#i care about her the normal amount
Photo
[ID: Digital shoulders-up painting of Agnes Montague from The Magnus Archives styled after the cover art for The Fool In Her Wedding Gown by The Crane Wives. Agnes is a white woman with red hair, freckles, and blue-green eyes. She is wearing a conservatively high-necked white wedding gown and a veil made of spider silk. Instead of a flower, there is a shrunken, petrified hand with two wrist bones sticking out of it securing her veil. There is a noose of rough rope around her neck, and the bouquet in her hands is smouldering, with bits of ash drifting away in the breeze. Her expression is sad, and mascara runs down her cheeks from her tears. End ID.]
im not the only one who sees this right
#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#the crane wives#the fool in her wedding gown#agnes montague#tma agnes#i care about her the normal amount#devastatingly and maddeningly in other words#my#saint draws#flames#eye contact#body horror#suicide#suicide mention#noose
415 notes
·
View notes
Photo
REAL KOBENI HOURS
2K notes
·
View notes
Text
Upon stumbling across the concept art of miles' sketchbook in my feed. The studies on gwen's form in dance got me wondering if miles had sat in or caught a glimpse of gwen in dance class. Orrrr... homeboi spent some of his vacant hours making these poses up and thinking about her.
Just a thought
#i think about them a normal amount#or maybe a lot#i dunno#who even cares at this point I just love them to bits ;---;#gwen is so pretty in his eyes hes down bad for her interdimensionally#i might write a fanfic about it who knows#ghostflower#gwiles#gwen and miles#gwen x miles#miles and gwen#miles x gwen#milesgwen#gwen stacy#spider gwen#ghost spider
891 notes
·
View notes
Text
yor ass hurt.
Done
#art#traditional art#pencil#fanart#spy x family#yor briar#yor forger#new season started off with a bang. should i tag this spoilers.#does the concept of spoilers even apply to a comedy story about a person with a bullet in their ass#im caught up with the manga so i might be biased LOL although lemme tell ya#i wasnt sure how they'd start off the new season but i definitely wasnt expecting the your ass hurt done chapter#awesome#the new op is also awesome i care a normal amount (lying) about both spy x family and utaite so the ado song is fantastic#love how much she's gotten to do both in her original songs and the anime music shes been doing. her voice is great#also the ending song is also fantastic and the animation is so so cute
197 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hello praying people, I'm not doing well and would really appreciate your prayers right now <3
#long very boring and unnecessarily detailed tag monologue incoming‚ feel free to skip:#this is going to sound like a silly thing to be hitting rock bottom over#but i’m fairly certain i have a semi-rare skin condition known as sensitive skin syndrome#which is basically where skin gets progressively more sensitive#until it won’t tolerate the topical application of anything at all without getting irritated#usually it happens to people on the skin of their face and i have it there but i also specifically have it on my lips#(which apparently is extremely not normal; i found a dermatologist’s case study from like 2019 of one woman who had it on her lips#and according to this case study there were no other cases of people having it on their lips#in all the dermatological literature he had read)#i can’t follow the protocol which all the journal articles i’ve been able to find say is helpful for the rest of the face which is basicall#leave the area the heck alone for at least a year#because if i don’t apply anything to my lips for more than two or three days they will get so dry they crack and bleed#so it’s looking like one way or another i may be having to deal with dry burning irritated lips for the rest of my life#and i’m not dealing with the thought of that very well#i’ve already suffered so much anguish from extreme sensitivity on the rest of my face#and not being able to take proper care of the skin there#and this is just too much for me#i know God is allowing this for a reason but it’s filling me with so much frustration and panic and despair that i don’t know how to go on#but i must and i will#this isn’t a serious or a life-threatening condition but it’s looking like a pretty hopeless one and it’s hurting me badly#and i would appreciate prayers that it would just be healed or that i would know what to do#i think i will try going to my dermatologist but somehow i doubt she's even heard of sensitive skin syndrome#on a COMPLETELY unrelated note i'm just about to get my period and also for two days i've ''eaten'' nothing but vegetable smoothies#and those in pretty small amounts because they're disgusting#(do a detox my hormonal health doctor said)#(it'll be fun she said)#ok if you read this far you're so brave braver than any u.s. marine etc.#thanks for reading ily <3
