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#im just sad and lonely today#i want to be loved softly#i want to cuddle#i want hands stroking my hair#i just want to be loved gently right now#me#personal#relevant#about me
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Seven(ish) Sentence Sunday ✍️
Tagged by @diazsdimples @giddyupbuck and @wikiangela. Thank you lovelies mwah 😘
Have a little something from LA Lonely -> this is after the fun and orgasms of Buck and Eddie’s hook up. Still don’t know if I’m going to go full spice 🌶️ or just do a quick little run down of things.
Prev snippet & mood board here
Buck expects him to start pulling his clothes on and to give him the whole “this was fun, but I gotta bounce” speel, but Eddie surprises him by climbing back into bed and nudging Buck to roll onto his side so Eddie can scoot up behind him and hold him.
Buck freezes for a moment because no one does this. They have their fun and then they leave. They don’t stay and they definitely don’t cuddle.
Eddie must feel him go tense because his hold loosens and he moves as if he’s about to pull away. “Is this okay?”
Buck grabs at the arms that are wrapped around him, stopping Eddie’s descent. “Y-yeah. It’s-it’s okay.” He pulls at Eddie’s arms and the man settles back behind him, burrowing his face into the juncture where Buck’s neck meets his shoulder as he shuffles closer.
Soft kisses are pressed into his skin and Buck is helpless but to relax back into Eddie, letting the comfort and warmth of whatever is happening wrap around him.
“Stay?” He whispers, not sure if Eddie can hear him but not being brave enough to say it any louder. He feels like he’s asking too much.
A kiss behind his ear. “Okay.”
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#daffi writes#wip: la lonely#buddie wip#buddie#besides posting yesterday I’ve been a bit quiet with wip tag games.#There’s some heavy shit going on in part of my extended family which has emotionally sucker punched me and my husband#Creative energy is running on exhaust fumes which makes me sad cos I felt like I’d just gotten my rhythm back.#so when this idea hit me and some words flowed … I ran with it#I’m still tip tap tying away Rivals 🚒. It’s just going slower than I want#even this new wip is going slower than I want#but hey I can’t rush things and my brain is doing its best right now#*kisses brain gently*#I’m trying to look after me and I hope you’re trying to look after you as best you can which can look different day to day#you’re doing amazing and ily ❤️#okay I’ve finished my very long speel in the tags xx#ps. please keep tagging me in things .. I love supporting and cheering on my pocket pals 🥰
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to the throat
#drarry#my art#harry potter#draco malfoy#man ive no context for this art#i just think there is something inherently homoerotic about putting a weapon to ones throat#like why are you standing so close? thats crazy do you want to fuck me or something#ok i feel like i need to revamp my draco design#i keep on forgetting harrys glasses... oh#man you have no idea how much i want to be in harry's position right now like i wanna caress draco's cheek gently and stroke his hair#and sing him a lullaby#welcome to episode 24749199 of me being in love with draco lucius malfoy#u can tell there's a favourite right#harry's outfit never changes#WAIT HARRY IS LEFT HANDED... ok whatever idc him#next time i will draw middle part draco (real)
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people actually went on about how game of thrones made it socially acceptable to be a fantasy nerd, as though the lord of the rings movies hadn't been released less than a decade earlier and left far greater cultural ripples and i am just
got may have made the adults feel better about liking fantasy, but lotr got into the kids' heads when they (we) were just young and impressionable enough to be absolutely transported and emotionally rewritten by don't you leave him, samwise gamgee and my brother, my captain, my king and and rohan will answer
lotr was rewriting entire generations' brain chemistry long before asoiaf and so obviously it's not fair to compare any post-lotr fantasy novel to it, and each book series was trying to do different things within their own spheres and so that also is not a fair comparison, but in terms of the cultural impact of the adaptations that came out within a decade of each other, saying that it was game of thrones that made fantasy mainstream is baffling
game of thrones could only run because the lord of the rings movies laid the path, and i will die on this hill
