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stbot · 11 months

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the new norm of studios not only cancelling shows with diverse casts and characters after a single shortened season but then immediately removing them entirely from their platforms so no one can ever legally watch them again is gross and frustrating enough on its own, but there’s something really insidious about the fact that so many of these shows were the recipients of targeted hate campaigns before they even aired just because they were deemed to be “too woke” or “too gay” and how that plays into the larger sociopolitical landscape rn.

like tv shows are not nearly as important as the very real actual human people being hurt and affected by current and proposed legislation, but we as a community and as individuals are being told on all fronts that we can’t exist; not in real life, and not even in the escapist fantasy of television shows

#i know i'm not saying anything that we as a community are not already aware of but like jesus fuck #every single time???#the finale literally aired three weeks ago!!! wtf wtf wtf #grease rise of the pink ladies #willow 2022 #willow dared to have two queer actors playing lesbian love interests #rotpl really gave me two TWO queer nonbinary actors playing lesbian love interests #and then paramount dragged me out back like an old dog while disney smoked a pipe on the porch #like netflix and amazon both suck for a myriad of reasons #but at least they keep their cancelled shows on the platforms like some macabre roadside memorial to the sapphics #guess we'll see how long that lasts #sorry to be a bummer on main but uh i am Going Through Some Things and this all is super not helping

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kellystar321 · 7 months

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#periodical life updates #genuinely about to write a whole post explaining wxs ship dynamics because they ALL work well together. i love them <33 #i have a LOT to say about emurui specifically. i know the big ship in this group. i get it! people /love/ the gays. but emurui is so cool #from the small things (rui understands what emu means when she says ''BANG-POP-WOOSH!'') to big things (their parallel arcs in WxS)#just! nene and tsukasa going to be big worldly actors and emu and rui curling in on the memories in the bubble of the wonderstage #how long will it last. how long do they still have together. they don't want to hold their friends back but this was everything to them.#do you THINK ABOUT THEM!! believe me i love every connection in this polycule but i need more people to think about emurui hdkjdh #anyway moving on. i have lgbt club tomorrow and a bunch of deadlines are definitely closing in :/ ive got a lot to do and i DONT WANT TO.#i definitely want to start the queue up again ive got a lot of things in there i want to reblog <33 #i want to start on that eca comic again. waughh theres a lot. there's always a lot. oh well. we'll get through it.#idk what else to update on other than ''im really busy'' ''i'll restart queue'' and ''i think emurui is cool'' so i guess thats it!!#see u ily!!

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straydogged · 4 days

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sometimes ...cleaning is good

#I've been cleaning for about 2 hours? it feels rlly good to be getting these tasks done #I am genuinely having a grand old time #there's 3 kinds of cleaning for me:#cleaning to regulate/fawn (not the healthiest)#maintenance cleaning/because I Have To (very neutral. very tedious and tiring)#and last but not least #cleaning because I have a burst of energy/for fun (a fantastic outlet as long as I'm mindful of my body's limits)#today is the latter and I am on a roll #I had hoped to maybe shower tonight? we'll see how my energy levels are after I fold laundry and sweep the bedroom #I'm gonna guess I'm nearing my limits though. unfortunately.#you know... come to think of it #I am probably caretaker jack?#interesting. I don't usually conciously clock that I'm fronting.

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le-jardin-inculte · 10 months

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not dead, just completely consumed by a manic crafting spree

#my poison of choice this time around is embroidery #both finishing some of my kits and for the first time ever also trying cross-stitch #because guess what i found a pattern for an oryx #scimitar oryx not gemsbok but ORYX 😍#also there's this giant ass peacock tapestry i want to try when i finish that #maaaybe an antelope tapestry after that? we'll see how long this lasts #but i cycle between crafts so i'll get back to it anyway #this was a desperate attempt to yeet myself at something to help w/ a depressive episode and it's working a bit too well lol

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veryintricaterituals · 9 months

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שנה טובה!

Shana tovah umetukah to all my mutuals and friends, and to all who celebrate, let this next year be sweet and kind to all of us.

#shana tova #rosh hashanah #im off to shul for the first time in i dont ever remember how long #hopefully itl be better than last year when on yom kippur my dad was called to the torah to read the famously homophobic part of the parasha #i feel like ive been reflecting and re organizing what being Jewish means to me and ill be able to deal with that #because ive been disappointed and deflated with Judaism for years and years now #but i guess we'll see #anyway #jumblr #judaism

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todayisafridaynight · 8 months

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Bro last night was so much......... I'm still reeling...... What even.... They gave us so much. I wasn't ready. I wasn't ready. I didn't KNOW.

