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princess-of-the-corner · 3 days

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Had a realization regarding the Aware AU. The question of if Sabrina & Adrien are friends was asked and I think the answer is an emphatic yes.

Cos timeline wise, Emilie disappeared when the previous school year was still on. This was followed by the grief and then the revelation "Our parents don't care about us" crisis's, leading out the school year & a two month break.

Sabrina may not have met Adrien during the school period, but during the break. When Adrien's actively agitating to get out, when Chloe is aggressively trying to both reinvent herself and generally distance herself from her parents. That's when she'd meet him and given how easily Adrien makes friends its easy on his end.

For Sabrina it'd also be a neat experience cos if we go by season 1 she was both very game for anything and also really liked the idea of her & Chloe being thick as thieves. Chloe tended to stamp the breaks on that and remind her who was leading, IE the "We're awesome- sorry you're awesome" thing.

Here though?

That's less of a thing.

Not to say its not present, if anything overcoming her dynamic with Sabrina would likely be one of the hardest things to do. But she also pointedly cares about their relationship and Sabrina idolizes her so there's no shortage of second chances.

Plus she'd be actively trying to cut out some of her more overtly unfair behaviors by virtue of them being mimicry as opposed to her trauma bleeding through. So while she might need practice, some things do get intentionally ignored or rejected to make a point. "No Sabrina's not my assistant she's my friend and probably way smarter than you, Felix."

Adrien's presence would also help in this regard. He'd not see the dynamic itself as inherently terrible. Its Andrey & Audrey, Emilie & Gabriel, even himself & Chloe to an extent. A more gentle accommodating (Weaker) personality being led by a more aggressive, bold (Strong) personality.

His main contributions would be just highlighting when she's acting too much like her parents, especially Audrey & otherwise serving as a buffer for when she's too prickly to be anything but hostile. With the former call out leading Chloe to usually reverse course change thrusters and circle back and the latter giving plenty of bonding time.

Plus, Sabrina's respect for authority is pretty much only respect for Chloe's authority. So she'd be very happy to help in any scheming and generally be down for whatever they are up to in easy defiance of Gabriel or Andre.

So yeah I think they'd definitely be friends by the time school rolls around.

How cognizant she'd be to their situation or what brought the changes on... I think she'd have picked up enough clues that she knows their parents suck & they realized their parents suck & are now essentially in a constant state of low grade rebellion.

The specifics, extent or ways this manifest in issues would be harder to parse given her general reverence/dedication to people she likes/admires. But I imagine she'd have a pretty decent grasp of Adrien's situation mechanically, and knows/deduces far more of Chloe's than she realizes.

Honestly I love Adrien and Sabrina friendships and I really need to write more of that.

Also while Sabrina isn't in the 'rich' club she can be put in the 'oh I realized my dad sucks' club.

#aware au

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azrielgreen · 2 days

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I am genuinely so impressed by how you are juggling so many projects. What is your writing process like for that? I remember you sharing about how you romanticize the process but like how much time is given to each project? Is it based on where the dopamine leads you during the day? How do you maintain the discipline? How much of a project is mapped before you start drafting and editing? It is so hard to create and i just *genuinely* admire your work ethic so much.

Hi, oh thank you so much, that's really kind of you! So, juggling multiple projects is still new to me, I've only ever had 1 or 2 at once before but the last year has taught me a LOT about how to manage it, how to roll with the punches and the importance of balance.

TL;DR this became a ramble so I summarised:

3 hours a day

dopamine led but with consistent rewards in place

discipline countered with indulgent self care

embracing change and new inspiration

not comparing to others

making work space very pleasing and comfortable

trust you will do it because you've done it before

romanticise

stay open to the universe

you've never failed unless you give up completely - it's fine to miss a deadline, life is very short and it's better to be healthy, happy and inspired than burnt out and sick. take it slow, enjoy it, work when you can and reward yourself CONSTANTLY.

