I am in love with them

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yes please tel your cyno thoughts ahaha

warning: super, super self-indulgent ramblings ahead.

okay so i don’t have any specific or particularly, well, particular thoughts: it’s more just general internal screaming at the thought of cyno because oh my god how can such a perfect man exist and aaaaaaahhhahahhhhha

okay so basically he’s just like super, super considerate, okay? like, he comes of as a bit cold and blunt and around people he doesn’t know really stern and intimidating, and so his affection and care for people (but let’s take an x reader scenario for this right now because i am a simp) is really subtle but always there, whether it’s in the canon universe, an au: whatever. he’s just… so selfless in a quiet way and would never admit it and he’s also always looking out for you and stuff and he gets worried about you, you know? again, he’ll never admit to it, but he worries about you a lot. (his love language is probably acts of service and maybe possibly gift giving but don’t quote me on that second one.)

and he expresses his love for you, again, in subtle ways: making sure you’ve eaten enough, drank enough water, had enough rest, taking care of you when you’re sick, remembering and buying (or making) your favourite comfort food when you’re feeling down without being asked. covering the corners of tables and furniture when you’re around them with his hand (credit goes to @cynotical for that one.)

it’s like he’s a mind reader or something and always knows exactly what’s bothering you and how to fix it. you never even need to say a word: he can just tell and in an instant he’s found a way to help you out.

on that note, hiding your feelings from him is a fruitless effort. even if you’re good at putting on a straight face and keeping your emotions under lock and key (*cough cough* ME haha *cough cough*), it doesn’t matter: he sees right through you the moment you’re feeling down. if you’re uncomfortable in any way admitting this outwardly, he doesn’t comment, and just sits beside you in silence, holding your hands in his and rubbing circles into the backs of your hand with his thumbs.

oh— and cyno also allows himself to be soft around you (sometimes), and only you. even though he has a couple of people he’s close to, whom he often frequents with awful jokes, he never fully lets his intimidating exterior down except when he’s alone and around you. you get to see the side of him that wraps his arms around you and holds you close, unwilling to let go until he’s had his fair share of kisses and attention. you see the side of him that worries (but pretends not to) when you get only a small cut on your fingertip when slicing vegetables, and tuts quietly, telling you, ‘show me’, and then raising that finger to his lips and kissing it better (leaving your stomach doing flips and cheeks burning furiously.)

you see the side of him that stares at you with a gentle, lovestruck smile when he thinks you’re not looking; the side of him that presses a kiss to your forehead when he think’s you’ve fallen asleep, mumbling a quiet ‘sweet dreams’ or ‘good night’ or ‘i love you’ against your skin in a voice softer than falling snow.

he’s just… so incredibly gentle and kind and considerate with you in a way that you don’t even notice what he’s doing for you until you take a step back or spend some time without him and then realise how sweet he actually is under all that sternness.

and shit i really want to kiss and cuddle with him right now holy jesus because i feel like i’m getting cyno withdrawal symptoms even though he’s been on my mind 24/7 these past few days and i literally cannot express in words how much i love him right now and how sweet he is and i am (not) on the verge of tears but i’ll say i am anyways for dramatic effect because i just love him so much and it ain’t even funny by this point and aaaaah

Because of the Pinterest tag games we've done here recently, I've been inspired to use it again for the first time in years and have been searching Ronen and Rafa pics I've never seen before, and my God I had to share this one!

I DID IT! I FINISHED THE ASSIGNMENT!

now excuse me I want to sleep for a full twelve hours

Bought a vintage Elvis magazine and had to share some of the pictures of this sweet boy that own my heart 🥹💖🫶🏻🎞️

I'm being completely normal as I patiently wait for the new episode of Dead Friend Forever.

Soooooo normal. Soooooo patient.

