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conitagray · 10 months
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating miles morales 42 (hc's)
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pairing: miles morales!42 x reader
warning/s: creepy men, harassment(?), cursing, BAD spanish (im so sorry yall idk how to speak spanish😭😭)
it’s actually fluff no angst i swear (maybe a little..)
a/n: guys… i’ve fallen for miles morales 42 it’s an obsesssion i SWEARR and also does anyone think that miles reminds me of bruno mars music or is it me-?!-)/
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okayokay
this boy is not open to heavy pda
like a small waist grab and a shoulder touch here and there
but he is SO touchy when you guys aren’t in public
like he will not keep his hands off of you
if his body isn’t touching you somehow
what is he doing then??
bro will NOT let you pay for ur own shit
like u already can afford it but miles is like
"nah imma pay for it, anything for mi amor"
literally if u buy something w ur own money
he would get pissed like
"if ur payin for ur own shit wtf am i gonna do w my money mi vida?"
it was one time btw and u secretly bought a shirt w ur savings
hes not jealous when other boys talk to u
cuz he be eyeing them from far and letting them know that he was yours
but like if they go too far like touching you in the wrong places and flirt w you
this man is ready to beat the FUCK outta someone
like one time
you were walking back home alone
some man just pinned you on the wall
"aint you a pretty thing?" the creepy man started to breathe down ur neck
u start to panic and like be on the verge of tears
but then u hear like a "whoosh" and the man is on the ground
like knocked out
it was the prowler, or your miles
"are you okay cariño?" his mask unfolds and he checks your body for any wounds
he vowed never to let you walk home alone after that day
he loves to give you cute nicknames
such as
"cariño" "corazón" "mi vida" "mi amor" gets you weak in the KNEES
his mom loves you so much
she would always drag you out of miles's touch and would talk to you for HOURS
you loved it and couldn't complain tbh
he is such a bruno mars fanatic (argue w the wall if u think im wrong)
like when u visit him, you open his door and always somehow Finesse by Bruno Mars or Versace on the floor is playing
(he dedicates those songs 2 u)
ever since his dad died
he never opened up and was closed in his own ball
but until he met you
sometimes he'd open your window in the middle of the night
and he would hug you tightly and you didn't say anything because
you know he's grieving and the only thing he needs right now
is your presence
© hearts4hobie.
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(part 2?)
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conitagraylinks · 8 months
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across the spiderverse
・❥・hobie brown
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating hobie brown (hc's)
what about your promises, babe?
・❥・miles morales (1610)
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating miles morales 1610 (hc's)- coming soon..
i’m still into you, morales.
・❥・miles morales (42)
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating miles morales 42 (hc's)
i remember it, all too well.
broke my promise.
・❥・pavitr prabhakar
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating pavitr prabhakar (hc's)
pavitr x !seasian reader hcs
you’re alive in my head..
babysitting!
・❥・gwen stacy
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating gwen stacy (hc's)- coming soon..
・❥・miguel o'hara
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating miguel o'hara (hc's)- coming soon.
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lunarfleur · 9 months
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Like He Deserves ~ Earth 42! Miles Morales
Tagging: @juneberrie @sluggmuffin @hiyaitssans @enchanting-violet @nagi3seastorm @milesmolasses @luvjunie @n1cole-ghost @urfavnegronerd @hearts4hobie @mayeluvsu
Warnings:Lowkey depressive episode but nothing bad, just Miles being in a slump.
A/N: Me and @kombuuuu were talking about this, so this is my biggest contribution to the fandom.
This is x gender neutral reader!
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The first thing Rio Morales noticed when she walked in the door was that your shoes were still there. They weren’t her son’s. She knew that.
She peeked into Miles’s bedroom. The lights were off, except for the candle lit on Miles’s desk. It made the room smell like vanilla. Miles loved vanilla candles. She leaned against the door frame when she heard small mumbles coming from his bed.
You laid on one side of the bed, wearing one of Miles’s t-shirts. He laid next to you while you ran your fingers over his face, pressing kisses over the skin.
“Dad woulda loved you,” Miles mumbled. You hummed in response. His voice was low and slurred, filled with exhaustion.
“Yeah?”
“I miss him, ya know?”
“I know.”
You kisses over his cheek and jaw, reaching your hand up to scratch his head.
“Will you stay with me until I fall asleep? I don’t want to be alone.”
You kissed his lips softly, humming.
“Of course.”
You exited his room 15 minutes later, closing the door behind you softly before walking into the living room. Rio looked up at you. You stopped dead in your tracks.
“Um, I was just leaving.” You forced the words out quickly.
It was 2 hours past the time you were supposed to leave. You had already texted your own guardian about being home late. Miles, however, had not texted his mother. He hadn’t thought.
“Sit with me.”
“What?”
“Come on, siéntate conmigo.” Rio patted the spot next to her on the couch. You hesitantly placed your bag on the floor and sat next to her. She sipped on some tea, leaving you waiting anxiously.
You knew Rio wasn’t fond of you. You just didn’t know why. You were always polite, offering to help around the house, never calling her by her first name. Yet, she was always giving you that same disproving look.
“She’ll warm up to you,” Miles always said. You doubted it.
“So-”
“Miles loves you.” She cut you off firmly, looking you in the eyes.
“I know.” She paused for a moment, only for a moment, before sighing.
“That boy has always been a giver. He gives and he gives. It’s around this time of year he seems to run dry.”
You nodded. Of course you knew. It was around the anniversary of his dad’s death. He missed his dad more than anything. It always had an affect on him.
“I can’t tell you how you feel about him,” she continued, “but if you’re just going to end up hurting him, then I don’t want you to come back. His entire life Miles has given. It’s time he gets something back. It’s what he deserves.”
