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im so fucking annoyed at how absolutely STUPID the american LGTBQ+ “community” and their “allies” have been in regards to pinkwashing from “israel.” like zionists in general are ridiculous but the pinkwashed homophobia crowd has the least amount of brain cells in the entire conversation.
“omg palestine is homophobic you cant support them!”
1) palestine is not a person. a nation yes but not a fucking person. yall love to come on here and say “well not ALL zionists are shitty colonial murderers! they arent the same as their government!” so by that logic why are the palestinian people an extension of theirs? and at what point in 75 years have palestinians had enough time to worry about their LGTBQ+ laws when EVERYONE, including QUEER PALESTINIANS, is being targeted, arrested, abused, and murdered? please fucking explain.
2) by this same fucking logic half the states in america alone should be bombed. florida should be taken off the map bc of the amount of anti-LGTBQ+ laws that have been passed in the past how many years. oh but that suddenly doesnt fucking matter right? bc we’re in the West™️ we’re not “dirty savages” like the global south?
3) AT WHAT POINT DO ANY OF YOU DUMB ASSES ACKNOWLEDGE PALESTINIAN QUEERS. LITERALLY. THERE ARE ENTIRE COALITIONS OF QUEER PALESTINIANS ACTUALLY DOING THE WORK TO SAVE THEIR PEOPLE AND DISMANTLE HARMFUL INSTITUTIONS WHILE YOU ARE ONLINE TALKING ABOUT KILLING A WHOLE NATION BC THEY HAVE GAY MARRIAGE OUTLAWED. fucking insane.
anyways free palestine, fuck all zionists and your clown ass supporters, and to all the queers in the West who support genocide bc you don’t have the critical thinking to look past your comfy home in LA, choke.
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something. about. the horror of being sent on an impossible (death) quest and obligations and hospitality politics. the trauma of not having a home, and then the trauma of being in a house that becomes actively hostile to you, one that would swallow you whole and spit out your bones if you step out of line. all of this is conditional, your existence continues to be something men want gone.
it's about going back as far as I can with the perseus narrative because there's always a version of a myth that exists behind the one that survives. the missing pieces are clearly defined, but the oldest recorded version of it isn't there! and there's probably something older before that!! but it's doomed to forever be an unfilled space, clearly defined by an outline of something that was there and continues to be there in it's absence.
and love. it's also about love. even when you had nothing, you had love.
on the opposite side of the spectrum, this is Not About Ovid Or Roman-Renaissance Reception, Depictions And Discourses On The Perseus Narrative.
edit: to add to the above, while it's not about Ovid, because I'm specifically trying to peel things back to the oldest version of this story, Ovid is fine. alterations on the Perseus myth that give more attention Medusa predate Ovid by several centuries. this comic is also not about those, either! there are many versions of this story from the ancient world. there is not one singular True or Better version, they're all saying something.
Perseus, Daniel Ogden
Anthology of Classical Myth: Primary Sources in Translation, edited & translated by Stephen M Trzaskoma, R. Scott Smith, Stephen Brunet
#perseus#danae#komiks tag#long post#every other week i start to say something about how greek heroes are a good case study in diaspora and exile trauma#but man perseus makes me so sad. so does danae. she loves her son :(#perseus turning a whole island to stone is a huge mood. i would also do that if i were him#anyway (salutes) take care everyone i gotta watch yunho's new video it looks like a fucking movie im so excited#(i singled out ovid bc i remember the fucking shit perseus discourse that ran through this site. i remember#im preemptively loading a gun and pointing at it before it can touch this post#it hasn't died out either i see it on twitter all the time in the most ANNOYING ways possible i am TIRED#esp bc they're actually doing medusa a narrative disservice like congrats! you made it worse! stop telling me it's better!!!!)#it’s all greek to me
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hot take but you all NEED to stop telling people to kill themselves.
yes, even *those* people. i don't care if you're talking to some monster who puts live puppies into a wood chipper for fun, don't say that shit.
