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fiona gallagher // the angry man in the house
#ami weaves a web#for real this time!!! since it's not just a couple of pictures with lyrics from one (1) song lol#anyways#tw abuse#something about growing up with an angry abusive father and harboring all this fear and then watching your siblings learn his violence#and then turn it on you#and you're also this deeply angry person#there's no escaping that#but seeing your father's rage in your baby brother's eyes#the baby brother you've raised from infancy#god. it fucks me up so much#also the fact that fiona looks resigned to frank's anger and puts on this brave face when he's yelling at her but is visibly shaken and#terrified when it's lip or ian is breaking my heart#you can put up your wall of steel when you know someone's going to hurt you. but when you don't expect it...#man fuck these fathers who put their hands on their little kids#i should be allowed to go feral i think. hm. maybe i am just struggling to be at home with my family. anyways#fuck frank all my homies hate frank
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miles g strikes me as the kind of person who's all "whatever. i don't care. i don't care. im a badass, im a motherfucker, don't fuck with me, bitches" while not realizing that everyone can see he's abt one bungled mission away from breaking down and sobbing in the street
#across the spider verse#earth 42 miles#miles g morales#hes a scared child that was forced to grow up too fast#due to his dad's death/his uncle's further influence/his mom and hims financial situation#he might not have acted shaken during the ending but while 1610 miles was out he fr had a mini breakdown in private#he screamed into a pillow for forty five minutes while aaron tied up 1610 miles#if he sees earth 1610 jefferson he's gonna zip and hug him like 1610 miles did to aaron and then cry#probably for the first time in YEARS#if they dont lean into the wounded latchkey kid aspect of earth 42 miles in the next movie im gonna scream#dont you dare make him a villain phil lord dont you fucking dare#hes *tired*#just let the boy rest
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Is Chef alive? Like please tell me that man is still out there living his best life.
chef is...Alive.
but i wouldn't say he's living his best life, no.
( sigh...tw for sexual assault, coercion and violence )
so basically, when stan figured out that e.t. tenorman was cartman, which, an anon asked if if stan knows e is cartman...yes, he does.
and all too well.
his music savant boy synesthesia went crazy when cartman started talking the first time they reunited and he couldn't place why this man he'd never met before sounded oddly familliar and why...
his voice sounded like the worst sound in the world.
but he didn't need to wait long for his answer, because right before their first big band meeting ended and all the music/marketing execs, scott, jimmy and kenny left the room, cartman caught stan by his shirt front, yanked him violently towards him and whispered...
"hello, shannon." ;)
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCK YOU!!!!
so basically cartman is black-mailing ravenstan into being complaint and doing whatever he wants and honestly, more than telling people that raven is stan...e knows that stan doesn't care about himself, he doesn't care about getting hurt/what happens to him...but that the way to hurt him...
is by hurting other people.
specifically the people he cares about.
so when ravenstan tries to back out of the band bc fuck this, who cares if it's his dream, it's not worth this...it's fucking not.
so stan is like "what. do. you. want."
and cartman is like..."what i've always wanted, of course..."
"your compliance, your undying devotion..."
"your body."
AAAAAAAAAAAA I HATE YOU I HAAATE YOU
i want to Scream, oh my GOOOOD!!!!! FUCK YOU
and then he's basically like "here's the deal, sh@n..."
( he misgenders stan a lot by the way...please die )
"either you give me what i want, whatever i want, whenever i want or else everyone around you, all the stupid, silly little people you love...will suffer for your spite and disobedience. is that clear?"
and stan just rolls his eyes like "fuck you, cartman. you're all talk; that's all you've ever been. all bark no bite, you fucking purse perro."
and cartman is like..."oh?" takes his phone out, dials a number & says
"do it."
and about ten minutes later, kenny calls him and is like
"stan??? S-STAN??? ARE YOU THERE???"
"DAD HAS BEEN SHOT."
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FUCKFUCKFUFKC
and stan is crying and screaming like "oh my god, oh my god, fuckfuckfuck!!!!! is-is he okay...ken, is he--is he--"
glaring at cartman, ready to lunge, shocked, horrified...
Disgusted.
and ken replies "no...no he's...he's alive. it was just his shoulder, but, oh my god, stan--holy FUCK. we have--we have to go see him, stan!!"
and stan wants to tell them it's this PINCHE PENDEJO CARTMAN who terrorized him his whole childhood, but cartman just shakes his head and mouthes 'no' then lifts his finger to say 'shh' and then takes that same finger and runs it across his throat as if to say...