So, time wise, I will try to dedicate at least 3 hours a day to one single project and I'll try to keep it one project per week otherwise my head is all over the place. It's usually dopamine led as following joy is key to my energy levels, but I have also learnt the past year to discipline myself and adapt to a constant flow of creation.

I maintain the discipline by treating myself as wonderfully as I possibly can. I still and always will romanticise everything I do and make it fun; all frills, self indulgent and lovely. Having a space I love that's set up well is hugely important for me. My desk area is amazing now that I've worked on it for well over a year.

One of the best things for crafting discipline but not losing the joy is the THRILL of achievement. When I complete something, i feel amazing and that spurs me on. I cultivate multiple ideas as indulgently as I can and expose myself to a lot of new inspiration. If something doesn't work or feels not good? I give myself the freedom to change it up and the confidence to know that no matter what, it'll work out beautifully so long as I keep going because it always has. There were times during Touched I would CRY it was so hard to write and I was so distracted.

Knowing you can do something because you've already done it is an incredibly powerful little power up that I use often to give myself a boost.

But honestly, overall, I really do romanticise my life in general. I make beautiful things, I love what I write, I'm so grateful for everything and always open to new ideas and I never close myself off by comparing, doubting or clinging too hard to what felt good before. I give myself space to realise that I'm constantly changing and growing and that my writing reflects that which is SO exciting!! I think honestly, I'm my biggest fan. I hype myself, reward myself and treat writing like a blissful escape, which it is, even when it's 7 hours non-stop for a story I am very ready to be done with.

The most important thing about maintaining this level of output (for me) is giving myself space to mess up a little, to miss a deadline, to delay posting and not feel awful. 'You're Divine' is one of the greatest writing lessons I've ever learned, in that just because you can physically write 25k+ a week doesn't mean you SHOULD. Towards the end I had made myself very ill. I won't ever do that again. It's never a failure, unless you give up completely. Life is very short, it's difficult to feel inspired when you're hard on yourself. Treat yourself like the person you love most in this world. Be a little selfish, lean in where you're weird and praise it to the skies.

Thanks so much again!

Love, Az

💜💜💜

#askaz

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destielyurii · 17 days

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we should've seen Rodney in more graphic tees starting with this one

#not really happy with this like half-sketch style ive had going on lately #honestly not too happy with this one in general #but rodney in this shirt entered my brain and i needed to share it immediately #can yall tell i havent drawn a body in years and ive never been any good at fabric lol #sga #rodney mckay #stargate #stargate atlantis #juno.png #also YES i cropped it like this so i wouldnt have to draw his feet. so sue me #stargate fanart #stargate atlantis fanart

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arsenicflame · 1 year

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i Do Not Trust people who make Mary the bad guy in their stories when the show went out of its way to specifically show us how she was suffering just as much as stede was in their marriage and that shes, yknow, a good person

#mary is specifically framed in a sympathetic light in all of her appearances. the show switches to following her narrative so we can see #how much better her new life is for her too!!! like yes she tries to kill stede but we are shown in the narrative WHY she makes that choice #and that she struggles with it and we see stede understanding this too! he supports her decisions and her new life and is happy for her!!!#at no point are we shown anything that makes mary a bad person or bad mother- honestly i generally like mary far more than stede anyway #but even if you dont you should be able to acknowledge... that if u make her the bad guy??? w. what did you take away from the show??#idk it has the vibes of. the girl character all the fans hate because she gets in the way of their precious little gay ship #or whatever. you know what i mean #ofmd #our flag means death #mary bonnet #mary allamby bonnet #everyone whos a mary hater is also an izzy hater bc theyre coded the same character type. betrayed wives my beloved #(this is a joke.)#uh. this might be one to add in the tags on again sorry gang i have too many thoughts

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vacantgodling · 10 months

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✨preferences should not be standards for writing advice✨

