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‘I wish you could have been there..’
‘I’m here now.’
#destiny 2#destiny#cayde-6#ikora rey#destiny 2 spoilers#the final shape#showcase#trailer#my god im still in tears#they are giving him back to me#and to my girl#i dont even know what to do#i will just keep crying
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the state of education in the USA: I'm trying to convince the school to care that an extremely religious right-wing teacher in my program thinks it's acceptable to say "I have a gun" and "I think I should be allowed to shoot criminals on sight" in the same breaths.
#gun violence#gun control#i dont even know what to do#the point here is he thinks he should be the judge jury and executioner#and all you freaks getting in my mentions agreeing with him are basically domestic terrorists#youre gonna side with a private corporation ober a person?#deep throat the boot further please
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gojo satoru
to say that you are stressed would be an understatement because the last thing on your mind is messing up the presentation, which is on monday. you have been going through the paragraphs since the morning and it is already four in the afternoon.
you close your eyes and rest your head back on the couch as you revise your work out loud, yet again. in the middle of it, you hear your doorbell ring, startling you. letting out a sigh, you push the hairs away from your face and walk to open the door to reveal your boyfriend with a worried yet stern expression on his face.
"satoru? what are you doing here?" he ignores you, which is very weird for you since he could never not greet you with a huge smile on his face and shower you with kisses. you pull yourself out of your thoughts and lock the door before following him in the living room.
you find him putting all your notes and print outs as well as your pens, markers and flashcards below the center table. "satoru you okay?" you ask and sit besides him on the floor. he shuts your laptop off and puts it away along with your other study materials on the floor.
finally then, he actually faces you, his face serious, "why weren't you picking up your phone?" you are taken aback by his sudden question but answer him regardless, "i told you i was gonna be studying."
he still has that serious look on his face, "that was early in the morning. are you even checking the time?" honestly no, you weren't. you were too caught up with your presentation. but how could you not be when this is the most important presentation you've ever given?
you let out a breath, "you know this is important for me satoru. and i did tell you that i'm gonna put my phone on silent before i started studying so i don't know why you're being like this."
he scoffs, rolling his eyes, "it's been over eight hours since then. were you studying the whole time? even if it's important, i'm sure it's not as important as taking care of yourself."
you understand that gojo is being worried about you. but you couldn't help be feel mad about the way he is behaving. it's not like you were ignoring him on purpose and you did tell him that you will be studying today anyways. and what you don't understand is why is he making that face?
"if you're here to bitch about me ignoring you then get out, you're wasting my time satoru. i'll call you tomorrow." he is shocked by your words and your tone, but he tries to hide it. but you wouldn't have seen it either way because you look away from him.
"y/n i'm not here bitching because you are not picking up my calls. i'm here because you don't look after yourself when you're worked up. did you even have proper lunch today?" you open your mouth to reply back to him but then close it when you realize you didn't have anything after your breakfast in the morning. "i'm sure you didn't that's why i brought you food and drinks."
only that is when you notice the plastic bag on the floor besides him, guilt washing over your body about your outburst. you hide your face in your palms and let out another sigh.
"i'm.. sorry. i don't know what's come over me." you keep your face hidden in your palms, feeling like shit that you couldn't bring yourself to look at him, "i don't even know what to say.. i didn't mean to be such a bitch."
he could hear your voice breaking as you speak. shifting closer to you, he holds your hands in his, pulling them away from your face and putting them down on your lap. he then cups your face, making you look at him. you are met with his eyes, now softer then before but still lingering with worry.
"i didn't come here to make you feel bad, baby." he voice was low and gentle, soft and soothing, which made you tear up even more. all her came over was to check up on you, and there you were being narrow minded.
"satoru.." his name comes out of your lips barely above whisper. he brings your body to him, holding you with so much care and delicacy. you let the tears fall out and he hears you let out your sobs, he keeps his on hand on your back while he parts your head with the other.
"i'm so sorry.. i was afraid i wasn't gonna be fully prepared and would mess up in front of everyone. i.. just wanted me to be prepared enough for it to go smoothly." you keep repeating how sorry you are until he pulls you in his lap, still patting your head.
"shh.. it's okay baby. it's okay." your face is buried on the crook of his neck, arms wrapped around hm securly, almost because you're afraid he'll leave if you let go of him.
at the thought of him leaving you, you lift your head up and look at him. he places his hands on either sides of your hips and lifts you up slightly to get comfortable with you on his lap. he brings his hands up to cup your face and wipes the tears from your cheeks with his thumb.
before he could speak, you let your thoughts out, "you're not gonna leave me.. right?" he looks taken aback by your sudden random question and let's out a chuckle, "as if i'm gonna let you go so easily."
you, and even him, could feel your body finally relaxing after his words. you look down, you hands on his chest, making random shapes, "i really am sorry, satoru. i've been so stressed about this presentation because it covers forty percent of the coming exams and i'm afraid i'll make a mistake, mess everything up." you finally look up at his face, "i didn't wanna spend my time on anything other than this and end up having regrets later."
