Well, I’m definitely sick

I LOVETHE NEWGROUNDS BOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1000 BEST FRIENDS HUGGING AND KISSING FOREVER

Watch out, he’s wearing a wire!!

…We had a three hour drive to get to my fiancé’s family Christmas in Warrnambool, so I’ve been blasting my new TENS machine.

One of the things I’ve found shittiest and most unexpected about chronic pain is that I rarely get to feel hot anymore, so please feel free to lust after me.

rani redesign!

YO

where the fuck would we be without posy.... and technology connections.... and kid leaves stoop

YOURE TELLING ME MY DESPERATION FOR TRANS VOX CONTENT INFECTED YOU ????? AND THE NEXT INSTALLMENT IS ABOUT IT AS WELL AS VOX FINALLY GETTING FUCKED? YOURE JOKING. YOURE JOKING. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDHHSHSJEHEHRJRE IM SOBBING ON THE FLOOR I PRAYED FOR TIMES LIKE THESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i’m ready to get sucker punched!!!!!!!!!!! in all seriousness i’ve never been so excited for a fic update in my LIFE. HOORAYYYYYYY!!!!!!! and who wants to bet that alastor at first uses the vox getting fucked event as a balm to his current fractured ego, but then gets genuinely overwhelming fucking fond? nearly ruins the whole thing for him. all i’m SAYING is the there’s wayyyyy to much evidence of alastor getting, in his words, “squishy feelings” about vox when he acts Particularly uhhh….. unfiltered. and something tells me vox is gonna be unfiltered. the possibilities im SO EXCITED!!!! - 🌓

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and ANOTHER THING. alastor making a FUCKING DEAL?.????? as you know i was already wrung dry by that point in the story, ready for the cool down from high emotions, then BOOM. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK? I NEEDED TO TAKE A BREAK WITH VOX!!!!!!!! ALASTOR YIU FUCKING MAD MAN. and yes i IMMEDIATELYYYYYYY noticed that vox essentially agreed to nothing while alastor agreed to something WAY more soul binding. im just in shock because i think this is the biggest display of love alastor has portrayed in the whole series so far. even BY far. with the sexual stuff, alastor is/was new to it all and unsure. even with the general intimacy stuff. but this? deals? soul contracts? this is His Domain. so far, vox has been guiding alastor through this relationship, and alastor has almost had a plausible deniability in it all. like clearly, he enjoys it and loves vox, even if he doesnt acknowledge it to himself. but his facade allows him the distance to claim Vox is the one making this relationship happen, and alastor is going along on a whim. we even see it in the last chapter, when alastor says he never trusted vox [hilarious that he said that right after he said that he trusted vox. alastor revealing things he didn’t mean to when scared and angry is my favorite theme in this series], and overall said this whole thing was a mistake and he was Foolish for being TRICKED INTO IT!!! i’m not explaining this well but the idea is that alastor had the plausible deniability that he was the Passive Participant thus far. this deal? CHANGES ALL OF THAT. on a base level, it shows that he’s so serious about this relationship that his FUCKING SOUL IS ON THE LINE. THE THING THAT JUST TRIGGERED HIM INTO HIS FIRST PANIC ATTACK? YEAH THAT. and of course that the contract was wayyyyyy more binding for him than vox. and that he clearly KNEW that. it’s just all a double edged sword. alastor made the deal in order to flex his power and pull one over on vox, which soothed him after the panic attack and vox seeing him that “weak”. but he also did it because vox opened up to him about his experience with domestic violence. and he felt so uncomfortable and guilty (YES guilty im interpreting it like that) about it that, at the very least subconsciously, he immediately made a SOUL CONTRACT that he’d never attack vox again rashly. like oh my fucking god. this, in turn, shows how invested he is, and how much he cares for vox. IN SUM. alastor probably made this deal as a conscious power play, but it really just showed how much he loves and respects vox. LOSER!!!!!!! and is this reminding anyone of anything? seems to be paralleling vox carving himself up for alastor post adam. god these ancient men. sorry for the essay !!!! if you were a college professor and i had to write analytical essays on your work i PROMISE i would tear that shit up. LIFE IS GOOD. -🌓

Hey anon, I just want you to know that ILY and I love your essays. This is like the most exciting and gratifying pair of asks to wake up to as an author, ehehehe. You are VERY on point and I love reading your analysis! >:))

i'm going to talk to my doctor about starting T today!!! theres kind of a medical risk because of my family history of PCOS but i'm really hoping we can work around that :3 (sorry for dropping this into your inbox i'm just so excited fhehtehtwh)

HOORAYYYYYYY

[image ID: a gif of Peach from Peach and Goma bouncing up and down /end ID]

also my hair is like barely an inch away from buttcheek length LMAO hoorayyyyyyy !

hoorayyyyyyy forty-five minute long lecture about anti-abortion shit, homo/transphobia, and "indoctrination/gaslighting" from my bio dad. love that. no shits given.

MY GOJO FIGURE IS COMING FROM 13:15-15:15 HOORAYYYYYYY

Just got back to my apartment and boom, water damage again. The whole pipe in the AC unit just decoupled this time at the one spot that wasn’t leaking before that they decided to not tape and fasten. Hoorayyyyyyy

can i be on ur side of the war :3

-@totally-real-quotev-promise

YES HOORAYYYYYYY @totally-ikea L L L L

art fight attack for @jentryiguess on insta!

You're a really cool artist you know that? /gen

YAYYYYYY HOORAYYYYYYY HIP HIP HOORAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HONEYMOON WITH NATH!!!!!!!!

Hoorayyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!

I am so happy...

Beemoov take my money and gimme my boy!!!!!!!