#whenever i see writing advice i just get annoyed #honestly one of my biggest gripes about writing communities in general is this #constant need to regurgitate certain pieces of writing advice like they’re ambrosia of the gods #my biggest writing advice is to just stop fucking listening to all writing advice that has to do with #prose and style #just stop doing it #read books and find things you like and craft your own style of things #i know this is not simple for everyone but i’m tired of constantly seeing #i think flowery prose bogs things down too much #and i think that direct prose isn’t good enough at putting people in the world #like mate—everyone has preferences and preferences do not make good advice #so like #i wish people would stop acting like their opinion is the next best piece of writing advice #it doesn’t help anyone it just causes fucking insecurities #i am also having sensory overload so perhaps ren doth bitch too much #but you can pry flowery prose and run on sentences and incomprehensible blocks of text from my cold dead hands #bc it makes me happy to write like this and fuck off #ren hot cakes #i’ll delete this later im just cold and annoyed #and unfortunately you can thank my mother bc im extremely passive aggressive

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todayisafridaynight · 6 months

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So Allegedly Infinite Wealth is 100 hours... not that you can't already spend that long on the games if you really want to, but I'd say it's the first time that could be said to be the base experience rather than a time only hardcore completionists are likely to get.

Yokoyama was talking at length about wanting to make the game worth the price tag since the team is incredibly conscious about the value of the players' time and money. They essentially feel they owe players ten times what they paid, so they're aiming for "an enjoyable 100 hours, but also an unforgettable 100 hours."

If they pull it off, I personally think it'd be 100% worth it and not just a "well other studios are doing it so we can get away with it too" price hike... I'm at least happy to know that's not the intent, and I'm intrigued to see how everything pans out and what the ratio is between story and side content

oh yayaya i saw that article this morning!!! 100 hours is actually so unfathomable to me in terms of an rgg game- i mean y7 was At Minimum around 45~50 hours but when i think of other RPGS that easily dip into 70's and 100's of hours, i'm not too surprised to see LAD start to climb towards those numbers now. it'd be such a jump in rgg's terms tho, so i'm TRULY curious to see where the nearly doubled gameplay hours comes from..

i really appreciate yoko's respect not just to RGGS but also to its customers: they want to make a great product, but they also don't want to sacrifice what they want to do to do that in the process

#snap chats #very timely article since .. i think it was passport i dont exactly remember who it was that was concerned about the game quality #maybe it was kana... idk one of you lot LMAO POINT IS thank you for reading our minds yoko #i wouldnt mind 100+ hours of island content LMAO but fr im truly curious to see what the main plot's gon be bout then #i mean we KNOW the main plot but yk what i mean... how the hell does this pan out..#REGARDLESS. i never had any issue with the LAD8 price #maybe its just cause i dont buy videogames too much <- liar (theyre old so like .2% cheaper its ok i think)#in rgg's case i always know im gonna get something i'll love for months- even years at this point #either way its nice knowing that yoko's at least aware of people who aren't happy with the price #and even besides that still just want to make a worthy game #aint nothin wrong with knowin your worth.. i think.#talking about videogame prices in general honestly im p sure the avg price for a game should be in the 100's by now #going off inflation anyway #so the fact devs are still trying to keep it under the $100 is. Something to me anyway #the quality of games- in terms of graphics anyway- has really gone up. idk if that warrants a FAT slap of an expense in the end #but it's not hard for me to understand the crawl towards it right #but now im ramblngi LMAOOOOOO anyways #haruka did nothing wrong yoko said it himself <3

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fellhellion · 9 months

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I have a rich inner world abt both iterations of Miguel and the relationship to fatherhood <- literally just hc

