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seoafin · 3 years

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oo yeah, the stark differences in eng fics on ao3 and those that i’ve read in websites like pixiv/ weibo/ lofter/ typesetters is a high-context asian subtle/implicit intimacy vs low-context western loud/explicit intimacy (1)

tho ,, i think the setting (character + environment + time) and the prompt (au? canon? romance? slice of life? epic?) play into it. i think the differences that exist between portrayals of intimacy by east asian authors and by western authors largely stem from cultural philosophy, which could make some things jarring to those unfamiliar with either

tbh i'm the type of person who, when reading lit abt supposedly asian characters, would appreciate the story more if it was also true to the characters' culture, and so i'd also like to see them experience and understand love the same way asians experience and understand love. but that's just me (i know there are diaspora who like to see other things), and that's also for a concept that's more for peaceful romance/character-centric settings. it’d be a different case if the story is plot-driven, or historical, or apocalyptic

i personally prefer the nuance of intimacy in pieces by east asians bc that's what i like to see and what i'm familiar with. but either way, i don't mind the differences exist. it just means that there's a variety to all of our experiences. as long as it's written into the narrative in an organic manner, it will still feel like a love i can appreciate, whether romantic or platonic or anything in between.

the whiplash was intense when i opened a fic bc i was curious or bored (or both rly) and then boom, untagged daddy kink. SHSHS it makes me giggle sumtimes, since he’s a jpnese character, when it comes to gojou, bc personally i just can't imagine him calling anyone any kind of petname unless it means to fuck with them,,, like, for eg, in stsg fic i just can't vibe with gojou calling suguru anything but his name, but that's just me and largely the way i interpret their characters, and it's just nice to know that all the authors of jp/cn/kr fic i've read before feel the same way more or less ,, but that's it HSJJSJS if someone else decides they want gojou calling suguru this or that, then that's like, alright. that's what they want to write and see, yk, and there's nothing wrong with that, i'll just swerve respectfully lmao

also for pdas,, i think it definitely depends on the age of the couple and the setting

like, if they're a campus couple, pda is pretty common. handholding, picking each other up from class, study dates in the library/courtyard/cafe, going to drinking parties together, that sort of thing.

the most common petname i've heard cn campus couples use is "baobao/baobei" (寶寶/寶貝), which means precious/baby/darling. for jp couples, tbrh i've never heard anything ,, my friends and cousins don't use petnames either

honestly,,, if u're cn/jp and u're dating someone ur age or younger, u'd probs call them by their given name or a nickname with an affectionate prefix/suffix (小，阿，兒 etc or the norm ちゃん, くん, さん, 先輩/ 輩先 suffix) and ig u could call that a petname. if u're dating someone older than u, then u'd call them (insert name)-san or senpai/jie/ge if u and they want, and that would show how close u are. some ppl date and call each other by their full names, too, and even with honourifics. and some ppl use just their partner's given names.

for kr,, idk much but i think it’s usually 이,야,아 etc and noona/oppa/unni/hyung ????

for older couples, like married couples or people who are working, pda tends to lean towards petnames. "sweetheart", "honey", "wife/husband", that sort of thing. if they're parents, they'd probably call each other "dad", "mum" (I NEVER HEARD MY OWN PARENTS NAME LEAVING THEIR LIPS WHEN THEY ADDRESS THE OTHER)

but if its pda like,, making out in public, i don't think it's very common. i've never seen it shhsjsjs (arm holding can be rewarded with a stink eye from the conservatives elderly (mostly), from where i came from)

in fic, it's abt the same, which means it would depend on the age/setting/couple's preference with the addition of the author's preference which just,,, uh shows , ig

but then again,, pls cmiiw if anyone else knows more

altho i’m a “respect is earned” type of person ,, when it comes to (conservative) elders, it will just fly out of the window,,, the repercussions....just no 🥰 some of them are so fucking petty and are hellbent to teach u a lesson, its actually embarassing

back when the yo mama jokes were still popular and 24/7 circulating in the internet,, me and some friends were 😃😃 like yall can say this and get away with it? when daylight arrive after i crack this kind of joke in front of my relatives, my mom is done scheduling for my cremation date

even if i dont intend it to mean disrespect in some convos,, the damage is done and my parents would straight up be like : “wtf did u just say? try repeating it once more and lets see if u can still sleep under a roof today.” either that or they’ll smack me before saying it ,, whichever could come first depending on their mood 🥴

my relatives wont ever missed if i ever forgot to address them when we meet or during a phonecall by a simple “uncle/ aunt/ grandfather/ grandmother” (usually my grandfather is the one so uptight abt it 💀) and it will end up into a short lecture abt “young kids these days..../ u havent forgot to eat yet u forgot what respect is?/ ur parents are fine ppl but what happen to u”

cue my mother glaring at me or giving the stink eye like @/&/&2@22 most of the times i’m distracted by sth and just spaced out while organising it in my head b4 it could get out of hand ,,, that and the titles i’ve used for each relative is different and i’m afraid to mixed it up bc again...stink eye ,,, like my father’s younger/ older brother and younger/ older sister and cousins + its another different handful of titles when it comes to my mother’s family 😔 - 🐱 (2)

yes!!!! there’s a lot of reasons why i enjoy stsg fics and it’s because gojo and geto are always treated like people in stsg fics.....i’ve found that in a lot of reader insert fics you could replace gojo and geto with the male lead of those mafia boss stories on wattpad and it wouldn’t make a difference LMAO gojo and geto are often caricatures of themselves and it’s just something i’m personally not interested in.

also....i feel like there’s so much intimacy in how someone calls/says your name that just using pet names 24/7 gives it this superficial sense that i’m not really a fan of but then again, in fwb stories i totally understand.

another thing, I really feel like culture DOES play into it. obviously as asian people ourselves who come from a collectivist culture, our idea of love is different from the western concept of love. i feel like this especially comes into play when we see reader insert stories where the MC is super op and strong just so they can “match” gojo and gojo doesn’t need to worry about them even though it’s not even needed!! in asian cultures it’s not a burden to take care of people. it’s love. and i feel like western people don’t quite grasp that bc it’s such an individualist culture (this is a not nuanced at all / a generalization but u get the point)

yeah full on pda in fics always gets me because in japan???? lmao no honey!!! although gojo would definitely do it, not every character would LOL

gojo would pet names as a joke aka ironically, but i just don’t see him doing it seriously unless it's dear or smt

my mom is so big on respect. she always gets into fights abt with my brother and it’s a generational difference tbh but i digress, it’s not like it’s bad to be polite to your elders, but I do think koreans can take it too far to the point where it’s detrimental!!

#once again just my opinion and preference!!!#🐱 anon

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hey-hamlet · 5 years

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BNHA AU Ideas : Quirkless Erasure

Also on AO3!

TL;DR:

In some worlds, Midoriya Izuku is the first quirkless hero. But not in this one, not by far.

Because his homeroom teacher is the hero he's always looked up to: UA's first quirkless Pro Hero.

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Izuku isn't the only quirkless one, and Aizawa gets into the hero course via emotional devastation against his opponents.

anyway so: quirkless aizawa bc i need that

everyone thinks he has a quirk like emotional manipulation of something but no he's just fucking savage, he gets into the hero course bc he blasted the absolute shit out of mic

everything’s on youtube it’s one of the most viewed videos of all time

this aizawa's eyes are permanently gold bc i headcanon it's his quirk that makes his eyes black, not the colour they flash

"you yell because you have a constant fear no one is really listening to you. you play the class clown and don't try too hard so when you look back you think "i failed because i didn't try" not "i failed because i wasn't good enough""

"bro,,, bro what the fuck did i do to you"

aizawa isn’t even salty he’s quirkless tbh

"you're pushing this on me because it hurts, right? your loud, flashy but damaging quirk means the only thing people think you're useful for is heroics. did you want to do this, or is this the only way society will let you feel comfortable in the role it presses in on you"

"well being quirkless is rough but at least i cn be whatever i want to be"

mics just shell shocked mics not even using his quirk and everyone’s just uwu he’s erasing mics quirk

all aizawa does is walk is close and mutter "society thinks im worthless, which is rough. but you have to put your life on the line or you're nothing better than a villain to the people"

and just, lightly pushes him out of bounds

pls mics just in Love this guy tore him to fucking pieces but Damn

aizawa helps him up off the floor

"so im probably not wrong but im a little sorry for saying it on live tv"

mic "youre amazing"

aizawa just goes bright red and starts sputtering

aizawa: the emotional devastation hero weakness: genuine compliments

consider 1A teacher aizawa just still made of emotional devastation, nezu made him promise not to use his powers of destruction on his children unless he was expelling them

this is a quirkless izuku au too, mirio got ofa, allmight encouraged izuku to be a hero after the fight but had no quirk to give him and he manages to make his own way into the hero course

so izuku is a little analyst, gets mostly hero points but uses sharp rebar and poles to smash in the sensors of some robots, getting him a few non-rescue points either. Aizawa is watching like "oh interesting a non-combat quirk" and beside him allmight is vibrating with excitement

"he might actually do it!"

"who might do what"

allmight turns sheepishly to aizawa

"young midoriya on camera 6, he might just be the first quirkless student to pass the enterance exam to heroics straight up"

and aizawa can hardly watch anyone else for the rest of the exam, he adopts this kid on the fucking Spot

hes on the edge of his fucking seat, when nezu sends out the zero pointer. "this kid only needs 10 more points, just ten more" and izuku turns around to look at the 0 pointer and aizawa is like "fuck kid i hope you know what youre doing"

he manages to shove a piece of rebar into the treads, stoping it in its place. it tries to swat him like a bug but he just dives out of the way, picks up ochako and sprints and aizawa is like "holy shit holy shit these bastards better give this kid hero points for that"

like they are assigning final hero points and aizawa has to awkwardly put his hand up "i,,, should probably be excluded from giving midoriya hero points because i went from 0 to bias very very quickly"

allmight just nods sagely

"young midoriya be like that sometimes"

pls aizawa tries to act extra tough bc he can’t let anyone know he’s Adopted this child

for all izuku's brain hes useless w social stuff and thinks aizawa hates him but everyone else k n o w s

also izuku is the only person in 1A who knows ab aizawa's "quirk" and hes like, constantly vibrating w glee around the guy

aizawa walks in the first day, hears bakugo asking how this "quirkless bastard" got in, grabs bakugo w his scarf and yeets him into vlad’s room

"ok students, looks like we are a class of 19. any other comments before we start?"

and like everyone is so lost no one questions it

bakugo is screaming bloody murder until vlad "kindly" tells him ua has a strict no discrimination policy and aizawa would have been well within his rights to expel him

please nezu is like "uwu take one of 1B to make the classes even" and vlad is like "no ive already bonded tough cookies" vlad just adopts bakugo instantly

monoma and bakugou become bros, the baku-squad is 50% a thing, but its mostly 1B students but with pinning kiri. kendo and bakugo both keep monoma in line, monoma and kendo keep bakugo in line

during the sports festival shinsou is like "you must have a blessed quirk to get into the hero course"

and izuku just has this "really. this si what we're doing now" look on his face. hes just gesturing to shinso in exasperation, trying to make eye contact w aizawa hidden up in the commentary box

all you can hear from the box is aizawa quiet snickering as mic tries not to give the game away. he yeets shinso out of bonds and just hauls him back to his feet

"im quirkless you nonce"

"oh,,,"

"yeah, oh. what, gonna be embarrassed a quirkless kid kicked your ass?"

"nah i just feel bad for being a dick"

"ok you are the only valid person ive ever met, come meet my not-dad"

"wait what"

izuku fireman carries shinso into the announcers booth and just presents him to aizawa

you can just vaguely hear "no not kid" "but he'll be perfect" "kid this is live ask me after the festival" "but! hed be perfect! and you could train him to carry on your legacy of soul-crushing burns" "... hmmm"

"do i get a say in this?" "no" "nope"

mic just loudly saying "SO BEFORE WE WITNESS A CHILD CRY LIVE ON AIR AGAIN, AS ALWAYS HAPPENS IN THIS FESTIVAL, LETS START THE NEXT ROUND!"

there’s a counter “days since someone last cried: 0”

please its like "times cried durring all sports festivals" "average cry events" "number of times cried this festival"

aizawa being even more of a dad than canon, like hes a mess he sees on sad kid and he's like "wow that's my kid now"

he makes them soup when they get sick and leaves it outside their doors, refuses to admit its him doing it

soup cryptid

please mic is like 100% in love with him and had been for years but aizawa still has internal bias against the quirkless and thinks he's not good enough for mic so he cant make himself see the flirting for what it really is

“haha he’s just being friendlyL

“aizawa i literally want to marry u”

“awww ur so nice u mean as friends tho right?”

in this au ive decided that quirkless heroes are a thing, but pretty rare, in japan they are all underground bc villains go after them a l o t. there are some public ones in america but they tend to,,, die,,, pretty quickly

and bc there are some quirkless heroes everyone acts like discrimination isn't a thing anymore and quirkless people should shut up while quirkless people are still getting killed and committing suicide at like 500% the rate of people with quirks

also the suicide rate is,,,,, significantly higher in japan but no one ever talks abt it bc japan the “ideal place for people with quirks” so that surely means nothing could ever go wrong

izuku does the "its your power" speech in like 3 parts, before, during and after the sports festival bc he needs he bones w no quirk

stain asks izuku what his quirk is and izuku does the "wouldn't you like to know, weather boy"

",,, where are your parents"

"one abandoned me straight up and the other is giving it a red hot go right now, try me coward"

izuku but everytime he roasts a villain he does it in vine quotes

tl;dr in the au inko is like,, not ok w izuku being a hero and she's trying to do the "leave the school or you can't live here any more" ultimatum and it's not working for her

bc izuku said "ok bye then" and now lives out of his backpack. no one knows. he just like,, sleeps on the train

and iida is like "owo could i come over to your house" and izuku is like

"aaaaa its on fire. yep. made of arsenic and always in flames, why dont we go to the park"

everyone in 1a is like betting on what his house is like. they harass katsuki in 1b but he refuses to talk

hes like "hell no i got thrown into another class for talking ab that nerd eat my left tit"

they only fucking work it out when aizawa and allmight go to izukus house to talk ab dorms and there is literally no one there

aizawa asks izuku ab it like "kid you need to update your forms with your current address" and hes like "oh worm, she moved? wack."

“u,,,,didn’t know,,,,”

“nah lmao i sleep on the bench in a park near here”

“my boy,,,,,l

"what, ochako lives alone!"

