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nehime · 3 months

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❝ 𝐒𝐄𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐈𝐑𝐒𝐓 𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 ❞

Summary. Seeing him again was like seeing the star for the first time.

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓. fluff, angst, overthinking ofc

w/c. 0.8k

You had many ex-lovers. You recovered from them easily. So why can’t you recover from Geto? Was he really a big impact in your life? All you felt the night he left was emptiness and darkness. You truly loved him. He did too, he could be your world at that time. But your world had found another Sun at that time. That’s why he left you. On the road, during a heavy rain, he broke your heart without a thought. Oh you hated him. Hated him so much that you can’t even forget about him.

After 6 months passed. You were waiting for a bus home. When the bus didn’t come in time you had no choice but to walk home. It was 9 PM in the evening. When you were walking you saw that same silhouette again. You still couldn’t forget about him. I mean how could you when he was standing right there. Of course in that same smoke-free area, holding a blunt. Even then he shined, glowed more than anything. The moonlight was exactly shining him. It was like seeing a star in the sky for the first time. Oh he was gorgeous and handsome. Of course you fell in deep love with him. No. You still loved him. You didn’t notice yourself getting so happy. A smile tugging at your lips as you mumbled “Suguru?” At the moment he heard your voice, your voice pierced his heart. He missed this voice so much. The last he heard your voice was when you cried and begged for him to stay. So why didn’t he? So why did he leave you disheartened and broken? You stopped smiling, nervously dugging your nails into your palms. The habit you did when you were nervous. Of course Geto noticed. He was with you for 2 years after all. ‘Did he not hear me? Will he not answer? Is he ignoring me?’ was tugging at your mind. Making you even nervous. You were about to pass out from embarrassment until he spoke softly “It’s been a while (y/n)…”

“Uh yeah! Nice to see you again!” you laughed nervously. “How have you been doing? Is life good?” obviously not good without him. You were on top of the world when you were with him. God you missed him. You just wanted to hug him, cuddle him, twirl in his arms and kiss him softly. But will he want that? “It’s been fine” He caught the lie escaping your lips. You were never used to lying. Especially infront of someone you truly loved.

He smiled in response.

“How’s your girlfriend?” What? You’re really asking this? You haven’t even met her. Nor you even know that he had a girlfriend. Widening your eyes in shock from what you just said. Cute. Geto thought to himself.

He chuckled softly “It didn’t work that well between us.”

“Oh sorry to hear that” Concerned smile appeared on your lips. You were really sorru for him. Even though you were happy that he didn’t have any other girls now you still felt sad. Because you know. You know how bad it hurts when someone you love leaves you. Geto must’ve loved her alot to leave you. But maybe now Geto realized that leaving you for her wasn’t worth it. Maybe he realized you were more special than anything. “No it’s okay. We both agreed to our breakup” Both agreed? Was it because she saw that place in his heart that is full of you? Was it because he never fully recovered from you? Was it because he truly loved you and can’t love her the same? “So why didn’t you come back to me?” You said that because he looked happy and relieved when he saw you. You were sure he still felt the same way. Then why was it quiet? If so why was he looking down, looking irritated? Was he thinking that you were shameless? Why did you even bother asking him such questions? Maybe he really didn’t love you any—

“You’re not a toy (y/n). You deserve better. I can’t just come back to you after breaking your heart in pieces. You have a feelings.”

Your eyes were brimmed with tears as you rushed to hug him tightly. You didn’t care anymore, you missed him. So why hide it? Geto dropped the blunt he was holding, gasping in shock as a little smile tugged on his lips. It was nice to be in your embrace his again especially this close. Oh the memories. Geto hugged you back murmuring “Thought you wouldn’t do this. I was worried if things were really over.”You buried your face in his chest, it was actually him you were hugging again, It was his chest, his hands and his soft voice. You murmured “Don’t leave me again” he cackled in response “I really traumatized my little angel huh?” you frowned, mumbling into his chest “You’re such a nuisance god! Just kiss me alr-“ he cupped your cheeks before kissing you, his long digits caressing your neck as he kisses you. “Don’t even think about that, i will never leave you again. I promise angel” He pulled back, looking deep into your eyes. The yearning gaze. You could stare at his eyes for hours. The broken lovers just looking into each other’s eyes as the forgotten love slowly grows back.

✧ note: been busy lately so this is kind of short!

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imawhoreforficboys · 3 years

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Dreams

Y/n and bucky are in love. Deeply. they havent told eachother yet but what happens when the reader hears something in buckys dream that makes her upset?

A/N: this is rly bad im so sorry, pls leave feedback and give me tips! Thank you:) This is kinda short and poorly executed, again i am sorry

warnings: angst, cussing, sad bucky, horrible writing im so sorry, spelling and grammar lmao

Bucky and Y/n were cuddling in there sleep. There was nothing unsual about this, they cuddled everyhwhere in the compound they could. Both of them craved the others touch like it was a drug, they needed their fix.