#lotr#lord of the rings#lord of the rings movies#i started this post because ''may it be'' came up on my playlist but now i think i'm going to start my nth rewatch of the trilogy#there is a lot to discuss about it re: comparison to the books but it's like...#for all the changes they made - good and bad and neutral - everyone involved in making the films *loved* the source material#they all *wanted* to do justice to it and believed in it and it shows#i think of some posts i've seen about how frustrating this modern push towards tongue-in-cheek irony over sincerity#so afraid to be corny or cheesy that you have to tack a joke onto every real emotional moment#like no fuck that#give me sam hauling frodo onto his shoulders saying ''i can't carry it for you but i can carry you''#give me aragorn gently kissing boromir's forehead as he dies#give me merry and pippin throwing themselves at the uruk hai to distract them from frodo#give me theoden's grand speeches and gandalf's pained expression when frodo says he'll carry the ring#tbh i think that sincerity is a large part of *why* it has such staying power even now#because it is a story you are meant to get deeply emotionally invested in and not hold yourself a little ironically apart from#it isn't meant to sell merch it's meant to bring you to middle-earth and capture your heart and make you believe that the war can be won#with love and loyalty and hope and fellowship and fidelity and integrity and just... just refusing to give in to despair#it is earnest. it is unafraid to be melodramatic or corny because it believes in the story it's telling.#and so it imprinted onto a whole generation growing up right at the cusp of a barrage of apocalypses#anyway. i have Feelings about these movies and their impact and how that mirrors and enhances the books' own impact
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If it's okay with you, could you write a drabble about the hypothetical aftermath of Amane getting attacked by Kotoko?
Welp thank you pal for making me absolutely insane with this request 👍 I ran through a few hypotheticals and realized I had to shift some things around since there were so many absolutely tragic outcomes. I worked something out but damn if it didn’t make me emotional to think about how uniquely rough Amane has it. Even making sure she's in a good place at the end, this got pretty serious, so warnings for child abuse and cult references.
(So in canon, Kotoko goes in order and attacks Fuuta, but Kazui steps in. Then she attacks Mahiru while he’s distracted with his injuries. She’s about to attack Amane, but Mikoto gets in the way (my hc that he did it on purpose survives!). By the time they reach a draw, Kazui is back, and the two of them can prevent Kotoko from any further action against Amane. Sticking to this apparent system of three attacks and one rescue, I’m just shuffling around the injuries for this story. Fuuta’s attack went unnoticed, and he’s in the same state as canon Mahiru. Mikoto steps in before Kotoko can fight Mahiru, so Mappi’s the one who get out physically unscathed. While Mikoto checks on Mahiru, recovers himself, or discovers Fuuta, Kotoko is able to attack Amane next. Kazui comes to help, but not before she leaves Amane looking like canon Fuuta.)
Mahiru could practically feel her heart shatter into a million pieces when Amane finally cried in front of her. She hadn’t shed a single tear yesterday – it was the shock, Shidou said. Mahiru was skeptical. After all, she had been shocked, too, and cried plenty.
Amane woke as she came in with breakfast. She took a moment to survey herself, bandages peeking out from beneath her pajamas and an eyepatch securely over her right eye. As calmly as one might say “good morning,” she started to cry. Mahiru might have missed it, if Amane hadn’t wiped at her good eye with her sleeve.
“Oh, sweetheart…!” Mahiru rushed over to her. “It’s okay, I’m here.” She wanted nothing more than to wrap the girl in a secure embrace, but she remembered the mass of bandages that were around her chest. Shidou had mentioned broken ribs and bruises. It took everything in her not to cry along with Amane, at the thought.
“I can get you another ice pack, if you need. Or more medicine.” Her mind spun with ways to help with pain. Many of the first aid supplies had been used to keep Fuuta from the brink of death, but surely there were extras to spare for Amane.
The girl just shook her head.
She muttered, “I can’t… I…I’m going to be punished, I’m going to be punished…”
“No! You’re safe now.” Mahiru placed her hands gently on Amane’s arms. “Kotoko’s not coming back. We’re all watching over you. You’re safe. She’s not going to hurt you anymore.”
“That’s not…” Amane pulled away. Her voice stayed level, despite hiccups interrupting her. A hand reached up to her eyepatch. “It’s this. It’s all of this. It’s sinful. I took it off last night, but he must have…” She started unwrapping it. “They’re going to punish me...”
With a careful motion, Mahiru held it in place and took Amane’s hands into her own. She’d been picking up on the signs ever since they arrived here together, and a final wave of understanding washed over her.