a small smile makes it's way on his handsome face after hearing you. he holds you hands in his, bringing them up to place a kiss on them, "i know how much you care about this. that's why i knew you wouldn't look after yourself, being so soaked up in this."
his words makes you feel like shit again for the way you behaved. you hug his, tightly, "yeah.. i'm sorry. i promise it won't happen again."
he rubs your back as you pull away from him, "nah you can keep throwing your tantrums, i'll make sure to look after you even then." he winks at you, making you feel giddy.
you really wonder what you did in your past life to get treated with a man like gojo satoru.
rant; hi i wanted to post this tomorrow since i'd be my bday but my dad just called. he is in another country rn with my grandparents for my grandpa's operation and he's condition is very bad the doctors have said there's no hope and he called so we could see him. he was just laying there in bed like he was just taking a nap but had pipes and all inserted on his body. the doctors have said he might not make it till the morning so dad called to show him to us one last time. and i was keeping myself from breaking down in front of them and now that i'm alone i wanted someone who i can share everything to but realize i don't have any close friend who i can tell this all to. there was this one friend who i'd made plan with for sunday night and when i told him about this, my grandpa not making it so i might not be able to go with her yk what she said, "our plan flopped" like i get that we couldn't go out when we had made the plan for weeks but my family member's not gonna make through the night what you want me to do???
anyways i love you y'all sm thanks for being someone i could rant to😭❤️
#gojo satoru#gojo satoru x reader#gojo x reader#jjk fluff#angst?#hurt/comfort#jujustsu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen#gojou satoru x reader#gojou x reader#gojou saturo#i dont even know what to do
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I feel like finding your art reposted on Pinterest for the first time is a right of passage of sorts.
#bro#i dont even know what to do#it was my redraw art of donnie in#cass apocalyptic series#rottmnt#dude.#what a day to be alive#blunders#it happened to me
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I cannot log in to view my work shifts and I'm freaking the heck out. Bc I can't really work at all this week since I have appointments and shit so how am I meant to tell them I have to call off when I can't even see when I'm working??
#rant post#seriously has worked me into like several panic attacks#i dont even know what to do#like theres actually nothing that can be done at this point#bc i cant. be there
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haha RIP me my posepacks download page is all of a sudden fucked
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Has he- oh my god. Oh good lord he has. This stupid prick got the idiot virus on every computer in the office.
#IT's worst nightmare#i dont even know what to do#like yeah im not getting payed but i have the strong need to fix this#oh my god why would someone do this#how does someone do this#prickposting
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So a coworker has done the following to me at work
Waved a boxcutter in my face, and another coworkers as well
Flashed his underwear at us
Used his foot to push a pan of cookies back into the warmer and then called me a Karen for telling him he can't do that
Has repeatedly made fun of me, mocked my voice and my behavior
Refused to actually do any job he is assigned and just does whatever he wants
I brought this up to my manager yesterday and was still working on the same shift as him today. Literally cried on the way home bc I'm sick of this and it's only been 2 days
#personal post#i dont even know what to do#im mad at myself for letting this get to me as much as it has#im upset that i told my manager he had a boxcutter in my face and that it was caught on camera and nothing was done about it#i dont want to go to work if hes going to be there making 6 hours of my life absolutely miserable
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my last reblog reminded me lol. if yall didnt know i am from florida. florida is now barring transgender children under the age of 18 from receiving hormones or any gender affirming surgeries lol. im thankful im very nearly 18, and i have other variables that prevent me from transitioning until then, but what the fuck. a friend of mine was lucky enough to start his transition when he was in about 8th grade and is able to live easier now and literally has passed since he was a freshman. kids can no longer have that. this world is getting scarier and scarier to live in sometimes and i want to fucking kill someone. fuck you desantis
#fuck desantis#politics#transgender#i want to rip my hair out everyday something is taken from us#one step foward and two steps back#trans care#lgbtq politics#lgbtq rights#i dont even know what to do#florida#florida politics
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I don't even know how to explain this in English since it's not my first language, but I applied for disability and inability to work things? I got half-ability to work like last year, but they didn't find my conditions interfering with my life, so I didn't get disability? I mean, I am glad I even have an option for these things in my country... But the system is so broken. Fibromyalgia, depression, possible ADHD and whatever else ARE interfering with my life :( I could apply to not agree and MAYBE get disability stuff, but I have no energy....
