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collophora · 16 days

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haha I'll never finish this

but hewwo new followers <3

#star wars #star wars the bad batch #the bad batch fanart #but the idea is cool so have this bleurg #today I broke a teeth and I don't know how #got an appointment but not before a week #it's annoying to eat 'cause the sensation is weird #maybe it will motivate me to lose weight tho #so I could finally pass this threshold of 2 pull ups in a row to 3 #and finally go to the gym without my emotional support elastic bands #do strength training with your own bodyweight they say #it will be cheap they said #yeah guess what it's hard when you're afab lol #in the meantime doing legs is easy but eeeh no one do squat competition in party #it's always “hey look how much pull ups I can do”#gnagnagna #hey people who read my tags comment which clone would win a pull up competition if you read this #ok I need to sleep #bye

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skywalker42 · 8 months

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What people think ADHD is:

So I went to my room to grab sticky notes to leave my roommate a reminder on the dryer but then I saw my week old mug on my nightstand so I went to put it away and then when I was in the kitchen I realized there's no room for it in the cabinet and now I'm measuring the wall for shelving units.

Which, yeah, it is that. It's definitely that. But it's also this series of texts I sent to my friend this morning:

#adhd #executive dysfunction #i ran out of my meds before my next psych appointment and it turns out they were working better than i thought they were #so i took an old one i never got rid of that i stopped taking because of the side effects. i was so desperate #i wanted to run and move at lightspeed but i cant and it was infuriating #i was stimming on the drive to work with the cheesestick that i forgotten I'd put in my pocket ten minutes earlier #the other meds are working now and i feel a lot better but i forgot to take them with food and now I'm nauseous #and they really named it can't Sit Still And Gets Distracted Disorder #oy #don't mind me #skywalker42 rambles #i might still be in bed if the cat hadn't gently chewed on my hand #i also sucked in a hard candy while getting ready to add some other sensory info and i think it helped so there's a hot tip #i want to sleep for a week and also start training for the circus

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ghosts-cyphera · 4 months

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hey it’s lo !! hi !! just quickly sliding in to say thank you to everyone who interacted with my post last night. I was really, really deep down in the pit and even though I wasn’t in any immediate danger, your love and help and support did get me through the night.

though I’m so, so incredibly sorry to see how many of you have struggled with suicidal thoughts, it also means a lot to see that I’m not alone with this. thank you so, so much for the reminder.

sending you all so incredibly much love right now, my darlings 💗 lo out !!

#today was easier! I had a dentist’s appointment that I had to get to in the morning and it was the first time in four weeks that I’d #-left the house by myself #I managed! I did really good actually. I didn’t get overwhelmed from being in the public #and I beat my fear of dentists and got my chipped filling filled back in :-)#then I went to tk maxx for some quick valentine’s shopping (because let’s be honest: w/ my track record I’m not leaving the house-#-before valentine’s lol) and treated myself to some chocolate cake and even started journaling today for the first time in many years!#heavily thanks to you all last night for your suggestions #anyhow !! I hope you’re all doing alright tonight. please know that every single ounce of my love is headed to you in 3-2-1 NOW #hopefully most of it reached itms destination and you feel a little bit warmer 💗#lo talks #tw suicide #cw suicide

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kirby-the-gorb · 1 year

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pollenallergie · 4 months

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even tho i do not feel cute today (and i do not think this is a good picture of me) and my sweatshirt is covered in cat hair… you may have a picture of my new hair.

#it should be more red #the bangs should be more bangy #but whatever i just have to live with it for 8 weeks #it’s not awful… just not what i was expecting??#and like i wasn’t feeling very confident before the hair appointment and the hair appointment didn’t really help #bc i didn’t get the lewk i wanted??#like i was really banking on walking out of their with like a dark merlot red hair and sabrina carpenter bangs #and instead i got this #so… idk #also am i crazy or does my face look kinda puffy today?? like my cheeks look swollen and they feel lowkey kinda sore too and i’m just like??#what’s going on??????#pol’s diary <3

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wantbytaemin · 6 days

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it’s 1.18 am and i can’t sleep bc there’s a thunderstorm and i’m scared of them like a big loser so. don’t hold me accountable for my thoughts and feelings but

