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#i don't like my grandpas enough
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Yugi is such a good sport. His enemies are always either dragging him into, or high jacking already existing tournaments. If I found out that I needed to get through a long ass tournament just to play a world saving card game, I'd snap. I'd be all:
Hell no! If you want take my cool necklace so bad, you get off your ass and come to me!
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fisheito · 1 month
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at last....yakumo with CHIKEN
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lightasthesun · 14 days
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im in the pits of despair. I have my neurologist appointment tomorrow to discuss my latest mri and as always before a major doctor's appointment I'm spiraling through worst case scenarios, especially because of the latest additions to my symptoms. And it hit me that if my neurologist found what I'm suspecting they will find and I'd end up needing major brain surgery sooner than expected I'd have nobody sitting at my bedside in the hospital. And I don't think I've ever been so sad in my entire life.
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synintheraven · 6 months
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Remember when I joked about turning into a Finan girl with a healthy crush on Ragnar The Younger? Well uhm I found out last night that rl Ragnar aka Tobias is 1.90 cm tall which in my mind is like if you were to tell me he's a norse God reborn so yeah nvm guys I'm a Ragnar girlie now 🤪
Long story short: said I had a crush on Ragnar as a joke but I don't think it's a joke anymore *insert that tiktok audio here* - but also, Kyra (me) sold her soul for a tall man when she's no taller than an oompa loompa
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4lph4kidz · 8 months
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idk maybe talking about my writing seems conceited for who hasn't published much of anything and hasn't finished anything as of yet, or maybe all this hand wringing is annoying, but i've written a lot of bits and pieces over the years and it's enough for me to be reasonably comfortable with the basics, you know? but working on something this long is presenting a whole other world of trouble for me and i think i accidentally put a hell of a lot more of myself into it than i meant to. so i'm feeling particularly vulnerable about it being out there and existing. it means a lot to me and that's scary!
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ban-joey · 3 months
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fit of horrible sobbing so full of mucus i had to emergency strip and use my sleep shirt as a gigantic hanky. i do not feel better and have a pit in my stomach that won't leave but at least i am dealing with grief in real time for once instead of locking it away for several years however it does feel like the vault busted open and now im dealing w like. all of it at once. so that's cool
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rainparadefromhell · 1 year
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Gotta love the fandom's hypocrisy. People hate on Ben for comments like asking if the doctor in s3 is even a real doctor. What happened to fun? Why do you hate having fun so much? It's fiction! It's not real!
And when Trent (a beloved character) makes fun of Devi, throws soda at her which then hits her umm chest area and instead of apologizing laughs, laughs at her again when Paxton rejects her invitation to prom... it's crickets.
Both of these characters are written to be funny in a brash way. But when Trent does it, it's okay. Because he's comedic relief. Because you don't dislike him as a character.
Let's be fucking real. You don't really care about being morally correct at all.
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went to mexico yesterday to visit my grandpa's tomb for day of the dead. only the second time I've visited him since he died in may. not really used to having a dead™ to visit but now I'm home and I got mexican hot chocolate and I'm cuddled up with a mug and life is good. for now life is good 🥹
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ghosttoasties · 1 year
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every single time i hear a pregnancy story from my family it's just more confirmation i do not want to have kids in this family. the support is given unwillingly because they have no other choice and are more afraid of God than they are about seeming like horrible people.
all i ever wanted was to be able to give a stable and safe home to someone and it's why i think i would be better off as a foster mom or adopting. but no surprise our traditional catholic family puts so much emphasis on biological children that I KNOW if i ever make any kid part of my immediate family, then my extended family and my own parents will never see them as their own.
