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P5R: Rebel Girl (A FeMC Story/P5R Rework) Chapter 157: Friend and Foe Alike

The next morning Sae walked to her office. “Good morning,” Riko said. “I have the information you wanted.”

“Thank you,” Sae replied. “And good morning.”

Riko giggled. “So, Ichiko Ohya, AKA ‘Japan’s Last Gonzo Journalist’. Right now, she’s on the Phantom Thief beat.”

“Really?” Sae wondered. “That’s unusual.”

“It gets a little more unusual from there,” Riko said. “At first, she seemed more neutral in her coverage, but right around the Kaneshiro incident her coverage shifted into showing the thieves in a more positive light.”

“Huh,” Sae said.

“It gets more unusual,” Riko said.

“More unusual than that?” Sae wondered.

Riko nodded. “At the same time her coverage shifted into lionizing the Phantom Thieves, the more accurate information she was pumping out.”

“What do you mean?” Sae asked.

“Well, for example,” Riko began, “during the Medjed case, the day Medjed was supposed to attack, she reported that the Phantom Thieves had a plan, and they did.”

“Hm, interesting,” Sae said. “What about before this whole Phantom Thief business?

“I looked into that too,” Riko said. “Apparently she was a top notch journalist. Her and her partner, Kayo Kobayashi, were exceptional at getting the scoop on all sorts of big stories.”

“Kayo Kobayashi…” Sae pondered. “Why does that name sound so familiar?”

“It sounded familiar to me too,” Riko said. “I looked through your notes. Apparently, she was on the scene of a supposed murder.”

“..’Supposed murder’...?” Sae asked.

“In your notes, you suspect it to be another mental shutdown case,” Riko clarified.

“WHAT?!” Sae gasped. “Can I have that file?!”

“It’s already on your desk,” Riko answered.

“Thanks,” Sae said. She paused for a moment. “Say, do you think Ohya’s increasing positive coverage of The Phantom Thieves stems from her learning more about what happened to her partner?”

“I wouldn’t be surprised if that was the case,” Riko said.

“Hmmm,” Sae pondered. “Things are escalating, that’s for sure.” She smiled.

“Thank you.”

“No problem,” Riko replied.

“Say, do you want to come with me?” Sae asked. “We're meeting at a place called Crossroads in Shinjuku.”

Riko’s face was stunned. “Ummm, uh, well…”

Sae smiled. “It’s fine. It’s not like we’re tethered together…”

“Right…” Riko said, embarrassed. “But it is a pretty good place. I mean, I wouldn’t say anything there is as delicious as some of the places we’ve gone to, but it makes up for it in atmosphere.”

“Gotcha,” Sae said. “Any recommendations?”

“Well, it is a bar,” Riko said. “But I suspect you want to not get wasted.”

“You’d assume correctly,” Sae said.

“They have other drinks,” Riko said. “I’d suggest something with flavor to help wash down some of the food.”

“Understood. Thank you. I’ll be in my office.”

“Yes ma’am!” Riko said. Sae marched into her office, and closed the door. Riko sat back down at her desk. Sae also took a seat, and began looking through that case file. “Hmmmmmm…”

After the bell rang to end school, Ann turned to Ren. “Hey, guess what?”

Ren was surprised. “You…found a really good sale at the mall?”

“Please, I’m always finding a good sale at the mall,” Ann retorted. The girls shared a laugh. “But no. I’m having a photo shoot today, and I want you to come with.”

“Oh. Of course,” Ren said, ecstatic.

“Hang on,” Ann said. “I want Ryuji and Shiho to come too. They’ve helped me so much too. Not that everyone else hasn’t, but…”

“Right,” Ren said. Ann messaged the two of them, and they were off.

On their way, Ann said “Thank you so much for joining me!”

“Of course!” Shiho replied.

“You seem really fired up,” Ryuji said.

“Well…it’s because of you…all of you…” Ann said, blushing. “I felt so passive for so long, but because of you, I feel like I can do anything!”

“May I ask why you’re sticking with modeling though?” Shiho wondered. “It’s just…you seemed so lukewarm on the idea before.”

“Yeah,” Ann admitted. “Originally, I wanted to give it up because of all the things I didn’t like about it. But after I realized everything I do love about it, I wanted to share that with the world. If I gave up, more people would see modeling as a shallow existence, rather than the fun, lively pursuit that it is. At least, in my eyes.”

“Well said,” Ren replied.

As they arrived, they saw Mika getting chewed out by the modeling director. “What’s going on?” Ann wondered. They approached closer.

The director noticed Ann. “Ah, Takamaki-san! Get a load of this: You know how some models haven't been showing up recently?” Ann nodded her head. “Well, it turns out that Mika had been calling them, posing as our agents, and telling them the shoot was elsewhere.”

“WHAT?!” Ann said, shocked.

“Yeah, I know,” the director replied.

“I’m sorry…” Mika said. “It won’t happen again.”

“Well, it better not,” the director said. “The next time you pull a stunt like this, you’re fired.” He sighed. “Anyways, we have a few minutes before we are ready. Maybe you should reflect on what you’ve done.”

“OK,” Mika said meekly.

“Woah, she really is cutthroat,” Ryuji said.

“You said it,” Shiho added.

Mika walked over to the gang. “Wow…” Ann said. “I can’t believe you did something so…childish.”

“Come again?” Mika said.

“Are you really so afraid you can’t be a top model on your own merits that you had to resort to sabotage?”

“Yeah, and you got caught too,” Ren jumped in.

“Hmph,” Mika scoffed. “And all I had to do was give him some doe eyes, and I didn’t get fired.”

“That’s…still kind of pathetic…” Shiho said.

“Besides,” Ryuji interjected, “you haven’t refuted my girlfriend’s point.”

Mika looked at Ann. “This is your boyfriend?” Ann nodded. Mika looked at Ryuji. “You two seem made for each other.”

“Thanks?” Ryuji said.

“I think she’s trying to diss you,” Shiho said.

“Oh,” Ryuji replied.

Ann chuckled. “What are you laughing at?” Mika barked.

“Your petty attempts to get to me,” Ann answered.

Mika got angrier “Listen!” Mika declared. “I may have gotten caught this time, but I promise that I WILL become the best model, and I WILL do anything to make that dream come true! Got it?!”

There was a second of silence before Ann let out a chuckle. She then started full on laughing. Mika was confused. “I’m sorry,” Ann said. “It’s just, you remind me so much of those dramatic kid’s show villains I watched when I was younger.”