because mx. puppychipper isn't gonna be affected by your words.
but you know who might be affected? some innocent third party reading the words you said on a public website.
because telling people to kill themselves says "suicide is a punishment for being a bad person. bad people, upon realizing they're bad, should simply commit suicide instead of working to atone for their actions."
and that is NOT a message you wanna be normalizing to anyone, but ESPECIALLY people with depression (who, let's be real, make up a higher than average chunk of this site's userbase). whose mental illness is already telling them that 1: they're an inherently terrible worthless person no matter what they do 2: death is an appealing option.
is reading "kill yourself" once or twice gonna make them do it? nah, probably not. but reading it multiple times a day every day is gonna make their mental health worse. it's probably not good for your mental health to be saying that kind of thing, either.
just knock that shit off. the world is already so hostile to people with mental illness, and managing mental illness and unlearning unhealthy thought patterns is already so difficult. you don't need to be out here making it worse.
#eliot posts#suicide mention#animal abuse mention#i guess#ive said similar before and i just said this in the tags of another post but it deserves its own post#i am fucking TIRED of reading this shit so often#i frequently block people for saying it#sometimes i report ppl over it too if they're shitty in other ways too#i luckily don't have the ''i'm a worthless piece of shit and deserve the death penalty'' flavour of depression#but i do have the ''life is endless suffering and i want to euthanize myself'' variety of depression (or. technically bipolar.)#and reading the phrase kys Feels Bad Man w my mental illness#and i have froends w the first type and i worry about them#and one of em has told me it does affect them quite negatively to read kys#so yeah! fucking stop it!
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listen not to blow smoke but some of you bitches really just do not understand that sometimes characters are not villains but are functionally antagonistic and meant to evoke something complex.
no, miguel is NOT a villain. he’s an antagonistic force in the story who is meant to be complicated, you aren’t meant to just cleanly agree or disagree. his methods are SUPPOSED to be questionable at best and his motives are supposed to be understandable on some level. for the love of god please just learn some fucking media literacy i can’t take this anymore
#not ship related#like you’re entitled to hate him if you just hate him#but i BEG you to stop embarrassing yourselves by characterizing him as a cartoonishly evil villain#for GODS sake#i am so fucking tired of takes with absolutely zero nuance holy shit#peachyrambles#atsv#spider man: across the spider verse#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#across the spiderverse
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Joel cannot remember when it started, not that it is all that important, really, but after only a few weeks the hair tie on his right wrist has become just as much of a constant as the watch on his left. It is not always the same one, he is so attuned to it for some reason he picks up on the slightest variations in pressure and color, and on the rare occasion that he ends up taking it off, he easily finds a new one somewhere around the house. They're everywhere, on the coffee table and the kitchen counter, between the couch cushions, and in his jacket pockets, and he is acutely aware that the growing number of hair ties is his own fault.
Ellie had made a few comments here and there over breakfast or during movie nights that she never has one when she especially needs it. The complaint had buried through his skull and into his brain, taking root until he had made it his most important mission to solve what was a minor annoyance for her at best but oddly important to him.
The first time he had presented one to her, it had taken her several seconds of heavy blinking to fully process what he was offering her, palm outstretched and hovering between them. Once she had, the expression blooming on her face had looked so similar to Sarah's on Christmas mornings all air had left his body.
"What's that for?"
The wonder in her voice had tasted like hot chocolate and cinnamon, his heart filling with a familiar warmth, and he would be damned if he did not do everything he could to give her the childhood Christmases she should have had - hell, the entire childhood she deserves but never got to experience. Joel had heard the smile lacing his words, and Ellie's had grown in turn, her nose scrunching and eyes twinkling.
"Just because."