#90s miguel would explode on the spot if he spontaneously became a father shdjdjfjfjf he’s barely grappling through the emotional arc of #trying to become a better man AND he has the most hang ups ever regarding parents in general.#BUT. but. his biggest issue w being a dad would honestly be his own tendency towards self sabotage AND the fact Miguel is like. desperately #scared he’s bound to his own blood. he’d honestly probably fuck up being a dad not because he lacks the capability to be a kind man (all of #2099 demonstrates he DOES have the ability and desire to change) but because #he’d be scared he’d intrinsically fuck it up and in that fear. actually fuck it up. and then see those mistakes as further proof he just #isn’t capable of this.#not to mention like. given just how complicated his relationship with his family is I don’t think fatherhood would EVER have been something #90s miguel would’ve even THOUGHT of. he’s too busy been terrified he’ll turn into his OWN father(s)#atsv miguel on the other hand. difficult to draw too many concrete strands of analysis from because we don’t know how his past will be #conceptualised. BUT I personally like to think he’s very similar to the 90s counterpart except he sees a version of himself as a father.#and he sees that version of himself be HAPPY as a father. be a *good* father. someone who raised a sweet daughter. who lives with definitive #proof that you aren’t bound to enact pain upon your children. that you CAN be a better parent than the ones you had.#I think THAT would shake Miguel. and I like to think atsv Miguel didn’t know he wanted to be a dad - didn’t even THINK of it - until he saw #a reflection of himself that said this was possible. that you can go on and have a family of your own and you can choose to make it a good #and loving thing.#ANYWAYS. ✌️ she came. she posted a huge Miguel rant. she left ✌️#tunes talks spiderverse #tunes talks 2099

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foxgirlmoth · 3 months

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The constant Feels Like I'm Going Nowhere that has persisted for years really fucks up your brain huh. I haven't:

Continued electrolysis in pursuit of bottom surgery (No healthcare for a while, and now currently I have no income)

Gotten my associates. Granted, this is something I'm (hopefully) finishing this semester. I should have been done so last semester but health issues and disabilities severely limit how much I can do a semester. I had to basically drop 2 classes last semester. I've been in college for 6 years.

Related to the above statement, watching the industry I started my degree for constantly burning more and more each year has worn me down. 2 years of experience in my field doesn't qualify for a starter position apparently, nor does it seem like applications even get viewed most of the time.

Moved away from family. It is actively harmful in this 'home'. Family constantly belittles and insults me. No money + paying off a car for several years has limited what I've been able to do money wise. One of the few times I could have saved up I was paying rent to my family (except they had me mark it as not rent, so they wouldn't get taxed for it) for pretty much all my extra income. This should be resolved this year when I move in with the loml who has been the best and I can't go into detail without bawling about my love for her and how she helps just being around.

Past jobs have also fucked me over. Becoming the only manager of a medical/retail mix at the age of 19 stressed me out to the point I had breakdowns weekly. 2 years working at a sbux wore my physical body down to the point I'm still having issues 2 years later. I did all this with misdiagnosed fibromyalgia since I was 12 (Idk how a past fucking dr thought I had a certain other 6 WEEKS MAX condition when it had already been years). I'm just so tired. I don't even know if I can get on disability, I feel like I'd be rejected. I hardly know what I could even do for work at this point. I left my last job because of harassment from all the way up to the VP. That job was just sitting around half the time and my pain was so bad I missed weeks of work regularly for a couple months. I just feel so lost half the time. Being in the workforce for 10 years has just made me a broken husk devoid of passions.

#Generally I'm honestly pretty happy right now #Stress from classes makes me want to fucking maim one of my professors because FUCK business classes.#But just. I need change. Change is scary but its needed #I've needed change for ages (move out)#The one time I did I was fucking abused in more than one way. I know that won't happen again but just. It makes my stomach turn a bit.#I need more friends I can hang out with too #but my social battery runs dry so so so fast.#I miss Maxine rn too.#But I know I can't just spew all my problems at her all the time #That would be unfair #Thats half the reason just typing this all out here.#I know I'm not unique in a lot of these problems but just. Fuck. I'm exhausted and I have been for years.#I forget what I've tagged my rants and stuff as before.