“Oh yeah,” Ryuji said. He burst out laughing too.

Shiho started laughing as well. “It is an apt comparison.”

“I’ll say,” Ren added, laughing herself. Needless to say, this was not the reaction Mika expected.

Ann stopped laughing for a second. “Well, my goal is also to become the best model. And your underhanded tricks aren’t going to deter me anymore. So, while I respect the hustle, I’m afraid you’ll always come up just short of me.”

Mika was astounded. She then grinned. “I see. Well, if that’s the case, I guess beating you with said underhanded tactics wouldn’t be as fun. So from now on, I promise I’ll become a better model than you fair and square.”

Ann chuckled again. “You’re on!” They shook hands, both gripping tightly. You could feel the tension.

“Alright ladies, we’re ready!” the director said.

“Coming!” Ann said, letting go of Mika’s hand. The two models walked up to the shoot.

“Soooo, are they friends now?” Ryuji asked.

“I think they’re more frenemies,” Shiho clarified.

‘Ugh,” Ryuiji groaned. “I’m glad I’m not a girl. I have a hard enough time following a conversation as is.”

As the shoot progressed, Ren, Shiho, and Ryuji looked on. As Ann was modeling, they noticed something different. She was in top form. Every pose was graceful, and slick. Even everyone on set took notice.

After the shoot wrapped up, Ann walked up to the rest of the group. “So, what’d you think?”

“That was incredible!” Ren said.

“You did wonderful,” Shiho replied.

“Yeah!” Ryuji said. “I think I get what you mean. I just thought being a model was about being attractive, but you showed me that there’s a lot more to it. Er, that’s not to say you’re not attractive…”

“I think you need to learn how to quit while you’re ahead,” Shiho teased.

Ann giggled. “It’s OK. I understand what he means.”

Ryuji sighed, relieved. “Well, in an effort not to quit, I noticed that the ice cream shop Makoto showed us is going half price for this week. So, um, would you mind splitting off from everyone and going on a date?”

Ann giggled again. “That sounds great sweetie.” Ryuji chuckled, proud of himself.

“I actually need to get going too,” Shiho said. “I’m talking with some of the former volleyball club members about getting things back together.”

“Hey,” Ann said. Shiho looked up. “You can do this! I know you can!”

Shiho nodded. Determined. “Thank you. And great job today. Seeya!”

“Bye!” Ann replied. Everyone waved as Shiho left. Ann turned to Ryuji. “Say, before we go, do you mind if I talk with Ren? Girl-to-girl?”

Ryuji was a bit stunned but said “Uh, sure. I’ll just beeeee over there then?” Ann nodded. “OK then. Seeya later Ren!”

“Bye!” Ren replied as Ryuji rushed off.

Ren turned to Ann. “You know,” Ann said, “if it wasn’t for you, I don’t think I’d be at this point. On the first day you came to school, you helped me.”

Ren was surprised. “I’d like to think I’d have helped anyone…”

“Right,” Ann said. “But I don’t think I would have. I…was in a really bad place. All my life, people have put different expectations on me, and Kamoshida amplified that to a million. But you taught me that if I want something, I need to fight for it. I just can’t cave in to what other people think of me.

For too long, I was buried in all of that. But now I see that you have to define yourself. I should have known that earlier; that’s one of the best parts about being a model. I saved you from Kamoshida because I wanted to save the person who saved me earlier. I know it sounds selfish, but it was the first step I needed to take to learn this lesson.”

Ann looked at Ren intently. “You said you’d have saved anyone, right? Well, the next time I need saving, don’t save me because you’d save anyone. Save me because you want to save me. I promise I'll do the same. And together, we will save as many people as we can; both as lights in this dark world, and as Phantom Thieves.”

Ren was impressed. She smiled, and reached her hand out “Of course.” Ann giggled, smiling back, and shook Ren’s hand. This handshake was just as, if not more, intense than the one she had with Mika, but it was 100% friendly.

I am thou, thou art I

Thou hast turned a vow into a blood oath.

Thy bond shall become the wings of rebellion and break the yoke of thy heart.

Thou hast awakened to the ultimate secret of the Lovers, granting thee infinite power…

Lovers-Ann Takamaki: Rank 10

Inside Ann, a powerful force was manifesting itself. Her Persona, Carmen, was changing. Evolving. In a burst of flame, her Persona grew alongside her, becoming Hecate.

What is this power? I feel like I’ve become stronger; A much brighter light than I ever thought I could be.

After Ann and Ren finished shaking hands, Ann said “Thanks again. I hate to cut this short, but I have a date.”

Ren chuckled. “Don’t stay out too late, you crazy kids.”

Ann chuckled back. “Seeya!” she said, rushing off to Ryuji. She joined up with her boyfriend, and the two walked off to get some half price ice cream. Ren watched and smiled; a single tear falling from her eyes.

Later that evening, Ren got a message.

Chihaya: Would you mind stopping by tonight?

Chihaya: I know it’s been a bit, but I want to continue the conversation from last time.

Ren: No problem.

Ren: I’ve actually been kind of busy, so this works out better than anticipated.

Chihaya: I figured tonight would work.

Chihaya: I asked the cards.

Ren: Of course.

Chihaya: But be cautious.

Chihaya: I sense a conflicted soul coming to Shinjuku as well.

Ren: How worried should I be?

Chihaya: Just remain calm and don’t give them something that will send them into a frenzy.

Ren: Sounds simple enough.

Ren: See you soon.

Chihaya: Seeya!

Ren put her phone away, and headed out.

She got on the train to Shinjuku and sat down. She looked up and noticed Sae sitting across from her. Sae noticed her too. The train started moving. “Hi there,” Sae said.

“Uh, hi,” Ren replied.

“You’re the girl Sakura-san’s taking care of, right?”

“Uh, yeah…” Ren replied, unsure of where this was going.

“Hm,” Sae said. She frowned slightly. “I hope he’s not too mad at me about those files.” Ren was curious. Sae sighed. “I know I can come off as a bit aggressive, but my job doesn’t allow room for errors. I need to be absolutely certain about everything. It’s not…much of an excuse, but I hope that one day he’ll be able to understand.”

Ren was a little perplexed, but willing to engage a little. “Um, well, he’s actually fairly understanding.” Sae took interest. “You just gotta be straight with him. He respects that.”

Sae paused for a moment, before letting out a “Hm. Thanks…but I don’t know if it’d be that easy. Not from Sojiro’s perspective, but from what I’m working on. It’s so many moving parts that it’s hard for me to even keep track of. But I know that when it comes together, it’ll be something magnificent.”