Ellie had thrown him glances heavy with an innocent curiosity all evening, prompting Joel to hold her even closer than usual when she eventually fell asleep half draped over his lap. Such a tiny, almost casual offering, and for a reason he still cannot quite grasp, it means more to her than he could have ever imagined, so he keeps doing it. Whenever Joel sees one, he trades for it with whatever he has on hand, although most people are happy to give them up without anything in return or a loose promise to come by if there's work for him, and he gives it to Ellie as soon as he is through the door; by now, it has become an expectation rather than an unexpected gift.
Sure, maybe it is less about Ellie's non-existent hair tie draught and more about the beaming smile she still gives him every single time, eyes so bright he has gotten lost in the joy on her face on numerous occasions. Ellie notices whenever it happens, eyes swimming with fond exasperation, and if it bothers her that he hugs her extra tightly afterward, the bubbling mix of love and satisfaction demanding to express themselves physically, if not verbally, she never complains.
Joel brings home another hair tie today, a black one already on his wrist, and he is barely through the door when Ellie practically launches herself into his arms, face buried in his chest as his arms come up to wrap around her, shifting her just the slightest bit to the right to keep them both from toppling to the ground.
"What's that for?"
Keeping the fondness out of his voice is impossible, and he has given up on trying to do so. Ellie doesn't pull back like she usually does, and his breaths come easier despite the fact that her crushing hug constricts his lungs, and Joel gently rests his cheek on top of her head with a love-struck expression he knows deep-down mirrors hers, fingers carding through her hair.
"Just because," she mumbles, and the smile she wears all evening follows him for days, the stitches she uses to put his heart back together looking suspiciously like hair ties.
#alex writes tlou#the last of us#tlou#joel and ellie#ellie williams#joel miller#fanfic#fucking hair ties man#my brain obsesses over the most random shit#but this is important now and i am tired and its 1 am so if theres errors thats why lol#but yes hair tries are haunting me they moved in right next to tommy#who still lives fucking rent free in my head
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immediate indignation and rage aside, for some reason i dont have the option yet... it's probably due to the usuall "roll 'features' out to chunks of users at a time" but Still. nervous
#i hate ai i fucking hate ai#it should be used for shit like medical detection and logging and shit#Not Art. In Any Form.#not for writing not for illustration not for painting NONE OF IT. KEEP THAT SHIT OUT OF HERE#each month something comes out that makes shit worse and im sooooo tired of it lmao#like i am Continuously losing hope in the future no matter how much i try not to#where's that post thats like 'why should i read something that no one bothered to write'#AUGH. I HATE IT. i hate it. its so discouraging and depressing#rambles from the bog#yk this is the first time ive started to feel genuine Dread that tumblr might finally be kicking the bucket#all of the other 'apocalypses' were infuriating but also the Tumblr Is Dying!!! reaction made me roll my eyes#but now...? man. where would i even go if this is is.#i cant stand instagram or twitter. the other platforms just dont hold a candle to this site. i just#man.... man.
