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fursonas are for smoking weed ft bonk @grimeclown
#furry#fursona#idk if ive posted my sona here ever. i dont draw furries much as is and hate depicting the self thru a proxy. lowkey#but its fine. its all for beautiful weed.
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Sometimes i think about them.
#I HATE CHESS SOOOO MUCH HE SUCKS#But man hes so silly…#him and charlotte are my favorite duo lowkey local lesbian and her closeted friend#i mean… bffs except for the mob au uh.#different story there its fine theyre happy#oc#original character#puppet oc#sunnyside hollow#puppets#charlotte baker#chess malboro
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one of my fav scenes from the anime — a redraw of a redraw lmao
speedpaint over on IG
#dgm#allen walker#d.gray-man#i hate both! so thats great. distinctly remeber hating the old one as i was working on it#tho i will admit i almost lowkey hated Lena during that stupid ass Suman mini arc bc Allen didnt even KNOW him#n Lena didnt help at all like COMMON but its ok im fine ive healed i adore her still#yes i do see the part i erased by accident i dont care enough to fix
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Actually the whole work thing would be infinitely less stressful if I actually knew how to navigate the white collar world and was not from a working class background and I have no idea how anything works because we were poor! No one in my family has done shit like this!
#the duality of fran#like. calling my job white collar is a little laughable#im not like. a lawyer. but in the sense that it's office work and not trades or physical labour#but yeah my family is like. cannot help me at all#and i have SUCH a chip on my shoulder about it#not so much the poor ness but the inexperience. the fish out of water feeling. the ignorance#i don't know how to naviagte this world. it is so far removed from everything i grew up with#and i hate that#(oh adam parrish i get it i get it i get it. its shame and anger and HUNGER)#plus like. i lowkey think some of the financial instability of my childhood#while never severe (we were housed and clothed and fed and by all accounts fine)#just having the threat or miasma of it hanging over us esp when [redacted] happened#like i think that made me especially fearful and wary of career insability or any sort of change or risk
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✨️Fond Memories✨️
(vote mama's boys in the @tmntseparatedaucompetition redemption round!)
#i hate background art#not background art just doing background art#enjoy some 80s night time shenanigans#and stay tuned for Fond Memories oneshot!#honeys mamas boys propaganda#honeys mamas boys au#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt au#rottmnt lou jitsu#rottmnt big mama#lowkey forgot so many little things but yknow what its fine
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crying in sid/sullivan sick-fics right now (watching 11x09 (sullivans sick mrs d is looking after him))
#LOWKEY THEY KINDA HATE EACH OTHER LIKE#sullivan spitting out 'thank you isabel' (he wants to rest alone)#mrs ds reaction to his sneeze GIRL FREE URSELF U DONT HAVE TO BE THERE#relieved its just a sickness/caring trope cause at first i rlly thought sullivan was faking illness to skip work i was abt to swingggg#but its fine(ish)#father brown spoilers#11x9
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just binge rewatched Derry Girls with my dad a few hours ago my inner monologue will not stop sounding Irish 😭
#its like infinitely better than when it sounds american after watching an american show#both cause an irish accent is a lot closer to a scottish accent than an american one#and i lowkey highkey hate the yanks but am mostly fine w/ the irish#but still its quite annoying#ryan shut the fuck up#derry girls
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GOD I LOVE SHIN HYE SUN SM
#shin hye sun#brave citizen#she's one of my favs fr fr#when she plays characters with gap>>>#lowkey why the traffic enforcer kinda fine#i hope all kids find a fighting chance in a figure like her#shes so charming i swear#oh my god its gonna hurt if she turns a blind eye ethics teacher pa naman siya huhu#some ppl are just given devious faces like the dude who plays su kang#the girl from the glory#OH NO THATS HIS GRANDMA??#SMART i thought of pulling the alarms down#but man what was that editing#snoopy dude is training under the dad?#BRO THE DAD IS THE SHAMAN FROM BEHIND YOUR TOUCH#good symbolism smaller you are the bigger the fight#WHAT A POWER TRIP DAMN#thats right law all over his ass or whatever reciting articles as insults is callsd#shes seeing it all unravel before her the chain of injustice#so many levels of fucked up bro this shit is so frustrating I HATE BULLIES#this dude's sweet dad roles always get me im devastated#does su kang think he's joker? what a loser#her casually eating MOTHER#damn seems effective if you al#all* collectively bully su kang right back he seems like an overgrown child tbh
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why yes i did just spend 40 minutes posting and deleting the same exact edit on tiktok bc it kept getting messed up thanks for asking
#i post#and the text is missing#i go huh and check on capcut and everythings fine on there apparently something happened when i exported#i repost#and the overlays are gone#rinse and repeat a few more times#this time the colourings messed up but i really cannot be fucked anymoer#one of the ice clips lowkey reminds of obama bc of the off colouring and i hate it so so much#but its the best its been so wahtever#personal#tiktok#i hate tiktok
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wip
#shut up luci#luci draws#mmm shes a fairy girl very loosely inspired by pixie hollow fairies#havent done the wings yet. clearly#lowkey hate the shoes im gonna try a few different styles and see what i like#tbh not huge on the hair either but i wanted smth simple and not detailed. its fine. she has long hair.
