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naonap · 11 months
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blue diners and old friends
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latapadraws · 11 months
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hap dazai birth, hope he cries (of joy) and lives another year
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evelyn-art-05 · 11 months
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happy late birthday dazai
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botanautical · 11 months
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'We all yearn for the woods. That's why every fellow on this island wants to settle down near a tree - just one will do.'
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awoogayanderes · 11 months
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WISHING OSAMU DAZAI HAPPY BIRTHDAY OVER THE YEARS
➪ warnings : mentions of suicide and scars, kinda nihilistic, one reference of intimacy, non sexual nudity
➪ other notes : YALL KNOW I HAD TO WRITE SOMETHING FOR MY MAN !!! made it a bit angsty too, also some of this is not canon like oda dying before dazai turns 18
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osamu dazai never saw his birthday as important. why should he ? it was the start of his life where he believed nothing mattered. for the first 14 years of his life, he saw his purpose as useless, always seeing the world in black and white, he’s a gray person afterall. he met you around the time of his most previous suicide attempt before joining the mafia. you were just a stray orphan mori picked off the street to use as his assistant. bless your soul.
you found out his birthday by accident almost two years later, going through mori’s old patients files. june 19. despite dazai’s absorbed personality, he had never mentioned his birthday. you wondered if he would be offended if you wished him happy birthday when he turned 16. nothing ever stopped you from pushing your limits though. “happy birthday dazai,” you use his surname, not being fully familiarized with the young man.
wide eyes looked at you as you walked off. despite him knowing you for almost two years, that was the first time you actually caught his attention. he knew you served as one of the doctors in the mafia, you had access to his file though he never expected you to remember it. that’s what started your friendship, him lingering around you more often even when you were with other patients in need. he always found those who help others interesting.
he starts to trust you when he’s soon to turn 17. dazai starts inviting you to bar lupin, sometimes alone and sometimes with oda and ango. he doesn’t know how to feel about you, he doesn’t want a relationship with you at that time but he also doesn’t just view you as a friend. “happy birthday dazai,” you smile at him despite still using his surname as a formality. later that day, you, ango, oda, and dazai are at bar lupin. that’s when you make a toast for the bandaged man wishing him a good birthday.
the year he was turning 18 was the most difficult year of all. it was the year where all hell broke loose between dazai and mori as well as you and mori. he had told you before his birthday that he was going to spend it like he did last year with you, oda, and ango. that was until oda died. that same evening, he held his hand out to you pleading for you to leave the mafia with him. so you did, a decision made in a matter of seconds with little hesitation.
you didn’t celebrate his birthday, you knew he was in pain that he had lost two of his friends who he held dearly. “happy birthday osamu,” you say softly from the small couch of your small shared home. he had been gone the whole day, you even almost missed the chance of congratulating him. he sat next to you, almost immediately leaning into your touch where you wrapped your arms around him. even though he was turned away from you, his sniffles could be heard. you slept in that position for the rest of the night.
despite the connection you and dazai had, you were still friends by the time he turned 19. despite him still having drinking habits, he seemed more in touch with the world. deeming it safe enough to do something for him, you bought him a beige trench coat that would reach his ankles, a replacement for the one mori gave him whilst in the mafia. you lit the candle on a decently big cupcake you bought as his keys jangled on the door. “happy birthday osamu,” you smiled presenting the cupcake.
he was caught off guard like the first time you wished him happy birthday. he smiled before blowing out the candle. when you handed him the trench coat, he looked at you before stepping closer and putting a hand on your cheek. time froze for you as he leaned forward planting a chaste kiss on your lips. that was the first time any action out of friendship happened between both of you. it’s safe to say that you weren’t just friends after this moment.
whilst in a positive work environment, both of you start shaping your own mentality. as dazai was turning 20, you thoroughly realized how much love he lacked. so you wanted to make sure he knew he was appreciated. you bought him pink carnations, even baked a cake from scratch. there weren’t a lot of things dazai genuinely wanted, but that day he realized he wanted your love as you present the cake and carnations, “happy birthday ‘samu,” you smile brightly as he brings you into a tight hug.
