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glasswaters · 8 months

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nail shut the windows, and bar the doors. draw closed your gaping mouth, open your dear palms. lay your head against the cool stone wall.

breathe, sweeting.

no, it's still beating, see? every one of your breaths, a stutter of muscle. every one of your trembles, a drop of blood. there is still life in it, and it aches to match.

when i press my nails into the flesh, it quickens, a hiccup in your chest. when i bend over, the sharp edges of my skin don't scrape against hollowed bone. it's flushed, see?

oh.

oh, no.

don't cry, sweet thing. don't draw your comely mouth into a line so muddled by tears that it can only shape wails, now. dry your eyes and set your face into clear resin so i might look at it always. keep your hands cupped and your smile anchored to the edges of your lips. feel it drag against your teeth.

take it.

no, it's yours.

it leapt from my chest when you first spoke. it matched the rise and fall of your breath when you first laughed. it's fissured, I know, but it yet lives.

why are you crying? your hands are trembling and your cheeks are wet. your mouth has dropped the smile. your breath stutters where it lives in your breast-

why are you crying?

this is a gift, dearling. i cannot take it back. i have already severed the veins, and the ligaments and the tender flesh. i have already broken the sternum and spread my ribs. for you.

for you, i would tear my tongue from my mouth. i would pluck my eyes from their sockets, i would peel my skin from my flesh. i would set a knife against my femur, and cut until i met the joint.

for you, i would carve open my thigh until it lay, de-boned and spread open on your cutting board. i would open my mouth to be stuffed.

for you.

careful, now. hold me gingerly and kiss me tenderly. this is a gift. won't you thank me?

#poetry #writerblr #writers of tumblr #poets of tumblr #spilled ink #spilled words #love as consumption #gifting your love your heart #to their horror #is it a gift if they cannot say no?#as always #body horror #on gifts and hearts and butchery #and tears

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topnotchquark · 2 months

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Nico saying that Lewis gives his daughters boxes of presents every Christmas just got caught in my mind.

Imagine you were a mixed race boy born in Hertfordshire, different from everyone else around you. Bullied in school, being raised by your father to compete in a sport where money is very much of essence and you and your family do not have a lot of it. And then you meet this other boy who comes from the kind of life you dream to live one day. You're friends and fierce competitors. You find solace in each other. You visit Monaco for the first time with your friend, dreaming up the life you will have when you make it, when you beat out of the mould that the world thought it could capture you in.

And then you two grow through the ranks and you're at the pinnacle of your sport and you have what it takes to win and the world recognises that you can win. And you win. You win with your friend and fiercest competitor by your side fighting with you for those wins, and this fighting ruins something something that was valuable to both of you when you were still innocent and unsullied by life.

But despite everything that went into the doing and undoing of this relationship, you still realise that this person you once called a friend has a life and family beyond your bitter dynamic. He has children, and children need love and affection and good memories. And you're a better man now so you understand that. So you make sure the kids get gifts on Christmas. And you make sure of it every year. Afterall, if you met someone you loved deeply when you were both kids, wouldn't you feel a pang of nostalgia when they had kids. Wouldn't you try to extend the warmth that you couldn't find for your friend to his children. Afterall, whatever happens during childhood basically remains with you forever.

#and nico's perspective of the same is just #being bullied as a child and being profoundly lonely till you find this friend who is in many ways the yardstick for performance #and even when you go through all this rancidity and the love has almost evaporated down to bare bones politeness #you know there is something that remains deep down #and so he gets your kids Christmas gifts each year #both their childhoods were sites of pain and both of them found something with each other #and lewis honours that by being a positive presence in nico's childrens' lives #albeit from a distance #and of course we're no strangers to how much Nico loves his kids #you can bet if Lewis had kids Nico would do that same #sorry this caught in my heart a little #I knew he had been giving presents for a while and I always thought of that as very beautiful but seeing it on the tl made me remember #man #love haunts you in such peculiar ways forever #brocedes #lewis hamiton #nico rosberg #f1 #formula 1