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is the exit by conan gray just... about byler?
#like its not exactly?#BUT THE VIBES ARE THERE#AM I WRONG??#the angst the gay yearning the yOU LEFTTT ITS OVERR#conan slay really just busted out a whole album for us bylers whatta icon#FEELS LIKE WE HAD MATCHING WOUNDS BUT MINES STILL BLACK AND BRUISED AND YOURS IS PERFECTLY FINE#FEELS LIKE WE BURIED ALIVE!! SOMETHING THAT NEVER DIED!!#HELLO???#iMPOSSIBLE to uNDERSTANd how ur NOTCOMINGBACKBUTICANTSAYITOUTLOUDD#PLEASE ITS THEM#STARING AT A GIRL WHOS NOT ME ON YOUR ARM A CARBON COPY#i could GO. ON.#yOU ALREADY FOUND SOMEONE TO MISS?? WHILE IM STILL STANDING AT THE EXIT??!??!#ITS LITERALLY WILL s4 ANGST!?!?#ALSO LOWKEY MIKE TOO-#and i cant hate you?? for getting everything we wanted?? i just thought i would be part of IT?!??!?!!?#byler
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Still obsessed with that fanfic I'm not writing
#that fic is just soo good#youll know it if that did exist lol#anyways ill probably hate this draw tomorrow#but today is a good day and i lowkey like it. so its fine#homestuck#my draw
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Some weird undiagnosed reoccurring health scare is happening yet again and im about to head off to the doctor and im so freaked out im shakin like a damn chihuahua
#vark posts#this happens like once every year and a half maybe#since like 2019#and it scares me shitless everytime#its like chest pain right where my heart is among some other symptoms#but ive had ultrasounds and ekgs and shit and its all come back fine and my heart looks perfectly healthy#so like wtf#the flare ups come with suddenly feeling hot and weak and lowkey sweaty too#which all sounds like heart attack type shit but i get checked out and theyre all like 'your heart is perfect :) u just have anxiety'#theres SOME comfort in the fact that its happened multiple times and i havent died yet#but then my brain is like 'what if its gradually getting worse'#IDK..#i hate this
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#iiii hate moving lmfao#were not even all that far into moving out but just#the way we have so much old old shit lying around that we have to get rid of#idk why it stresses me out so much when we like take a million things to donate lmao#and idk if we’re recycling correctly and i keep being super annoying about it bc i want to recycle correctly but my family’s just like#whatever about it and they’re all like iTS FINE and i’m just annoying them lmfao idk#i also just like holding on to old shit#so it’s kinda sad lol but ik i need to stop bc that’s what my dad does and he has#boxes of old shit that we moved here like ten yrs ago that he hasn’t touched the entire time#but like also lowkey with like old school shit?? we have a ton of elementary school art projects that were throwing out now i mean like#bc yeah we haven’t touched them in forever but it’s also so fun to go back thru them when ur forced to go they them lmaooo#so like idk like how i won’t be able to do that in the future w the shit i’m throwing out/getting rid of now#.... anyway lmfao#ugh :’) i kinda want the school year to start so i can be on my own again lmao#but then i’ll also have three roommates so it won’t be like last year 😀 and i’ll still have no idea wtf i’m doinggg lmfao 😀#jeanne talks#hhfhdhfhfkddvshdhdndhcjdjdkdlskddhdjdkddjdjdhdhhdhdj#but i do want to .. be on my own#just not necessarily with school lmfao but i guess i have to#anyway why am i still up i have to wake up early lmfao oops 🤪 will probably stay up until like 1:30 tho anyway skddjdj#jeanne goes thru old shit
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omg I think im hitting a downward mood trend and like....I totally do not want to handle that right now....I shant. I want to step outside of myself and shake my limp vessel and be like BEHAAVE BEHAVE BEHAVE BEHAVE but I can't so instead ill just sit still for awhile and hope the tension chord holding me together finally snaps so I can explode like those watermelons wrapped in a bunch of rubber bands