your relationship got more closer, emotionally and intimately by the time he turned 21. this time instead of letting you do something you believed he wanted, he went to you and asked you to bathe him and change his bandages for the first time on his birthday. you could have cried from joy when he asked for that at one in the morning. “happy birthday ‘samu, love you,” you say quietly but smiling, helping him strip of his clothes and eventually his bandages.
this was the first time you saw him without his bandages, scars in some places, some uneven skin tones, but still your dazai. you scrub at his hair softly with shampoo with his eyes closed. he’s completely vulnerable but he’s relaxed. you later help him change his bandages, his humming is the only thing that prevents silence. when you’re done, there’s a small smile on his face, a genuine one, conveying gratitude. you didn’t judge him, you were patient.
there was a small festival nearby where you live that was the night before dazai was turning 22. dazai suggested going, so here you were, both of you in cultural wear walking around the bright festival with your arms interloped. as the festival was coming to an end, you both sat on some grass nearby as fireworks exploded into the night sky. “happy birthday sweetheart, i love you,” you said, using a delicate nickname for someone like him. you both leaned into each other as colors bursted into the sky.
he never told you this but every time you had him blow out a candle and make a wish on his birthday, he never did. he already had what he wanted, you. you and your love. you and your kindness. you and your affection. you always made him seem like he was deserving of your love, even he believes it now. the only thing he could wish for now is that you both stay together forever even in the after life and future lives. osamu dazai never saw his birthday as important, not until he met you.
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j11nko · 11 months
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happy birthday dazai
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for dazai’s birthday all imma say is that if his friends gathered together to show their appreciation + love his pathetic little ass would NOT be able to handle it and he would probably be overwhelmed and potentially pass out or something similar
ada: happy bday dazai; we’re glad we got another year with you :)
dazai, overwhelmed: *incoherent screeching*
or perhaps
kunikida: i got u this book on the topic u were talking about a while back
dazai, who didn’t realize that kunikida paid attention when he was rambling: FAJELDKJFADLKFJJFLAKJFASJFASJFAAJSLFUFJDKFJAFJ48URFJKJGAFH
kunikida: how r u making that noise
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ranpo: since ur almost as smart as me i got u this- oh he passed out
the agency: maybe we should not give him all our wishes and gifts together
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they end up spacing it out 
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atsushi: dazai-san im really happy that i got to make so many memories with you :) i hope we get to make even more 
dazai, teary eyed and clearly swaying on his feet, barely able to handle the day, much less atsushi’s words, but still trying to be cool: that only effects me a normal amount
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you get the point -- it plays out like this for every member 
dazai being flabbergasted that he’s love so much
if ur wondering where’s chuuya and ango --- dazai comes home to a present from both and goes “not today satan” and shoves them somewhere he cant see to finally calm down
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rocketeerie · 11 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE LIL MENACE DAZAI
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astereux · 2 years
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BANDAGE BASTARD’S DAY
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Chuuya, making a sign for Dazai's birthday, running late: I'm not even done painting that damn sign! It says "Dazai's bi" -actually no, that's good. We're ready.
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two-aliens-in-a-suit · 11 months
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Redraw of that one Dazai scene or whatever
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thoushallnotlive · 2 years
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Your package has arrived
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Happy Birthday Dazai :)
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yanmilee · 11 months
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「Taste of Hydrangea.」
Happy Birthday, Dazai-san!ヽ(●´∀`●)ノ
I’ve finished translating my daizushi dojinshi!
Digital copy available on Ko-fi: https://ko-fi.com/s/aec541ef4d
The link is also under the Preview on Pixiv: https://www.pixiv.net/artworks/108490684
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ikhailmovich · 11 months
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My contribution for Dazai’s birthday.
(Soukoku angst.)
This is very rushed. I am not sorry for this post.
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paperpiins · 11 months
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAZAI!!! DONT DIE ON ME NOW OKAY??
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7villian7 · 8 months
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