#fibromyalgia#adhd probably#depression#anxiety#possible disability#spoonie#personal#im just so...#sad and angry#i dont even know what to do
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Hello i'm a normal person here's some stuff i drew to illustrate different traits different "person getting controlled" tropes can have
edit: obligatory possession shorthand code link because people seem to be using this like the possession code but just. without the code part
edit: DO NOT BE HORNY ON MY POST 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#if you see tumblr flagging this its literally not mature i dont know why it got flagged#i like how you can see the artstyle in this change because i drew the first couple a year ago and then picked it up again intermittently#this aws just an excuse to draw a bunch of tiny possessed guys. ''what am i supposed to do with a possession hyperfixation its not like you#can draw possession fanart'' Yes You Can If you really Believe In yourslef#This isn't even all the traits i can think of there's four more but they seem kind of boring to draw and are mostly self explanatory#Less Unique my Ass#ThePossessionHyperfixationIsNeverEnding
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FUCK arctic fox transylvania. me and my homies HATE arctic fox transylvania
#me.txt#CAN YOU TELL IM FUCKING FRUSTRATED. LOL.#i dont even know what to do#like i can Try the color oops on the back to see if it helps but i really dont know#i want the orange and blue combo so badly but my best bet might to be just going w solid blue highlights :(#blue really is the color of defeat w my hair
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oh my god do not click links in emails that tell you to verify your data or your bank account gets locked or click links in messages telling you your safety protocol is ending, like, tomorrow, you will get SCAMMED SO BAD AND YOU WILL LOSE A LOT OF FUCKING MONEY never ever let anyone pressure you into giving away login information especially to your online banking by creating a sense of urgency oh my GOD
some things to look out for
1. spelling mistakes. do you know how many rounds of marketing and sales experts these things go through? if theres a spelling mistake dont click it
2. not using your name. if an email adresses you with "dear customer" or, even worse, a generic "ladies and gentlemen", it is most likely not actually targeted to you
3. verifying or login links. even IF your bank was stupid enough to send these to customers, dont EVER click those. look at me. they can legally argue that youve given your data away and thus they dont have to pay you anything back DONT CLICK THAT FUCKING LINK
4. creating a sense of urgency. do this or we lock your account next week. do this or your ebanking stops working tomorrow. give us all your money in cash or your beloved granddaughter will get HANGED FOR MURDERING BABIES. no serious organisation would ever do something like that over email or sms. ever. hands off.
5. ALWAYS CHECK WHO SENT YOU THE EMAIL. the display name and the email adress can vary a LOT. anyone can check the display name. look at the email adress. does it look weird? call the fucking place it says its from. you will likely hear a very weary sigh.
6. if its in a phonecall, scammers love preventing you from hanging up or talking to other people to have a little bit of a think about whats happening. there should always be a possibility to go hey i wanna think about this ill call back the official number thanks.
7. do not, i repeat, do NOT a) call a phone number flashing on your screen promising to rid your computer of viruses after clicking a dodgy link and b) let them install shit on your computer like. uh. idk. teamviewer.
7.i. TEAM VIEWER LETS PEOPLE USE YOUR COMPUTER HOWEVER THEY WANT AS LONG AS THEYRE CONNECTED. IF YOU DONT KNOW FOR FUCKING SURE YOURE TALKING TO ACTUAL TECH SUPPORT DONT GIVE ANYONE ACCESS TO YOUR COMPUTER.
fun little addendum: did you know a link can just automatically download shit? like. a virus? an app you can't uninstall unless you reset your entire device? dont click links unless youre extremely sure you know where they lead. hover your mouse over it and check the url.
thanks.
#inspired by a customer who had 10 THOUSAND euros stolen bc they clicked a dodgy link and then entered their info#'oh i was so stressed in the moment' thats what theyre counting on PLEASE dont do this you will lose so much money#sometimes money you dont even have#do you know how much overdraft your bank account comes with?#sometimes the answer is 15k fucking euros
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sometimes while i think about that while a lot of adults did not treat me very well as a kid i also get a lot of 'in hindsight this person was so good to me and i didnt even realize it until now' as an adult. today i was thinking about how the first anime convention i ever went to was when i was 10 and i asked the man working the manga cafe what manga was/what a good place to start was (because the con was very overstimulating for me and i had gotten lost) and he asked how old i was before recommending yotsuba and asking if i wanted any water or something to eat. its really simple but theres a lot of bad things that couldve happened or he could've been careless in his recommendation, but instead yotsuba has remained one of my favorite manga for years, and probably a large portion of why i continue to read manga as an adult... i think adults who try to involve kids in the world safely/kindly even in little ways make so much more of a difference than they ever really know.
#and i know that sounds silly like YES. it was just a bookr ecommendation#but i feel like a lot of people either dont really care about whats a good starting point for younger kids in their shared fan spaces#or dont really take the care to recognize different peoples ages would effect what they would both enjoy or#be capable of engaging with#not to mention theres a lot of manga that would NOT have been appropriate for a 10 year old to read#so the fact that he askedd and even asked what sort of thing i liked at the time#was very sweet. i think about him a lot and i hope hes doing well#txt#scratchpost
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yall im lowkey scared. suddenly my voice just went back to normal and i dont feel sick? i feel like when i wake up, it'll either be so much worse or ill actually be able to go into work Tuesday. Crazy. still scared of the random lack of sick though
also mobile browser tumblr acting weird you guys idk
#send help#herarcadewasteland#thoughts#im scared#why am i just not sick anymore#also helped a stay out of committing dead?#what is my day#and i get paid on sundays?#maybe?#this is so confusing#i dont even know what to do#like#help me
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Everyone please keep Palestinians living in the Gaza strip in your thoughts. They have nowhere to go and Israeili PM Netanhayu has threatened to bombard them.
#ill update with links to support palestinians as I find them#i dont even know what to do right now#palestine
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