You thought on it. Miles was always giving. Always offering. He offered to do your homework, to make your food. Never once had he made you feel anything less than loved.
“Believe me, mam. I’d set myself on fire before I ever hurt him.”
Rio went quiet for a minute, thinking about your words. You couldn’t help but wonder what was going through her head.
“My son has a good heart.”
“I know.”
“You need to be careful with it.”
“I’d be a moron to be anything less.”
Rio nodded at you.
“You need to love him like he deserves.”
“I do.”
For the first time since you had met her, she smiled at you. At you. And it wasn’t forced, it was genuine. It was warm. It reminded you of all the times Miles had smiled at you.
“Do you?”
“I do.”
Rio nodded again, exhaling in satisfaction. That was it, apparently. That’s all she wanted.
You stood up, picking up your bag and walked to the door. You had already kissed Miles goodnight. Rio followed behind you. You opened the door.
“Thank you.”
You turned around, humming in confusion.
“Thank you,” she repeated, “for what you do for him.”
You smiled.
“Always.
It’s what he deserved.
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anikaluv · 9 months
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BAN KOSA !!!
I wanted to bring peoples attention to this since NO ONE has been talking about it.
In just 4 days, Congress will vote on a crucial bill known as KOSA, which poses a serious threat to the anime and manga community in the United States. Alongside the EARN IT act, this legislation has the potential to result in a complete ban on anime, manga, fanfics, and any mature content due to the vague classification of "gore and violence."
While the bill is being presented as a measure to protect minors, it is essential to understand that its implications go far beyond that. In reality, KOSA could lead to a blanket ban for all individuals, regardless of age. The bill claims to offer a way for adults to access content by confirming their age, but upon closer examination, it becomes evident that adult viewers will be at risk of having the content flagged and taken down.
This is an alarming development that requires immediate attention and action from the anime community. We cannot allow this bill to pass unnoticed, as it will undoubtedly have severe consequences for the freedom of expression and creativity within our community.
To make a difference, we urge you to take action and voice your opposition to KOSA. You can start by visiting the link provided: https://www.badinternetbills.com/. This website allows you to email your state representatives directly. Moreover, if you provide your phone number, you will receive a call that will conveniently connect you to all your representatives' offices. They will provide you with a script to read from, making it easy for you to express your concerns effectively.
It is crucial that we all unite and stand up against this threat. Last year, we narrowly escaped the passage of this bill, but it seems that Congress is making another attempt this year. By speaking up and making our voices heard, we can ensure that our rights to enjoy anime, manga, and creative works are protected.
PLEASE VOTE ON IT, it will take two seconds and it'll help. Thank you ya'll <3
If you can't vote, likes, reblogs, shares, ALL ARE APPRECIATED
@kxixstars @breeandhermunches @hearts4hobie @spidrstar @eliiilamar @blkshoyo @q2ie @dolliied @axeoverblade @zalayni @spiderheartzz @sheluvv-jen @milesmolasses @moodysunflowerbaby @crxss01
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aleluvsuu · 10 months
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Spiderverse fic recs !
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Miles Morales
earth!42 miles x plus size reader @shipperssafehaven
doing earth!42 miles hair @spider-pvnk
sleepover earth!1610 miles @luvjunie
movie night earth!1610 miles @lqveharrington
somethin' soft for someone tough earth!42 miles @kombuuuu
soccer troubles earth!1610 and earth!42 miles @berriweb
ice skating with miles earth!1610 miles @luvjunie
te pertenezo, mi amor earth!1610 miles @moralesie
classmate earth!42 miles @axeoverblade
solace earth!1610 miles @cyberg4n
calling earth!1610 miles @carpecaelo
kisses with miles earth!42 miles @mysemantics
sing it for me earth!42 miles @juneberrie
Hobie Brown
labels @autumn-hiraeth
where's my love @autumn-hiraeth
back scratch imagine @spider-pvnk
honour @love-bitesx
stubborn @love-bitesx
spider kisses @kombuuuu
hobie brown x insecure!reader @autumn-hiraeth
comforting reader after a long day @likedovesinthewindd
crafting dates with hobie @bruisedboys
hobie with a pink!gf @redstarwriting
hobie x flirty!reader @spyder-junkie
jammin' out @junewritesstuff
real @redstarwriting
california @autumn-hiraeth
not a morning person @famwhy
family business @fishsticksloser
promise - laufey @zackolanternzz
pretty boy @gh0stsp1d3r
guitars and stolen jewelry @wingedsirens
Gwen Stacy
i don't like dorks @kombuuuu
sleep @fish-eat-fish
gwen x "thief" reader @unluckiestmember
matching tooth gaps @spxdxrpxnk
dr. gwen stacy @lu-vin-it
relationship hcs @dearsnow
comforting gwen @kairiscorner
Pavitr prabhakar
only you @kombuuuu
made for eachother @uramakimochi
stu(dating) @pinpurin
luscious locks @scarthefangirl
dating hcs @hearts4hobie
Miguel O'hara
useless promisses @planetspiderzz
platonic!miguel x daughter-like!reader @pearlsandcoconuts
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kombuuuu · 9 months
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@hearts4hobie is problematic
WE FINALLY GOT ONE BOYS LETS GOOOOOOOOOO
@hearts4hobie LETS GO LETS GO RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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1-danid · 9 months
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This is your doing isn't it @hearts4hobie
The bad angst vibes hve reached my character ai 😭😭
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I AIN'T DOING THIS SHIT TODAY
Listen I love Gwen she'sy boo.
But
DO
NOT
EVER
TOUCH
A
BLACK
PERSON'S
HAIR
WITHOUT
PERMISSION
Nah cause she already first named my parents (she's banner from my house and now she's pulling this.)