“Well…” Ren said, still unsure of what to say, “I think Sojiro is more understanding than you think.”

“I appreciate you trying to help,” Sae responded. “Really, I do. But…” Sae wasn’t sure how to respond. She sighed. “Maybe I’ll give it a try. When I’m not too busy.” Ren smiled. “So, what are you doing heading to Shinjuku on a school night?”

“Oh, uh, well,” Ren stuttered. “There’s a really cool fortune teller up there. I’m going to see her.”

Sae was stunned. “I didn’t peg you as someone interested in that sort of thing.”

“I wasn’t,” Ren explained. “At least not when I came to Tokyo.”

Sae smiled. “I see. It seems like your parole is suiting you well.”

“I…guess you could say that…” Ren said.

“This Stop: Shinjuku Station!”

“Hm hm. Well, looks like this is our stop,” Sae said. She stood up and walked out. Ren followed suit. Before moving in their separate directions, Sae slightly turned to Ren and said “You don't have to believe me, but I am trying to help you too.” Sae walked off.

Ren was confused and unsure what Sae meant exactly, but was relieved that things didn’t get out of control. She walked off to find Chihaya.

Once at Chihaya’s table, Chihaya greeted Ren “Oh hello! How did your trip go?”

“Pretty well, all things considered,” Ren said. “So, how are things going with you?”

“Well…” Chihaya said. Mind if I grab something from the vending machine?”

“Go ahead,” Ren said.

“Thanks. I’ll be right back,” Chihaya said. She walked off. She came back with two drinks. “I got something for you as well.”

“Thanks,” Ren replied.

Chihaya nodded. “Let’s go around the corner.” She put up a sign saying she was on break. The two of them were drinking their drinks on a nearby bench. “Ah! That hit the spot.”

“So, what’s on your mind?” Ren asked.

“Well….hmmmm,” Chihaya said. “I’m just really curious about how you can change fate through your words.”

“Oh, uh, well,” Ren said. “I’m not sure. I just have faith in them, I guess.”

“Hm,” Chihaya replied. “I guess I can see that. But faith is hard to come by. I don’t know if you know this, but I’m not originally from Tokyo.”

“Me too,” Ren said. “I grew up somewhere in the sticks.”

“Me too,” Chihaya replied. “My village was so isolated that in the winter no one could go in or out because no one bothered to plow the road to and from it.”

“OK, I wasn’t THAT out in the sticks,” Ren said. “But I doubt the small town politics change much.”

“Hm hm,” Chihaya laughed. “Probably not. I’ve always had these powers. And at first people saw them as a gift, but after predicting one too many bad things, it started to get seen as a curse, and everyone turned on me.”

“I know the feeling,” Ren said. “Not the powers, but the whole getting everyone turning on you thing.”

“Right…” Chihaya said. “When I was able to, I got out of my village and came to Tokyo to see if I could have a fresh start.”

“Well, I know it’s working out for me,” Ren said.

“It’s…sort of working,” Chihaya said.

“But not all the way?” Ren wondered.

“Well…it’s just…” Chihaya sighed. “I dunno. What helped things work out for you?”

“That’s easy,” Ren replied with no hesitation. “I made friends with so many amazing people. Despite everything, I feel stronger with them by my side.”

“I see…” Chihaya said, intrigued.

Ren giggled. “You know that includes you too, right?”

“Oh!” Chihaya gasped. She giggled back. “Of course.”

“And you have me too now,” Ren said. “So if you need anything, don’t hesitate to give me a call.”

Chihaya smiled. “Of course. And thank you. You’ve shown me how your power works first hand.”

Ren smiled back. “Any time.”

Fortune-Chihaya Mifune: Rank 4

Chihaya finished her drink. “Ah! Well, I should get back to work. You wanna join me?”

“I would, but it’s a school night…” Ren replied.

“It’s OK,” Chihaya said. “Good night.”

“Good night,” Ren replied. She finished her drink, threw the can away, and headed home.

Meanwhile, Sae walked into Crossroads. She was a little stunned, but reminded herself that this was a bar. “Hey!” Ohya cheered. “It’s the prosecutor!”

“Hello,” Sae answered. She walked in and took a seat next to Ohya. “I’ll take a soda.”

“Comin’ right up,” Lala said. She got her her soda.

“So, what do you wanna talk about?” Ohya said.

“A few things,” Sae answered.

“Oooo, you’re serious,” Ohya replied.

“And I suggest you do the same,” Sae told her.

“Ah, c’mon, I’m not even buzzed,” Ohya said.

“It’s true,” Lala said. “I’ve known her long enough to know when she’s REALLY drunk.”

“Well, I’m working on something serious,” Sae said. “And I need your help. So I don’t need some floaty answers that get me nowhere.”

“You’re working with Okumura, right?” Ohya asked.

“Yes,” Sae said.

Ohya raised her eyebrow. “Buuuuuut…?”

“But what?” Sae asked.

“Is there really no caveat?” Ohya wondered.

“Depends,” Sae answered. “How much of this meeting is going to be off the record.”

“Oh ho,” Ohya said. “I see this isn’t your first rodeo. Alright, let’s take this whole thing off the record for now.”

“Very well then,” Sae replied. “I am only working with Okumura nominally. In reality, I suspect he may know something about the mental shutdown cases and working with him is just a means of getting closer to the truth.”

“Ooo, you are a sly one,” Ohya replied.

“The reason I’m talking to you now is because I think you have a similar suspicion,” Sae said.

“Hm. What makes you say that?” Ohya taunted.

“I'm a prosecutor,” Sae said. “I do my homework. Does the name Kayo Kobayashi ring a bell?”

Ohya was shocked. “You’re really serious, huh.”

“I think I’ve made that clear,” Sae replied.

“Very well,” Ohya said. “What about Kayo?”

“You think she’s innocent, right?” Sae asked.

“And what of it?” Ohya said.

“I have a feeling you may be right,” Sae said. Ohya was stunned. “But I can’t do anything without information.”

“And you think I have the info you’re looking for?” Ohya posed.

“Precisely,” Sae confirmed.

“So, what information would that be?” Ohya asked.

“I want your source on your Phantom Thief stories,” Sae said.

“Woah, hold on!” Ohya shrieked. “That’s…a really big ask to say the least.”

“I’m tasked with figuring out these mental shutdowns,” Sae retorted. “If THAT isn’t a big ask…”

“R-Right…” Ohya replied. “But I can’t just betray their trust like that.”

