#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১
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megumi x reader arranged marriage au but make it the scene from princess monoke where you've got your knife to his throat, except tears are running down your face. you should kill him, and yet as he lays in the grass in front of you, dark blue eyes watch you with nothing but tenderness. as calloused hands reach out to cup your face. nimble fingers smooth away the tears that trickle from your eyes. your hand is shaking. both of you choose to ignore it.
"you're beautiful," he tells you, and the knife drops from your hand harmlessly into the grass of the meadow. you're sitting on his chest, pinning him down. it must hurt by now, and yet his other hand reaches to steady your body, warm assurance resting heavy on your hip.
your trembling hand reaches for the knife again. you know he sees it, but makes no move to stop you. he can see the question in your eyes, fragile and terrified.
"if i were to die at your hands, i can think of no better way to go," he tells you, and as you pull your hands to your face to sob bitterly into them, he sits up. megumi tugs you towards him, tucking your face into the curve of his collarbone as you weep.
"please trust me. i'll take care of you," he promises earnestly. he presses a single tender kiss to your forehead when you gaze tearily up at him.
"i can't," you hiccup. "i-"
"i know," megumi tells you, holding you close, because he does. even through the stubborn anguish, he's never stopped watching. you're beautiful when ichor splatters against the wall from your blade, as red as the blood you manipulate through your veins. you're beautiful when he noticed the pain in your eyes that one time the barista asked for his number in the cafe near the tokyo station. you're beautiful as you demurely wear the kimono your family picked out for you to meet naoya zenin, which clashes fiercely with the hatred in your eyes. at this point he can't tell who you hate more. he hopes it's naoya.
(he thinks of the way he struggled to swallow, to breathe, when he saw you in that kimono. he dreams that you let him take it off you as he kisses every scar on your skin.)
"you can't," you're trying to tell him, saltwater clinging thickly to your eyelashes. "i'd rather die, megumi."
"i know," he repeats, tilting your chin up with his hand so you can see the serious look in his eyes. the zenins wanted to cage you, keep you as a shell of yourself, reduced down nothing more than a mother at best. megumi wants to set you free.
(even if you hate him? even if he'll never be able to tell you he loves you, forever doomed to a loveless union, a marriage only by name and nothing else?)
red ichor. iridescent tears. moonlight, and the dark of night. you are the most beautiful thing he's ever seen. he knows you're the most beautiful thing he'll ever see.
"i know," megumi says, one last time. his heart catches in his throat. selfishly, he pulls you closer, taking in the scent of your perfume, and the shampoo you always insist on buying from kyoto. the moon shines on, and for a moment, he allows himself to wish.
someday, i'll tell you how i truly feel. but for now, please, just stay by my side.
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#haerinwrites#megumi x reader#jjk x reader#a short thing i wrote while procrastinating on homework#i use princess monoke VERY LOOSELY HERE#have not seen it in like#idk at least seven years
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forced marriage/friends to enemies to lovers au with megumi x reader because you're a kamo with a (relatively high) amount of cursed energy. you're sick of the Political Bullshit of the clans so you run off to jujutsu tech, telling only gojo about your reasoning. this happens a year before yuuji and nobara come into the picture, so you and megumi become best friends. except [redacted] happens and now you two hate your guts. oh, but your shitty family!! finds a way to marry you off to the naoya zenin!! but the contract states it has to be a zenin, not naoya zenin so gojo essentially legally marries you and megumi together.
but with angst because once upon a time reader did dream of this and now it feels like a nightmare because she's still in love with megumi but he hates her except, well, he doesn't actually.
(guys i'm so tired i have a test tmrw but of course Now is the time where i finally have some good fucking ideas i hate it here)
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#i'm literally insane#delusional even#girlhood is really just#me screaming into the void#and crying#but the kind where u stare at yourself in the mirror#and you're like. damn#why am i kind of hot when i cry
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snippet from the next part of my stsg rockstar/idol au because i think shoko is so fucking funny
You can hear the heavy exhale, and the camera blurs as she lets out a cloud of cigarette smoke. "I never said that. Did you seem them today?"
"Is it that obvious?"
"Nobody else can make you cry that hard, and I know it wasn't me."
You hesitate for a moment. "Mom thinks I should hear them out."
"Personally, I would tell them I'll speak to them after a down payment of 5k."
"Shoko!"