'talk and i'll kill him.'
so stan's face crumples bc he's Helpless and he has no choice, so he just chokes back a sob and is like 'no, we can't. we have this record deal. we have to sign the contract tomorrow. it's—it’s important."
and kenny is aghast like "mORE IMPORTANT THAN DAD ALMOST DYING??? STAN!!! WHAT ARE YOU EVEN SAYING, FUCK THAT WE HAVE TO SEE DAD, WE HAVE TO--"
and stan just goes "We’re. Not. Going." and hangs up.
cartman snickers and smirks and stan's face's so mad and sad. he wants to scream like this is so fkn horrible this is his worst nightmare
...then chef calls him.
dad.
the only dad he's ever known.
and cartman just smiles and goes
"tell him you hate him and you never want to see him again."
and stan is shaking his head, he's practically pleading, shouting
"nonoNONONO!!! anything. pl-please don't make me do this, p-ple--"
but cartman simply commands
"or else."
so chef on the phone is like "h-hey, blue. look, i'm okay, i'm okay. don't cry, i know how you are kid. i'm gonna be alright, it's gonna take more than some dumb bullet to put your old man in the ground. the whole thing was so odd...? they think it was...a stray bullet. crossfire. gang stuff. you know how it is out here. but it just 'minded me of how short life can be, how fast things can go. so don't worry. and i know...i know i was cross with you and ken for leaving. i know i said it was a useless dream and you two would come home all heartbroken with your tails between your legs...but you're making a real name for yourself! well, a fake one, i suppose, hah. but i just wanted to say...that i'm real proud of you, kiddo. and i--i miss you.
i love you, stanley."
and stan's just listening, crying wordlessly, clutching his phone so hard that his knuckles go white and all he wants to do is tell his dad he loves him and he's sorry, he's so fucking sorry, this is all his fault, this is all his fucking fault like always, for dreaming to big and being oblivious and a fuck up and getting everyone wrapped up in his mess
but he can't...so in a deadpan with his eyes shut, all he says is
"i hate you."
and chef's like "haha, real funny, stan. but if you're tryna hurt my heart to distract me from my shoulde--"
and stan just interrupts him in the same terse, robotic voice.
choking back sobs and screams, shaking so hard he can't see.
"listen to me. i never...i never want to speak to you again. ken...ken feels the same. don't call me. or them. don't call here ever again. ever. don't try and reach out, don't look for us. things are different now."
and chef is so confused and sad and scared like he literally just got shot and somehow this is worse...this is so much work. so with his heart breaking in his voice, he says...
"is that...is that really want you want, son?"
and stan just goes...
"it's..."
and he can barely say it, holy fuck. but he does and it's
"what i want."
but that's not all.
oh, no, my friends.
because it's time for the big finish.
the stan finale.
ravenstan grits his teeth, tears and blood in his mouth, then says
"and i'm not your son.
you're not...
...you're not my real dad.
never have, never will be.
goodbye."
and clicks off and FUCK. it's not true, it's all a fucking lie. but he needed to say something that hurt so badly that his dad wouldn't call him again...something so excruciating that it would end it all.
and cartman just gives him a round of applause while stan is sneering and seething and sobbing because he just had to do the second worst thing he's ever done in his life and cartman is...
clapping and cheering.
it's sick.
and cartman's like "bravo. that was quite the performance, marsh. you're quite the little actress, aren't you?"
AAAAAAAAAAAA I'M SO MAD!!! DIEDIEDIIIIE
this is all part of a very horrible flashback chapter way in the future and i will say that it ends...with cartman telling him to do something, the awful sound of his belt unbuckling...
and stan's knees hitting the floor.
I'M SICK!!!!! AAAA!!! and it's so horrible because it's his whole life, it's his dad all over again ( yes, i'm disgusted ) and him threatening to punish shelley and sharon if he doesn't comply, it's all the horrible men at ruffians, their horrible, hungry hands and mouths and stares all over him so he could sing on fridays. and now it's being indebted to cartman, being trapped again, forced to do disgusting shit. Again.
one bird cage to the next...who cares if it's golden, right?
but yeah, the boys get signed, everyone is super excited and stan's like yay...yippee...this is so fun. kenny, ofc, thinks that chef just cut ties, decided he doesn't support their dreams and that's that. also the other boys slowly get coerced by cartman in different ways...i will say that kenny is super addicted to coke and cartman is basically using that to control them and keep them disillusioned and devoted.
