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Been watching that long ass takedown of Lily Orchard's old SU video and my god I will never be over how she just like, continuously calls a queer jewish woman a nazi for *checks notes* having the main character of her PG children's show find a non-violent solution to the main conflict instead of just immediately killing the big bad guys.
#su crit honestly feels like a fucking fever dream sometimes#people were really like “yeah actually Steven should kill the Diamonds that would be a good lesson for children” slkjdflkdj#fuckin' out of your minds#anyway I guess this is a rent-lowering gunshot post yeah SU wasn't perfect but it meant a lot to me#and it did not deserve to get treated the way it did
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TF One D-16
#poll#maccadam#transformers#smash or pass#request#d-16#tf one#look. listen to me. i want the movie to be good. i want it to be good so badly.#but i simply do not trust it. its giving marvel movie and that has me Incredibly Fuckin Worried#because i do not want this franchise to turn into generic safe crowd pleaser action comedy allergic to genuine emotion generator no. 6483754#i do not want cliche heavy low effort lowest common denominator movie afraid to do anything even slightly weird beyond surface level#like. look. as much as i dunk on bayverse. as much as i voice my distaste for the designs and everything micheal bay has ever done#i respect the hell out of them for letting those robots be fucked up aliens#with weird nasty unfamiliar biology#and for having intense and serious and deathly somber moments#even if they butcher the characterization of some of the bots#cough cough give me your face ill kill them all optimus#im also not crazy about it looking like optimus and megatron come from the same place in the bottom of society#its so much more compelling for megs to come from the very bottom and be hyperaware of how bad everything is#whole orion has more of an everyman position. a cushy library job. not afforded luxuries but not rotting at the bottom#because then they learn from each other. orion piecing together hiw bad things get while megs picks up how in the dark the mid caste is#also genuinely truly if i have to hear bumblebee say 'well that just happened' im walking through the space bridge into a vacuum#welp. that turned into an essay. dont mind me being a hater 💖
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the Biggest flex in human history had to be when the first group showed up to a collaborative hunt w/ a pack of wolves
#'hello ugg'#'grug. ... is that a-'#'a wolf. yeah. nbd though everyone in my pack has one'#like i wonder how badass they felt.#all the other wolfless hunters staring at them like 👁️👄👁️#oh god and when everyone finds out that the wolves hunt With them? damn#JUST IMAGINE HOW SICK THAT WAS#i just Know that nothing has reached that level of pure packed raw awesome since#30k B.C. you just had to be there#absolutely unprompted#your neighboring group shows up with wolves and youre like ok. fuckin weird but as long as they dont kill anyone#and then its time to hunt. idk a mammoth#and the wolves fuckin GO FOR IT? fighting ALONGSIDE you and your fellow hunters????#id lose my hunter-gatherer mind#that has to be The definition of epic
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something about qbad mentioning how much horror he put red team thru every time purgatory gets brought up... something about how proud dapper was of him.
like this is just my late-night read but- it feels like guilt qbad is trying to twist into pride. he keeps needling away at it. “i killed them all, over and over and over again.” “they were hunted by a monster.”
it’s like- reassurance. like a nail he’s trying o beat into his head. he’s had SO much trouble with legitimately hurting his friends, despite making that vow all the way back when the eggs first went missing, despite all the tree talk and the promises to save the kids no matter what. He never faltered with elq, and that protected them. He keeps faltering now. Sometimes he doesnt remember the code, or cucurucho, or skeppy. But that doesnt matter, right? Because he’ll protect the eggs. He’ll be the monster. he is the monster. he can and he will protect them even as his seams start ripping and he keeps breaking further and further apart. even at his worst, he’ll do whatever he needs to protect the eggs.
he’ll be the monster. wont he?