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#idol!satoru gojo#rockstar!suguru geto#i love shoko#she needs more love#it's not like they can't afford it#let's be real#half of that will go to reader's therapy bills
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do not worry everyone! i am alive!! as a little treat have the snippet of the megumi fic i'm working on hopefully it'll be out this weekend teeheehee. barely hanging on by a thread!!!!!111
“I’m not yours,” you spit out, flinching as he moves to sit up. “I don’t care what strings you pulled, or how much money you had Gojo-sensei offer them. You can’t own me.”
Megumi’s lips curve downwards, eyes suddenly fierce. “I know that. Do you really think so little of me?”
Silence fills the space between you, punctured only by your shaky breaths and the call of the frogs. His frown only deepens. “Do you?”
“I do,” you insist fiercely, but you can tell he can hear the wobble in your voice. “You’re a selfish, selfish person, Fushiguro Megumi.”
“I am,” he agrees, solemnly. “You know I couldn’t watch you get sold off to Naoya like that.”
“So you insisted on marrying me instead?” The thought of it makes your heart collapse inside of your chest. Under any other circumstance you would’ve been ecstatic. Not like this, you think, despairing. I didn’t want you like this.
He calls out your name, but you turn your head away stubbornly. You can hear Megumi’s heavy exhale. “What did I do to upset you? Would you really rather have me dead than be my bride?”
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#guys pls i cant school anymore#plsplsplsplspls#why is this so hard#winter quarter is always fuckin ass man
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guys im sorry i know i've been gone for so long and you all have been patient waiting for the next chapter of my idol!satoru and rockstar!geto au :((( after this week i will be writing again!! do not fear!!
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#i am alive but barely#screaming into the void rn#PLEASE GUYS IM SORRYKSFDJ#forgive me :((
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everyone voted for a whole fic so expect me to vanish for the next *checks watch* three weeks and still might not get it done (i have finals and i want to cry)
daily snippet from the fic since i am physically incapable of Shutting Up !!
Cursed, he thinks. There’s a reason his mother passed, his father killed, and his sister stolen away. He’s as cursed as the shadows that seep from his domain with their tendrils that wrap and curl over every inch of light. Megumi has already accepted that the feelings that grow by the day can never be revealed. You, with your sunshine laugh, whose tender hands would always reach for him after a mission. Fushiguro, you’d say, kindly. You’re hurt again. Let me grab the first aid kit. You, with your hands that are soft and gentle, as much as Megumi’s hands are calloused and stained.
I love you, he finally admits, as he carries you from the car back to your room. Yuuji had an ankle injury, and Nobara couldn’t handle hauling your weight up the stairs leading back to Jujutsu Tech. At least, that’s what he tells himself, as he shifts your weight in his arms, feeling the way you subconsciously pressed yourself closer to him. I love you. Your eyelashes flutter in your sleep, brow crinkling ever so slightly. Gently, Megumi smoothes it over with his thumb. I love you.
Fushiguro Megumi was by no means a religious man. He’d known that there was no god in the battlefields of a sorcerer, no mercy in the torturous death that only curses could offer. And yet, as he lowers you down to the comfort of your mattress, he finds himself praying. I’ll do anything, he thinks, as he watches you in the depths of your slumber. I’ll give up my body, my soul, my life. Just please let her live. Please let her be happy.
Please give her someone that could take better care of her than I ever could.
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#your honor i need him#i need him in ways that would put me in a mental hospital#literally frothing n foaming at the mouth#ok bye time to suffer over stem
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guys not to copy riko or anything but i'm sick and school is kicking my ass and my job is ramping up (i'm tryna get rehired for the next cycle) so if i'm silent DO NOT WORRY i am alive !!
with that being said the next stsg chapter is going to take a long, long time, and i'm putting it on the backburner for a bit while i work on my inumaki fic and my megumi fics. no clue when those will be finished but they will be written!