We're not even together yet
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conitagray · 10 months
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating hobie brown (hc's)
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pairing: hobie brown x reader
warnings: (mentions of injuries) that’s it
a/n: ojay i’m REALLY sorry for the long ass break i took but i think (hope) i’m better now BUT ily guys so much for waiting🫶🏽 this is so short but I PROMISE i’ll do better soon🫶🏽
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okay
i feel like
this man is so TALL
like whether or not you’re tall
he will always tower over you
he is an acts of service, quality time and physical touch kinda guy😍
doesn’t care about pda whatsoever
like if you’re in public, his hands gots to be on your waist, shoulder or intertwined with your hand
like he has to be touching you in some way
never EVER gets jealous
like he’s a “wear whatever u want i can fight” kind of guy
but sometimes when someone get too far he might or might not beat the shit out of somebody
i feel like his british accent always gets you in shambles
whenever he would play in a bar with his band you HAVE to be there
he’ll like introduce you to his friends and all
he’s like so proud of you in general like
whenever someone would ask
if you were his
he would be like “yup, n they amazin’.”
you would always be in the corner watching his shows
a smile plastered on your face as he played ALWAYS mesmerized you
he would look at you from the stage and wink a lot
every single time it ends, the first thing he would do is go up to you and ask you how it was
and OBVIOUSLY you’d have to say he did amazing
always and somehow injured
would come in your window like almost everyday in the middle of the night after spider-man duties
with multiple injuries
and you would always patch them up
(sometimes he gets hurt on purpose just to see you)
i feel like he would make you sleep in
and cook for you
and seeing him like in an apron in shii
gets you tumbling down stairs😍
always call you by pet names like literally
“love.” “sugar.” 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰😘😘😘
would make you your own little punk vest
has all the colors you like and his combined
it’s just ADORABLE
wont let ANYONE touch his guitar except you
makes you learn how to play his guitar
would be sitting behind you, arms around your shoulders and his hands guiding yours to the strings
would be so proud you learned it
if you both shared an apartment
his side would be so messy but not too messy, filled with like guitar picks, empty paint spray bottles, and his guitar on a stand in the corner
and your half is completely the opposite
© hearts4hobie.
do not steal, translate, and rewrite without permission.
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conitagray · 11 months
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ dating pavitr prabhakar (hc's)
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pairing: pavitr prabhakar x reader
warnings: literally none, just pure fluff!
a/n: stop is it me or i love the diversity in atsv because i legit screamed when pavitr was annouced an indian spiderman bc i tell u my sindhi ass started dying when he spoke hindi like?!?!??! CRYING.
┊ ➶ 。˚   °
okay this is pavitr that we're talking about
like he's a HUGE SOFTIE
he liked you for like such a long time but he was such a chicken and his friends told him to suck it up and do it (poor baby)
he confessed first but he was like actually shaking and sweating in his spot holding flowers
you liked him as well and when you said that he was jumping with JOY
he is obsessed with nicknames
such as
"meri jaan" (my love) "meri pyari" (my beloved) "jaanu" (darling) sobsobsob
like if your sad and he notices
IMMEDIATLY goes
"jaanu whats wrong? you seem sad."
"its okay meri jaan, it'll get better soon." he caresses your cheek slowly.
HES SUCH A CUTIE
is the big spoon but secretly loves being the small spoon (hehe)
you actually almost died when you accidentally said chai tea
"JAANU? CHAI TEA?????" bro was flabbergasted
you ended up saying sorry like a 100 times
he gave in eventually because poor baby couldn't stand you being sad for accidentally saying it
shows you off to all his friends
mans is proud of you over anything you do
you aced your test?
he's SO proud
the little things you do for him make him melt on the spot
like giving him small kisses before he goes to be spiderman
mend his wounds when he gets injured
just by being by his side always makes him happy
you existing is literally the core moment of his life.
© hearts4hobie.
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conitagray · 9 months
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broke my promise.
but it was worth it.
pairing: miles g morales earth42! x reader
inspo: promise - laufey.
genre(?): angst to fluff.
words: 1.7k?
warnings: none really just SUPER angsty
a/n: i actually saw someone post saying they wanted a miles 42 fic inspiring this song BUT I LOST THEIR USER i’m gonna genuinely sob but listen to the song while reading this it’s amazing!! (link to the song on youtube is on top ^)
ps: (no use of y/n here)
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i made a promise… to distance myself.
you were happy with miles, he loved to the moon and back you and you did the same, you were inseparable. but, everything took its turn on you.
“we need to break up.” he looked away, holding back his tears. he was scared, scared to see you heartbroken but he knew, it was for your own good.
“m-miles what do you mean..?” you were standing in the middle of your room, miles in his prowler suit. his masks unfolds revealing his teary-eyed face.
recently, kingpin found out about you, and your relationship with miles, and he warned miles that he’ll kill you and miles knew, he had to keep you safe— to not let you die. he had only one solution.
“mi vida, i swear.. it’s for your own good my boss— found out about us and he wants to..” he stopped, leaving you dazed and confused, his voice soft as ever as he whispered, “kill you..” his voice cracked in every word.
your eyes went wide, not being able to process the words that came out of his mouth. you tried to protest, because you loved miles too much you couldn’t bare to leave him. “b-but can’t you protect me or something?” you rambled, pacing back in forth in your room, tears falling repeatedly.
miles held your arms to stop you from pacing and caressed your hands softly, “you don’t know how bad i want to protect you but it’s no use, they have your location, everything. and your only choice is to leave brooklyn, change your number and just, distance yourself from me— and don’t call me, please.” he pleaded.
you stood there, shocked as you held his hands tighter, tears streaming down your face as you hugged him, a shaky “okay.” coming out of your mouth as you sobbed.
your every word, every breath and every tear made his heart shatter, but he wanted to keep you safe, he was dangerous and he hated it but soon.. soon he’ll get out of this mess, just for you.