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haunted-doodles · 8 months

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not really the type who likes posting their ocs much but here's a Nim :}

#no tags because idk how to tag oc posts- also this account DO just be for saving my art in case my pc ever breaks.#but he's one of my favourite characters i have rn #and the junk hunters in general honestly their dynamic is my favourite.#two old gay men. One (Viktor) who lingers a little on the past but is happy and content as to where he is in the present #the other (Atlas) still mourning his dead mother and having left his abusive home.#A trans girl (Inky) who grew up in a perfectly normal household but became agoraphobic; before being ripped from her home and forced into #outside world #and Nim. someone who grew up in a trash zone with nothing to eat but garbage and is living her best life in the present.#they're literally blorbos from my brain ESPECIALLY the world they're apart of too because GOD i love it so much #What Nim's holding is called a Liabell; most if not all mosnter hunters have them for mobility.#the liabells dont work without a lullader (small-neon glowing stone looking spiders basically) inside. as it uses their incredibly tough we #to pull #but Nim's a cloven (deerways) so she's already got pretty good agility and uses their's for moreso rangling monsters.#i have SUCH a cool scene that I wanna draw (but doesn't fit my style- so i gotta commission it for sure)#where they're standing atop of an elk-like monster #and he's like- spun webs of the liabell around it's horns and its incredibly firey and its night and #GAHH #Nim's liabell isn't even like- purple- his lullader is- the liabell is clear glass with weathering copper when the lullader isnt in it.#I'm so normal about this world and all the races I've made for it. Because simply being a different race means they might use their #tools differently or not need specific ones #for example: I've got one character in my mind that's a possae (something inhabiting another thing basically) and they're a skeleton #with this massive glowing pulsating mass in it's ribcage and its all cowboy motif. (I'm thinking angel posessing it and handing out #their own retrobution in the West Zone)#and basically they use a Liabell similar to Nim but it's a lasso and they have several of them to help tie up more people.

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lieutenant-amuel · 2 years

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I remembered I had made a top of my favourite Gabe scenes a very long time and thought it would work very well in a video format, so here it comes!

#Elena of Avalor #Gabriel Nunez #Gabe Nunez #My video #I've got a content-making mood so I'm suspiciously active now #Anyway feel free to share your favourites if you want!#This video is almost an entire embodiment of that super old post except I replaced one scene #I added Gabe's promotion to general because this scene has been growing so much on me #I mean I always loved it and I literally squealed when I watched it for the first time but somehow I'm even softer to it now #The way his eyes sparkle as he's listening to Elena he's just so happy #and his parents are there for him #even Roberto!!!#They're so proud of him 😭#and Elena is too!#And me aksjnskfkkd #Honestly I love many many Gabe's scenes but those ones just hit me emotionally #(well except for the 10th position I just love sassy Gabe lol)#And all the scenes illustrating his bravery just deserve their own video calling #'Gabe being damn selfless hero for I don't know how many minutes straight'#It reminds me I wanted to make a compilation of Gabe's body language bc I noticed he makes that 'pfft' sound #and crosses his arms across his chest way too often #He also rubs his neck/back of his head when he feels uncertain or awkward #(This is probably natural for everyone but I didn't notice other characters doing it often)#This is absolutely random but he also held his palm (like his whole palm) on his hip at least two times and it made him look very fancy lol #But I'll probably never make it because those are very minor things and honestly it's kinda weird akusndkfk #Anyway returning to the video Gabe is just such a good person I can't #And yeah about that ‘pfft’ sound to be fair he doesn’t make it way too often and I’m pretty sure it was only in season 1 #but I memorized it so it still was often lol #Gabe was a sassy eighteen years old guy

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idyllicserendipity · 8 months

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Forever crying over how much Gojo cares, loves and supports his students/adopted kiddos, believing so much in them when it comes to making the world a better place for sorcerers. The loss of his best friend is such a heavy one, and yet it doesn't stop him in his tracks or slow him down. But instead, it intensifies his resolve, more than anything. He has ofc grown up so much by the time he becomes a teacher (Which is so funny, with how behaves in a different sort of childish manner, when compared to how he was as a teen). GOD I JUST--