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phddyke · 10 months

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OH? OHOHOHO

#I WAS HOPING THE SOAP OPERA WOULD BE A RUNNING GAG #helluva boss #queen bee #ozzie’s #stolas #blitzø #stolitz #no but tell me why i was #literally telling my fiancé and brother #that if stolas does get a boyfriend like viv implied #i want there to be a scene where like #blitzø is watching hell-a novela #and alejandro is like ‘what do you mean you’ve gifted your heart to another gabriella?!’#and she’s like ‘how long did you expect me to wait for you alejandro?’#with her hand like over her head all dramatic #and blitzø yells ‘YOU SHOULVE TOLD HER YOU LOVED HER WHILE YOU HAD THE CHANCE DIPSHIT’#and throws something at the tv #and loona is standing in the background looking maybe concerned maybe exasperated

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gentlebeard · 2 months

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If I could hold you for a minute, Darling, I’d go through it again

For @edsbacktattoo & @stedesearring 💕 Show: Our Flag Means Death - Season 1 & 2 Music: Francesca by Hozier YouTube

#ofmd #our flag means death #gentlebeard #stede bonnet #edward teach #ofmdedit #ofmdaily #ofmd source #ofmd fanvid #ofmd s2 #ofmd edit #blackbonnet #ella’s edit #HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMS ❤️#AND A BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAITLIN ❤️#i'm killing two (impossible) birds with one stone by dedictating this video to both of you absolute angels!!#jams i love you so much. you're so incredibly talented and hilarious and kind and amazing. i'm so grateful for you.#if you didn't live halfway around the world i would come over and give you the biggest and warmest hug #thank you for letting me scream in your dms all the time. whether it's about our pirate boys or your writing or cancellation hell™️#and just THANK YOU for being such a wonderful presence in my life #oh and kaitlin. lovely sweet kind kaitlin. the one we all love to call a human ray of sunshine because you're just THAT lovely #your little yellow hearts in the tags brighten my day every time i see them. whenever i talk to you you're just so sweet #thanks for every single lovely word. for every music rec. for every sweet message or ask. what a gift you are. ily!!!#speaking of gifts: i couldn't think of a more perfect song for the two of you than francesca #so i hope you like my little creation that i've put together. once again shoutout to #evil gang 😈

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catastrxblues · 23 days

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EVERMORE by taylor swift (feat. bon iver) — “and i was catching my breath, floors of a cabin creaking under my step. and i couldn’t be sure, i had a feeling so peculiar, this pain wouldn’t be forevermore.”

my #swiftiegiftexchange2024 for @lovesickallovermybed!!!! 🫶🏽🫶🏽

#HIII HII HII how are you <3333 SO sorry for being slightly to the party but HII #i saw that you are currently recovering from surgery and i‘m wishing you all the best and =a faster recovery 💗💗 i hope you’re okay and #are feeling and getting much better every day 💗💗💗#i’m your anon swiftie and it was really nice to get to know you!! 🫶🏽 you’re super super talented and your gifs are so so STUNNING #it was such an honor to be your anon for this event and i had such a fun time making this !#i was SO excited when i saw that some of your favorite ts songs are evermore and idsb. really really sorry i didn’t have the time to make #something for both because my laptop went dead for sometime and i ended up only having the time to make this 😭#evermore the song is something i hold and cherish deeply in my heart too and it was something that has seen some of the worst of my days #and so i decided to do this song for your gift instead!#i can’t really gif much and couldn’t even try #because my laptop in which i had installed ps in went rip so i decided to make you this #(slightly messy sorryy) scrapbook of my view of the song! i tried to incorporate some of the descriptive lyrics and the objects mentioned i #the song and i hope you like it 😁!#and because i think evermore is also something that IS meant to be incredibly personal to the people that listen to it #i decided to include some photos (+added highlights on every lyric that has ever touched me which is almost everything as you can see 😭)#of some of my journal pages on which i rewrote the entire lyrics (except bon iver’s addition 😅) in ‘21 when the song meant to me the most!#i hope you're having a great dayy love 🫶🏽🫶🏽#SwiftieGiftExchange2024 #taylor swift #tswiftedit #evermore #*my edits #nadine.mp3

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awakenthebeing · 1 year

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felt like making a short little piepoe theme.......lil bit rushed but that's okay

i simply adore this creature

BRO??????? BRO???????? DUDE???????????????? THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!!

