🏵, 💐, 🌺

🏵- which ocs have you had the longest, what inspired them?

So. Of my current story- that would be noam and kidd (kidd first) of which their inspiration was a vivid daydream of the situation that later became how they met. Of other projects- I made cecil and milo abt a year before noam and kidd- and that was another. vivid daydream that was widly different than the current plot i had after seeing a bad play that ended in a “talkback” (aka. a very boring type of aftershow for some plays) and i could not stop thinking abt how i should make a comic that had recurring scenes of talkbacks during a show’s development. But the first oc i ever made was Lilah- a mermaid self insert from when i was around 7ish.

💐-which ocs have died, and which ar e you planning to kill off?

. hi ok so i hate killing off ocs lol so not many?? I mean a lot of my ocs have exes, parents, friends etc who have passed but these r generally not people we are introduced to.

🌺-rate your ocs by how attractive you find them and why.

ok for the main cast (and a few minor characters i also love)

-top overall is mavis i have such a crush on them. essentially i find them hot as fuck bc i put everything i like abt ppl into one character

-next is probably benji, a minor character who i invented like a yr before the rest? and that was bc i had a dream abt a very hot boy and like needed to draw him immediatly . i am realizing now i wish i had pics of all of them on hand but ill rb this with some later

-kidd next. like honestly .i invented noam to be my dream guy when i thought i was only into femmes but kidd is literally my everything i am in love with him i keep adding more and more body hair and making him fatter and i love him more everytime

-noam after that. he’s hot but he has a lot of mental problems and also he’s cis. thats all i have to say to that

-hortatio is another minor character who just kinda exists bc i draw him in skimpy clothing a lot. and thats bc he’s fucking hot lol

-also on the list is nico who is a friend of the group and kidd’s brother in law, koda, who is also very attractive but also 45

the rest. im not attracted to women so im not gonna elaborate much but i think basil is the most attractive of my girl ocs hands down

im going to share my dream with yall bc it was fucking bonkers and i rarely remember my dreams so. it started with a concert at an elementary school (i used to go to this school for extracurricular stuff as a kid jkvff) anyways Halsey was headlining it but she had songs I never heard of before and she sang tiktok songs too im pretty sure. her opening band was this screamo band i used to listen to called Secrets (who are no longer a band i think??) anyways i had to go to the bathroom i guess (i have recurring dreams about public bathrooms bc of childhood trauma check) and all the toilets were like clogged and disgusting except for one. so i used the bathroom and after i guess we had to leave the concert and traveled in flying boxes (yes i know) to like the edge of this fucking huge ass lake to this house where Leonardo Dicaprio lived. His house was like half water and half indoors it was weird. I remember being on his like balcony thing and seeing the waves in this creepy lake and freaking out but also saying they were cool? (im terrified of deep water btw and esp waves) anyways these mermaids showed up but Leo had warned me they were evil, so I shooed them off and went into his actual house and closed all the doors that lead to like the water part of his house (i cant even explain that one tbh like half his house was underwater??) and Leo like recommended me music from Fantasia (????, who also weirdly resembled my aunt???) and i found the album Halsey made i had never heard of (bc Leo was apparently selling CDs out of his house???), hence the songs i didn’t know from the concert. anyways his house was cluttered as fuck but it was kinda nice. I very vividly remember being in some kind of short hallway with like 3 lamps i was trying to turn on but one of the lamps was also a vacuum and it kept trying to vacuum when i turned it on fbvfhbjv then i went into his like main room that had super tall ceilings and found Leo at this super nice vanity mirror doing his makeup. then i woke up. the end.

1, 6, 16, 22, and 26!! For the ask meme

tysm!!! ill put em under a cut so it doesnt take up half the dashboard dgfjkdfgj i write a LOT SORRY GKFLHG

1. if you were to have Hanahaki disease, what flowers would you cough up?

ough… ok i love. flowers. i love all flowers. but my absolute favs are speedwells? and i guess id also cough up flowers for the person im coughing them up For so id throw in some bloodroot and dogwood..   does this disease work if the love Is requited. EITHER WAY GDHKFLH

6. name five iconic quotes that make you feel things.omg ok the whole experience of all of these movies imma list is like. tremendous. these movies (and show) got a great impact that one or two quotes for the life o them cannot cover the scale of emotion it gave me so… just gdfkh the source is more important than any of the actual quotes i write here tbh. theyre amazing they All made me cry.

1. Sing Street - “Look at her. She races home every evening just to catch that last little bit of sun, have a cigarette and read her papers. She’s always talking about going on a holiday to Spain, but he never takes her. That’s all she gets. Then that tall tree blocks it, and she comes in. I often wonder what she’s thinking about.”

2. Garden State - “We may not be as happy as you always dreamed we would be, but, for for the first time let’s just allow ourselves to be whatever it is that we are.” 