#i was just thinking about my day today and how i wrote in the tags after my nap i wanted to maybe go to ikea and so i presented my roommate #with the idea and she said yes ofc i was thinking of doing something too! and so we went to ikea and we got there and they have stairs and #escalators there and she was like ‘what type of day is it?’ nodding at the escalator and i know she prefers the stairs #and i have better and worse days in terms of how much i can do physically before getting winded/dizzy and i haven’t told her it’s been all #bad days lately LMAO bc ahhh i hate worrying people and i have ANOTHER cardiologist appointment next week anyway so no harm done but #the fact that she asks and then goes with me. it catches me so off guard still it’s truly something wondrous to be taken into account #i was really used to being overlooked not among peers but in my everyday family/at home life #and i still can’t believe how easy it feels for her (and my other friends) to take me into account and to just. idk. love me i guess?#i always think i’m impossible to care about on a true level beyond the surface let alone be loved #what a ride life is

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drygrasses · 2 months

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Went to a therapist today for the first time in a few years! They’re nonbinary and a year younger than I am (💀) but they took me seriously when I described my Issues (I’m mostly there for ADHD reasons…family things will have to wait) and seemed on board with pursuing a diagnosis so I’m really hopeful, genuinely

#they’re also like a full head shorter than I am #I picked them bc their gender yeah #and I’m their bio they sounded like my kind of nerd #I’m not there for gender stuff cuz I’m actually pretty ok with where I’m at with that #but I think the fact that they’re also nb makes it easier cuz like they get it even without me hashing it all out LOL #and ofc bc more similar life experiences #I had been vaguely worried that we might be TOO similar but they’re professional and capable and clearly know their stuff #so I’m hoping it’ll be all good #me stuff #I really can’t believe I finally got past the executive dysfunction well enough to actually start treating my executive dysfunction lmao #also I filled out the paperwork before the appointment and they were AMAZED that I did #I have gotten a good grade in therapy for the week LOL

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milkweedman · 10 months

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not gonna lie i am once again getting real sick of having a migraine every second of every day forever

#id like to crush my stupid brain with a hydraulic press into goo #goo with nerves no longer attached. painless goo.#its also very hard to be positive about things when you have a nonstop migraine for weeks and months on end #bc people will be 'oh i hope you have a good day !' which is a lovely sentiment but utterly divorced from the reality #of having a fucking migraine. 24/7.#i also recently discovered that all of my appointments have been canceled. and i dont know when or how or why #i have not yet fixed this bc i need to call each doctors office individually #and the thing is i am in so much pain. and i have no energy. or like will to live at all.#got home from gig work took a nap bc i was so hazy and in pain and woke up in much more pain right before i need to work again #which is great

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mitamicah · 9 months

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So what day is it today? I will call it hype friday!!

Why?

Because I just got a message that the gc will make a second try at a meeting where I might get approved for testosterone and its on monday!!!

#also I have spend the morning trying out my new shirt and fave outfits for a zine #so talk about hyping myself up with gender affirming outfits :3 #so hype friday it is :D!!!#to put it into perspective; last time i got a time for when my gc would discuss my situation I had to wait 2.5 months #and got a maybe #when i called the clinic monday i was told it could be that i didnt got a new appointment before next year #so seeing one now and this fast is surreal almost #but i try not to celebrate too much since it can easily go wrong so fast :'D #but yeah the week seems to be getting better :'D #micahs thoughts #personal

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griffworks · 5 months

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Sad day today

#no haircut :( next week though #im not gonna say everything that happen bc its whatever. just know i went thru a lot trying to find the place and when i finally found it .#the lady doesn't do short hair #so i did a lot of shit for nothing #well not for nothing #cos i have an appointment but #had my heart broken today 😔#it was almost cartoonishly evil... it started sprinkling rain on me as i was trying to find this place and holding back tears #but im proud of myself for trying so hard and not giving up #it was awful but i talked to a bunch of people and did stuff i was uncomfortable with #im so much braver than i was before #vent #afterwards i went to hot topic and got myself a skelanimal plush and some earrings #and blue raspberry lemonade from the mall stall but it . was a mistake drinking that before even eating breakfast #griffin's diary 🪦

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castielafflicted · 5 months

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distinct possibility that things are going to start to get very bad for me in a few days because of medication reasons </3

