page of him, colored and not cus i love the lines as they are teehee

Honestly would be kissing cross on his loser little mouth tbh

since someone posted a translation on yt i wanted to ask(when you get around to it/free time ofc ofc) what you thought about artem’s dragon breath ssr

my first immediate fucking thought reading this card: WE GET NEIL ANGST FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS?

IN AN AU CARD? WHAT?

okay. alright. that aside, i tend to actually really like au cards in tot, so i was actually pretty hyped about this one (HI FUTURE ME HERE WTF THAT WAS SO GOOD????) thoughts below!

love artem just fucking eating shit with this crest. bro is not fooling anyone

artem: [literally fucking coughing his lungs out] I am In complete Control. Of My Well Being. [coughs up blood

edgy artem with his little scar being all blushy is a new level of hilarity i lov ehim

i LOVE the white silhouette of dragon!artem. me and my dragon bf <3

this whole exchange below.

rosa: i dont want you to leave... artem: rosa: UHHH I MEAN. AS YOUR CHIEF OFFICER,

my beloved trope. being able to pick out your loved one's clone from subtle details.

or possessed loved one. in this case.

me and my possessed dragon bf <3

this is literally the most unnerved ive been reading a tot story ever. and its solely from how uncanny this expression is. dont make this face. what the fuck. i know ur possessed but no thats just wrong you cant do that what the fuck dont make that face

PUT THE CREEPY PLEADING EYES AWAY IT'S UNCANNY ON YOU

you can tell zhao lu is having a fucking blast voicing this part and i am so here for it. like "here artem is being possessed. get a little freaky with it okay. throw in some ominous whispering and laughing while you're at it"

AND HERE COMES ARTEM WITH THE STEEL CHAIR TO FIGHT OFF THE POSSESSION. MY OTHER FAVORITE TROPE!! zhao lu will see a guy fight off his possession and be like is anyone gonna voice him and then not wait for an ans- oh my god did artem just yell. hoooly fuck this guy never yells.

neil and artem fighting to the death in dragon form was not on my tot bingo card but i cannot complain at all

BABE WAKE UP NEIL IS SPEAKING

why is this card story giving more than any of the main timeline stories involving neil ever have. love the theme of the gods preying on the idealistic (neil, artem, mc) in accepting this cursed crest.

"our fates had been intertwined ever since" dear god it feels like they got a year 1 artem writer on this HAHA

on god they're beatin the shit out of artem in this card

bro.. this time shit is giving howl "ive been looking everywhere for you" movingcastle and sophie "find me in the future" hatter and i mean this in the most loving and nostalgic way

oh yeah this au ssr is definitely in his top ones. like right up there with his gufeng ssr.

god the scene with the final art evo is kinda going insane.

ROSA ATTEMPTING TO KILL A GOD. AND THE TWIST. ON SHARING EACH OTHER'S BURDENS. : ) ) ) ) ) WHAT

artem pleading with her to stop. jesus christ. this is the most emotional reaction ive seen from him in a hot minute. . MOre Please. tot.

not them sadly laughing at this situation............. tot.............. tot.

couple goals: severing the gods from humanity.... together <3

i don't think i've felt like this about an artem card since 2021 holy shit

THE MEMORY GEM IN THE EPILOGUE??? OUT OF POCKET???? IM GONNA CRY

chat im gonna cry i miss this dude so much

the sheer joy i get from listening to joel narrate his sleep deprived actions is so euphoric. he's desperately trying to figure out why past him put on a horse head and went around killing horses. he's so confused. i lov ehim

i love joel singleplayer videos SO MUCH they’re so. he may be the guy who recorded the footage and yet he narrates it like it’s just some guy’s footage he’s found and he’s desperately trying to figure out the logic behind his actions. he’s so…. i adore it

im not finished with downloading my laptop yet so i'll just ramble a bit with certain ships I like. I'm not fixed with their positions but I always prefer service top/power bottom type of coupling. Some are just for trashy drama sucker reasons...... because i love it.. Also some pretty weird ones.