"yeah, in a fucking house, kid"

aizawas just: this is literal child abuse i’m ur guardian now

allmight "hes my kid too dont be greedy"

"fuck off all might you already have mirio" "and you already have shinsou!" nighteye, from around the corner "ill take him!" aizawa and allmight "NO"

mic adopts him nezu just sitting in the distance "well, its my school. i get the kid" one whole school full of adult heroes "NO ITS MY SON,,," izukus like crying "wait,,, you guys aren't sick of me? wild" while sobbing

afo out of nowhere: i’ll take the child :))) everyone collectively: N O

for self-indulgence, izuku is the youngest in the class for this au so they all call him their little brother

consider: quirkless aizawa is very similar to normal aizawa but he does practise self-care, he just tries to make it look like he doesnt because hes like that

if i dont take care of myself ill never be able to stand up to the heroes w quirks but also do i deserve normal good human things

tl:dr: he can cook well and is trying to teach izuku that 2-minute noodles and apples arent hero fuel

inko is like: "uwu i wont change what i cook for you so you'll just have to make do owo" in like, a pathetic attempt to get him to stop training so izuku runs off protein bars, electrolyte drinks and raw vegetables

just like, his bento at school. its only raw mushrooms, spinach, tomatoes and 2 full carrots

the only time he gets like a kinda valid balanced meal for a hero in training is when he pops by bakugous place and mitsuki forces him to stay for lunch

izuku is like "oh hi bakugo i have ur book-" "HI ITS LUNCH GET IN PIPSQUEAK"

hes just thrown into a chair, bakugo isnt even confused. izuku is like ",,,, so vlad gave me your book bc your house is near mums." "fair enough. hope you like miso salmon"

izuku just looks stary eyed

"f i s h ??? warm food bakugo id kill for you"

"deku wtf"

"i had nothing but 3 scoops of protein powder and 2 tomatoes today"

“dEKU WHAT THE FUCK”

"i had to eat the protein podwer with plain water kacchan. protein sludge followed by two raw tomatoes. i would commit real actual murder for you"

mitsuki always packs an extra bento after that

so like when it’s dorm time izuku gets rly stressed out bc he doesn’t know how to cook for himself??? bakugous in the 1b dorms and even if he wasn’t he definitely wouldn’t cook for him

1a goes on a fucking shopping trip, chaperoned, obviously

and they’re lining up and aizawa sees that izukus cart is only filled with like??? instant noodles and like two (2) fruits and he’s losing his mind bc yes okay he’s a child but he’s also a young hero and he’s going to get a heart attack by 20 if he doesn’t fix his diet

aizawa is like "izuku, you cant eat that" and izuku just goes "oh ok" puts the noodles back and comes back with a tub of protein powder and like 11 vegetables and a bag of kale

okay this is an improvement kinda, how do u cook it

,,,,,c

cook?

izuku just has a totally blank face

"i was just gonna like,,, eat it"

"raw."

"uh, yeah, is that not how u eat vegetables?”

"thats a potato. and some leeks. thats a fucking onion"

"it wont kill me though"

"thats,,, that not how you pick food kid."

“but vegetable??? good????”

"kid do you even fucking like any of this"

"wait, im supposed to like?? my food???"

yagi in the fucking health food isle hearing this is 50% laughing but 50% crying

aizawa: “izuku ur supposed to eat a well balanced and tasty meal”

izuku: *surprized pikachu face*

please even todoroki is like ",,, at least fuyumi could c o o k"

oh god imagine having a worse diet than shouto todoroki from 1a who eats nothing but cold soba and drinks juice

also please aizawa is like "kid i thought you just happened to be thin but now im seeing thats not the case"

bakugo in the distance "like inko ever fed him enough anyway lmao"

aizawa "WAIT WHAT"

whys bakugou shopping with 1a? its actually all 40 of the first years just descending on this poor little store. it’s this little mom and pop grocery store and a billion hungry hero hopefuls just burst through the door like 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒆𝒏 𝒏𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒔

izuku is like "oh its too expensive" and aizawa is just holding a bag of rice, aizawa is like "its cheaper than the protein powder you have"

and izuku is like "yeah i mean its empty calories and im not paying that much for empty calories"

",,,"

"thats what you taught us sensei!"

"EMPTY CALORIES ARE ONLY A PROBLEM IF UR EATING TOO MUCH"

"and?"

"YOU HAVE 3 POTAOES FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS"

"i can put some back if you want?"

"THATS EXACTLY WHAT I DONT WANT"

#bnha au #bnha #aizawa shouta #aizawa #eraserhead #midoriya izuku #Izuku #Midoriya #erasermic #present mic #bakugou katsuki #all might #yagi toshinori #shinsou hitoshi #quirkless erasure au

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judehayward · 4 years

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lady gaga voice slowly fadin in: ju-Das juda-ah-ah… this depressed goblin bastard is honestly my fav male muse like i dnt typically stick w male muses tht long i struggle bt................. i’ve played him the longest of them all n always seem to return to him. jst cnt stay away. way 2 attached to this absurd little man. it’s nai btw!!!! (josefine on the main). launches right in to jude’s intro without further adieu..... (u can also find his playlist here) 🧙‍🎨

「douglas booth & cis-male」⇾ hayward , jude, the senior radcliffe student’s records show that he is a pisces and 23 years old. he is studying ART, living in moris and can be protective, laidback, nonsensical & apathetic. when i see him i am reminded of wearing a faded smiley face sticker on your forehead while receiving a serious lecture, saying “fuck off” to inanimate objects, lead marbles instead of eyes. ⇽「nai & 23 & gmt & she/her.」

he pinterest:

me in the voice of a card magician performing on the street: round up round up pick a pinterest any pinterest!

ta-da it’s aesthetics:

lead marbles instead of eyes, a stolen hearse careening down the wrong lane, wearing a faded smiley face sticker on your forehead while receiving a serious lecture, bags under the eyes that are so big they could pack enough clothes for a three week vacation, a cigarette wobbling from your bottom lip as you squint against the sunlight, passing out on a stranger’s rooftop, placing sunglasses over the eyes of a biology lab skeleton, gangling around the place like shaggy minus his scooby snacks, saying “fuck off” to inanimate objects

about tha Bitch:

born in sheffield in england, bt they went back and forth between there n san fran a lot

jude was an unhappy accident. his parents never rly used protection bc they were super Liberal n Au Naturel n believed in the pull out method bc… they were maniacs. bt then the ONE time they used a condom in an effort to b safety conscious it broke n hence…. jude was born

they just kind of ran w it bc they had such a passionate relationship tht they were like What The Hell…. may as well! itll be fine we’ll learn to be good parents n love him like normal ppl do

spoiler alert: tht didn’t work out

they were ok to him like they weren’t fully Bad bt they just found him to be a massive burden n hindrance to their plans. pretty absent n irresponsible. they literally….. had sex all day every day n acted like a pair of teenagers. it ws a super weird environment for a kid to grow up in bc he literally had no role models or… guidance or…. anything rly. occasionally they’d joke around w him or pretend they properly knew what grade he was going into but for the most part they just Didn’t Care the way parents shd. they lost his birth certificate n dnt remember what they put as his middle name so he’s jst kind of like hmmmm............. n gives himself a diff one every time ppl ask. past variations hv included: jude pauly hayward, jude maureen hayward, jude van winkle hayward. says all of these w a very straight face

despite this he does hv some nice memories w them. usually he definitely sees them fr holidays. frm being rly young their christmas tradition hs been to get a bunch of chinese food like a Banquet Feast n spend all day smoking n drinking into the early hours. perhaps not the healthiest or most responsible bt 😔 jude rly likes it it’s kind of the one time of yr he feels he has a proper family

they r both suuuuper into the arts. rly good sculptors bt they paint too n they actually own a successful gallery in sheffield n san fran

(trauma tw) as a result he grew up around a lot of creative n sometimes pretentious ppl. the friends of his parents were more present in his life than his ACTUAL parents bc they were always jetting off to diff countries to scout out new pieces fr their galleries n just have a gd time in beautiful places without…. the annoyance tht ws being responsible n looking after someone. tbh some of his parents friends were rly damaging too bt….i won’t go into that just yet. it doesn’t rly…need properly explaining bc jude never talks abt it anyway n it….is rather triggering so i’ll jst….leav it for now tbh. basically they just were Not Nice n jude had a lot of bad memories he keeps repressed bt he also??? has some gd ones..... it was a strange environment bt he’s a survivor

(death n grief tw) he hd to do community service bc he kind of… hd a bit of a breakdown before the funeral of his elderly neighbour who bsically raised him bc her kids rly didnt care abt her they jst wanted her inheritance?? so he… stole the hearse w her casket still in it n ws jst like… drivin around the place sort of… tryin nt to cry…..KJJFHSFKJGHKFG i mean. it isnt funny its actually sad bt :/ in a very bizarre n jude way. he gt caught n taken in fr questioning bt her son kind of realised hw… broken up abt her death jude ws n had a heart n didnt press charges. regardless he stil hd to do community service bc it ws like taken seriously even tho it ws his first proper offence. doin it rly exhausted n depressed him so when he wsnt doin tht he ws just hibernatin in his room……. this ws like 4 months ago nw............ just some fun lore fr u all

bc of how he ws raised he has a p cultured taste. he luvs classic lit n p much anything artsy. he can play piano 2 n sometimes gets rly high n thinks he’s mozart level gd at composing he’s jst going fking wild on the keys in a trance...... i mean he’s gd bt… chill

he’s rly sarcastic n so deadpan like he’ll say smthn completely ridiculous bt he’ll say it w his whole chest so sincere.... it’s rly hard to tell when he’s joking or serious honestly. has an overflowing secret sketchbook n if he cares abt someone he’ll probably secretly draw them. does NOT share these drawings w the person he hates being openly sentimental. at heart he is jst a very Sad Boy w lots of repressed issues like depression genuinely just does NAT giv him a single break bt he plasters over this w wise cracks n never discusses his emotions ever. he’s actually p decent or at least tries to b. he’s kind of like tht bit in superbad where michael cera gets rly drunk n makes a toast to women like tht energy...........

he has rly bad insomnia so he like never sleeps idk how he’s Alive straight up. please go to bed sir............. he always has rly sleepy eyes n rubs them tiredly mid conversation. he smokes a lot of weed to try n compensate fr this n make him tired bt he still struggles a lot

ANYWAY that aside he’s at radcliffe doing art, focusing on fine art like painting is............... the thing he luvs most...... his style is kind of.......... taking normal things n painting w surreal colours.... he likes A LOT of colour in his paintings which is kind of a stark contrast to his personality bc his world’s so.... washed out n grey............ lovs art n philosophy n literature n photography n music....

ummMMMMmm honestly idk i’m blankin on what else to say. ull find him smoking weed reading an american classic or gnawing at his thumbnail n getting charcoal smudges on all his clothes. wandering the streets in plaid pj bottoms n dr martens eating frm a cereal box without care in the world. he’s p broody n scruffy n he’s mostly here fr a laidback time....... doesn’t rly like when ppl take themselves too seriously........ likes strange ppl thinks the world is mde richer by them n likes when ppl can jst bounce back jokes at him without being like erm. u dont make sense mate. bc frankly he can come up w some strange stuff sometimes.............. talking to him cn b like navigating a dark n bendy road without a flashlight.......

(drugs tw) once did shrooms n woke up naked in the woods curled up in a pile of leaves. to this day he recounts this as his werewolf transformation. hs no idea hw he ended up there n when ppl r like are u not. concerned jude. tht is so strange? he jst shrugs like.............. dunno....................... suppose i’m jst a werewolf upon occasion. so casual abt it. jst truly does Not care abt most things at all..... almost to the point tht it’s concerning (sometimes way past the point tht it’s concerning too :/)

this is the desc on an aesthetic i mde of his style once n sums it up well!! ‘additionally: too many pairs of trousers, a hideous amount of white t-shirts all somewhat stained with charcoal, a jumper so thinly knit it almost looks sheer, chipped teale nail varnish, a cream corduroy jacket with a cigarette hole singed onto the cuff, vintage wiry reading glasses he almost never wears, a freshly rolled cigarette behind his ear, a thrifted t-shirt with a warped bart simpson wearing a stethoscope with the caption ‘bard knwos cardiology’ and two crops hacked that way with kitchen scissors that he sometimes wears to paint.‘

EXPERT at rolling spliffs like jst. mkes them so precise n neat....... it’s his super power. his fav thing to smoke frm is banana flavour papers.................... linking 2 this he’s like. bad w emotions bt he does try..... once his friend (maggie) ws sad so he brought her a spliff wrapped in grape flavoured paper bc it’s her fav fruit n jst like. wordlessly gave it to her. it’s the thought tht counts.....

PLOTS!!!!!

plays bass in a band which cld b a fun connection to get together??? i picture the music being like surf rock type like........... mac demarco...... bt he also luvs elliott smith n glass animals n the cure n metronomy n neutral milk hotel n talking heads n radiohead n mazzy star n wolf alice...................... idk jst like.... within tht ballpark i suppose i imagine it being................

mayb ppl he shares classes w?????? i’d like someone tht does a similar course n they hang out tgether when it comes to trips fr the module to museums or exhibits or wtever................ they both stand in front of paintings analysing it rly wrong n saying stuff like hmmmmmmmmm....... i do declare i see a, uh..... large phallus protruding from the centre of this image...... moves something in me.......... n some elderly person looking at it besides them is like Ergh. sickened n disgraced. leaves w a brow severely furrowed

someone he smokes w on the moris rooftop late at night when he cnt sleep??? mayb they’re up n cnt sleep either fr whtever reason n it’s become an unspoken kind of ritual where they always clamber out n find each other there n jst wordlessly keep them company

jude is kind of like. protective almost to a fault sometimes........... mayb some guy he’s punched......................... if they hurt someone he cares abt........... typically it wld hv been a girl he ws kind of like. affected by his first relationship bc she had a bad home situation n ever since jst wnts..... to Protect it’s kind of like an automatic instinct ingrained in him nw 😔 all sounds very noble n well bt sometimes it cn b a bit of an escalation i wnt lie

perhaps a few hook-ups??? jude doesn’t tend to sleep w ppl he rly knows bc he just..... likes it to b an impersonal thing doesn’t like getting attached fr various reasons so mayb they only kno each other via this OR mayb he bent his rules a bit..... cld either work seamlessly or hv added drama if one side hs mre feelings or whtever

currently living in moris w 2 roommates bt i’d love some neighbours perhaps..... mayb someone tht lives directly nxt door to his room n is like ://// bc he plays music loud n weeds always drifting frm his window n mking their room smell if theirs is open too................. or mayb they get on..... mayb there’s a rly mean seagull tht lands on a branch n poos on pedestrians n they both commentate on it frm their windows like david attenborough...... they’re like he’s at it again. they’ve named him n everything

HONESTLY anything if u have an idea hmu i’d love 2 hear it.......... rubs my hands tgether in excitement to plot up a storm w u all

#ruhqintro #depression tw #death tw #grief tw #neglect tw #trauma tw #drugs tw

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poetic-beats · 4 years

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You'll be ok. If you feel your not, You can talk to me. Take care of yourself.

