nobody likes you when you're 23

We don't really do much these days; stare at the ceiling, finding shapes in a blank space. There's just something when I'm here, and I'm sorry if I overstay, but baby, I'm knock-knockin' at your door again, babe. / Shade of Yellow, Griff

For my beloved @casualavocados; curator of good music and the best of friends— I hope you have the happiest birthday!💙💛

Happy Birthday to the most amazing character of all time. I love you Felix Hugo Fraldarius, you are everything to me 💙⚔

obsessed with hajun because he is so loveable but also deeply unlikeable. which is... literally the charm of his character. he's slightly strange and incredibly elusive and undoubtedly morally questionable but no less human. he's sharp-tongued and insensitive at times, but he's clearly trying to be gentler, and a little more aware in his manner when it's necessary. (congratulations on the cognitive empathy, hajun, i'm sure you'll put it to good use.) i like that his moment of vulnerability didn't soften him up but he's learned to be honest with the people he loves. i know hajun is very much in his senses when he does something wrong, makes someone uncomfortable / embarrassed but i also don't think he'd appreciate his actions being moralised. at the end of the day, he wants to be seen, known and understood for who he really is but he's afraid of baring himself that way. he doesn't want to be an open wound, his childhood home was not forgiving enough for him to express any kind of injury. i suppose he thinks, "if i am to be abandoned, i'd rather be abandoned like a house on fire, not a sick dog. something malicious, unsympathetic and worth remembering, if not possible to return to." he's kind of twisted like that, and it's endearing to me (unfortunately).

we don't know much about his childhood in the yeon household (he did move to japan all by himself when he was 13 - which is a whole another can of worms to unpack because can you imagine having to independently build a life at that age in a new country, learn a new language and stand on your feet after being thrown out by your family? can you blame hajun for being a razor-sharp hazard to society? his childhood was pitiless, the city was even more so, no wonder hajun's only constant companions were his isolation and the fangs he had to grow to survive.) but i'll make a reasonable inference based on dongha's experience. we see hajun as he is now, with his cold, precise anger but we also see dongha's wet, thrashing rage that hasn't realised its purpose or target yet. dongha is the closest we have to understanding the extent of the yeon's family cruelty. dongha is everything hajun would have been if he'd still been his parent's son, hajun is everything dongha could be if he leaves behind his family. which is still insane, if you think about it. and i think about it constantly.

the self-made cynic, as they say. i like that he's disarming, unsettling, insincere, insensitive, sadistic, self-serving, cunning manipulative etc. whatever people want to say about him, but i also like that he's his truest self with allen and anne, and doesn't plan on changing that. the world be damned, they are the only ones that matter because they've looked him in the eye without flinching or turning away. like... BAE are so everything...

anyways, i hope he continues to be perceived exactly as terrible as he pretends to be, and i hope the writers leave his beautiful, skewed moral compass intact because i love every single reprehensible act he commits. (for his next trick though, i hope he uncovers something to launch a billion-dollar lawsuit against yeon conglomerate and sink them into bankruptcy.) i hope he continues to cook for allen and anne, i hope he stays fiercely committed to protecting them and caring for them, because clearly everyone else is nothing and if there is one thing he has faith in, it's the family he chose for himself, the family that chose him right back.

hajun and his quiet, precise rage. hajun and the childhood he had to bury so he could evolve to survive in a bigger, crueller world. the childhood that taught him to be afraid, and the adulthood that hasn't quite unlearned it just yet, but baby steps. something about hajun and i get mean when i'm nervous like a bad dog. something about anne and allen embodying tell me every terrible thing you did and let me love you anyway, and hajun taking the risk of believing it. and taking the risk every morning until he doesn't forget. hajun and i am not brave enough to look those who love me in the eye. hajun and it's not a conscience that assures morality, it's the resolve to be a better person to people you care about.

but we can't unpack all this right now. if you suffered through all that and are still here, i hope you have a good day.

Happy birthday, Susano'o!

Happy New Year!!

IS IT SKY’S BIRTHDAY TODAY

happy birthday ana @solana-ceae!!!! today I offer you: a premium selection of charns <3 i hope your birthday has been amazing and that you have an incredible year!!

[ID: 6 gifs of Charn from Laws of Attraction. Each gif is a shoulders-up shot capturing a particular facial expression, including several sinister smiles, a teasing pout, a besotted smile, and a teasing glare. He's talking in most of them.]

Also. I do have birthday doodles

First one I finished about 20 minutes ago. The other 2 I did at separate times while thinking of how Rita's birthday would be handled should there be an episode. (Also the 2 that is currently getting more likes on the bird app bc I posted it at ~midnight JST lol)

Yes, I do headcanon Rita using Absolute Neutrality to not celebrate their birthday. Yes, it does mean that if anyone tries to approach them to celebrate, they run and parkour all over Chikyuu to avoid any kind of celebration. Himeno won't have it so she kidnaps Rita just to show them that they're loved (because when Rita does celebrate, it's usually by themself with Moffun)

happy birthday and i'm sorry o7

Its currently may 18, my birthday!

So what better way to celebrate than draw WWWreader experiencing the worst birthdays of her life two times LMAO

omg dude happy birthday!!! i hope you have (had maybe) an absolutely fantastic day!!!!! ALSO URGHKDJSGBNKSDGBSDGHKJB CELEBRATING.... AND YET I'M BEING GIFTED SUCH AMAZING ART.... nnnnnnnghhh thank you once again!!! also yeah the fact that she had to go through this twice lmao get fucked <3

hey guys tomorw is my birthday you legally have to draw benjamin saying happy birthday to me with a party hat on and balloons. non negotiable.

me holding my soon legal documents because im almost a legal adult. (im 17 now help) ((((please draw this motherfucker im so infatuated with him))),))

A birthday I'll never -be able to- forget! 💗

Belated happy birthday to Andrew my beloved (HBD to Aaron as well dijfksdj), i drew this yesterday and forgot to post it here and then with the tsc news and like the biggest exam of the year … tomorrow, i am kind of all over the place lol

And the reference hehe

And also

Happy Birthday Kaede!!🎼

HAHA i am now 1 year older 😈🍷

🎂Your invited mortals >:) 🤌