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hey fellas. this one is A BIG roblox multifandom post,,properly tagged so its okay regretevator

adventure forward 2

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update my tags are fucking gone bro i need to re write them

!Spending Your Birthday With Akutagawa!

(Pt 1)(this is part 2)(pt 3{comin tmrw!})

scenario:- its your birthday and akutagawa wants to do something nice

pairing:- akutagawa x gn!reader

Akutagawa wouldnt really be all that into it tbh

Like he just doesnt get why people would make such a fuss about the day they were brought into this endless struggle of a rat race

But when he sees how excited you get,he thinks that maybe,just maybe, makin an effort to keep that smile on your face wouldn’t be too pointless

He asks higuchi what he should do(OMG HIGUCHI MY LOVE IM SORRY) (also we all know that no matter what,higuchi wants him to succeed.... ITS TRAGIC BRO)

And she ofc has amazing ideas but um akutagawa is just a liiittle bit lost (insert wan face)

But in the end even the black lizard team help him

Ofc he didnt ask em( HE DOESNT NEED HELLPPP(okay buddy sheesssh))

Gin and higuchi picked out a present while hirotsu and tachihara got the decor

Aku was just...there ig? He kindaaa(not rly) helped with the decor but once the gals were back everything was set

They just needed u

And when u got back to a pitch black room,you were confused as FUCKK but a second later they all Jumped out and shouted

SURPRISE !!!!!!!

you were obviously taken by surprise!

And as the night went on tachihara and higuchi goT WASTEDDD while gin and hirotsu were the designated adults :’)

At the end of it all (higuchi and tachi had to be carried back😭) akutagawa took your hand and led you to the rooftop of the building

You were OBVIOUSLY confused all over again and i mean

Rightfully so

But when you finally got your destination you were blown away by the simple yet charmingly perfect set up

Fairy lights hung over a blanket with more blankets and pillows and a picnic basket (no wonder the fuxker wasnt helpin earlier he had just done this!) you were practically tearing up which had HIM confused

Like

WHY WERE YOUUU CRYIN??? WAS IT RLY THAT BADD???

But when you practically tackled him with a hug(something only you were allowed to do fyi) while thanking him over and over,her realized you were

HAPPY crying

And let me tell you

Boi was reallyyyy proud of himself

He then took your hand,and led you to the blanket where you talked and had your lil picnic and sure enough you started to fall asleep soon after

He laid you down before joining you himself and like

EIGHT HOURS LATER you woke up tangled together;his coat wrapped the two of you up in a lil makeshift burrito

Your first words to him that morning were “thank you that was the best birthday ever” and at that moment his heart raced with how pure pride and happiness.

please dont repost my work here as your own on any platform all rights belong to me except that of the characters used,their right belong to their respective owners.but these stories? mine.

feedback,likes,reblogs and comments are so very appreciated tbh :’)i hope you enjoyed and ill catch ya next time!

Comments & Reblogs w/ tags >>>>>>>>>>>likes please

Tag list open for anyone who wants!

before i can freely dive back in on tumblr after being gone for a long time, i just wanted to address some asks i got during my inactivity: 

where do I start lmao. so i’m not sure if I understood the asks the way the anons intended to communicate them. could be because of a little language barrier? and im actually having trouble deciphering hate or disrespect because i have almost never in my life been hated or received serious hate in any form (i was THE good girl, on the outside that is, my entire life no one messed with bc i dont really do anything hateful like it’s just not in my nature to respond in that way 😅 anw very besides the point) so you may talk to me again if that’s not what you (anon) intended.

to the first one who said this: 

hi! i get ur suggestion but maybe word it differently? bc that was kinda rude. first off, this one (garbage) writing is for you too. second, i appreciate the cute hearts at the end to go with the insult in the beginning 😅 (but also) third, you’re on MY blog. i mean,,, with the first words i agree? LMAO. i apologize i don’t have the best thoughts but no i won’t change things. this is literally my own space and im sharing a little of what’s on my mind and they don’t have to be useful and significant and a WOW moment kind of post to everyone lmao. fourth, you can locate the unfollow/mute button yourself. im not actually sure what writings you meant, if it’s the unrelated or personal posts/asks, or the blog-related shitty posts. and i’m not very tidy with my tags either so i’ll try harder on that! will tag unrelated texts as “garbage.text” and blog-related texts as “hq.text”. fifth, that’s what i keep my following tabs open for actually. i follow a lot of even betterrr blogs with content like mine and esppp amazing artists you should check out yk instead of sending people ask like that..haha. lastly, i hope you don’t go around sending blogs asks like this one and just filter out the stuff you want to consume yourself. let’s be careful with words bestie! (edit: also my blog now is 90% reblogged art so.... why the big issue).

candidate #2 who quoted a tag on my post and said: 

aah what i meant there is that i am actually having a hard time remembering.. in general. (cue the victim card script) yes dramatic but i feel like my memory’s deteriorating. can’t remember names of people i just met or friends from a long time. things i just did or the phone i just put down 30 secs ago. conversations and with whom. read somewhere that it could be due to mental health problems. and i cant keep track of all the interactions here so i mess things up sometimes which is why i’m less active. and its not bc my friends here are insignificant!!! lmao. dw i remember, i have my close friends’ UNs and names listed on my notes too :D

yk i wanna bite harder than this bc im a real B on the inside and i wanted to make light of this (somehow funny to me because ik i shouldn’t respond bc it feels like twitter behavior) &&& i wanted to show off my clean record that i haven’t ever been hated before lmao until this moment that is. im just super shocked cause i’m 22 and JUST realizing, oh so this is the dangerous stuff on the internet! like i thought i could’ve avoided them because im.... literally... nice that i’m almost boring here and unproblematic and trying my best and just talking about stuff i like. bestie is not special over here.