3. Good Will Hunting - “No. No, no no no. Fuck you, you don’t owe it to yourself man, you owe it to me. Cuz tomorrow I’m gonna wake up and I’ll be 50, and I’ll still be doin’ this shit. And that’s all right. That’s fine. I mean, you’re sittin’ on a winnin’ lottery ticket. And you’re too much of a pussy to cash it in, and that’s bullshit. ‘Cause I’d do fuckin’ anything to have what you got. So would any of these fuckin’ guys. It’d be an insult to us if you’re still here in 20 years. Hangin’ around here is a fuckin’ waste of your time.”

4.  The End of the Fucking World - “It’s strange. A lot of the time you don’t register the important moments as they happen. You only see that they were important when you look back.”

5. A Monster Calls - “It’s okay that you’re angry. I’m angry too, and if you need to break things, by god you break them. I wish I had 100 years, 100 years I could give to you.”

ok those are all masterpieces if ur ever stuck on smth to watch i recommend these SDFGHFGJ

16. describe your ideal fantasy outfitaa honESTLY. big chunky ass boots. big chunky ass jacket. big chunky ass bag or belt with weapons and cute little satchels of herbs and whatnot. and a big fuckin floofy dress that is SUPER fancy almost like a wedding dress but it can be like a different colour than plain white. hell yeah !!

22. tell us, in detail, about a curse a witch would put on you.i guess a curse references something i Dont want to happen? bc a lot of the things that ppl might view as curses id actually love (dont mind me im still dying @ that “may your womb be barren” thing). but in terms of smth i dont want i guess an easy one would be that id never experience true content. true satisfaction. true peace.

26. tell us about an experience you’ve had that seemed unreal or supernatural. (doesn’t have to be scary)i didnt have a Lot happen to me? i guess every time i have a recurring dream, or like. dreaming about something and then experiencing it irl? i think i rly believe in dream symbolism idk how it works at All but i rly do think its got like.. some reflection onto your own personal state. the only thing i can think of rn is when once i had a dream that i wasnt myself, and i kept changing parts of myself, like cutting my hair or later turning into some weird mermaid creature (sfhfgj) but like. in that dream there was a lot of children. children in school around me. children on a beach. a baby drowning. a child curled up in a fridge. and these two children, one of whom came up to me with a fuckin Horse of all things and went “do u want penis?” and im like “what” and shes like “my horse :) this is my horse, penis” and im like Odd name but ok and i didnt reply to the kid. anyway that morning i woke up and looked into dream symbolism and children and babies stand for a part of yourself youre neglecting, and horses stand for hm. “  male sexual energy and masculinity”. anyway thats how i found out i was trans GDFHJGH

SORRY FOR WRITING SO MUCH IM RLY EXCITED AND I LOVE TALKING!! THANKS !

@leahazel replied to your post “So I’m hoping, in the interests of kicking the recurring bad...”

a whole October of tentacles seems like a lot... then again #7kpp hasn't had *any* tentacles yet so clearly we're doing something wrong.

MER!OCTOPUS HISE DELEGATE?!? (oh, oh, the reason Cordelia is always so polite, she feels she has to balance out the inherent gaucherie of hiding tentacles under her skirts instead of legs.) 😅

/also, like, I’m only aiming for one flash-fic thing a day, and I have like six prompt lists to choose between; there will only be 3-6 with tentacles. :D 

(sorry, this got long)

@quilleth replied to your post “So I’m hoping, in the interests of kicking the recurring bad...”

Ooh that's a lot and I look forward to it. Now I'm intrigued about the idea of doing a sort of flufftober fic thing myself too!

YAY FLUFFTOBER 

That is probably what most of mine will end up being? That is my default for ficlets, most of the time. 

@jadesabre301 replied to your post “FIC ASSOCIATION MEME: THEIA HAWKE, probably the one you wrote for...”

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS oh man it was editing Quark's fics that really pushed me to realize how very different Thistle's experience of her father was from Eppie's and also how dreadfully important that was to her anyway, right? Like you said, HOW MUCH HE SCREWED UP, and Thistle is just--helpless against that, really, until she finally escapes Kirkwall and is allowed to just *be* and figure out what that even looks like.

YES EXACTLY

yessssssssssssssss all the Hawke family headcanons

yesssssssss all the problematic hawkes.

Like, I had a thing I never quite managed to write out about Adelaide’s relationships with her parents, and I mean. Leandra is awful to Hawke in DA2, but for Adelaide it was a case of watching her mother give and give and give until there was nothing left, so while it hurt, Adelaide never really blamed Leandra for not being able to be there for her anymore, not once she’d gotten past the worst of her own grief. While Malcolm... he never even noticed that people had to work to survive his impulses. He’s the one Adelaide had trouble forgiving, and he’s the one she never wanted to grow up to be. 

