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noxtivagus · 1 year

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randomly thinking of ffxv n it influenced me sm fr i love the character's names so much

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxv. ]#like. oh my god there's 'noctis lucis caelum' & 'lunafreya nox fleuret' ..is it obvious #like the rest of the cast have such lovely names too n i remember when i was younger searching all the meanings n all hehe #i remember it by heart!#like. really just the names they used in the game too like niflheim.. norse mythology.#somnus. 'sleep'. god i still love how that ties with 'insomnia'. n like tenebrae! uhh darkness iirc #ignis stupeo scientia hmmm i can't remember entirely but. fire. n smth w knowledge #gladiolus amicitia hmm i love the amicitias sm i really love like. yk gladio n iris w the flowers hehe i think it's pretty cute #amicita means friendship iirc. n iirc gladiolus also has a sort of uhh connection maybe w like sword?#there was smth funny w that 😭 i rmber reading some stuff abt that long ago #prompto argentum! argentum - silver.. very fitting oh man. kind of like quicksilver together in a way for prompto #n other characters too like regis (king smth) n. OH WAIT #noctis. night ofc. lucis. light duh. caelum. sky. or heaven. not like super exact but yeah ><#lunafreya.. luna is moon obviously. freya i'm not so sure anymore but that's norse iirc? nox.. YEAH. night. fleuret is smth flower related #oh my god i love flowers i remember ffxv w flowers #god my memory is so wack n idk how they're rlly like phrased n all but the meaning of each singular word is around that yeah ^^#ffxv has its problems. n i cld ramble abt that for long too but it's still undeniably a v important n special game to me. i enjoyed it too #i'm still really fond of noctis help me i get soft wnvr i think of. YEAH.#noctis w the cat noctis w fishing noctis w fluffy hair noctis w the night noctis w the moon noctis w #sorry wait i kind of froze for a bit a song played uh. mili's new song yeah n it reminded me of that story i wrote two years back #i've always rlly liked that trope. not sure what exactly prompted or started it #maybe it was bcs i rlly loved fiction so much but.. it's not real after all n i've always felt deeply so. that sort of unrequitedness. yeah #it's something that i seem to really know well for some reason. that feeling of longing and yearning #n recently w returning to indulging myself more again w fiction i think reminded me of. how the protag i wrote in that one story i wrote #especially really reflects on me so much. two years older n that part of me is still the same. it's really so #similar n maybe that's why in the present all of that meant so much to me. that familiarity that's always meant so much to me #😭😭 listening to stand by me rn n i'm emotional the lyrics n the song r just so personally important n special to me #i love vgs n fiction sm. i love reality too but i think i'm a bit stuck in the past. i'm not sure. i'm so confused. growing up.. too fast #i'll distract myself for now i think i've been really a mess lately i'm stressed w school n helpless w not writing enough but i'll be fine

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chloesimaginationthings · 22 days

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Pomni and Gummigoo reunite in TADC!

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 4 months

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Happy Thistle Debut Day!

#dungeon meshi #Thistle #Old dungeon meshi fans remember the days when it was ambiguous what gender Thistle was.#Now we know Thistle uses he/him pronouns but in my heart Thistle is still non-binary. Clowngender elf with poor coping skills.#I hope the anime-only watchers know that this is a character to keep an eye on.#Love (in it's many forms) and desire (in it's many forms) is the main course of Dungeon Meshi and THIS silly jester?#My goodness. What a perfect encapsulation of how one can hurt other's so deeply in the name of love.#The actions we take to 'protect' other's is often the route to doing the most harm.#Love is letting go. Sometimes that means control and sometimes that means saying farewell forever to someone.

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stil-lindigo · 8 months

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the fox god.

a comic about a trickster.

