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🌹Ice's Lazy Loc Wash Routine🌹
I wanna preface this with two very important things:
I do not retwist my own locs! It would take far longer if I did. I have the tools and the means, and I know how to do it. I just hate doing it 🤣. It takes patience and arm strength and I lack the will. When I have the money I just schedule a retwist. Usually about every three months (which is longer than usual)
This is the way EYE do it! This is one experience out of countless, so don't assume my way is THEE way. There are people that will probably scream at me through the screen. But alas... It is "lazy" Loc wash day for a reason. And I do still care for my hair, and it's healthy and thriving for seven years (as of this Wednesday) 👍🏾
Okay? Okay.
Washing
The misconception about locs is that they are dirty. They're no "dirtier" than any other type of hair, nor do they require dirt to lock. That's a lie, and a racist one at that.
That being said, locs will end up holding the weight of life lol. Skin, sweat, dust, pollen, smells (and for me, bc I have dermatitis, scabs); all those things will end up weighing your locs down. Some people will do an Apple Cider Vinegar and Baking Soda wash to detox their locs.
However, I use this!
Essentially it's water, apple cider vinegar, orange peel, and some essential oils in a spray bottle, so I can spray it directly on my scalp and locs and massage it in deeply. Let it sit for a bit. Because I only wash my hair every 2 weeks or so, it's fine, but I wouldn't do this if I was washing it more frequently as it could mess up my scalp pH. Again, I have painful dermatitis, so it helps me get closer to my problem spots. Does it burn? Yes. It's working 👍🏾
Then I use this soap bar, which has things like coconut oil, aloe vera, eucalyptus, tea tree, almond, lemongrass, and more in it to scrub my scalp. You're supposed to rub it into your hands and scrub it in, so naturally I put the bar directly on my scalp. Be better than me. Smells AMAZING though and leaves my scalp clearer than it has ever been.
Medicated Shampoo
I use a medicated shampoo last. While that sits, I bathe 👍🏾 Bathe well, too 👍🏾 Please make sure your characters are bathing when they wash their hair 👍🏾
Once I'm done, I gently pull my locs apart (they WILL start tangling at the root IMMEDIATELY), then I wrap my hair in a beach towel. You're supposed to use t shirts because they're softer on curls, but I don't like water dripping on me while I get dressed. I put on easy to wear clothing. Tits loose clothing. I gotta be comfortable.
Medication
So if you know me, this is something I complain about ALL THE TIME. And it's how dermatology does NOT cater to Black patients! Even my shampoo says "for 30 days, wash every night". I'm Black with locs. My shampoos last for months bc that is impossible without me sacrificing my entire night, every night. Even if I had an Afro, we're still not supposed to wash our hair every night for fear of stripping the natural oils.
So I have to DEMAND I be given a medicated liquid solution. No petroleum based products!! A solution is the easiest way to reach my scalp. Does it burn? Yes. It's working. 👍🏾
So if your character has a skin issue (dermatitis, psoriasis, exzema excema eczema) on the scalp... Solutions are the easy way to go.
Moisturizing
I promise this isn't free ads lmao, I just happen to be experimenting with this company and I like what I've seen so far. This is a real lite oil spray with rose water and essential oils, and it cools my scalp.
Aloe Vera, the goddess of healing. Also cools my scalp and addresses those burning, pink spots from my dermatitis.
Drying
Drying depends on the length and thickness of your locs, and the temperature. Mine are shoulder length, pencil thick. Today I dried at real high heat (unintentionally) and it only took about an hour. At a lesser, safer heat, about two. This hair dryer bag is LIFE fr.
Conclusion
If I don't have anywhere else to go (and I don't, bc I plan my loc wash days like this) I spray my scalp with oil one more time, put on my loc sock, and then I'm done 👍🏾
Total time today: about two hours. Normally 3 at a lower dry temp. Not bad at all.
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Hiii, I'm mad late to this, don't hate me. 🤣
I'd love to request angst #10 “i trusted you.” with Ao'nung.
HOW STUPID
another drabble woo!! i am working thru these my god. kinda struggling coz my new meds are kicking my ass LMAO but here is an angsty ao'nung drabble for the man, the myth the legend sia!!!!
Your gut told you no when you started to think of Ao’nung differently. But your heart cried out for him. His cocky smirks and boisterous laughs. For some reason captured your heart, mind, and soul.
But it was when he changed, when he started to be nicer around you. Sharing small moments together as you walked down the dimly lit shore, hands intertwined as he caressed your thumb.
Your brothers warned you of him and his cruel nature, but you took a chance. Like an idiot you took a chance.
Ao’nung had a spot where his friends would hang out as the dark of the eclipse took over the sky. A bonfire lit in the middle of their circle, flickering orange light dimming on their faces.
You wanted to go to talk to him, ask if he wanted to go for a late night swim. Now you wished that you just stayed home and didn’t bother asking for his company.
A large barrier of mangroves and bushes hid the entrance of the secret spot. Your hand held onto the large greenery about to push it out of the way before your entire body froze.
“so Ao’nung is it true that your courting that forest girl, Y/N?” The tone was snarky, a heated question leading to a decimation of trust.
Your blood ran cold as you heard your name roll of a tongue in such a cold way. Hand letting go of the greenery as your body stiffened. Oh how you wish you left, so you could live in an ignorant bliss.
“The forest freak? Why would I court her, she is nothing to this clan, nothing to me.” Ao’nung scoffed at his friend’s question, as if it was completely ridiculous to ever consider being his mate. What was the purpose of his actions? Why did he spend so much time to change just to act as if you were nothing to him.
Your body was now hot. Furious and devasted at what you had just heard. Heart falling out of your chest as it left an empty cavity of hurt within you. How could he do this to you. You trusted him.
Tears welled up in your eyes, streaming down your cheeks. There was no use holding them back as you sobbed down the shore. Your entire body ached, betrayal raking through your bones. You couldn’t go back to your marui like this.
So you sat, you sat on the wet sand, knees curled up to your chest as you stared into the dark sea. Had he thought nothing of your heart? Nothing of your feelings.
Time passed as you sat in your despair, the dim light of the approaching night transitioning to the darkness, only the bioluminescence of the sky and your body lighting up the world around you.
The padding of feet against the sand woke you out of you dissociation. Turning towards the sound it was the last person you wanted to see. Ao’nung. How could you face him, you couldn’t let him lie his way into your heart any longer.
He spotted you curled into yourself on the beach, concern growing his chest. But the closer he got the more he felt that something was incredibly wrong, so incredibly wrong.
“Flower…why are you out here so late? It is dark. Let me walk you home.” His hand laid on your shoulder anxiously.
Your muscles tensed under his touch, shaking his hand off your body as your eyes bored into his soul. Revealing your sadness to him. “What has happened?”
“You.” Ao’nung only furrowed his brows, confused at your answer. “You happened.”