Hear me out... Poundmates Jo........ Not a party member but maybe helpful. Him looking soft has me so fucked up. Why is Akane alive. Why is she alive bro. Why does Jo know she alive. Why would he- FUCK dude I'm trying to work but all I can think about is 8

i hope we get poundmates jo and we have to do it pokemon style where we have to beat his ass and then catch him <- delusional

#snap chats #SOOOO many questions....#we were all right akane IS In Fact a bamf for slipping away from the yakuza #why do i feel like she's going to die tho. women dont last long in this franchise and if they do its a miracle #but idk no woman died in y7.... auspicious things me thinks...#please ichi cant lose anyone else. tho i am sus of jo's longevity if solely just because of ttm's career goals...#i mean if jo was willing to research arakawa its only logical he'd stumble upon akane and info about her so #jo's morality is weird. he was cool with putting a baby in a locker but the second he realizes the consequences he spends his life atoning #tho that kids gone now aint it.... guess he's trying to mend the damage he did to akane and ichi ??#or at the very least wants to try to make up for the fact ichi didnt get to be raised by arakawa because of his dumbass #idk i dont know how his brain works we'll just have to see !!!!

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where-is-caithe · 1 year

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I made a new charr and she's kind of really cute

#gw2 #gw2 charr #janus spirithunter #shes a guard cause i always default to guard when i make a new character #esp charr #i just like charr guardians i guess #anyways we'll see how long she lasts #but i made her bc im tired of playing really feminine characters constrained by the character model #i got really frustrated eating soup with rhowan #anyways this cat is big and beefy and she has bull horns and shes butch

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auroraknux · 4 months

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Me: Has a lot of Mario fics I want to write

My brain: Hey remember Sonic Boom? Let's fixate on that again

#help #idk how long this is actually going to last though #guess we'll see lol

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lemonadeslice · 1 year

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wooo another one!! i have been thankfully feeling this way for a while now, but i am so happy with the direction my art is going. it doesn’t really show in this reflection, but i’ve been trying lots of new things stylistically, and it’s been so refreshing. this year was the busiest i’ve ever been by far but drawing has been such a relief, which is good, because i was secretly terrified that an art degree would kill my love of casually making art. it did not. i still really, really like drawing. so imma keep doing that. happy new year, everyone 💙

#also new icon header!! we'll see how long it lasts. i stuck w the old toooo long. i don't my face to be a critrole anymore slkdjf #now i am an as of yet unposted drawing of my best friend meg reanimator. i don't change icons often but it feels so nice and fresh to.. mm..#summary of art #mildly cheated on some of the early months because school! was! hell! and i only made like one thing per month that wasn't school related #and actually january's is school related. i think i finished it in early february but!!! i had started it in january so don't talk to me!!!#i think more than anything my takeaway from this year was that i like drawing blood i guess.#and also that my love of horror movies is worse than i ever imagined and probably permanent #i want everyone to know that the last four months could have all been reanimator. having it be two months was restraint.#and also that my brother got me a DELIGHTFUL and NASTY reanimator SWEATER patterned with DEAD CATS and SEVERED HEADS and i LOVE it DEARLY

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agender-vampling · 4 months

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New icon for Birthmonth, not that this blog has ever kept an icon I made for it for very long.

#Emile's Arts #Agender #Vampling #We'll see how long this one lasts #I like it it's got a good color pallet #So we'll just see I guess

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deadddoves · 4 months

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finished chapter 61. it's 14k of straight angst and porn, so. lol. impressed with myself for keeping up the momentum this long tbh, I think I'm def gonna make my goal of at least putting out 5 chapters this time around!

#tbf though the last time i posted chapters I got superrrrr depressed bc the lack of reviews #which is like #fair bc i've been writing this series for 13 years #and now take long breaks in between my random spurts #so its prob hard to keep up #but man i still haven't gotten a single review for 59 and its like pls #pls if you are out there just say SOMETHING lol #bc while this story has always been mainly for myself and for my wife #its so hard when you put shit out there and there's just like #nothing in return #so idk i guess we'll just see how long I can go before I get depressed again LOL

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snapbackslide · 7 months

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boy...