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#cw: emotional abuse #cw: gaslighting #cw: animal death #charity - a god whose name was only ever meant to be ironic #i love playing with the concept of religion like this #im not religious at all but i did go to a christian school for twelve years #and i remember learning about the story of abraham. who long story short gets told by god to kill his son to prove his love for god.#and at the veeeery last minute god goes sike! this was a test to see if you'd do it! here's a lamb to slaughter instead #but the whole concept of that exchange in and of itself is so #anyway #one thing i meant to include in the creative notes but i ran out of room for is that charity never calls cunning by his name.#it's just “fox”. which was a small touch to indicate that he never acknowledged cunning's identity outside of being something exploitable.#but for all charity's hidden disdain for cunning #he still stole all his strengths and coveted them. he became known as the fox god.#so maybe some part of cunning survived. despite everything.#“give me your heart.”#“my god. it had always been yours.”#comic art #hearteaters #stillindigo art #stillindigo comics #one more comic to go until im finished with this collection!!

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inkskinned · 11 months

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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.

first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.

it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.

and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.

you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.

and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.

your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.

in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.

in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.

so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.

you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.

once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.

and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"

you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?

hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!

you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.

we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?

#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck #good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen #im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3 #writeblr #the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also #''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist #i was <3 punctured <3 during mine #and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3 #she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh #ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance #i'd crash on the table #like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it #and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just #woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes #she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room #from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing #and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying #and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap #with this terrible memory #i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like #that was too many liters #and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home #i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after #that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty #you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it #while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED #and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.

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killjoy-toast · 4 months

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As the #1 one Mary Poppins truther, I legally had no other choice

#hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel #fanart #alastor #rosie #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel rosie #alastor the radio demon #mary poppins #apparently they were intentionally written that way #The way I unironically stopped breathing when I read that comment is embarrassing #epiphany #Chimney Sweep Alastor has gobbled up my heart cannibal style #Remember the little guilt trippy speech Bert gives Mr Banks at the end of the movie? Yeah. Him and Lucifer #radiorose

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lokh · 3 months

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i have exactly one joke

#AS SOON AS I REMEMBERED THIS.#laishuro #IN MY HEART.#dungeon meshi #nakamoto toshiro #shuro #hien #art #delicious in dungeon #hien and the other retainers like. do we have to kill him for you #hes like no....... ill do it myself

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qdkdraws · 4 months

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He's too busy with all this overlord stuff to congratulate her in person, but he still remembers.

#and he also remembers that she loves cute little creatures #lol I forgot about valentine's day #and at first I didn’t understand why there were hearts everywhere #so quick thing #keydidraws #hazbin hotel #charlastor #radiobelle

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sentient-forest · 1 year

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#cecilsweep and Welcome to Night Vale trending #1 in 2023

#welcome to night vale #wtnv #ive said it before but people not knowing wtnv makes me feel old #i remember the days before cecil had a canonical last name #so tumblr just gave him the jonathan sims treatment #aka called him cecil baldwin (the voice actor's name)#wtnv will always have a special place in my heart as my first fiction podcast #cecil palmer #cecilsweep #oh to be young and queer and stumble upon a funky little gay podcast about a horiffic and absurd little town #yes i am just reusing my tags from my last post #added a description #glad yall are enjoying my shitty meme #i made it while half-awake and unable to sleep because my tummy hurt :(#follow me for more shitty podcast memes #im currently going feral for malevolent #important note: girlies is gender neutral #tumblr sexyman poll

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maareyas · 6 months

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A heart for the treasure shelf

another one in this style because it's actually pretty fun to do (once you get past the tedious process of initial blocking)

#sonic #sonic the hedgehog #sth #sonic fanart #rouge the bat #rouge the bat fanart #digital #clip studio paint #my art #i vaguely remember there being heart shaped crystals in frontiers #so im gonna go ahead and say that the jewel here is Not that. its just some generic heart jewel #drawing rouge in this style was actually rly fun idek why #maybe its bc i used a lot of pink

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melasy · 4 months

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#soriku #sora #riku #kh3 #kingdom hearts #kh #kh4 #remember me #you know who i am #if Sora loses his memories in Quadratum and Riku has to remind him

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cheese-water · 1 year

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Generation Loss is a comedic tragedy in every sense of the word. Every character we see exemplifies this fact, but no one other than The Austin Show proves its truth.