“I don’t understand what you’re talking about.”
“Why would I court her, she is nothing to this clan, nothing to me.” Your voice cracked as you said it, tears returning as the sting of his words resonated within you.
His face dropped. He had been caught, he was riddled with guilt, mouth growing dry as he tried to form words. “No- Baby I didn’t mean that.”
“Do you know how much I have risked letting myself love you? I trusted you with my heart, my body, my soul. I trusted you to not hurt me. How stupid was I for letting myself do that?” You sobbed between your words, an accusing finger pointed right at his chest.
“You’re not stupid.” You scoffed, a heartless laugh escaping your chest.
“No tell me how stupid I am for loving you. How stupid I am for thinking you would want to be with a forest freak like me. I should’ve listened to my brothers, you are not worthy of the love I have given you.” His face was permanently stuck in a frown, shaking his head as he tried to think of something to say.
“I am sorry flower I didn’t mean it. You know I didn’t.” He grabbed onto your small hand in his, his fin like arms contrasting to your skinnier ones. Another reason he would never love you.
“Stop lying to yourself. You know you did.” And with that you shook his weak grip off you. Striding towards your family marui as his touch still lingered on your palms and his words lingered on your heart. It was childish to ever think he would not taint your heart.
thankyou sm for reading!!
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i’ve been double-teamed by both @nihil-ism & @demonrunningwild to post 5 things that make me happy. (that’s one thing to add to the list 😏)
i did one of these recently but i cant even remember what i put on it so i’ll try give a bit more insight to my answers:
coffee
there may be a caffeine addiction at play here but coffee honestly just makes me happy. i’m not fussy about what kind, but i prefer them strong, hot, and black as my damaged wee heart 🖤
and i love being a total homo with a tasty ice coffee (especially because i hate the sun and hot weather.)
there are elements of grounding techniques from the taste, smell and sensations that i learned during therapy that i think contribute to the overall experience for me.
(also when i’m feeling self destructive i love pushing myself over the edge with caffeine anxiety attacks, but i don’t think that’s very ‘happy’ lol.)
video games
i’ve been such a gamer since i was a child and as i’ve grown up i’ve found myself using these experiences as a way of processing things i’m dealing with. i love good storytelling and also overcoming challenges and problem solving.
i typically tend to play 3 main genres: survival horror, fantasy/rpg, and souls-like action-rpgs.
i love scary things and the sense of achievement i get from surviving my way through a horror game, i always find these characters more relatable because of the ordeals they’re facing.
i get really emotional playing huge fantasy games set in incredible worlds, and i love the archetype of light versus dark - which is why my faves are mainly from the final fantasy franchise, with casts of wonderful characters fighting together against otherwordly adversaries.
the reason i love souls-like games is because of the beauty in the stories, lore, and world design, but also the intense difficulty level, forcing you to keep trying over and over until you finally succeed. i once saw a youtube video where someone spoke about how dark souls helped them battle their depression and it really spoke to me too.
my bf
we’ve been together over 10 years now, which is a lifetime away from my unstable love life during my teens-early 20s, with several bfs, more awful first-dates than i can remember, and more one night stands than i even want to try and remember 🤣
we’re very different people and i used to struggle with this in the beginning, but over the long term we’ve given eachother some parts of what we’re each missing. i’ve changed so much during our relationship and he has been the right partner to keep me grounded during some extremely difficult personal development. i’ve engaged with treatment for my mental illnesses, now over 1.5ys sober, become more responsible, and learned to take better care of myself in general. i like having someone who i can take of, to work on improving myself so i can bring more happiness to his life too, and we really work together to try and make things a bit easier on us both.
even after 10+ years i still struggle with those ‘frantic fears or abandonment (real or imagined)’ on an almost daily basis, but our life together has helped me to find some kind of manageable stability.
autumn
my favourite time of year, mainly because i don’t like sunshine and warm weather. winter is nice but i don’t enjoy christmas so i find it all quite stressful.
autumn is the right balance for me because i love dressing in layers, and it’s the right colour palette for me with reds, blacks, and dark oranges. i love chunky knitwear, plaid shirts, scarves, and big black boots.
i also love all the seasonal coffees and things that show up, and i loooove halloween.
people around me always seem to be depressed when summer is over, but i know i’ve always felt different to average people and i feel more at home when the weather is colder, darker, are more uncertain. i hate summer, so i’m usually depressed during those months haha.
butt stuff
alright, i was gonna try keep it wholesome but honestly this is just me, and it’s a serious answer lol.
i’m really self-conscious about my body but i feel confident and powerful when it comes to my butt 😅🥹 i love cute underwear that enhances my features haha.
when i was younger i used sex as a replacement for self-esteem, to try and make people like me, but there are still things from those times that i carry into a healthier relationship today.
on a much, much more serious note, i like the agency i get from being in control of my body (and what goes into it lol.)
i’m also not an athletic person but i’ve set myself goals and challenges to overcome in different ways 🥴
i have a bit of a collector mentality, at one point in time i had like 40-50 or so toys, but i’ve de-cluttered down to a single drawer of dildos and a toolbox of other items.
but like, i have such variety for my different moods that it actually does make me happy. you could say i’m finding more creative ways to fill that black-hole void in my heart 😏 i love my cute comfy small plugs for video gaming days, my bigger boys for when i have too much energy, my really big boys for when i’m up for a challenge, the escapism of a fantasy/monster dildo, and i always feel like a good boy when i’m wagging my tail plug 🐶
thanks for tagging me cuties 😘 i hope i didn’t gross anyone out 🥹
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Hello ma'am! My friend and I are currently having a conversation about SVT working at Walmart and who would do what, and thought, if it's all right with you, if I asked for your input on a Walmart run by SVT 🤣 just for fun, of course!
seungcheol works as an auto mechanic in the super walmart and he always gives discounts and free air fresheners to milfies
jeonghan is a cashier and he tries to take a smoke break every 20mins but he doesn’t smoke he just hates his job and hides outside kickin’ rocks
joshua is a manager and the customer is NOT always right so he will talk shit back. vaguely threatening.
jun works in the deli and has no clue what he is doing. not allowed to use the slicers. gets away with fucking up orders bc customers think he’s cute.
hoshi is also a manager but he’s not sure how he got the position and all the employees like him bc he’s sweet and kind of a pushover. makes josh handle all customer complaints bc he’ll cry.
woozi works in electronics but he’s always playing the demo games on the nintendo switch with random kids and absolutely kicking their ass without mercy.
wonwoo works in electronics too but has to talk to all the old people looking for ‘itablets’ and ‘apple fires’ bc woozi is still playing video games.
minghao works in the garden center and he fucking hates when people come through his checkout line with all their groceries like fuck u at least get a cactus.
mingyu works in produce so he’s meticulously organized all the displays. waits till a customer leaves to glare and stomp up to his orange pyramid to fix the masterpiece they just screwed up. for 8hrs straight.