#zeph posting #my birth control refill got denied bc i hadnt had an appointment in too long but i had no idea about that ahead of time #and i just took my last dose #i scheduled an appointment and the guy says they probably will do another refill since its a few weeks out #but! its not a sure thing #and i wont know until at the latest thursday #and so !#this is the thing that keeps my mental health stable even moreso than the mood stabalizer #and also makes sure my physical health doesnt get horrifically worse for like 10 days a month #over 10 bc i have to recover too #so ill either be fine! or have to wait until like january 15th before i feel okay again #this is very bad to happen at christmas bc i have to be around people and do things #so i just. god if they dont give me a refill #if u see me say im posting from the ER after christmas its bc i dont have them and got suicidal </3

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remitiras · 4 months

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I'M HOME AND I HAVE MY NEW WEIGHED BLANKET AND I'M GOING TO SLEEP WITH IT TONIGHT AND I'M AO EXCITED TO FIND OUT HOW IT FEELS

#i wanted a weighted blanket for literally years and i finally had enough noney for it #it got here a few days ago but i wasnt home #and now i am #and i have this blanket #happy happy happy #alt text #yay me!#hopefully that'll help my insomnia #i have a doctor's appointment next week about ny insomnia and I'm so glad thia came before the appointment #cause now I'll be able to say if that helps me or not #this post got me to 100 posts yo

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dredshirtroberts · 6 months

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yeah guys idk I'm just thinking maybe the lightheadedness and desire to sit down about halfway through putting away groceries my whole life might not have just been a reaction to the way my parents were when i was a kid and the accompanying anxiety and sudden flurry of movement, but also possibly maybe i have a Health Thing about this...

#thank god i finally scheduled that doctor's appointment #Jan 15 cannot come quickly enough tbh #like i've streamlined getting shit put away and i hurry as soon as the wooziness starts hitting because i know i'm on borrowed time #and that's when the trauma reaction kicks in of ''i can't stop halfway through i'll be in trouble'' anxiety #because i *enjoy* putting away groceries and organizing the kitchen #i just also can't without a lot of assistance and plenty of spoons and time to prepare myself physically and mentally beforehand #this post brought to you by i had this realization doing the groceries and now i'm having like a lot of thoughts about it #i can't do it all in one go ever and i have never been able to without someone else handling about half of it #no matter how much i get or of what i can only get about half put away before time's up and i gotta sit down #it's why so much of my food was non-perishable when i was on my own #cause i'd get the cold things put away because they *had* to be #and then i couldn't physically do any more - especially if the groceries that week were more cold than non-perishable #but like yeah if i had to stop or take a break in putting away the groceries (despite also having gone to the grocery store #and walked around the whole store and grabbed items AND carried the heavy things into the house because i was the heavy lifter #AND i was in sports and had probably either just done a lot of exercise or was still in recovery from the day before/earlier that day)#i got fussed at for not helping out #so that's fucked up and fuck my mom actually she sucks #ugh

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keyrousse · 7 months

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Seeing posts about the current situation (war) in Israel, describing the events from two very opposite sides, is the main reason you see nothing of it on my blog.

#I know nobody asked #but those posts were one of the reasons I was pissed off yesterday #hence that short post in Polish #because I was pissed off and tired after work #after reading the news about Polish future government #(the currently leading party got the most votes in the election so they won #but they have no chance of forming the government #because they can't get the majority in the parliament #but our president is their notary basically #so here we go with some more weeks of a fucking mess before the opposition hopefully forms the government)#my sister lost a piece of her tooth because she was chewing a gum despite having bruxism #and it's very difficult to get her an appointment at a reasonable time #so I come home and open Tumblr to relax #and I see Israeli army committing genocide on the Palestinians on one side #and some blatant antisemitism on the other #fuck off #I'm on antibiotics and various other medicines and I don't want to drink alcohol #there you have it #me venting in the tags again #about me

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just-rogi · 2 months

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it??#I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

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asexualdindjarin · 10 months

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the nhs is free at the point of use for all 🥰🥰🥰🥰 what? you have teeth? fuck you. nah fuck you for real get out 👊😤

#a couple of weeks ago I called 3 or 4 dental practices and none of them were accepting nhs patients lol not even children #got mugged off by a private dentist that made me pay in advance online then they cancelled my appointment like a week before #and told me to ring them so I did and asked for a refund they said I had to go there and do a paper form 😭

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