Best Place to Sleep (Commander Fox x GN Asexual Aromantic Reader)
Fox x Asexual Aromantic Reader
Word Count: 2165
Warnings: minors DNI, some chaste kissing, bed sharing, reader is sex-repulsed aroace who is particular about kissing
A/N: I wrote these headcanons for clones with ace partners and basically now I want to write at least one fic for each clone with a partner who is somewhere on the aroace spectrum. (I’m taking requests if you have any.) Ultimately the relationship in this one is going to be a queerplatonic partnership with I love yous. Similar vibes to the Rex fic I posted a few weeks back, but different scenario for our boy Fox who would definitely wear pajamas all day every day if he could.
Also I'm sorry. I had an outline for this and then I started writing and it sprouted legs and went down its own path, so it took a little while to put together.
It started when you literally ran into Commander Fox while running between senators’ offices. You assisted the senator from your home planet, but half the time felt like a senate page running flimsi documents around as bills were written and rewritten.
You turned the corner with piles of flimsi and two datapads in your arms and practically dumped it all on a certain clone’s chest. At first you sensed annoyance under his bucket, but then he kneeled down to help you gather everything.
“I’m sorry,” you said.
“It’s alright,” he sighed. He seemed tired, but it was the middle of the day.
“Can I get you some caf as an apology… Com…man…der??” You weren’t exactly sure of his rank.
You heard a little chuckle. “Fox. Commander Fox.” He shrugged. “Sure.” He walked you to your destination where you unceremoniously dumped all the documents and datapads on a desk and walked out. This was more important and your day was nearly done anyway. The senator had gone home for some event, so surely you could get this nice man some caf before heading home yourself.
You walked to the cafe nearby and ordered drinks. Once you sat down, he took his helmet off. Sure, he was a clone, but there was a familiarity there, like you knew some things about him before he even spoke. You were both tired from long days, but sipping that caf seemed to calm you both. You made polite conversation and then it turned into frank discussions of your jobs. Relating to Fox, even for a brief time, helped relieve some stress. You invited him for caf the next week and before you knew it, the two of you always had a reason to run into each other and catch up over caf.
Eventually you decided to ask him over to your place. You were appalled when he shared the food he was limited to eating and clones didn’t really make credits, so going out and trying new things was out of the question for him. Until now. You had no problem introducing him to the concept of take out food. He wasn’t sure what to order so you ordered an abundance of things which he helped carry to your home. You opened the door for him. It wasn’t much, but it was your space and you were grateful for quiet, respectful neighbors. He looked around in awe.
“You have your own couch?! A kitchen, your own refresher, and I bet you also have a bed.” You laughed a little, and he was being a bit silly, but it dawned on you that the clones really didn’t have much to call their own.
“Yeah, this is all mine,” you replied. “Make yourself at home.”
He put the bags down and you opened the containers and got some plates. He took off his bucket along with the rest of his armor. It was the first time you’d seen him in just his blacks and he smiled a little sheepishly at you. You grinned.
“Okay handsome, let’s eat.”
He came over and took a plate. You explained the dishes you’d chosen. Two types of noodles, one fried with vegetables. Another plain, but it would go well with the various sauteed meats and vegetables, some spicier than others. He took a little of everything and had a hard time picking a favorite.
“There’s so much food in the galaxy,” you said. “No need to have a favorite just from these.”
“They’re all so good though,” he replied between bites. “So much flavor. I’m even starting to feel full.”
You smiled. He was clearly enjoying himself, taking his time, not having to get back to work right away, or deal with some issue.
“Do you want to stay for a while,” you asked with hopeful quietness.
“If that’s okay,” he replied. You nodded and he helped you put the leftovers away before sitting on the couch and turning on a holo. He didn’t mean to, but part way through the movie he’d fallen asleep. You laid down on the other end of the couch, but with your legs resting on his, unsure yet of how close you wanted to get. You finished the movie while he softly snored. You wanted to stay with him, but chose instead to adjust him with some pillows so his neck wouldn’t hurt in the morning. He was completely out. You left him to sleep there and went to your own room, but your bed felt colder than it ever had before. You managed to fall asleep, though, and were only woken up when you heard his feet patter down the hallway to the refresher in the morning. You got up and threw a robe on, hoping he wasn’t about to leave, but he was already in his armor. You couldn’t stop your face from dropping.
“Sorry,” he said. “I have to get back, but… well, that was the nicest night I’ve had in a really long time. And that couch is so comfortable. The best place to sleep. Much more comfortable than my bed. Thank you for having me over.”
You searched for a way to make sure this wasn’t a one time thing.
“Fox? Do you think you’d like to come over again sometime?”
“What are you doing tonight,” he replied with a grin. Before you could stop yourself you threw your arms around him in a hug and whispered “see you tonight.”
Fox started coming over at least once a week. Walking home with him whenever you both worked, trying new foods, and relaxing after a long day soon became everything. Sometimes he would spend the night, but he gave you space and slept on the couch. So he wouldn’t have to wear his blacks so much, you started buying him clothes for his overnight stays. Several hoodies, t-shirts, sweatpants, and comfortable socks all became staples. He loved fluffy socks. Although he expressed concerns that you were wasting all your money on him, you immediately shushed him. You weren’t going to hear it. He had made your life so much better, so much more comfortable. You wanted him to be comfortable and happy too.