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like. . .are any other Polin fans out there that do not give a singular flying fuck about Debling? we should form a club lol because from the very bottom of my heart and with my whole chest: I could not care less about him. Not sorry, I'm tuning into S3 for Pen and Colin and Pen and Colin alone
#polin#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#like. . .i keep seeing all these theories about debling and i'm going '. . .and?'#someone: what if debling-#me: don't care. when is colin back on screen? i miss my boy#because really. . .who gives a fuck? he's a random oc who's gonna be gone by ep 3?#frankly i don't give a shit about him in any capacity#and tbh. . .like it's not even a contest for me. colin is SO much more attractive and appealing than debling#no shade to the actor i'm sure he's lovely but guys. . .luke newton is SO fucking fine#tired: colin gets jealous of debling because he's courting penelope and thus disapproves of them#wired: colin distrusts debling because he's a vegetarian and colin the foodie cannot trust a man who cuts out an entire food group#inspired: colin is friendly to debling and can always hype pen up around him but debling isn't listening because he's queer and likes him#y'all just 'care' about debling because he has no traits rn and you can turn him into your perfect male oc prize for penelope#'i ship pen with options' and i ship pen with colin. . .you know. . .like a polin shipper. . .crazy how that's. . .how it works#anywhoozle i am first and foremost a hater#fellow haters come join me we meet up on tuesdays and we have snacks
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Crying today cuz I'm a sucker for romance and all of my couples are extremely romantic and half of them never end up together in canon😭😭😭😭😭
#fuck you all juliette and adam were so cute#four and tris were so cute UGHHHH#feylin UGHHHHH#the level of pissed i got the first time around when i realized rhys was endgame#DNFed that shit so fast#then i came back to read it and be a critic because i'm a dumbass#snowbaird#MY LOVES#feylin#fourtris#DNFed shatter me the moment i knew aaron warner's bitchass was endgame#nesta and eris had more romance and sexiness in a few pages than nessian in all of acosf#odesta#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FINNICK#i like to pretend he's still alive most of the time#either one of them dies or the man is retconned in favor of mr. abuser man#i am so tired can you tell
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So i finally listened to The Magnus Protocol and uhh holy shit, yall mind if i
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#the magnus protocol#tmagp#tmagp spoilers#In the tags#My favourite case has to be the 2nd one Daria girl you are so fucked up!!!! You are so fucked up girl get help!!!!#And i am loving the absolute toxic work environment it is hilarious all the characters are great!!#Alice Gwen and Lena have three way situation of snide backhanded remarks and office coworker hate going on#Colin hates everyone but especially the puter and is this close to murder#Sam is just trying to do whatever the fuck he is doing. He is new here. He is over qualified#Teddy my man saw his place workplace comedy swerving towards horror genre and immediately ditched ship good for him!!!#(Unless Lena brutal pipe murdered him in which case girl i am so sorry)#And just character in general. Like Alice is trying to vibe her way through life#while also saying some death flaggy 'oh this is def foreshadowing' shit every episode#Gwen has the same surname as the shows previous antag#but also just after Lena's job and just wants to be taken seriously and thinks everyone is against her#she also may or not have discovered that her boss is murderer but oh well#Sam is like this sweet nice guy who is also so fucking nosy and the only one actually curious about fucked up shit cases magnus institue#And everyone is telling him to stop Girl! Turn away girl!! You are gonna get fucked up girl!! Look away!!#Colin is just so fucking angry and feral but also IT is just like that. He is crawling on the floors. He is growling at people#Lena is so fucking tired with all these bitches in her office Head Bitch incharge of all these Bitches#And i am 80% sure she murdered that guy Klaus#Anyway love all of this. Cant wait to hear them get killed in brutal tragic ways
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joel: hey what if we forget this whole damn thing and just go back to tommy's?
ellie: ...
ellie: that’s actually a good idea! let’s go
joel: 😌🥰❤️
ellie: 🥰😄❣️
#tlou spoilers#the last of us#hbo the last of us#okay BUT WHAT IF#neil and craig you are NOT forgiven for this#i cried so much guys#im not watching season ii i wont survive that shit#fuck this show man why do they have to stick so close to the game I AM TIRED#JDSNDKJNDJKSDNDNKJN#NEVER THOUGHT I'D BE SO MAD FOR RESPECTING THE ORIGINAL MATERIAL#tlou#joel miller#ellie williams#joel and ellie#tommy miller#the last of us episode 9
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A. Kirkland- Pitbrow Woman, '81
In the last month or so, my interest in nyo!England has blossomed. Yet, I have long disliked the canon stylization of the character.
Ms. Alice Kirkland has never been one to shy away from physical labor or the harsh realties of her own people. Even at the height of her international power, it was rare that- unless directly requested by the monarch or prime minster- that she lived among the aristocrats for long periods of time. A stark difference between her and her French counterpart. While her rebellious days as a sailor were behind her, throughout the 1800s it was not uncommon to find her either in the mines, in a factory, or tending to her own country estate farm.