Vivia DLC Spoilers

I am so fucking normal about Vivia accepting the umbrella from Yakou I am so fucking normal about Vivia accepting the umbrella from Yakou I am so fucking normal about Vivia accepting the umbrella from Yakou

I am so fucking normal about Vivia holding the umbrella himself to protect himself from the rain I am so fucking normal about Vivia holding the umbrella himself to protect himself from the rain I am so fucking normal about Vivia holding the umbrella himself to protect himself from the rain

Him taking the umbrella from Yakou accepting this attachment to life, finding a sliver of himself inch back his foot on the other side to take care of himself for Yakou.

He has never protected himself from the rain before because of his disregard for his life. But now, there was thaat small something. That small something that reminds him, that maybe it's okay to live again. Even if it means continuously dying like a walking corpse. He'll live again.

hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.

if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!

awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.

idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛

ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!

even for period typical ableism it still drives me nuts for karen to go oh poor matt how can he deal and get around as if he hasn't been blind most of his life at this point and living on his own by himself as an adult for his entire adult life after college and has also lived in the city his whole life like girl use your damn brain he can get around by himself just fine. good god. like take five seconds to use your brain. literally adult man who lives by himself if nothing else that should tell you he is fine and when he needs assistance has the knowledge and ability to go get it you act as if he can't even walk on the sidewalk by himself. he literally shows up to work by himself. it drives me up the wall sometimes how she sees proof of him functioning fine independently literally witnesses it on the daily and still thinks these things. like again foggy isn't great either bc again the period typical ableism (and just general ableism in the world outside of this period as this is a common attitude of viewing disabled people as helpless and unable to function even if they are people who do live independently (and im not touching on people who do need extra support and caretaking in this context. as this post is about these characters in the context of a story. so im talking about what we see there instead of any truly meaningful nuanced way) but the writing here is like. Particularly this way due to the time) he has a modicum more of understanding that matt is literally a capable grown adult man. literally told karen matt is a big boy who can handle himself and then karen went b-b-but you forget he's blind as if foggy hasn't known him for years of his life and is his best friend like PLEASE SEE HIM AS AN ADULT. I AM GOING TO GO INSANE. PLEASE RESPECT HIM IF YOU LOVE HIM SO DEARLY. AND EVEN IF YOU DIDN'T. JUST RESPECT HIM AS A PERSON!!!!!!

Okay okay okay but Percy and annabeth in the show Annabeth starts out just following the new kid around you know routine shit and Percy is just so lost he doesn’t have his best friend anymore because he got snitched on his moms fucking gone and he fought a motherfucking Minotaur also apparently his dads a god and then she sees him explode a toilet and okay okay maybe he’s one of the big three let’s see him in action during capture the flag he has no fucking clue what’s going on his only friend is luke he’s in the reject cabin this weird girl is talking him and he has a pen that turns into a sword and also his old teacher is apparently a centaur and the weird girl pulled him away from his friend who told him that the girl is really smart so you know he follows her then she ducking abandons him in the middle of Nowhere and he just chills then he gets attacked by the bully girl and then their team won at capture the flag and then he gets pushed in the water and then he’s claimed by Poseidon and now they’re on a quest and then they get attacked by furies and then there’s Medusa and now they’re friends and now they’re in a train together and then they get attacked by echidna and then Percy is poisoned by the chimera and then Annabeth finds out her mother doesn’t care.

She was embarrassed by annabeths impertinence and so she has to save her two friends, one of which is poisoned. She has to sacrifice herself.

Percy finds out he got Annabeth in trouble. His only friends are gonna die because of him impertinence. He has to sacrifice himself.

A child of the big three sacrifices themself again to save Annabeth and Grover.

as badly as i want to avoid my mom she is making it extremely difficult

having shrimp emotions abt the end of shb again

They should cancel class. Just for me. Today. Right now

I of course can't find it now but thank you to the OP of the post who said that doing your chores is self-care. Literally cleaned my house and finally installed arthritis-friendly door handles because of seeing that post this morning.

Just saw this pic and almost died because he’s 😮‍💨

I just have to say these blue pants on him? Absolutely fucking immaculate. His waist? I’m feral.