to those who have been following me from the first (cringe) days, would know i post reallyyyy randomly. it was more original posts rather than reblogs. and i minimized on that when my following increased. there’s 4.4k amazing people following this blog in just a little over a year. so i toned down the personal stuff right away. honestly got conscious and i didn’t like it because the blog started to feel less like it’s mine. i can’t openly switch to a different content/media or just scream nonsense. i can’t answer personal asks freely. can’t interact with mutuals. then i just decided that i won’t mind anymore. as long as my post isn’t offensive and/or rude, i will post as i wish. i don’t normally engage in hateful posts because it bums me out. like a minute into reading these asks they really upset me then writing my response and letting this sit in the drafts made me think i won’t bother anymore because i could just let the asks get lost into the void and it’s not like i did anything wrong, but i guess i had a little energy today. and yes, will be turning off anon asks from here on out.

i hope this one won’t get dragged out and i’m not expecting any interactions from this because i just wanna talk about stuff i’ve been getting into lately, back to regular programming.. AAAAHHHHH!!! not sure if this will reach the anons (expected they unfollowed because that’s the smart thing to do) but I still wish them a good day/night and a peaceful tumblr experience! (^^)

RULES: answer 21 questions and tag 21 people!

dont feel any obligation to participate in this if i tagged you! but i had a lot of fun and wanted to pass the fun along :)

Hello! I was tagged by @harryloubaby and this is the first time I’ve ever been tagged in anything so I am understandably very excited

nicknames: ally 

zodiac sign:  sagittarius sun, capricorn moon, libra rising

height: 5′4″ (the us nat’l avg for women!)

hogwarts house: hufflepuff but i always wanted to be ravenclaw! i took the pottermore test so many times but i can now recognize that i am absolutely a hufflepuff at heart

last thing i googled: a bunch of molecular masses bc i was too lazy to calculate them lol very exciting

favourite musicians: obvi all the boys- esp harry, louis, and niall, i enjoy honestly all boppy pop music, also troye sivan, lauv, julia michaels, taylor swift (pls dont hate me!), the band camino, etc etc etc. 

song stuck in my head: home to you - sigrid (def worth a listen)

following: 293

followers: 63

do you get asks?: absolutely never lol - but i love love love sending nice anon messages

amount of sleep: trying really hard to hit at least 7 hrs a night since its cold/flu season

lucky number: hmmmm not sure, maybe 7?

what are you wearing: grey leggings + red long sleeve t-shirt

dream job: i’m studying public health and don’t have a long term dream job atm, but i reallyyyy want to join the peace corps after i graduate

dream trip: i’ve never even been on an airplane lol so i would go anywhere lol. the most important thing to me is who i am with, not so much where we go <3

instruments you play: i learned recorder in elementary school lol, i played the alto saxophone for a number of years, i also played in a handbell choir and really enjoyed it!!

languages you speak: just english - i studied spanish in high school but that means very little in america lol

favourite song: can’t stop listening to if the world was ending - julia michaels and lose you to love me - selena gomez

cats or dogs: dogs!! i’m allergic to cats :(

random fact: i’m really good at catching fireflies 

aesthetic: sitting on my porch roof back home watching the sun set while listening to LANY and reading some feminist literature, ideally with a little chill in the air so i can wrap up in a blanket. or sitting on my porch and reading all day with a mason jar full of fruit tea

I tag: @lthspurpose @lightsuplarryy@icantevenanymore @princeofyorkshire @ryekat @magicspacerainbows @harrysglittersuits @smileyxtpwk @egotharrystyles @thegaytpwkagenda @ehgay @literarysynergy0210 @darkrainbowlouis @sparklehiddies @skaterlouistommo @rosecoloredlight 

tag meme! 

i got tagged by both @shinyrifle n @ceifeed! tytyt i love doing these things even if this ones ABSURDLY LONG 

ima tag anyone who wants to do it! just say i tagged u in it i wanna look at it too 

Objective: Answer these 85 statement about yourself, then tag others

LAST

drink - water phone call - sister text message - my cousin i was telling him ima get him a gstring thong as a present

song you listened to - plain jane

time you cried - yesterday i was putting some vaporu on my chest cuz i had a stuffy nose n scratched my eyes shit STUNG couldnt see at alllll 

EVER

dated someone twice - nah kissed someone & regretted - sorta been cheated on - no lost someone special - not reallyyyy been depressed - whew gotten drunk and thrown up - too many times 

FAV COLOURS

blue pink red

IN THE LAST YEAR, YOU…

made new friends - yea! fallen out of love - no laughed until you cried - always found out someone was talking about you - nah met someone who changed you - sure? ig  found out who your friends are - uhhhhh this is vague   kissed someone on your facebook friends list - no! 