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ghostzzy · 1 year
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googles ‘how to stop feeling guilty all the time about everything’
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sonego · 1 year
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#sorry i will overshare for a second#on this day 3 years ago my grandpa passed away and it feels a little. idk. surreal?#to be seeing all the posts and news sections etc about vialli#like it feels surreal that he died on the same day#obviously i know lots of ppl die on the same day. duh#i just kinda. feel weird#it's like today already had the death mark on it and now it has another? and it's a bit. a lot#not even bc of my grandpa bc that's a whole complicated topic/relationship Mh#it's mostly that every time i have to think about death i think of my grandma and#it maybe should've passed by now but it still hurts#recently i was talking w a coworker abt how our grandmas passed away when we were pretty young and she was like yeah it was a few years ago#i wasn't even 30 and i was like.. oh... i was like 13#and she looked a bit taken aback and sad she was like oh you were super young#i don't ? even know if 13 is younger than the norm ? to lose a grandparent#my grandma did die p young tho so. yeah#idk. i guess sometimes i just get hit by such waves of grief#especially bc i wish i remembered more.. instead of just small bits and pieces that i try to go on by.. as if it was enough#as if i didn't miss her terribly while at the same time not knowing exactly what i am missing#it's just sad and it makes me feel like a little boy. girl. idk. just so small#i wish i could talk to her hug her know what she thinks of me now#whenever i think of how i've now spent half of my life without my grandma i feel like i can't breathe i can't feel i can't..#nonna vorrei tanto che fossi qui. vorrei solo abbracciarti un'ultima volta vorrei tornare indietro e venire a trovarti in ospedale l'ultima#volta in cui ne ho avuto l'occasione e non l'ho colta. vorrei rivedere il tuo sorriso.#sorry. i will delete this later
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marshmellowtea · 2 years
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*gently gives you newly vampire actor*
NEWLY VAMPIRE ACTOR 😭
oh this is a DELIGHTFUL concept for both angst and fluff reasons (unsurprisingly, knowing me, that's where my brain goes ahglkjsdg). i'm such a sucker for characters with fangs, vampire or not, and i'm just thinking about actor poking at his nearly acquired fangs uncertainly, worried that about them ruining his appearance, while y/n has to assure him that he's still very adorable (maybe moreso depending on how much of a monsterlover your y/n is fhdklJLKDF)
and of course there's the matter of being turned itself, whether it was a betrayal by someone he trusted, or a matter of being in the wrong place at the wrong time.........maybe vampire!y/n turned him after years of begging........who knows, the possibilities are endless, but the aftermath of it is fun to think about (especially if it's something that was unexpected, because then there's the angst of him and y/n [presumably they're there idk though] having to deal with the fallout......ohogadosgndso)
and god. him trying to hunt for blood for the first time is a very fun concept for me cuz while i'm sure he's charming enough to draw in victims i love the idea of him montage-ing through different victims and choosing not to bleed them dry for different reasons, some of them for angsty reasons like they remind him too much of people he loves (or people he's hurt and feels regret for.......) to funny reasons like he just. gets so annoyed with them that he leaves and forgets he was supposed to drink from them cuz he wanted to get away from them quickly but an annoying person would've been the perfect person to drink from relatively guilt-free DAMMIT—
depending on whether this is post-wkm who's already immortal and just now has vampire shit to deal with or a mark who was human and is confused and/or HORRIFIED to have vampire shit to deal with my headcanons are gonna be different so just lemme know if there's something specific you want me to focus on but.......yeah. i love him omfg 🥺
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todayisafridaynight · 11 months
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That one post about Daigo aging and me being like “congratulations you’ve aged like… a day.” His parents must have had Sayain genes or something.
i was about to bully you and be like 'what post' but as it turns out i'm a big ass clown cause i know exactly what post you're talking about
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septimus-heap · 1 year
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Literally I think my parents must be a little bit insane to still think they're good parents. They pushed me to the point of being actively suicidal not even 2 years ago like hello????
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innytoes · 2 years
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More Triffid AU thoughts because apparently the book stuck with me even though I read it like 15 years ago.
-So Reggie wakes up to his brother screaming that he can’t see, and freaks out, and rushes to get help only to open the door and it’s chaos outside because pretty much EVERYONE can’t see. His parents are gone (or did they even come home?). He does the first thing he can think of: put Stevie on his bike and ride to the Molinas, dodging and serving blind pedestrians along the way.
-The band was supposed to have a Meteor Watch Party, which Reggie missed, but it is very convenient because everyone is already in one place. They quickly piece together what happened, because Reggie (who slept through the meteor shower) is the only one who can see.