“promise?” he whispered softly, gently rubbing your back, to calm you down.
“promise.” you muttered and as you let go of the hug, he smiled at you softly but you knew that smile held back a million tears, waiting to fall. “see you, very soon.” he whispered. and in the blink of an eye, he was gone and you dropped down the floor, sobbing.
took a flight.. through aurora skies.
you packed your bags, leaving your empty apartment and sighing, as you closed the door, you walked down and called a taxi to the airport.
you were in the plane on the way to your hometown, rethinking every memory you had with miles, scrolling through every picture you had on your phone, teary eyed. you didn’t even think about how he didn’t say goodbye, just “see you very soon.”
it hurts to be something, its worse to be nothing with you..
so i didn’t call you, for 16 long days..
it’s been months since you last saw him and, you tried to move on from him— going out with your friends from your hometown, going on dates with other people but no matter how long you resist temptation to think about miles, you will always lose.
it hurts to be something, its worse to be nothing with you..
you thought you were better for a while, dating someone for a month, but you felt no spark— all you thought was about miles, he was the only one running through your mind.
“i’ve done the math {name} there’s no solution. you always think about him and.. we’ll never last.” your partner sighed, whispering softly as you looked away and tears started to paint your face.
“why can’t you let go of him?” your partner continued as they walked out your room and you just slid down to the ground, your knees curled up to your chest not knowing what to think, as you cried.
so, i broke my promise.. i called you last night.
hours later, you went out for fresh air. walking in your pajamas, with your phone in your hand staring at the lit streets of your hometown when you saw something you couldn’t believe, it can’t be him..
a guy, who looked exactly like miles, who could be him. you were speechless as you felt tears well up in your eyes of happiness but at the same time, sadness.
you were about to walk up to him but when the guy started walking, you realized it wasn’t him and you stopped in your tracks, your phone clutched in your hand as the very tears you held started to fall rapidly, but not happiness, despair. your heart breaking knowing it wasn’t him, you decided it’s time to call him, you shouldn’t have, you wouldn’t have.
if it weren’t for the sight of a boy who looked just like him down out on melrose avenue..
you went back to your room, sighing shakily as you opened your phone, your existing wallpaper of you and miles watching the sunset you never changed. you looked for his number and soon found it.
you shakily pressed the call button, putting your phone on speaker as u waited anxiously, every ring on the line made your heart beat faster as you heard the line click.
“hey.. its morales, or miles. i might be busy so leave a message, i might or might not check it.” the line was static as you shakily took a breath to reply to the voice mail.
“hey miles its me.. just wanted to let you know im in {hometown} and..” you stopped and hesitated for a second as you spoke again.
“i really miss you. i hope all is well there in brooklyn and i hope, to see you soon.” you shakily exhaled as you pressed the end call button and tossed your phone to your bed and sighed, putting your pillow ontop of your face.
———
days passed since you left him a voice mail, your patience growing thinner every single day, you couldn’t bare the thought and pain of not seeing him another minute longer, but as if your prayers have been answered.
———
it was the middle of the night, practically 2:30 am. and you were scrolling on your phone as you covered yourself in your blankets, when you hear a knock on your window.
you removed your headphones as you uncovered yourself from your blankets and stood up, slowly walking to your window.
as you looked away for a second to get your phone to turn on the flashlight, your window opened and you jolted, turning to your window.
you couldn’t believe your eyes when you saw him standing in-front of you, miles morales.
you dropped your phone to the ground as you tilted your head in disbelief, tears pooling in your eyes. “m-miles..?” you stuttered, the tears you held now were falling down.
you heard miles’s heavy breathing, as if he ran, ran to you.
as you turned on your lamp, you saw his face and started to tear up more, oh how you missed his sweet smile and little braids.
“oh my god— i— miles you’re, here.” you laughed softly as you hugged him tightly, your tears pouring down.
“i’m here, it’s okay mi amor, i won’t leave you again, i promise.” he whispered softly as he caressed your hair.
as you pulled back from the hug, he gave you one reassuring smile before he leaned closer and your lips met his. and your spark returned, it felt like whatever you yearned for was right in-front of you, and that was miles.
as you pulled back, chuckling softly as you couldn’t believe he was right there. “w-wait what about your boss wouldn’t he—“ you rambled as he held your hand, caressing your jawline softly, “i work with my uncle now, he’s gone and he won’t hurt either of us anymore.” he gave an assuring smile as you kissed him again.
“i missed you so much, there wasn’t a day i never thought about you.” he whispered softly.
“it hurts to be something, but it’s worse to be nothing without you.”
┊ ➶ 。˚   °
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conitagray · 8 months
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babysitting!
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pavitr prabhakar x fem!reader
genre: pure fluff (i promise)
words: 462
summary: babysitting mayday turns into a little feverish moment for pavitr.❤️
a/n: everyone say thank you to @smokeywhalee for this idea 😊 (forgive me for making this so short my motivation is CRASHING)
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it was a long day for the spider people in hq, and it was so happened pavitr— your boyfriend, decided to bring you there, only to be found with a little surprise.
as you entered the premises, pavitr by your side as you held his hand— you both were met with a stressed peter.
he walked up to both of you, mayday in his arms as he rocked her up and down to stop her from crying.
peter tried to catch his breath, wiping the tears off of mayday, “hey sorry to bother kiddos— i can’t find anyone whos willing to take her to the park, do you both have spare time?”
you looked at pavitr with a knowing smile as he returned that smile and you looked back at peter and took mayday in; “of course! we would love to.” you excitedly carried her as she squealed in excitment.
peter smiled at you and thanked you both and walked off— leaving you, pavitr and mayday heading off to the park.
you played with mayday— joining her as you both went down the slide, both screaming in joy and laughing as pavitr sat in a bench, looking at you both in awe— reminiscing this same day this would happen with not only mayday, but with your children in the mere future.
you both were exhausted after playing and decided to sit with pavitr, mayday in your lap, slowly losing her hyper energy. pavitr sat closer and wrapped his arm around your waist— resting his head on your shoulder.