What was unusal about this though was Y/n was letting Bucky dream. They had met for the first time about a month into Y/n becoming an avenger, she had powers to alter ones dreaming and make them day dream. She helped Bucky with his nightmares and they soon grew a little closer the planned.

Not that anyone was complaining, Bucky had opened up a lot more and was seemingly very happy with Y/n. Y/n had opened up a lot more also, going out once in a while and making more friends.

Bucky was fully asleep while Y/n was quietly listening to his dream, it was a peaceful one for once. she continued to let him enjoy it.

Bucky was walking in a park on a path, he was on his way to meet someone. A girl sitting on a bench. Y/n didnt recognized her. “James dear, hello.” Y/n felt her heart clench when she heard her call him dear. “Hello Beautiful.” Y/n’s heart shattered, she realized he was dreaming about another girl.

Y/n jerked her eyes open refusing to see what happens next, she felt so stupid for believing Bucky could like her like that. He probably felt bad for her. She tried to move out of his grip but he would not move. She decided to try and go back to bed

She was there again but this time Bucky was sitting with the girl on a bench. They were talking and laughing. “so tell me about her, Y/n.” The girl asked. Bucky sighed before starting, “Shes very loud, crazy, and kinda obnoxious, shes very clingy, loves being around me and cant fall asleep if im not there.”

Y/n opened her eyes again but this time she was crying silent tears. She quickly moved buckys arm that luckily had loosened. She got up and grabbed all of her stuff she could find that was in Bucky and Hers shared room. She ran down the hallway to the elevator and went to her old floor with her old room, luckily tony had left it availible for her to use whenever. She sat against the door and broke down. She threw all her stuff around the room and got into bed. She couldnt sleep but she could cry into her pillow.

A week later:

Y/n had been avoiding Bucky for a whole week, He woke up in their room and saw she was missing as well as all her belongings. Bucky imediatnly went to look for her but couldnt find her anywhere. The next time he saw her was a day later, she was in the kitchen and his heart started beating faster looking at her.

But even then she ran when she saw him, her hot chocolate forgotten. He blamed himself for all of it. Maybe it was something he said or something he did, but everyone could tell both of them were misrebale. Neither could sleep without the other so there health had plummeted. Y/n’s more then Buckys.

But one day, wednesday to be exact, their day off, Bucky saw Y/n enter the kitchen and decided enough was enough. He wanted to know what he did and why she hates him all of the sudden.

“Hey.” Y/n jumped at the sound of his voice, tears that she had dried not even five minutes ago threating to spill again.

“Hi, sorry gotta go.” She tried to walk around him buy he grabbed her arm and pulled her to him. She gasped at his touch and he immediantly let go but refused to move out of her way.

“sorry, i just, god i just wanna know what the fuck i did to deserve this, i mean i dont know what happened i woke up and you and all your stuff was gone and youve been avoiding me for a week. Did you, did you find someone else?”

Y/n gaped at him, the audacity of him. He knows what he dreamed. he had to have remembered it right?

“no. you should know why, youre the one who dreamt it.” She knew it was selfish to be mad over a dream but it really hurt her. He knew about her insecurites and anxiety and yet he dreamt that stuff.

“Doll i havent dreamt for a while, the last one i had was that night and it was amazing, it was so good it was peacful.” Bucky was looking at her expectidly. She darted her eyes to the wall next to her.

“Yeah. thats the problem. you know i cant control when i hear dreams. i heard what you said.”

Bucky stared at her, eyes watering. “if this is about me saying that i love you, im sorry. If you want to go slow we can i just, i dont know doll.” He was now crying.

She stared at him wide eyed searching for a lie. “Bucky what. No you said all these horrible things about me how im obnoxious and clingy and loud. i thought you didnt want me anymore?” She started crying as well now.

“No darling sweetie i, you didnt hear all of it. I love those things about you, they make you you. I love you and i love your stupid laugh and your stupid ability to make me fall asleep instantly.” The words kept ringing in her head. He loves her. He loves her. She looked at him and smiled a tiny little smile

“God im so so stupid im fucking stupid. im so so sorru bucky. i put you through hell this last week cause of my own insecurties. im so so sorry.” Bucky took Y/n’s face in his large hands.

“Baby, this is not your fault. you understand? i should have known you wouldnt continue to listen when you heard that stuff. im so sorry doll.”

Y/n pulled him down to her level and whispered against his lips “I love you bubs, i love you so so much.”

“trust me doll i love you so much more.” He pulled her to him and smashed his lips against hers harshly trying to express his feelings in it. “were both idiots. its ok. we can be fucking stupid together.”

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