Things were going swimmingly, with lots of hugs and some cuddles. He was always a gentleman. You started sharing chores and were starting to feel bad that Fox slept on the couch so much, but he seemed to love the couch. You didn’t want to push in any particular direction if you weren’t ready for some serious conversation. Up until now things just seemed to flow. Everything else seemed easy. When he washed dishes and you dried and put them away? Easy. He would lean in for a keldabe kiss in the middle of it and everything seemed right and fine and happy.
One evening you went out with some friends and they wanted to hear everything. Although they were usually very understanding of your relationship style, up until now they seemed to think that finding someone to commit to that relationship style would be hard.
“Fox and I have something special,” you said firmly. “Are we lovers? No. Not in the way people think. But I am in love with him. He’s my person. I don’t know how else to say it.”
They all froze and stared at you. That was the first time you acknowledged how you felt out loud. Fox had managed to climb into your heart in a way no one else had. The thought was immediately followed by your own realization that you needed to talk to him about it.
The next day Fox was coming over and you took a deep breath as you walked down the halls around the senate building. You met him at the usual place and he reached for your hand. As you walked home, you kept sighing to yourself.
“What is it,” he asked, stopping in the middle of the walkway. “I have to know.”
Before you could stop the words they came out like an avalanche. “How do you feel about me? Because I think I love you.”
He took his bucket off and softly rested his forehead to yours. Immense relief poured from his soul. He closed his eyes briefly as if his own sense of contentment could slow down the universe for a moment.
“I love you, cyar’ika.”
“How do you feel about things, as far as the physical things between us?”
“Well I was wondering if I could kiss you, but otherwise, I’m very happy. Cuddling up to you is everything.” He pulled you into his arms and rested his cheek against you.
After a few moments you continued walking back to your place with a new sense of peace. You talked about your boundaries and wanted to know his. Nothing was a surprise. He was happy, just as he seemed to be happy. Nothing was missing for him just as nothing was missing for you.
After you walked through the door of your home, you said, “You can kiss me. Only some places though. I don’t like the idea of tongues and all that.” You made a face that made him laugh a little, but he took your words to heart.
“My tongue will stay in my mouth, don’t worry,” he replied. “I will need detailed notes on where I can kiss you. And for the record, you can kiss me anywhere any time, but there is no pressure to do that.” He changed into his hoodie and pants along with socks with foxes on them. He sat on the couch and pulled you into his lap. You gave him a keldabe kiss and he added a sweet kiss to your cheek.
“Will you sleep with me tonight,” you asked quietly. “Just sleep. I don’t like the idea of you being on the couch all the time and me in bed alone when there’s room.”
“Are you sure? I don’t know if I’m a nice person to share a bed with.”
You suddenly realized that sleeping on the couch might also be a comfort thing for him. He had never done any relationship like this before.
“What are you worried about, exactly?”
“I don’t know,” he said. “I just don’t want to take over the bed, or snore loud, or I don’t know. It’s your space.”
“I’d like it to be our space,” you answered.
That night he got into bed with you. He pulled you into his arms and held you, kissing your forehead and falling asleep almost immediately. You laid an arm across his middle and it wasn’t long before you were asleep too.
You woke up in a different position, but he was still cuddled against your back, one arm loosely around you. You could feel him breathing on your shoulder. You finally felt warm enough with him there. It was the most relaxed you’d ever felt. He started to stir and gave you a sleepy morning smile when you rolled over and back into his arms.
“This is the best bed,” he said. “Best I ever slept on. And so warm.” He somehow managed to snuggle up closer. You knew your life would never be the same.
Fox moved in, in every way but on flimsi. He still had official quarters since he was required to, but they were pretty bare and only served as a place to hide away and get a few minutes of shut eye when he had to work long into the night. For whatever reason, it seemed Hound allowed Grizzer to use his bed to take naps when he wasn’t using it.
The routines of life started having more joy in them. After he’d shower, he loved it when you massaged his scalp and ran your fingers through his hair. You loved it when he brought home your favorite foods so you didn’t have to bother cooking and cleaning up.
A few years into the relationship and you wondered what life was like before Fox. You looked at him as he ate breakfast and out of no where wanted to kiss him. Remembering his “you can kiss me anywhere any time,” you placed a soft kiss on his temple before sitting down next to him. His face felt a flush of heat as if he had fallen in love all over again. He grinned and kissed your cheek.
He playfully asked, “Will you walk me to work, my love?”
“Of course,” you replied, “but only if you walk me to work too.”
“That can be arranged,” he answered. “I’m going that way anyway.”
When you got into bed that night, despite all the nights that came before it, he still said, “This is the best place to sleep.”
“Oh? You still love this mattress. Better than the GAR issue ones, I’m told.”
“That’s not it,” he said, laying next to you with a yawn and resting his forehead on yours. “It’s the best place because it’s with you.”
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