GENERAL

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - all but like 5 or 6 do you have any pets - a cat n a blue nose pit do you want to change your name - yea something still spanish but less UGLY what did you do for your last birthday - i slept the entire day what time did you wake up today - 8am what were you doing at midnight last night - studying/watching kdrama what is something you can’t wait for - SUMMER!!!!!!!!!  what are you listening to right now - nothing really  have you ever talked to a person named tom - yea he was one of my karate instructors he was mad white n weird like that dad who’s intensely into fixing things but its karate instead. didnt like him  something that’s getting on your nerves - PEOPLE. and my feelings lmao  most visited website - twiiter hair colour - black long or short hair - long do you have a crush on someone - do passing crushes count?  what do you like about yourself - my car want any piercings - maybe in the summer! i really want my canine bites back n maybe more ear piercings  blood type - O- i think?   nicknames - family call me marcel friends call me marcy relationship status - single zodiac - virgo pronouns - they/them  fav TV shows - the wire! tattoos - nah right or left handed - right ever had surgery - nope sports - not really  piercings - i had canine bites the holes still there just never put in the jewerly! also gauged earlobes n other piercings on my ear.

vacation -  all the dam time

trainers - ahhhhh

MORE GENERAL

eating - just had a sandwich drinking - r/n a starbucks vanilla doubleshot  about to watch - im watching weightlifting fairy kim bok joo! waiting for - me to start n finish this fucking essay  want - some more confidence maybe a dash of personality also A BUTT get married - I dont really care  career - atm im studying to get into my college’s rn program. im pretty adamant about being a rn in the future but beyond that i also want to become an illustrator part time. like a side job ya kno. 

WHICH IS BETTER

hugs or kisses - kisses lips or eyes - lips shorter or taller - taller older or younger - older i dont ever want ANYONE telling me shit  nice arms or stomach - stomach hookup or relationship - relationship troublemaker or hesitant - idk im like hesitant a lot of the times unless im fucking with someone or bored

HAVE YOU EVER

kissed a stranger - nah drank hard liquor - yah lost glasses - THE OCEAN TOOK MY GLASSES  turned someone down - all the time  sex on first date - no broken someone’s heart - nah i dont count creeps n stalkers they dont have a heart had your heart broken - nah been arrested - not yet  cried when someone died - no fallen for a friend - nah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

yourself - not especially just cuz i kno this bitch is MESSY n lazy  miracles - sure  love at first sight - yea santa claus - no kiss on a first date - if it feels right angels - like holy? nah

OTHER

best friend’s name - hhhhhhhmmmmm  eye colour - black fav movie -  idkkkk  fav actor - wood harris probably??? idk 

Spoooooky Tag!!

I was tagged by @moonphasesims!!

Are you a Tricker or a Treater: Treater!

What’s your inner demon: DEPRESSIOOOOOON

What monster would you be:  MERMAID/SIREN

How would you be in a horror movie: I would die immediately from fright lol

Are you easily scared:  Yes but not as much as my old roommate

What are you Afraid of: Creepy crawlies (insects/arachnids of all kinds), the dark, abandonment, being sick

Nurture or Torture:   Nurture? idk I dont really understand this one...

What scared you when you were young: The dark.... still does sometimes

Any near death experience: Not that I remember, but when I was two I got REALLYYYY sick and almost died.

Walk in mysterious liquid or mysterious Forest:  Forest holy shit who wants to walk in a liquid that they dont know what it is

What is the worse thing possible: being covered in spiders

You go with your heart or brain: Both, I flip flop depending on the situation

You like your room dim or bright: Bright!

Who would kill you, your mum or dad: I mean it’d be an accident either way. I live with my mom so that’s a lil more likely since my dad lives over an hour away 

Evilest thing you ever done: I dont think I’ve done anything inherently evil on purpose. One time in 5th grade some boys were playing a game where they stood up and sat down rapidly, right before class was supposed to start. One of them was using my chair, and I thought they were done so I took my chair and he went to sit and got pretty hurt falling on the floor. I got in so much trouble even though it was an accident.

What did you dress up as last year:  I didnt get to dress up on halloween bc I was ill AF but I went to a party the weekend before and I was Pearl from Steven Universe!

Anything bad happened to you lately: I’m depressed everything is bad XD

What is your favorite candy or snack: SKITTLESSSSS (I miss chocolate so much I cant eat commercial candies anymore bc of lactose intolerance. I miss Snickers the most tho)

What Villain would you date: I dont know that I would. Does Draco Malfoy count?? bc I wouldnt count him as a villain but ;)

What is your biggest flaw: I’m pretty daft. I have a really hard time understanding things without them being explained several times, and I often wont catch on on my own if someone’s ghosted me :/

Favorite scary movie/game: UNTIL DAWN

What do you find sick: Pedophilia of any kind ew. Adults shipping the kids from IT? DISGUSTING! Adults having countdowns to when famous kids turn 18?? EW! 

Are you a demon or an angel: Angel ;-*

Random thing about you:  I rlly love peanut butter!!

Describe one or some favorite bloggers as a monster: BINCH GAINS POWER FROM MAKING PEOPLE MISERABLE

I’m gonna tag @overgrownbeard, @mdebunny, and @socialbunnies. You dont have to do it if you dont want of course!!

thank you for the tag @doggofromchapter24   !!!!