"you'd be a great mother jaanu, i know it." he whispered— making you smile as you looked at him, "you'd be a great father." you whispered back as he hummed in response.
as you were playing with mayday, a butterfly landed on your nose, which caused you to scream— jolting pav up as he panicked but when he realized what was happening, he was blushing like crazy.
meanwhile— you panicked in silence, praying for the butterfly to fly away but it just never left your nose. you looked to pavitr's side to see him smiling and blushing at you— admiring how the butterfly complimented everything about you.
you kept repeating the words "oh my god there's a butterfly on my nose" over and over until mayday overheard you, repeating the word.
"butterfwy? butterfwy!" she excitedly put her hands up which caused you and pavitr to giggle, feeling much more calmer about the butterfly.
soon enough, the butterfly made its way out from your nose and its way back to the garden— mayday falling asleep.
pavitr scooted back next to you, arm around your shoulders as he saw mayday sleeping in your arms comfortably.
"you look really pretty with a butterfly on you jaanu."
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conitagray · 9 months
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“you’re alive in my head..”
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pavitr prabhakar x reader.
genre: pure angst (a little fluff if you squint) | warnings: blood, death, sad pav☹️, super sad
summary: the canon event altered his life forever. | inspo: marjorie by taylor swift.
words: 1k.
a/n: @smokeywhalee came up with this trope and we both cried mentally adding up ideas to eachother (i love her and her ideas yall FOLLOW HER or elmo will end up next to you at 3am)
and marjorie by ts changed my life forever it’s so good i’m not okay 😊💔
p.s: please have tissues next to you 🤧 (and "they" is ur variant btw!)
so sorry in advance pookies
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pavitr had been your bestfriend for so long— you were by his side ever since he became spiderman, his partner in crime, and he always liked you. —
everything about you just made him fall head over heels for you, but he never had the heart to confess owing to the fact that he doesn’t want to lose you yet.
he wished he did sooner..
ever since pavitr’s dimension was falling apart, he couldn’t help but feel devastated, afraid it would happen the same to you, and he was right.
the very moment that was happening, you so happened to be running away from the commotion— your bestfriend pavitr and the other spider people fighting for their life and his dimension, you were about to escape, but unfortunately, a big chunk of debris hits you— slamming you to the ground as you groaned in pain.
you heard the screams of pavitr from afar, as he slung over to you— his friends shouting for him to come back but he couldn't care less about them now that you were hurt badly.
he lifted the debris off of you and carried you bridal style, his words muffled as you couldn't see anything— your vision blurred.
"jaanu please hang on okay? i promise ill get you the hospital as soon as i can please don't close your eyes on me." he panicked as he removed his mask to reveal his teary-eyed face as he held you close, webbing away from the commotion as he wanted to bring you to the nearest hospital.
"pav, i..." you took all your strength to get his attention as he stopped webbing and went through the empty street, your heartbeat slowly slowing down as it became harder to breathe.
he noticed immediately and laid you on the ground, his hand cupping your cheek as he kept whispering a "no no no please no." trying to stop the blood from your chest.
"pav, i.. love you." you mumbled your last words to him as you closed your eyes— your last breath, last tear and last smile to him all leaving your body as you lay lifeless on the ground, his screams were all that was audible, becoming increasingly faint until they were completely gone.
pavitr's tears were now hitting the ground as he clutched your lifeless body, holding on it for dear life as he sobbed— his heart breaking now that he lost you, his canon event.
his tears never came to an end as he couldn't believe he was processing everything, he lost his thithli.
gwen, hobie, and miles run over to him as they saw pavitr and you, your dead body but they couldn't do anything but feel heartbroken with paviitr as it was his canon event even though you were dead now, you're alive in his head.
he wished he could spend one last prominence with you, but now that you were gone, he wished you were still around.
゚+*:ꔫ:*﹤
pavitr never moved on, never recovered from your death; if he didn't know better, he'd wish you were still alive; he wanted he could say i love you— and that remorse has filled him with guilt every single day.
hobie would always try to cheer him up and it would never work, he would still feel devastated and blame himself for your death— that he couldn't save you in time. it was never his fault.
all of this happening with his dimension falling apart and losing you hit him like a truck, he lost his spark and he'd do anything to get you back, anything — and he wished he could find one way to say i love you to you one last time.
゚+*:ꔫ:*﹤
he’d never been to hq ever since your death, he was merely drained to continue as spiderman anymore— the fear and guilt overcoming him; scared the same would happen to other people like it happened to you.
hobie got to cheer him up somewhat and convinced him to finally go to hq but when he walked in, he bumped into a familiar face he knew oh too well.
“im so sorry i—“ pavitr turned around to apologize to who he bumped when his blood ran cold, his whole body frozen as he couldn’t believe who it was, you; but not entirely.
“it’s okay! i’m fine— and are you okay?” they said, scanning pavitr’s body for any injuries and so.
“yeah— i’m, im fine— can i talk to you for a second?” pavitr said, breaking out of his trance as he grabbed their hand and walked to an empty corner.
“woah okay—“ they followed pavitr, standing in a small corner waiting for him to talk.
“are you… [name]?” he asked, your name coming out of his mouth breaking his heart. their eyes went wide— the shock of their name coming out of his mouth indirectly.