inumaki fic: idiots to lovers, learning to love themselves (inumaki), a protective kind of love that steadies your soul
megumi fic: friends to enemies to lovers, arranged marriage, megumi is a strong and silent simp, "it's rotten work" "not to me"
but thank you all and if you guys want any other specific prompts feel free to send !! keep warm n safe, xoxo <3
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#thank u all for the love#i'm astounded by how many people love my work#makes me so infinitely grateful for everyone#wahhhh#i'm emotional and it's like 2am so ignore me
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guys do i release the megumi fic into several parts or do i work on it for another five million years, post it, and then vanish for another week
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#guys im so eepy#as in i want to lay in bed#and do nothing but think about olike#fictional men and my fictional lives#this is why im medicated
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the intrusive thoughts are getting louder (looking at every single fic i've ever written with the urge to delete them all because i suddenly don't like them)
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#looking at the yuuta fic#the demons are winning#same with the megumi fic#i like two thirds of it rn#and the other third can burn in hell
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mfw i thought i'd release my silly little megumi fic this weekend and this bitch has already filled up four whole pages n i'm not even close to being 1/3 of the way done
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#like omfglsjdflksdf#i've also never realized how much i like#lowkey hate my writing#rereading all of it n going#maybe i should delete this all#and start over#aljfdlajdslkjsdf
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inumaki x reader except it's idiots to lovers because reader's cursed technique allows her to negate cursed energy. featuring lots of pining and copious amounts of the miscommunication trope because inumaki, the poor baby, wants to make sure everyone stays safe so he keeps speaking in onigiri ingredients because he doesn't want reader to think that he only keeps her around so he can talk like a "normal person."
inumaki also loathes how he can't speak normally so lots of self hatred there
except reader just thinks he hates her because he doesn't really fundamentally understand how she feels about him? but they're friends so it hurts more? and it turns out he's been madly in love with her and it's so blatantly obvious from both sides to the point where maki and panda are about to start bashing their heads into the walls
like. you leave him cute handwritten notes before his missions, along with a neatly packed bento with a different flavor of onigiri each time. you keep cough medicine on you at all times, making sure that you have the cherry flavor because he finds it more tolerable than the grape. and he keeps hair ties on his wrists because he knows you always break them on accident when you spar. he keeps your favorite drinks stocked in his room in case he needs to cheer you up from a bad day.
but somehow, it gets inside his head through a [redacted scenario] that he's just using you. it makes him feel so incredibly guilty that he withdraws. the onigiri lays forgotten in the same spot you leave it. you get used to fighting with your hair down because you no longer have spare hair ties to tie it up.
so you pine and pine and want and want until something inside you breaks-
only to realize he was yours all along and both of you were just too stupid to realize it
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#inumaki x reader#inumaki toge x reader#i wanna write it so bad#i have it thought out#but i don't have the time#guys please i need him#saw a single ask response from inmaki#and this was the result
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finally wrote a small snippet of the inumaki x reader fic do i share it
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#im so impatient i want to write them#so badly#but I HAVE A FUCKING TEST TMRW#i hate it here
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hi everyone!! it's crazy how much love that you all have given me on my satosugu au fic, i have a couple requests i'm working on from various anons/blogs so if you don't see me respond to it, that's why!! i've seen lots of polls for writing, so i'll let you all decide what you want me to write to celebrate making 100 new friends 🥹 satosugu will still be in the works, but i lowkey need to write other people just so i don't burn out because the last thing i wanna do is burn out from this fic lol
and of course all of them will have a bit of angst but i hate sad endings so i think it's almost certain they'll have happy endings
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১#but seriously im so grateful for y'all#did not think people would love them like they do#and i'm so happy to keep sharing with you all!!#xoxo <3 !
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i feel so famous now i just had to block my first person!!
lowkey i kinda feel bad but also i didn't start writing for people to critique me just leave me alone i'm just a Girl
or maybe i'm sensitive? idk but whatever
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#just in general like#i want this to be my corner of the internet yk#so if you're just gonna tell me all the things u find wrong with my fics#just don't say anything#or even better#don't see it i'll make u stop perceiving me#guys did i do the wrong thing
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i'm so tired i have an exam every single week until finals so school is definitely kicking my ass 😭 i still wanna write except stress makes me Physically Incapable of coming up with ideas so if there's anything you want to see feel free to ask :') my idol!gojo and rockstar!geto is still in the works, dw but i think i need to write some other stuff in the meantime because i don't wanna burn out
and two of my lovely moots have inspired two separate fics so i think there'll be an inumaki x reader and megumi x reader fic soon but it might take a little bit
but i hope everyone is doing well, especially since it's getting colder where i live. stay safe and healthy !! <3
#hush haerin! ໒꒰ྀིっ˕ ｡꒱ྀི১#idol!satoru gojo#rockstar!suguru geto#also i'm like#so sleep deprived#why does my job hate me man
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