Rules: answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people

THE LAST 1. drink: water  :P 2. phone call: my bestie <3 3. text message: my amazing GREAT friend mia <3 4. song you listened to:  BTOB - movie (kpop) 5. time you cried: last june coz of a panic attack.. 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: never kissed before! 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: my grandpa and grandma 10. been depressed: last week 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: once 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12.blue 13. green, purple 14. brown, orange IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. made new friends: yes ^.^ 16. fallen out of love: no 17. laughed until you cried: absolutely 18. found out someone was talking about you: yes and the I was backstabed 19. met someone who changed you: yes 20. found out who your friends are: Yes 21. kissed someone on your facebook list: again never kissed before GENERAL 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: all 23. do you have any pets: had 3 fishes 24. do you want to change your name: hell no 25. what did you do for your last birthday: met up with my closest friends for dinner 26. what time did you wake up:9 am 27. what were you doing at midnight last night:  tumblr 28. name something you can’t wait for: free time to talk with my friends 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: a few minutes ago - wtf happened to number 30 lmao - 31. what are you listening to right now: BTS- DNA 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: no 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my nerves,my anxienty and my periods 34. most visited website: Tumblr, Youtube and achiveofourown 35. hair colour: brown 36. long or short hair: medium 37. do you have a crush on someone:had 38. what do you like about yourself: im polite, but i honestly dont know 39. want any piercings: yes 40. blood type: 0- 41. nickname: Noi, elfie  42. relationship status: single 43. zodiac: LIBRA 44. pronouns: She/her 45. favourite tv show: Bungou Stray Dogs, fullmetal alchemist, Bleach, Noragami 46. tattoos: none 47. right or left handed: right 48. surgery: 5 49. piercing: 3 50. sport: oh a reallyyyy old friend of mine.. we dont talk about that 51. vacation: all around the world 52. pair of trainers: 0? MORE GENERAL 53. eating: Nothing 54. drinking: water 55. im about to: eat lunch 56. waiting for: motivation to came!!hooray.. 57. want: to be less anxius and afraid of anything   58. get married: someday 59. career: finish my uni at classic literature and ancient greek philosophy and then teach 60. hugs or kisses: both !!! :D 61. lips or eyes: eyes 62. shorter or taller: taller 63. older or younger: don’t really care 64. nice arms or nice stomach: stomach coz cunddles! 65. hook up or relationship: relationship 66. troublemaker or hesitant:hesitant HAVE YOU EVER 67. kissed a stranger: no 68. drank hard liquor:yes 69. lost glasses/contact lenses: no 70. turned someone down: no 71. sex on the first date: no 72. broken someone’s heart: no 73. had your heart broken: yes 74. been arrested: no 75. cried when someone died: yes 76. fallen for a friend: no DO YOU BELIEVE IN 77. yourself: with very difficulty... 78. miracles: yes 79. love at first sight: no 80. santa claus: no 81. kiss on the first date: hoped, but didnt happend 82. angels: Yes OTHER 83. current best friends’ names: Eleftheria and Mia 84. eye colour:brown 85. favorite movie: la vie a bella , Hatchiko, le petite prince

now for the tags, please do it ONLY IF YOU WANT TO!!! thank you and have a good day!

@sh10ra    @chuuyabelongswithhappiness     @swiishswiishstab    @willofd11     @sassyanimemez    @diasawa   @aja154ever    @pandarino90     @tovdorokis     @clichekarma

thank you for tagging me @grumpytth​!! this is cute AND i got to know you a bit better! ^^

RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 as many people as you like!

THE LAST:

1. drink: a starbucks energy drink help 2. phone call: the american red cross is trying to suck me dry 3. text message: “I just read these all now. That’s terrible!! I hope you’re doing okay now”  4. song you listened to: Wave - Amber & Luna 5. time you cried: last night 6. dated someone twice: nothing that really counted (ie anything in high school or before that) 7. kissed someone and regretted it: god yes 8. been cheated on: i mean kind of but again none of my “relationships” from high school or earlier count. 9. lost someone special: hasn’t everyone?? 10. been depressed: probably since i started college.  11. gotten drunk and thrown up: lol yea and ruined a lot of good alcohols for myself (rip fireball) (and hazelnut)

LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12-14. purple, bright yellow, pastel pink

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: i have 💌  16. fallen out of love: it would seem so 17. laughed until you cried: so many times skf;jakls 18. found out someone was talking about you: oh yeah. people are never not talking at work. 19. met someone who changed you: maybe 20. found out who your friends are: naah that was the year before 21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: yess

GENERAL:

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: all of them lol well, not that i talk to all of them anymore. 23. do you have any pets: not anymoree 24. do you want to change your name: nahhh i never meet another Ginny so it’s nice having an uncommon name (read: old lady name) 25. what did you do for your last birthday: probably went out for dinner with my parents! 26. what time did you wake up: 6:30, before my alarm, thx for that >:( 27. what were you doing at midnight last night: dozing to avoid some things 28. name something you can’t wait for: idk hoseok’s mixtape? a solo hoseok vlive?? the meaning of life to dawn upon me??? 29. when was the last time you saw your mom: yesterday morning they left for vacation without me today :’((( 30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: currently the amount of unfolded laundry on my bed. i guess an overarching goal would be my perpetual student status. 31. what are you listening to right now: I Feel It Coming - The Weeknd 32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: my general manager unfortunately. 33. something that is getting on your nerves: my skin not cooperating with me >:( 34. most visited website: is it tumblr dot com? 35-37. lost questions?? 38. hair colour: brown hairrr with some grey in there too thanks dad 39. long or short hair: i haven’t had short hair since 6th grade. it wasn’t a good look for me. i don’t want to say never again because sometimes i think about cutting it short again but for now i’m pretty sure i’d regret it 40. do you have a crush on someone: i mean.... nobody i know personally..... 41. what do you like about yourself: my sense of humor (i’m probably actually just loud nd annoying but here i am thinking i’m funny) 42. piercings: two on each ear and a nose ring 43. blood type: i have no idea....... 44. nickname: Ginger, Gin, Gin Gin, nothing too creative. An old friend used to call me Weasley 45. relationship status: in the most boring & pathetic relationship you could possibly imagine. 46. zodiac: aquarius 47. pronouns: she/her 48. favourite tv show: i didnt watch the last two seasons but it’s probably still teen wolf. or avatar. OROROR brooklyn 99 IDKKKK 49. tattoos: just one behind my ear 50. right or left handed: right 51. surgery: twice, once to get my wisdom teeth out, and before that i got a hymenectomy and that’s probably more than you want to know about me dont google that i mean it im not responsible 52. piercing: again?? 53. sport: i was forced to play lacrosse for awhile. and i also did tae kwon do when i was a kid until i got my black belt then i was like CYA 55. vacation: i’ll always love disney world. but i’m not gonna be happy until i go back to spain and have paella again 56. pair of trainers: i have black pumas and pink adidas and they’re my pride and joy

