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borathae · 4 years

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Can I request some softness where y/n is soulmates and best friends with vmin and they hear y/n is upset and rush to her?? I need this in my life.

Pairing: Vmin x f.Reader (platonic)

Genre: Fluff, Best Friends!AU

Wordcount: 898

a/n: I hope Vmin are able to cheer you up a little my dear anonie! hehe 💜

You really thought today would neverget any better. You really thought you had to cry yourself to sleep tonight.You really had given up all hope for today.

To put it easy. Today sucks andthere is nothing in this world strong enough to cheer you up.

One thing however you hadn’t takeninto calculation. You are best friends with two of the most caring and lovingpeople on this planet and when you casually mentioned that you were sad todaythey gave up everything they were currently doing to rush to your aid.

Jimin took care of all the snackswhilst Taehyung brought Yeontan for cuddles and kisses. The fluffy little cloudof cuteness is currently lying on your stomach, letting you play with his softfur whilst having his eyes closed and dozing off. Jimin and Taehyung arecuddled up to you, alternating between feeding you ice cream and cookies,whilst listening to you rant about your awful day.

“Like seriously how much bad luckcan one person have? I’m so fed up, everyone around me seems to be so lucky intheir life and then there is me, a total failure and biggest idiot in thisuniverse. I can’t do anything right” you groan, letting your head fall to theside.

It lands on Taehyung’s shoulder. Hepresses a gentle kiss to the crown of your head, combing his fingers throughyour locks soothingly afterwards.

“Cookie?” he offers, holding achocolate-chip-cooking in front of your eyes.

“No. I’ve already eaten like five ofthem in the span of ten minutes. I can’t eat more”, you refuse, shakingyour head.

“Then ice cream it is”, Jimin says,leaning over with a big scoop of vanilla ice cream on his spoon.

“Noo, I feel sick to the stomach. Idon’t want anything sweet right now”, you whine.

“Then how about pizza? The reallygreasy and cheesy kind?” Taehyung suggests.

Both you and Jimin look at Taehyunglike he had just said the best thing both of you had heard in a long time.

“Ooooooh, Tae I like the way youthink”, you grin.

Taehyung smirks proudly, dismissingyou with a nonchalant wave of his hand.

“I may be a bit of a genius youknow”, he says, making you snort in amusement.

“Then would the genius be niceenough to get my phone from the bedroom?” you ask.

“No worries Taetae is already on hisway”, Taehyung says excitedly, jumping off the couch.

You and Jimin both chuckle atTaehyung talking in third-person about himself, finding it endearing throughand through. He always does this when he feels comfortable, it’s the cutest.

“By the way ___”, Jimin says nowthat the two of you are alone.

“Yes Jimin?”

“Don’t call yourself dumb or afailure. You are legit one of the most hardworking and intelligent women I knowand hearing you talk so badly about yourself doesn’t sit right with me”, hesays with a strict voice.

“Are you scolding me?” you chuckle.

He nods, “Yes I am. Everyone hastheir bad days. Even Superwoman needs a day off so please don’t feel like youare the only failure on this earth. It’s okay to make mistakes. It’s thestanding up again and fighting on which counts”, he takes your hand to give itan encouraging squeeze.

You smile shyly, lowering your headso Jimin wouldn’t be able to see your blushing cheeks.

“That made me feel a lot better ifI’m being honest”, you mumble to which Jimin squeezes your hand once more,smiling softly.

Taehyung soon returns to the sofa,cuddling up to you again, now even going as far as to throw his legs over yourlap.

“So I ordered three big pizzas. Itold the woman to make them extra cheesy and to put lots and lots of yummytoppings on them”, he explains proudly, “Oh! And I told her to give ussome sour cream to tip as well”, he grins.

“Well done, exactly how I like it.Thank you Taetae”, you compliment him, petting his head.

His proud smiles grow, his eyesstarting to sparkle like those of Yeontan when he gets a treat.

“What were you guys talking aboutwhilst I was gone by the way?” he asks.

“I complimented ___. I told her howamazing she is”, Jimin says.

Taehyung claps excitedly.

“Oooh, I like this. I want tocompliment you too”, he squeals, making you laugh.

“Guys stop I don’t need compliments,it’s okay”, you are blushing vividly by now, feeling embarrassed about allthe attention they give you.

“But I want to”, Taehyung pouts withbig puppy eyes. He seriously can compete with Yeontan if he keeps looking atyou like this.

“Fine”, you finally givein.

“Okay so. I think you have reallypretty eyes and your hair looks really good today. And I like how you giveyourself with so much confidence, despite being so goddamn self-critical”, hegently nudges your leg with his foot, “you really inspire me to be a betterperson ___.”

“Thanks” you smile, trying yourhardest not to give away how much their compliments are affecting you.

“You’re welcome”, Taehyung grins.

You had already given up today, butas always Taehyung and Jimin were able to give you hope again, turning the rainclouds in your heart into sunshine.

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automaticdreamlandgladiator · 2 years

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it’s so sad how suffering from anxiety can make you feel shame if you don’t know that it’s totally not your fault. i just found out i suffer from Agoraphobia and damn

all my life, i felt worthless and useless. i couldn’t do normal things, what an embarssement. my hands would literally get shaky and i would almost wish i was dead than to deal with my racing heart. and my mom?oh she loved to tell me how dumb and stupid i was, and I believed it. realising now that no it’s not something to hide anymore,i don’t have to have to hide my phobia anymore makes me almost emotional. I have almost accepted the fact that i won’t be able to drive becausse i am scared shitless. no it dosent mean i am afailure. so many things i have realised that is a trauma response has opened my eyes. like how I hold my pee when i drink too much greentea lmfao to not annoy anyone. and how i get anxious and hide in my room when im starving because someone is mad at me and how i feel extremely guilty when i set my boundries ad,how i get scared when i’m being honest because there is no gurantee if i will get hit or not.

i’m glad i can acknowledge that all my childhood years i wasn’t “disabled” or “abnormal’. i was just traumatised. but I am safe now. and alhtough my body dosen’t believe this, atleast there’s some awareness to this. and what’s better than awareness?

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