“I can’t let you do that.”
Amane’s expression twisted, though words came out far more frantic than fiery. “Let me go.”
Mahiru didn’t. “I’m sorry. Amane, you need this treatment.”
“That is not your decision to make. That is not any human’s decision to make.”
Mahiru pressed her lips together. “I know. But I can’t watch as you… I can’t sit by again while someone…” She was careful not to apply any pressure, but she could no longer fight the urge to gather Amane up in her arms. “You don’t need to be afraid of those people, anymore.”
“I’m not afraid.” Amane hiccuped. “They love me, and I love them. I need to be good for them.”
“I love you, and I don’t want to see you in pain.”
“You just pity me because I’m young.”
“Why does your age matter? You are a lovely young woman – you are my friend – and I can’t bear to see you in pain.”
The two sat in silence for a moment. Mahiru doubted she would take that as an answer; Amane had refused to call any of the others her friend. At least she didn’t argue. In fact, it seemed she was leaning into the embrace a bit more. She sighed a shaky breath into Mahiru’s uniform.
“Listen, Amane. Can you do me a favor? I’m trying to be a good girl, too. To make up for something awful, I need to make sure you’re alright. Can you help me? Can we be good together?”
A long pause followed. Amane’s voice spoke up, ever so gently.
“I suppose I can consider it.” She added quickly, “for the sake of your redemption. Of course.”
“Of course.”
#milgram#amane momose#mahiru shiina#thank you so much! i dont want to be bubbly on such a serious drabble but i want to give an enthusiastic thanks because this one really got#the gears turning!!#i started making plans as soon as i saw the ask and it took so long finding something that wouldnt result in straight up tragedy :(#if i kept to the initial timeline and said kazui didnt step in until amanes attack then both fuuta and mahiru would be close to death#and given there seems to limited supplies i think one of them would have died if shidou needed to treat three critical patients#so i moved people around to make sure everyone survived#which brought me to the main problem of amane self sabotaging her medical care#even minor injuries could have resulted in death if she got her way and removed bandages/refused treatment#but the mental strain of keeping the treatment would be just as bad as the physical pain -- shed be paranoid 24/7 of#divine punishment and repeating the mistakes that led her here.... it would hurt more to be forced like that#so i needed someone to be able to get through to her gently#but the only one who shes been able to trust just got the shit beat out of him and is in no position to talk!!!!#everyone else would just make her more upset or not know how to convince her the right way :(#still - i think mahiru could do it the best! with her own trauma from allowing loved ones to die in front of her i think shed be motivated#so. yeah.#i know amane is supposed to be talking in the plural pronoun now but i couldnt get it to work - lets just say that kicks in soon after this#tw cults#tw child abuse#drabbles
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I'm still thinking about these roses. From what I could gather blue rose symbolism is something like the mysterious or unattainable and yellow rose symbolism is something for friendship or passion or love at first sight or eternal love and white roses symblise loyalty apparently and. if they really took the symbolism of the roses into consideration and didn't just put them like that because it fits the colours of the fine uniform and Eichis hair and eyes that would make this card so much better. cause. yanno. EP:Link. Wataei.