Seokmin works in the pharmacy and he remembers all the regular customer’s names. has been invited to several book and gardening clubs. gets a lot of “Are you single? i have a granddaughter..” lines.
seungkwan is also a cashier but a highly competitive one. he rings people out so fast he’s set a district wide record. never forgets to scan a coupon.
vernon works in the random mcdonald’s or subway some walmarts have lmfao vernon is such a subway guy just imagine it pls. it’ll come so easily.
chan works in customer service and gets overwhelmed really easily. he will however coldly decline your refund if you don’t have the receipt. employee of the month.
#pls send me more of these#i will not walk into a walmart without thinking about this now#svt#svt imagines
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hi spook! first of all, i was wondering if any of the negative comments you receive get to you? you post on ao3 pretty regularly and honestly it’s impressive that you don’t appear discouraged:)
second of all, do you ever feel guilty about the stuff you write? i mean lol, i eat that stuff up and i love the problematic topics, but do you ever get second thoughts? like, do you just sit back and think “wtf did i just write?” hehe.
lotsa love you have so much talent!!!
Hiya anon!! 👋
Hmmm 🤔 I’ll say yes and no; it gets to me in the sense that these ‘haters’ are literally putting themselves in a place to purposely lash out at the writer. All that does is make them look like an illiterate idiot (cause we have warnings and tags for a reason!🤦♀️ ).
As for the other type of hate, it’s discouraging in the sense that, for example, noncon or rape is held acceptable but then real incest is condemned. It’s literally apples to oranges (and if you asked some average Joe they’ll say they’re both fucked up and to get away from them lmao). Idk when the internet decided “Don’t Like Don’t Read” was just a suggestion 🙄
Anywho, my bad for rambling 😆 and no, I don’t ever feel bad. It’s fiction. It literally doesn’t exist aside from some silly little stories that I put out on the internet.
Is it hurting anyone? No. And if someone thinks to themself that yes, fictional made up people in fictional made up situations are harmful? Then they honestly need to touch grass, get offline for a while, and maybe think about therapy.
(The only time I’m ever like wtf did I just write is when I reread it and it makes like no sense 🤣).
And thank you, anon! 💜 I hope this made sense. I have a hard time articulating what’s in my brain in a cohesive way (it’s something I’m working on 😂).
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Get To Know Me Tag Game
Thank you for the tag, love @megamindsecretlair
General rule: I may overshare in dms and authors notes sometimes but Im generally a private person 🤣 to the point Ive lost friends over it. ive been working with my coworkers for 3 years and they dont know shit about me 🤣 I juss really love yall and feel safe with yall so here we go!
1. Were you named after anyone?
No, my cousin named me, the doctor told my mom that I was a boy so they came up with Jordan Alexander but I came out a girl she kept Jordan and changed my middle name to Alexandria so yeaaaah lmao
2. When was the last time you cried?
Yesterday in a friendly's bathroom a song came on that reminded me of my mom and I had to go to the bathroom real quick.😔
3. Do you have kids?
fuck them kids!!!!!😂 but no I dont have kids Im an auntie and thats enough for me.
4. What sports do you play/ have you played?
I played basketball in middle school, I did it for a boy. I did Cheerleading and gymnastics when i was in elementary school
5. Do you use sarcasm?
every single day
6. What is the first thing you notice about people?
their smile, I have a thing for teeth or if they have really pretty eyes
7. What is your eye color?
Dark brown, I always say they're black but when the sun hits them just right they look like pools of honey
8. Scary movies or happy endings?
scary movies all the way!
9. Any talents?
photography?? maybe.
10. Where were you born?
Pennsylvania and i hate it here.
11. What are your hobbies?
photography, writing,(even though Im no good at it), reading
12. Do you have any pets?
I have an orange cat named, Cheeto🥰
13. How tall are you?
5'6, that's what it says on my license and that's what I'm going with.🤣
14. Favorite subject in high school?
Math, I was a nerd in school. Don't ask me any math questions I'm not good at it anymore😂 one teacher messed that up for me
15. Dream Job?
Forensic anthropologist, which i'm actually working towards. I'm going to school for criminal justice and should have my associate degree this year. I'm excited!!
No Pressure tags: @nickfowlerrr @nicoline1998enilocin @bubbarnes @buckys-wintersoldier @bucky-is-my-favourite @anxiousnoodles @annab-nana @navybrat817 @reiderwriter @ivybucky
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Don’t Rain on my parade 3
Yes, there is now part 3 of this trip fanfic turned whack because my brain works like that 🤣
Still can’t believe so many liked this fic 🥹
I hear Rain talk in his MK11 voice most times hehe (Dempsey did a great job voicing him)
And of course this is another nsfw smut filth so you are warned ^^ minors please go whooosh~
Special tag because liquid husband @mortal-kombat-shitposts 💜
🫧Links to the first parts ⤵️
☂️Part 1
☔️Part 2
Days went by so fast after your first day of being a full-time student on Outworld Academy of Sorcery and also your first night with your moody water mage, the night he owned you is still fresh in your memories and you blush whenever you were reminded of what transpired but this all felt like it happened years ago because you don’t have much time to daydream about it as your personal spell mentor remained true to his words that he will put you into hellish training to improve your magical talents. Every day you spend to train exclusively with Rain are both a blessing and a curse, blessing as you spend more time each day with him, mentoring you and it’s a free pass to check him out, you can always look at his handsome features and hear his sexy voice even though he is yelling every time you make small mistakes still sends you sparks, his presence is subtly messing with your focus but thankfully he sees it as you’re still a newbie that needs to learn how to focus and channel your mana some more, not knowing that he is the main cause of your mistakes on the spells and chants. It is also a curse as he is nothing like that sweet and caring guy in bed, he is like a spawn of hell sent to make you suffer, he will have you repeat the same thing until you get it done right in his own personal standards of being a head mage. He drains your mana faster than a hungry vampire sucking blood as he is a perfectionist and wants the spells casted as clean and furnished as possible which is not easy for a mere neophyte like you. You want to tell him to cut you a little slack but you always hold back as you don’t want to make him think you’re complaining and anger him more than about your mistakes. Also he is a busy man that after training he immediately leaves to attend to his other commitments, he is the head mage after all.
The sky turns into a mixture of red and orange, signifying that daytime is almost over, night will take over in a few. For you it’s also a sign that the training is up and you can finally rest. You dropped the spell book down as you watch the sun slowly set and recalled that today is the 14th day of your training, “The days flew by so fast, I barely felt it…” you muttered to yourself while catching your breath after you have just finished the practice magic activities he asked you to perform for the day. “Ahh.. it’s finally done! My poor shoulders, my knees cannot even last to support my own body weight now…” you groan as you slumped down and lean your weary back on a nearby tree, your mana is so depleted due to the repeated spell casting you felt the body pains creep up swiftly, making you feel like you have turned into a mashed potato.