one last thing is that during marj's party in the cd manwhorsion during my second favorite chapter, cartman is talking to kyle and the blondies haus and is like 'i see you've met my songbird...pretty isn't she? well trained too. sings whenever i ask, isn't that right, raven?'
and idk his hand is like halfway up raven's shirt and raven is just laughing and nodding looking so ready to die, downing his drink.
and once he gets away, raven is bolting for the door and kyle's super concerned like 'hey...are you okay? that guy...i don't like the way that guy was talking to you." super protective crush mode jersey activate.
and stan's just like "don't, kyle. it's fine. i-i'm fine...."
and kyle is like "you don't--you don't look fine, raven...you look..."
and stan, who never raises his voice is like
"I SAID LEAVE. IT. ALONE. JERSEY.”
and storms out.....aaaaaaaaaa fuck we're in hell.
anyways! cheers! mazel! enjoy your horrible, deplorable, hurt no comfort lore that makes me want to literally Krill Myself.
-uncle nina, who is going to murder rm!cartman w/ my bare hands
#okay please don't read this post if you are at all uncomfortable with the tw topics or dark themes in general#unfortunately rm is not pep and while pep is dark...this fanfic is very fucked up v bad things happen to it and to the ppl we luv#god the way stan just continues to be trapped in horrible situations that make him sick and has no agency and is a marinette#i hate everything so bad he is just literally doomed i love him so much he sacrifices so much for everyone around him#my sweet sweet lovely kind angel boy#you don't deserve any of this i'm so sorry my love#oh my god i'm so fucking sad why am i like this#i couldn't just write a NICE fanfiction like man COME ON#oh i just know when kyle finds out its so over#like he is going to beat him bloody#everyone who has ever laid a hand on stanley marsh is going to lose it and then their life#not the kyle when he’s vulnerable and shaken but the jersey when he’s trying to push him away#I HATE IT HERE I LOVE U STAN I LOVE U BABY
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Valicer OT3 Week, Day Six: No One Wants To Leave The Cuddle Pile
The penultimate day of OT3 Week, courtesy of @ot3-week, and we have a fairly soft prompt to go with it -- "No one wants to leave the cuddle pile!" Because why would you? :p This one also said "Modern!AU" to me, so here we have Victor, Alice, and Smiler hanging out together at Victor's in a blanket nest. And while no one WANTS to leave the cuddle pile, a certain someone feels he HAS to... (Oh, and again, a warning for slight kinkiness at the end -- it's not even as explicit as the Day Four prompt, but the last line makes it clear where this is going. XD)
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“I really should get up.”
“No, you really shouldn’t,” Smiler instantly retorted, snuggling their head more firmly into Victor’s chest as they continued playing phone Solitaire. In their peripheral vision, they spotted Alice put one of her legs over Victor’s, silently echoing the sentiment without looking up from her book.
“I should,” Victor insisted, though without much force behind it. “I promised my mother that I’d look at those photos she sent me of Duke Melbourne’s party, and I haven’t gotten to them yet.”
“Sod your mother,” Alice said, wriggling into Victor’s side. “I’m comfortable.”
“Same,” Smiler agreed, glancing up at Victor’s – well, mostly his chin from this angle. “We spent a half-hour getting this pillow nest together, and I’m not getting up until I’m good and ready.”
“I didn’t say either of you two had to get up,” Victor pointed out, poking Smiler’s nose. “I’m certainly not going to make you look at the probably twelve million pictures she’s sent me. But she’s expecting me to fake enthusiasm for her little trip in an e-mail before the day’s out, so...”
“It’s not that late,” Alice said, finally looking up. “At least, I don’t think so. Smiler?”
Smiler glanced at the top of their phone screen. “Only 5 PM,” they confirmed. “You’ve got plenty of time to pretend to be excited she got invited to a party you don’t care about.”
“I – I don’t know,” Victor muttered, unwrapping his arm from Alice’s shoulders to rub the back of his head – Alice pouted at the loss. “If I don’t respond to her in time, she’ll send me another e-mail about how electronic post isn’t supposed to get lost, and then it’ll become a whole thing, and – I should get it over with.”
“How about you stay here instead, and after supper, I’ll help you set up a form e-mail that’ll automatically mail itself to her a couple of hours after she sends you one of her ‘you won’t believe who I saw throwing up in a gold toilet’ photoshoots?” Smiler offered. “She’ll never notice you keep saying the exact same things for each party, right?”