I am actually GOING INSANE OVER HOW FUCKING WELL DONE THIS IS OH MY GOSHHHHH DUDE THIS IS- OH MY GOSH

The MELODY???? THE CUTE LITTLE SOUND EFFECTS???? IT ALL SOUNDS SO BOUNCY AND SILLY AND FUN AND PLAYFUL AND AUUGHGHGHGHH!!!!!!! MY HEART!!!!!!! BRO I CANNOT STRESS HOW MUCH I FUCKING LOVE THIS TO BITS OHHHHGMGM MY GOODNESS THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! 🥹🥹🥹🥹😭😭😭😭😭‼️💓‼️💓‼️💓‼️💓‼️💓💓💘💓💘💓💘💓💖💓💖💓💓💘💓💘💓💘💓💖💓💖💓💓💘💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💖💓💖💓💓💓💘

Holds my head in I AM LISTENING TO THIS SHIT ON LOOP!!!! IT FUCKS!!!!!! ITS SOOO WELL DONE LIKE OUGHGHGHGHGHHGHGHGHGH CRYING CRYING!!! THANK YOU SOOOO SO MUCH... THANK YOU!!!!!!!

#gosh i literally showed this to my BROTHER #and he makes music and he AGREED THAT IT SOUNDED SO GOOD!!!!!!#THANK YOU I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH THIS IS. THIS MADE MY NIGHT!!!!!!!#GOD BLESS GOD BLESS YOU TALENTED CREACHER!!!!!#thank you so much..... i love it.... im so happy you enjoy Piepoe!!!! thank you so much!!!!!#sending SO MUCH LOVE YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND I AM THROWING HEARTS AT YOU!!!! LOVE!!!!!#💖💘💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💖💓💖💖💓💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💓💖💓💖💘‼️‼️‼️‼️#take it easy!!! rest and eat and drink water!!!! do your best!!!!!#Piepoe arts #Piepoe gifts

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crazymecjc · 3 months

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child of misfortune.

hi @gemini-in-tauro!! I’m your belated secret santa!!! all of your prompts were so good, I almost couldn’t choose, but then oz possessed me lmao. hope you enjoy!!

thank you again to @i-prefer-the-term-antihero for hosting this event!

#pandora hearts #oz vessalius #oof my art i guess #trying something a lil different with the composition of this but I think it turned out well!#oz my little guy #I love a silly lil limited color palette I think it’s Neat #hope u enjoy your gift!

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ninjigma · 11 months

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DinLuke Week Part 5/7 - Previous / First / Next

Day 5: Courting Gifts Track: 'I Was Made For Loving You' - Tori Kelly, Ed Sheeran (Spotify / YouTube)

Wasn't sure exactly how to depict this one, but just a soft moment right after giving the gifts seemed to work :) Just some small things for them each to carry, that can be hidden when needed and held close when needed more. Because what can say courting more then exchanging symbols for your heart?

@dinlukeweek

#courting gifts #the kyper is the heart of the saber #and the iron heart is pretty on the nose but still #heart of beskar just for him #it's love your honor #not as proud of this one but still happy with it :)#dinluke week 2023 #luke skywalker #din dijarn #dinluke #lukedin #din x luke #star wars #the mandalorian #fanart #my art

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sensazioneultra · 1 year

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I like you. I like you so much I could die.

