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I should’ve dropped out of school to smoke cigarettes and listen to music full time cause now i have this fucking bachelor’s degree and this fucking job
#i dont wanna go back to work#like i need to#and i wasn’t thinking abt work until now#but next week i’ll probably go back#and i dont wanna#it fucking sucks
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when i go to college i hope to get a job like lifting sheep or something. because i want to be very strong.
#i will use the college gym if i have to. but i would rather have Natural Sheep Strength#figtxt#i dont wanna go back to work
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fffff i just had probably the first therapy session where i was completely happy and just totally gushing about everything and how happy i am to like experience new feelings n talk n get to know new people esp esp esp this one person i've been messaging... my therapist legit was like "you absolutely look like you're glowing" like that is how i feel.. even tho im bound to move within the next few months i am still nervously excited to share my time with someone who's interested in, again, Seeing Me With Their Whole Eyes. what a concept that is. i love.... the feelings. they're legit so new its been a very long time since i've felt actual tangible romantic feelings and like this time i'm opening up and like... actively like. being there. actively.
#i have such a headache from smiling so much#and also i should eat#i dont wanna go back to work#/edit i went back to work before posting this
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AAAUUUUUGGHHHHHOOOOOOWWEWAAAAAAAAAA
#i dont wanna go back to work#crying screaming throwing up etc#its gunna be so insanely busy still 😭😭
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there was another earthquake at 1am and it was a big one
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my vision for post-train grace monroe. love u 4ever bbg
bonus:
#grace monroe#infinity train#cult of the conductor#jesse cosay#lake infinity train#thunder's art#described#why is the third drawing rendered like im 12 yrs old discovering the blend brush for the first time ever? i dont wanna talk about it#im going through something#who wants to talk about the way grace is styled in the third drawing instead okay lets do it#first off. earrings. protective hairstyle. glittery purple clutch. these are things that denote grace's personality & preferences honestly#but then theres the beads at the end of the braids. and the yellow sundress.#these are things that denote youth and innocence#now cast your minds back to the debutante ball episode. that is the turning point in both simon and grace's arcs.#theyre newly 18. theyre adults. theyre an age where they ought to take responisbility and decide who they want to be in life#grace chooses (at length) to take responsibility but it takes a lot of work for her#when shes doing her talk shows shes regressing emotionally and so she wants to present herself as innocent and garner sympathy#hence the styling to make her look sweet and youthful#yeah. anyway
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doodles of my fav sillies
anton belongs to @poicyss
#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it#im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3#im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow#homemade comfort blorbos......#watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks#or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands#i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks#its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days#i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside#cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine#AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached#i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right#on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands#and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits!#i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly#the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking#maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol#myart#my art#my oc#oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#vincent#sillies family#doodles
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had a dream i was in a grimdark magical girl yuri setting, so when i woke up i made it real (and bug themed)
bonus details under the cut:
So basically, a small town was secretly holding onto a box containing an evil god, that the local group of magical girls accidentally stumbled on and opened. The thing inside it wasted no time in starting to destroy the world, and for an unknown reason, one of the magical girls even joined forces with it. The rest of the girls managed to beat them, saving the world, but ended up dying from the curse it left on them soon after.
After dying, butterflies girl looped back in time before the box got opened, and decided to keep the box for herself, to make sure its evil influence (box thing yapping at you to let her out) wouldn't get to her beloved friends. Box thing constantly draws in her allies to the town to break her out & tries to convince butterflies girl to please let her out.
Also here's a really rough relationship chart for your interest:
#oc#original character#my art#artists on tumblr#my artwork#drawing#digital art#doodle#scetch#scetched only bc im tiwed and cant be bothered to do refined stuff#theres stuff that i should go back & fix buttt its time to sleep i dont wanna#basically for extra details the small town is also rly shitass (mightve had something to do with beetles girl joining hands with the thing#to burn it down lol)#butterflies girl had a really tragic backstory so she would do Anything to protect the first nice thing she has (her magical girl friends)#box god wants to burn the whole world down in order to create something more to her liking from its ashes#also yeag it might not be the clearest but shes the one furthest to the left on the drawing. the crow one#centipede & katydid girls i will Think About#but theyre probly yuri together in secret from their dogshit town#maybe ill draw them again maybe i wont#also the girls are all young adults & have been working on this line here for a while even before the box reveal
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Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????
If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3
#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭#originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au)#and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare)#and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS#no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend#it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep.#the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg#i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend#*weakly* i did it~#again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!!#i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself#i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process#tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny#thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹#hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today!#also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now)#now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#catie.art.#vettonso#normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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Morning fuckers 😶🌫️
#oh hey it's me#selfie#validate my existence#k thanks#byeee <3#dont want to work#being an adult is exhausting#gimme caffeine#😴😴😴#i wanna go back#to sleep
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Hey remember when Baghera adopted Dapper like 8 months ago or did I make that up ?