“You really could – no,” Victor cut himself off, shaking his head. “I should at least make some effort. And I know neither of you think much of her attention span in regards to me–”
“Or her in general,” Alice added, recapturing his arm and wrapping it around herself.
“Of course – but she probably would at least eventually notice that it’s the same e-mail each time. And that would be...” He grimaced. “Bad.”
“You’re a grown man living on your own,” Alice pointed out. “She can’t do that much to you anymore.”
“Unless she comes barging over here to demand what I’m on about,” Victor muttered. “And if I think I’m funny and don’t I care about how our family is perceived and why am I always like this and...”
“Okay, yeah, let’s avoid her actually showing up in person,” Smiler agreed, grimacing. “But come on, the e-mail can wait until after supper. Just pretend you were giving all the pictures an extra-close look.”
“You can bullshit her anytime,” Alice agreed, still hanging onto his arm. “Stay?”
Victor pulled some faces, and for a moment Smiler was sure he was about to give in...and then what they’d privately dubbed the “familial bullshit” frown crossed his face, and he sighed. “I r-really should just do it now,” he mumbled, reluctantly pulling his arm free from Alice’s grip. “At least – pretend to be a good son.”
Smiler frowned, then looked over at Alice as Victor continued untangling himself from them. She met their eyes, then nodded once. Smiler nodded back and sat up, ending their Solitaire game and moving over to Photos. From there, it was just a matter of flicking through their collection of gifs until they found the right one –
And then, just as Victor made to stand up, grabbing Victor’s wrist and saying, gently but firmly, “Open your heart to joy, Victor.”
Victor jerked to a stop, eyes wide – and then the trigger actually hit him, and his gaze took on a familiar muzzy look. “Oh, that’s not fair,” he complained, voice already dulling.
“Wouldn’t work if you didn’t want it to,” Smiler sing-songed, tugging Victor backwards.
“Indeed,” Alice agreed, lightly pushing on Victor’s chest to help topple him over. “Now lie down on the pillows again, there’s a good boy...I think Smiler has something special for you to watch, don’t they?”
“Yup – your favorite,” Smiler confirmed, holding the looping gif of the twin spinning spirals right in front of Victor’s face. His eyes immediately locked onto the screen, and Smiler saw his shoulders sag into the pillows just a little bit more. “Let the spirals empty out your head now, Victor. Let them drain away all those worries, all those cares, all that everything that was stopping you from relaxing and enjoying yourself. Let it all go. No more thoughts for now, Victor. No more thoughts. No thoughts...”
“...just smiles,” Victor responded, his lips lifting into a beautifully silly grin as the trance took full hold.
“That’s right,” Alice nodded, shooting Smiler a pleased smirk before curling up by Victor’s side and stroking his hair. “No thoughts, just smiles.”
“Just smiles,” Smiler agreed, getting themselves into a slightly more comfortable position as well –
And then they grinned, and rested a hand on Victor’s thigh. “Well. Maybe a little more than just smiles...”
#ot3week#valicer#prompt#fanfic#human smiler AU#victor van dort#alice liddell#smiler alton#I really like the image of them all just lounging together in a blanket nest#granted it occurs to me that I kind of forgot to give Victor something to do while there#but maybe he was just happy to cuddle#or maybe he was working on a song in his head or something similar#the important thing is he was happy there#and Alice and Smiler knew that he wasn't going to be happy writing an e-mail to his mother#so brain-melting times XD#'Open your heart to joy' is one of the things that actually pops up on the Marmaliser's screen#I mean it SOUNDS like a fucking trigger phrase doesn't it?#so I had to turn it into one XD#again this is all consensual and Victor would have shaken it off if he really wanted to go#but he didn't and so there he is#I imagine he will write the e-mail after supper#feeling uh quite satisfied with life XD#queued
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Ruin: he said he was going to torture me
Moon: that’s cringe.
#as funny as that comment is#moon please I know you don’t entirely trust him but wtf#ruin is insanely shaken up#he just got fucking kidnapped#now is not the time
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I just fucking love it when someone has dogs that are too strong for them and one of them is dog aggressive and not wearing a muzzle. Just love it. And don't get angry when I need to physically kick your dog away after it bit both me and my dog, be happy my almost 40 kilo dog listened to me and did not bite back. Fucking hell.