As you wipe the drops of sweat on your forehead, you felt something cold pressed on your cheek which caused you to jolt, you heard a laughter and your eyes caught the culprit who is now sitting beside you.
“By the magical gods, he is so pretty especially when he laughs, his voice is so sexy! I thought the test is over but what the heck is this?” you asked at the back of your mind, you now have a love-hate battle in your head for this man.
“I always find it cute when you are surprised, Y/N.” he teased while keenly staring at you who is pouting in annoyance, trying to hide your thoughts. He offers the bottle of cold water and you took it, gulping down the contents until the last drop for your much needed hydration.
Rain intently watched you down the water like a parched camel on a desert which made you anxious and snark a comment for his previous taunt “Really? You dare to make fun of me after what you have put me through these past few days? That’s so sweet of you, master Rain.”
He let out a chuckle, shifted his position and now you find yourself caged inside his strong arms on each side, with your back against the tree trunk. You can feel your heartbeat going fast as he leans close, his warm breath grazing your ear, whispering “Will a kiss or more make amends, my little vixen?”
You feel your cheek heat up upon hearing him, it make you feel like a melting butter on a hot pan. Your body is too tired to even retaliate, makes you wonder why you are always caught up with him during your most weak, vulnerable state.
You are just about to make a remark but he didn’t wait for what you’re about to say, he immediately had his lips on yours, teasing you by softly biting your lower lip as he goes. It sent a heat wave in your tensed up body but you still managed to reciprocate him, it’s clear what he wants and you get the message because your body aches not only in pain now, but in anticipation of what you both want to do.
The water mage breaks off the kiss, he pressed his forehead to yours and placed his hands on each of your shoulders “I feel like I already made amends with you, didn’t know you easily forgive..” he said and smirked.
“Oh, you must’ve interpreted that incorrectly. Should I make a list of why I hate you these past few days?” you blurt out to save your ego.
“You hate me?” he asked in a confused tone, his forehead is now slightly backing away from yours to stare at you in disbelief.
“Ask someone to do all the activities you made me do, critic them like it’s the end of the world while yelling and drain their mana by redundantly making them do everything over until you feel like it’s okay then tell me if they would love that!” you said, all of your pent up complains came gushing out like a busted water pipe but in reality you just want to lift off the weight of these inside you.
Rain didn’t say a word after your statement, there’s a long, dead silence between the two of you now that even forest animals seem to feel the tension building up. You thought that you upset him so you looked down on your now clenched fists placed on top of your thighs, the silence makes you feel guilty about what you told him and regrets it a little.
“Am I too harsh on her?” Rain’s thoughts ran after hearing your remarks, he looks at you and noticed that you have bruises and scratches around, he is aware of this as he knew that some of the activities makes you prone to wounds and the likes but he makes sure that nothing will be fatal.
Since you are looking down, you missed to see his sad and worried expression, which is never visible to anyone on the academy but you. The man kneeled down in front of you, held your face so you meet his gaze and once you did, he calmly spoke to you “I won’t deny that I am strict on what activities I made you do because I thoroughly drafted it all for you to nurture your magic. I have chosen you as my apprentice because I believe in you and your talents, I understand that I might have been harsh or unforgiving but I just want to braise you for the world. Remember when I said that the world won’t go easy on you just because you’re new and inexperienced? This is what I want you to learn, sorry if it is so hard for you but trust me it is for the better.”
The sincerity in his eyes as he explained moved you and at the same time made you feel much worse than before because you complained about his training when he already told you everything beforehand. He is right and since it’s your dream to be one of the best mages you shouldn’t complain and just do as you were told. You inadvertently avoided his gaze by looking down again. “Y/N, I know you feel bad but I want to let you know that I don’t hate you or is mad at you for telling me your thoughts, if not I appreciate the honesty.” he said and pecked on your lips.
“I think it’s me who needs to make amends..” you murmured, wrapping your arms around his neck and went for a kiss. He answered your advances by playing with your tongue, his hands started to run around your body while yours remained steadily wrapped and resting on his shoulders. He hugged you close, not breaking the deep, passionate kiss. His body felt so hot against yours but you love the feeling it sends you. The mage have his hands under your top, slowly rubbing your back. The warmth of his palms is driving your senses wild, you can feel yourself getting wet down there. The excitement welling up inside you manifests on your body and you can’t deny it.
“R-rain… haaaahhh…” you moaned as he trails his kisses on your neck, he knows how to tease you more by going a bit slow and savoring your reactions by doing so.
You gasp as he suck on your collar bone while his hands are now playing with your hard nipples, your naughty hands acted like they have a mind of their own by touching his bulging erection and running them up and down to pleasure him and you know it’s working because he makes audible pleasure moans in between his kisses, painting a smile on your face knowing that you are doing a good job.
Rain stopped and looked at you, which made you halt what you’re doing to stare back at him. “I can’t hold back anymore, let’s continue this somewhere more comfortable, Y/N.” he said and even before you can react he already had you in a bridal carry and opened a water portal leading to his bedroom. He placed you down gently on the bed and resume trailing kisses on you, his hands are always so fast on undoing your covers until he took them all off. He spared no time on playing with your breast using his mouth and fingers after he successfully unclothed you. You are so into it that you can only let out your moans as he suck on your right mound, his left hand is playing on the other in a strumming movement. His right hand is rubbing your already wet cunt and you feel his fingers going in and out of your entrance, feeling your warmth and sleekness down there.
While he is drowning you with pleasure, you wish to give back so you work on removing his clothes but due to its complex design, you are unsure how to do it. You hear a little ripping sound and he caught on that. “Easy there little vixen, no need to rip my clothes off~” he jests as he began undoing his clothes in front of you and unsurprisingly, like the first time you saw him do this, your brain stopped functioning while staring at him in his nakedness. Your eyes scanned his shoulders which you held on to awhile ago, down to his perfectly shaped chests and pecs, your gaze traveled down to his toned abs and when your eyes reached his fully erect cock, you swallowed your own saliva and it felt like a lump going down your throat because your body reacted immediately on what your vision sees.
“Y/N, my eyes are up here.” he said and walked back to the bed then crawls above you until his body is now covering yours. He is teasing you like always, you retaliate by saying “My eyes are up here too, Rain.” because you noticed him staring at your breasts. He let out a sexy laugh and conquered your lips once again in a heated passion. The heat of the moment engulfs both of you as you continue to romance each other in ways you know, after minutes of foreplay he finally decided to go in, his entry is smooth like your pussy knew his shape and size and adjusted to accommodate him. He began to move in and out of your wet cave while kissing you and his hands continue to touch your bare chest. “Go in deeper, uhnnnghh..” you requested in his ear and you can feel the intensity of his thrusts increased, touching the sweet spot inside making your senses go wild with pleasure, your hands clawing on his bare back as he goes, leaving trails but he doesn’t seem to mind as he is also drowning with pleasure.