“So, you won’t help me?” Sae asked.

“Not like that,” Ohya said. “I can maybe keep you in the loop on some things.”

“You’re being cagey too?” Sae insinuated. “I thought you were better than Okumura.

“HEY!” Ohya snapped. “Okumura’s just trying to protect himself. I’m protecting someone else!”

Sae glared at her and tilted her head. “I’M trying to protect all of JAPAN!”

Ohya glared back at her. “So are The Phantom Thieves.”

“How do you know for sure?” Sae asked.

“Hm,” Ohya chuckled. “I don’t. But I have more faith in them at the moment than the justice system.”

Sae definitely felt the sting on that. She sighed. “I guess we aren’t getting anywhere.”

“I guess not,” Ohya said, simmering down.

Sae finished her drink. She left some cash on the counter. “Thanks for the drink.” She got up. She looked at Ohya. “You promised me that this was off the record. I hope that this…less than ideal conversation doesn’t change that.”

“Hah, what do you take me for?” Ohya said. “If I’m not selling out my source, I’m not selling you out either.”

“Hm,” Sae smirked. “Very well. You might hear from me intermittently.”

“Well, it’d be a nice change of pace at least,” Ohya said. “All I get are calls from my boss.”

“Very well,” Sae said. She left.

“Do you really not have faith in her?” Lala asked. “She’s a bit abrasive, I know, but she seems good-natured at least.”

“Almost like lookin’ in a mirror to an alternate dimension where I’m worth somethin’,” Ohya said. She took another drink. “I would have helped her, but she was asking me too much, you know?”

“I do,” Lala said.

Ohya sighed. “I hope The Phantom Thieves can help her too.”

Sae was on her way to the train. She checked her watch. She had some time before the last train departed. “I guess it couldn’t hurt.” She looked around.

She eventually found Chihaya’s booth. “Oh. Good evening ma’am. Are you interested in having your fortune read?”

“I think so,” Sae said.

“Well then, have a seat,” Chihaya replied. Sae sat down. “Is this your first time getting your fortune read?”

“Yes,” Sae said. “I’m usually more of a fact-oriented person, but I’m willing to try anything.”

“Well, I can’t say that’s the first time I’ve heard that,” Chihaya said. “Now let’s see.” She focused her power. “Oh! Oh my!”

Sae was curious. “What is it?”

“You have…a very interesting fortune to say the least,” Chihaya answered.

“What do you mean?” Sae asked.

“Hold on,” Chihaya said. She started dealing out 13 Tarot Cards.

Sae was even more confused. “Aren’t there only supposed to be three?”

“Usually, yes,” Chihaya answered. “But your fortune is very unusual to say the least.” She finished dealing out the cards. There was 11 on one side, one on the other side, and in the middle was the last card on its side.

She flipped the middle card first. “The Judgement on its side.”

“...What does that mean?” Sae asked.

“I sense that you are in the middle of something big,” Chihaya answered, albeit in a roundabout fashion.

Sae was surprised. “I…I am.” She looked at the table some more. “What do the other cards mean?”

Chihaya flipped the solo card. “The Hunger wishes to pull The Judgement in reverse.”

Sae was curious. “...Meaning?”

“The Judgement reversed would allow you to be consumed by darkness and lies,” Chihaya explained. Shen then flipped the other 11. “The Fool, The Magician, The Priestess, The Empress, The Emperor, The Lovers, The Chariot, The Adjustment, The Hermit, The Aeon, and The Faith wish to pull The Judgement upright. Meaning that you will find the answers that you seek.”

“So, if I want that, what do I have to do?” Sae asked.

“Let’s see…” Chihaya said. She began to concentrate some more. “It appears that you view those 11 as your enemies. Once you realize they’re on your side too, only then will The Judgement be upright.”

“Hmmmm,” Sae said. “And how do I figure that out?”

“Only you can answer that question,”Chihaya said.

“Very well,” Sae said. She paid Chihaya. “Thank you. This was…a rather unusual experience.”

“You and me both,” Chihaya replied. “Thank you.” Sae got up and got on the train.

She reflected on the evening’s events. Hmmm. That reporter is really stubborn. I get that. I know I can be as well. And who are these eleven people? And why do I view them as enemies? Maybe once I figure that out, they can help me figure out this whole Phantom Thieves thing. I have a lot of stuff I need to figure out, huh.

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sophfandoms53 · 4 years

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Steven Universe Future: Constantly telling us that Steven is dealing with some personal issues and doesn’t know what he’s suppose to do with his life right now but feels he can’t talk to anybody about it.

Me: Hm, I wonder who could be there for Steven and help him talk through all of this without judging and be very helpful and understanding?

HMM

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I WONDER.

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sobsicles · 5 years

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Okay hold on y'all, let's talk about Dean's state of mind at beginning of s13 vs the end of s14, because I'm at galaxy brain level tonight, so this should be a journey

Let me give y'all a quick reminder on Dean's past and what he was raised up learning. K so Dean grew up with John searching relentlessly to find the the thing that killed Mary, then kill it. In the name of love, ofc. His entire mission was to find yellow eyes and kill him bc he killed Mary, his wife, the love of his life.

Right, so we're clear on that.

K so the beginning of s13 starts with Dean dead set on killing Jack. Why? Bc Jack was the reason (in Dean's expressed opinion) that Cas was dead, and Mary (thought to be) and Crowley as well. But Dean at his angriest point, yelling about how Jack was no good, and just look at where that got Cas, "IT GOT HIM DEAD! YOU MIGHT BE ABLE TO FORGET THAT, BUT I CANT!"

It's clear in that scene that Dean's one driving force and reason to kill Jack was bc he (in Dean's VERY expressed opinion) was the reason Cas was dead.

Hmm. They're called Parallels for a reason, folks.

He hated Jack, everything about him, and was ABDAMENT about Jack being killed. He started to come around in 13x04, recognizing his own dick-ish nature, but he also made a point to note that he was relying on Sam to keep the faith because he didn't "believe in anything right now" and was basically relying on Sam for a reason to keep going. So, yeah there's that. Hmmm I wonder who else relied on Sam (and Dean) to keep going after losing someone they loved. *side eyes John*

So, Dean's a debbie downer and legit takes dangerous, rash routes that he would definitely not be taking in the right state of mind, including jumping at the chance to sacrifice himself (even if temporarily to save some souls as you do), and then proceeded not to care if he was going to come back at all. Which, ya know, that's pretty fucking horrifying, actually.