#good morning!#I didn't even have my coffee yet#Roef is too riled up for me to check him properly for bites#he looks tough but he's easily scared and he's pretty shaken#even after we walked off the tension somewhat by walking for an extra 30 minutes#there was some blood on my hand when I felt his leg but I can't see anything#will check again when he's calmed down#haven't seen any more blood so I think it's not that bad luckily#I have a bruise on my leg and a little superficial hole so it's not that bad#that dog wasn't there to make friends#I'm ashamed to say I kind of lost it#I yelled like a fishwife and cursed like a sailor#pretty sure everyone in my street is awake now#I do feel bad about kicking a dog though but I think the kick was nicer than having Roef actually getting angry and biting#I don't think I really hurt the dog that bad and he did back off long enough for his owner to fetch him so it is what it is#I could have been kinder to the lady because I'm sure she didn't want this either but I was so fucking pissed and just went off#maybe I'll have a talk with her once things have cooled down she only lives a block away so I know where to find her#liedeke talks#dogs#animals#roef#my pets#my dogs
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god bless my professor i love that woman so much
#im fucking. shaken up by what happened earlier. it scared me more than i realized at the time#hockey is a dangerous fucking sport. i didnt even see the kid get hurt but watching them get him on a gurney and wheel him out#with a neck brace and an iv just. god. he’s 19 years old. he’s a teenager. he’s still in critical condition right now.#going back through the footage i got isnt really helping and i know i can’t do proper voiceover work right now or i’ll sound like a child#emailed my prof abt the sitch and she is. the kindest woman in the world and offered an extension despite the policy being 24 hours advance#and it’s due in two hours. yet she gave me another full day. im gonna cry#i need to go to bed. i just. i feel sick to my stomach about the poor kid and about this assignment.#it just didn’t hit me that it can happen to people i know and love and seeing the ambulance pull up to the rink i just about ran inside#trying to make sure it wasnt one of mine. but that didnt even matter.#god. why do people still play hockey. i dont think i could ever manage.#i might honestly need to take a break from even watching hockey for a little bit. ill see how i feel in the morning#right now i feel like crying though. gonna go do that.#oetteryaps
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theres this absolute dogshit cessna i fly sometimes at my flight center which somehow is the fastest plane they own but also the worst to handle because the pedals are barely responsive and i flew it on thursday and i was like holy shit this way worse than i remember but then i remembered that like a month ago some fucking dude went off the runway in that thing with faulty brakes being partially responsible
#misc#the right rudder is in really bad condition and i have no clue how this thing hasnt been put back into the mx hangar again#THE PILOT THAT OVERSHOT THE RUNWAY IS FINE BTW he was just (understandably) shaken up . he retold the story to my CFI and i#and i could hear and see him shake just talking about it . i hope he's doing ok considering he fucking saw his life#flash in front of his eyes for a brief moment
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Having a single moment of realization that the common denominator for literally ALL your characters (not only the MAIN ones who are just... queer and have a visceral need to be useful and therefore surely also liked) is that they all struggle to figure out who exactly they are after some non-canon event made them realize that what they previously thought to be their identity was merely a restrictive illusion imposed upon them from an outside source... really hits different a few minutes before midnight.
Like at this point I'm unsure if that's just a common narrative theme for any character, or if I should go back to therapy asap.
#personal#seriously. Arvid is no longer just a priest or soldier.#which kind of fucks him up because he never THOUGHT he could be anything else#Iona is struggling with her whole life getting upended.#Ray is fundamentally shaken in all his beliefs.#Leena is widowed; she struggles with that- Harwen is dealing with a massive culture shock and how he doesn't really feel dalish anymore#Adela is literally the best adjusted and she was actually just a straight-up criminal#and the only one of these that was written FOR me was Arie no longer being in Orzammar or a princess#and needing to figure THAT out for herself somehow#they didn't technically NEED to need therapy#yet here we are#nobody MADE me do any of this#(side note I want to either draw or commission like... a dwarf gang and an elf gang)#(Arie Arvid and Vogar for the dwarves)#(and Leena Harwen and Iona for the elves)
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trying to figure out if accidentally creating chloramine gas in my kitchen sink and (on a separate occasion) nearly starting an electrical fire within a 3-4 year time-frame is either a pretty decent track record of near-disaster/death occurrences or if that's Really Bad
#guess who almost started an electrical fire toniiiiight.... :3 <- visibly shaking and shaken#TO BE FAIR. NEITHER WERE MY FAULT REALLY#i was never taught about the dangers of mixing bleach with other things and i had no idea rotting raw meat created ammonia#and tonight's situation with the electrical fire was literally me just cooking normally like i always do#and i guess god just decided he wanted to prank me or something#ANYWAYS EVERYTHING IS OKAY LOL i do need to see if this appliance is fucked though#i will test it by plugging it in outside#honestly i am so clever and smart though. i was like ''okay i need to unplug this appliance. but i might get electrocuted''#so i put on a thick rubber glove to unplug it fhdsjkl. NOW I DONT THINK IT WOULD /ACTUALLY/ protect from electricity#but like. it might've helped at least a little..... if anything had happened. which it didnt so its okay#anywho. shaky thumbs up big frazzled smile. i'm doing great#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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what is the CD pet? i remember it being mentioned, but is it a dog?