#lets give it up for day 3 in like a week and a half of being lowkey actively suicidal#like omg cope you dumb bitch get good or whatever chill this is stupid#like i hate having to sit here and like. make myself normal because i woke up cranky and miserable and even then im fine#like.........how can you feel different and conflicting emotions at the same time?? and also feel different opactities of the same emotion#and they like layer on top of each other its all so odd#and then on top of all that its just like :|#like bruh#maybe i should watch some horse vids for awhile#rambling
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imsoo normal about guys byw
#sprry this is the start of my downfall im actually going to theow up and vomit and die#fronting daily actually sucks!and i have no restraint on my curiiusity and i have to figure shit out and i literally want to die#cause like i found out shit i didnt want to and its entirely my fault too bro i cant even be upset cause i went looking for it ughhh#i should be allowed to die afterschool so i dont have to feel anything else tbh thatd be a pleasure great thing whwatever#this is genuinelky the repeat of my downfall again literally september all over again and its just march jesus fucking fhrist bro need todi#the nervous system is so dumb what is ooottfvgvsh or whagevr i hate that dumbass acronym i hate healrhcare#serenity save me 🙏 save me serenity 🙏 come home#everyone keeps sayng that but qith donald trump#anyway back to me i need to scream and not just to serenity cause i feel bad🤭 no emojis are tood enougu anymore bro im going to kms#killing myself so fucking hard like a vampire driving a stake through his heart sort of shit ykwim like a siren drowning ro sokething poeti#save me sid 🙏 sid save me actually hed laugh at me for hthis lowkey which is soo deserved cause real bro why am i breaking down at midnight#on a dchool day too bro again and again i dont want to go to mf schooll and be obsessed w k. hes fine but i genuinely cant do my work#lowkey would iet be weird to talk to my ex ab my relationship with him cause like yea i miss him ykwim and i need closure but i got a crush#cause like on one hand its like i was the one who brokenup ykwim like even if the circumstances werewei4d whatever its like why would i hav#the right to even bring it up and i alr crushed on a new guy and like ignoring the uguult i do like him ughh broni want to kms#i love love i just dont love lvoe for myself cause ugh bro i hare one guy idc ab his crushes but he made me hear ab them lke idc idek him#sorry u had a bad experience w bi girls like idk what u want me to say ??? surprise me too ??? tff ugh i hate love girls#i need a gf but the thoigjt of liking a girl genuinely deeply scares me to my core cause i like girls but ppl dont like that i do ykwim#all mu friends are fucking gay bro idek why im so worried ab liking girls like who is there to disappoint but myself and my entire family#noo pressure qt all being oldest and queerest like ok yeah its midnight happy new years. i need this blanket tobsuffocste me#sleep wrappedup alr like a borito burito i dek and its not enoughh i need a soul crushing embrafe to sleep#ok im done i got post vent clarity i need to sleep#post#erics tag#delete later#serenity needs this as a ref in the morning#i beed my mom to cry to but j cant tell her any of this id rather be eaten alive by bugsbro and if i just cry to her without a reason#shell fs go througj my phone and fimd out why anyway so wjats the pointtt my god i tqlk too much and vent too much#gota flair forbthe dramatics ivguess mb
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