(From @eohpmdsteams ) bluey: I cant imagine what it must be like to loose a friend from a mistake. But I know that bottling up and holding yourself in the same place wont change anything or prevent the same mistakes from happening. I wont pretend I know what its like to be responsible for so many people, but is it really so wrong to show you care or to let someone in?
Destino: As my parents have said, as soon as you show weakness your subjects will trample all over you. You can’t let that happen as a leader. So, to prove you’re strong, you have to make it seem like nothing’s wrong. Simple as. Besides, who needs feelings when you have confidence?
*Even though they are trying to show their confidence, there’s just something in their voice that makes them almost seem like they’re doubting their own words.*
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patience is important to acknowledge and try to practice w transition that’s been true thru my years of all this but my 2027 consult date w chen makes me feel like i’m melting into goo
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coming back to my “audience of me, myself and i” brand: these days i have fallen back into the kpop rabbit hole. which is a story in of itself but anyway. another time. i preordered this bad boy last week and it arrived on the doorstep today. currently losing my fucking marbles how tF DID I GET THIS LUCKY TO PULL THESE TWO AT THE SAME TIME.
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U still around..? Miss ur blog. Hope ur OK.
aaaa i can't believe im being missed :'o <3
im so sorry im not online as much anymore, i miss you guys too :(
im more or less ok though, ive just noticed that my visiting of this website has been pretty compulsive when im not doing too well tbh, and ive recently decided i need to get out of this ditch that ive been in for the past idk 10 years or so for real and that it requires energy and mental capacity etc that i don't even really have in the first place so ive deleted the app from my phone and only check my account every now and then :'(
i hope i'll be more active in the future though.... pls never hesitate to shoot me a msg if you feel like it, as i said, im still online every now and then just to check what's happening lol
lots of love, hope youre doing ok too<3333333
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hahahah did you mute him on insta bc of his thirst traps?? ngl that’s relatable 😂 i will send a pt2
I did lspakapalapkapala. I muted both Ryan and Oliver, Ryan over the boxing videos and Oliver after the second set of black and white portraits, I think I fully unfollowed Oliver in a panic but I wanted to know how the rescue dog saga was going so I remembered to check again, Ryan I just forgot to check back lol
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So I just want to share something totally irrelevant. So I have major anxiety when it comes to driving. I’m already anxious with all these anxiety disorders, but the driving thing is the one I haven’t yet been able to overcome. To put things in perspective, I’ve had to renew my learner’s permit twice because I let it expire. I took driver’s ed 10 years ago in high school, but I never took the test and driving has been the awful shadow following me for the last 10 years.
But ... I drove today. Only for about 10 minutes, but I drove. It’s a small step and I still have to drive me and take the test and I’m an anxious mess, but I managed to drive a little even though I was shaking like a leaf.
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