how very funny you ask, lovie! because...someone a while ago asked me about a cd pet and i said, something like of 'maybe, who knows?'
me. ;)
i know.
skdhslkds
and shortly, you all will too, my darlings! for the sake of surprise and spoilers, i was just keeping the identity of the cd pet in the shadows.
which, speaking of shadows, it is the very first time that the citizens of a now very flooded and fucked up blondie's apartment ( minus marj ) arrive in the foyer of the crimson dawn manwhoresion, which again is this MASSIVE very gloomy and ominous sick-torian mansion with lots of cool glass skull door handles, old creaky floors and creepy portraits on the wall -- art of the dearly, or not so dearly, departed...dep(art) if you will -- except the interior has new electrical running through it so that the boys can still make pizza bagels in the air fryer and play legendary smash tournaments on their uber lux, big bucks, emphasis on big 98" flat screen tv...8k, ofc. ;)
anyways, they make it inside with what little luggage/personal shit they could salvage out of the wreckage of their Literal falling apartment, regrettably like half of kyle's really cool clothes are missing...i wonder if someone has things he can borrow...but ANWAYS AGAIN! when they walk in, jersey kyle sets down curb's carrier and suzie on sort of side table and is like 'holy fuck, i do naught like the feel of this place at all. this shit feels like something out of a horror movie, like i swear to gahd if some shit attacks m--"
aND RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT SOMETHING BODY SLAMS KYLE. like this herculean mass of energy, this strong, dark force runs at him at light speed, and is all over him. kyle is freaking the fuck out like oh my god this is actually a horror movie i am going to die, he screaming very girlish screams smh and then right when he thinks this supernatural monster beast from hell is going to gut him, somewhere off to the side, out of sight, the most threatening, frightening, authoritative and booming voice commands...
"sparky, sientate."
...and who is it, ofc...
but raven of crimson freakin' dawn. <3
who rushes over -- also this is irrelevant but i think he is in this sick colorful emo boy sweater and some ripped skinny jeans, you know, whore couture winter addition, he can be modest, you guys! -- and at the sight of him, this very large dog is immediately placated and ravenstan drops the scary dog training voice and is like "helllooo, sweet boy, mwahmwahmwah. besito besito besiiiiitoooo~ <33 :*"
i love ravenstan so bad, he's litrally so cute and an emo disney prince.
so sparky is just licking stan's face and being so sweet and we realize that sparky did not attack jersey to be vicious he just literally upon first glance liked him so much he wanted to say hi ksadhlsakd. amazing. kyle, however, hates most animals and drool and is a cat person and is like wiping his face with a hankerchief like fml.
and after a second, ravenstan rememeber, oh fuck, Kyle!!! so he immediately looks very worried and is like "i am SO sorry, jersey. he is super sweet, he just gets a little excited, y'know? are you--are you hurt at all? </3 here, take my hand, i'll help you up." all wide eyed
and jersey kyle aka crush era jersey my favorite period of time, is just looking up at raven of crimson dawn like he is a beautiful fake blonde eyeliner wearing apple cinnamon scented angel of death and...do yo know how badly kyle wants to take his hand? literally SO BAD. gay! down horrendous!!! but you know, he is a cold unfeeling husk and he does not like raven of crimson dawn! no way! i'm not dropping my mask in front of all these people, i am a loaded gun, i'm a weapon.
so kyle lifts his hand up like he's gonna take raven's hand and then at the last second, flips him off, rolls his eyes and is like "i've got it, ayshole." to which stan is like visibly disappointed for a second before Switching and shrugging doing the raven voice like 'suit yourself. you know, i like a man that's independent and can take care of himself." ;)
smhhhhh stan stop FLIRTING WITH KYLE IN FRONT OF EVERYONE LITERALLY NOT JERSEY TRYING NOT TO BLUSH LIKE!!! FOULLL!!