@janiemcpants replied to your post “FIC ASSOCIATION MEME: THEIA HAWKE, probably the one you wrote for...”

I was disturbed and I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT

I AM VERY GLAD TO HEAR IT (that is the goal, with Theia. And jade’s Thistle, I’m pretty sure.)

@twistedsinews replied to your post “Re: fic associations. Am I right in remembering you once wrote a fic...”

I MEAN SOMEONE GOTTA WRITE ALL THE ARCHERY PORN <3

I REALLY SHOULD. IT’S A GOOD NICHE GENRE

@twistedsinews replied to your post “Re: fic associations. Am I right in remembering you once wrote a fic...”

XD It was the second one. I couldn't remember if Isabela or Hawke, though, so I was having trouble finding it... (I remember the first one, too, now that you mention it. *snrk*)

I can see having trouble remembering that; there’s more than one Hawke I’ve met out there who would appreciate foreplay-via-archery. 🏹🍆💦

@missyousofar replied to your post “I associate I am for you and the one where magnus is a prince with...”

Maybe I’m insane and dreamed you wrote prince!magnus. Oops.

Or I forgot? It’s been known to happen. (If you remember more, I might be able to remember who’s it is tho, if it’s not mine. They should get some appreciation.)

@teaandinanity replied to your post “@teaandinanity replied to your post “Hi! Im probably super late w...”

I am clearly bad at moderation; so far all of my MCs have been either regent queens or dead. XD

tbf, once I figured out how to survive becoming Queen I seldom could convince myself just to be a Mistress again 😉

@lynne-monstr replied to your post “1 and 11 for the mermaid au!”

omg every word of this makes me so happy and so excited!

THANK YOU, your enthusiasm makes me very happy, too 💖

Mermaid, Pegasus, and redcap

mermaid: favourite place to go on holiday? idk i havent honestly traveled that much. i like staying at home lmao

pegasus: ever had a recurring dream? hmmm not exactly the same dreams each time but the same elements. like if im worried about something, i’ll have dreams about it but in different scenarios. 

redcap: when did you get into your current biggest hobby/interest? i was a passive marvel fan when i saw the first cap movie in 2011 and then started getting more into it when avengers came out. i got in This Deep when last year i was bored and searched steve rogers fanfiction on tumblr and here i am now, a year and a half later LMAO

mythical creature asks

Wow i had such a weird dream?? The story itself wasnt too unusual, just an emotional moment of an anime that doesnt exist, but the way the dream delivered it was really confusing!

The plot of this apparant anime was that there was some sort of ragtag group of monster people wandering the earth looking for a place they could belong without being hated. And i got the feeling here that they'd just found a place where things were going good, but the show's recurring villains appeared and revealed their secret to the town and now they had to flee again as everyone they thought was a friend took up pitchforks against them.

And the main focus character was really interesting? I dont think he was actually the protagonist but he got the focal role in this episode. Cos the monsters had to disguise themselves as humans to live in this town, and this was the youngest monster who didnt know how to do that yet. He had a really emotional struggle of pushing himself so hard to try and master this skill, because he was actually unique amoung the group for being a monster that was actually once human. So it was a combination of frustration at being a burden to his new friends, with desperation to finally see his own face in the mirror again.

And I feel like maybe before he became a monster he was bigoted against them and scared of them? Within the dream i recalled watching that other episode some other day, and apparantly it was super emotional. It started off just seeming like another 'we find the town of the day along our journey and meet some friends and/or solve a conflict' type thing. And this kid was mostly antagonistic through the episode, a dumb naive kid who believed everything negative about monsters and now struggled with the situation of being the only one who knew the truth that these guys are monsters but also now theyre doubting whether they should reveal it because these people seem so..normal?? And scared?? Starts to doubt whether all the other monsters executed by the corrupt church in their town were fully sentient too, and every time the 'nice' priest was teaching them how to spot liars he was really teaching them how to kill innocent monster people who were just as scared as the humans are of them. But the roots of gaslighting and abuse from this priest ran deep, so the kid struggled with the choice and ultimately made the wrong decision. Also i think maybe theres a reveal that the priest was actually their biological dad too, just for even more levels of why theyd make that wrong decision. And more reasons why its horrifying that the priest dad just treats his kid like shit once they outlived their usefulness. Im thinking something like the kid tries to make up for their mistake and save the protagonists but they get captured by their dad and like.. Ok holy fuck this dude is outright willing to murder his son and he's eminantly aware that these monster people are 100% sentiebt because he's using the threat of killing his son as a way to get them to lay down their weapons and agree to be recaptured. And then i think there was something super messed up when it was revealed all the monster attacks that happened to the town to get them so scared and paranoid were actually orchestrated by the priest as a form of control over his citizens. He had some sort of Ominous Doom Science to both turn people into monsters and control them to do his bidding. And like the predictable asshole he is, even after the protagonists gave up in order to save the kid he still killed him anyway. And after snapping his neck he threw him down into the prison cell with the protagonists and was like 'lets torment them by making them fight the kid they wanted to save'. Because it turned out he'd been doping the kid with a special dose of the monster formula ever since birth, and he was his 'secret weapon' all along without knowing it. Ultra super mega concentrated doom form of the artifical monsters he uses in his army, activated upon the moment of the kid's death. But then it turns out the ultimate experiment was too much for him to control and the kid was able to keep their mind in their new form, and turn against him to save their new friends. But when they realized what had happened to them, they broke down in fear. And everything was super depressing cos the protagonists knew this poor kid was now doomed to share their fate as monsters, and theyd have to take them away fron everythung theyd ever known in order to keep them safe. But also heartwarming at the same time because the kid had never known a truly loving family before, and as they passed out in the arms of main protagonist mom friend werewolf they felt like maybe this is what having a real family is like...