“y-yeah i’m from earth 5100..” those words broke pavitr’s heart, a lump going down his throat as he smiled— knowing that they weren’t his.
they could see the obvious heartbreak in pavitr's eyes and its like they could feel his pain too; "i suppose you lost a variant of me in your world..?" they muttered as pavitr nodded— his tears planting his brown skin as their heart broke.
"can i..?" pavitr whispered, gesturing for a hug as they agreed with open arms— he rushed to their arms, breaking down in more tears as he felt your touch again— but not entirely yours.
"i'm so sorry.. im sure they're so proud of you for getting through this, i know you want them back but im not them."
"i know.. i just wished i could say i love you to them one last time." he muttered, his face buried in their neck as he cried harder— clutching their shirt.
he has no choice but to owe the fact that he lost you, and the person in front of him is oh so heartwarming to him, its not you and he has to accept that, but you're alive in his head.
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conitagray · 10 months
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i remember it, all too well.
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42!miles g morales x reader
summary: you've been dating someone for a year and slowly you realize they've become distant. barely texting you, not showing any admiration, always out clubbing. until you went to their place and see something unspeakably wrong, you snap and they try to come back to you. months later, still broken. you met miles and you two become very close. one day you see them again and you can remember the memories all too well.
warnings: super angst (fluff in the end of COURSE) cursing, bad spanish (i’m so sorry y’all😭) creepy ex bro, cheating.
a/n: WHOOP i started listening to atwtmv for like a 100 times and it gave me the idea to write this (all hail taylor swift!!) this is gonna be so angsty i swear like im so sorry yall 😭 but lemme tell y’all i swear 42 miles has rizz i’m not lying
words: 2.2k
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your life was pretty fine the past few months since you’ve met your partner.
they were, everything you wanted. they loved you to the moon and back and you said the same thing too.
but a year passed and things started to change, drastically.
they stopped paying attention to you, stopped hanging out with you, was always on their phone and most of all, always went clubbing.
you’d be at your place and it was around 12:45 in the morning, he was supposed to come by.
the first thing that came up to your mind was text him, they were probably busy anyway?
…..
love&lt;3
12:46 am
y/n: babe, wru? you were supposed to come to my place an hour ago.
seen 12:48 am.
y/n : hello?
seen 12:50 am.
……
you sighed, tossing your phone to the side of the bed as u curled up in ball, thinking why they left you on seen.
you decided to go check up on them yourself, so you put your shoes on and walked over to his apartment.
you knocked on their door, seemingly waiting for an answer, there was none.
so you opened the door which was seemingly unlocked, and scanned around the room, calling out their name.
when you heard loud music from his room.
you knocked but there was no answer as you thought the music was drowning your knock so you opened it.
and oh boy were you in for a surprise.
you dropped your purse on the floor as you stood there as if you saw a ghost, but instead you saw them making out with someone else.
“so that’s how shits going huh.” you said bluntly with tears in your eyes as your words jolted both of them up and your partner turned to look at you.
“it’s not what it seems like bab-“ they were protesting, pushing the other person away and walking to you but you cut them off and pushed them away.
“there’s nothing to fucking explain!” you screamed. “its all right infront of me, dont even bother.” you said as the tears flowed out of your eyes, looking away.
“please love im sorry i- just- give me another chance” they tried to grab your hands and you pulled away quickly.
“so you just can call me up again just to break me like a fucking promise huh? i expected better from you.” my voice cracked at every word as i walked away and slammed the door shut.
i was home, on the floor. in a ball of sadness. tears, snot, everything flowing out. while they kept texting me.
…..
unknown number.
1:15 am
un: babe please
un: please im sorry
un: i won’t do it again
un: forgive me
seen 1:20 am.
…..
you knew damn well he was lying so you blocked the number, shutting off your phone and sliding it across the room.
that day, your whole heart broke, you never felt anything anymore, love was completely just a game to you
but do you think everything will change soon?
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it was your usual day. wake up, get ready for work, walk, get to work and actually work.
you worked at the cashier in some convenience store.
you’d felt numb and dull the past few weeks and didn’t really have the motivation to do anything, but you had to so you did. but you just remember everything all too well.
you were doing your job as normal and nothing around changed honestly, it was just your average normal day until someone came in that caught your eye.
it was a boy about your age, he was wearing sweatpants and a sweater, the way his jawline stands out and his braids touching his shoulders.
you thought he was cute but you shook off your feelings and went on with your day.
you noticed he was catching a few glances from you, you thought of it as nothing when he paid normally and went out the store.
but he kept coming back to the store every single day for the whole week and you two start to talk a bit more, but not your actual huge conversations.
but this one time. he was in the store picking up a few stuff and bringing it to the counter.
you scanned the items as you put it in a paper bag,
“15.44.” you told him the price.
“keep the change.” he said giving you a 20 and his spanish accent had you rolling on the floor (metaphorically).
you mumbled a thank you as he walked out, you were going to put the 20 in the cash box but suddenly, you saw a note attached to it.
* xxx-xxx-xxxx, my number. text me soon hermosa. - miles:) *
you were shocked to the brim as u held the paper in hand profusely blushing as you started to smile a bit.
did a guy just really give his number out to you?
you kept the note in your pocket, still blushing and went on with your day. until you came back home
you held the note in your hand again, still contemplating if you should put the number in your phone.
you did it anyway.
as you shakily typed the number in your phone, you added his name in the contact number and pressed the message button.
…..
miles(?)
10:05 pm.
y/n: hello?
*minutes pass by and you were doubting a message back from him. but your phone dinged.*
miles(?): hey
*you were shaking in your bed as you saw his reply.*
y/n: you’re miles right?, the guy from the store?
miles(?): the one and only. miles(?): and you’re…?
y/n: sorry.. i’m y/n
miles(?): nice name ;)
*at that point you were shocked by the little winky face he put*
y/n: the same goes to you :)) y/n: so.. weird question but why’d you give me your number?
miles(?): just thought you were cute.