We begin at the carousel. Austin, Gay, takes his turn by pleading for himself to live because he has a wife and children back home. The rest of the cast interrogates him about his “wife and kids,” clearly suspicious of his truthfulness without even knowing his dubbed “title.” Everyone in the room treats Austin like a joke.

In turn, so do we.

Next, we reach the closet and shortly after the failed drag show, Austin remarks, “Look, I uh… I didn’t expect to die here.” It’s a moment of pure honesty, whether we like it or not. It happens again when the Puzzler tries to party with them, and Austin has to angrily remind him that they are his captives and are actively trying to kill them.

Austin: “What are you doing? What are you doing? What are you doing? We're trying to get out of here. I have children and wives— wife. One wife! What is this some sort of game? I’ve been stuck in hear for hours it seems. We’re trying to get out. Why is nobody else freaking out? We’ve got C4 strapped to our neck…”

It isn’t until Ethan’s death, his blood pooling out from underneath the door, Austin screaming at the others, begging them to have a reaction, to care about their circumstances, to care about death, that we finally understand Austin’s role in Generation Loss.

After all, in every great comedy, someone always has to play the straight man.

#generation loss #genloss #ranboo #ranboolive #austin show #I LOVE IMPROV STORYTELLING SO MUCH #You can pry genloss improv from my cold dead hands #yeah yeah the pacing was funky #But you can’t ignore the joy it brings when it creates accidental dramatic irony #I adore it so #remember the artwork of genloss characters as card suits?#Like Ranboo is the diamond Sneeg is the spade and Charlie as the club?#This is my formal application to make Austin the heart #he always talks about love and his family is his motivation to keep going and oof :(#he deserved so much better #gl!austin

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mortellanarts · 6 months

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I've found the path my heart will walk today

#my art #puella magi madoka magica #madoka magica #madoka kaname #magical girl #pmmm madoka #pmmm #madoka magica fanart #I want to make a piece for each girl of the holy quintet before the next movie because I really like the thumbs I came up inspired by #each of their wishes #didn't have a good caption for this one and tbh also rushed it a bit for a convention but I'm happy with it :'3 #is og timeline madoka saving a little cat as her wish canonical information? I don't remember #but it's true in my heart #mahou shojo madoka magica #connect lyrics go brr #madokami

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1alchemistart · 8 months

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after many many years of wanting to play kh i finally managed to get my grubby little hands on the first game and i finished it and here's my idiot boy whom i love dearly mwah

#kingdom hearts #kh #kh1 sora #kh1 #sora kingdom hearts #sora kh #halloweentown #my art #this has been my fav costume of his since i didn't speak english and somehow this is my first time drawing it that i remember? JHSDJSDFJK #he is drawn now

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lunamothghost · 30 days

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but I can string enough to show my face in the light again

#kingdom hearts #kh #ventus #vanitas #khux #khbbs #traditional art #my art #i think i could make a dissertation on how vanitas and his whole deal is so interesting. esp relating to ven.#also shoutout to that person who made a gif set to this song and these boys like years ago i couldnt find it again but i remember it.#it poped in my memory a month ago and yea.

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mari-lair · 7 months

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the response to the ant gon au was insane, here is some more on it

#I headcanon Gon associate Killua with joy so he will only start to remember him/his previous life when killua laughs genuinely with him #gon keep his sweet heart as an ant but he wouldn't be nearly as worried about a 'stranger' as he is with killua #hxh #hunter x hunter #gon freecss #killua zoldyck #killugon #ant gon au #man i gotta do more comics i am a little rusty uyguytft #mari draws #ant gon comic

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