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
#chronic blogging#current emotion#post-hysto pain has been getting steadily worse over the last month & is now accompanied by near constant nausea#can't even do my PT stretches anymore bc of how bad it hurts#so on monday i finally had a FUCK IT IT'S TANTRUM TIME#and checked myself into urgent care for severe abdominal pains#which finally fucking FINALLY resulted in a referral for a second opinion from a different gyno surgeon#who i hope will finally run the ultrasound & CT scan i've been begging other healthcare providers for for months#THERE IS SOMETHING EXTREMELY WRONG WITH MY BODY AND NOBODY IS LISTENING TO ME AND I'M FED UP WITH PRETENDING#THAT EVERYTHING IS WITHIN NORMAL PARAMETERS AND I JUST NEED TO BE PATIENT FOR HEALING & PRACTICE SELF CARE#watching the urgent care PA's face journey as i explained my symptoms how long i've had them & how apathetic my surgeon's response has been#was so incredibly vindicating & cathartic. she gave me a tactful 'i don't necessarily agree with that assessment......'#told me i have already been doing everything she would've recommended & we're long overdue for a second opinion since it isn't helping#and gave me her blessing to go pitch a fit in the ER if my symptoms get any worse before my appointment with the new surgeon#i'm EXHAUSTED and i'm SCARED and it's ABOUT GODDAMN TIME someone in medicine listened to me & took me seriously#been hovering in the 4-7 range on this chart for a disgusting amount of time. now i'm locked in at 8+ and not backing down
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
people with outdoor cats be like: yes my cat came back home half dead, caught hiv, is full of parasites and sometimes has gone missing for weeks but i don't care bc at least the cat is free and not locked inside like selfish people do!!!
#i cannot fucking stress this enough PLEASE do not let your cats roam outside freely if you care about them#if they're used to going outside leash them!!!!#the amount of cats we get at the clinic who come almost dead/with horrible wounds bc they're allowed to be outside is insane#not to mention how many run over cats i see where i live#they could get attacked by other animals too#like its just not worth it#we had to put down a cat today after the owners found her almost dead with an INSANE infection bc she had ruptured her intestines#her hip was shattered too#looked like probably some asshole kicked her#and the owners were like oh we had just buried one of our other cats the other day after she got attacked by another animal#and im just standing there like ?????? and that's normal to you??????#oh but at least the cats can climb trees though 🤪#remember the dude i talked about a while ago who brought his cat in honestly the worst condition I've ever seen?#covered in poop vomit piss and fuck knows what else?#that had a colony of cats all infected with FelV bc he refuses to vax them?#yeah this woman was a family member btw#thank FUCK he didn't come today because that would've been a shitshow#all things considered at least this woman seems to be... not absolutely fucking insane? i guess?#but anyway she kept saying how it was sudden! and how the cat was perfectly fine last night!#oh my gOD that cat had maggots eating her from the inside that doesn't happen overnight#cats are tough and will hide a lot of pain but can't you just tell the truth???#you either didn't care enough to bring this poor baby earlier or you just noticed now what had happened to her
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
really need to get into bg3 so i can finally move on from elden ring. that game (fanbase) has been nothing but pain and suffering i actually feel like i’m starting to resent it now
#don’t get me wrong i love elden ring it’s just it’s whole online presence is awful#the fanbase is made up of primarily dudebros#it’s just… fucking terrible ngl#i have had to actively erase my yt history on the daily to remove anything er related because i end up seeing something-#-that will no doubt annoy me#reddit is.. well reddit#the sheer amount of r*pe comments i’ve seen about malenia over the past year and a bit is just insane#never going to forgive from for having her be naked in the game sorry i don’t care how artistic it’s supposed to be#or symbolic or whatever#gamers™ were always going to be weird about it let’s be honest#i think i just need something to take my mind off it at least till the dlc comes out#and then when the game becomes popular again and everything kicks off once more surely ppl will be normal right? …right?