References and Inspirations bellow cut, Programs used: MS Paint and Krita
I could not have done any of this without these references.
#don't zoom in to close are you will see all my fucks ups that I just gave up trying to fix lamo#Things I googled for this “when did large industrial chains become common”#It's 1880 btw#worked so longer to figure out patterns only for it not to show up at all on the apron#and I am so sorry to all plaid lovers and all of Ireland and Scotland#I have shakey hands and my lines turned out horrible but by the time I saw how bad it looked I was on day 3 and was in to deep to change it#she is standing on the rocks cus she like to be tall#but man the first ref. photo has helped me learn how to draw arms and shit#bless it#fingers and face shape are the things I for sure how to keep working at#the ankle to the foot as well#lots of crap actually#god this is so bad haha but Im tired of looking at it#she is still a colonist not good person shithead#alice kirkland#hetalia#hws england#historical hetalia#hws france#hws#my art#hetalia fanart#hetalia axis powers#aph england#hws alice kirkland#MS Paint#krita#nyotalia#hws nyo england#nyo England
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Happy birthday, citizen.
#Maximilien Robespierre#I would’ve done something better but alas I am so fucking tired man#so enjoy this stupid doodle#I’ll make something better for Marat’s bday#or not I can’t promise shit#I won’t tag every single person I doodled here
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having the worst weekend ever in my life rn
#time for a rare TUMBLR VENT POST usually this is limited to my twitter#my hair loss from t has gotten way worse recently and im extremely upset about it#upset enough that yesterday at my sisters graduation i could barely focus because i was freaking out#and i am still. freaking out.#scheduled an appointment about finasteride and ordered rosemary oil shit but its really not looking good#and to top it all off my dad managed to ram into my car and put a dent in it. its easy to fix but still like. come on man WHY NOW#and i cant do the normal things i do to calm down about my hair because its On Me i can See It#i can see how its all fucking falling out#and everything reminds me of it#im so hungry but anxiety is making me so nauseous i can barely eat#im tired because i could barely sleep last night from the anxiety#i want to go home but also what the fuck do i do after that#i just feel so awful. i dont know what to do with myself#how did i even get such an intense balding gene my dads hair is fine my sisters hair is beautiful#im really fucking upset 😁😁😁😁😁🤪🤪🤪🤪😁😁‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️⁉️⁉️⁉️🤪🤪🤪🤪😁😁😁🤪😁☹️
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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hi im tired and in a teeny bit of pain and I’m fed up with jack being used to fix and absolve dean so heres them mutually getting their shit together like they actually should okay goodnight send tweet
#I’ve had this for months but I am so sick and tired of this fandom#so very sick and tired#jack isn’t there to coddle a grown ass man for his traumas please shut the fuck up forever 🤞#parentifying a man with parentification trauma just bc he isn’t grieving healthily is weird as hell fuck y’all#also LET JACK BE ANGRY ABOUT SHIT#I am. so fucking tired of this place HE IS NOT A RAY OF SUNSHINE GET THAT THRU UR FUCKING SKULLS#sorry if this is mean toned it’s because im being mean and have several contributing factors to my behavior and loss of patience#spn#supernatural#supernatural fic#spn fic#jack kline#dean winchester#dean and jack#dean winchester fic#jack kline fic#fix it fic#except they ACTUALLY FUCKING FIX IT ON BOTH SIDES.
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Doing something during a period of hyperfocus: I have read four full Wikipedia articles on this one subject is less than an hour, I have taken more notes than I will ever need or want, nothing can stop me not even death
Doing something during a period of restlessness: I have reread this one sentence of a text message from my friend four times now and still have not processed a single word of it
#colore speaks#yeah so guess which of these is the mood for me rn#i hate adhd so fucking much sometimes LET ME DO SHIT BRAIN PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU#actually adhd#adhd#audhd#actually audhd#shitpost#istg i am so tired of this bullshit man
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