Jackie/Ray reverham - They are sooo cute hehe. I dont really think about this ship a lot, i think about jackie sometimes but yeah. When i think of this one, I like jackie being more patient and stuff with Ray's help. but besides that I like the idea of jackie topping ray ( kinda hard imagining a sports car dicking a pickup but in their humanized vers, they're very cute)

cruz/lmq - this one i like if doc and lmq are also girls. lmq and sally date first then break-up. lmq then dates doc but she dies THEN her and sal reconcile but she cheats on sal for some reason. Cruz in my ship here is Very ooc LOL but whatever

finn/finn - long story, i just REALLLLLLLLly like it

dusty/rip - AGAIN,,, ugh ughghgughugughguhhguguhgughgug omg. this one, I had rambled about this a lot in the past but fuck man. I am a big fan of corruption arcs and shit and just watching dusty slowly descend and hate himself but also becomes comfortable of letting out This particular side of him is, so good for me. Also I loveee angsty stuff. their dynamic is very typical rivalry shit but yeah aw i love

finn/leland - goddamit, again, i just keep remembering that part of that fic of this girl wherein it describes holly looking at a bnw photograph of leland on a beach standing from afar with his hands clasped behind his back, wearing a Hawaiian shirt, smiling to the camera, with finn taking the picture. It's just so them. IM JUST SO APPALLED that i FEEL this much about them but fuckng WHATEVER, they're so,, in love its so SAD grr

fillmore/sarge - these guys.. my thoughts feed from g's fics.. BUT besides that version, this one person's version of this pairing is sooo interesting to me because they set up that fillmore and ramone had escaped a cult and sarge wants to know the bottom of it. AND also one fic i like from them ( unrelated) is a fic that they wrote about how lmq lives with the townies, but the townies are religious christians i think. I like the premises.. so interesting.. About g's version, I always imagine very warm vivid coloring whenever i think of a piece to do for it. like in un letto, the sunset is a really vibrant yellow orange that matches the fairy lights within the street then the imagery of fillmore leaning on the wall looking with Intent. I think it's #sexy but besides that it's so good.......................... ANYWAY

nick/blade - fucking HELL, also yeah i like it when nick dicks blade. so cute........... I hate saying WHy are you fucking DEAD but argh.. my heart.. nick.. so cute smile I MISSED RAMBLING ABOUT THIS

CHICK/STRIP - omg,, I JUST REMEMBERED HE EXISTED... SHOE BOX GREEN.............. god i like this a lot because it's so fucking INSANE to me. my ship is TRASHY but fuck it's the best... love the cheating, hiding it aspect... sexy also chick is insane, i LIKE the supposed obsession. also in my humanized vers, I made my human chick hot so, i LOV EHIM

That's all i could remember.

I YELLED UPON SEEING THIS. IT'S HIM IT'S MY GUY THE SPEAR,, DKSFNKDFGN I LOV EHIM SO MUCH THANK YOU AZZY

some kh3 Hot Takes, saïx/isa edition!

i will admit that i don’t hate the subject x thing as much as i did yesterday, but i still like... hate it. it’s just, like. unnecessary to isa and lea’s journey and their story, in my opinion? i won’t be completely casting it out of my canon, because the idea that isa and lea came across something so disturbing and horrid (in this case, a live, human prisoner) that it would motivate them to continue their search into the castle beyond just curiosity is something i’ve had in mind for a very long time and has been part of my portrayal for years, and this can fit that category. but, this mysterious girl being the motivation for isa and lea to become apprentices? for it to be the sole/largest factor in isa becoming saïx? for saïx/isa to have apparently been so obsessed and concerned for this “friend” that he only mention her now, at the end of this journey, and in his dying speech of all things? absolutely fucking not. as per my canon, that isn’t a thing. he absolutely still cares for this girl and wished to help her, and i can buy them becoming guards to give them time at the castle without suspicion to try and free her, but at the end of the day, x was not saïx’s sole fucking motivation for everything he did.

i am really, really fond of isa’s ending. i was spoiled for it basically the second week of the game’s release (thnx guys), but i didn’t know the entire circumstances over how he was saved. and i am. just. God. Fuck Me Up Fam i am So Happy. roxas and xion finally seeing saïx be vulnerable kicked my entire ass dude!!! all they’ve seen of him so far is this horrible beast of a man that doesn’t reflect isa at all, so it was really nice for them to get to see him in a weaker, quiet moment where he was more... who he was meant to be. i was also spoiled for the end clocktower scene a week or so ago, which really fucking sucked, but watching it play out was such an experience. i think i screamed? i think i screamed. i really truly adore that isa has been accepted into the sea salt trio because that’s some shit i’ve been dreaming about for ages, but it did feel rushed. as much as i want isa to be an important and positive figure in their lives from here on out, it’s also highly unrealistic for them to just accept him back into their lives the way he is, after all that saïx had done to them. it’s true that saïx ≠ isa, but isa also isn’t exempt from the consequences that saïx’s actions leave him with. i do think that for them to get to the level that was shown, deep connections need to be made. they really need to talk about what happened between them and move past it in a healthy manner, or unsettled, toxic feelings will still remain buried underneath. my isa will likely still be wary around roxas and xion, feeling a guilt and frustration around them that he hates and feels terrible for, and also hates that he even feels terrible for. from his perspective, whatever he did, he did to survive, and he shouldn’t have to apologize for taking actions that he had virtually no choice in taking if he wanted to simply live --- but the fact of the matter is that he did have a choice in many of the things he did to roxas and xion. and that, he knows he must atone for.