so important side note is that sparky is wearing...a pink bandana, ofc. which ofc, also means that he came from big gay al's animal rescue where curb also came from. and...sigh...so this is a small continuity error because i had al pretend not to know who the three people who paid blondie's rent were, but really all he said was that they didn't leave their names and ravenstan's voice sounded like heaven, which doesn't imply he....Doesn't know who he is.
and idk, was perhaps just keeping a secret for him...because raven actually does a fuck ton of volunteer work over there! hot boy shit! he is ofc, dressed like busted ass stan, but alas still v beautiful indeed. i think as a toolshed reference maybe spark got struck or nearly struck by lightning, he also has all that energy haha. stan basically foster failed him and he is ravenstan's emotional support dog and cd house pet, we love you sparky. that also means...drum roll pleaaaasee...
ravenstan knows curb! which is why curb got extremely excited to see him because ravenstan used to take care of him when he was in the animal santuary and stuff. so he quite literally heard stan's voice and was like!!!! aaaa!!! i missed you!!!! so cute omg reunited.
but yeah, they talk about that for a little...small world you know even for a big celebrity...kyle has sort of cute down horrendous gay daydream-y thoughts about how often stan must have come and go unbeknownst to all of them
( which he thinks is impossible because raven of crimson dawn's outfits are so shiny and tiny and scandalous that he has no idea how he could walk down the street without being noticed...but then, he's never actually seen stan look Normal and also...yeah kyle i bet you would be able to spot ravenstan a mile away and not be able to look away you gay ass bitch Stand Up!!!! )
and how cute he probably looks feeding all the lil critters in the pink shirt and like introducing little kids to them...also whether or not he rolls his sleeves up and how good his arms look...GO TO JAAAAAAIL.
but yeah! sparky! <3333 in my unpublished first draft boards i actually made a little section just for sparky.
final note: curb and sparky do hate eachother. they have shelter beef.
enemies to lovers, anyone?
-uncle nina, instigator of drama
#i'm gonna proof read this later i am lazy#but basically curb really liks raven and sparky immdiately really likes kyle but kyle is such a hater he's like control ur beast#i do think ravenstan looks cute in his big sweater and the jeans putting down his nightmare before christmas mug petting his big scary dog#he is my hero he is very cute to me#also after ravenstan did the scary command voice as a joke kenny raised their hand & said Is Anyone Else Bricked Up Right Now#and literally everyone raised their hands including jimmy like he risked falling over...ravenstan do not be raising his voice ever#but that was how he was taught to train most animals like someones mean scary mexican mom and it totally works#anyways NOT KYLE NOT TAKING STANS BEAUTIFUL HELPFUL HAND HES SUCH A FUCKING HATER#he wanted to so bad he was staring at it w such wide eyes for a second like omg he was worried abt me thats so cute hes so pretty and nice#aND THEN WAS LIKE EWEWEW YOU DISGUST ME GET A GRIP YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOU ARE PATHETIC STAND UP#goddamnit kyle will u be vulnerable for one second like he actually was bc hes actually pretty scared of big dogs he was very shaken#a small rm plot line is stan helping kyle get over his fear of big dogs bc sparky is so nice and kyle is wincing#and petting him with two fingers and is like...oh god it licked me...and stans like that means he likes you! he has good taste#raven stop rizzing kyle holy shit he cant take it#stan working at the shelter is so cute he totally does roll his sleeves up and his tattoos and biceps do look good#and he puts his hair back in the pink big als rescue standana and totally talks to all the cats and is like excuse me miss blossom#that was very rude to loki :( i think you owe him an apology!!!#and she meows back and loki scowls and hes like...now loki there's no need for that descaro papi!! >:O lets try that again#loki meows softly back and stan scratches both them behind the ears and is like amazing see all better <333#something abt ravenstan knowing the same cats that jerseykyle does and them both just not knowing despite being so close together#and probably just barely missing each other everytime...the beautiful waft of cinnamon or a stan laugh sometimes...#maybe he wasn't being so crazy after all#SPARKKYYYY
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Doing some first hand All the King’s Horses research today (I cried at a horse show lol)
#allylikethecat#ally’s thoughts#all the king’s horses#equestrian au#keep it kind#pop was jumping absolute amazing and insane and wonderful#and being the absolute best jumping bean lil boy#his mom is just a fucking idiot#and decided that obviously I should pull him to nothing#so we had it down#and he gets so upset when he hits rails#i feel so bad since it was my fault#and that instantly because i was shaken from that#i tried to#turn too tight and we ended up having to circle#because i apparently just dont think or look#i felt so bad he was on fire#and i just fucked it all up with rider error#im so mad at myself for doing that to him
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i wish my f/os were real so they could come here and beat up my dad
#lovey hoots#vent cw#suicide cw#in tags#i posted abt it on main but my dad has#ONCE AGAIN#threatened to kill himself to manipulate us into letting him get his way#and he also threatened me and threw shit in my room because i. called him a jerk#im ok just a bit shaken up. good fucking god i hate him#this is like. Normal Occurrences btw. this has been happening for as long as i can remember.