So anyway that led to a bit of an angsty team dynamic with this new recruit? The kid was obviously all new to monsterness and terrified of everything. But also even now they were struggling with that 'what if my abusive dad is right' instinct drilled into them from all those years. They still struggled with really believing that monsters arent evil, and like 'no i must have only disobeyed him because i was infected and i didnt know it, monsters are evil and i became one because i'm evil too'. Unwilling to believe that their dad did that to them and trying to find excuses where it would be their own fault. Maybe the kid was even tricked by another villain at some point who lied about having a cure? Like even whenthey became more able to trust their new monster friends they were still like 'theyd be happier if they became normal right?' Lots of angst and messing up and this poor kid feeling not only weak and useless to the team but also outright toxic to them.

So all of this led to this situation where disguising yourself as a human is a skill all the other team members already mastered and this kid is struggling real hard to accomplish it in order to save the day. Ans its extra depressing cos they havent seen their original human face in months, and theyre trying to cling onto the memories but scared they migjt forget what it was like to be human. And then i cant really recall all the details but i feel like the writing and cinematography were just super amazing emotional on this scene of the kid struggling to Do The Thing in time to save their friends, and like.. Atone for all their mistakes.

Also i think like the kid had this big super kaiju ultimate chimera form which was what their dad designed them to be, but also most of the time they were poofed into a tiny mascot sized version of that. And theycd never actually managed to control their powers enough to turn into their battle form willingly until now. Just this super depressing and also uplifting scene of this fuckin tiny monster kid being pinned to the ground underneath the villain's heel, trying desperately to turn human again to save their friends. And i think it was an awesome moment where they did manage to regain their old face for just a few seconds, but instead of actually learning to master the human transformation they learned to master their battle form instead. Like, accepting that that old face isnt who they are anymore, and it wont help like they thought it would. What they really need now is their REAL face! Some sort of dramatic badass speech about this that cuts the villain's philosophy right in half, and then a badass scene of tiny kid finally being able to control (and not be scared of!) their beast form, and fight the whole damn army singlehandedly to save their friends!

Also i think there was an extra emotional moment somewhere along the way where one of yhe villain generals was like 'no, stop, i want to see if they can do this', and actually started motivating the kid. Like i think they were a brainwashed soldier of the old priest bastatd who was sent to kill these monsters supposedly to avenge the priest's dead kid but they were actually starting to have doubts when this terrifying monster that 'killed them' seemed to act so much like a child. So this was the big moment of them finall believing the kid, and getting to see proof it really was them and the priest really was a manipulative evil bastard all along. So i think they switched sides and joined super powered up kiddo in fighting their fellow knights, giving them the keys to go free their friends. And possibly this knight person also joined the team after this and was the first proper human ally theyd ever had? And probably had loads of emotional plots of atoning

ANYWAY that was the cool really engaging story of my dream that i wish i could watch a real anime about!

But the weird part was that this was all delivered really fragmented cos of how little sleep ive had lately. I was seeing it in the form of (for some reason) laying down on the stairs at my abusive father's old house, listening to it playing on the tiny tv he had in his room. And you may have noticed i kept mixing up the kid's pronouns, thats because everyone in the dream was represented visually by a character from some other franchise and it was REALLY confusing! The kid was like an amalgamation of all the dudes from Wolf's Rain which i guess is where the concept of wandering monsters in human illusion came from. (Tho they werent all reverse werewolves like in that show) It was weird cos i knew this character was meant to be a child but they looked like five ripped teenagers smooshed together? Cos i havent seen that show in ages and couldnt even remember the protagonist's name. (Was someone called Hide or is that a guy from tokyo ghoul? I think they had the outfit of the tokyo ghoul guy.) And then predictably the evil priest dad was cornello from full metal alchemist mixed with my old doctor who had the same name. But less predictably the redeemed villain holy paladin knight guy was replica riku from kingdom hearts?? Ans specifically his medal from the app game, like he came with a floating medal attatched to his waist like a mermaid who was also a coffee table.