#qsmp#he loves his friends and he wants to hurt them#he loves his friends and he doesnt want to hurt them#qsmp badboyhalo#ita like. He was torturing himself with the soul vultures because he kidnapped ron and threw down some scary magma mobs#and then forever changwd rhe whole fuckin narrative with that appreciation room and bad remembered the joy of community#and then cellbit. Where bad was like ‘i see him destroying himself to get the eggs back and i know where that road goes’#’his loved ones dont want that to happen to him. i dont want that to happen to him’#and then purgatory gave him the first actal legitimate lead for finding their kids and he just had to get worse#and so he fucking swandived into self destructive violence (and the cc was purposefully playing qbad more recklessly violent)#(bbgirl couldve been lured into a trap so so easily)#ive lost my point somewhere now im just rotating qbbh in my brain and all the parallels#ah yes. But now theyre out of purgatory. And he refuses to regret what he did because he *had* to do what he could to save dapper#and the other eggs#because he has a huge complex about being the ‘only one who can protect the eggs’ because of a thousand little cuts and his mental health#issues. Like he’s Wrong bur its such a fascinating little direction for his character. Yes king burn thyself on the pure of protection#and then burn in a nuclear blast too because your self sufficiency left you to care for your egg alone#you can take care of the eggs. you can hurt your friends. look at how much you hurt your friends#look st the monster you are . your teeth are sharp and your claws are large#never mind that time you sent tina into a panic attack because you tried to recreate safety#never mind that your friends and family are worried about you#you are falling apart. but so many monsters survive the killing blow
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me when tumblr recommends me someone defending dr3 in the tags and i read through the entire thing and get mad bc they don't understand what brainwashing really is.
#'brainwashing has been a staple of the series for a long time' they say (mostly talking about mind control)#mind control in the fictional sense not the real world sense btw#magical/technological means of instantly controlling ones thoughts#the video in dr0? yeah. brainwashing. they were watching it ON FUCKING LOOP over and over to the point of desensitizing themselves#they were already vulnerable to start with as well. it was fucking conditioning them. not controlling them directly – brainwashing them#the monokuma kids? DIRECT MIND CONTROL#THEY ARE WEARING FUCKING HELMETS ON THEIR HEADS AND HAVE NO CONTROL OVER THEMSELVES OR THEIR AUTONOMY#THAT IS NOT BRAINWASHING!! THAT IS FUCKING!! PUPPETEERING THEM#they brought up smthn in the togami book. never read that but apparently there's a book that spreads despair disease#(info gotten from unreliable source in the book)#tbh it's probably propaganda to help despair spread better#it doesn't have to be fucking literal#also despair disease... if it is anything like dr2... IS NOT BRAINWASHING#IT JUST FUCKIN TAKES OVER THEIR BODY/OVERRIDES THEIR PERSONALITY AUTOMATICALLY#IT'S A MIND ALTERING ILLNESS???#NOT!! BRAINWASHING!!#and then of course saying brainwashing in dr3 is the natural conclusion and that it doesn't retcon anything#AND I AGREE BRAINWASHING IS THE NATURAL CONCLUSION. BUT DR3 DIDN'T DO THAT#it just fucking... made them flip a switch out of nowhere?#MIKAN SAID SHE BECAME THE WAY SHE DID DUE TO HER RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTHERS#NOT BC SHE WATCHED SILLY DESPAIR VIDEO#to use magic subliminal messaging to INSTANTLY change the way someone thinks isn't brainwashing in your typical sense. that's mind control#let's define brainwashing shall we?#a method for systematically changing attitudes or altering beliefs#originated in totalitarian countries#especially through the use of torture— drugs— or psychological-stress techniques#or perhaps this one:#any method of controlled systematic indoctrination especially one based on repetition and confusion#REPEATED TORTURE. REPEATED WATCHING OF THINGS#**REPETITION IS KEY**
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Real talk I think Cherry Coading and R. Marie should switch evil genius partners for a week and see what happens