OLD FASHION CUPCAKE (2022)

for jo @soulmatelines from your gifted santa! ☆

#old fashion cupcake #old fashioned cupcake #jo tag #gifted santa #gifted gays gc #jdramaedit #asianlgbtqdramas #nico.gif #jdrama #HI JO MERRY CHRISTMAS #help why did i just second guess my spelling of christmas #Anyway. hope you like this jo!! it was so much fun to make!!!#it's my first time trying the gif in shapes thing so ... i will get better at it but i did my best sjdskdns #honestly as soon as i drew your name i was like. old fashion cupcake. like no doubt in my mind it had to be smth to do with ofc #it's just such a Jo Show and we both love it!!!#also i don't think i've giffed ofc before ? or did i ?? no i don't think i have. so it was a nice challenge #love you sooo much jo!!!! i hope you have a good 2023 you deserve to be happy and thriving!!!#i'm so happy to be your friend and to get to be a part of mundinho guesung br with you!! :service:#[insert heart emojis i'm on desktop <3]

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sneeb-canons · 4 months

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soul’s love language is gift giving

one of his favourite things to give is flowers

he started out by giving them to h, m, and w directly, but eventually he starts putting them in places they are around regularly.

a new vase of flowers in minds room

flowers on heart’s cane

shrines to whole being filled with various flowers

mind usually plants them in his haven/realm, heart puts them in his hair or makes a flower crown, and whole puts it in a vase on the coffee or dinner table

Headcanon #320

#chonny jash #submission #cj soul #cj mind #cj heart #cj whole #i love lil sweet ones like this #just nice lil gifts for each other #they're besties/siblings your honor

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ride-a-dromedary · 6 months

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Astarion and Shadowheart: *collars undone, thoroughly debauched* Sorry we're late! We were doing stuff. Halsin: *a step and a half behind them* I am stuff.

#these elves are poly (for each other) GOOD for them #BG3 Musing #i don't have a ship name for them so i'll just tag #bloody heart and a bear #i am an astarion/shadowheart/halsin truther with sometimes karlach thrown in there if she's comfy because they all love her too #thinking about how shadowheart in EA was willing to join in with astarion's romance when he was ready #how halsin flirts with the two of them and accept their teasing good naturedly #and how the two of them are the only ones fully on board with bringing halsin into the fray (i know people read star's agreement as being #not into it but let's not take his right to consent to things and be believed away from him and devoid him of agency okay)#like how can you hear 'nature used all of its powers when it sculpted you astarion' and 'to watch a woman flush with pleasure #is one of nature's sweetest gifts...though perhaps you will prove even sweeter shadowheart' and not swoon and go WELL OKAY #halsin: i can make them better :3 astarion/shadowheart: we can make him worse! >:3 #this is an unserious post but one about a throuple i am serious about - i have a serious post about them earlier on my blog somewhere #i am so sorry minty this could also be you but larian playing #when your half elf girlfriend is the only one of you who has to sleep so you both let her sleep on you preferably at the same time

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natjennie · 6 months

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"if we want them to stay, we have to make staying seem like the most attractive option. operation: be really really nice" like what a perfect fucking way to wrap up your show. the show that started with "kill them" "get out get out get out" "we have everything we need to scare them out of their wits" "we could always try haunting" like. I know it's simple I know it's obvious but. what a charming and beautiful bit of symmetry. I love it when show.

#i love it when a show has a story to tell and tells it and wraps it up and gives it to you #when everyone involved treats the show like a gift #and it all works and comes together and leaves you with a twang of love in your heart #ghost5 #ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers

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bitternace · 2 months

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WHY ARE YOU SO EVIL!!! /POS. ATTACKING YOU.

Xemnas and Xigbar for 37 if that number hasn't been done? If it has, how about 74?

no puedo pedirle lo eterno a un simple mortal // ay, todo lo que he hecho por ti.

[ID: a mostly black and white drawing with a purple overlay of xigbar and xemnas shown from the hip up on the left side of the image. the background is black and has some diagonal lines with a bit of transparency on the right side. the shadows are harsh, with only a bit of light falling on their faces.

they stand before each other turned to the audience. xigbar, holds the handle and the middle of No Name before him, head tilted down as he looks to the audience. xemnas stands a full head taller behind xigbar, his left hand held some distance below the bladed tip of No Name, his left eye is covered by his fringe.

xemnas visible eye is painted ochre with a white pupil, while xigbar's eye is white and gold. The eyes on no name's handle and the gazing eye on the blade are a vibrant cyan. the caption reads the spanish lyrics "i can't ask a simple mortal for a forever" and "oh, everything i've done for you." /End ID.]

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