-Reggie and Carlos quickly retrofit their zombie apocalypse plans. He feels bad raiding a grocery store, even worse raiding the pharmacy, but Alex needs his inhalers and if this isn’t temporary, things could get very bad very fast.
-He realises this when he’s nearly kidnapped by a cop who can’t see anymore, who tries to hold him at gunpoint and force him to be his guide. (He throws a can of beans at a car, making the alarm go off and distracting the cop, and hightails it out of there, figuring out pretty quickly that letting anyone know he can see is a very, very bad idea.)
-Luke 100% is the first to stop freaking out because they can still play music, right?
-Over the next few weeks, things both get very bad (fires, car accidents, desperate people) and then very quiet. Reggie spends time raiding more stores for supplies (sometimes with the help of Luke or Ray, though he hates the idea of putting Ray in danger when he has kids to worry about).
-He also goes around to all of their family’s houses. His parents are nowhere to be found, but he packs up some stuff for him and Stevie. Tía Victoria isn’t home, and the hospital she works at is such chaos that Reggie quickly flees.
-He never, ever tells Luke what he found on the Patterson’s street. And he makes sure that if they ever regain sight, Luke will never, ever see it either.
-He visits Flynn’s family, and they seem to be doing more alright than the other survivors he’s passed that are still in their homes. Probably because Flynn’s mom has been blind for most of her life already. The first thing Flynn says when she realises Reggie can see is: Reggie, give it to me straight.... does my outfit clash? (And if Reggie has a little hysterical breakdown at that, well, he’s earned it.) Eventually, they all agree to move in together, because it’s safer to stick together.
-Alex’ parents and family aren’t home, but he said to check at the church as well, which he does. He’s surprised to find that there are a number of sighted people at the church, so he lingers at the open door and stares blankly at a spot on the wall and listens to the sermon. When he starts hearing words thrown around like ‘gods will’ and ‘women of breeding age’ and ‘repopulation’, he decides it’s time to get Alex’ sister out of there really fast. He speeds back to the house to get Alex (since he’s not sure if Olivia would come with him if without that).
-When Alex arrives, Reggie carefully leads him to Olivia. Alex tells his folks he’s taking Olivia, and that there isn’t shit they can do about it, because they can’t see. (Olivia is more than happy to go with them if it means not being a baby incubator.) They get out, leaving Alex’ parents behind wondering if Alex can see (he can’t, but with some silent directing by Reggie he could fake it). They did agree beforehand if anything were to happen, Reggie would grab Liv and run.
-100% Alex made sure his parents thought that The Gays were Immune, which probably put a spanner in the whole cult thing the people at the church were trying to set up.
-The amount of anxiety Alex goes through, not only being blind but now being solely responsible for his sister, it’s pretty intense. Especially when you can’t just run away and hide or go for a walk alone to clear your head. There’s a lot of frantic drumming.
-Ray teaches Reggie how to drive, even when blind. He’s mostly working off muscle memory, listening to the sound of the engine, and hoping Reggie’s good enough at steering to not hit anything. They don’t need to go fast, but being able to drive means fewer trips to the supermarket. (Also, when Alex eventually bangs through one of his drums and freaks out, Luke and Reggie go get him a new one. A blind Luke in a music store is a Bad Idea and he’s banned from subsequent trips unless he promises to hold Reggie or Julie’s hand the entire time.)
-Eventually life quiets down, which is both good and horrific if you think about it long enough. They move Flynn’s family into the Molina house. They start checking all the houses and figuring out who is still there, who is gone. Reggie buries more bodies than he cares to remember. But it’s better than his friends tripping over them in the streets.
-Then, the triffids break out of their farms and it’s like the apocalypse all over again.
-After a few years they do have things pretty under control. They’ve fenced off a large part of the neighbourhood. The only other survivor in the fence is an old lady that Reggie goes to check on every day, until he doesn’t have to anymore. She wrote him a note in frightening good penmanship for someone who couldn’t see, that he didn’t need to feel bad, but that her meds ran out a long while ago and she was ready to go meet her husband.