#not even in a romantic way its almost like theyre switching jobs 😂#mostly losing my mind thinking about mojo trying to deal with r marie's pure fucking evil vibes and almost not being able to handle it 😂#like yeah he's evil of course but she's also just bitter and mean. theyre definitely gonna fight at some point hrnsjxbfb#OMG WAIT AND I MADE HER CANONICALLY DISLIKE ANIMALS. OH THEYRE GONNA FUCKIN FIIIIIIIIGHT#she would probably give such backhanded compliments like 'sure pretty good evil plot.. for a monkey <_<' HRNDJDBTX#meanwhile cortex is so so used to r marie's mean fucking love that cherry's sweet adorable good vibes would be DISTURBING to him 😂😂#like he might enjoy it for a minute but his masochist ass would definitely not be able to handle that level of SWEET and GENTLE#and i dont mean not be able to handle in a cutesy way like awww ohhh he gets to experience gentle love NO. HE WOULD BE SICK#she's like 'wowww dr cortex thats such an impressive machine! you built it all on your own omg you are SO smart!!! >w<' and he would GAG#meanwhile in townsville r marie and mojo are just trying to out-evil each other 😂she isnt even helping with anything its a str8 up contest#i guess that also means r marie dealing with the powerpuff girls 0-0 crash always stops cortex thru luck and making stuff backfire on him#but he's never actually FOUGHT him (unless u count twinsanity) but those girls are BRUTAL so r marie definitely boutta lose some teeth 😳#i think at the end of the week everyone is going to be more than relieved to go back where they belong 😂💀😂💀😂#ruby rambles#🍒🧠: evil does it better#💜: the man of my schemes#🍒🧬: emotional processing lag#💜: loving you's a felony
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GUH. i started writing more. ill see if i can find the time to write a lil more while im at work (i will be working for 3 grueling days straight) but in the meantime heeere HEEERE have a small small sip.
#SELF INDULKGENT AS HEEEELLL but im having fun i think#i think i enjoy this 'chasing streams of thought' style of writing. i like slithering deep through the minds of characters.#i like digging their thoughts from their minds and laying them out in organized piles.#maybe sometimes i mix up the piles on purpose. im a wild cardt. im wacky. im unpradectable. whatll i do next? i dunno#I REALLY LIKE SODA. hes simple in a way. and yet also fairly complex. or something. i think hes dumb in the same ways i am#i gotta go finish getting packed for my 3 day expedidtion into the fuckin. stupid lands. but first. while im here.#listen to me boy. i am speaking directly into your ear. into your MIND. i need you to open 'you tube dot come' and i need you to#type into that search bar i need you to type: Viagra Boys ADD#and i need you to take that song and put it into whatever Emizel playlist u have. you will do this for me#if you fail to do so youll be in big trouple young man#you will never see the light of day.#ALSO IN OTHER NEWs i love faygo so ggoooodaamn much#i KNOW all the demons are Down w the Clown man they GOTTA BE
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Hello lovely!
I'd love to read more of the prison AU ✨🖤
A group of inmates is trying to push Thena around and a guard with bad intentions is helping her. He grabs her afterwards and pushes her into a corner, wanting something spicy in return for his help. Thena declines and is trying to get away, without success. Sweet Gilgamesh is coming to rescue her.
🖤✨Hugs and Love!!✨🖤
"What's going on in here?!"
Thena grunted as she was tossed against the wall again. They had already shoved her around plenty by this point of course. But fighting back against them was a surefire way to get herself penalised.
"Nothing," the other inmate who had done the most pushing and shoving turned with a smile.
Thena blinked as the guard came down the hall and barked at them to keep moving. There was no lingering in unsupervised areas. She stood, dusting off her uniform.
"You okay?"
"Fine," she muttered. She knew which guard this was. She didn't have to talk to each of them, but she knew each of their rotations, which were off weeks and which were on. It kept her mind occupied.
This guard was in his late 50s, recently divorced, had two kids who sounded very reluctant to have him in their lives, judging by how he was always saying he had games of theirs to go see and then would be working that night anyway.
"You sure?" he stepped closer, hands on his utility belt. "You look a little roughed up."
"I'm fine," she repeated. She tried to step around him but he moved into her path again.
"Y'know," he began, and she should have known. He leaned against the wall, his arm up against it, in the way of her head. "I can step in and protect you like this any time. Although I would wanna know that you're, uh, grateful, if you catch my drift."
She avoided his eyes as well. Looking people in the eyes only ever riled them up in here. "No, thank you."
