my birthday is tomorrow and i feel like an old hag… 24??????

One day you’re young and cool and then suddenly you’re in Walmart in fluffy socks getting excited about buying a new fabric softener

my brother asked me what a floppy disk was and it made me realize how old i am

spade represents the tip of a pike; an implement for killing

alex’s

white void of doom

sketch and background element/scribble that isn’t really visible but i’m sharing just in case anybody did notice it.

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said this on tiwtter too but im seriously at my limit, people go and be all like "oh my god young people have no idea of basic internet security omggggg" and the same person will immediately make an account on t/hreads that is stealing so much data from you its basically one step away from straight up kidnapping

i get we are all desperate, i really do, but i WILL judge you if you go and sign up for the literally shittiest app on earth thats really just a flimsy disguise of a bunch of data suckers in a trench coat

use tumblr, cohost, pillowfort, (the latter two also allow nsfw) ANYTHING but that suckerberg leech i am BEGGING you

idk how accurate it is but i saw the numbers of 75 MILLION sign ups for the threads bs, what the hell are you doing, i feel like im in one of those old anti technology comics were young people just walk off a cliff en masse bc they only look at their phone and nothing else while im the old guy in a chair watching them do it

Vincent Price as Dan Ruffalo

More Dead Than Alive (1969)

that specific emotion i get when Jack talks about middle-aged or older people as "young"

specifically in a relation to himself, and/or as encouragement (Angelo Colasanto and John Ellis respectively come to mind here)

i love it so much, it conveys so much of his own pain re: his immortality, but also his unwavering belief that life is something beautiful, despite everything.

(and it's also why i didn't like the bit in A Day in the Death where he quips about that old rich guy being unfuckable. like who are you and what did you do to my Jack.)

Carmilla finds a way for sinners to have babies so she can start a army of tiny babie spiders and also just Have more kids.

Rosie finds out and decides she wants to participate so she goes to Alastor and says they can just turkey baster it and really dejectedly Al sighs and says "no.....I'll do it myself"

someone should make an au where silver is from the present and sonic n the gang are from 200 years in the past

it’d be fun to really shed light on how different the present must be for silver in canon if we can see the comparison of someone in this era traveling back 200 years n trying to interact with the world of the 1820’s

i mean obviously the present is different for silver ‘cus it isn’t a dystopian hellscape, but even when he’s in a good future the culture n everything must be drastically different!!

my collage self portrait from like six years ago.

mindhunter fanart

My dogs have both been forced to suffer the indignity of sweaters and little booties to go outside and use the bathroom because the wind chill has been like -10 to -40 the last few days, but now that there's actual snow piling up I'm very much considering just laying out a towel in the bathroom for them because their little legs don't clear the snow and they're both little old ladies now and I've already had to "rescue" one of them bc she got snow in one of her boots.

Day 18 cringetober; Old art redraw!

And one without effects

Would really love to hear about the angsty marcotobias fic if you're interested in sharing. 👀

Oh gosh, I feel like I'd have to actually write it for it to make sense because like 80% of it is subtext, but here's some rambling in that general direction.

I'm chiefly interested in the ways in which Marco & Tobias are actually incredibly similar -- their senses of humor, their attractions, their complete direspect for authority, and most importantly how they both lowkey hate themselves but insist on survival anyway, largely out of spite -- but how they treat their similarity as, like, a cautionary tale rather than the basis for a healthy connection that it could be.

Like, Tobias disappearing into the woods and giving up on everybody is exactly the kind of behavior that Marco finds incredibly triggering, having lived through it with his dad. Marco would never walk away from his remaining loved ones like that, especially in the post-war world where he's charged himself with being the public face of the Animorphs because somebody has to. But there is absolutely a part of him that wants to give up and disappear; ya boi is tired.

Meanwhile, I think Tobias sees Marco's devotion to Jake and refusal to abandon him even after how Rachel died (which Tobias blames Jake for) as a version of the hero worship complex Tobias used to have about Jake -- like, I think Tobias sees Marco as being too devoted to Jake to see "the truth" about him, and he pities that in Marco. But at the same time, Tobias envies Marco's close personal connections, and I think on some level he knows that the only way to get to that place would be to work through his anger at Jake to get to his anger at Rachel, and he just can't bring himself to do that. It's easier to stay mad.

And then there's the question of Rachel herself, whom they were both deeply invested in trying to keep alive at the end of the war. Like, we see this explicitly from Tobias, with his "just be Rachel" and constant emotional check-ins with her, but I don't think Marco gets enough credit for his active role in keeping her literally alive. Dude bodily removed her from battles, at risk to his own life, and I just refuse to believe that's not something Marco & Tobias talked about, given how much time they spent together in Ax's scoop during that period of time between Marco's fake death & the move to the valley. Rachel is both a mutual love and a mutual failure for them (and that level of mutual devotion to a third person gives my polyamorous ass A Lot of Feelings).

Basically I think there's a lot of respect and love between Tobias and Marco, but they can't get to it because it would require each of them to deal with Rachel-related guilt and confront parts of themselves that they don't want to acknowledge.

...so I want to get them high on Marco's fancy penthouse balcony and make them kiss about it

i may not be the coolest aunt ever but i can totally help you out with Super Mario 64, Super Mario Sunshine, original GC Luigi's Mansion, Legend of Zelda: the Wind Waker. these were my special interest games 🥰

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