Thank you so much <3 I am just overwhelmed by everything right now. Like my partner having no job by January. My mental health. My physical health like this year so far I’ve been told I have CNS dysfunction and FGID. I am being tested for Celiac. Oh and they found cysts on my ovaries then they tested and said it wasn’t what it could’ve been and now because of issues I’ve had my female GP who handles my contraception which is due up in January wants me to have another uhh thing to check the cysts and have another blood test because turns out I could actually have it..and it could affect my chances to have children naturally - I know what it was like for my mum she has the same condition and so if i have it I’m scared even though things are different now they know more and have better options its still like D: It is like seriously though I’ve got two new things wrong with me although they havent yet like found the cause of the CNS dysfunction all the specialist could say is I hit some markers for Fibromyalgia but not enough but in her medical professional opinion I do have some form of CNS dysfunction but just not likely fibromyalgia my mum took me to see this specialist first purely because she has Fibro herself so she thought well lets start with an appointment with a rheumatologist who would like be able to check for fibro and a few other condtions. So I kinda need to like now see I think the next step is a neuropsychologist but like I’ve been so stressed and ill right now trying to fight for my mental health treatment/therapy so I’ve not been like exactly thinking about making appointments for the CNS stuff. But it is impacting me it makes me get involuntary like twitches/jerks it feels like a jolt like a little electric jolt i guess down my body but not painful as such but it just makes my body go like suddenly my arms jerked to the left or Ive thrown the food in my hand across the room because my arm/wrist/hand w/e has suddenly twitched or w/e but sometimes i get the like electric like w/e feeling its hard to explain it like across my whole body from my head to my toes and at that point it can lead to me just sort of on and off twitching a bit more like less aggressively but more often in a space of time i usually end up sleeping it off so idk really I pretty much just always pass out asleep when I get that kind of feeling. And like I wanna do stuff to like help ease his worries about money and the burden on him to support us financially and support me emotionally. But I’m not fit to work like not even a minor part time job really because I’d be so unreliable with the way my body is. I am also affected by sensory issues and other things so it’s just not I couldnt realistically right now engage in work for someone. So I am trying to do like online things but I don’t...I...just I am getting kinda overwhelmed by that too. Cos I dont know where to start what to do. Like I do but I dont you know? I mean...idk...Ive sold 3 pairs of sloth socks which was cool in the past like 2 weeks or is it 3 now since like i started like really seriously uploading to redbubble like before that I kept like uploading then removing my designs trying out different sites and so on I was trying to figure it out but I do now have it kinda figured out so that’s something. But now its like I’ve gotta get people to my freakin’ redbubble and its hard cos how an earth do i drive people to check out my store from the millions of others on the site. But also like I dont wanna like.. Idk I feel like and even though I have explained my situation on here I still kinda feel like I try to do it in a like not serious asking for help way in that i dont want it to come off as idk like I dont wanna be that person where its like i dont wanna be coming off as oh please help me feel sympathy towards me and feel sorry for me or pity me bs. I dont wanna be like appearing to be all I’m in desperate need pls help signal boost or buy to support me. Cos I’m not you know I have my parents to help we’ll be moving back in hopefully before xmas where I won’t have to pay rent. For me this is more about you know when my parents aren’t there I need to have an income for me and my partner hes disabled too...so full time jobs for the both of us is not likely especially if his EDS (edlher danlos syndrome) gets worse ya know? So I suppose my worries arent like of imminent threat of anything but more like in the future we’ll be fucked if i cant set down the foundations now for the potential for a long term income from various online strategies. But just even thinking about the future and that far ahead fucking terrifies me. Not only because of all this but because I never really thought about the future I didnt see one for myself as far as I was concerned I’d be dead or I’d be just...idk I couldnt even imagine a future or if I thought I’d make it I wouldnt really care you know because I didnt have like that light in me to want to live so it wasnt like I wanted to survive and thrive and i couldnt see a ‘happy ending’ for myself and now i can and I want to make that come true but of course its a bit hard to envisage a nice happy future with Kade when literally everything depends on having money to eat and have a roof over our heads etc and its just..UGH

I feel like trash too because I feel like my worth is valued by my output/labour and at the moment my output isn’t really bringing in cash right now so my output wouldnt exactly be deemed as ‘good’ idk its just weird its not like an I feel worthless thing like depression low self esteeem shit its more just a sort of social cultural consensus/belief that is ingrained that we are not really worth anything unless we’re contributing to society i.e working , paying taxes and buying things to reinvest in our economy etc etc..everything is about how much a human is worth in value of £ssss to big corporations and governments and rich people and idk its just like...they do have a point you know i cant just sit around and not do anything to contribute..because..then i feel like you know im not ‘sick enough’ to warrant that so im just in this limbo i guess completely self enforced by my mind which just makes it all the stupider but it is what it is. Venting this out has helped clear my mind some cos i mean at least its now out there in this void than just bouncing around my brain. Its why i write poetry too I guess idk why I just feel a release less tension SOMETIMES not all the time but sometimes it can help ease even if only slightly the chaos of my mind to just get it out there whether by chatting in person or writing it out like this just having it out there venting to someone or on a blog where people will read knowing like its not isolated within you still its relieving sometimes. So thanks for messaging me! I hope you are having a good day so far! Idk timezones or where u r so it could be early there for you maybe your day is just starting..who knows! Its 2:37pm where I am right now though so I need to work or try to...(yet again me feeling if i dont work constantly I be like failing at life) lol

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Young Justice Season Three spoilers

YJ Producers: We have a Muslim superhero this season, look how great she is and how progressive we are!

Actual YJ episodes: Okay so Muslim superhero might be a bit of a stretch since well, if you wanna get technical, she’s actually a sentient piece of alien technology whose soul went into the body of a dead Muslim girl when her original alien tech got smushed. But even though she continually insists that she is not Gabrielle Daou, the Muslim girl whose body this was originally, and that’s the entire reason she chose a new name for herself, she is a completely different person aka a non Muslim, not even human person - she still wears a hijab! Totally counts!

YJ Producers: We always wanted to portray LGBTQ+ superheroes, we’ve actually had one the whole time and you just didn’t know it because mean old Cartoon Network wouldn’t let us show it, now that we’re on our own we can and will be showing LGBTQ+ characters this season!

Actual YJ episodes thirteen episodes into the season: Error 404 Content Not Found

YJ Producers: We’re finally gonna include Cyborg! Victor Stone is in the house, we love and appreciate that character so much, we really wanted to wait until we could do his story justice!

Actual YJ episodes: So see, after getting gruesomely almost-deaded after a huge blowout fight in which we showed Vic has a lot of rage cuz Black Teenage Boys Are Just Like That, that was all aimed at his dad for not showing any interest in his life and for never showing his son he cared until now cuz Black Dads Are Just Like That, well okay, yeah that sucks, but what happened NEXT is really cool - so his dad saved his life, right? Even if it was by using alien tech that every single person he came in contact with kept telling him wasn’t like normal tech, it was sentient and thus yes COULD be bad, which was further demonstrated through the fact that said life-saving tech kept like...hijacking Vic’s own body and turning him into a rage-monster that we could totally show being a Stereotype of Black Teenage Boy Aggression as he remorselessly hunted a terrified Violet but it wasn’t his fault, he was totally powerless to control his own actions cuz of the Evil Alien Tech in his body and like wait, whats bad about that, I forget the question??? Oh right! But stop WORRYING, its all good, see, as long as he stayed around Violet and never went too far from her ever, the woman of color had magic rage-pacifying skills that existed solely to calm down the Stereotypical Angry Black Teen when he couldn’t control himself because Reasons. LOL WHY ARE YOU UPSET, WHAT’S WRONG WITH THAT, THIS IS A GOOD VICTOR STORY, ARE YOU NOT ENTERTAINED???

YJ Producers: We love and value our characters of color and would never hurt them, we’ve actually taken steps to make sure of that!

Actual YJ Episodes: Violet and Vic are both practically unkillable, see? As proof, watch us violently murder Violet in every single episode in new and creatively gruesome ways, with bonus Vic near-death experiences that allow us to show him just utterly wrecked in ways we’ve never shown a single white character, even in this season when we’re all about showing off how much creative freedom we have now without CENSORSHIP!

YJ Producers: This season is also going to focus on the stress and mental health issues that go along with life as a superhero, and who better to demonstrate this by suffering from superhero-related PTSD than Jefferson Pierce? The guy whose divorce already showed the stress and relationship issues that go along with life as a superhero (since all our white heroes in relationships are still going strong)!

Actual YJ Episodes: Oh, nothing say about this one huh, PUNK? That’s right, we actually did exactly what we said we’d do, see? Just look at how much time we spend talking about how traumatized Jefferson is and how miserable he is after killing a kid, and that’s nothing we’ve ever done (or would ever do - SHH THEY DONT NEED TO KNOW THAT) to a white hero! PLUS, like, he’s definitely getting better though, thanks to the support of the much younger character he’s surrounded by, instead of y’know, turning to his established friends and colleagues his own age for support! AND AND AND don’t forget about his growing relationship with the white doctor lady who is definitely NOT super creepy and NOT likely to betray him and break his heart and/or force him to make painful decisions when choosing between her and the kids he’s vowed to protect at some climactic point later in the season that all of that is super clearly not building towards!

YJ Producers: And don’t forget about Jaime Reyes and Virgil Hawkins and Mal Duncan and Raquel and Karen! They’re all still here too!

Actual YJ Episodes: We’ve definitely forgotten that Jaime Reyes and Virgil Hawkins and Mal Duncan and Raquel and Karen are all still here too.

YJ Producers: Major life events have happened to these heroes offscreen in the time we’ve been away from them, stuff that’s really shaped who they are and who they’ve become by now. All this stuff really matters, its how we’re different from other shows, we don’t pretend these characters stop existing the second they’re off your screens! Looks, Barbara Gordon is in a wheelchair! She’s Oracle now!

Actual YJ Episodes: Why would we bother to explain when or how this happened with even a single line of dialogue when The Killing Joke exists and is available on our streaming service? You sound dumb.

YJ Producers: Kaldur is our proof of how important our characters are to our over-all universe, look how far he’s come! He’s not Aqualad anymore, he’s AquaMAN, he’s one of the co-chairs of the Justice League, right up there with Wonder Woman who he definitely doesn’t need to turn to for approval or oversight of his actual decisions!

Actual YJ Episodes: We’re pretty sure we covered all this in the two minutes of screen time Kaldur’s had all season!

YJ Producers: Look, bottom line, this season, being away from Cartoon Network really allowed us to stretch our wings and flex creatively, we’re doing a lot of stuff with this story that just wouldn’t have been possible before, when we were on a network like CN and had overseers restricting our every move! This season gets a lot darker, a lot more mature, a lot more everything cuz freedom of speech baby! That’s what its all about!

Actual YJ Episodes: In support of our thesis, watch us up the graphically violent content of every single episode and kill lots of people instead of just cartoonishly knocking them out and carting them away to jail! That’s it, that’s everything we wanted to do that CN wouldn’t let us, that now we have total freedom to prove in a myriad of ways! What do you mean, what about *looks at smudged writing on hand* LGB - look we can’t be expected to read what that says when we have graphic violence to depict, fuck yeah!

YJ Producers: Besides, in happier news, its not all doom and gloom this season! Connor and M’Gann got engaged! Now that we’ve completely moved past all the stuff M’Gann did in S2 and don’t consider it worth mentioning, Superboy and Miss Martian are back together, and SB is totally gonna marry the woman who betrayed him in the one highly specific way that goes back to the very source of every trust issue he has and reason he has so many walls pushing people away!

Actual YJ Episodes: Yeah this is definitely happening. Suck my dick, Connor fans and fans who relate to and identify with SB and his story and think its maybe just not the healthiest to wave a wand and go “Happily ever after!” With, y’know, the guy whose greatest canon fear and paranoia is the sanctity of his mind being violated and being unable to trust that his own thoughts are really his and not just being spoon fed to him in a pod at Project Cadmus or by his telepathic girlfriend when she doesn’t like his opinion or his criticism of her actions and just doesn’t want to fight about it anymore. Look, she said she was sorry, get over it. What more do you want? For Connor to move on and have a healthy romantic relationship with someone who he doesn’t ever have to wonder if his trust in her and second chance is real and valid and not just her making him say and do what she wanted, like the way she definitely has before? For him and M’Gann to rebuild their trust over time, gradually, as friends, with the understanding they can be close again but romantic intimacy between them specifically probably isn’t in the best interests of the guy who will always have to wonder now if his thoughts are really his, no matter whether or not that’s true? Yeah, no, that sounds like a lot of work tbh, and really, we just like Miss Martian and Superboy together, they’re just cute, you know? Sides, we killed Wally and we don’t actually wanna talk about why Barbara’s paralyzed now and like, focus on her as a character, so what other longterm pairings do we really have? WHAT DO YOU MEAN THESE ARE ALL OUR OWN CHOICES AND IF WE WANT BETTER FOUNDATIONS FOR OUR CHARACTER DYNAMICS WE SHOULD MAKE BETTER CHOICES? UGH GET OFF MY BALLS, MAN.

YJ Producers: We’ve got Terra this season, and we’re doing some really cool, brand new things there.

Actual YJ Episodes: Slade’s Apprentice arc from Teen Titans the show and The Judas Contract in the comics, but really aren’t they the same thing? If you think about it, is it even possible to do that in a new way? Look, its not like we could do anything MORE original than that, like what, did you want us to have Tara genuinely be the good and loving sister she was when she reunited with her brother and expressed how traumatized she was by the things she did when she was supposedly being mind-controlled, actually invested in saving other trafficked meta-kids from being used and hurt the way she had been? Like, the way it seemed she was being written before we revealed it was a fake-out and she was actually working for Slade exactly like those other times we swore we were gonna be more original than that? Ugh why are you so unrealistic, dude, you have such weird expectations.

Me: Like dear YJ, you’ve still got me watching, because like a) I’m weak and I need this, b) nostalgia, c) Dick, Artemis, Connor, Jefferson and the chance of Jason and also Violet, Brion and Vic are all still enjoyable as characters even though your treatment of them and your narrative choices are all extremely suspect and also craptastic and also I really wanna punch you for a lot of this.

But goddamn, this was NOT your best work, and after years of waiting only to get this? Like.....so not crash, dudes. Not even a little bit.

#young justice spoilers

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letitallg0 · 5 years

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It’s wild thinking back to people I was so close with at one point

Like literally this one girl who lived like around the corner/down the street was really close to me for years and it suddenly ended for like, no reason. And the only things I ever hear about her or see is she’s struggling with addiction and her relationship and going through rehabs and I just feel so bad. Idk what happened but I could’ve been there for you. I heard ur voice on a recording and I heard your laugh and it made me realize how much I miss you and miss that time. we had so much fun and it’s crazy how abruptly it ended and was gone.

I also miss my one guy friend who lived up the street, I literally hung out w/ him every single day. Did everything together. We were in bands together, built stuff together, played house, played outside everyday and honestly it was the best time of my life. I miss everyone in the neighborhood coming out to play games like baby in the air or dodgeball or baseball etc. it was so fun. But, I haven’t seen or talked to him in years and it’s because when I went to high school he was still in middle school and I kind of made friends in my grade so I started to get busier and we didn’t see each other as much and then he moved a block away instead of on the street and like we lost connection. At one point I remember I’d die for that kid. I was told by people that he’s gonna take care of me one day, that he’s always gonna be there to help me out etc. and it’s crazy to think I haven’t talked to him now in years, but he only lives down the street... as a stranger.

