis, but also pretty anti- legal medical diagnosis. it is, at best, a cruel hoop we have to jump through so privileged people will deign to give us what we need. don't fucking do that shit unless you have to, it was disgustingly expensive, fucking humiliating, infantilizing, and dehumanizing, and would probably actively cause problems in my life if i didn't have some really good allistic (-passing) people in my corner and also wasn't so fucking disabled that it mostly doesn't matter.

literally get that diagnosis if you need it for job/school accessibility shit or SSI or whatever, and otherwise dont tell the government SHIT about yourself. there is zero good reason for them to want that information. that's between you and the people you want in your life.