i really love the big implication that saïx was the one who formulated a plan with vexen to use the replica bodies against the organization??!??! I LOVE IT DUDE IVE BEEN LIVING FOR AN ANTI-ORG SAÏX REVOLT FOR FOREVER?? it isn’t the most ic thing he could’ve done, and also isn’t confirmed canonly (ive seen some people predicting ansem sod as well? which is equally as dope imo), but i do adore the idea of saïx silently sticking it to the org. me vc are ya winning son

isa playing frisbee with lea and ven in the epilogue made me cry. like. he looked so happy. he was so carefree. he was finally having fun and around people that aren’t fucking terrible, and he’s the closest thing to being at peace for the first time in over a decade. i love him so much. i lov ehim. os mcu h. oh mh.y . god. tTATTOO THAT SCENE ON MY FACE

i h8 the fanon implication that isa now lives in twilight town with the sea salt trio bc ive always wanted him to go home to radiant garden and make peace with his time there, but him also choosing to make a sacrifice in his life to show his loyalty and love for lea is something that i absolutely do not hate, so. his whereabouts post-kh3 r up in the air ig? i want him to have a sweet little cottage in radiant garden but moving to twilight town and living in a lofty studio apartment to be closer to lea/xion/roxas is also sweet even though he probably wouldn’t enjoy it much there. i. sigh

on another note like... i really think isa wants to see more of the worlds? he didn’t really travel around much as saïx, as he was most often needed at the castle to attend to briefings and missions and meetings, and whenever he left the castle on his own, he knew he was being watched (important vessel! recusant’s sigil! yikes!), so he couldn’t really enjoy it. as much as he needs to settle somewhere and anchor himself to a place he can finally call home, he wants to have adventures of his own, too.

i am... disappointed in the lack of overall backstory to him, though. ya i understand he’s not main cast and that there was a LOT going on in this game, but we still don’t know what the early years of the org were like? how baby akusai formed their plan? no further details on how active saïx was in the org and how determined he was to get moving on things (lea saying “i couldn’t keep up with you!” in their first clocktower scene)? nothing on when saïx was chosen as a vessel, when his eyes first turned gold? when he got that giant X-SCAR ON HIS FACE? NOTHING?? THANKS NOMURA AT LEAST I CAN WRITE MY OWN CANON

if yall want me to talk about isalea im gonna have to make a whole ass separate post for them bc this post is already so long and i am already full of tears please have mercy i will cry specifically about them later at an unknown date. but i can, for now, absolutely, say they are boyfriends. bye

i just want everyone to know....i rlly love hbobi with my whole !!!!! heatr !!!!!!!! he is just my One TrueLove.... my Knight in Shining Armor,.....my Sun and Moon and Stars all combined...he is That Guy...... i lOv ehim..... iw ill always love hi.............he makes my heart go !!!!!!!!!! he makes me wanna be better and do better !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! n he always tries his best at everything !!!!!!!!!! i just..... i lov ehim os so much please be understanding 

i cry so much, and this just started today. also they're all pretty how do u choose?! like wtf. tho v is nice and i like the one letter name guys apparently lmao (my ub is n lol) i feel obligated to take jungkook as my son since he's younger than me too. in the future maybe i will type like my normal self and come off anon to rant about them w you ahaha

of course! come talk to me when you’re comfortable :)

idk how you pick tbh, maybe They pick You!!! lol    but its probably a combination of like, looks and personality ya’know? can you belive I’ve been a namjoon stan since I started listning to BTS smdh

I love V hes a cutie and we’re similar people, and jungkookie is my meme son I lov ehim but I would also throw down bc hes a punk. idk, I just love BTS a lot and I’m glad I can spread the love, next I’ll work on spreading the Good Word of Monsta X

Stan talent stan monstax

what other groups do you like??? :0