And then wildly enough, Dean brightens up, treats Jack better, and is an all around happier person. Back into the swing of things, trying to fight the good fight, and just being an all around more positive person. Just so happens that all of this occured right around the time that Cas came back to life, giving Dean a total turn around in no time at all because in Dean's book (and out of his own mouth) he "needed a win" such as, ya know, Cas coming back.

Hmmmmmm. Well, let's do a little jump here real quick. The 300th episode, lemme break something down real quick like:

John comes back and Mary happens to be around. What do you know, they get a tearful reunion complete with an abrupt makeout sesh that apparently needed no words, which was pretty cute imo. John did a real quick 180, if you think about it. Gone was the gruff father who was tough on his sons, who couldn't manage a smile for long, who didn't show much emotion or give out physical contact. After laying eyes on Mary for .2 secs, and getting a kiss, John hugged the boys, told them he was sorry, told them he was proud of them, and spent majority of his time smiling wide with Mary beside him.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Tell me SPN, what does Parallels mean to you? And if one couple gets to kiss upon reuniting, why not the other? 👀

But that's besides the point.

Now, lets jump into the end of s14. Strangely enough, we're kinda right back where we started in s13 with Jack's character being introduced.

Dean has lost someone else to Jack (in his undeniable opinion). He's angry, hateful, harsh. He wants Jack dead, again. Because Mary is dead and he needs to avenge her. Because that's what he grew up learning, because that's proof of his love, because that's what he was taught.

He was slightly different however. Not as reckless or careless. He was depressed, however, and grieving heavily. He turned that into a driving force towards one goal, to kill (or dispose of) Jack, no matter WHO got in his way. Because Jack had cost him his mom and was (in his opinion) a threat.

And then, when he had the chance, when he could have took the shot...he didn't do it. Couldn't do it.

HMMMMMMM.

And I know some would say its bc of his feelings for Jack as his pseudo son. And in many ways, those ppl are right. But if that was the case, why was he so comfortable with planning to kill him in the first place? Why was he so focused on getting Jack in that box? Why--as a parental figure--did he find NOTHING wrong with wanting Jack dead or locked away for the rest of ever?

No, his drive to kill (or lock away) Jack was entirely based upon the need to avenge Mary's death. Which he expressed in multiple different ways.

Yet, when that moment came, he couldn't do it. He tried, and he may have wanted to, but he couldn't. Why? Why?

Parallels y'all. God, I love 'em.

The parallel divered the moment that Dean couldn't go through with killing Jack. The need to avenge Mary didn't outweigh his own morality/feelings/guilt, etc. He stopped and thought, he paused and felt, and he couldn't fucking do it.

So, to clarify:

Early s13, Dean was hyperfocused on getting rid of Jack bc he got Cas killed. He had all plans to do so up until Cas returned, and would have had Cas not came back, or would have died trying (possibly on purpose).

Late s14, Dean was hyperfocused on getting rid of Jack bc he got Mary killed. He had all plans to do so and even tried to do so at one point. Yet, when the one solidified chance presented itself, he didn't follow through. No, he was going to let Jack live, inferring that he was going to try and forgive him/help him/work something out. It would have been hard and would have involved a lot of Dean being a prick, but it was clear that he was going to allow Jack to share space with him in the world, despite being the reason (in his opinion) that Mary was dead.

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

So the parallels between "Dean avenging Mary" vs "John avenging Mary" completely seperated and diverged as Dean made the choice not to kill Jack.

However, the parallels between "Dean avenging Cas" vs "John avenging Mary" didn't diverge or seperate at all. Not until Cas came back.

Which leads into the parallel of "John doing a complete change bc Mary's alive" vs "Dean doing a complete change bc Cas is alive" which match right on up.

Dean had many issues with his dad, but when he was younger, he tried his best to imulate him. He wanted to be like him, wanted to make him proud. And as he got older, he drifted from that, but perhaps certain things subconsciously stuck.

The stark difference between "Dean avenging Mary" vs "Dean avenging Cas" was that Mary was his mom. And Cas was...well.

The stark similarities between "Dean avenging Cas" vs "John avenging Mary" was that they were avenging the one they loved.

Hm.

#god i really love parallels #destiel #destiel meta #destiel parallels #this got really long #but im pretty sure its coherent lmao #thoughts?

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bramblepaws · 5 years

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the Last of the Candy....

the Vriska (Vriska) conversation was interesting but it also threw into sharp relief the fact that (Vriska) is still a literal teenager and just had sex with a literal middle-aged clown so, homestuck is fucking canceled actually,

oh word. also i really like Vriska’s typing quirk because she types like a millennial :/

also the vrisrezi content is .. good

im gonna be that bitch but haha i found a typo

im enjoying roxy telling john that he’s an idiot and she could fuck up her own life just fine, thanks very much, because mood. but im also glad to hear she likes it? im tired. but im glad roxy feels real again. but i still don’t know what the Fucke is going on

THIS feels right. this feels good. he hasn’t, and it’s been weird that the epilogue has been treating john as “the main character.” he’s never been the main character! just the first one.

ugh but i hate that! i want life to make sense! i want there to be narrative beats that we can follow and fall into! i want to know what the fuck is going on so i can take the next step. why ISNT life like a video game, where the next quest is a bullet-point on the map and the parameters are outlined for you to follow. I want to be able to choose but I want to know where i’m going. you know?

hm. this is a good point and i am glad it’s gearing towards this.

i like this. also really enjoying the mulling she’s doing over gender. feels good feels organic.

i want to take this to heart but i’m. Resisting. how does hussie know my age. is he among us? how does he know us so well............. Hussie If You’re Reading This--

good..........

aw man now we’re in DaveJade land. i think the biggest thing i ache for with how they turned out in this timeline is that... their friendship.. just got crushed under the heel of whatever the romantic relationship is. they were so good as friends. i miss just seeing them interact as friends.

oh shit i can’t believe Obama is a hope player

aw man of all the people that have to worry about selves i wish dave wasn’t one of them. he’s done that enough.

first: i see it. i see the image of hologram obama doing this. hussie truly is a master of words.

second: i know literally a BUNCH of the cast is bi already and this makes the most sense for Dave as a character, but i am still a bit... sad. disappointed? i wanted dave to be bi so, so badly. i wanted him to be bi and STILL be in love with Karkat and not be in love with Jade. i wanted him to not be in love with Jade because he wasn’t in love with jade and was actually in love with karkat, not because he doesn’t like women. blows air out my nose. i dunno.

holy shit

m...mistew pwesident??