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
ppl will go “i’d notice if society was going to sacrifice a marginalised group of people and if they said that it’s ok that a bunch of people would die then i would stand against it” and then they’ll hear people saying “well only disabled and vulnerable people will die of covid” and go “yes this is normal and ok and fine”
#first of all it’s not only disabled people who are dying and also covid can disable you real quick and make you part of that group that#people are fine with dying#but also do y’all hear yourself bed sometimes. the amount of people who claim to be allies but with throw others aside as soon as it#interferes with their comfort#also there have been so many studies and reports and articles on how covid disproportionally affects poc. not to mention inequalities in#healthcare that come into play too when you’re dealing with a pandemic#but as soon as y’all have to stop going to parties or restaurants or isolating for two weeks when exposed or confirmed positive or even if#you suspect you have it. or any of the millions of other things that at this point are important facets of community care and protecting#yourself and others from a disease that has been proven and continues to be proven to do a lot of damage to the body#y’all just balk. you don’t drop your claims but that doesn’t mean you’ve dropped your allyship#I’d love to go back to normal. i’d love to go out without a mask and eat in restaurants and do all the things i did before covid#but i won’t. because i know that isn’t safe for me or my friends/family/community and also quite literally isn’t possible now because we’re#still in a pandemic. if you claim to be an ally to disabled people then prove it and mask#I can’t speak as fully on allyship to other communities who are disproportionately impacted but not masking harms everyone and if anyone#does want to speak on allyship to their communit(y/ies) feel free to go ahead#covid tw#fired up about this because i’m doing radioactive iodine treatment in a few weeks and my mother is taking no precautions. not only am i at#risk if i catch covid but if she gets sick i either have to postpone my treatment to care for her (which risks giving my cancer more time to#metastasise if there are cells left) or i have to figure out another plan for treatment since my current plan hinges on her help since i#have to isolate#im just tired and frustrated. a pandemic doesn’t stop just because you get bored#vent tw#this is not as eloquent as i wish it was and the lack of punctuation and tone can make parts confusing but i think y’all get my point
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
– Jeff and I love each other, we're going to be married, and that's all there is to it.
– It will be the greatest mistake of your life.
#i have watched this scene a normal amount of times dwbi :)#she's like a little pomeranian yapping at a tired weimaraner. leave him alone he is struggling to conceal don't feel vic#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#618.#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters.#he care her <3#but he would never want to interrupt her happiness and chance at love !!!#why would he be able to make her any happier than jeff when he's done so badly in marriage twice.#even if jeff is smooching frankenstein's bride on the patio. she loves him !!! (stupid though she may be for it)#<- preferred reading of course.#on top of the whole ''i had a prophetic dream about your imminent demise if you marry this guy'' and jeffpeter's cheating lying zombie ass
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
screaming at the top of my lungs TANÉ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok that’s all
#the priory of the orange tree#miduchi tané#tané#roots of chaos#tpotot#I am. sososo normal about her#girl who just read the part where nayimathun and tané talk after tané has rescued her voice I have a normal amount of feelings about this#just. god tané and nayimathun is so so so dear to me#tané’s self-hatred and guilt and fear and feeling of unworthiness (and let’s be real depression) and how nayimathun helps her through it#she cares for her and helps her and accepts her for who she is and what she has done#even if she is ‘impure’ and she has made mistakes and hurt people#she is worthy. she has the blood of the sea and the sea is not always pure. she has a dragon’s heart.#just. god. I love their relationship so much and both times tané loses nayimathun always nearly break me#r#roc#where’s that post I made about her#elli rambles
34 notes
·
View notes
Text
Wait omg..... Jessica Cruz probably did rifle... my specialized sports knowledge coming in CLUTCH
Okay so I barely practiced and made it to regionals like once so im NOT the expert here but uh headcanoning that Jess did air rifle when she was a teen. Like idk if it would be as part of a team like with a high school (what I'm familiar with) vs like an individual thing vs like a travel/competitive team (it depends on the sitch in her area growing up) but she definitely went to some national matches (probably including JOs/JO quals like i think she was GOOD). I think she probably would have quit competitively following a bad shot at nationals (relatable) along with anxiety about competition (ALSO relatable) but still kept up with shooting casually for fun and relaxation and to hang out with friends etc.