Also it just ended with a floating box of hair dye that turned to face the camera and it was actually coffee in a hair dye package. Like an exact replica of the blonding bleach i usually use, right down to every detail, but all the text was replaced with coffee info. I..i dont know what that has to do with anything else that just happened...

Oh also i think maybe one of the other teammates was a big cuddly 50-something circus ringleader type guy? He was the friendly comic relief but actually deep downn the most tormented of all of them. He'd been imprisoned as a circus attraction for most of his entire life and dressing up like a ringleader now he was free was kinda a way of coping? But yeh i think he bonded well with the kid cos they both didnt have much experience with being free and everything seemed new and scary. This guy also didnt have much experience of monster society either cos he'd been enslaved since he was a child. Man this anime sounds so fuckin intense and dark and emotional but also full of powerful friendship!! Why cant i watch any more episodes!! give me a sequel dream!!

Rules:

1. Post the rules
2. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger
3. Write 11 questions of your own
4. And tag 11 people

Tagged by @koneji

1) Do you collect anything?

Mmm not really. I collected a lot of BH6 merch back in the day but that has kind of died off haha. I guess the closest thing I can think of is DVDs? I really enjoy having my own copy of something vs electronic downloads (even if those are obviously cheaper lol).

2) What is your proudest achievement so far?

Mmm Idk. I don’t have much to be proud of... /laughs hollowly I guess it’s that I still manage to go to work everyday and I can still find it in my heart to care sometimes? It gets really challenging in my field to care but I still do sometimes.

3) Edible glitter or lustre dust?

Tbh I’m not familiar with either? So I can’t really choose haha

4) Do you like rainy days or sunny days?

I usually prefer sunny days just because they’re more convenient? I do enjoy rainy days if I get to stay home though.

5) Do you keep journals or physical photo albums?

I do have some physical photo albums! Guess it’s just something 90s kids grew up with after all.

I do not however keep journals. The closest things I would have are blog posts and whatnot on different social media websites.

6) Are you a morning, afternoon, or night person?

100% night person.

7) Do you have any favourite fairytales?

I’m actually not hugely into fairytales? But I guess if I had to pick one, I’d pick The Little Mermaid. The original version, not the Disney version haha

8) Spookiest/creepiest thing that ever happened to you?

I can’t really think of anything haha. 😂😂 Maybe that means my ghost senses or whatever are...not finely tuned...orz

9) Do you prefer dressing up and going out, or staying in at home in pyjamas?

If I could stay home 99% of the time, I would, trust me.

10) What’s one thing in your bucket list?

Hm. Im not a super adventurous person, so I won’t be saying anything like skydiving or something haha.

Well, as embarrassing as this may sound...I’d like to say I’d love to do a couple-cosplay one day. Like, I’d love to go to a convention together plus maybe even have a personal photoshoot today/act out a skit or something.

Hm. A girl can dream.

11) One thing that you absolutely would NOT do even if you were offered a million dollars

Idk I guess I would never harm people who didn’t deserve it? Something vague like that lolol

My Questions:

1 ) What’s your dream job?

2 ) Do you have any recurring nightmares/good dreams?

3 ) What’s your favorite movie genre?

4 ) Your favorite aesthetic in terms of smell? sound? appearance?

5 ) What is a song you can recite by heart?

6 ) Where do you go when you want to clear your head?

7 ) One time that you listened to your gut feeling and it proved right?

8 ) Do you prefer digital versions of things or do you prefer physical copies?

9 ) Go-to food/drink when you’re having a bad day?

10 ) Your most treasured plushie?

11 ) Do you really admire anyone? Why?

As far as tagging goes, I don’t trust tumblr to do it correctly lolol. If you feel like doing this, go for it.

i guess ill post this then.....