I also miss another girl who I was really close with who I still talk to every now and then - been a while though. But she also lived on my street with her brothers and she could be mean to me a lot but I always went back to her. Playing the color or movie game, king of the hill, coloring, going to CN, when the Phillies won we ran up and down my street, idk there’s sooo much but she’s the ONLY friend that I will still call my friend to this day that I have talked to the longest, ever since about kindergarten to 1st grade. We might not be close af and hang out but we NEVER lost touch. We were always able to talk when we saw each other and connect no matter how much time went by. I miss her. She’s getting married soon and I probably won’t be going/invited to the wedding but I honestly don’t mind, I’m happy for her

Then there’s the obvious girl who I miss with my whole entire heart. Who I loved, like a god damn sister. The one who was just like me, who I saw myself in, who I spent almost every day with from 3rd grade to around high school. The girl who I thought I’d have forever, who completed me. This sounds weird af and in the wrong way but she was my BEST friend. I loved her to death and we did literally everything together. There was a point where my parents made me stay home for a couple days cause I would never leave her house. Obviously shit hit the fan and were not friends and never will be close like that agai, but I’ll always miss her from afar. I’ll miss who she was, i miss her laugh, I miss all of or & if I could I would go back and change everything that happened even though it won’t change the fact because we stil leouldve ended up not being friends, I would . I miss that time and I know she might not admit it but I think she does too

There’s another person I should mention. The first girl I ever truly loved in a more then friends way. I don’t care how young I was, I don’t care that people say “it doesn’t count because you were so little, it meant nothing”. It did mean something, and stuff did happen, and I dont care about age. I loved that girl. I only want to mention her because even besides all of the relationship stuff that happened, she was a great friend. She was loyal. She stuck to her promises. She did so much for me and cared so Much for me . We had a lot of fun, I mean I got into some bad shit that wasn’t good but it was fun and I don’t regret it at all. After “us” ended, we were still friends and talked but it slowly died as time went on and then she moved away. I wish we still talked, there was never really bad blood, it just kind of ended. And tbh ever since then when I did see her we’d say hi but it’s just kind of awkward, and I feel scared and I get like anxiety filled. I miss her though.

There’s a couple other people I could mention. Some of which make me really sad because I always felt like it was my fault. I know now I was young and dumb and weird and it’s just who I was and yeah it might’ve been me being the reason why but I wish I could just talk to them one more time like I used to. A lot of them are girls. Girls who I was really close with for short amounts of time who I thought I’d still be with today, but I haven’t seen or talked to them in years. I mean they were kind of bitches but, I’ll always still miss them.

One more person I need to bring up because it honestly broke my heart. There was a boy I hung out with a lot for a while, who lived a block or 2 away around the corner & I liked him for a while and he liked me and we would talk a lot and oovoo all the time but besides a 1 time little thing, we were always strictly close friends. I told him everything, and at the time I was going through a lot of bad shit including depression & i would write some stuff in notebooks to help make me feel better etc and I tried to talk to him about it and he wanted to read my notebooks. So I let him.. & he took it home and read them, left it back in my mailbox and told me he can’t do this, can’t be friends. Ever since, he never really talked to me ever again. And I always felt like I shouldn’t have let him read it but I thought maybe he could help but instead he left me.. and we just comepletelt stopped talking. He’s only a year younger then me so I watched him grow up with his new friends and all of the stuff he was in at school I’d see him do and I always just want to walk over and talk to him or say hi but I could never get myself too. I haven’t talked to him in so long and I really miss how close we were. He was a good friend and even though it sounds fucked up that he stopped talking to me I don’t blame him, I had a lot going on and it was a lot to deal w/. But I miss him, and I always will.

I’ve been through so many close friends idk why I kept trying. they all leave eventually, and most believe it was my fault and that’s okay. It probably was and is but that doesn’t erase our memories. I’ll always love them somewhere in my heart and I won’t forget them, I just hope maybe sometimes they think of me too. And maybe, just maybe, they miss me.

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Hey tasha! How did you and chunhou decide that u dont want to have children in the future? My bf and I are like at that stage and we're trying to be on the same page. We like children but so many things can go wrong HAHAH

I don’t like children and my bf don’t like children so I guess we’ve always been on the same page. I’ve never wanted children so I wouldn’t wna be w someone who intends to have one anyway so I try my best to be clear about it from the beginning. I don’t see how having children will make me happy, I just want to grow old with my boyfriend alone.

But ya, maybe try searching online and reading people’s experiences on having kids. There are many people who regret having kids (ofc it’s nt something u cn openly talk about cus ppl will judge u) bt there are many throwaway accounts on reddit talking bout it. HAHHAHA like what u said, many things can go wrong. And if u have kids, u spend a quarter of ur life taking care of them, then ur parents grow old n u have to take care of them as well. Before u know it, half ur life is gone n u have been busy taking care of every other people but urself. Yikes.

Unfortunately I’m not the best person to ask about this cus I only see the cons of having children so u should talk to girls who like children too HAHAHA.

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Shananigans of being an aupair and Miraculous

(Ok so I cant share the kid's names so its gonna be girl or little girl, boy or little dude)

So for those who dont know what an aupair is, it's like a babysitter but you live with the kids and the parents, you take care of the kids , and sometimes you do some extra jobs (cleaning, taking care of pets ...) so the first time I kinda came in contact with miraculous was when I was at a pastors house, and some relatives went there and there was this girl, a pre-teen maybe that was watching what seemed to me like anime (it was those comics about ladybug) and since I am a big fan of anime, and I wanted to ACTUALY talk to someone about it(becouse I didnt have anyone that would talk to me about it altough they watched it...), I decided to put conversation with her. “So, you like anime?” She smiles”Yeah” “whats the name of this one your watching?” “Miraculous tales of ladybug and chat noir” “I think I´ve heard about it before, is it good? “ “IT´S SO GOOD” “ So what is it about?” she says “hmm” and I go “what´s the plot about?” “ I really don't know” (I think she said this because the love square is really hard to explain hahaha)

Months passed and now I´m in Ireland with, what I like to call them, My two kids, and I could not, I repeat, I could NOT watch the same movie again, as funny as it was I couldn't also, I wasn't sleeping that well and I didn't had the energy to play with them, as much as I loved them, so I started zapping in hopes to find something that would amuse the three of us. And then I see “Miraculous tales of ladybug and Cat noir” It wasn't the first time I noticed it, but I was always like, “meh it's just a kid show” but that day I decided to give it a try.

And the three of us were GLUED to the couch

What appealed to me was how light it was, it was fun, it made me remember when I was a teen and had those huge crushes on guys.

The girl loved LB and CN because Lb was strong, and Chat was in her words “he is really like a kitty!” because of the way he moves, the bell and she was the first to notice that his ears moved. She would always sing to the intro and one time she started repeating what Marinette says in the beginning but like really dramatized, and so serious like it was a matter of life and death I just stared at her and started to laugh my ass off.

The boy tough loved CN! And I mean it, it was like he was seeing his “idol” or something. He would always laugh when he felt, when he tries to make some advances on LB and she pushes him away with his finger, or just when he was making advances on her, but the laugh he would give when she pushed him away, it would give anyone life. XD

They both loved when LB would ring Chats bell, for some reason that was really funny.

They both liked Alya, but especially the girl, once she even said she liked her better than Ladybug.

And everyone hated Chloe.

And then....was the puns they were too young to understand them, but they are so recurrent that when we were together I would do the puns and they would lost it.

The fight scenes .... for some reason they were really intense for us, we would be like: "dock that, hit him in the head! Ooooh, noo they had to use their superpowers!" (Time for both of them, and me too who am I kidding scream Cataclysm and Lucky charm) And then the lucky charm would come, and sometimes the 2 of them sometimes the 3 of us would be like, what the hell is she going to do with that »?

Then the theories came.

In one episode, origins, I saw Gabriel's face and the light bulb went on and I was like to the kids “kids! kids! I know who hawkmoth is!” both of them turn to me “who?!” “Adrien's father!” they were so shocked. Somedays after that, after one episode I see my little dude sitting very quietly on the sofa thinking-he seemed sad. I got worried and I ask if everything is ok, since he was so quiet and he goes like “Why is it that Adrien's father is Hawkmoth (as in why is Adrien father a bad guy, Adrien is a good guy so his father should be too right?) And then I had to explain to him that he could have been doing bad things,becouse he wanted someone back, and this was the only way he knew how then I explained that Mrs. Agreste disapeared and she might be the one that hes trying to get back so that Adrien could have a family again and he was like “ SHE DISAPEARD?! WHY!? “I don't know they don't tell us that” “But why?!” “I don't know” “Does he miss her?” He was looking really sad so I hugged him “ Yeah, but he's fine, he has friends, he has Nino, Marinette cares a lot about him...” It was really cool because he was really putting himself in the character shoes.

It was a really good way to teach him that not everything is black and white as well people can sometimes do bad things and have good intentions. Because until now he saw Good guys x Bad guys.

Then it was the who is who... I got really surprised by these. So everyone knew Marinette was ladybug, but the girl didnt know Chat was Adrien, I had to explain to her (Keep in mind they are really young) that they were the same person, and then we started to discuss the similarities between the alter egos.

Then I would ask who was their favorite: The boy would be CN and then eventually Adrien (He was very devoted to his cat )

The girl was obviously "Ladybug and.....Alya, she's a great friend” (aaaw)

But then they would sometimes pile up some more characters and the little dude would be like “I like them ALL”

And then the parents came.

Dad reaction:

“What are you guys watching?”

The three of us at the same time:”miraculous tales of ladybug and cat noir”

he sits with us and Adrien transforms, me and the girl fangirling because of Chat and the little dude was like “This is my favorite part!”

Dad: “OH NO....this is so wrong....THIS IS LIKE SAILOR MOON BUT WITH A GUY!....Why does he have cat ears? And a bell?”

Me: “Its cute”

Kids make the face to his dad.

Mom Reaction:

“What are you guys watching? Is This Pijama Masks?”

“no this is ladybug and cat noir..” Says the girl.

The girl starts to explain every little bit of the plot to her mom with me occasionally helping ( I was focusing on the episode).

Then the mom starts to point somethings out.

“Oh, Cat Noir, It means black cat. From French” (For some reason I had translated to cat of the night because my French is that good)

Litle girl thinks its cute

And mom proceeds to watch the show with us.

(WE GOT HER ON OUR SIDE!!)

Then we start to play as LB and CN.

Then the amazing happens. They always wanted to play. Allways, but now they wake up from the nap, go to the couch and I ask, do you want to play.

“No. We cant. We are waiting for LB to appear.”

This was really good cuz I bonded really well with them I had to leave them, but when I saw them again sometimes, they would still get the LB references and the little girl said that the little dude would hug her and call her my lady (and he would hug mops and do that too hahaha) but it is cool cuz she wasn't really ok with hugs and now they hug!

I miss them a lot. But when I see LB I can kinda miss them less.

#miraculous ladybug #miraculous ladybug kids #thomas astruc #Adrien agreste #chat noit #marinette dupain-chang #Ladybug #Alya #Nino

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unistarr · 4 years

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Advice from Wonderlust

The song Stuck On The Puzzle will always brings me back to the bus ride in 2014, we were heading back from SCM riding the crammed rapid kl bus to Puncak Alam. I still vividly remember the scenery, you were laughing with your friends to some lame ass joke but i just cant forget the soft dimple on your cheek when you laugh and the hand the covering the mouth. It was a blissful time, youth was blooming, young love not a care with the world.

Its funny, you’re now in a relationship with another guy and we broke up more than a year already but you still keep on pestering in my head like some dolly doll parasite (reference to the manga you currently reading as of this writing). Sigh. Earlier tonight, i was presented with a question on whether to seriously move back to Malaysia or continue working here. I usually dont like talking about my problems with my friends, especially personal problems. I usually confide to you dear wonderlust, you were the only one to see me, the me who is weak and needy. I want the strength to walk on my own two feet, always striving to achieve that but Singapore just taught me I am just like everyone else, vulnerable. You were the one i go to. Deep down I know I should not have but i guess I was finding excuses. What is wrong with me i really dont know. The advice you given were that of a textbook to put it simply. You want me to be successful here in Singapore but its not easy. You told me i was healing from my past decisions but truthfully im just healing from you. I dont know why i keep on listening to this stupid song, its like that episode in Rick n Morty where rick keep a valve of his memory and can experience the whole thing again and again and again. Fuck. At this point im just torturing myself. I need new memory to replace this stupid moment. You told me if im ready to commit, i feel like i can commit but i think your definition of commit and mine is different. I am at a point that i cannot see myself being in a happy relationship, you know when I used to listen to Love Girl by CN Blue, it just fills me with the lovey dovey vibe of me and the girl i like but now its just a pop song that i like to hear now and then because its catchy. I dont know, Im not like you, I consider myself to be very mature but i think im still ways behind in the emotional department. I dont know if im validated to feel this pain. Is it right for me to feel this way or im just delusional. Am i depress? I hope i am not.. Most nights i just sleep it off but tonight maybe i just interact with you makes me a tad bit missing you. Damn it, she dont even have the decency to say fuck off to you when you’re in KK. Nonetheless, your advice was to find a girlfriend and i think i also need a girlfriend. Maybe i should start getting to know someone. Should start to opening up to someone. Sigh this is scary but it is something i must do otherwise i will be left in the abyss. I dont want to be consume by the void.

Unistar, 11/06/2020

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spunkyspy · 7 years

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I missed it 😭😭 could you do a recap?!

Sure! I’ll try but it was super long so I’m probably forgetting some stuff lmao (this isn’t in any chronological order either) I’m gonna put it under a read more actually bc it’s so long lmao

They talked a little again about how Ika facetimes him every night until she falls asleep. She said that last night she fell asleep so he hung up and went to watch TV in the living room and left his phone there to charge. She woke up after like 45 minutes and said she called him back and he heard the phone and tried to run to catch it, but barely missed it and when he called her back, she didn’t answer. She said that she was like half asleep when she called him back, but she did bc she didn’t want to wake up and not see him

They said that neither of them really eat bacon without the other there and Ika said that it doesn’t taste as good without him

LMAO this made me laugh but Ika was like “Usually our facetimes in the morning go a little different, Dem is censoring himself right now” and Dem said “Yea…I am censoring myself a lot” (or s/t like that)

Marina popped up in that chat and said they were being loud and woke her up and then she came and pounded on Dem’s door and he yelled “What!?…I promise you don’t want me to get up right now” (he was naked under the covers) (poor Marina deserves better sldkfjslkd) but Ika was like “STOP that is too much information”

He apparently didn’t even know that Marina had an IG and he was like “it’s probably just pics of her cat…she loves that thing” and she responded “bitch please [my IG] is aesthetic” which just made me laugh skfljsd

Ika also said that Marina thinks they’re so gross, but she thinks Dem is worse

Ika also said that her and Marina team up against Dem a lot

Ika was saying that Dem needs to try Ox tail, but it turns out that neither of them really knew what it was or what an Ox even was klsdjfsd

They talked about how their dinner at the CN tower for Ika’s birthday. Ika said Dem loves anywhere that has a nice view, he’d live in a haunted house if it had a nice view. They said that it was a nice place and they had a good time, but the food sucked. Dem said next time they’d just rather bring up burgers or jerk chicken and eat that

Ika said that one of the reasons that they didn’t like that restaurant or similar stuff is that they aren’t fancy people. Like they said that they have fun at the little events they go to together, but neither of them are fancy. Ika said they have fun making fun of the people there together, and like Dem said, they like getting free drinks and the music is nice, but it’s not really their thing (i liked this a lot bc a lot of people try to say that Dem wouldn’t like Toronto/fix into Ika’s life there, but they clearly said that they’re on the same page)

Dem said he loves Toronto, and someone asked why’d he move to Edmonton and he said he has family there and likes it. He said his cousin (the one they went fishing with) just moved there too.