MORE GENERAL

57. eating: i pretty much only want to eat noodles or pasta for every meal. if i can’t have that i might just skip it klsfa;jdlkfa;js 58. drinking: coffee until noon and then a steady stream of green tea for the rest of the day. 59. i’m about to: shower, face mask, and drama :)) 61. waiting for: the 1000 legger i lost track of in my room before to kill me in my sleep 62. want: to stop spending so much money. 63. get married: if there’s someone that i want to spend my life with 64. career: lol 65. hugs or kisses: kisses 66. lips or eyes: i guess it depends on which is more noticeable on the person? but usually eyes 67. shorter or taller: taller~ 5′9-5′11 is a good height for me 68. older or younger: it doesn’t matter much but i guess they’d have to at least be 21 (if we’re talking about dating...) 70. nice arms or nice stomach: i guess stomach i don’t really look at arms much 😅 71. sensitive or loud: these don’t seem to relate to each other but i guess sensitive 72. hook up or relationship: right nowwwwww hook up 73. troublemaker or hesitant: jgkjkfdjhskldgadfkd bit of both?

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. kissed a stranger: i guess kind of 75. drank hard liquor: not like... A LOT but... 76. lost glasses/contact lenses: i only have reading glasses that i rarely use. i’m sure they’re around here somewhere... 77. turned someone down: yes. after saying yes because i felt like i had to 78. sex on the first date: that’s nottttt gonna happen 79. broken someone’s heart: i doubt it 80. had your heart broken: yes 81. been arrested: noo 82. cried when someone died: yess 83. fallen for a friend: yes. i dont recommend it.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. yourself: rarely 85. miracles: probably not 86. love at first sight: it’s a cute thought but, not reallyyyy 87. santa claus: i mean if i have to believe in something 88. kiss on the first date: sure why not 89. angels: no. but another nice thought!

OTHER:

90. current best friend’s name: i don’t have one best friends just a few really close friends. but could never choose one of them over the others ya know? 91. eye colour: mine...? hazel 92. favourite movie: i have no idea omg ummmm i’m still obsessed with mad max lol

okokok i’m gonna tag

@literally-just-yoongi-trash @agust-kook @yoongisnugget @ttaegiis and anyone else who thinks this looks fun!!

thank you for tagging me @mxbebes !!

a) Always post the rules. Answer the questions asked then write 11 new ones. b) Tag 11 people and link them to the post. Tell the person who tagged you that you’ve answered their questions. 

your first kpop group? your bias group now?: my first kpop group was bts and now my groups are bts and got7 

ult biases and why: ooooo boy this is gonna be a long one lol: 

Park Jimin: Park Jimin, the love of my life, my sunshine, happiness, and joy. I first noticed him in the Dope MV with his glasses (cuz iits reaalllyyy a turn on for me when idols wear glasses) and once i got more into bts, i realized Jimin is one of the sweetest, kindest, talented people I’ve ever seen. I see how much he cares for the members, his friends, families and ARMYs ofc. He has the cutest eye smiles and laughs whenever any of the members make him laugh. He is a ray of sunshine that keeps me happy and positive even when im upset. He is always there to comfort any of his loved ones whenever he sees that they’re sad or upset. Jimin is also one of the most hardworking and talented people I’ve seen. He practices dancing and singing for us ARMYs and always wants to improve more and more. I always hope for Jimin to have the same happiness and positivity in his life like mine whenever someone mentions him. I love Park JImin ♡

Im Jaebum: It was something about Jaebum that got me realllyyy drawn into him. Maybe its the fact that he has a cool, chic personality, but deep inside, he is one of the softest, sweetest, caring people i know. he has this cool bad boy tyoe of aura, but in reality he’s a big softie who loves what he does, who loves his members, family, and ahgases. He’s very hardworking in performing, and always wants him and his members to improve always. Jaebum is a hardworking leader who is willing to sacrifice anything for his members, and is always there to take care of them. it may not seem like Jaebum is a softie because of his cool, bad boy persona, but he is a genuine, caring, loving person, who has the one of the cutest smiles and the best reactions whenever someone shows him anything from Dream High, Dream Knight, or JJP. I love Im Jaebum ♡

3. group you want to see live?: i reallyyyy want to see bts and got7 live man soooooooo baddddd