-Every week they patrol the fences and set fire to any mature triffids they find. Who would have thought anyone would trust Luke with a flamethrower, let alone a blind Luke?
-Flynn’s dad used to be an electrician and they rig up some was to get power and collect and purify water.
-The sheer feels of Ray teaching the boys how to shave without being able to see. (Luke complains about having to until Julie is like: no kisses until you get rid of that itchy upper lip. He turns around real fast after that.) 
-Willie was locked in the basement as punishment by his shitty evil foster dad. When Caleb figured out what was going on the next day, and that people who didn’t see the meteors could still see, you better believe he made sure to cuff Willie or tie him up so he couldn’t escape and use him to his advantage.
-Eventually Willie manages to escape, possibly by luring Caleb over a cliff or to a triffid or something.
-Willie settles in to the Molina-Taylor homestead pretty easily. He’s fed properly, they let him skate around the abandoned streets, Carlos even helps him build a ramp. He can see Reggie is nearing a breaking point and takes over some of his tasks.
-Every evening Reggie helps Flynn find the clothes she wants to wear. When Willie comes back with clothes from his raiding-outside-the-neighbourhood trips, he always makes sure to describe them to Flynn in detail so she knows what she’s wearing. He gets her the most fashionable clothes he can find.
-Don’t think about Ray getting sick and getting a fever, and Reggie insisting he’ll stay up with him because he’s the only one who can read the thermostat (besides Willie, who was out all day trying to find meds and is exhausted.) Don’t think about people trying to tell him they’ll just wake him for the reading and he’s already doing so much.
-Don’t think about Reggie shouting ‘He’s my dad too!’ at Julie before immediately apologising, because of the yelling, because of course it’s not the same and he isn’t really...
-And Julie just hugs him and tells him of course Ray is his dad too, but he’s stretching himself too thin. They compromise, Reggie will stay with him until his fever breaks.
-As the teens grow into adults, there are some very serious talks about Privacy. It starts with rotating who gets to sleep out in the studio. Eventually, Julie and Luke move into the house next door, possibly with Flynn (and a good pair of earplugs). They tear down the fence between the two properties for easy acces. Maybe even build a tunnel connecting the two.
-Mr and Mrs Taylor across the street. They’d move back to their house, but it’s too far down the block to be safe. Still, everyone spends a few days moving around furniture to get the house to their liking.
-Alex, Reggie and Willie don’t move out, though they might move into the studio loft. Sometimes when needed, Reggie or Willie will sleep over at one of the other houses. But Alex is way too anxious to learn a whole new layout of a whole new house, and he doesn’t want to leave Liv alone, even though tells Alex it’s fiiine, she’s practically an adult now, Lex. (”You are sixteen! That is not an adult! I don’t care if it is the apocalypse!”)
-After the first successful beach trip, they maybe take a few more in larger groups. Not too often that it becomes a routine, because leaving their home defenseless is a bad idea. But for very special occasions, they do.
-It is a very awkward conversation when Julie is like: hey Reggie can you do me a favour and tell me if this has one line or two lines? Yeah thanks that’s what I thought so anyway I’m pregnant. And Reggie is like WHY DID YOU JUST SHOVE SOMETHING YOU PEED ON AT MY FACE before realising what this means and then he’s ecstatic and calling dibs on godfather and second-coolest uncle (after Carlos of course.)
-Luke and Julie 100% had a discussion where the went back and forth between ‘should I take a pregnancy test and ask Reggie or Willie’ vs ‘do we just not say anything and hope nobody bumps into Julie until Reggie or Willie very awkwardly brings up her giant stomach’ but in the end they decided they probably needed to tell people because of the whole ‘eating for two’ and ‘Willie can you please go and steal some pregnancy vitamins’ thing.
-They all live happily ever after except for the whole triffid apocalypse thing.
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king-minyard · 2 years
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if you have younger family or friends, please be very, very careful about what you label as "gross", especially if it's body stuff.
body hair, sweat, pimples, et cetera, et cetera, etc.
you don't know how much of that they will internalize and turn back onto themselves.
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