1. Favourite colour: Green. But not like a shitty green. 2. Number of people you’ve slept with: 3.5 3. Cake or ice cream? cake 4. If you were a superhero what would your power be? Sarcasm. or something equally as useless. like being indecisive.  5. Ever been in a fist fight? with my brother.  and this one time i accidentally hit this girl in the head with my elbow..  6. Do you live in the country or the city? city. 7. Biggest kink? uhhhhhhhh 8. Favourite video-game? mario kart 64 9. Words you live by? “fuck bitchez; get money.”  jk. “I am the architect of my own destruction”  10. Best book you’ve ever read? Ender’s Game or Speaker for the Dead 11. Favourite film? i… can’t.. choose just one…. Fox&Hound, Blade Runner, Fight Club and probably like 12 more 12. Horror or romance? Horror 13. Biggest fear? Clowns. Or Indoor Spiders.  14. Best memory? I have a bunch. But driving up to my cottage with my dad is always a good time. Listening to all the music he hates and me terribly singing it all to him.  15. Worst memory? Aside from the obvious shitty things.. probably when Angela friend broke up with my on my birthday. OR when Andy wouldn’t let me come over to his backyard to play when I was 5 and i just cried at our backyard border line while him and his brothers sang “No Girls Allowed” . fuckin. rude.  16. Where are you from? not here nor there. 17. Ever done anal? mhm 18. Would you prefer to be Mary Berry’s grandchild or Paul Hollywood’s bitch? …..Pardon? 19. Favourite outfit? Black on Black on Black on Black. 20. Snapchat or Instagram? Instagram 21. If you could freeze time what would you do? probably pants a lot of people. But freezing time seems like a pretty lonely power.  22. Best LUSH product in your opinion? probably some sort of soap. 23. Should people wear red shirts or brown pants in your presence? red shirts i guess? wtf is this. 24. Favourite television character? Robin Scherbatsky. Spinelli. Octavia Blake. 25. Do you have a nemesis? not really 26. Are you a hard-worker? depends what im doing i guess 27. What’s the best holiday you’ve ever been on? Paris was dope AF. 28. What’s your dream? probably something weird that doesn’t make sense like the rest of my dreams. ;)  29. Where do you see your life ending up? dead. 30. Describe your last sexual encounter.  uhhh…. no sleep. pretty great. only 1 new bruise. she cute. 31. Cake by the ocean or sex on the beach? cake. 32. Ever done drugs? NEVER 33. Harry Potter or Lord Of The Rings? LOTR 34. Are you a jock or a nerd? probably somewhere in the middle. 35. On a scale of 8 to 34.7, how gay are you? 18.6498475.  36. Do you live for Tumblr discourse or hate it? meh. 37. Favourite trashy television show? most things i watch.. the 100, Wynnona Earp, The OC, Shot at Love with Tila Tequila…  38. Last time you watched porn? does scrolling through tumblr count because like.. an hour ago..  39. Do you have a recurring sexual fantasy? not really 40. Weirdest dream you ever had? HA. They’re all weird. But this one time when i was really little I had a dream that my house was being attacked by acid monsters/ aliens and everything they touched melted. and one by one they melted all my family members until I was the only one left and i had a sword and then i woke up before i got melted.  41. Ever had mental health issues? plenty.  42. What’s the answer to the question you wish someone would ask you? 42 43. Do you wish people paid more attention to you? god no. 44. Do you have anyone who you’d happily slap right across their chops? yes. 45. Dog person or cat person? both 46. Sneakers or heels? Sneaks. 47. Favourite cocktail?  Negroni 48. Day or night? night 49. Pokémon or Digimon? DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE!!!! 50. How big is your dick? like. 8/10 on rotten tomatoes. 51. Favourite musical? Rocky Horror  52. Favourite song?  sunday candy atm.  53. Are you secretly a goblin/alien/android? android probably.  54. Why are you like this?  because my mom ruined my life when i was a dramatic teen. 55. What’s your guilty pleasure?  Shitty TV shows with terrible acting and scripts.  56. What would you say if I said ‘I love you’? i love you toooooooo 57. What’s the story behind your URL? i got bored of like 4 other ones. and i liked the alliteration.  58. Tell me something that worries you. Global Politics. and not being able to live comfortably because of the few opportunities for millennials with the rising costs of literally everything except my wage.  59. What have you been worrying about today? literally nothing. 60. I’m only sending you these questions because I have a crush on you and I’m too tragic to actually just say it.  ;) 61. Hot dogs or burgers? burgers 62. Nintendo or the other trash-consoles? N64 specifically..  63. Which fandom ruined a show that you used to like? Arrow. 64. What do you wish you could tell your best friend? u r a butt.  65. Tell us a deep dark secret.  who is us?  i dont have anymore deep dark secrets.  66. Are you curious about having a man in leather spank your botty ‘til it’s all red? no. no i am not.  67. Favourite Tumblr couple? what does this mean 68. Do you have any dietary quirks? probably. i don’t like dessert.. 69. Do you want to have someone pleasure your genitals orally while you do the same to theirs? k. 70. How old are you? 26 71. Which Buzzfeed listicle sums up your existence?   “Sorry” 72. Do you have any pets?  YES 73. What colour underwear are you wearing? maroon 74. Boxers or briefs? on who? briefs.  75. Fuck me, Ray Bradbury? no thank you? 76. Which television show do you want to last forever? Community. (its already over) 77. In a zombie apocalypse how long would you last? like 30 seconds.  78. Do you have good internet connection or do you want to punch your router every ten minutes? the latter. 79. Would you find it somewhat saucy if I sent bawdy nudes in your direction? wut 80. Which country has the best flag?  Tamil Eelam  81. Do you consider yourself *iconic*? never 82. Most overrated food? Ketchup 83. Most overrated film? Titanic or the notebook 84. Most overrated television show? Friends 85. Most overrated type of cheese? Brie 86. Which brand would you never shop at? LV 87. Wisdom, courage, or power? Courage 88. Would you prefer to travel in time and stay in the same spot, or travel in space with time elapsing as normal? time elapsing. unless you’re stopping time again the other option is kind of impossible… 89. What’s the best birthday present you ever got? Art from friends.  90. What present do you wish someone would give you? the secret formula to krabby patties.  91. Do you have an ex? Why did you break up? yes. and yes.  91. Why does 91 appear on this list twice now? because someone dun fucked up.  92. Spare a thought for the humble creator of this list, it’s difficult to think of this many questions. no. 93. Do you prefer anons or non-anons? i don’t get either sooooo 94. Who do you wish you could have sex with more than any other? i don’t need to have sex with anyone THAT badly to have this answer ready. Krista. 95. What is your spirit animal?  probably a fox. 96. Do you have one word that you really love the sound of? lederhosen.  97. Do you still have any of your stuffed toys from when you were a kid? yes 98. What makes you super nostalgic? 90s cartoons. 99. Give me an answer to a random one of these questions. (But don’t make it a shit answer like ‘yes’. Don’t be an asshole.) im not answering this.  100. What’s your favourite cocktail? you asked me this already 101. Sonic screwdriver or Ron’s shit broken wand from the second Potter book? sonic screwdriver.  102. Laptop or PC? laptop 103. What’s the sexiest accent in your opinion? Aussie. 104. Would you let Donald Trump tickle your nipples for an hour for £6,000,000? Only if he dies after.  105. You should check out a great little British website called Pretty52. no. 106. If you could dye your hair any colour, what colour would you change to? Hwhite. 107. What would you change about your body if you could?  too many to list.  108. Do you prefer to be hot or cold? cold 109. What’s your favourite way to orgasm? slowly. 110. Are you a mermaid or a unicorn? neither. i am an android as discussed above.  111. What’s the name of your favourite pet when you were a kid? Nermal. 112. What was your favourite class at school? Art 113. Are you superstitious? not really. 114. What do you think happens when we die? people forget.  115. Pie or pi? neither.. but pie i guess. 116. Your followers a question. no. 117. Lick my genitalia. k. 118. What’s your favourite number? 13&18 119. Do you ever look up at the stars and feel small? frequently. 120. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? occasionally. mostly?  121. Tell me about a quirky personality trait.  im the most normal what are you talking about.  122. What was your favourite story when you were younger? any Robert Munsch book probably. 123. Are you old before your time or young at heart? Y@H 124. Why do you do the things you do? Please. Tell me. I cant help it. 125. I hope you enjoyed these questions. 6/10 126. Which Tumblr blog would you recommend to all your fans? anything with cats.