4. fav era of ur bias group?: for bts it was the bst era and for got7 rn i think its the never ever era

5. kpop song u listen to when sad?: sometimes i listen to lost by bts, spring day, or DEAN’s I’m Not Sorry

6. fav moment of ur ult bias: OML this is sooo harrrddd there’s so many moments i love from jimin but i think one of my favorites is when he did that one harmonizing note in one of their Dope performances

7. if you could describe yourself w a kpop song what would it be?: as of right now i think its lost by bts bc there are times where i feel lost and lose sight of my goal but i always have to remember to work hard and push through in order to achieve my goal

8. pick a bias and write down what you would say to them if you ever had the chance to meet: hi jimin! i just want to let you know that you are one of the most talented, hardworking, and one of the handsomest people i know! im so proud of how far you and the members have come, being able to achieve the goals you once thought was impossible. i hope that you always stay happy and positive throughout your life! thank you so much for not only bringing ARMYs amazing music, but for inspiring us to work hard and stay positive! i love you so much, please rest well and eat lots~

9. pick one of your groups and list 3 non-title songs u think deserve more recognition: im choosing bts and the songs i think need more recognition are: 1. Wishing on A Star, 2. For You, 3. Lost

10. favourite mv from any group?: i love got7′s Never Ever MV

11. underrated group u wanna promo: im gonna promo K.A.R.D bc they’re a reallyyy talented co-ed group, their choreo and songs are realllyyy good, and they’re sweet people (STAN TALENT STAN K.A.R.D)

questions for you to answer:

1. who are your bias groups and why?

2. list any underrated kpop songs that you think deserves more recognition

3. fav era of your bias group?

4. fav outfit of your bias?

5. fav artists outside of kpop?

6. kpop song you listen to when you need motivation?

7. your first bias and who your bias is now?

8. if you had a chance to be in any kpop group, which group would you be in and why?

9. fav hair color of your bias?

10. groups you want to see live/have seen live?

11. why do you love your bias group?

tagging @nikelsoup111 @eggmintmonstur @jeonnings @parkchimch and anyone else who would like to do it! you dont have to do it ofc~

Get To Know Me Tag

Rules: Answer the 20 questions in a new post and tag 20 blogs you would like to get to know better. Nickname: My middle name is Yasmine which is what I go by, but people call me Yazzy for short sometimes..., I don't really have a nickname, I guess Im kinda boring since no one has given me a nickname😂

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Pisces 🐠 Height: 158cm / 5'2

Time right now: it's 12:47 am 😬hehehe

Last thing I googled: The King Of Queens(TV show) LOL because Ive been watching that show a lot lately and I wanted to find out what year the show aired and when did it end.

Favorite Bands: Kpop: I actually am not an actual "fan" , in the sense of the word, of any other group other than BTS but rather casually listen to other groups. I really like some of Big bangs music, and also really like song "Fly" from Epik High. The only girl group I have liked is 2ne1, but they're gone :(

Non-Kpop: A while back I was into Backstreet Boys' music. Since I was little I have always liked Destinys Child, and still do and I also still listen to them regularly.

Favorite Solo Artists: Kpop: This is a side of kpop I need to explore more. I dont know many, but I would say Taeyang! I like his songs and love his voice.

Non-Kpop: I mainly like Soul and Hip Hop music. When it comes to Hip Hop though, I only like the hip hop music that doesnt have sexually explicit lyrics and has more of a life lesson and meaning behind it, also songs with a good beat lol. I like Alicia Keys Music, lately I’ve been listening a lot to her album “Songs In a Minor”, I love that album. Also I have been liking the Weeknd music, and listen to older Rihanna songs.

Song stuck in your head: Burnin Love by Elvis LOL my grandma is watching Elvis Presley’s concert in the other room so it’s stuck in my head now

Last movie I watched: I dont like watching TV all that much, so I cant even remember what movie it was... oh wait nevermind the last movie I saw was Frozen lol and that was like a month ago.

Show I watched: She Was Pretty/ King Of Queens

When did you create your blog: Over a year ago, I want to say December 2015

What kind of stuff do you post: Nothing special, I just reblog posts I like.

When did your blog reach its peak: It hasn’t

Do you have any other blogs: No

Do you get asks regularly: No

Why you chose your URL: I made this account when Taehyung was my favorite member, so it’s the first three letters of mine and Taehyung’s name together

Following: like 40? Posts: over 300

Hogwarts House:  I took a quiz for this three times on different websites. The first time I got Slytherin, then on another  quiz I got Gryfindor, but the last quiz my results were this VVV

“So, you're 27% Hufflepuff, 26% Gryffindor, 24% Slytherin, and 23% Ravenclaw! You seem to be an almost perfect combination of all four houses, which is incredibly rare – you’re equal in your intelligence, bravery, loyalty, and ambition. As we know, though, the Sorting Hat takes your preference into account...so it looks like you get to choose your own house. Congratulations”

I guess I would say I feel I would belong more in Huffle Puff. But a lil bit of Slytherin maybe

Pokémon Team: Based on the description probably team instinct

Favorite colors: I love so many colors honestly, but to be real I tend to gravitate towards black most of the time.

Average hours of sleep: I dont have a speific time I go to sleep, but I take a lot of naps so I think through the whole day I get maybe 10 hrs sleep a day? I would sleep longer but my grandma wont let me lol

Lucky Numbers: I wanna say 6 or 3 or 10

Favorite Characters: Courage from courage the cowardly dog.