Someone also said he should move to Calgary and Ika was like “UH no, he has no reason to move there!” so it seems obvious to me that he’s moving to Toronto after Edmonton

She said too that they talk on the phone for like 4-5 hours a day and even Marina is like what the fuck is wrong with y’all fjdsdjf (i dont think that even counts them facetiming at night either)

Someone said that they should go to Jamaica and Dem got all excited and was like “BABE did you hear that!?” and she kind of rolled her eyes soooo maybe they have plans for that?

Dem also said he wants to take her to Santorini in Greece, he said it’s the most beautiful place that he’s ever been

Also, when Ika said that Dem loves anywhere with a good view, Dem said “yea that’s why I’m with you, the view is good” and told him that was corny sdlkjflsd

They also both say babe and baby A LOT lmao

They wanted to add Karen to the call but IG only lets two people join :(

Ika said that sometimes when people invite her out to a place that she hasn’t been, she won’t go that way she can wait for Dem so the first time that she goes will be with him

They talked about how much they love Josh and how amazing his family is

Some girl tried to grab The Hair Tie from Dem’s wrist and he got pissed apparently lmao

He said that she looks just as good with her hair wrap and no eye brows as she does normally (or s/t along those lines but it was sweet sdfjklskd)

The funniest part was when someone started pounding on her door and she was confused bc she wasn’t expecting anyone. She tried looking out the peep hole but couldn’t see anyone so she locked the door and Dem was telling her to be careful and everyone was telling her not to open the door. They started knocking again and she was getting freaked out and Dem was like yelling “who is it?” and she was telling them to be quiet bc they could probably hear him. She was wondering if it could be Jehovah’s Witnesses but she couldn’t remember the name for them so she just called them religious people and Dem started laughing (he said that when they’d show up to their house growing up that they’d just start speaking greek to them sfkdljsf). Dem said too “I’m scared bc I love you, but I want to see how this pans out”. They knocked AGAIN and she was still like wtf and then they just opened the door and everyone was kind of like what the fuck??? and it was maintenance coming to change her filter and Dem was telling her to grab something sharp to defend herself. They changed it and left and Dem was like wtf filter are they talking about and Ika just said “you know what it’s fine, I survived” or s/t skjfdkls

a couple of trolls showed up and Ika just blocked them and they laughed it off and Dem said he liked some girls tweet on twitter this morning bc like he said, why would he care what they think :’)

SO that’s most of it, but Lily on twitter recorded it and will upload it soon so you can watch the full thing when she does!

#demika #bbcan5 #Anonymous

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fearofaherobrine · 7 years

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Roleplay Server Log #263

“Open Mic Night, Magick Alex vs Buff”

[Sammn] - wakes up, groggy and disoriented. Stumbling, she wanders out of the little room, before fully waking up. Standing in the hall, it hits her, she has no idea where she was.

[Deer] Is wandering the house naked again-

[Sammn] - starts cautiously wandering around.

[Deer] Spots Sammn- Oh, hello there

[Sammn] - startled - Oh, hello.

[Deer] - Do you need any help?

[Sammn] Probably. I know that sounds odd, but I can't really remember.

[Deer] - That's alright, this is a place for healing. My name is Deer by the way

[Sammn] Alright, I'm Sammn.

[Deer] - Hello Sammn, would you like to get something to eat?

[Sammn] Yes, if that is possible.

[Deer] Thinks for a moment- Well then why don't we go to the bar for some food? It's a bit of a trek, but with it

[Sammn] Bar? A walk will be fine, gives me a chance to look around, maybe even remember something.

[Deer] - Then follow me- She starts leading the way out, still completely naked

[Sammn] - follows, lost in thought

[Deer] Points things out along the way and gives a little bit of history-

[Deer] Finally gets them to the bar and opens the door for Sammn-

[Sammn] - enters, glad to be out of the sun.

[Lie] Looks up and groans- Deer, clothes!

[Deer] - Nope. Hello Sam!

[Sam] Waves a cheerful hello-

[Deer] - Sammn, this is Lie, and the skeleton behind the bar is the bartender, Sam

[Sammn] - waves.

[Lie] - It's nice to meet you. When did you arrive?

[Sammn] Sadly, I'm not sure. I think, last night or yesterday, but I'm not sure how long I was asleep.

[Lie] - That's alright, at least you've come someplace safe

[Sammn] It's seems alright, although I'm confused as to why I am here. - rubs temple.

[Deer] Orders food for her and Sammn-

[Lie] - You don't remember? I can kinda relate, I recently had a phase where I couldn't remember anything at all

[Sammn] There are bits & pieces, but they make no sense. One thing I do know, this has happened before.

[Lie] - Interesting, well there are several psychics on the seed if you want to talk to any of them

[Sammn] - shivers - Based on my dreams, I'm not sure I want anyone else to experience them. They... were disturbing.

[Lie] - Almost everyone here has been through something

[Sammn] Then even more so, I don't want them bothered by my issues.

[Deer] - Everyone here helps everyone else. From what I've heard, Lie was very timid when she first came here because of CP

[Lie] - Yeah, that started changing once CP was initially turned into a cat

[MA] - pokes his head into bar and looks around before entering -

[Deer] - MA! Hello! Haven't seem you around much

[MA] - pauses a bit at Deer's nudity but recovers relatively fast- Hey, Deer, right? Been busy setting up shop before i go around seeing what's what.

[Deer] - I see, have you met Lie and Sammn?

[Sammn] - waves.

[MA] Uhhh.. Maybe? Sammn isn't familiar but I've seen Lie around.

[Lie] - Doing well MA?

[MA] Yeah, Mostly been building my house and making sure it's set up right. Saw Mix and her new friends out and about. *finds himself a spot to sit

[Lie] - Yeah, Firebird has been hanging out around my place a lot, CN really seems to like him

[MA] Firebird... The Phoenix looking bird? Fitting name I guess.

[Lie] - Yeah, it is

[MA] Well, what's everyone else been up to? I saw Mix's SpellStone was finally growing in.

[Lie] - Spell stone?

[Deer] Gives Sammn her food, it's a healthy meal with chicken and some veggies lightly seasoned-

[Sammn] Thanks.

[MA] The Emerald in her back? It's a SpellStone. Highly powerful magical artifact from my seed. There's only about four of them usually. The fourth one had been destroyed, but they usually reform in a new body. -hand gesture, some wispy green particles drifting into vaguely humanoid shapes- Kraz, NK I think is what you call him?, and Prince had the other three. I guessed Mix would have the new one.

[MA] -Snort- I was right.

[Deer] - So Mix will have magic?

[MA] Oh she's already had it. We all do, in our own ways. She'll just have more now. And if Prince ever shows his face.. Or Kraz... Hmmmm.. They could do some neat shit.

[MA] -Looking at his hands a bit, furrowing his brow in thought-

[Lie] Holds up a slice of pizza- Slice for your thoughts?

[Sammn] —goes to eat a bite and stops before putting it in her mouth. She looks at it, then slowly puts the bite back down.

[Lie] Notices- Everything okay Sammn?

[MA] Hmm? -Looks back up, then at Sammn-

[Sammn] Yeah... Sure. - pokes the food.

[Sammn] - looks over at them and jumps.

[Lie] - Would you rather try some of the pizza?

[Sammn] No... I think I'll pass... - closes her eyes, rubbing her head.

[Deer] - You should eat something though...

[Sammn] Maybe in a few, give... me a second. - hops up and runs outside.

[MA] -watches Sammn go-

[Lie] Glances at Deer with concern before following Sammn-

[Sammn] - runs a bit then stops, panting and holding her head.

[Lie] - Sammn?

[Sammn] - doesn't answer, but does stop holding her head. She's standing there, with her eyes still closed.

[Lie] Spawns her calming flowers around Sammn- It's okay Sammn, you're safe

[Lie] Takes a few steps closer to Sammn- Sammn?

[Sammn] - eyes snap open, then she blinks and turns to face Lie - What the Nether.... We're outside? Why?

[Lie] - You came outside, just now. Are you okay?

[Sammn] I'm not sure... What was I doing?

[Sammn] - then suddenly, shakes head - Don't answer. I might want to go back to were I was and wait for the others to come back. One of them told me she did something to me?

[Lie] - Can you describe them to me?

[Sammn] Tall & all purplish.

[Lie] - That would be Flux... Right now she is... Recovering from something she attempted

7:53 PM] *** Missed group call. ***

[Sammn] Not good, hope she's alright. I won't bother her. - looks a little dazed, then winces.

[Lie] - Here, just sit down or here for a moment, let my flowers take their affect

[Sammn] - plops down

-The calming flowers rehearse more of their scent-

[Lie] - Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?

[Sammn] About what? My dreams? Or why we are sitting here? - frowns.

[Lie] - About whatever is bothering you

[Sammn] - sighs & hangs her head - That's one of the problems, I don't know what is bothering me. I.... see things, hear them.... Or I get flashes of visions I have no clue about. I can only remember certain things, and I know this has been going on for while. Something is wrong.

[Lie] - Well then, why don't you ask me some questions instead?

[Sammn] I'm not sure what to ask? Where is here? You all keep saying "safe", but I dont feel safe. In fact, I feel like I'm the one not making it safe.

[Lie] - This is a very special server which is strongly protected. It is a sanctuary for many, mostly brines since our kind is usually persecuted by NOTCH's

[Sammn] - lifts head - Both those names are fimilar, so makes sense. But why am I here? I'm just a normal person.

[Lie] - Somebody sent a distress signal and when we reached out, we found you, being chased and attached

[Sammn] So I was running.... from something.... wait, I can remember thinking something wanted to kill me.

[Sammn] A voice told me to run, so I did....

[Lie] - Then maybe whoever that voice belonged to is the one who sent the distress signal

[Sammn] Probably. They could have picked a much more suitable messenger than my broken self. - sighs - Explains the sense of failure.

[Sammn] - picks one of the flowers - So, did I ever get my food?

[Lie] - No, but it should still be waiting in the bar

[Sammn] Try two? - climbs to feet and tucks the flower behind an ear.

[Lie] - Sure, you know, Doc will find whoever sent that distress signal for you

[Sammn] I'll belive you. - heads back inside.

[Lie] - Well, I'm proof of it

[MA] -Looks up from the purple shell like Flute he's rolling back and forth on the counter thoughtfully- You're back.

[Deer] Is watching the flute with interest-

[MA] -Taps fingers against it's surface before noticing that Deer is watching him- Hmm? What's up, Deer?

[Deer] - Sorry, I'm just interested in what's in your hands there

[MA] Well come take a closer look, if you'd like. -Picks it up and holds it out so Deer can look at it.-

[Deer] Comes closer and looks at the instrument-

-Upon closer inspection, the shell seems to have a figure that is the end where noise would come out from. The rest is shell like. It's seen several years, but almost as much love.-

[MA] It's pretty old, but precious.

[Deer] - I can see that, it's so pretty to

[MA] It was a gift. A plea for help, initially. I have the favor of the CloudRunners after saving them. It can be played like a normal instrument, but the tune to call for aid is pretty specific. *turns it over in hands a bit and smiles fondly-

[Deer] - I see, hopefully you've never been in that sort of trouble often

[MA] Nah. That was usually Mix because no one would keep a close enough eye on her. I swear, no one knows how to take care of a kid... *shakes head

[Deer] - Well, surprisingly CP does

[MA] CP?

[Deer] Points at Lie- Her murderous husband

[MA] Ah. That's gotta suck.

[Deer] - Oh he is getting better

[MA] Oh, that's good then. *nod nod

-He resumes the gentle roll of the flute, still thoughtful-

[Sam] Had been keeping Sammn's food warm and puts it back out for her-

[Sammn] - she sit down, takes a deep breath and looks at the plate. Smiling, she goes to eat some.

[Deer] - MA, would you mind playing a little for us?

[Ma] Oh, anything specific? Or you don't care?

[Deer] - I don't care

[MA] Alright hmmm...

-He puts the flute to his lips and starts off with a short tune before leading into something tropical and peppy-

[Deer] Listens intently-

[Lie] Her foot taps along to the rhythm-

[Sammn] - nods along to the tune.

[MA] -Continues to play contently, bobbing head periodically-

[Sam] Taps his skeletal fingers to the beat a bit-

[Arden] Wanders by the window tapping on a potato-

[Lie] Glances up and happens to see him- Oh, Arden

[Arden] Doesn't hear her since he's outside, but pauses by the fountain-

[Lie] Gets up and sticks her head outside- Hey Arden, come on in here and get something to eat

[MA] -Starts tapping foot at a past pace, changing the tune to something faster, but just as nice to listen to.-

[Arden] what? Oh hello Lie, I'm just on the phone. Give me a minute. - Wanders in and leans on the wall

[Lie] - Phone?

[Deer] Motions for Sam to get Arden some food-

[HG] -comes into the bar- hello

[Deer] - HG, just in time for some music

[MA] -Slow change to another peppy tune, foot tapping ceasing-

[HG] this is nice

[Lie] - Feel free to eat something HG

[HG] sam could you please get me one of those what are they called again oh yea sandwiches

[Sam] Nods and heads back into the kitchen for a couple of minutes. He returns with a platter full of sandwiches, half of them have meat, and the other half do not-

[HG] thank you sam -starts eating-

[Sam] Nods and pulls out a rag to wipe down parts of the bar-

[MA] -Slowly stops playing and sets Flute down with a hum- Haven't just, played in a long time....

[Deer] - It was lovely MA

[Sammn] Aye, nice nice. Haven't heard a good tune...... well, awhile I think.

[Lie] - You should play more often MA

[MA] This place has different music, honestly. But it's a nice change. *shifts through inventory a bit and puts the flute away

[MA] I'll think about it, Lie.

[HG] -it was very pretty

[Lie] - I remember playing the flute, I know CP got me a piccolo, but I haven't had time to play it

[MA] You should! We could play together.

[MA] Mmm.. I'm hungry now...

[Sam] Gestures to the sandwiches-

[Lie] - If I have time I will

[MA] -Eyes sandwiches a bit, before taking one and trying it-

[MA] mmm... Could do with PukPuk meat.

[MA] ... Actually nah..-continues eating sandwich-

[HG] oh yes lie how do I make the grapes into wine I have a lot of them now?

[Lie] - Oh, uh, first you have to juice them, and then introduce yeast and sugar to them and let it sit for a very long time. A month at the least, a few years at the most

[MA] Sounds time consuming...

[Lie] - It really is

[HG] what is yeast is it a plant can I grow it?

[Lie] - It's actually a live animal, a bacteria. I think Doc might have some, if not we can pop out into the real world to grab some

[MA] What's it like?

[Lie] - The real world?

[MA] Mhmm.

[HG] there are cute animals like goats

[Lie] - It's complicated as well, it's where I originally come from.

[MA] Can't be that complicated. I had dinosaurs.

[Lie] - Imagine every mod known and then some pretty much

[MA] .. Huh. Sounds tiring.

[HG] there are so many plants

[Sammn] - listening intently.

[Lie] - The detail is also much greater then here- She gives a small mental burst of things she's seen

[MA] Yeah, definitely tiring. I'd hate that..

[Lie] - You'd get used to it

[MA] Probably, but after how long?

[Lie] Shrugs- I guess it would depend on how long you spend out there at a time

[MA] I guess, yeah. Only took a while to adjust past dinosaurs. Goes both ways.