DID DIRK AND MR OBAMA FUCK:?!!!!!!!!!!?!?!?!

oh okay so Rose was collapsing under the stresses of the ultimate self when we first started out, but she gave up her ultimate self when John chose candy. ok.

also this feels like... God Tier Squared. also obama is there.

i do still very much enjoy aradia, though she has felt a tad “off” during this session as well. a parody of herself, almost? maybe? just like... Her Traits But.. from the past & repeated. maybe that’s just because she didn’t say very much up til now though

hmmm okay so this is going to be something about the changing of the medium and the Narrative? also it is interesting to compare them, honestly, because when Not Jade says it, it becomes something... not UNTRUE, but LESS true. when the objective narrative says something, it is 100% factual. i think it’s going to be interesting to go from candy to meat... since from my skim-through of meat there’s a lot of narrative that ISN’T objective, it’s still being told by the characters. but if it’s being told by a character, that DOES change the level of truth... to something. LESS true.

also Not Jade’s right, i haven’t been paying attention to the differences until she asked us to. generally i think my personal subconscious understanding of the differences would be.... the characters are telling me things that i have to sift through and lift meaning of, and the narrator is telling me The Meaning as well as the objective truth of events that are happening. characters slant it. the narrative slants it in a way that’s more purposeful? but no, that doesn’t even make sense, because of course the narrative is implied to be “in charge” of the characters speaking as well. so both have a similar PURPOSE. it’s just in how we sift the meaning out. hmmm. i have to think on this more.

“almost like one of your own thoughts speaking to you” implies something along the lines of... the narrative has more ability to get through our natural safeguards against some level of influence? because if a character is saying something, we’re going to interpret the meaning and the intent through the lens of how we feel about the character. like i have some animosity towards not-jade, but i feel she is presented as being wise and generally well-intentioned, so i’m open to hearing this. i ALSO feel as though she’s being used as a voice for the narrative at the moment, so i’m taking her words at face value.

with gamzee, on the other hand, and with all of his “redemption arc” stuff, there was a VERY different interpretation. because the things about redemption were coming through him, i interpreted the narrative as using him to be facetious about redemption arcs in general. gamzee was portrayed as an absurd character both in the canon and in the epilogue, and that paired with the emptiness of his words about redemption led to... me not taking his literal words as a message of the narrative. it was a joke, which meant that the Redemption Arc is something that the narrative thinks gamzee doesn’t deserve, and possibly something that the narrative thinks is impractical and empty.

so. not-jade might be making a point about how the narrative uses characters to communicate aspects of itself in different ways? and how the narrative itself is a step outside of that, and we just take what it says at face value. at least, more at face value than any of the character dialogue.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.... so now ... we are talking about the choice to make homestuck a mostly character-voice-based medium?

yes..... this is good and interesting. and interesting in that it paints a clear picture of the fact that even the narrative has an agenda, we’re just.. not conscious of it in the same way.

(also if you can’t tell im REALLY enjoying this section, i love theoretical meta bullshit like this)

yeah exactly! but then pointing this out makes you want to look over the whole thing and wonder what the intent was. Hussie, what was your intent?

hmmmmmm.......

HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM INTERESTING

are the two timelines going to converge? i actually don’t even kno if dirk is like alive by the end of the other one but i gotta ASSUME he is. since i’ve seen people talking about him being The Big Bad. also it’s interesting that.. the post-scratch kids are. the ones that are like The Villains. why not Jade? why not Rose? does it have something to do with how late in the game we met them, or is it more that they’re the ones that still had hugely open-ended character arcs? rose and jade got their chances to be evil? it’s been too long since i read homestuck, i don’t even remember where any of them were by the end.

#text #hs ramblings #epilogue liveblog #homestuck

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lovelytiefling · 7 years

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Aha! You sent me some now you'll get some too! The "get to know me asks" 4,7, 12, 15, 16, 47, 52, 89!

frick okay so i started typing my asnwers but i got to 52 and 89 and was like WAIT

i was... accidently looking at the wrong prompt list whoops ( to be fair it also said get to know me)

so heres the answers to the one i THINK youre talking about

4. What is your zodiac sign?

virgo!! Unless you wanna get technical, in which case im actual on the leo-virgo cusp

7.Do you have any pets?

Yup!! I have a yorkshire terrier named charlie :>

12. What was your last dream about?

frick i had one the night before last and i remembered it for a bit but then i forgot hmmmmmm i think i vaguely remember... it involved my mom?? and some conflict or something?? hmmm. the last one i clearly rememebr was from like week ago, in the dream i was trying to find a halloween costume bUT COULDnt

15. Favorite song?

oof i cant pick a favorite anything. hmmm maybe rn its “would you be so kind” by dodie

16. Favorite movie?

aah again with the favorites. I’m gonna go with mad max:fury road

some honorable mentions: wonder woman, coraline, pacific rim, sw:tfa, moana

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?

one of my prom dresses costed like $200, so i thiiink its that (i didnt know the price when i picked it out and my mom is all about indulging when you shop and stuff and she pays for my stuff and she was fine with that. like she tells me not to look at price tags when im with her. im just like mOM thats expENSIVE. i dONT want to wASTE YOUR MONEY)

52. Favorite food

hmmmm either fetuccini alfredo pasta or yellow curry with chicken

89. Do you like your age?

i dont rly know. i mean i guess 18 is supposed to mean freedom and shit

but i dont rly feel different than i did a couple months ago? and im just at a point in my life thats a bit stressful and i rly should make some changes. but thats been a thing for a few years now lmao

hello yes id like to just go back to being 5 years old and care free

#sparklehoard #asks #long post #hoo boy #this was a lot #thanks for sending it bud #i should go to bet now #im supposed to be awake in lik 5 adn ahalf hours

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kirishwima · 7 years

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Get to know me tag!

Tagged by @teakoii

1. What is your full name? Don’t really want to give out my full name on tumblr lol, but I’m Sophia (and if we’re going for embarrassing details, I got a middle name, Marina lol)

2. What is your nickname? A lot of people call me babushka? Or just shortened versions of my name like Soph and stuff

3. What is your zodiac sign? Cancer

4. What is your favorite book series? Hmmm this is hard lol. The only series I can honestly admit to have read entirely is the Hunger Games :p

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?