What are you wearing right now: My pajamas! A white spaghetti strap tank top and some pajama bottoms

How many blankets do you sleep with: I love fluffy warm blankets, but I get hot easily so I sleep with either a sheet and comforter, or a throw blanket. Unless it’s Summer and I have my air conditioner on full blast I like to cuddle in a big fluffy blanket.

Dream job: Well if it were a dream I would want to be singer, songwriter, or something with music, but let’s be honest, I aint got no talent, so a realistic dream job would be to be a language translator.

Dream trip: I love learning about different cultures so I most definitely have one too many places I want to see, but I reallyyyy want to go to Dubai or Japan for a trip one day.

I got this Tag Game from @lolbtsaus so Im going to tag just a couple of my fave blogs to follow. But dont feel obligated to do it, you dont have to if you dont want to(: @kimmy-trans @bangtan-mental @officerjungkookbts

tag warning: sexual harassment

okay so i just spent the last hour watching a video on youtube about sexual abuse and what not and it’s really really horrifying. and while i certainly havent been raped before, what kinda rang true with me was this line she said at the end where she was like “we’re made to feel like we wanted it, when we didn’t”. my ex boyfriend and I had gotten into an argument in the beginning of our relationship because he was one of the ONLY people that I told at our job about one of the managers sexually harassing me. I told him and one of my other coworkers and that was it. And he was the one that told me not to say anything. Me and the manager i’m talking about, anthony, had a nice friendship. He would constantly pay attention to me, joke with me, and all this stuff. But the minute we crossed the line between like manager/employee and something else was when he asked me if i was a virgin. he was like obsessed with the fact that i still had my virginity. and he would constantly talk about sexual shit with me, like constantly. and i put up with it, or played into it. and i’m not saying that wasn’t wrong or stupid because it certainly was, but realizing now, at like 20 years old, i had a lot of self esteem issues growing up. i always thought of myself as ugly and fat and not worthy of praise or anything. i really hated myself around this time, and that was when i was 17. also i think i should mention the fact that i was 17 and anthony was 31. he was soo charismatic, he would make me feel really comfortable saying things that i wouldn’t feel comfortable saying otherwise. like it didn’t feel creepy, or weird. i felt mature, i guess? but anyway, i told him (before i got with my ex) that i had a crush on him and this reallyyyy opened the doors for anthony to ask me all kinds of shit. he would ask me if i got any nudes from my ex, if i had sent any. and then when i said “no, he isnt like that” he would say something along the lines of “i would’ve asked you for nudes right away”. and it didn’t seem weird to me? like at all? and then after that he started asking me questions like if i masturbated, how i did it, blah blah blah. i remember telling him i’d never had an orgasm before and him saying “come into the back room with me for two minutes and i’ll get you to with two fingers” and it was in a joking manner, but thats fucking wrong. looking back at it now, i was a minor, i was a shy girl, i didn’t know that it was fucking wrong. it’s preying on someone younger and more vulnerable than you. and he would compliment my chest like all the time, saying i had great tits and stuff and by that point, we were just open like that. like now that he had gotten me comfortable with all of that, i wasn’t taken off guard by him when he said those things. and then i remember i was in the room he worked in, while i was on my 15 minute break. and i said something and was joking around and went to go leave because my time was up, and he grabbed my arm and pulled me back into him. and my hip was like directly on his front or whatever. and i don’t remember much but i got uncomfortable and like left really quick. and i didn’t tell anyone about that because i thought i was overreacting because, hey, i have anxiety and it might’ve just been that. and after that it was just more comments like “if you wanna lose your virginity just come into the back, i’ve had sex back here with girls before” like apparently there was this girl, a cafe worker like me, that worked before i had started working there, and she was a virgin too, and he took her virginity in the back room when they closed. looking back at that now, i want to vomit because like???? he has a type, he’s worked at this place for like 7 years, i wonder how many fucking girls he’s done this to. but anyway, one night, i spent my 30 in the back, talking to him. he really used to tease me about being shy and stuff around him. like when i would blush when he’d say something, he’d make fun of me for it. anyway, we were joking around and i guess, playfully flirting one night, and when i went to go leave the back room, i pulled my arm, turned me around, put his hand on the back of my head, and went to kiss me. and i will literally never forget the feeling, like i froze and jerked for a second and he let me go and looked at me, im sure he was trying to do damage control and see my reaction, but i just turn and left as quickly as i could. i’m not overreacting when i say i was literally fucking shaking, i remember texting my ex, whom i wasn’t yet dating, and told him and he was nice about it, he said to just calm down and not talk to him, and i went back to work and since i worked in the cafe and he worked back room, i didn’t think i’d have to see him for the rest of the shift. so flash forward to like 10 minutes before im scheduled to leave. im keeping my head down because im still so Shook and like fucked up about it like my anxiety is through the fucking roof, and he comes to cafe. he buys like an orange juice or something and my coworker rings him up for it, and he looks at me but doesn’t say anything because people are there. and i’m like fucking terrified, i dont want to talk to him, look at him, be near him at all. so a couple days later, i’m scheduled to open. i’d come in at 9, by myself, open at 10, and then another coworker for the cafe would come in at 11. and i knew anthony always opened because he was a manager. and when we were friends and chill, he would always come over and chill with me while i was opening in the morning. i was praying to fucking god that he would just leave me alone, like i remember the night before, being so god damn anxious because i didn’t want to face him. so i’ve been in the cafe for like.. 2 minutes, i turned on the oven and i was in the freezer getting the frozen stuff to bake. so i come out of the freezer and he’s r i g h t fucking there. i remember gasping and i remember his face like “o shit” and hes like “? are you okay?” and i said yeah and i was quiet and i was looking straight at the ground because i didnt want to fucking look at him, i was scared. and then he was like, being real quiet, “look i’m sorry for the other day, it was stupid, it was supposed to be a joke” and i remember just trying to get him away from me so i was like “it’s okay, it’s fine” and he was like “no it wasn’t, i’m really sorry” but now that i’m thinking back, it was literally damage control? he was making sure i wasn’t going to fucking tell lin, the store manager. and it angers me so much, like. all the shit leading up to that, all the questions, and the flattering and shit, was grooming. i have no FUCKING doubt in my mind that if it had progressed and continued, he would’ve taken my virginity. he would’ve groomed me until i was comfortable enough to sleep with him, or he would’ve gotten me to allow him to touch me in some other way and that fucking sickens me. i hate him, i hate how much of a gross slime ball he is, and i hate how manipulative he is. when i quit the job, he actually told me if i ever wanted a threesome, to just text him. like he’s so fucking gross and it really makes me sad that i had such a low self esteem and felt so bad about myself that i let this 30 year old man validate me in ways that were COMPLETELY wrong. it makes me sick. so yeah my ex boyfriend and me had gotten into an argument about it because he said that i “put myself in that situation” because me and anthony always joked around. and he made me feel BAD about it and like i WANTED anthony to come on to me like that. and when someone makes your feelings invalid, it fucks you up. because every time you cry, every time you feel anything, you’re like “am i overreacting? did i put myself in this situation?”. and like i love my friends, but one of them said close to the same thing one day when we were at my old job, looking for books, and anthony was walking around. and this one isle of books is where me and him used to go to talk. and i remember him seeing me and like tilting his head for me to come talk to him. and like.. y’all dont understand, he makes you WANT to talk to him. he’s so fucking charismatic in that way, like it makes me sick. but anyways, i ended up drifting away from my friends for a sec to go talk to him and when i came back, she knew where i went. and i told her, he was gross and that he had complimented my boobs in the shirt i was wearing and she said “you put yourself in that situation, devon. you literally asked for that” and it just really fucks with you. because when you spend a fucking year of your life being groomed by someone, having them build this weird ass relationship with you, it doesn’t just disappear. and i remember feeling like SHIT because my friend told me that. like “wow, i’m asking for this shit to happen, i’m such a slut” blah blah blah. anyway, it’s 2:43 and i have to be up at 6 for class so YIKES