#(I listened to that Asian Kungfu Generation song Gege chose as his theme song too AND IM JUST--)#(Gaaahhhhh OTL)#(He's honestly so optimistic and still finds things that makes him happy man)#(Like again-- HIS KIDS)#(Even though he also still seems so lonely as he just smiles at them proudly from the back while they do their thing--)#(HAHA NO ONE TOUCH ME)#ﾐ Muse ;; GOJO SATORU 彡

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hanakihan · 9 months

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I’m this close to brainrot about mix of Kusuriya no Hitorigoto and Wataru no Shiawase no Kekkon AUs for chulwoo feat. Girls being true MVPs along the way, political games, harshness of world and society and ultimate slowburn—

#solo leveling #woo jin chul #sung jin woo #haein esil and joohee being absolute MVPs in this AU #they carry the plot #there gonna be a scene of jichul pretending to be haein for plan purposes #people notice the similarities and they’re suspicious #jinwoo is having too much fun for someone who’s head is this close 🤌🏻 to be rolling on ground #gunhee just wants his adopted son to be happy and safe #because apparently he was traumatized enough in childhood #gunhee plans political revolution against current ruling family #he doesn’t want to use jinchul as a fake pretender for previous dynasty’s heir #ha I tricked you there’s also Anastasia and no one saw jicnhul actually being last member of previous ruling dynasty #he and haein are distant relatives so they both are of noble blood but he’s direct one #initial plan was to make haein an empress after political revolution #it’s literally our characters playing palace politics while planning a revolution and trying not to die in process #jinchul honestly wants to cry because his army career got cancelled and he was forcefully sent as an unwanted servant into Sung household #yes to be a servant to that one cold and cruel general #jinwoo almost murdered him on first day #what a perfect starting point for a romance

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sarammaitimo · 1 year

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AU, where Tyelpe is in Gondolin far before he got there in Canon and tries to befriend antisocial little Maeglin... I just wrote this down in two hours right before Christmas and a friend has been encouraging me to post it, so yeah...

Happy holidays to all who celebrate and i hope everyone could have a friend like this, making sure we're doing well...

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There is a small, slightly crumpled ball of paper in the others hand, a tiny bow the only indication that it's not just waste. Maeglin blankly looks at Celebrimbor. Looks back down at the outstretched hand in front of him.

“What is this?”

“Well......” the other slightly scratches at his nape, “It is a pendant... I know you don’t usually wear jewelry... And I get it, us noldor, we tend to be rather flashy... But tomorrow is yule... And I wanted to give you something.” He looks back at Maeglin. “Since... You know... I am your friend...”

Maeglin stares.

Celebrimbor still has the small package in his left hand. Arm fully stretched, by now there is a slight tremor visible. There is no insincerity in his face, no hidden agenda shining in his eyes. But people don’t just give gifts. So far, Celebrimbor had always been true to his word. Always outright saying what he means, while still shaping speech to be amiable, gentle. It would be so easy to just trust him. Take the gift as just that, a gift. From a- A friend.

He hesitates.

Maeglin does not have friends. And a gift will always come with an expectation.

“I don’t have anything to give in return...”

Celebrimbors eyes, so hopeful, when he started to reach out, are still searching for his own. “I... That’s alright... It’s probably a bit unexpected, huh? But you don’t have to give me something... I just...” He sighs. Looks away. “It’s just that you tend to be alone... And.... Family can be difficult, believe me, I know... But... Yule is the possibility of a new start... Of letting old habits go and forming new ones... And it should not be celebrated alone... With no glimpse of a brighter future...” He’s speaking haltingly, like the words have to be wrestled out of his throat.

“And... If you do not feel comfortable with your family... I just thought... Maybe you would be more at ease... With me...” The usually light voice roughens, then dies, making the last words nearly inaudible. Maeglin suddenly has a vision of the lone fireplace in his empty room again. But instead of himself, this time he sees Celebrimbor kneeling in front of the flames. Holding his mantle tightly wrapped around himself, an eight-pointed star shimmering in the dim light, while his body silently shakes.

It hits him then. Celebrimbor was right, Maeglin keeps to himself. Stays away from others as often as he can get away with. Gets skittish if there are too many others, even in the forge. He is usually alone. He wants to be alone.