[Deer] - There's also many dangers out there... Including what remains of CP's former housemates

[MA] Ah.

[HG] there are still so many plants I want to see from the real world

[Lie] - Well maybe next time we can go to a garden center next time we go out, or a botanical garden

[HG] yes I want to.

[Lazur] - the blue brine approches the bar and stops at the door, seeming a little surprised at the size of the crowd inside. She quickly slips in and takes a seat near the back away from the others.

[Deer] Lazur does not escape her notice- Why are you sitting back there Lazur?

[Lazur]- jumps in surprise at being noticed and smiles nervously. Tries to speak with some effort; her voice sounding slightly distorted - Just looking for a place to sit and think.... Amost have my voice fixed....kinda.

[Deer] - That's good, we'll leave you be if that's what you want

[Lazur] I've never had this much trouble fixing a glitched file.... -sighs- I don't want to keep you from your gathering.

[Deer] - You will not, I assure you. Grab some food at least, Sam made plenty of sandwiches

[Lazur] Thank you. - Selects a sandwich and carries it back to get table, starts munching on it thoughtfully as she starts reviewing a code readout.

[MA] Kind of feels like home, just with more people and less angry dinos.. *soft snort and taps fingers on counter

[Lazur] -makes a change to her code, mutters softly to herself - Kannski mun þetta hjálpa .... Nei... - changes it back - Why do i even have an Icelandic translation file? -tries another setting - Ceadaigh dom an iarracht seo ... Uimh ... dúr. -jabs at the code angrily and closes the file. Whispers with an auto tune reverb - So glad Eset isn't around to see this. - turns her attention back to her food.

[Arden] Suddenly goes a little pink and laughs nervously-

[Lie] - Everything alright there Arden?

[Arden] Jumps slightly - just a friend of mine. He's a bit... unconventional.

[Lie] - Oh? What's their name?

[Arden] Ever, actually.

[Lie] - That's an interesting name, I'n guessing their wondering where you are?- Is doing her best to not reveal that they know exactly who Arden is talking to

[Arden] No... - sheepishly- actually he just wanted to show me something his girlfriend bought him-

[Lie] - Aw, that's sweet- She moves closer- What was it?

[Arden] It's nothing! - He doesn't move the phone quickly enough and Lie sees the obvious selfie-taken-with-a-timer shot. It's a shot of a perfect male ass with a tight thong sporting a small fake cat tail, and the persons hands behind their waist with a danging pair of handcuffs on one wrist. There are several bruises on the guys pink buttcheeks that look like whipmarks and the outlines of human bites.

[Lie] Turns bright red and her hair glows brighter- O... Oh... So uh...

[Arden] Conspiritorial whisper - And that's just like.... a normal Tuesday for him...

[Lie] - That's like... CP getting his way type of night...

[Arden] But the other way around. His girlfriend is a lot older then him.

[Lie] - Depends on if your going by in game years or irl years for me... So is Ever into the same stuff as you?

[Arden] You mean, paranormal studies? Well... stuff tends to more happen to him then him going looking for it. The gf is also into some weird occult stuff.

[Lie] - Oh? You know, if you ever wanted to show them some of my flowers as proof that you are finding and learning some new stuff...- A mischevious look enters her eyes- Send him a picture of one of my cold flowers

[Arden] Why? - Guarded words- shes likes odd plants too...

[Lie] - For the burn he's gonna get when he sits down. They're into plants as well?

[Arden] Snickers - I'm sure she'll fix him right up before he goes to bed. She's some kind of Doctor.

[Lie] - They'd probably benefit a bit more from my healing flowers

[MA] -Watches them talk-

[Arden] Lie sees the shape in his mind of something very important being stamped down before he can blurt out the secret he needs to keep. - Maybe...

[Lie] - Arden? What was that? In your mind that is...

[Arden] Nothing! - flop sweats- Can we talk about something else?

[Lie] - Mmmm, now you've got me curious...

[Arden] Huffs- I don't want to talk about my friends weird sex life. Thank you.

[Lie] - Arden... I don't think that was sex related...

[Arden] Stuffs a huge piece of sandwich in his mouth and chews sullenly-

[Lie] Sighs- Anyways, back to the subject of plants, why don't you send them a picture of one of mine, see what they think if they are into plants as well

[Arden] Munchmunchmunchokaymunch

[Lie] - Any particular preference? I can make one right now

[Arden] It will look all digital. It's not as impressive at this resolution. Being able to do something weird in a video game isn't really revolutionary.

[Lie] - Hmmm, I would show them irl, but I have no idea where they are, and I don't have their number nor am I friends with them to send them a picture myself...

[Arden] Accidently projects the area where his friends are. She catches the name of a town and a winding road into deep woods. - They're not much for company anyway...

[Lie] - But a little bit of company is usually a welcome change

[Arden] Brief mental burst that lets Lie see that he's slightly scared of Ever's SO, or at least, what she represents sexually.

[Lie] PLaces a gentle hand on Arden's arm- Hey, it's okay...

[Arden] His mind flickers to Zeke and echos with the same worry that Zeke is having over Dolly's behavior. - I think, I could stay here forever... and that scares me...

[Lie] Smiles gently- Why don't you find Zeke and find something to do to take your mind off of this, maybe just do some reading in the library or go for a walk?

[Arden] Nods mutely. Mentally though, he shows Lie that Dolly hasn't left her room in quite some time. - I-I think I will....

[Lie Gives a pat on the back before heading back towards the counter-

[MA] -watches lie-

[Arden] Skitters out the door -

[Doc] Comes trotting up With Buff and Yaunfen and calls from outside - Hey Lie? You still here?

[Lie] Had just sat down- Yeeeeesssssssssssss

[Doc] Can you come outside please?

[Lie] Groans but stands back up and goes outside, leaving the doors open- What is it?

[Buff] Jumps down -Hi Lie!

[Doc] Cp did Yaunfen a good turn. Showed them how to throw a haymaker. I think the building shaking was actually a hint at some emerging power.

[Lie] - Really? Well you guys missed a bit of entertainment here, MA played for us

[MA] -Waves a bit at hearing his name-

[Doc] Awww... I would have liked to have heard that. Did you tell him Alexsezia plays too? They could jam.

[Lie] - I... Actually forgot...

[Doc] Piano and drums.

[Doc] Anyway, I was hoping you could assist my little one with something a bit more your area of expertise.

[Lie] - What is it?

[Yaunfen] Is looking in the bar doors-

[Doc] Backward kicks. They're big enough to sit on and probably won't need more then a little instruction. You can use one of the skeleton horses in the pen to demonstrate if need be.

[Lie] - Uh, what?

[Doc] You know, the horse jumpy kick thing you were trying to teach Steve and China.

[Lazur] - heads to the bar to order a drink. - Any whiskey, Sam?

- notices Yaunfen and smiles.

[Lie] - Oh that... I'm not sure how well it would work for Yaunfen's shape because of how their tail is. the reason why horses can do it is because their tail is mostly hair

[Yaunfen] Shyly ducks away a bit-

[Sam] Nods eagarly and pulls out a large bottle. Xe indicates that it's because of GK, who loves the stuff.

[Doc] I though you could at least try. Their tail is much skinnier and smaller then mine.

[Lie] - I'll try, but I'll need one of my horses, not every horse can do it. Besides if Yaunfen has been throwing punches for a while, we probably don't want to do too much more, just so they don't get sore

[Doc] It was a light session and I already ran all the way back over here. Please Lie?

[Buff] Is leaning in the doorway - at least as much of him that will fit. He notices Alex and gives him a strange look - Hello? Have we met? I'm Buff!

[Lazur] Thanks. I'll just take it neat....Oh, Sorry Sam. Both Zly and I can understand you, so if you don't feel like signing.

[Sam] Oh! Okay! I just got used to signing. All the others do it. It's how our Steve opened communications with us.

[Lie] - Alright, let me go grab one of my horses real quick- She hurries towards her place

[Doc] Loafs and gives Yaunfen a little smootch on the forehead-

[Lie] Soon returns with Beau- Alright Yaunfen, come here. And you'll want to be dragon for this

[Yaunfen] - Okay- Goes over to Lie

[Lazur] - smiles - not a bad way of communication. Zly and I needed to be able to communicate with the locals of any seed we visited, or we wouldn't have been able to do our jobs. -picks up her drink - Thanks, Sam.

[Doc] Sets up some wool blocks to act as targets-

[Lie] Backs Beau up to one and has him kick- It really isn't hard Yaunfen, but you'll have to get your tail out of the way

[Yaunfen] Shifts and backs up to a target, they keep trying, but are not very successful-

[Sam] You're welcome. But it all depends on the seed. The regular skeletons here are... not too bright. Steve's brothers can't mingle with them and the local zombies are worse. So we kinda keep to our own. Hang out in the castle or the town.

[Buff] At Ma- So who are you with? You look like an Alex.

[Yaunfen] - I can't do it!- Whips tail about a bit

[Doc] Awww. Well, it was worth a shot. As long as you try, that's the important thing.

[Lazur] Understandable. My voice is all wonky because i tried to make sense of this one strange wither skeleton we came across. Hate to admit... But... I think i may need help to fix it this time.

[Sam] Well, I'd say your best option is either Cp or Doc. And Cp is notoriously unhelpful and grumpy.

[Lazur] Yeeeaaaah.... He'd probably stick me in Pig Latin... I think I'll have a chat with Doc.

[Yaunfen] Swishes hir tail and swats a wool block off with the tip - whoops!

[Doc] Chuckles- That's okay sweetie-

[Lazur] - Walks out of the bar and watches Doc with Yaunfen from a distance, still having trouble asking for help despite realizing she needs it. -

[Doc] Snuggles Yaunfen close to hir since they're still clearly annoyed. -Oh hi Lazur! What are you up too? Did you get that voice thing figured out?

[Lazur] - shakes her head, suddenly self conscious of how her voice sounds and speaks softly - Better... But... Still not right and I..... can't figure it out.

[Doc] Is it an issue with your settings? Or something actually corrupted or missing?

[Lazur] Not sure. I tweaked the settings on my translation matrix. I don't know if i inadvertently corrupted a file in the process.

[Doc] I know the feeling. -sings a bit poorly, but smiling- 98 little bugs in the code, 98 bugs in the code, take one down, patch it around, 102 little bugs in the code!

[Lazur] -smiles knowingly - Yeah. Zly convinced me to seek out some help. I'm not....good at wanting to rely on others. Goes against my nature.... But.... Can you take a look? This voice is not pleasant to listen to.

[Doc] Of course! I was just trying to cheer you up a bit. - Xe gathers Yaunfen against one leg and puts down a command block with the other one. - Just put your hand on it and we'll take a look.

[Lazur] I appreciate the humor and the help, Doc. - places her hand on the block -

[Doc] Anytime- Xe brings up the screen and reads, and reads and reads... - wow... this is nice. It's huge and intricate. It looks like if you pulled one string it would throw five others out of allignment. Do you have any small programs for maintinance? Like nanos or something?

[Lazur] No....Only some emergency protocol stuff. I was originally designed to be able to fix problems on my own and never had to deligate the tasks to sub programs.

[MA] I'm with Mix and... NK. Alexander. Magic Alex for short since I do magic. MA for even shorter.

[Doc] Well it wouldn't hurt you to have something. Just so it would be one less thing for you to think about. I know Deerheart gets rather distracted by lots of things happening on the server at once.

[Buff] Magic! I love it! What kinda stuff can you do?

[MA] A lot. I'm best at upgrading equipment from my seed, whether made there or anywhere else by one of us.

[Lazur] I guess I wouldn't be opposed to it. I've become a lot more complex since my original function and form. I suppose I've been arrogant enough to think i could still handle it all.

[Buff] Oh. Well I don't really have anything you could work on. I usually just hit stuff with my fists, or push things out of the way. I do like a nice cool towel though.

[MA] Fair enough.. I think I have some old gear if you wanna see? -sift inventory-

[Buff] Sure! - He sits down on a barstool like a patient child and watches-

[Doc] Well we don't have to make anything super complicated. If I just add some lines here and here... - xe starts typing and the speed of hir moving claws is unreal - and then divide it up into here and here, and then- xe makes a keystrike with three claws at once and there's a bit of a jolt as a small portion of her programming splits into three little files that immediately start webcrawling and correcting small errors.

[Yaunfen] Is watching the files move on the screen with all the attention of a hunting cat. - Mada! They're so small...

[MA] -Pulls some gauntlets out of his inventory, faintly similar to Mix's own, but with more slots for Shards.- Hmmm.. This'll do.

[MA] -Taps it's surface a few times, watching something before nodding- This could be stronger, It has a few different attacks that can be added... Right now It's just basic element enhanced punches and projectile elements...

[Buff] Oh! You should hit me! - Thumps his incredibly hard chest- Show me what you can do! Cp wouldn't box with me.

[MA] Sure, we should probably step outside though. For the bar's sake. -Gets up, taking his gloves off and putting the gauntlets on, checking the Shards inside.-

[Buff] Goes outside and streches a little bit. He braces his feet and does a rather ripply flex before facing Ma.

[MA] Lets see... Lightning works? ... Nah... ...Ehh fuck it. *He rears back, electricity racing up his arms, but the point of it is centered around his fists.

-Ma shoots forward, slamming both fists into Buff's chest. There's a large Electric shock at the point of contact.-

[Buff] Is driven back and furrows the ground as he's slammed, and as Ma pulls back he falls forward and catches himself in a push-up pose before hopping back up - WOOOO! That's some wild lightning! - He coughs a little smoke but is obviously elated.

[Doc] Ma? Why did you just punch my NOTCH?

[MA] Demonstration! I got some others If he wants to go again.

[Buff] Go for it! I was designed to take a pummeling from a Herobrine, lets see what else you have! - Thumps his chest and it sounds like a gorillla pounding similarly-

[MA] -Amused chuckle. Steps back a bit and flicks wrists, dispelling the shards effect, changing to a different one.-

-Ice forms up his arms, fingers in sharp points until he clenches it into a fist.- [Ma] Oh this one's gonna hurt me probably...

-Ma punches Buff again, this time with ice enhanced fists.-

[Lazur] - careful not to take her hands away from the command block shifts to better watch MA and Buff.

[Buf] Intentionally chests into the hit like he's doing a football bump - HOOAH! - The ice goes everywhere like sharp snow as it explodes against his pecs and rips his shirt.

[Yaunfen] Ducks into the crook of Doc's leg - Too cold! Too cold!!!

[Buff] Is bouncing- Let me catch the next one!

[MA] Ooo! That's new! How about a fireball next? -The ice is already reforming up his arms-

[MA] -Flicks wrists and backs up a good distance, holding his palms close together-

[Buff] Lets see if you're hotter then Cp! - Cocks back his hands to punch whatever is thrown at him -

[Ma] -Takes a deep breath, fire igniting between his palms.- I doubt it. -Pulls hands apart slowly, the fireball getting bigger-

[Doc] Shields hir baby and Lazur with hir tail - Be careful please....

[MA] -Looks over at Doc, pauses and raises one hand, making a wave gesture toward them. A shimmery blue field circles them. He turns his attention back to Buff and flings the block sized fireball at him-

[Buff] Charges forward with a roar and punches the block with all his might, the fire bursts apart violently and sears the ground around him and the spray fountains above and behind as it goes up on his uppercut- YEEEEAAAH!!!!