Aliens are 10010% real and probably want nothing to do with earth, LOL. Ghosts...it’d be so cool if they’re real. Highly doubt it though

6. Who is your favorite author? Neil Gaiman!! He’s amazing!

7. What is your favorite radio station? Mix fm...any cypriot reading this will know lol

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything? Of anything...probably coffee taste lol. Or mint? One of the two

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful? Hmm, amazing? Awesome? idk lol

10. What is your current favorite song? Current favourite is probably Andromeda by the Gorillaz :p

11. What is your favorite word? in english?? no clue hahah :p

12. What was the last song you listened to? Despacito ;u;

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch? Voltron obviously hahah, um, maybe American Horror story? But only season 2 lol, or Black Mirror bc it’s amAZING

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down? Ghibli films! Especially Howl’s moving castle or Spirited Away! c:

15. Do you play video games? I do but not as much lately bc of uni

16. What is your biggest fear? Uhhh if we’re going for deep dark fears, probably the entire concept of eternity? Like the thought of something having no real start or end just freaks me out lol

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion? I honestly can’t think of one hahah, i’ve been thinking for a couple of minutes and can’t think of anything :p maybe that i’m an easy person to get along with

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion? I can make a list tbh lol, absolute worst would probably be that i’m way too sensitive & care too much about what other people think

19. Do you like cats or dogs better? NO DON’T MAKE ME CHOOSE I LOVE THEM BOTH I LOVE ALL ANIMALS ;-;

20. What is your favorite season? Summer!! :D

21. Are you in a relationship? Nope

22. What is something you miss from your childhood? I don’t miss much. Maybe not having this much of a workload if anything lol

23. Who is your best friend? Why have one when you can have 3? :D @faded-r0ses @now-this-is-wtf @ibreathestucky <3 <3

24. What is your eye color? Brow

25. What is your hair color? I change it every few months lol, it’s currently black!

26. Who is someone you love? So many people :p Friends, family, a lot of people! c:

27. Who is someone you trust? The squad obviously, but p. much all of my friends?? Like if we’re buddies then that’s it, i trust u lol

28. Who is someone you think about often? Like i think about my dog a lot bc i haven’t seen his fluffiness in like four moths now but i think about a lot of people often? not one set person

29. Are you currently excited about/for something? I’m excited for an eternal slumber tbh, or like, vacation. I need a break TuT

30. What is your biggest obsession? Voltron probably, and also random but history?? i love. history lol

31. What was your favorite TV show as a child? POKEMON! It was a Sunday morning ritual to watch pokemon :D

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone? Anything? Probably no one :p

33. Are you superstitious? Not really?

34. Do you have any unusual phobias? Like, I’m afraid of small white rooms with no windows. Random? Yes. Unusual? Idk?? :p

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? I’m insecure af but like photography so behind it lol

36. What is your favorite hobby? Writing! :D

37. What was the last book you read? I mean i read a shitton of anatomy and physiology books throughout this year, do those count? Ah and The anatomy of being by Shinj Moon, though it’s a poetry book

38. What was the last movie you watched? Avengers Age of Ultron probably

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any? Nothing, sadly TuT

40. What is your favorite animal?

I can’t. ChoOOSEE I LOVE SO MANY. If i can have like a top 3?? It’d probably be dogs & cats (in one place bc i can’t choose), foxes, and lizards? or i think they’re called newts in english? ya.

41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow?

Definitely @teakoii they’re they’re the literal cutest & amazing artist, definitely 2/3 the squad: @ibreathestucky (she’s a fandom goddess ok <3), @faded-r0ses (aesthetic ho right there), (((our remaining 1/3 @now-this-is-wtf not included bc she nEVER LOGS IN)) Also @wipengineer <-the queen of angst

and @maristine :D Quality voltron content right there~

and also a LOT of other blogs, some that i interact with and some not but i’m too shy to mention/tag >.<

42. What superpower do you wish you had?

Being able to breathe/survive underwater. Bye bye humans. I’m a fish now. You’ll never catch me. Also shapeshifting would b awesome bc. Cmon. You could become a dragon. Take that responsibilities.

43. When and where do you feel most at peace?

The beach, definitely. Or anywhere near large bodies of water? Give me a lake or river any day and I’ll probably never leave lol

44. What makes you smile?

A good ol’ meme never failed me so far, also good music? And coffee, and cuddly animals or just hugs in general i love hugs

45. What sports do you play, if any?

I do some swimming and begrudgingly go to the gym when my roommate drags me along but that’s pretty much it lol

46. What is your favorite drink?

CoFFEE. I swear my blood has been replaced with caffeine by now

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody?

I wrote a post-it note to my roommate to let her know i’m out does that count?

48. Are you afraid of heights?

Nope! I love looking down when standing somewhere v high or in a plane and stuff lol

49. What is your biggest pet peeve?

I had to google what a pet peeve is TuT

Hm, i can’t really think of anything? Not a lot of things bug me tbh, except for big things like you know, like rudeness or belittling someone else e.t.c

50. Have you ever been to a concert?

Yup!

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian?

Vegetarian!^^

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

Define how little. I had a big phase of wanting to become a Power Ranger so.

According to my family i was always between vet or doctor though lol

53. What fictional world would you like to live in?

Ohh boy, i can’t just choose one!! :p Something magic-related definitely

54. What is something you worry about?

Something? Something? More like everything. TuT

55. Are you scared of the dark?

Nope!

56. Do you like to sing?

No unless I'm either drunk enough or blasting the radio loud enough for no one to hear me hahah

57. Have you ever skipped school?

I was way too much of an ‘example student’ in high school so no lol. As for lectures in uni though..well. ;u;

58. What is your favorite place on the planet?

The bEACH. ANY BEACH. IS THERE WATER AND SAND? THEN I LIKE IT. :D

59. Where would you like to live?

Italy! My dream is to move to Italy after i graduate!

60. Do you have any pets?

Yes, a cute lil’ bean of a doggo~ (or as my friends very...politely say, the chubbiest, clingiest chihuahua they’ve ever met lol)

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl?

Both? It depends lol

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better?

BOTH I CAN’T CHOOSE TuT

63. Do you know how to drive?

Yup! Although parking is an entire different story LOL

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones?

Headphones, earbuds are annoying ;-;

65. Have you ever had braces?

Yes. I pretend that that time period never happened ;u;

66. What is your favorite genre of music?

Hmmmmmm. Hmmm??? I can’t choose? Probably either indie/chill music or punk rock but i listen to so so many genres

67. Who is your hero?

I can’t really think of any celebrities, but if we’re talking people, probably my grandma? She was a badass woman that was raising two kids in her twenties whilst studying & graduating med school, then moved on to become the first woman gynaecologist in her country. Hats off to her really.