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#idk why on earth i gave baghera knuckles- when i say i turn my brain off when I draw i mean it#i only noticed it after i was done with the shading and it jumpscared me#got me stuttering in confusion i have never drawn anthro arms/wings this way these dont even look like feathers wtf me ??#..... sooo looks like ive got a new wa-cats type of fandom on my hands#as in i am still very emotionally attached to the memories i have from this no matter what i do itll keep coming back#but i havent read the books in several years nor do i plan to anymore and looking back i am so angry and disgusted#but also im still blown away by the creativity and the passion the fandom builds on its own#i wanted to go ahead and finish any art that ive been working on for the past almost year and decided this one would be the most fitting#i learnt last week that only the first 20 tags on an original post will show up in tumblr searches#and I think im going to take advantage of that#because i dont want to hype the server anymore and i have decided i will no longer be adding my watermark on top of my work#and i was going to refrain from tagging it because i dont want my related posts to show up#before remembering that some of my mutuals who ive been chatting to for years now#have these fandoms blacklisted#so im going to test it and hope it works#im still going to tag the characters i love though because i wanna show support to the actors and i wish them nothing but the best#baghera fanart#pomme fanart#dapper fanart#dappleduo#my art#mcyt#qsmp#fandom neg#tag this however you want#yap yap yap yap tlddr
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Blorbo's Eepiest Soldier
Thank you everyone for your kind words, I'm doing better and am back to it <3
#helloo!#thank you all for the well wishes#I have really appreciated every kind word#I'm doing better now and have gotten back to school work#i am so eepy though#eepiest soldier#im also being overworked on my capstone game team and the team lead even told me shes over working me so thats#fun#counting going to this capstone class and meetings and such im putting like 25+ hours in a week for it#and i do have 2 other classes#and a social life i enjoy having#haha#but im happy to do the work cause its good portfolio stuff#except when my producer comes up to me and says "yknow how ur in charge of all the 2d art and concepting and branding and ui and pr? yeah g#make a 3-4 page detailed comic for plot at the start of our game cause we dont wanna cut plot (even tho we dont have time for it) and we#dont wanna show plot through interactable objects and dialogue/text so more work for you even tho u legit dont have time for it#ngl tho i have genuinely been enjoying designing icons and doing model concepts#i made some fire designs recently#please hire me a game company tm#anyway enough of capstone talk#love you all!!!#im excited to graduate and finally be able to change my bio!!#hope you all have a very lovely rest of your day <33#furry#fursona#digital art#art#eepy
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New tattoos, new cyberware same shitty camera skills
#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#oc vinia#not back back#anyway going to play the dlc for first time#and its like a whole new damn game#but i got reshade and cyberlit working#but screens in cp are a whole new level and i dont wanna burn out#so imma just play mostly for now#but i really liked these tattoos
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everyone keep your fingers crossed that i dont have more nightmares tonight :/
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finally successfully figuring out an issue that needs to be solved with my art for me to improve and be happy wit it but not knowing how to solve it
#talkys#and also spiraling bc i look back at old art and like some of it but i really dont like the way i draw ykwim#i dont like that this is my style it doesnt make me happy. but i dont like anyone elses's style enough to emulate either. sucks#OH the issue is i have specific ways i like drawing heads/faces that cant comfortably go on a body#furs are easy bc you can draw huge necks short legs smaller bodies etc#if i had drawn a recent smunker with a human head the head would look too big ykwim#the way i like drawing heads means they have to go on a bigger longer more realistic body. and i dont like that/cant draw bodies easily tha#way. as it stands rn my heads either fit kinda big on a body‚ which is more in line with how humans actually are#which makes my work feel more rigid and like i have to align more with realism#or the heads are too small and make the bodies look even longer. and i dont like. long bodies. i cant figure it out. it just doesnt look#right. no human full body ive done ever looks right to me. like i cant hack it and make it stylized enough for me to not care abour#the Rules like i do with furs#idk if this makes sense. i keep seeing styles like urasawa with small facial features and i love that i wanna do that#but the proportions mean id have to draw a more realistic body....idk...!#and also theres 500 billion ways to draw a face. i cant draw the same body proportions for all of em.#this is why it feels like im drawing for the first time every time i draw a new character...!#cant draw heads first bc then the body looks bad...cant draw bodies first bc i cant attach the head...#cant thumbnail the whole silhouette bc then when i add details the head still looks too big or small compared to the body...#and simply scaling the size does not fix it...
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