#Just. it would work so well and this is enstars they are so meticulous in their symbolisms#cause they are in love and ep:link is in a way all about Watarus loylty to Eichi right#and you could fit these blue roses into the narrative too with the entire Eichi doesn't think Wataru actually wants to stay with him#and thus thinks he's something ''Unattainable'' maybe#and Wataru is a mysterious person we still don't know much about his childhood#right right#so it would all work#that bit that's been burned into my memory#''You could be Momotarou born from a peach or princess Kaguya born from a bamboo#you could be a nameless extra of unknown origin#anything would be fine because standing on the stage in front of me right now is the Hibiki Wataru I love and admire''#something along those lines#What is ep:link if not enstars at it's core#idk man I'm just talking while gently cradling wataei close to my chest#they are walzing around in the ballroom that is my head#wataei
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mannnn who up tearing up over the sticker scene
#txt#i just starting thinking about how terrified greg must have been :(((((#he made a mistake and why would tom protect him now when he can pick and choose so much more freely who he wants#logically i'm sure he knows matsson is indeed pissed over what he did but he doesn't hate greg at least not enough to get rid of him#yet that kind of phrasing he believes in an instant bc he's in such a state of fear you can see it in his eyes in his movements#he's so afraid he's gonna go right back to being homeless to his last 20 bucks and no one will save him. no one will love him. no one will#care. but tom!!!!!! oh GOD tom!!!! says i got just enough capital!!!! i got you! and then says I GOT YOU AGAIN! just so greg didn't miss it!#you hear me? i got you!!! i'll keep you!#can i come with you nero? YES YOU CAN THATS NOT EVEN A QUESTION#and the sheer. like. shock. of being chosen like that. greg is just staring at tom as he plucks the sticker off#stock fucking still as tom puts it on even swaying slightly with the gentle force of tom putting the sticker on him bc he#can't quite believe it for a second#then he breaks into a dopey sideways smile and tom tells him gently again i got you.#you got me? even after everything? even after i made a mistake? even though i hurt you? even though i tried to make my way#and failed? even after i slapped you? even after i fought back in the bathroom? you still want me?#it just. man idk it hits me right in the kokoro....
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One day I’m going to write an Ochako character piece where she gets sick of standing in Deku’s shadow and breaks off their relationship in order to find herself - only for the media to begin constantly linking her to other Hero’s in the hopes of causing/unearthing drama.
She loses herself, succumbs to the idea that she’ll only ever be as good as the males she’s attached to and sinks…
It’s funny, she thinks, for someone who can control gravity - she sure does feel heavy.
#I want her to make a badly timed pass at Bakugo - The media have already labelled her a home wrecker;#she might as well prove them right at this point.#She’s drunk and sinking and obviously in pain; but Bakugo let’s her down gently…#There’s a rough sympathy in his voice when he says:#‘The fuck you playing at Cheeks? I’m taken. The fuck do you want me for?’#She hiccups; tears already beading her lashes: ‘You’re the number two.’#‘The fucks that got to do with anything? You’re in the top fucking ten.’#‘Doesn’t matter…’ She sighs. ‘Only matters who I’m fucking; doesn’t it.’#‘Who the fuck put that kinda idea in your head? You’re an incredible Hero in your own right; anyone who can’t see that is fucking stupid.’#She dissolved into tears then; blubbering about the media and womanhood and skin tight fucking suits…#By the time she’s done she’s dog tired and Bakugo swings her over his shoulders before taking her home -#- and tucking her into the bed in your spare room.#Of course you wake up when he slinks into bed; a hand scrubbing down his face as he relays the night.#‘It’s bullshit.’ He tells you. ‘She’s one of the strongest people I know.’#‘I know.’ You nod and take his hand. ‘I think she just needs a friend right now…’#She eats breakfast with you in the morning and apologises through mouthfuls of toast. You wave her off; ask if she’d like to get lunch -#you know a place. You say.#(There’s something here about women uplifting women and female bonds; but I’m too dumb to put it into words right now…#I just think she deserves more - as both a character and how she’s often treated within the fandom.#Idk. I love the women of MHA 🤷🏼♀️)
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The good/bad news is that Tumblr hates fun and is not letting me upload my screencaps so you are all free from my emotions about the episode I rewatched today.
#it's going to be very funny if THIS is the straw that breaks my back after 30 hours of persistent hell#gently petting my frustration intolerance and my quivering autistic brain like a horse no we do not need to have a meltdown#maybe the straw that breaks the back is my metamour just now coming to ask what i want from the weed store#and the guy who had to cancel on plans to see friends in a week and who also just had to commit blood sacrifices#to make a huge amount of money in 24 hours because all other safe roads to do so were cut off#and who has nothing to her name and who needs weed to control her pain and also to sleep and is down to maaaaybe a week's worth#had to keep her voice very very steady when politely saying that she can't afford it right now but thank you#i've said it once and i will say it a million more times i would really love a win#just one#my ramblings
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oh no. i feel like if i do not consume an entire load of bread in the very near future i will simply cease to exist.