[Lazur] - brushes ice flakes from her hair with her free hand, mutters with a smile - I usually only like ice in my drinks...

[Doc] Same, I'm not much for cold. -Gives the field a poke with one claw- Interesting... it reminds me of the field Markus is learning to maintain.... And you can let go if you want Lazur. Unless you just want to watch the filebots do their thing on my microscope here.

[MA] Nice! -peels gauntlets off and flicks eyes over them- Upgrade's should unlock the next level.. Which could be jets.... -thoughtful mumbling as he plunks directly down to sit and fiddle with them-

[Buff] is way too excited and rushes to actually hit Ma- MY TURN!

[MA] -Raises one hand, a Shimmering Dome forming around him- One second my pallo!

[Buff] Stumbles a little but stops- wut?

[Lazur] - lets go of the command block and stretches luxuriously, having been standing awkwardly - Thank you, Doc. It will be good to have my own voice back again.

[MA] -Clicks gauntlets together, and they're engulfed in A bright green spark. As it fades they glow a dull shade for a few moments. He puts them back on and stands.- Mmm... That should do it.

[Doc] You're welcome. Our friends are certainly enjoying themselves. At least it's a convivial battle-

[Yaunfen] Can I punch too? Mada? Big Fire punch?

[Doc] Is that what you want to call it?

[Yaunfen] Nods-

[Doc] Cp will hate that.

[Buff] Bounds around like a boxer- ready when you are!

[Lazur] - stands at parade rest, feet slightly apart, hands folded at the small of her back just at the gap between her corset and her belt, watching the two go at it- Yes... Sparring can be quite... Amusing.

[Yaunfen] Is trying to squiggle out of the circle of Doc's paws-

[Doc] You stay put!

[MA] -Deep breath, before holding one hand forward. Sparks race up it and he focuses it on Buff.-

-And then he's off, just as He lets off a shockwave focused on Buff he runs to the side, circling Buff, signing behind his back, magic flowing around the hand-

[Buff] bounces in place from the shockwave like a huge mound of jello in an earthquake zone-

[MA] -Lets off fast pulses of electricity, still signing with other hand-

[Buff] Is just zapped and seems to be grounding it somehow. [Probably part of his programming since his brine is a lightning user.] He's just trying to get close enough to land a hit on Ma.

[MA] -Is just fast, far faster than he probably has any right to be. He switches from pulses of Electricity to blasts and waves of fire. Magic is condensed tightly around his other hand, almost physical, deep pulsing green.-

[Buff] No fair! - He tries to trip Ma. But he's mostly just shielding himself from the waves of fire and electricity.

[MA] All's fair in war! -He avoids the trip and swings forward, arm ripping from behind his back. The magic shifts into a sharp evergreen sickle, which he uses to go for Buff's throat.-

[Buff] Slips on the messed up ground and falls flat on his back, his feet shooting up a bit close to Ma's crotch as he over-extends himself.

[MA] -Yelps as he misses, and then takes two feet to his gut- shIT THE OTHER ONE GOT HIS DICK-

[MA] -Incoherent pained yelp, sickle dissolving and gauntlets deactivating-

[Buff] Is stunned momentarilly as the back of his head hits the ground-

[Doc] Ohhhh, that looked painful- Xe starts hunting for a potion in hir inventory

[Lazur] - watching the big Notch fight MA. The green magic sparking a memory: There is a brief mental flash of Zly in his former skin, bellowing in rage. She is holding a snarling black and green figure in a forcefield as Zly uses his energy to de-rez the captive, it's form disintigrating into small cubes that shatter like glass as they fall.

She quickly banishes it from her mind with a shake of her head.

[Yaunfen] What just happened Mada?

[Doc] Ma got kicked in a tender spot.

[Yaunfen] ooh.

[MA] A um weadw ke ro voocadw kxuk veh kxo dopk oawxk jecuh s0scoj xec0 mekxoh ev Krazoa--- *further incoherent muttering as he rolls off and away from Buff. Just lays on the ground in a curled up ball {I am going to be feeling that for the next eight solar cycles holy mother of Krazoa---}

[Doc] Gets up and walks over to the prone combatants. Setting a healing potion next to each of them before loafing again-

[MA] -Goes for the potion, still mumbling as he downs it-

[Buff] Grabs the bottle and pours it down his throat before bounding up again- That was great! Good job Ma! ...Ma?

[MA] -Soft sour voice- Jkef kucbadw. Zijk, zijk jkef kucbadw A um weadw ke kxhen 0ei adke kxo jid... {Stop talking. Just, just stop talking I am going to throw you into the sun...}

[MA] -Waves a hand at Buff and grimaces before uncurling and sitting up-

[Yaunfen] Tranforms to hir humanoid shape to get smaller and wiggles free before Doc can nab them- My turn!

[Buff] Huh?

[Yaunfen] Big Fire taught me a good punch! I want to show!

[Buff] Hunches over to get closer to Yaunfen's eye level and holds out his hands with the palms facing to catch a hit - Let's see it then!

[Yaunfen] Sticks out their little tongue in concentration and punches one of Buff's hands - PAP!

[MA] -Sneaks an item out of his inventory and gnaws on it as he watches Yaunfen punch Buff's hands-

[Buff] That's pretty good!

[Yaunfen] Wait! I can do better! - Hits three more small times-

[Buff] Is smiling-

[Yaunfen] Looks a little annoyed and winds up for one big punch, their small face screwed up in concentration. There's a whoosh of air as their little fist snaps forward and drives Buff back so hard he falls over with a huge purple bruise in the center of his palm -

[Yaunfen] jumps around and shifts back out of sheer glee - I did it!

[Buff] Whoah....

[MA] Good job kiddo.

[Doc] Is beaming - Hey Ma, whatcha crunching on?

[MA] -Looks over at Doc- A Pukpuk egg. *wow, what a way to explain the food, nice

[Doc] You're eating a spawn egg? Is it from something chicken-like?

[MA] Nah not a spawn egg.. Uh... Like an oversized chicken egg I guess? And I think so. Kind of bigger than Firebird, but dumb as a box of rocks. -snort and gnaw some more-

[Doc] I kinda want to see it now. Do you have more then the egg you're eating on?

[Lazur] - goes to check on Buff - You ok, big guy?

[Buff] Is sitting up and rubbing his hand- Yeah! They have quite the little fist! It was like a moon slammed into my hand....

[MA] Yeah. I got a few stacks, They regen health and heal faster for me. Same with Dumbledang pods.. -Pops another one out and rolls it at Doc.-

[PukPukEgg] -Rolls to a stop at Doc. It's like a big bird egg, but, big.-

[Doc] Gingerly sets it on the command block to try and get a read on what's inside-

[Yaunfen] Egg?

-Nothing, it looks like. It's almost completely solid. Well, maybe that bit of code could become a bird? Maybe?-

[MA] -Gnaw gnaw-

[Lazur] Yes, that was...unexpected. I'm glad you are ok. - touches Buff briefly on the arm in a friendly gesture of concern -

Excuse me.... She heads back inside the bar for another drink, still unsettled from the buried memory that the fight brought up.

[Doc] How in the world...? I wonder what would happen if I... - Xe takes out some bone meal and sprinkles it on the egg - [can't hurt, right?]

[Buff] A bit confused. - Thank you?

[PukPukEgg] -Vigorous shaking for a second-

[Yaunfen] Shaka! Shaka! - Sniffs the egg

[PukPuk Egg] -Still again, but it does smell different-

[Yaunfen] Chuffs! -Smells weird!

[Lie] Returns, having left to put Beau away- Looks like you guys were having fun

[Lie] Notices MA's gauntlets- Those... Look a bit more advanced then Mix's...

[MA] Hm? Well i put more effort into these. And upgraded it just a bit ago. - gets up and comes over, finishing up his snack -

[PukPuk egg] - shook shooketh-

[Lie] - Um... Is that egg okay?

[MA] Not a clue, never seen one hatch before... - pokes it with his foot

[Lie] - Might I ask what's about to come out?

[Yaunfen] Is watching the egg intently-

[MA] A dumbass bird baby.

[Lie] - Okay...

[PukPuk egg] - cracks in half, gangly but big chicken looking bird flapping it's wings and rolling a bit too try and get to its feet -

[Yaunfen] Gasps- Mada! Is that how you born me?

[Doc] You were born from an egg yes. But it was more a matter of me walking around with it and keeping you safe and warm for a very, very, long time first.

[Yaunfen] - Oh... Can we keep it?

[Baby PukPuk] - manages to get to feet and hobbles straight for the lava-

[Lie] - Er... MA?

[MA] N o you dont--- *scoops the bird up into his arms

[Ma] Hmm?

[Lie] - Never mind, you fixed it

[MA] Ah.... But yeah, these things are so, so dumb.. The adults are worse, in a way.. - pet bird -

[MA] They were bred for their eggs and meat, not their intelligence , that's for sure...

-The next day-

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twenty facts about me thing

@cosmicfalls IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET TO THIS IM SORRY BUT UM

1. when i was seven a boy punched me in the gut on the dare and i looked him dead in the eye and said ’you thought you could hurt ME???’ and he looked super freaked out which was good but i went to cry in the girls bathroom for like two hours so that kinda ruined the vibe i think

2. IM SCARED OF RABBITS!! like. super scared because once my science teacher was like ‘rabbits have two sets of teeth and can easily rip off a chunk of your flesh’ i will never set a hand on a rabbit.

3. in relation to that thing above ive never eaten a mushroom bc i saw on an animal planet documentary that some mushrooms are poisonous and i convinced myself ALL mushrooms are poisonous and id rather be safe than sorry.

4. i was born on a holiday and whenever i see street dances outside i like too… pretend theyre for me nfnrurnk

5. i met my half brother for the first time last year! he is the first of my siblings i was able to meet! i got so flustered about meeting him i showed him my Bone Collection.

6. i used to feed stray dogs, like, a lot. if go to a restaurant i would sneak bread and pholourie under my clothes to give to them, and i would take like, leftover rice and meat if we were at home to feed them. at one point this… big brown mutt with matted fur and bald spots followed me to my aunts house and we decided to keep her since she already had like three tiny dogs and she wanted a big one. her name is princess.

7. in response to the above my aunt told me ‘you just really have a heart for pathetic creatures’ which makes sense, i am also pathetic.

8. uhh everyone knows this but i got a snake tooth stuck in my hand for a year and manually ripped it out because wanted to get a pet rat.

9. i did not get a pet rat that year but one of the kids in school went up to me at the start of school and handed me a flea infested squirrel in a butterfly case and was like ‘youre good with animals right?? fix this one?’ me and the science teacher got rid of the fleas but the lil fucker tore up my arms and i can say with full confidence that squirrels are Awful Pets. i do not recommend.

10. my irl nickname sporty is because my given name miada looks like miata, which is a sports car. my favorite science teacher was like ‘miada?? like, miata? can i call you sporty?’ i didnt know what he was talking about and assumed the ‘sporty’ nickname was because i was on the wrestling team. then suddenly everyone was like ‘wow sporty, i cant believe you were named after a car.’ i got that nickname when i was nine.

11. when i was fivei lived in florida for while and my mom was always like ‘look out for all these jumbies!! jumbies eat bad kids who dont listen!’ and at random times she or one of the other people living with us would go ‘a jumbie is coming!’ and i would curl up into a ball and cover my ears and hold my breath bc. Fear. my most vivid memory was going to school with her boyfriend and he suddenly closed the door on us and went ‘shhh… its a jumbie….’ and he went outside to talk to it. after he was done and we where going down the steps i noticed like.. dark green thingys (mulch most likely) trailing away and i did not sleep that night.

12. when i was younger i had this cool car bed that had this storage thing in the front where i kept toys and i would take everything out it when i felt bad and lay down in it. it was orange and always really cool and i took nice in it. i had to give it away at one point so i either slept in the closet or under the bed me and my mom shared.

13. i thought everyone was my friend growing up i would wave to strangers n cops on the street n shit n once i went to a parent teacher conference and the teacher was like ‘your kid has a lot of friends’ and i was like ‘YEAH!! everyones my friend! youre my friend too!’ and she was like ‘im your teacher.’ and i said ‘but youre my friend too!! everyone is my friend’ and her exact face to my response was :/

14. this is embarrassing but i got into anime when i was like six or something bc??? cn would should stuff like naruto and inuyasha and prince of tennis when i got home from school and my mom really liked inuyasha and naruto so she and her friend and her daughter would shit down and watch it with us and… that made me really happy because it was something everyone would enjoy.

15. i broke my ribs reall bad one once and was like. ‘HAH… JUST SOME BROKEN RIBS… WHAT AM I GONNA DO??? CRY ABOUT IT??’ but it was awful i didnt know how to feel better so i just. drank water. jugs and jugs of water which made me feel worse bc i got overhydration headaches and i need to pee a lot and i filled myself up with so much water that if i ate i would not keep anything in. for the next three years i refused to drink water i survived off of soft drinks and apple juice and milk.

16. i drank orange juice for the first time when i was twelve bc i refused to to think anything was better than apple juice. my favorite juice is orange juice.

17. i hated cats at one point wtf was wrong with me.

18. uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh at one point my uncle found this newborn puupy or something and i made it my Mission to take care of that thing. her name is cinderella and princess fucking hated her.

19. I CAN PURR!!! LIKE MAKE MY THROAT VIBRATE N SHIT. it freaks the fuck out of my friends its hilarious??? i learned how when i got my first cat bc i thought itd help me understand him better.