“Y/N… I- I’m close…aahhh….” he murmured in a husky voice and his thrusts gained speed, signaling that he will climax any minute now and you responded by wrapping your legs around him, giving him a sign that he can pour his love inside you anytime. After a few deep thrusts he finally came, a flowing gush of his semen coated your walls, the warmth of it burned inside you that made you arch your back and scream in pleasure.
He pulled out and you can feel his warm love flow out from you. While you were still catching your breath, you can feel him sit down on the bedside, his back is facing you and you notice the reddish claw marks you made which stands out even his skin is tan. You reached on them and trailed it using your fingers, he turned to look at you and smiled. “You have a habit of giving me these marks, are you perhaps half human, half cat?” he teased and leaned to kiss you. “Who knows? Maybe I’m half cat but the real question is will you still love me if I’m one?” you answered and smiled at him. “You can be half of anything I will still love you the same, Y/N.” he said and laid down beside you. You let out a hearty laugh after hearing that and kissed him, who knew that this man can be this sweet and you are just so thankful he shows this side only to you.
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The Five Orange Pips pt 1
the adventure of the Paradol Chamber, of the Amateur Mendicant Society, who held a luxurious club in the lower vault of a furniture warehouse, of the facts connected with the loss of the British bark Sophy Anderson, of the singular adventures of the Grice Patersons in the island of Uffa, and finally of the Camberwell poisoning case
Another round of 'look at all the fun cases I won't be talking about today 🤣. I feel like the Amateur Mendicant Society is a bit like Neville St Clair, as mendicant means beggar, so it feels like a group of people who dress up as beggars for the fun of it. Paradol is apparently a chemical found in peppers and ginger that makes it spicy, but I have no indication of when that chemical was first named, so whotf knows what that was about.
It was in the latter days of September, and the equinoctial gales had set in with exceptional violence. All day the wind had screamed and the rain had beaten against the windows, so that even here in the heart of great, hand-made London we were forced to raise our minds for the instant from the routine of life and to recognize the presence of those great elemental forces which shriek at mankind through the bars of his civilization, like untamed beasts in a cage.
I love this description. It's so extra. Also the phrase 'equinoctial gales' is lovely. Watson, you should have taken up poetry.
My wife was on a visit to her mother's, and for a few days I was a dweller once more in my old quarters at Baker Street.
Watson can't be left alone for more than a day at a time. Mary had to ask Sherlock to Watson-sit for her as she went to see her 'mother' *winkwink*. He needs enrichment in his enclosure.
He stretched out his long arm to turn the lamp away from himself and towards the vacant chair upon which a newcomer must sit.
Interrogation lighting! WHO DO YOU WORK FOR?!
"You have come up from the south-west, I see."
"Yes, from Horsham."
"That clay and chalk mixture which I see upon your toe caps is quite distinctive."
"I have come for advice."
Sorry, Holmes. This guy does not gaf about your creepy knowledge of clay and chalk mixes.
AH... hello racism. All the racism... So much racism. I mean, I know the story so yeah... but dear god if ever there were a literary character who deserved to die, it's this one. Fuuuuuck Elias Openshaw.
'My God, my God, my sins have overtaken me!'
The world's tiniest violin was unable to perform because it did not give a fuck.
" 'I wish you, John,' said my uncle, 'to witness my will. I leave my estate, with all its advantages and all its disadvantages, to my brother, your father, whence it will, no doubt, descend to you. If you can enjoy it in peace, well and good! If you find you cannot, take my advice, my boy, and leave it to your deadliest enemy."
Well that's one way to say you always hated your sibling. And also to tell your nephew you hate him too. This guy is the absolute worst in so many ways. Like he just keeps piling on more reasons that he's the worst onto the already huge steaming pile. Yes, the people hunting him are even worse, but he's still just a terrible terrible person.
We found him, when we went to search for him, face downward in a little green-scummed pool, which lay at the foot of the garden.
A fitting place for him to be.
No, I will not be feeling any sorrow at his passing.
I'm sorry that his brother's getting the same treatment, though. He doesn't seem like the most pleasant person in the world, but the fact he doesn't know what the initials stand for already puts him head and shoulders above his dead brother.
The attitude of his son to Elias and his war record and postwar activity doesn't exactly indicate that the pair of them are not-racist, though. But they don't appear to have actively murdered anybody or fought in order to perpetuate slavery, so... the bar is low. The bar is really really low on this one. Is there somewhere lower than the centre of the Earth's core?
And the threat of death for something they know nothing about... which, why did Elias not tell people what the fuck was going on? Why did he not...? Well, we'll get onto that bit. Just fuck Elias. Really, truly, Fuck Elias Openshaw.
#The Five Orange Pips#Letters from Watson#I know what happens later might indicate some sort of remorse on Elias' behalf#but if he was truly remorseful#well I guess I'll get into that later
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Sorry, can I ask for the link of your post of 'why you love fushiguro megumi'? I've lost it somewhere, thanks if you want to answer this.
Also, I found some link in twitter where they post of 'why CSM is better than JJK' and I completely disagree.... Have you read CSM? What are your opinion on that series?
omg........... which post where I talk about why I love Megumi? I feel like they're ALL about that...
ok first we talkie about csm. Yes, I have read and seen csm. I'm not it's target audience 🤣.
I'm literally going to leave it at that because I don't mind saying I don't love it and that I find some of its fans to be rather pretentious but like it takes one to know one, right? but I have moots who love csm, so even if I don't love csm, I really do try my best not to talk bad about it in public so as to not poison the public airwaves with hate from someone who is not its target audience. Admittedly, you might, however, find me complaining about it in private from time to time.
Is jjk better than csm or viceversa? I'm not sure it's as simple and clearcut than that. Even if csm isn't my cup of tea I can still appreciate what it does right... kinda... 😂
But the point is that this situation kind of reminds me of this ask because these are fundamentally different stories with different styles and exploring different themes. It's like comparing apples and oranges--you're always going to pick the one you like most and that doesn't make the other one objectively bad.
Links to some of my content on Megumi under the cut.
The Tumblr search function sucks too so I'll just link to the posts it pulled up:
An ask talking about his character development
Another good ask inviting brainrot
The character trope analysis I did when I should have been working
Let fate toy with you maybe?
Chapter 212 liveblog?
Blabbering about Megumi's father complex
Is Megumi done dying to win?
More Megumi asks
Why we love the characters we love
Megumi and his puppy
OMG maybe it's this one? Why I love Megumi
You can also check out the tag "Fushiguro Megumi lovers unite"
Or try this, maybe it'll work: Original post finder for Fushiguro Megumi lovers unite
Sorry I couldn't be much help. I tag everything but Tumblr doesn't really care.... Thanks for stopping by anon!!!!