#very uh. very worried about my finances right now#like. i'm fine. i have some savings. but i also just got to put something into my savings for the first time in a VERY long time and now#now i immediately have to take it out#and i'm getting stressed out about buying groceries#because if i dip into my savings here what about there? where is the line?#and i owe so much to taxes but i can't exactly afford getting less of my pay......#my last paycheck was $0.66 more than my rent#my insurance is refusing to reimburse the last of my electrolysis visits from last year and like#i'm SO over the fight but that's $120. that i really actually kinda need?#and i'm starting to get that funny in the head feeling about wondering how i'm going to feed myself#i still feel so much shame about that funeral i went to years ago and my only thought during the reception after was about#how there was just so much food and i could actually eat my fill#i have leftovers for dinner tonight and it's fine but.... making a lovely vegan dish wasn't the best choice tbh#i feel like if i don't have a large helping of bread and meat i'm going to go insane#and it really REALLY doesn't help that i've apparently lost the ability to eat in the mornings#so i'm at quite a significant fuel deficit and it's stacking#but no matter how hungry i am in the morning the concept of processing solid food is just repulsive and daunting#eating a clif bar at 9am would take literally all of my spoons for the day#i was looking at protein shakes since i can handles *drinking* breakfast#but the cheapest one that meets my dietary requirements is $35 for a 12pack#and i'm uh. i'm worrying over spending $10 on produce this week#personal#and nevermind that i don't have the spoons to even GO shopping (:#(on an aside i switched back to my regular melatonin gummies last night and i Actually Slept. so hopefully that will continue and help some)#i just want to curl up in a ball on the floor and have someone gently place a roll of bread and hunk of cheese next to me in my enclosure#also it's photophobia season and i still feel like i haven't recovered from saturday#got too much sunlight and was nauseaus for half the day#my body feels so bad
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Do you like Dead Like Me? Do you like Dirk Gently? You wanna read the first chapter of a maybe fic I'm gonna write more of where Todd has died and become a reaper and it leads to him meeting Dirk who suspiciously won't die even though he keeps ending up on those post-its? Featuring a fun Tina and Todd friendship?
Yes? Great?
Check it out!
For Whom the Bell(Hop) Tolls
Ao3 link
Summary:
Todd Brotzman died. It sucked, but also his life kinda sucked. Made sense that dead end jobs led to his literal... dead end.
What he wasn't expecting was the job offer after he died. He gets to stick around and all he's got to do is snatch up some souls? It's not the best job, doesn't pay anything, but he'd do anything to be able to keep an eye on his sister, especially now that her brother had died and left her basically alone.
And the reaping isn't so bad. It's steady and consistent. At least until one of his marks proves especially difficult to pin down.
Why the fuck won't this S. Cjelli guy die?
#i made a post about this ages ago but i love this concept#and i love bryan fuller shows and their interesting relationship with death and the dialogue#and they feel like cousins to dirk gently in a way that fits so well#so just had to jam them together.#we'll see where this goes. i literally dont have time to be writing anything right now because i have a big career test coming#and i have to study for it. like i have to#which means of course my brain suddenly had a million projects i want to write and draw and whatever#and its agonizing. i wanna be creative but i need to learn things 😭😭😭#dghda#dirk gently#todd brotzman#dirk gently’s holistic detective agency#this will eventually be brotzly if i keep writing because of course it will#tina tevetino#dead like me#dead like me au
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Suprise! I wanna talk about Hyuuga! Specifically! What he and BullBlack were getting up to for 17 episodes, and how Ryouma was more right than he realised when he said it felt like it was Hyuuga that saved him
So from the way BullBlack describes it, he'd been using Hyuugas body since the events of episode 1, but we dont see him till episode 17/18.
WHY??
While its obvious that BB is in control of the body by the time we meet him, its also very heavily implied that that wasnt always the case. Upon being possessed, Hyuuga would have fought back (hell we actively SEE him fighting back when BB pushes things to far). In terms of who was initially in control, I imagine they would have been pretty close to 50/50, unable to enact upon either of their desires because their objectives were so completely at odds.
But so if Hyuuga was fighting BB the whole time, what made him let BB have almost complete control for like 8 episodes??
BB let him save Ryouma.
I dont think its too much of a stretch to assume that the pair were observing almost every fight the team had - unable to help, unable to hinder, but never the less drawn to the conflict. They would have seen that Ryouma was in grave danger in episode 17, and - taking advantage of Hyuuga's need to save his brother - BB would have cut him a deal.