Love in a list, sunflower, poppy, dandelion (for the flower thing)

love in a mist: what is the latest dream that you remember?

its a recurring nightmare kinda,,,but um im paranoid about my house catching on fire, so i have this recurring nightmare where my house burns down & it’s myy fault & i try to prevent it, but i never can & it’s not scary like other nightmares rlly, but its v much Not Fun

sunflower: would you like to be a fairy or a mermaid?

mermaid! i love the ocean & stingrays are my fave animal currently & yah i’d rather be a mermaid than a human tbh

poppy: do you like to dip your fries or do you like it as is?

dip them! i like ketchup, bbq, “fry sauce”, & ranch on my fries [not at the same time tho lmao], & since i’ve started dipping them, i think they’re too dry by themselves

dandelion: any special talent that you have?

um idk if this counts,,but im rlly good at improvising? like i can normally come up w a solution to things/fix things & its not always perfect, but i can almost always do things Just Good Enough & yah idk i guess that’s a talent?

thank u emma!

send me a flower!

I was tagged by @blomkvits, thank you for tagging me so much these are fun :)<3 (saw you had tagged me in something else a while ago but i havent been on tumblr on my laptop in ages :/ )

1. Who was your first bias and who is your current one? V or Jin from BTS I guess, but I’ve never really had a bias in BTS

I hopped from the BTS hype train and had EXO thrown in my face, and Baek is my bias but i really love all of them and they are all beautiful and talented and etheral

2. Why did you get into kpop? boi my friend has been trying to get me into kpop for YEARS and I’ve always been really put off with how obsessive the fans seem and all that (still have a lot of issues with a lot of things tbh). This spring she tricked my dumb filmstudent ass into analyzing the mvs for I need u, run & young forever, just to see if i could make sense of them (i couldnt) and well i got sucked into the dark abyss that is kpop

two weeks later bts walked past me in stockholm when they were filming bon voyage and i wanted to die  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

3. If you could join any kpop group, who would you choose?

Red Velvet looks like they have a lot of fun! or maybe TWICE 

4. If all your biases proposed to you, who would you pick? they deserve better lmao

5. If you could be in a fanfic, what genre would it be? angst. i want to cry in the rain and yell into the void

6. What mythological creature would you be if you had the chance?

MERMAID!!!!!!!!!