*his reply literally had you in shambles and you didn’t know what to reply with but it hit you. it could be your ex’s friend again trying to get on you for breaking up with them.*
y/n: are u sure? because i swear to god if you’re one of my ex’s friends trying to shit on me for breaking up w them i will literally murder you.
miles(?): i swear, i don’t know who your ex is. but are you okay though?
*i sighed in relief, knowing that they stopped doing it.*
y/n: yeah, sorry i’m just paranoid. y/n: i gotta go, talk to you soon?
miles(?): alright, see ya soon hermosa.
……
you closed your phone and start to smile, but it feels like everything that went down happened was only yesterday, time won’t fly for you. it’s like your paralyzed in your own heartbreak.
you lay down in your bed, thoughts drowning in you as you start to fall asleep.
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days turn to weeks and you and miles start to become closer friends. and you wouldn’t deny to admit that you liked him, ALOT.
but you never told him. you were scared of commitment ever since it happened.
you never told him, you never bothered to say anything because he never asked you and you were fine with it. until one day.
you both were on the rooftop at his place laughing about anything and everything, talking about what happens.
until he asks a question.
“so, that day, the day you first messaged me about your ex’s friends shitting on you for what happened, whyd you think i was one of them?” he looked at the stars slyly, glancing at you at times.
“well.” you sighed, fiddling around with your fingers,
“i didn’t know who his friends were, so they would come around at work, giving me their number and i would text them obviously and they would always tell me i was cute or something but the next second they just shit on me saying mean stuff and i kinda just couldn’t trust anyone after that.”
he looks back down to look at you , with an apologetic look on his face, when he went to scoot a bit closer to you.
“can i ask what happened?” he asked as his hand was slightly touching yours as you looked at the stars.
“we were happy for a year, everything was fine but they grew distant. they stopped talking to me and always went to clubs and came back home drunk. they seemed off for so long and i went to their place and saw them making out with someone else and i just kinda lost it, because they did this twice and i lost my shit at that point, i haven’t felt love ever since. i just kinda lost motivation, i really want my old self but i just can’t seem to find it.” tears filled your eyes to the brim as i told him everything.
as the tears start to flow out, he hugged you tightly and rubbed your back. “lo siento mucho querida.” he whispered.
“you did nothing wrong okay? it was all them.” he hugged you tighter.
as he pulled back from the hug, wiping the tears from your eyes.
it was silent for a moment after he pulled away.
“i could change that.” he spoke up after the brief silence that filled between us.
you locked at him surprised, “what.. do you mean?”
“you said.. you would never feel love again right..?” his words were soft when he spoke.
you nodded slowly as you turn to look at him looking at the stars.
“well, i could change that.” his head lowered down to look at you but you looked away.
“how will i know you end up the same as they did?” you looked down looking at your knees when you felt his hand grab your chin and pull you in closer for a kiss.
you were shocked at first but then you slowly melt in to the kiss, finally realizing he was the one.
as he pulled away, he held your hand tightly. “i promise i won’t break your heart mi amor.” he whispered. "ill give you the world, the stars if possible, anything for you."
you felt this wave of love you’ve never felt before and it made you feel full, you went to hug him tightly as you never wanted to pull back
“i love you, miles.”
“te quiero también, mi amor. más de lo que sabes.”
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after that day, you and miles started dating and it was nothing like you experienced before.
it was always flowers here, flowers there and he was just a straight up gentleman to you.
you just closed up your shop early tonight to go on your first date with miles, and when you both were walking there, you bumped into someone and both crash to the ground.
“oh my god im so sorr-“ you were frantically picking up their stuff to give it back and when you both look at eachother, you stopped talking. it was your ex.
everything, every single memory of you both flowed down your mind and you remembered it all too well.
“amor are you okay?” miles bent down to check on you when he noticed you giving a dirty glance at your ex, and it hit him.
“yeah i’m fine let’s just go.” you tried to stand up but your ex’s hand pulled you back down and restraining you from standing up.
“what the fuck do you want?” you screamed and it grabbed miles attention.
“please, im sorry i didn’t mean it can things just go back the way it was?” he protested and was on their knees begging you to stay
i pulled my hand out of his grip as we both stood up “i already told you, a million fucking times, no.”
“please i’m sorry, i- i was drunk and i wasn’t thinking straight.”
“so you’re telling me, those both times you were drunk and you weren’t thinking straight? those both times you fucking cheated on me and you weren’t thinking straight? you choosing pleasure over our goddamn relationship and you weren’t thinking straight? you could’ve thought for a SINGLE moment, will this affect my relationship? of course it fucking will you asshole. get out of my sight.” you stood back up and walked opposite where your ex was, but they wouldn’t stop and grabbed your hand again.
“just forgive me plea-“ he was about to get on his knees but miles stood infront of you and grabbed their arm tightly so they could release your arm
“back up bro, y/n already told you they don’t want you. don’t make it harder for us. one step closer and you’re gone got it?” miles let go of his hand as a warning and they nodded and ran away and miles turned to you.
“are you okay querida? you aren’t hurt anywhere are you?” he put his arms on your shoulders, scanning your body for any wounds.
“i’m okay, just a bit shaken up." you sighed, fixing your clothes.
miles was genuinely worried about you and you told him everything's fine as long he was with you.
"i'm so sorry amor that they keep doing that to you." he grabbed yout waist and pulled you in a hug.
"you know ill protect you always right?" he pulled away from the hug.
"promise?" you held out your pinky for a pinky promise and smiled softly.