She definitely would have shot smallbore competitively too but I never did that bc I was lazy so idk to much abt it competitively
#and by bad shot i mean a 0#it hurts me to even think abt doing that during a match actually esp at fucking JOs#a girl on my team did that and im sure it was devastating (we never let her live it down after too) but like dang. i feel that pain#im just saying she would vibe sooooooo hard with rifle. like canonically they just said she did it but im talking air in particular#also in the panel they said six which first off. humphries bro thats TOO young ik youre trying to be impressive but youre talking abt rifle#here. if someones let their kid have a gun at 6 theres actually smth wrong with them. and not even a bb or smth wtf#ANYWAYS you guys haveeeee to understand this. jess would go so hard for rifle she would fit right in w every competitive shooter ive ever#met istg-#she would be out there on the porch 35° weather in full gear mid match crying w the rest of us it would be great#wait wait shoutout to the time i had to get smth from my car and there were like 4 ppl out there crying during the middle of standing#like i literally FEEL THAT SO HARD (weve all been there) but also like... awkwarddddddd#4 is an unusually large amount though. normally its like 2 ppl at a time first relay. with more 1st relay ppl crying after than during#gosh rifle omg this is making me miss it#<<<<freshman/sophomore me would kill me for saying this btw. i HATED practicing so bad then omg#OH and Jess would be a kneeling girlie. fave position. why ? bc i said so shut up#no but bc its my favorite position (yes i know its the worst okay. im aware of all the reasons kneelings sucks and why everyone hates it.#but you know what? kneeling hates everyone equally and i respect that) no but uh yeah ✌️✌️✌️✌️#top 10 posts that are 80% jargon and only i care about 😘#anyways this is canon to me now actually#like idc what you say she was down in the trenches (the range) w the rest of us#also ik she almost certainly would have shot paper but in my mind she practices mainly w electronic bc thats what i used (even if its super#uncommon and is only used at the nice ranges) if she was super competitive she would probably have driven to shoot electronic. lets just say#there was a paper nearby and an electronic scoring range a bit farther or smth#anyways yeah#WAIT OMG SHE DEFINITELY MET HER FRIENDS FROM HER BACKSTORY THROUGH RIFLE#and the dating drama too omg rifle drama was INSANE. like i was almost always out of the loop bc i never practiced and didnt have snapchat#but like the drama was INSANE. fucking wild. at least to my nerdy ass self. so her relationship drama makes total sense now okay babe fr#jessica cruz#blah
12 notes
·
View notes
Note
Ships you hate that most people like?
Ohh boy
Zhongchi: I cannot see it. Grandpa deserves better. Also it was inescapable especially in the early fandom days, it suffocates me. Let Zhongli live his peace and let Childe go ham elsewhere where I can't see him.
Eimiko: past me hated it bcs over-association to their HI3rd counterparts, current me hates it bcs I was disappointed with how they handled Ei while I mostly like Yae. I can see the theory behind it, but it doesn't click with me. Also bad experience with their shippers. One said smth along the lines of "yaeyato was invented by homophobes to spite eimiko"?? Excuse me???
Any Lumine ships: just personal preference, I see her as non-partnering aro. Aether ships are fair game tho.
Honorable mentions! (aka hate is a strong word)
Clorivia: I think us actually seeing them reconcile rather than just a throwaway "I took her to dinner" line would've gotten me halfway there. But as is, they're not doing it for me and oh god why is it mostly them in the navia tag???
Kavetham: Only like them in 4ggravate. Their convo at the end of Alhaitham's sq that people call "old married couple bickering"?? I call that "an argument between me (hthm) and my mom (kaveh), empathy jab included." Parade of Providence helped me like Kaveh more but did not clear up 'my mom' allegations. Either way I prefer them mending their broken friendship; they'd probably get along better once Kaveh moves out and is more financially independent.
Wriolette(?): We Haven't Even Met One of Them Yet, Part 999 out of Who's Counting (Not Surprised Or Even Disappointed, Just Tired)
#asks#generally im not crazy about the popular ships. if i like them i like them an actual normal amount#and re: kvthm vs me and my mom. yeah it's not the healthiest relationship but we're trying & i care about her. which. is how i see them too
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
GUYS
IS ANYONE TALKING ABOUT HOW IN KINGS TIDE
(If you haven’t gathered by that, this is gonna have spoilers)
IS ANYONE ELSE ABSOLUTELY DYING OVER RAINE WHEN EDA TELLS THEM NOT TO WORRY
They’re reminding her about EVERYTHING
And Eda’s like hey bro, chill, I’ve got this
And Raine just-
They-
I-
They pull back and close their eyes tightly with this look of-
Pain.
They make both of their hands into fists and they look- fearful? Sad? Hurt?
And they so gingerly take her hand by the wrist, and softly, caringly, run their thumb across her sigil.
And they lift her hand between them, holding it in both of theirs-
“Don’t tell me,”
And they lift their gaze to meet hers, with their expression filled with worry, care, and love.
“..not to worry.”
And they stare into her eyes with that same soft look in their eyes.
(Did anyone else think they were about to kiss??)
They’re so worried about her, scared that something would go wrong, fearful that they would lose her again.
They don’t lack faith in her, but they can’t bear to lose her. And, even worse to add on to that, to think that it’s their fault.
They were the one to suggest this plan, they were the one to suggest Eda get a sigil and give up wild magic, and you can tell that they absolutely hated that idea.
And then, after this small but so meaningful interaction, Lilith and Hooty interrupt them, and Raine backs away to give the two sisters space.
But then, THEN,
Oh? You thought I was done? You thought I would spare you from my ramblings about Raine and Eda?