20. i carry band aids and spare shoelaces with me always!!

um. ehhh… i tag @betanyagito @loveaddictions @nyanth @magiorb @digidayo @hanabira @yaaichi aND WHOEVER ELSE WANTS TO DO THIS I GUESS

#mbbbaf #this is so late i'm sorry #you dont have to if you dont want to but you know

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sadrien · 7 years

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wanna chat? pt. 14

on ao3 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14

i got my harry potter nerd on for this chapter, mostly because i wanted to write and didn't know what to write about

also, i'm glad you all liked the previous chapter <3

dipshit = adrien fergie = alya no = nino dancing queen = mari

enjoy~

16:30

fergie: its 2 quiet in here time for the #discourse

no: no

fergie: shit im blanking i need a topiC @the babs: someone pls

no: i refuse to support this

dipshit: Anything?

fergie: yes

dipshit: Ok give me a second

no: fuck dude i just wanted a day of chill

fergie: babe with friends like us thats just not possible

dancing queen: What are we doing??

dipshit: Hogwarts house discourse Go

no: i cant believe i have to break up with you

fergie renamed this conversation to “hogwarts house discourse”.

dancing queen: Oh no

fergie: alright alright alright adrien = puff mari = puff nino = puff

dipshit: How do you figure

no: uhhh

dancing queen: Sorry al that seems wrong

dancing queen: oh it is it definitely is but ur all sweet enough for hufflepuff and loyal and we all eat too much food hmmm realistic one… adrien = puff mari = snake nino = raven mayb

dipshit: Make Mari Gryffindor and I’ll agree with you

fergie: whaaaaaat our girl is ambitious aF theres no way

dipshit: But she’s also a really strong leader and incredibly brave

dancing queen: If were arguing over anyone Id say adrien should be a gryffindor Oh wait maybe ravneclaw???? Hes super smart Shit this is really hard? He could be in three???

no: the fuck i was thinking slytherin actually

fergie: ???

dancing queen: ???????

no: listen my dudes the hat takes what you want into consideration right? it does it for harry anyway

fergie: what does this have to do with marshmallow being a snake which is just not accurate

no: im getting there

dipshit: Are we going by stereotypes or nah

dancing queen: Nah The stereotypes suck

no: im just saying theres no fucking way if we were wizards teh agrestes wouldnt be pure bloods and gabriel would be classic fucking slytherin

dancing queen: Ok Ill agree with that

fergie: mhmmmm

dipshit: I wouldn’t say that

no: bro even if you arent going off stereotypes your old man is probably the mos t ambitious perosn ive ever met like scary mari is almost as scary

dancing queen: Hey!!!!!!

fergie: so sorting hat

no has changed their name to sorting hat.

sorting hat: sup

fergie: are u saying adrien would ASK 2 b slytherin

sorting hat: well yeah yeah i am

fergie: …………… i did not consider

sorting hat: i know you didnt

dancing queen: First of all since we cant decide and Im getting mixed answers from online quizzes

dancing queen has changed their name to lion snake.

lion snake: Second of all doesnt the hat also base it off of what you value the most??

dipshit: Lion snake? Like a chimera?

fergie: nerd

dipshit: Actually the chimera also has a goat ignore me

sorting hat: what the fuck

dipshit: Greek mythology

fergie: u kno what i dont wanna kno

dipshit: Anyway back to this

sorting hat: oh yeah anywa yeah the hat does but adrien wanting to please his dad might overrule that idk my dude jk didnt exactly lay ou t the rules of this super great

fergie: jk needs to c h i l l and ye each of the golden trio couldve ended up in at least one other house

dipshit: That would’ve been cool Also I don’t think I try to please my dad that much

fergie: oh sweetheart

sorting hat: dude

lion snake: Adrien you really really do

dipshit: Really?

fergie has changed their name to adriens legal guardian.

adriens legal guardian: someone needs to take care of you

dipshit: I promise I’m fine I’ve got Nathalie

sorting hat: does nathalie give you hugs

dipshit: No? Why is that relevant?

adriens legal guardian: SHE DOESNT COUNT THEN #HUGADRIENAGRESTE2K17

adriens legal guardian has changed their name to i love adrien.

i love adrien: turn on ur location agreste

dipshit: Please know that’s actually kind of creepy I’m at home you don’t have to worry about location

i love adrien: hella

sorting hat: alya chill out with the name chagnes also now im gonna be confuse d

i love adrien: i love him too but truuuuu

dipshit: ????

i love adrien: can i change it

sorting hat: last time for today??

i love adrien: ilysm

i love adrien has changed their name to cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub

dipshit: I have a fanclub? Wait that wasn’t the smartest thing to say

lion snake: Its a good thing youre cute

dipshit: I try to ignore them

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: have u ever been on the official insta of the fanclub bc its hilarious and beautiful

dipshit: …. Alya why

sorting hat: oh we totally googled you

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: mhm

lion snake: ^^^^

dipshit: That’s…..nice of you?

lion snake: Sorry if that makes you uncomfortable omg

dipshit: It’s just? Kinda weird?? I don’t mind and I probably should’ve expected it I just forget sometimes that that’s a thing people can/will do

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: adri if it makes u feel any better i google everyone ive googled everyone in this chat in our class their parents ymself random strangers if im able to

sorting hat: that is not surprising at all

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: ur not special i mean u r ur v special to me and ilysm but not here everyone gets googled and twitter stalked also tell whoevers running ur official accounts to be less lame idc about salad u eat

dipshit: What????

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: ur social media is B O R I N G i kno u dont run it but i still expected more memes

dipshit: Honestly I don’t look at it

sorting hat: its like the person we thought you were when we first met you except more boring

lion snake: Ok no thats not true Because I thought he was an asshole

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: oh shit tru

dipshit: Ahhhh yeah sorry about that

lion snake: Its fine I promise!!! Weve talked about this Its like Super perfect adn model-y and professional andnot at all a teenage loser who stayed up until 2 watching sailor moon and eating doritos

sorting hat: fucking relatable

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: weebs

sorting hat: yo youre the one who decided to date some

lion snake: Hey Ive never asked Adrien do you have unofficial personal social media???

dipshit: ……………………. Shhhhhh

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: WHAAAAAAAT LINKS LINK S LINKS LINSK

dipshit: I have a tumblr but that’s it

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: oh my go d this weekend we get 2gether adn make adrien all the social media and we revamp his tumblr bc ur theme sucks

dipshit: ???? You’ve never even seen it???

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: i know it does marsh !!!!!!!! can u imagine if lb and cn had social media!!!!! id c r y

PM between dipshit and lion snake

dipshit: P l e a s e

lion snake: Oh my og d

dipshit: Please please please please please please please plEASE

lion snake: HOld on!!! Im discussing with tikki

dipshit: Plagg says he doesn’t care what we do

lion snake: Yeah we arent trusting him

dipshit: Fair enough WHAT IF I CAN GET SNAPCHAT ON MY BATON A LITERAL SNAPCHAT

lion snake: No Just because of that No

dipshit: Pleaaaaaseeeeeeeee My lady it’ll be great I swear

lion snake: U gh Well talk on it on patrol tonight k??

dipshit: YES!!!!

19:05 in hogwarts house discourse

sorting hat: i know weve moved on but man. fuck snape

20:12

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: do u think if i track down lb and cn and ask them for their hogwarts houses theyll tell me

sorting hat: worth a shot?

20:42

cochairman of adrien agreste fanclub: update: chat says ladybg is a gryffindor and lb says shes iether that or slytherin so like mari and they cant agree on cn

22:53

sorting hat: damn you adrien i cant stop thinking about this what is mari?? what is adrien??? what am i?? al youre either gryffindor or ravenclaw ive decided

lion snake: Youre the sorting hat shouldnt you know all???

sorting hat: bruh we need the actual sorting hat for this

lion snake: Fair enough

sorting hat: lets say adrien is a hatstall and move on

3:03

PM between dipshit and lion snake

dipshit: Rise and shine bugaboo Akuma at 3 o’clock Literally 3 o’clock the time not the like If you’re using 12, 3, 6, and 9 as directions It’s not You know what My tracker on my baton is turned on so use that to find me

3:08

dipshit: Mari Mari Alright plan b I’m gonna call you and if you don’t pick up I’m going to show up on your balcony Which sounds creepy but also this akuma is now stacking cars and I don’t really know what to do? They aren’t even trying to do anything else right now Am I missing something??? I’m confused

3:12

lion snake has changed their name to ahHHH

ahHHH: IM SO SORRY Tikki woke me up my phone was muted She says Waitw e dont hav etime for this Ive gotta transform so Ill talk to you when I get there??

dipshit: It’s fine just watching an akuma build a tower out of cars Remind me to show you how to sync Skype up to your yoyo

ahHHH: Youre on skype on your baton??

dipshit: Yeah it makes things easier

ahHHH: Huh Al and nino didnt wake up?

dipshit: I think the akumas too far away for them to hear, but also it’s not exactly being distructive When we actually start fighting people might start waking up but for now it’s being pretty quiet even with the car stacking

ahHHH: Well thats good they need their sleep Wait if the akuma was quiet how did you know??

dipshit: People started posting to the Ladyblog forums and I had that open in another tab

ahHHH: ???/ Why were you up????

dipshit: Bad night I couldn’t sleep so I put on Howl’s Moving Castle

ahHHH: Feeling any better?

dipshit: I’m sure I’ll feel better when I see you :3

ahHHH: Oh myg do Itst oo early for this Ill see you in fa few just stop that cat face

dipshit: ;3

#adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #nino lahiffe #alya cesaire #ml fanfic #my fics #wanna chat

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icantedit-blog1 · 7 years

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The deprecation of human nature

When shit goes down and the world bacically ends, you seem to think to your self that nothing really matters, time, currency, language, nothing. Its all just made up. When you're in the middle of a zombie appocolyps, haven't seen anyone for mouths and the last people that you saw was your family, getting their necks chomped by your best mates, you start to wonder about what really matters. If you're wondering why im telling you this depressing stuff that will probably give you an existential crisis, let me take you back to the start, where shit truely went down. It was the day after my birthday and i was sitting at home, playing on my new console, with my best mates. My mum told me to go to the shops to get some milk, but thats when it happened, remember the hole chomping thing? Sometimes i feel if i would've been a stubborn little bastard like i normally was, i could've died with them insted of living in this hell hole. Theres nothing i can do anymore, i seem to be the last one on earth, which is funny because if you could see me you'd probably think, how could that little, long blond haired, dirty, freak show of a teenager get this far? No point asking me because i dont know either. Come to think of it i should probabluy get out of this "public toilet" before speedy mageedy out there, comes in and carves my neck like a fat guy that can't wait to eat his christmas dinner. Being a little guy has its moments, especially when you cn fit through a tiny toiley widow...probably no bigger than a toilet its self. You may think a toilet isnt the best place to hide, but these zombies are somthing else, for some reason they can smell you from a mile away. Thank fuck dartford park toilets still stink like piss and sweat months after no one has used them (and that's only the ladys) Oh and by the way i may have covered myself in some shit on the way out, now before you stop reading let me ask you something, even if you wanted to die, would you smother your self in shit so you can go find someone before you go even more mental then you are right now? And that's not me calling you mental so don't get triggered like the hole of facebook when a gorialla died. By now you would've fault that ive searched the hole of this town looking for people and you'd be right, the only reason im still here is because its all i have to remember my friends and family. Unlike the movies my family didnt, care to give me a heart locket with our pictures in it, so if you wanna read that kind of soppy shit, go find a dead girl's diary because all you're going to get with me is depressing shit. I just hope that one day people will actually come here, thats quite unlikely though. i dont even know why im writing in you because even if i do get attact and killed, theres no one to read my story and even if people do all its going to do is depress them, i guess thats all im really good for, anyway i'm saying all this stuff about wanting to die but i'm just contradicting myself, whenever i see one of those freaks of nature, i either kill it or run, i can't just stand there and let it take me otherwise im just as much of a wimp as you probably think i am. its been a few more days since i've wrote in you now, shit when down just after i left the toilet. The creepy cunt still court me, its definaltly not the best to clim head first out a window. but oh well i have my way of escape, or at least i thought i did but slowly over time the zombies seem to be evolving, at first they was slow zombies but over time they've been getting faster, harder to run from. The bathroom one especially. I use to be able to clime over fences to get away but they've been getting stonger, faster and for zombies, cleavier. This one just climed over the fence, still not as fast as i can but they're getting better, or should i say worse. I finally got away from it but this towns filled with them and as good as i am killing them, i dont want to use the gun to attract more of them so unless i find a good silent wepon, i think i have to keep running and hiding round this town. Anyway after i ditched that one, i looked for a better wepon, but thats where the trouble came from. As i was looking in a block of flats, near the park, to see if there was any wopons. I was on the top floor and on my last flat, i bacically gave up hope. I stood looking out the window, knowing that i was probably going to die soon. Then l heard this growl from behind me, i slowly turned round in fear, hoping the it didn't attack, my hands was shaking, breathing sounded louder than a festival. When i got far enough to see what was behind me, all i saw was a little girl, just staring at me. I didnt want to but i had to kill her, You know what they say, you gotta do what you gotta do to survive. Unfortunatly the thing i had to do was kill a little girl, that really didnt deserve what she had done to her. Oddly she looked fresh, the massive chunk on her neck looked like it only just been bitten, thats what made it worse to do this, she then realised that i wasn't just a pile of shit standing there and lept for me, before i could even think i shot her in the head, her courps just flung back and hit the floor in a bloody mess. I had to leave as soon as i could, feeling like more of a descrase of a person than i already was. That day really didnt go well for me. The next day was a lot worse. So far you've only seen a single zombie at a time but if you go to temple hill, its full of them and i mean full of them, if you ask me why they're so attrected to it, i'd say it probably has something to do with the smell. The night before i found a good spot that use to be a restaurant, to rest in, not that i really do that anymore becuase im always in fear of being eaten in my sleep but i tried to get a few hours. I woke up just as the nucular sun was rising and got up and out of there as soon as possible. When the human race is bacically wiped of the face of the planet and the ones that survive are trying to survive, no one cares anymore about petrol garages, nucluar plants and other things like that. What the movies tell you about them magically staying up is wrong. I've already had a garage blow up in this town and it was hard enough in the 1st week, with the slow zombies but now they're getting stronger, i was definatly not prepaired for what was about to come. Obviously i was hungery so i decided to go find some food after i woke up. as i was looking though the petrol garage to see if they had anything. I could'nt find anything in the frount because at the start of this people thought they was going to servive and ran in to shops like packs of savige animals. I went to look in the back because it was locked and i thought they would've had something in there, boy was i right. I knocked down the door by running into it with my shoulder, not as easy as those ass hole action movies made it out to be, it hurts like shit. When i got into it i could'nt believe my eyes, it was full of food, it may have just been caned food but why should i give a shit. i stuffed my bag with a good amount to carry and still be able to run, i locked the door with a chain i found outside and kept the key on me, so none of those flesh eating fuckers could get in and jump scare me when i go back. As i walking away all i heard was a massive expslotion and felt heat just hit the back of my head that knock me to the ground. I dont know weather i triped a wire or it just happened like the other one all i knew is it was going to attract a lot of them creeps. The only up side is that it may attract people, but then again i dont think i could talk to another person, its been so long. I got out of there as fast as i could but no fast enough. I didn't use my instinks and just turned a coner. There was too many to imagein coming from temple hill, they charged at me, with a hungry gave in there eyes. I had to run and try to lose them. I was going to use my gun but i only had 3 bullets left and i was going to save them just incase one of them pounsed at me or in worce case sinario, bit me, so i could take out one last zombie before i died. I rapidly turnt corners because they can't do it very well and its good to make distance from them as they're getting faster. I tried not to climb because it does wear me out too fast and i knew it was going to take a while to escape from this huld of zombie. After 5 minuets of non-stop running i lost about three quorters but the ones that was still on me was pasistent. I heded towards the lakes to lose the rest of them. I thought i lost them by climbing a tree and to my understanding it worked, they all ran past thinking i continued forwards. I waiting a couple of minuets to jump down the tree, as I went to jump down the branch i was on snaped. I know what you're saying, typical that it happened, but it did. I wasn't too high up, so i only landed with slight cuts on my hands and my legs hurt a bit. unfortuanty a near by zombie hurd me. With out me even being able to think the zombie darted at me, it grabed my leg and pulled me closer too it. I tried kicking it in the face but somehow it cought my foot its it gastly mouth and bit it, it hurt like no pain i could ever imagen. I pulled my gun out of my holster and shot it. For once i tried to copie the movies and take my foot off. Without debating it i shoot the bone just above my ancle twise and pulled my foot off. The pain was unbareable, so unbareable i fainted. As i fained, My brain whent into over drive, my life flashed before my eyes, i looked back onto everything i took for granted, my mum, my dad, friends, school, everyone and everything. Looking back i was such an ass hole. - Sorry about any spelling or grammar mistakes it only rough atm

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