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I want to see Maggie without her bullet for a long period of time. I wanna see how it goes whether she freaks out, lashes out at everyone, and/or has a complete meltdown. Then I want to see everyone else's responses and the ppl that care Abt her helping her out while she is Not Okay TM and then they find out the significance of the bullet to her and give their sympathies and Maggie can't really bat them away like she normally would since being without her lucky silver bullet is nerve wrecking because who is she without that bullet she's alive because of it-
So what if Callum learned abt the bullet b4 anyone else
#i need to write this fic#like imagine it's before nova joins and a little bit after maggie joins#and she meets callum#finds him annoying#down right intolerable whenever she has to see him#and then her bullet goes missing and she completely melts down#then callum comes in and is so fucking patient in a way other renegades weren't#maggie normally pushes ppl away (my headcanon) they complicate her goals of survival and self interest#but rn maggie just. needs someone. and lets him help and depends on him. Callum gets to see how maggie really is just a kid#they find out some renegades stole the bullet to mess with maggie and they get it back#maggie is a little shaken afterwards since at this point i think shed have less walls down compared to beginning of canon#transitioning from this hopeful orphaned prodigy to annoying jaded turd not interested in anyone but herself#but Callum is allowed in that very personal bubble for a little before she recovers and is like#“if you tell anyone abt this i will burn your house to the ground.”#callum: yes mam#renegades trilogy#maggie white#evie artino#callum treadwell#adrian i think would also be supportive if he were there but i think hed be gone on a mission or smthn#renegades fandom#renegades brainrot#marissa meyer
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But regardless, Nicky sits still in his chair and looks down at a meal that he's barely touched, with all three of his parents arguing loudly, on his birthday that no one seems to have remembered. For a moment earlier he thought maybe he’d forgotten his own birthday, but between everything that's changed with having two different childhoods and a whole lot of inter-dimensional bullshit, December 21st has always been Nicky’s birthday.
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the third part of the telepathy nark au is out now! i got 2/3 chapters done as of posting it, youll have to wait a bit for chapter three because my ao3 author days have finally caught up to me and i got in a car accident (its funny, laugh)
but heres some nicky birthday angst for the soul, i like to be evil sometimes :)
hope yall enjoy!
#im okay physically but im mentally shaken up so ill be taking some time to just..recuperate#Get The Fuck Out Of My Head by autumnl3av3s#He's Half Of My Soul As The Poet's Say by autumnl3av3s#dndads#dndads fic#dndads fanfic#dndaddies#dungeons and daddies#dndads fanfiction#my writing#nark#lark oak garcia#lark oak#nicholas close#nick close#nicholas foster#nick foster#nicky close#nicky foster#nicky freeman#🍁
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my FUCKING LIFE JUST FLASHED BEFORE MY EYES
#ilet my 17 year old blind ass grouchy ass dog into our backyard#thinking Hmmmm should be safe there has never been any problems before#and then fucking BOOM A GIANT ASS GERMAN SHEPHERD AND HE SPRINTS UP YO IT#I WAS TERRIFIED FOR HIS LIFE BRO HE’S JUST A LITTLE OLD GUY#but thank god . she was just a pup and she was sweet#someone came to work on his house and brought his dog#NO NEED TO GIVE ME A HEADS UP OR ANYTHING HAHAHAHA MY HEART HAS ONLY SO MANY SCARES LEFT IN IT BEFORE IT STOPS BEATING#😂😂😂#HAHAHAAAAAA#And i was too shaken to really say anyrhing ibwas like Oh shes sooooo cuteeee(about to pass out from the terror like a frightened rabbit)#stupid ass Dog patches dont fucking SCARE ME like that#this is like that one time he chased a cougar into the forest and it was dark out and my dad had to go find him#he’s so fucking dumb . I love you my boy😢
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