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Thanksgiving yesterday was great. I'm so glad I took the advice from the 1930's research I did leading up to it, and started prepping everything 3 days early. Because it really did make everything go so much more smoothly outside of all of my Mother in Law's ridiculous meddling in things. She finally calmed down the day before, however, and it made everything easier (even if it did pick back up the day of, and we all had to remove her from the kitchen because she wouldn't keep her hands out of my pots).
Because I had to make so many concessions to my menu with her meddling, I made up for it by actually looking up a 1930's place setting (technically 1925, but close enough). And I had just enough China to do it, too- though I did find out in the process that I'm missing a few plates for my 8 serve Magnolia set and I don't actually have the complete place settings like I thought I did. But I set he table with it, and even folded some napkins into actual shapes.
For the record, when they suggest Linen "or another crisp fabric", they're genuinely not saying it for their health 🤣 The napkins my Mother in Law picked were beautiful, but they were thick cotton and even on the highest setting it took me about 20+ minutes to press all 8 of them enough they'd finally at least vaguely hold the shape properly 😭 And I wasn't even doing anything complicated. Just use "crisp fabric" napkins. Trust me.
It took some convincing to get people to try a couple of the things- like the Carrot Marmalade that I got from @therecipelibrary's postings (which was amazing, even if it took a few tries to par the recipe down properly to a single serving and I had to cheat with a bit of Orange Gelatin to get it to work then). But once they did, everyone was pleasantly surprised by how good it was. My Husband, who hates Spinach, even really enjoyed the Creamed Spinach and Pearl Onions (I did, too; aside from being a little short on seasoning, it's actually really good and I'll have to keep making that).
Apparently I did really well on the Ham, too, despite it bein my first time to ever cook a ham. And the 1930's Onion, Clove, Cider, and Brown Sugar glaze that I did for it went over well with my Husband; I didn't dry it out, either, like I was concerned I would because it was pre-smoked (none of the small ones we could find came raw, but that worked out because I really didn't have time for the nonsense of cooking the whole thing, frankly).
There was so much food overall, though, that none of us actually wound up getting dessert. But for my part, I did fairly well doing exactly what I wanted to and making just enough for everyone. So we didn't wind up having very much in the way of leftovers for what I made.
And I didn't wind up vomiting last night. So score one for the first time I've made it through a holiday feast since being diagnosed with CAG, without a flair! 🥂🎉 I'm so damned happy about that! But oh wow I am so absolutely tired today ... Not flared, thankfully (though definitely Fibro sensitive). But definitely very freaking worn out to the point I can barely stay awake.
I did realize, however, when setting up my Modrana Altar today, however ... That I may have accidentally left my Beeswax tapers over at my old Covenmate's whenever I was there for Halloween (and if not, then I genuinely have no idea where they could be, because they're not in any of my supply boxes ... And today's Black Friday (Capitalist nightmare extraordinaire 🤮), so it's going to be difficult to convince my Husband to take me to Walmart after work in order to pick up some cheap ones so I can still do the ritual offerings 😬 I'm incredibly annoyed by that, because now that means I've missed every single event and holiday this month.
Oh well. You win (or celebrate) some ... And you don't. That's just life.
#The 2022 Thanksgiving Hellscape#Multigenerational Households Are Fun Until They're Not#Personal#Calendar Nonsense#Life Of A Disabled Homemaker#Religion and Magic#2022#NonTrad Housewife#NonTrad Homemaker#Pagan Homemaker#Pagan Housewife#Homemaker#Homemaking#Housewife#NonTrad Homemaking#Pagan Homemaking#Hearthkeeper#Queer Homemaker#Queer Homemaking#Queer Housewife#Disabled Homemaker#Disabled Housewife#Disabled Homemaking
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Omg?! I’m sorry to hear what you’re having to go through right now 😭😭 I hope you’re able to get all of it sorted soon and the person is caught. God that is just freaking terrible, I really hate people sometimes. It’s one of the reasons I’m thankful I work with animals and don’t have to deal with the masses. I’ll show you some of our shelter animals and hope that they make your day a little brighter and better, even if just for a moment. 🧡
This is Parker, a little beagle pupper someone just dumped at the dog park next door and one of our clients saw and brought him to us
This is Thomas O’Malley (his name was originally Naked because we just wanted to say “hey can you get Naked for me” because we have the humor of 12 year old boys at my job)
Mr. Stefan, the absolute sweetest boy, I almost took him home but he found a good one so that makes me happy. He was at the shelter for almost a year cause he has chronic issues and everyone just kept passing him up
Snuggles, she’s so freaking cute. Very sweet and adorable lil baby. Had to have a major surgery right after we got her, but you’d never know that seeing her now
Princess (I’m pretty sure that’s her name??? I think it is lol) there’s like a whole group of cats in our cat room that came from one house and they all look the same and I can’t ever remember who is who 😭
And then Miss May Belle, she’s our clinic cat. She doesn’t want you to mess with her unless you are feeding her treats 😌 we head canon she has a Russian accent and interpret what we think she’s saying when she screams at us
OMG LOOK AT ALL THE BABIES!!!
I also work with animals at a vet clinic, mostly cause I, too, am very introverted and hate people irl. The friends I've made online are better than some of the people I've met in person.
BUT BACK TO THE BABIE!!
Parker is so stinking cute!! How could anyone just dump him and leave him. He's so precious like look at his liddol face!
Thomas "Naked" O'Malley. That it what I am dubbing him and you cannot change my mind. I absolutely adore orange tabbies!! They are my favorite kitties cause of their chaotic natures!! I used to have one growing up named "Pretty." (I was 5. Sue me)
Stefan is such a handsome young man and I'm so happy he got a loving home. Everyone always passes by on the black cats and that always makes me want to take home every black cat I see in a shelter.
Snuggles! I want to give her snuggles She looks so soft and cuddly!! Im so happy that she recovered so well from her surgery. She deserves all the kiss o a her little nose!
Pretty, pretty Princess! She looks like the sweetest kitty ever! She looks so curious and I can practically hear the curious likke "Mmrr" when you took that picture.
Miss May Belle looks like a grumpy old Russian Lady 🤣 Give her plenty of treats for me!
Thank you for showing them to me!
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Get To Know Me!
tagged by @mxkelsifer :) thank you!
favourite colour: hm... i'm always changing my mind on this. right now, i'd say maybe orange. or yellow.
currently reading: the calling by david gaider and word perfect by susie dent :)
last song: oh my god lmao unironically it was the pokerap 🤣 it's in my summer playlist hahaha
last movie: uhhhh i think guardians of the galaxy 3! it was amazing.
last series: bob's burgers. it's our chill show before bed 😊
sweet, savoury, spicy? savoury.
craving: nothing, really!
tea or coffee: i used to hate coffee but I think I prefer it now. I feel like it's easier to make a good coffee than a good tea. but I definitely like both!
currently working on: lots of things. this week my focus has been on dadwc stuff (dragon age fic), and my original novel is always at the back of my mind somewhere too.
if anyone wants to do this, please feel free to tag me!