Yeah sure you can save Ryouma, IF you promise to stop fighting and let me be in charge of the body afterwards ✌️✌️
We know Hyuuga is a man of his word (and self sacrificing to a fault) thanks to the whole Knight Axe arc, and after fighting over a body with him for a few months, I imagine BB would also be very aware of this character trait. BB didnt have anything to lose by offering the deal, but really it was a pretty safe gamble.
Hyuuga agrees, and is given complete control just long enough to save his brother (reflecting BB's inability to save Krantz oof).
And so, like a good loyal knight, Hyuuga saves Ryouma, keeps his promise with BB, and finally submits.
Pls enjoy this pic of (what i feel is) the exact moment the body completely becomes BullBlack 😌😌😌
#gingaman#long post#i'm aware that i may very well just be pointing out the obvious but i just REALLY LIKE HYUUGA AND BULLBLACK AND WANTED TO TALK ABOUT THEM#love filling in timeline blanks with funky lil headcanons#something about body sharing/possession stories scratches my brain just right#and i think gingaman did a really good job with the concept#the way these two characters mirror each other is 🤌🤌🤌#also another lil thing i didnt mention#theres no way in hell BB would have put ryouma down that gently had he been the one currently in control lmao#i'm gonna stop myself now before i ramble forever and ever#please watch gingaman
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the existence of school as the safest, most comforting place for me right now even in its hardest and most brutal of January times . . . continues to astonish me.
#I don’t want to be forced to be grateful for it and appreciative of it despite how hard it is and how tired it makes me#I want to flippantly take it for granted as the fun backdrop of a life full of happiness and peace#that’s what I WANT even though i know it wouldn’t be good#instead I am truly just forced by the fates and the gently loving but ruthlessly inexorable hand of God#into saying thank you for it as something that is good and real and mine right now#and this has been a very hard week at school!#anyway#just rambling#teaching tag#I guess
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#i currently cannot read or watch anything romantic without physically aching#it's actually awful#i'm kind of sick of it tbh#like.... i know i'm not ready for a relationship right now and i do want to be single to pursue my goals#but also i have to stay away from any sort of media containing romance#and most importantly the very soft kind that has gentle caresses and forehead kisses and warm embraces#it makes me want to vomit#and i feel like if i don't get it soon then i'll perish. absolutely waste away.#oh the horrifying ordeal of craving love and affection#the absolute ache to be held gently.... to be cradled in someone's arms#it's all too much... i have to leave.#also every time i consume something romantic it just makes me think about [redacted]#because yes certain people are still very much on my mind and it's absolutely wretched#anyway. my apologies to anyone who read all these tags.#but also thank you for being here
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Saying “sorry, I actually can’t talk about this right now” is infinitely more loving than pretending to listen while your loved one speaks to you about something they care about. Even if it feels rude. It’s kind.
#mom just said ‘actually I don’t think I can talk right now’ and obviously there’s the moment of oh :(#but then I was just. 🥰 bc YES!!!! you trust me to handle the moment of disappointment#and you’re acknowledging that what I have to say matters and you want to hear it when you’re able to receive it#and you’re acting in a loving way to yourself!!!#I’m not saying this is a hard and fast rule with zero exceptions#but I think it’s an important skill. recognizing when you’re not in the right place for an exchange and gently stopping it#hoot hoot
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:’( i yearn for the sea
#I’m sure I’ll see my wonderful blue maiden in a couple of months but still#it’s just…I can hardly wear a swimsuit without intense dysphoria#ofc it gets better once I’m actually in the water but it’s rough yanno#I miss swimming out on a calmer day and letting the waves just gently lift me up and down#and I’d stare out toward the horizon and wonder about the wonderful places I could go to if I swam toward it#and the fish brushed by my legs like they were giving me little kisses#and everything just felt okay and peaceful and perfect I smiled#I miss the comforting embrace of the dear ocean :((#things are too different now and nothing feels right anymore#idk man. I just want to see the ocean again and swim and feel alive again#back when I was stupider and happier and I still loved my body and myself#my darling the sea…they have ravaged both our bodies but only you can remain loved#ramble#vent#im having big feelings sorry#have to be a poetic bitch for a moment
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