But Celebrimbor? Celebrimbor, who searches conversations. Who goes out of his way to spend time with others. Who tries to make everyone in the room as comfortable as they can be... Celebrimbor, who gets left out of meetings. Who has been forgotten too many times to still call it a coincidence. Who strangers on the street give a wide berth if they see the star on his garments, just to start whispering before he is even out of earshot.

Celebrimbor, who thrives under attention and with company, only to be shunned by those who should praise him.

Celebrimbor, who still has his hand reached out, palm up, holding a plea.

A gift will always come with an expectation. But maybe, just maybe, Maeglin is willing to fill it.

He takes the hand. Wraps the fingers back around the package and turns.

At the door he looks back to Celebrimbor, standing alone in the dim, seeming even smaller than he already is.

“Yule gifts are handed over in the morning.”

Celebrimbors head whips up, eyes round with surprise.

“What with renewal and all that stuff. Also, we will need to buy more food if you’re staying for a few days, and I refuse to carry everything on my own.”

He steps out into the night.

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tinyglitterrose · 1 year

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tags 😊 (and new fic being worked on when i'm already posting!)

#and btw people are talking about me eyyyyy #is that what it's like to have friends #this is a joke lmao i'm maybe a little too happy cuz i spoke my mind and got exactly the response i expected #narrow minded people that refuse to accept any opinions beside their own #anyway #i'm gonna keep saying what i'm saying honestly feel kinda special that they felt the need to write a long ass text in return to what i said #watch me be okay with their opinion tho and not hate anybody for having a different one #cuz there's not just one opinion as some show i can't remember rn said the world isn't black and white it's shades of grey #i love that quote #generally am a sucker for good quotes #getting distracted lol #i just love literature you know #anyway just one more thing since my username is visible so people might be looking for my account #i stand by what i said and like ive already said i'll say it again and again #talk

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acesammy · 1 year

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if there’s one lesson i keep learning its that i have a Spectacular sense of direction and i need to stop assuming other people know where they’re going skdnf

#went to vegas and sdjfnkwejnfkjsdnfjn #but yeah i really need to speak up more #but Honestly this one isnt even anxiety #its just that i generally really do trust that other people know what they're doing and they're choosing to go a different way #the sheer amount that i am proven wrong is insane #listen if you dont ask me for directions and you are leading the way #i am following you man i trust you #i think i probably had this conversation like 10 times this weekend #where i'd be following someone #and then they'd stop short and be like.. do you know how to get out of here #and i'd be like ??? yeah man?????#or someone would be like 'THIS WAY' and start going the wrong direction #but they spoke with such confidence that i'd be like shit man yeah that way i guess #i was happy just wandering anyways too #it's not like we were under strict time limits or anything #anyways idk if anyone ever reads these #but thats my life update #lea speaks

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tennessoui · 2 years

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I am one of the people who are riding a bike and I don't know if it's just me and my friends but most of the time we are faking our happiness. Maybe I am just not as sport enthusiastic as other people, but most of the time if I am smiling on the bike is because I am so exhausted and I don't want other people to know that I suck in sport. Second I drove against traffic rules and smile so no one things I did something Wrong. Third I listen to a good song. Don't get foold, but the bikes to look good. ✨🤗

ah bless love, i think you know. i mean. i might like it anyway.

thank you for explaining the cons or the hidden dark side bits ahh but idk--i still sort of want to save up for a bike <3

#asks #it's sort of like #equally wind in my hair #and also having a financial purchase to save up towards as a means of having something to hope and exist for #and also pedal pedal fast fast downhill #and i want one #and it can be light blue #and i think i want one #but thank you for taking the time to tell me like the downsides too though honestly #i was a bit joking early i know its not going to fix me haha #but i think temporary happiness should still count for some sort of happiness #which is to be very frank more than ive gotten lately in general.#a bike is a bike it's not therapy #but its something #an opportunity to listen to 'free falling' while going down hill without pedaling #at the very most

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