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There are people who are dicks and thousands of people liking and supporting those comments and all it takes is looking at the gwynriel tags and accounts on literally any site to see that they're a massive part of the problem. You're letting your bias against a ship and your refusal to go outside your bubble make judgements for you as opposed to actually looking at what people are doing because you desparately want it only to be the side that you don't like. The whole reason you made the kink meme page was to make people think outside their bubble. If you're going to be mad about the things one side does, you also need to be mad about the things the side you think is going to happen does. Otherwise, yes, it is hypocrisy. You wouldn't have gotten anons like the one saying they couldn't find eluciens that didn't hate Elain if it wasn't a problem. Willful ignorance and refusing to take accountability doesn't make these things any less true.
All right people, buckle in! This is the only one of these I am answering.
Did I say who is doing those things? Can you not fucking read? No. I didn't say it was elriels. I didn't say it was gwynriels. I didn't say it was eluciens. I just said it was a problem. LEARN TO FUCKING READ.
your refusal to go outside your bubble make judgements for you as opposed to actually looking at what people are doing because you desparately want it only to be the side that you don't like
So the fact that in the year of our lord two thousand twenty-two you STILL haven't figured out how the internet works is FLABBERGASTING. I am flabbergasted. I don't have to go outside of my bubble if I don't want to. I don't have to engage with anyone I don't want to. I don't have to talk to people. I don't have to do jack shit. I don't owe you anything. I don't even owe my mutuals anything. If I decided to delete my blog tomorrow, that's my prerogative. If I decided to become an elriel tomorrow, again, my prerogative. If I decide to become a kpop blog tomorrow. What the fuck do you care?
You have no idea what I do and don't know about outside of what I post. Trust me, I know a lot about what happens in this fandom, even if I don't post about it. When I do reference stuff like this, I VERY INTENTIONALLY do not point fingers at specific groups because I know that every group has its ~bad seeds~ and I don't want to generalize. So like... if you see me saying something like "certain people think X" and you see yourself in "certain people"? That's a self-own, bestie.
At this point y'all - and I am NOT naming any group, fucking read the words I am WRITING - are slamming a hammer into your thumbs and then looking around with tears in your eyes trying to get sympathy. Fuck off with that 🤣
This isn't the torture scene from A Clockwork Orange where the dude's eyes are forced open for hours and he's forced to watch horrifying violent stuff in order to turn him into a psycho killer. No one is forcing you to be here. No one is forcing you to see all this Elain hate. Why do you see this content? Because you genuinely can't figure the fuck out how to block people? Because you can't get off the groupchat long enough to remember why you're in the fandom in the first place?
You know why I probably don't see it? (And I explicitly explained why I recognize that I don't. I have said MULTIPLE times that I recognize I have a very specific view of the fandom, and I have never made a secret of the fact that I am liberal with the block button.) Because I know how the internet works. I know how to block people, and block tags, and not engage with content I don't like. It's shockingly easy! Which can only lead me to believe that you're just liking this a bit too much and self-flagellation in the form of "oh no they said a mean thing about Elain and that makes me better than other people!" gets you off.
The whole reason you made the kink meme page was to make people think outside their bubble. If you're going to be mad about the things one side does, you also need to be mad about the things the side you think is going to happen does.
How in the WORLD are you equating the kink meme page, which is about enjoying creative content without judgement, to harassment of actual, real live people?
I mean, it makes sense. A shockingly high number of people in this fandom can't tell the difference between people disliking a fictional character, and harassment of real people. Not sure why I'm surprised.
The irony - the really truly fucking stupid thing about ALL of this - is that you and I? We both probably dislike the Elain hate. I am willing to bet that the two of us? We both enjoy her character and want the best for her. So tell me, whose bias is getting in the way now? That post was about Elain hate. And I tagged it full of people who also dislike Elain hate. This isn't the first time someone has gotten mad at me for being annoyed at how people talk about Elain, and it's always from people who also - supposedly - enjoy her character and also get annoyed. My post was full of people who like Elain. Why is that a problem for you???
If you could get over your goddamn ship for two seconds, you and I might get along. In the meantime, shove your inability to read my posts up your ass.
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5 Drinks to Get to Know Me
Cheers, friends! I was tagged by @practicalghost - thanks, Lia!!
Water. I actually fucking love drinking water. Sometimes I struggle to remember to drink enough but not because I don’t like it. Sometimes I throw some lemons or other fruits in there. In the summer I’ll put fresh mint in. But mostly I’m just guzzling plain water.
Seltzer. I know you’re probably like um this bitch is boring this is just water 2.0. And yes, I am boring, thank you. But seltzer is not the same as water. This is aggressive water, and I prefer it unflavored and without any add ins. Vintage is my favorite brand because it has just the right amount of fizz.
Coffee. Black and very lightly sweetened with either sugar or honey. Sometimes I add cocoa powder and make a mocha. I can drink it all day even though I probably should cut back. Dunkin is my preferred chain but if you’re from NJ and you have never been to Rook Roasters you should remedy that. A little pricey but verrrrrry worth it for the flavor. Definitely a treat for coffee lovers.
Wine. Of course not all wines, that would be insane. But I’m for sure a wine drinker. Cab Franc is my favorite red varietal and I think Sav Blanc is my favorite white. I tend to only drink white in the warmer months, unless it’s being paired with a meal. This may be the one thing I am a touch snobby about in life. Not that I don’t like cheap wine (about to pour a glass from a bota box ✌🏻) I just know a lot about it from working in the service industry for a million years and from family camping trips in the Finger Lakes wine region.
Orange juice. But I like it super pulpy. I used to hate pulp as a kid and would make my grandma strain it through a sieve before I would drink it 🤣 but now I like to chew my OJ.
What’s your drink lineup, friends: @something-tofightfor @stealyourblorbos @littlemisspascal @alraedesigns @cannedsoupsucks
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Color asks : 1, 2, 5, 7, 10, 11, 12, 21, 24, 29, 35!!!!! tu peux en ignorer si c'est bcp :p
1) any favorite color(s) and why ?
Lol I love this one <3. When I was very little I used to be in love with the empty blue screen we had on the TV before putting on a VHS ! In the same era I remember that when we went for walks my dad would take us to the free permanent exhibitions of the Centre Pompidou, and there, there was the famous Bleu Klein lollll ! So I directly associated it to the blue of our tv. My dad used to call the blue of our tv screen « bleu vidéo ». To this day I never checked if he invented this term or if it’s actually in any Pantone, but when I have to answer that question I always say, I love every color but bleu video is one of my favorites heheh （ ＾ν＾）♥‿♥!