"promise querida." he took his pinky and hooked it with yours and shook it softly and pulled you in another hug.
although you still remember all the heartbreaking memories all too well, you had him and that was enough for you.
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conitagray · 8 months
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what about your promises, babe?
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hobie brown x reader
warnings: cheating, alcohol, angst.
genre: angst (im sorry yall😞) (pics by @ caicrisis.)
inspo: babe (taylor's version.) (from the vault)
summary: he broke your promise.
a/n: no use of y/n, they/them pronouns for reader
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what about your promises, promises?
you and hobie met at a bar, precisely the one he performed at— his eye caught on you for standing out with your unique physique, and ever since that day he's fallen in love with you every day.
he'd love you with his whole heart and promised to never cheat on you— no matter whether drunk or sober, he would never have the guts to do it, what a shame,
didn't want to be the one that got away.
it had been almost an hour since you'd gotten dressed for your dinner with hobie, and you tried contacting him but had no luck—assuming he was still performing, so you decided to meet him there.
you walked into the bar's doors— the smell of alcohol hitting your nose firmly, looking around to find hobie, big mistake.
you’d go to the spot where you’d both always stay at— only to find him sitting on a bar stool with a girl on his lap kissing him, her lips on his neck.
you broke the sweetest promise that you never should have never made.
you stood there in shock— the scene replaying over and over in your mind as hobie noticed you and pushed the girl off, running to you.
you walked out the bar, tears filling up your eyes as hobie grabbed your wrist— stopping you in your tracks.
“love, i’m sorry i-“ he pleaded, his voice cracking as the smell of his breath reeked of alcohol. “please leave me alone.” you cut him off, breathless trying to get out from his grasp on your arm.
“i was drunk and— and i, didn’t realize it until you came.” he was on his knees at this point, begging for you to forgive him.
“you we’re drunk and you couldn’t think twice about your actions? the promises we made? you said no one else, how could you do this babe..?” those last words hit hobie like a truck, the way your voice croaked as you broke down in tears— he wished he could rewind time all over again.
you walked away leaving hobie at the entrance of the bar, your heart broken and this is the last time you’ll ever call him babe.
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what a shame, taking down the pictures and the plans we made.
all memories, all photos and plans were all gone— but not in your mind, as you sat on the floor with an album in-front of you with pictures of your happiest moments with him— all burned down with your tears falling down on your cheeks, his secrets has its consequence.
every day, every night for 2 weeks you would be on the kitchen floor, he calls and you won’t hear it, blocking the number every time you had a chance and he’d always find a way to call you until he stopped.
that very moment— your life started to get better, but deep inside of your mind— you missed him till the death of you.
you found loving friends who helped you cheer up and made you see the better in you, every step closer to making you move on, until you lost that motivation.
you were out with those said friends, having the time of your life until you bumped into someone accidentally, apologizing sincerely before you stopped in your words— realizing who you bumped into, the waves of emotions and memories washing over you, leaving you speechless.
hobie said your name breathlessly as he walked up to you, making you walk backwards in fear—
“hey man, leave em alone they’re not comfortable with you.” one of your friends approached him, pushing him back lightly making him jolt in her touch.
“can i please, talk to them?” hobie pleaded, begged for one conversation to make it up to you; your friends looked at you in concern if you were okay and you gave them a reassuring nod telling them you’ll be fine— as they walked far to respect your privacy.
you turned to face hobie, his glossy eyes breaking your heart but at the same time— your sympathy for him couldn’t care less, you were hurt and sad he crossed your way.
“speak up.” you said bluntly as you crossed your arms, your finger tapping obnoxiously on your arm.
“can us work out again..? i’m sorry, i really am. i was drunk i was out of my mind and—“ he took a deep breath before he spoke again but you cut him off.
“you already said this bullshit way too many times, since you admitted it— i keep picturing her lips on your neck, i can’t unsee it.” your voice quivering made his heart shatter.
“i hate that because of you, i cant love you babe.” you whispered leaving hobie there to stand while the whole scene replayed in your mind over and over again.
“what a shame, didn’t want to be the one that got away..”
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conitagray · 9 months
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OK BUT HEAR ME OUT PAVITR WITH A SOUTHEAST ASIAN S/O
I’m Indonesian myself and I barely see SEAsian!Reader content and I’m currently writing one rn bc I LOVE this idea
HELLO??? THIS IS SO CUTE WHAT THE FUCK i love it with u anon THANK YOU LOVE<33
im gonna make it as hcs because IM SO LAZY to make a fic sobsob IM SO SORRY ITS SHORT MY BRAINCELLS R DYING RIGHT NOW
okay i feel like
he would adore your special traits i mean he would LOVE IT
you guys rule the world being the most diverse couple
he would learn your language no DOUBT no matter if its hard or easy he would do it he would say little phrases in your language and its SO CUTE
but if your hindu/sindhi like him yall would never never talk in english, he would literally embrace every moment and will be so grateful he has a sindhi/hindu s/o
he would try your traditional food and he would be in LOVE like he be melting n shit
but if your hindu/sindhi like him he would have chai sessions w you every day with pav bhaji (UGHHHH AMAZING)
if you have a rough hair day, he would put coconut oil in your hair (the brand parachute coconut oil ALWAYS saves the day!!!!!!111)
would watch kabhi kushi kabhi gham with you everyday and will always cry to it even if u arent indian and you would cry to it too!!! (whoever is reading this PLEAAASEE WATCH IT ITS SO GOOD I PROMISE)
call eachother petnames in yalls language its so adorable im melting physically
EITHER WAY he really really really loves you
(i need him im so deluSIONAL)
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conitagray · 9 months
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@zalayni how we feeling babes there’s a second one💀😭🏃‍♀️💨
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