He scoffed, "no thank you?--that what you said?"
"Yes," she muttered at the ground. She knew very well that he enjoyed the sense of humiliation he could get off some of the inmates in here. "Excuse me."
"You're excused when I excuse you."
Thena eyed the arm of his in her way. This hallways was already isolated enough for the other women to know it was good roughing up territory. A guard like him could get away with any number of things down here.
"So," the guard grinned at her, "you got a smile for me, gen-pop?"
Thena backed up against the wall again, but he followed her. His hand moved to her shirt, "don't."
She'd claw his face off if she really had to, longer sentence be damned.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?!"
Her eyes raised again, and they met his before she could help it. But she knew this guard, too. This was the one who made sandwiches at home and brought them in to work. It was Gilgamesh.
"Just making sure this one gets back to her pen."
Gilgamesh didn't even pretend to believe it. He marched over to them, wearing the same uniform as the other guard but taller, and twice as strong. "Don't give me that shit, I have eyes on it and everything."
The other guard just shrugged, "I kept a fight from breaking out is all. She offered to, uh, y'know."
Thena kept her expression passive. This creep could say whatever he wanted about her, she didn't care. And she didn't care if Gilgamesh believed him or not.
"Don't give me that bullshit either," Gilgamesh growled in the face of his fellow guard. "No one's offering to suck your broken old dick, especially not this one. So are you gonna walk away with a shred of dignity or do I need to bring this footage to the warden?"
Thena looked up as Gilgamesh gathered the front of the shirt of the other guard and tossed him aside. She remained where she was, but Gilgamesh's shoulder partially came between them just by its natural width.
"Fuck you," the other guard picked himself up and stalked off, surely to abuse his power elsewhere, "ass kisser."
"No one's offering you that either," Gilgamesh shouted after him to get one last dig in at him. "Old creep."
"Thanks," Thena muttered down at the ground.
"Hey." For such a big guy, in such a stressful work environment, he sure had a gentle voice. "You okay?"
"I'm fine."
"I was checking the cameras when I saw him leaning over you," Gilgamesh said gently, taking a step away from her until she had the amount of space to which she was accustomed. "What happened?"
She sighed, still looking down at her regulation nonslip shoes. "The three with the smuggling business left me my share of lunch today, but I think they were expecting something in return from me. I didn't have it, so they figured they would try and shake me down for it."
"Oh really," he frowned.
"He came along and," she shrugged, "what he wanted in exchange was more tangible, I suppose."
"I've reported him before but it never seems to go anywhere," Gil scowled in the direction their little friend had scurried. "Maybe if I have something like this, I can finally get him at least transferred to different work, or something."
"One could hope." She tried to drag herself back to her cell again but once again found herself blocked. She looked up, though, finding the deep brown eyes of Mister Gilgamesh. "What?"
He sighed, maybe getting the hint that even if he could do something about it - which he couldn't - it didn't mean she wanted him to. His shoulders wilted and he got this sad puppy look on his face, "nothing, I guess. Just...I'm around, you know. If anything..."
"Are you offering to come to my aid?" she asked him, letting him know how unimpressed she was with the offer.
"Yeah, I guess I am," he offered a jovial and sheepish smile. "I know I must sound like any old asshole. But I mean it--no strings attached."
She gave him a smirk as he began walking her back to her cell, "you don't want a little something?--not even a peek on shower day?"
He blushed. The massive bear of a guard blushed and averted his eyes from her, "okay, okay."
"Sorry," she snickered to herself, "this place has turned me deviant."
He shrugged, "you're tough, you adapted to survive. The ones who don't, don't tend to last. But you're smart enough to figure that out, huh?"
She most certainly was.
"Also, as far as those other three are concerned, if I see them withholding food I'm not gonna just leave it."
"Do as you please," she muttered. What he did while on the job wasn't any of her concern. All she had to do was keep her head down and not do anything to get her sentence lengthened.
"I know you said you had lunch, but," Gil rustled something in his pocket, "was it the burnt corner piece again?"
Thena looked down at the sandwich he flashed at her from his side cargo pocket, like they were exchanging the most dangerous of goods. Well, contraband was contraband. But he did make really good sandwiches. "What is it today?"