2) Any color(s) you hate and why ?
I can't think of any color I hate right now. When I was like … in fifth grade ? There was a moment where I was like … anti-orange 🤣😭 and saying stuff like « it’s the color of vomit 😱 !! » . It was a brief moment I love orange now.
5) favorite color combos :
Adore this question too heheh, SO !!!:
Purple and green // Brown and blue // Pink and Green // Black and Pink // orange and blue // orange and purple // red and Pink // red and Black // blue and pink. I'm going to stop here
7) What’s your color palette ?
hummm my color palette depends of what I use it for. When I paint I think it's a lot of neon colors and very vibrant primary and secondary colors. When I dress up most of the time it’s darker colors
10) Gold, Silver or Rose golden ?
I love all of them but when I paint I use gold the most. (Would like to use the 2 others more often)
12) What was your favorite color as a kid ?
Bleue vidéo !!
21) What colors go best with black , in your opinion ?
All neon/very very vibrant colors/the combos I wrote earlier. The contrast is 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤💦
24) What color makes you feel the strongest feelings ?
I think all colors can make me feel very strong feelings depending of the moment (But once again blue maybe) ? I can also be very sensitive in a bad way if I’m in a room entirely painted in one color, for instance certain types of light yellow will make me feel very uneasy and dark pinks will end suffocating me lol. But surprisingly enough I LOVE spending time in very dark rooms 😭. Spent 5 hours in the goth club yesterday/this morning with very low light and all black walls with red neons and I felt very comfortable. But ofc I guess I’ll also interpret the colors differently according to the context ….
29) if you’re a visual artist tell us how you work with color ?
Hummm I think it’s a big mixture of different things. I use a lot of color combos that used to be present in my childhood (what I remember of my grandma’s house etc) . I’ll also use whichever color gives me the more pleasure in the moment lolll, but depending of the story I’m telling I’ll intuitively start with what is the most symbolic for me.
35) Thoughts on yellow ?
Very Light yellows can make me feel weird/ but I will love them if associated with other pastel colors. Neon yellow is my favorite thing on earth, especially associated with other vibrant colors + black 🥲
Thank you very much for the questions hehe 💓❣️💓❣️💓❣️💓❣️💓❣️💓❣️💓❣️💓sorry for talking so much and repeating myself + for my weird English & Bless all colors !!!
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Thoughts on Never Let Me Go Ep 5
I really don't like Palm's dad. There is no excuse for treating your kid the way he treats Palm. If someone tells Palm "it's because he loves you" I'm going to scream. People don't abuse and neglect their kids out of love.
Oh it wasn't a panic attack after all. Cross it out of the books people. We're back to one (1) accurately portrayed panic attack in BL. (You're My Sky)
Anybody want to help me make Palm's dad mysteriously dissappear?
Neung's mom says "You are the most important person in my life." And i can see Neung mentally being locked back up inside his birdcage. Look at his face.
Neung trying to give Palm what his dad refuses to. I know a lot of people probably just want Neung to say sorry right now but I don't think he knows how. Also it's not really the place to have any sort of emotional talk. But he saw Palm ask his dad to care for him and get denied so he's trying to do what Palm asked for. He's saying 'I see you and I care' while also trying to stay nonchalant.
Now he's kind of trying to say sorry with writing on the cast.
I will enjoy any sweet little moment you throw my way. Them looking into each other's eyes will get me every time.
Oh no Ben. I can never tell if he's trying to shade Palm or if it's just the subtitles that make it sound that way.
This poor cast of kids who feel like who they are isn't enough because of their crappy parents. It's hard when there are parts of yourself that you find joy in but you know you can never share them with your parents because they would ruin it and turn it into something bad.
Literally cannot decide how I feel about Ben. This is maddening. Are you friend or foe? I blame Tumblr.
The orange of Neung's horse's tack matches the orange on Palm's shirt.
Maggie thank you for the product placement but please stop this. Please find a new crush, preferably a girl. I'm so tired of girls who are only in the story because they have a crush on one of the leads.
Why do Thai BLs choose Christmas music in the most random of scenes? It baffles me every time. 🤣
Every time they show me the outside of Neung's house, I'm reminded how dark this show is. I keep trying to turn up the brightness on my laptop. I respect it as an artistic choice but I do wish the show was a bit brighter.
Ahh yes the 'you already spent money/ time on this thing for me but I'm giving it back to you' trope. Otherwise known as the "I may be poor but I don't want your handouts" trope. Annoying. Been done before. Encourages people to be the "right type" of poor person, like if you just work hard enough you can stop being poor as if it's that simple.
Oof this whole conversation. That's all I'm going to say about it.
Maybe I'm not the target audience for this show. Anybody wanna round up all the parents in this show and make them disappear? I knew I would hate Ben's dad but wow is my blood boiling.
Finally a person speaking up for themselves in a situation like this.
I honestly don't blame Ben for caving. His dad seems like the type who would beat him for being gay. It's really not safe for him to come out in that situation.
I can breathe again Chopper is here! Perth is so beautiful. Chopper's hand on Ben's. I love him and I'm almost positive nothing he does will change that for me.
What? Cast? Why? Huh? Moving on I guess.
I love a good breakdown when it's deserved and boy was this deserved. I feel so bad for all these boys. Neung's been bullied and/or used by every kid in his life at this point. Poor baby was gonna crack.
Neung's face is in purple light and Palm's face is in pink light. I don't know what it means but it feels significant.
There's the apology.
Was not expecting Palm to be the one to make the first move. Also yeah that is definitely a kiss.
Neung leaning into Palm makes me so soft
Oh wow so his mom does notice that he represses himself around her. Ok Khun Thanya is the only parent we save. Let's hope that she sticks by what she says when she realizes Neung doesn't want the business. If this show ends with him running it I will be very angry. I'm sick of shows where parents force their kids to give up on their dreams in order to run the family business and it's seen as a good ending.
Not Palm being unable to stop smiling. 🥰 His dad's about to ruin it I can tell.
"I don't care about your happiness." Dad tells son who smiles in front of him for the first time.
"Other people should be afraid of you." Uhhh how about nobody's afraid of anybody? That's not a weird and suspicious thing to say at all. (Sarcasm)
Show I literally just took Khun Thanya off the kill list, what are you doing?
It's interesting. Neung literally just said "I'm not going to run away" and then immediately the people who have power over him forced him to run away. Every time he tries to take power for himself, he's pushed back down and told that it's not his to take.
I don't watch the previews for next the episode because i like to go in blind so if you comment please don't talk about the preview. Thanks for reading!
#Never Let Me Go#Episode 5#Palm#Neung#Chopper#Ben#I'm enjoying the show when I'm not getting mad at it#Can't wait for Chopper to become more important to the plot#I do love Palm and Neung too#Hopefully this is the end of the love triangles#Get Maggie a GF 2023#WanderingRain
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