#he was being reassuring and that makes me so 🥺#until this year i never really realized how important words of affirmation are to me #always thought it just meant compliments but gosh it's so much more than that #i still don't know what the heck we're gonna do #i'm scared he'll get bored i don't wanna do anything crazy and i really don't wanna go for dinner 😭#like ok this is my problem #i haven't gone on a date in years #first dates shouldn't last long like ideally for me we grab coffee and chat and leave after max an hour (or two if i really like him)#but he's here from out of town for just one night and who knows when we'll get to see each other again #so of course our first date has to be like 3 dates at once #which idek if that's what it is 🙄 he said “we should hang out”#and neither of us knows what to do now!#i would literally be fine with just walking around the city together but idk abt him #i'm so nervous i actually feel sick #i hate that i need so much reassurance but i guess that's what anxiety does to ya #and i'm so touch-deprived i'm starting to like the things i hated 🙃#idk idk i'm anxious as hell #and i still don't know wtf to wear #**#brunch anecdotes w the girlies

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angelsdean · 2 years

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still cannot believe jess has the same birthday as dean. like every year on dean’s birthday those two years they didn’t talk sam was out there celebrating jess’ bday and not calling dean.......whack

#also hi yes i'm watching ep 2 now.........so i guess it's time to make an official tag #vics spn rewatch #idk how long this will last but we'll see #vic.txt

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nerdnag · 5 months

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Oops I hyperfocused on creating a FE3H-themed Magic: the Gathering set for six hours straight

#nagnerd #I have decided on preliminary colors for all of the factions and characters #And brainstormed some set mechanics together with my partner #We'll see how long this hyperfocus lasts I guess

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birdkittenn · 6 months

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thanks for the change in design, you piece of shit machine

#rambles #the pattern on the back was always meant to be reminiscient of wings #ive been toying with what feathered wings would look like for a long time and never like it enough to keep in the design #so i guess the solution was machine wings. awesome #we'll see how long this lasts #the seal tail is also new. i just like water

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regular-lord-reckoner · 10 months

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a hospice nurse came out yesterday to talk to us and give us the run down of everything

she was nice and i think she's going to be his case manager while other nurses actually come out to check on him, but as soon as she left she was already putting in the orders for some medicines to help calm him and for a hospital bed and all of that

our dining table is kinda in the corner of the living room by the window so my mom and i already cleared all that out so we can put the bed there and that way he'll be right in the middle of everything and won't feel like he's just stuffed in the corner like he is in the bedroom

i kept going to just sit next to him yesterday and be by his side whenever my mom needed to go make him dinner or show the hospice nurse around because he didn't want to be alone

he was a lot more clear yesterday than he was the past couple of days and we had some very frank conversations about all of this which is good, but last night he had an anxiety attack and could barely breathe

my mom almost had to call hospice in because she didn't think he was going to make it but she managed to get him calmed down and settled

he was actually sitting up in his chair in the living room this morning but he pretty quickly had to move to the couch because he's just too tired

she and i talked this morning and i asked her how long she thinks he may have because i was thinking months maybe but she said we'll be lucky if he makes it to his birthday which is the 25th so that's...rough

she said there's just no fight left in him and his doctors are even talking about discontinuing a bunch of his meds and stuff

just...yeah.

i mean, i knew it was going to happen at some point, but i really didn't think it would be like...now. right now.

there still might be a chance he can turn this around and i think it's fucking crazy because i swear to god just like a week ago he was out on the back porch on the exercise bike, albeit he wasn't killing it on the fucking thing, but like...still

for a few minutes he was sitting and peddling a little and could walk back to his chair without a cane or using his wheelchair as a walker, he was able to make his own lunch and get himself a cup of coffee, at one point i even remember i was standing behind him just in case but he was scooting through the house like, "look at me go" and now it's like he's on death's door and i've heard this happens, it's not uncommon for people to do a big upswing right before the end where it seems like, "oh, okay, nice!!" and even his reports from his tests were looking fine, everything was seemingly okay but now i don't know anymore

i guess we'll just take each day at a time. my mom's going to see how this weekend goes but more than likely she's going to take another break from work and said she'd just go without pay, she just can't fathom being at fucking work and he ends up passing and i don't blame her a bit. since i work from home i think i'll try to still work as much as i can but ive got at least two weeks worth of pto already stored up and ready to go and whenever it's time, if it's next week or a month from now or whenever i'll just take that and fuck work

i just hate this so fucking much and i hate seeing him like this. i hate knowing that this is upsetting him but of course it fucking is. i hate knowing that he's scared. i hate so much about this but i guess there's no choice and i'm going to try to put on a brave face and do the best i can and that's that

#also last week when i was scheduling my next therapy appointment i decided to do every other week #because i felt like i was doing okay all things considered and we were kind of just saying the same things every time anyway #but uhh i might wanna reconsider that now #this week of all weeks is the one where i haven't had a session #and i don't think i need an emergent visit or anything #but it's just ironic i guess #fortunately i can do my sessions now from home we just hop on a video call together #so i won't be out of the house anymore for too long #anyway #i barely ate or drank anything yesterday and i can tell the not drinking thing is fucking me up #so i'm going to go take care of that and maybe try to get a little work done #and we'll just see how this goes #thank you for the kind words #i hope whoever's reading this has a peaceful and stress-free weekend

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