"Chicken katsu with curry mayo."
God, he really was a good cook. And just because she'd had lunch didn't mean it was really the freshest serving anyway. And Druig did comment that he was worried about how much weight she had lost (even claiming he didn't think she had any to spare, anyway).
When crossing the doorway Thena snatched the sandwich from him, slipping it under her uniform top and crossing her arms around it. "Thanks."
Gilgamesh smiled, his eyes meeting hers, "any time, really."
#Thenamesh Inmate AU#have I mentioned I really like this AU?#I may not know what it's like to be in prison#but I did watch the season of criminal minds when Reid is in jail#so there's that#Thena hoards the sandwich to herself and eats it during lights out#someone's like I can hear you eating#she says mind your fuckin' business#next time Druig sees her he goes hey you look a little better#are they feeding you better?#'Cause if they're not I swear to fucking-#she says yes she's eating better it's fine#Druig is like okay well whatever you're doing keep it up#when it's over he stands back and watches her get led out#there's this big guard at the edge of the room and he sees him...talk to Thena?#and he sees Thena talk to him???#Druig is suspicious but he's all but shoved out the door#next time he comes in he asks Thena all about him because he has cyber stalked poor Gilgamesh for talking to his big sister
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I will not argue about religion online I will not argue about religion online I will not argue about religion online🤡
#franposting#rae your response already sort of undercut ops intent#but also FUCK THAT POST FOR REAL#1) u are doctrinially incorrect. 1x a year minimum. recommended during pennintential seasons#get off my ass every week bullshit#that's not how it works mortal sin is NOT so common as that and this is how yall give ppl scruples and complexes#and religious trauma#also like. just fuck off in general if u have that kind of attitude#trads my nemesis (EXCEPT U RAE)#(she is very polite. she gets to stay :)#but anyway yeah now im so fuckin angry#everytime i think ive reached some sort of tentative peace with the church#or at least. a cease fire. a begruding tolerance of my coreligionists#i am forcibly reminded that so many of them suck#ALSO HISTORICALLY??? WEEKLY CONFESSION??? WTF ARE YALL ON. CRACK????#we went 2 millenia without it. get ur reactionary american trad bullshit out my face#if u are reading this and being like. oh fran i am going to argue with u and correct u. consider. dont.#dont do that. i will not change my mind on this. it is one of the few articles of faith i am definitely sure on#and im actually IN THE RIGHT this isnt even my heterodox pseudo heretic ass#this is literal doctrine yall are just brainrotted by usamerican catholic trad culture#tldr thank u rae for ur response but i must take my rage further and scream bc i hate that rhetoric sm
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One thing I've found important but also sometimes difficult to learn is that the difference between a 'butterfly garden' and a 'biodiverse habitat' is that you gotta accept that sometimes things are gonna die.
This isn't to say that you shouldn't try to tend to things. If I find a bunch of oleander aphids harassing some of my young milkweed plants, I'll get the hose and spray them off no problem--hard to tend a garden and save milkweed seeds if they're getting the life sucked out of them before they can even go to seed. If I see a lot of snails starting to devour some of my flowers and turn them into brown mush, I'll pick them off and toss them to the neighborhood ducks.
But with that being said, creating a biodiverse environment for wildlife means there's gonna be prey animals and predator animals, and some insects may fill several niches. I plant milkweed and other flowers so monarchs and other insects can enjoy them as a host plant and a nectar source. Some years, I can barely even find large caterpillars because the wasps just go ham and pig out. That doesn't mean I'm gonna hunt down any and every wasp nest and spray it to death for being oh-so-mean to my precious baby caterpillars! They're just trying to survive, just like everything else in my garden!
And in the grand scheme, everything is part of a cycle that feeds everything else. The caterpillars feed the wasps, which then feed the cardinals and chickadees and mocking birds. Later in the summer, I always see some ladybugs, and my aphid problems drop even without me bringing out the hose. Sure, the snails are a major problem for me, right now. But they might be feeding things I'm not even seeing, late at night--like blindworms, or possums, or frogs, and maybe even the birds are going at them when I'm not outside.