HAH I don’t know the meaning of the word.
Phrase?
Idea?
Anyways-
Eda, disguised as Raine, takes the place for the spell as Head Bard, but Terra catches her before her curse can meaningfully corrupt the spell, enough to effectively change anything.
And then, after Darius, Eda and Eberwolf are beaten, our poor, sweet Raine is dragged into sight by one of the abomatons.
And Eda is panicked.
“No, nonono, RAINE!”
She sounds and looks so desperate, trying to resist against the abomaton that drags her out of the place she stands as ‘coven head,’ trying pointlessly to reason with Terra.
And when the spell starts to really kick in, and Raine and Eda are both about to be done for, with Eda’s curse making her look so withered and like she could just fade away before anyone else would be drained away…
Raine weakly, on their hands and knees, manages to move over to Eda and grab her arm. They look so drained, so tired, aching and in pain, physically exhausted from the drastic effects of the draining spell as it quickly sucked the energy and life from them (and yeah everyone else with a sigil).
They think it’s over, and at that moment they were completely right. They were going to die, so was Eda and every single other witch with a sigil.
And they’re using the last of their strength to go to Eda.
“I promised a special kid, I’d protect you.”
Their voice sounds so weak, like they’re struggling to even have the strength to use it, or to keep themselves from collapsing completely.
They pulled her right arm off, disconnecting it at the elbow, because they know, if they remove the sigil, then the draining spell can’t kill Eda.
And they looked at her…
And they smiled.
They smiled because Eda’s life is no longer threatened by the draining spell. They are about to die, actively being drained of their energy and life. But they smiled. Because Eda is safe for now.
And with that knowledge, they allow the spell to overwhelm them, and they collapse into her lap, either unconscious or right on the edge.
This was never about a promise to some kid.
It was a promise to themself.
Remember two episodes back, O Titan Where Art Thou?
“Is it so unbelievable that I.. wanted to keep you safe?”
They were willing to do everything to protect Eda. They pretended to not remember the events of Eda’s Requiem when they saw her at the Coven Day parade. They told their scouts to keep looking for Eda until they find her, “and only come to me, when you do!���
They did everything possible to keep her out of harm’s way.
And when they are right on the edge of death, they do one, last thing, to protect her just one more time. And they smile, because her life is so valuable, so precious to them, vastly more than their own.
#I love them so much#I can’t take this#Raine cares about her so much#they’ve done everything they can#time and time again#to protect her#they love her#and I won’t rest until they ADMIT IT#oh my gosh I just realized this is the finale#shit that makes it worse how much longer will I have to wait#I CANT HANDLE IT ANYMORE#SOMEONE PLEASE just pick me up and drop me into this universe I CANT TAKE IT IN THE REAL WORLD#I like them a normal amount#what I’m not crazy you’re crazy#Raeda#raine whispers#the owl house#toh#toh raine whispers#eda clawthorne#eda the owl lady#king’s tide#owl house season two#toh season 2#owl house spoilers#toh new episode#raine and eda#toh raine#toh eda#owl house
166 notes
·
View notes
Text
announcing the goty in october??? she's a white girl who rides horses and does gymnastics??? this some kind of sick joke atp. this feels like a meme that someone would have made in the lead-up to new years. are we really running out of hobbies that we had to reuse TWO??? kavi sharma i'm so sorry sweetie.
#one thing about me is that i care about american girl dolls more than the normal amount.#american girl#agblr#i mean its cool that mckennas her coach ig. yay for agcu (american girl cinematic universe)
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
little bit insane over mithan again bc it IS just emotionally vulnerable guy x toxic masculinity girl which is like. THEE archetype everrrrrrrr to meeeeeeee
#thetalogs#its just. ouhhhhhh#ethan being a software engineer and an artist who does the cheesiest shit ever#and then mia is a trained agent who only cares about her family. god#I LIKE THEM THE NORMAL AMOUNT#they both have anger issues though. thats their shared trait#TJE INTRO SEQUENCE IN VILLAGE!!!!!!!!! ETHAN TRYING TO TALK ABOUT THEIR ISSUES!!!!!!!!!#MIRANDA WAS ONLY MIA FOR A COUPLE OF DAYS SO SHE COULDNT HAVE BEEN ACTING OOC BY FIGHTING ABT IT#AUHHHHHHHHH
4 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
aecholapis
Local weirdo
ashcanns
bby gurl
violetnope
Guess How Much I Don't Care
clemnoir
i love bugs
kirbaka
闘志!!