68. Do you read comic books?

A bit!

69. What makes you the most angry?

Honestly people that just. Can’t. Respect. Others.

So racist/homophobic/transphobic/sexist people, people who can’t respect someone else, people that think they’re superior to anyone, and also people that hurt/abuse animals- it’s like hey buddy. Find the nearest trash can and shove yourself in it, it’s not nice to litter.

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book?

Real books. I understand that electronics are more convenient but there’s nothing better than actually holding a book in your hands and flipping the pages ;u;

71. What is your favorite subject in school?

History and english lit! And greek literature! All theoretical subjects really, lol

If we’re talking currently, then it’s embryology, definitely. I love it!!

72. Do you have any siblings?

An older sister and two older brothers

73. What was the last thing you bought?

Bananas and vegetables, lol

74. How tall are you?

165cm. I think it’s 5′5″

75. Can you cook?

I mean i nearly burn the kitchen down every time but i try

76. What are three things that you love?

Animals, good books, coffee

77. What are three things that you hate?

Rude/mean people (aka every single person with a Trump-like mindset, the dude himself included ofc), that’s pretty much it? it takes a lot for me to hate something

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends?

Female

79. What is your sexual orientation?

Pan! Still figuring out if that’s Panromantic or Pansexual :p

80. Where do you currently live?

Czech Republic

81. Who was the last person you texted?

My roommate

82. When was the last time you cried?

Like, 2 days ago i think? I was stressed, tired and sick lol

83. Who is your favorite YouTuber?

Markiplier! Also a lot of creepy pasta narrators, Lazy Masquerade being my fave probably :p

84. Do you like to take selfies?

Sometimes? it really really depends on my mood lol

85. What is your favorite app?

Instagram probably

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like?

Ehh. I get along great with my dad although we don’t talk much, and i get along as well with my mom, just wish she’d realise i’m not a kid still lol.

The older i get the better we get along i guess, although there’s some things we’ll never agree on

87. What is your favorite foreign accent?

I like Spanish accents a lot? I have a lot of Spanish & Portuguese friends and love their accent when they speak english :p Also Russian accents?? Don’t ask me why. I just really like them lol

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit?

Japan! I really want to go to Japan. And USA? And Canada? Like, big-city places because I’ve never been to one ;u;

89. What is your favorite number?

90. Can you juggle?

I got the balance of a tomato on an acid trip, so that’s a no hahah

91. Are you religious?

Not...really? I was raised in a very religious house and the more i learned about church the more i disliked it. I still like some aspects of it though so...I’m figuring it out still

92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting?

I CAN’T CHOOSE THEY’RE BOTH SO FASCINATING I WANNA FLING MYSELF INTO SPACE AND DISCOVER THE SECRETS OF THE OCEAN IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil?

With enough alcohol in my system and good friends, ya. As it is? Nope, I'm that one friend in horror movies that says ‘hey guys, this is probably a bad idea’ and promptly dies lol

94. Are you allergic to anything?

A bit allergic to dust but that’s pretty much it i think

95. Can you curl your tongue?

No ;-;

96. Can you wiggle your ears?

How do people dO THAT no i can’t

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something?

If i know I'm in the wrong i always admit it & apologise, or so i hope :p

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach?

The forest is fun too but...the beach. Definitely. ((Plus there’s no bugs at the beach! ;u;))

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you?

If you try your best and work hard, the result won't matter because you gave it your all and that’s what counts.

100. Are you a good liar?

Not at all, you can immediately tell if I’m lying because I start to giggle lol

101. What is your Hogwarts House?

Hufflepuff!

102. Do you talk to yourself?

Yes. It’s actually funny bc i keep switching between languages when i do

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

Introvert ;;

104. Do you keep a journal/diary?

Not exactly. I try to keep a journal but it usually ends up with doodles and scribbles from class lol

105. Do you believe in second chances?

Most of the time, yes.

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do?

Honestly? I’d probably leave it, OR if there’s any shops nearby, I’d take it to a store clerk, since the person that lost it is more likely to go into a nearby shop and ask if they’ve seen their wallet than to a police department, I think? idk

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change?

Yes, definitely!

108. Are you ticklish?

Ridiculously ticklish. @now-this-is-wtf and @faded-r0ses have a field trip with this fact T-T

109. Have you ever been on a plane?

Yup!

110. Do you have any piercings?

I got a lot of piercings on my ears and had nose ring but I think it’s healed now? Will be getting a septum piercing in July though~

111. What fictional character do you wish was real?

Lance. Lanceeeeeee. How could i not want my fave ever to be real lol

112. Do you have any tattoos? Not...yet. Soon though!

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far?

It wasn’t exactly my decision, but switching schools back in middle school. Would have never met my tiny best friend otherwise, or met some other amazing people & teachers

114. Do you believe in karma?

Not really

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts?

Glasses, can’t put on contacts to save my life

116. Do you want children?

I don’t really like kids so. Ehh.

117. Who is the smartest person you know?

Hmm, people are smart in different ways and aspects. So I don’t know one person who’s the absolute smartest!

118. What is your most embarrassing memory?

Probably that one time at Comic con when i had a skirt-too-short problem (bless my backpack and the random leggings i had shoved in there for some reason lol), or that one time i got asked for an ID when i tried to buy a beer. At a supermarket. And they still wouldn’t believe me until I showed them my university card as well. (Sad thing is it wasn’t even for me lol)

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter?

yup, way too often lol

120. What color are most of you clothes?

Black. So many black clothes lol. At least that makes laundry much easier :D

121. Do you like adventures?

Yes!

122. Have you ever been on TV?

Only for some small interview clips when I was in high school lol

123. How old are you?

124. What is your favorite quote?

“Sometimes, I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives I’m not living”

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods?

I don’t like sweet stuff much so savoury! OK, NOW, WHO TO TAG~

Squad, do it if you’re up for it @ibreathestucky @faded-r0ses @now-this-is-wtf (esp. you Guac I know you’re a free potato now with exams over~), and my tumblr buddies @maristine, @wipengineer (and yes i know u got the google doc but hey! :D), @the-blood-in-your-bruise and honestly, whoever else wants to do it, that’s it, you’re tagged by me hahah ^^

#get to know me tag #ofc you don't have to do it if u don't want to @the tagged ppl! <3

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