The literal basis of my pollinator garden is so things can eat other things--the caterpillars feed on the milkweed, after all. I can't deny that they're part of an ecosystem, and the effort in trying to just sprays poisons everywhere for no real reason.
If I really wanted to, I could try and collect every single tiny little baby caterpillar and keep them in a little container, so I can rear them by hand, if it hurts too much to think of them getting eaten by wasps. My next door neighbor did that. Brought in 26 caterpillars to protect them from outside enemies, and promptly ran out of milkweed. Out of all that, only maybe 10 tops made it. And the instant she set out her stripped-bare plants again, there were already more monarchs coming in and laying seeds on the stems of plants that just barely were starting to leaf back out.
Nature's a balancing act. Monarchs have been dealing with pests like wasps through all this time. Every time I wonder where the caterpillars are, I sure can still find a few dozen eggs on my plants. Butterflies are still dropping by, still laying tons of eggs on my plants. And it's not like I go out there five times a day to count caterpillars--for all I know, there could still be dozens of those little guys growing up where I don't even see them.
I feel like I'm losing my point. Long story short, if wasps are eating some caterpillars in my backyard, I'm not gonna lose my mind. I want my garden to be part of a wider ecosystem, not a members-only club.
#ani rambles#out of queue#pollinator gardening#'but Ani if you don't mind things dying in your garden why are you killing snails' I spent MONEY on those plants#and they're always my non-milkweed favorites they're going after!!!#coneflowers rudbeckias zucchini squash foxglove I'm not allowed to have nice things because of those fuckers#am I being a bit unfair to them???? maybe#but also you try picking off 100 goddamn snails from your fuckin flowers after a rainy day and see how you feel#'ani make your garden less moist to handle the snail problem' I live in FLORIDA#if I don't water things'll bake OR it'll just rain anyways for three days straight and all of a sudden my rudbeckias are dead#I need to attract some goddamn snail eating frogs but until then im putting them in a bucket and feeding them to#the ducks that live in my neighborhood
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smth smth... Back in Black
#god he's so. fuckin' pretty. god.#swtor#swtor screenshots#ch: tyr#vs: king and lionheart [smuggler!tyr]#vs: my mind is a place i can't escape your ghost [bh!tyr]#my slowly growing collection of tyr aus#and his quickly growing collection of black jackets#imperial agent#swtor bounty hunter#swtor smuggler#brb blowing out the speakers in the phantom with space ac/dc
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#gonna delete this in a minute bc I don’t wanna get called ‘RAGING’ again but#I’d rather be called slutty for stealing your man than#a LIAR. and PATHETIC. and ALONE IN LIFE#like one of those things is way fUCKIN meaner than the other and has always made me feel weird but whateverrrrr#i also think that like. if you’re changing your mind about saying things cause times have changed#by that logic you shouldn’t re-record Innocent at ALL given the nature of who it’s about and how little they now deserve forgiveness#in a like. you know. what’s objectively right and wrong sense#like it’s just an absurdddd can of worms to open and imo makes it WORSE than just ver baitim repeating what you said#because then you can say you’re just repeating what you said! now there’s a lot more open for critique in terms of why would you keep that#which again goes against the wholeeeee albums purpose once you start scrutinizing like that#anyways just more staring out the window thoughts#which I’m allowed to have! and allowed to share! tyvm!