7. Supernatural!au or Mafia!au

mAFIA

8. Which kpop idol would you switch bodies with? T.O.P because i too want to drink expensive wine while i look at art in my million dollar house

9. If you could have any idol as a pocket sized companion, who would you pick?

a little Chen to brighten the day

10. What idol would you want as a sibling? can i please have jackson wang?

11. If you were able to say five words to your bias, what would you say?

eat healthy and rest well lmao

And I was also tagged to do the Get to know me tag

Get to Know Me Tag Part 2

Countries I’ve lived in: Sweden, England Favorite fandom: there are very few fandoms that i can stand, but i have founf a small portion of EXO-ls that are funny and nice and stay away from drama Languages I speak: swedish and english  Favorite film of 2016: dont do this to me omg…10 Cloverfield lane, Civil War, probably others but i cant remember any rn D: Last article I read: it was about the air pollution in London and the limit being breached just five days into the new year.  Last thing I bought online: EXOs love me right repackaged album ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)   Last person I dreamt of: I havent been dreaming anything i can remember lately A recurring dream: I dont know if this counts but i once dreamt several days in a row that hollywood made modern, gritty and hyper realistic versions of Pippi Longstocking. i remember one time she was a futch lesbian in a leather jacket, and another time her horse was her motorcycle, and her monkey was her gun ?? Phobias / Fears: i have a weird, deep rooted fear of people who paint their faces with face paint, and people in big costumes. so naturally clowns terrify me and im pretty sure id faint if i ever saw a furry How would my friends describe me: loud If I had $$$ to spend what would I buy first: id pay of my damn student loan fuck

Shuffle your song library and list the first 3 songs that play:

Halsey - New Americana

BIGBANG - Bad Boy 

Seinabo Sey - Pistols At Dawn

I tag anyone who want to do it :)

tagged by @acciopuff, thank you!

Name: Kelcey

Star sign: Cancer

Height: around 5′7

Age: 17

Favorite colour: Green or teal

Time rn: 9:58 am

Hours of sleep: 7? maybe?

Lucky #: 10

Last thing i googled: Mass shooting statistics for a Government eassy 

Fav fictional character: umm Luna Lovegood 

Favorite artist: FOB, Keith Urban, Alessia Cara and Halsey 

Dream trip: Hogwarts  anywhere warm and near the ocean

Dream job: getting paid for doing fun shit

What am i wearing right now: blue bunny pj bottoms and a pink t-shirt with a cat pun on it.

Follower count: 42 so small :(

Type of posts: HP and Drarry

Most active followers: @paper-cathedrals, @acciopufff,@lbibliophile and @vanessa-uchiha

Why did you create a blog: because all of the people on my main blog were drowning in HP when I randomly got back into it.

Frequent asks: none 

Why did you chose your URL:  because my blog is mostly about two gay wizards

Countries lived in: United States ( I've visited Mexico many times when I was a kid) 

Languages i can speak: English and a few phrase in France and Spanish 

Fav film: (I dont really have one so im gonna do fav HP film) prisoner of azkaban 

Last article i read: Probably something about gun rights or control because of my government class  

Last online purchase: mermaid tail blanket that is awesome 

Last person i dreamt of: I dont remember 

A recurring dream: I know I have had one I just dont remember right now

Phobias/fears: having a break down when im supposed to be saving someone and they die (Im a lifegaurd) and spiders

How would your friends describe you: annoying, fun, snarky and considerate? 

If you had £££ to spend what would you buy first: lets be honest its going to be food

Shuffle your song library and list the first 3 songs: Sit Still Look Pretty by Daya, New Americana by Halsey and Teddy Bear by Melanie Martinez

im tagging : @paper-cathedrals , @dirtydrarry, @justsomegirlfromtheinternet and anyone how wants to do this.

mermaid hurricane turquoise sails

mermaid: most embarrassing moment?

 im sure there were worse ones when i was younger but the most recent one that sticks out in my mind is when i went to my friend and crush at the time’s dorm room (they were roommates) and i broke their fucking door. i just. i broke their door. snapped literal metal in half its cool its fine

hurricane: describe a strange habit of yours.

this isnt really a habit but whenever i drop something or im startled i make a really weird squeaking noise

turquoise: weirdest dream you’ve ever had?

definitely the recurring dream i get that has the same exact plot points every time that sounds like a YA dystopian novel? basically theres an omnipotent force im fighting against and every time i die im reincarnated and the only thing i have against the omnipotent force is that they dont know the timeline is repeating or that i remember the last one

sails: describe your perfect partner.

someone that i feel comfortable with is the most important aspect! other than that i really appreciate when people show me they care in little consistent ways and can laugh at my awful jokes