i got tagged by @lecavayay and @klingbrg (in 2 different things but im just gonna post them in one post) and idk who to tag so...whoever wants to do either tag

Who are you named after? my first name isn’t from anyone, but i have 2 middle names and one is from my aunt and the other one from my grandma

Last time you cried? something sports related probably (i always cry when i watch sport ok let me live)

Do you like your handwriting? well i dont not like it

What is your favorite lunch meat? i’ve never thought about this?? cattle? salmon? 

Do you have kids? no lol

Do you use sarcasm? no never ;)

Do you still have your tonsils? yup

Would you bungee jump? well, i reallyyyy want to..but i am super scared of heights

What is your favorite kind of cereal? müsli is like the only cereal i eat

Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? completely depends on the shoe, but i’d say i usually do?

Do you think you’re strong? no 

What is your favorite ice cream? im not a big ice cream person but magnum double peanut butter >>> (they better keep it around)

What is the first thing you notice about someone? probably the smile, or the eyes, like if they have rly nice eyes yknow

Football or baseball? idk shit about either (and if football = soccer, i still dont know anything about it so...) (winter sport >>>>)

What is the least favorite thing you like about yourself? i’m really lazy, and im also shy. those are definitely my worst qualities

What color pants are you wearing? gray

Favorite smell? coconut maybe

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone? i did a job interview (that i wasnt prepare for /at all/ so that didnt go very wel

Favorite sport to watch on tv? cross country skiing, closely followed by biathlon

Hair color? dirty blonde

Eye color? blue/gray 

Favorite food to eat? ...meatballs. home made, of course. 

Scary or funny movies? funny

Last movie you watched? uh...that was probably like 2 months ago and i cant remember

What color shirt are you wearing? dusty pink

Favorite holiday? christmas and lbr that’s like the only holiday we celebrate in sweden (except for midsummer? which is also nice)

Wine or beer? neither

nickname: i dont have one :( height: 164cm last thing i googled: 6feet lmao i wanted to know what it was in cm fave music artist: taylor swift probably song stuck in my head: i dont have one atm last movie i watched: uh..that was too long ago last tv show i watched: skam what are you wearing right now: joggers and a sweater when did you create your blog: august 2015 what kind of stuff do i post: hockey do you have any other blogs: mh i have a skiing blog do you get asks regularly: nope... why did you choose your url: it’s uhm...my fav nhl team? gender: cisgirl hogwarts house: ravenclaw (but also im a ravenpuff) pokemon team: idk lmao? i think on pokemon go i was the yellow one? fave color: blue average hours of sleep: 7h lucky number: 9 fave character: just overall of all time??? idk? that’s too hard how many blankets do you sleep with: one dream job: i dont have a dream job tbh :/ i guess something with media & cross country skiing (whcih wont happen bc im so tired of studying) following: 62