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hi yes ive got sm to do today istg i just wanna
#( love waking up to the first statement from my mother that we need more money . )#( e. i. she wants me to take on more comms despite me being SWAMPED as is & is likey#to make me feel like shit if i dont force myself to take on more comms . bc its ALWAYS my job to pull in extra cash . )#( she doesn't ever try to find a way to make more money#she's not tried to get a job again since before i was 18 . its ALWAYS put on me & im always expected to fix their problems . )#( like !!! obvi i don't mind helping out with money & ofc i enjoy having hot water & coal for said hot water .#but she KNOWS im working on sm shit rn . WHY DONT YOU EVER FIND A WAY TO BRING IN MONEY ??? )#( always bragging saying she could sell pics on her OF or smthing like ok then FUCKIN DO IT IF U THINK UR SO SET 🙄 )#( stop pressuring your 22 year old to be able to pay for & maintain the house & children that belong to YOU . )#( my ass wouldnt even still BE HERE had they not sabatoged the money william got for his 18th & gaslit him into spending it all to help her#( yup !!! )#( sorry !!! sorry about the rant !!! im just :)))) )#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . abi speaks ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#˚₊·—̳͟͞♡ i. 𐙚 ooc. ᝰ .ᐟ . . . mobile post ౨ৎ ˖ ࣪⊹ .#delete later.
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because i am always always ALWAYS anxious that someone is gonna interpret something i say in bad faith i made that anti-transmasculinity post bc there was a minute or two on tumblr and twitter where trans men were the Embarassing Cringe Queers Du Jour and people were like 'lol trans men dont even face any sort of discrimination outside of garden variety transphobia' which is patently fuckin untrue and im very tired of being called a 'pussy' and a 'whiner' because people do not take me seriously as a man unless its to claim im a predator or violent so. theres that
#spitblaze says things#inb4 'lev you gotta curate your online experience better' DO YOU THINK I DONT TRY!!!#DO YOU THINK I DONT ATTEMPT TO KEEP MYSELF AWAY FROM THE DUMB SHIT PEOPLE SAY ONLINE#DO YOU THINK I DONT HAVE TO CONTINUALLY TELL MYSELF NOT TO THINK ABOUT INTERNET TRANSPHOBIA IN BED AT NIGHT#BECAUSE MY ANXIETY LOVES TO FOCUS ON SHIT LIKE THAT#DO YOU THINK. I HAVE NOT TRIED TO PUT THIS OUT OF MY MIND AND IGNORE IT.#idk why i got so mad about that. its been a while since ive been able to openly complain about shitheads online#without getting 'just curate your online experience better' in response#complaining is cathartic and they're right but like. it feels good to complain esp when its actually bothering me lol#i mean they're absolutely right that i gotta curate better but. adhd/anxiety yannow lol#anyway. in case some weirdo tries to claim im a stupid dumb idiot who knows nothing abt anti-transmasculinity#i tend to forget shit and that post was made at a specific point in time so dont fuckin @ me
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PSA: if you ever, ever feel the urge to make assumptions about the abuse history of a real ass person in a discussion about depictions of fictional abuse--in particular, any variation of the words 'you don't know/should learn what real abuse is'--
a) don't
b) you're a piece of shit
c) never ever ever fucking do that
d) step on legos for the rest of your life.
#whosebaby talks#the salt files#anti-survivor cw#people absolutely cannot fucking resist doing this ever#and the ones who go mask-off usually have some lovely things to say about how you should--in fact--*experience '''real''' abuse*#it happens over and over like clockwork every fucking time#this is a big reason i appreciate LL fandom these days so much because not one single person has done that#including when i'm talking on my own blog about characters they personally like#shoutout to y'all this is the only media-specific fandom i've ever been in that was like this#anyway hi i'm an abuse survivor and the next time someone says this shit to me i am posting screenshots with no names edited out#that's not something i'm in the habit of doing even about shitty takes that upset me deeply; but i am putting my foot down on this one#if you can't fucking behave about this basic bit of decency on the posts i make on--again--my own damn blog#and you don't want to get ripped into then block me and/or filter tags; and mind your own fuckin business#blog policy
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I used “purple for brown hair” coloring conditioner on my hair yesterday and the results are not super obvious unless you get close enough to see the multitude of grey hairs that are now bright purple.
#my office coworker called it ‘subtle eggplant’#everyone i know: do a strand test first so you’ll know if it makes your hair fall out or causes an allergic reaction#me in my bathroom already knuckles deep in purple conditioner listening to the kris stat ep of aew unrestricted: uhhh…sure…will do.#my cat coming to sit in the doorway: is this a good time to tell you i killed a fuckin’ big spider? would you mind if i ate it right here?#it’s me#(literally)
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