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crueclown22 · 18 days

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Link your three favourite fics right now

How many fic ideas are you nurturing right now? Share one of them?

Would you ever collaborate with another writer for a story?

What scene in [Fanfic Name] took the longest to write? What was difficult about it?

For the get to know you fanfiction writer edition:))

(Not Your) Pretty Woman by JulianJoyStark

Loverman by JulianJoyStark

Hook In Mouth by JulianJoyStark

honorable mention to blood bitch by pinkmaggit <3

2. Been nurturing a lot, because I constantly come up with new ones that I tell myself, “Oh I’ll flesh em out later,” and then never do lol.

I’ve been thinking about making a vampire/monster au with Metallica, something that was inspired by blood bitch <3 Monsters in this universe are basically treated like scum, run out of cities and hunted. Lars and James are monsters hunters while Jason and Kirk are monsters. The catch is that monsters, no matter what species, can blend in extremely well with everyone else, only having a very small, almost unnoticeable tell that they aren’t actually human. James and Lars befriend Jason and Kirk over music, start a band back up (as Lars and James had broken up the band when Cliff died in this. Cliff died in 1986, and this is set in 1992). They start to notice, though, when they start getting more popular and more gigs around town that….whenever that they’re at a bar, someone goes missing and ends up dead 👀 There’s a lot more to it, and I might post more about it because now I’m thinking about it

3. Oh absolutely!! <3 If I ever do that, though, I’d have to figure out my messages so they could actually message me lol

4. The fight with Henri in Home Sweet Home! I’d never written a fight scene to that intensity before. It was strange especially because I was trying to make it realistic AND dramatic.

P.S, don’t read blood bitch if you’re uncomfortable with a lot of gore, as it’s very heavily described lol. Also all of the fics contain smut, NYPW hurts very much (you’ve probably seen my posts that happened after that one chapter), Loverman and Hook in Mouth is just <3333

#can you tell who my favorite fic author is??#live laugh love julian #even though he hurts me lmao #starry eyed extraterrestrial #ask game #get to know me

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vaguely-concerned · 8 months

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Thinking about the symbolic weight of smoking in the TLT universe that comes to the fore in The Unwanted Guest -- the way it moves through from person to person: Pyrrha smoked, and Augustine wanted to impress her in all her stone cold fox MILF James Bond glory (and tbf who wouldn't) so he started too. and even though as far as he knows she's been gone for a myriad and is never coming back, he keeps the habit. Ianthe sees something in the hollowed-out Faberge eggshell of Augustine that resonates with her, all that gilded eloquent emptiness and disdain through the ages, so she picked it up from him to try to emulate it. She picked it up so hard that Palamedes -- the exact spiritual antithesis of the 'smoking! on a space station! what a powermove' ennui Ianthe so admired -- spontaneously unnerded enough to even known how to, simply from a sort of contact contamination of the soul.

G1deon and Augustine sharing a jittery smoke after their near-Harrow experience during soup night, and it's the closest thing to any real sense of brotherhood that remains between them. Pyrrha going ten thousand years dying both literally and for a smoke (and then Camilla sold her fucking cigarettes (for a third of what they were worth, probably Pyrrha's own good, and also more importantly grocery money). what an entirely haunted time to be alive etc.). Augustine and Mercy trading a cigarette back and forth in the middle of their collusion over the love and murder of god.

An act of small and measured self-destruction in the name of something a little bit like connection when you're stuck somewhere in yourself where love itself dares not or cannot tread (ritualized, transmissible)..........

#the unwanted guest #the unwanted guest spoilers #the locked tomb #ianthe tridentarius #augustine the first #pyrrha dve #palamedes sextus #this series is going to make me lose my mind completely one day (affectionate)#the locked tomb meta #the fact that ianthe seems to have had some genuine admiration for augustine makes my head spin. of course though.#of course she sees the person who looks the most like he's successfully made himself impervious to the world #utterly untouchable and impossible to hurt because he isn't even really there #and she believes it! even after seeing the john mercy augustine mess at the end! because it's such a seductive idea #when you've stuck yourself in an inevitable ocean of pain to think you could make yourself numb enough that it doesn't matter #it's the emotional equivalent of 'oh there's water all around? well I just won't breathe in then. easy lmao get on my level'#she holds on to that thing from him even when it's been proved to be both impossible and ultimately untrue even in him #because uh. oh I'm about to be kind of sad for ianthe what the fuck is going on. he might actually have been the closest thing #to parental and especially paternal affection she's ever known. certainly known enough to try to model herself after #IMAGINE how fucked up the nine houses must be when augustine the first registers for anyone as a model of psychological survival #ianthe do you really want to be yourself completely so much that you're willing to be nothing. I mean yeah probably but. oh my god #gaining nothing at the cost of everything

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synonymroll648 · 1 year

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from a vibes perspective, i totally understand why so many people look at keefe and go ‘this guy would be the male equivalent of a wine aunt when he’s older’.

but. but.

taking lore into consideration, in my heart, he’s terrified of alcohol (even if he tries really hard to hide it). because. like. his first exposure is almost guaranteed to be through cassius, and cassius canonically threw a glass extremely close to him at least once when he was, like, 8. maybe cassius wasn’t always extra nasty when he was drunk, but there’s gotta be a correlation in keefe’s brain between risking getting seriously hurt (emotionally or physically) and alcohol consumption that’s really hard for him to shake.

#tw alcohol #tw child abuse mentions #lmk if there's more trigger warnings i should put #i have a thing for hurt/comfort lmao #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #this is brought to you by:#that one fic my brain started writing internally where it's sophie's 21st bday and she's like man i #have saved the world so many times we've all lost count. i want a fucking drink #and keefe's internally like OH GOD OH FUCK in a bad way but externally he's like yeah babe whatever you want!!#and then she's like. i don't wanna do anything super stupid though. and drinking alone is super stupid when you've never drank before #will you stay w/ me? please?#and keefe's like. i cannot say no to that face #so he spends the night doing an increasingly bad job of hiding how bad he's freaking out #because sophie is a safe space and alcohol is not safe and he doesn't know how to deal w/ the two colliding #ESPECIALLY since sophie's just getting dorkier and sweeter as her filter goes down instead of throwing insults or objects at him #(i feel like sophie would be the kind of drunk that's very impulsive and says EVERYTHING that comes to the forefront of her mind #and stellarlune was more than enough to prove that she sees keefe and a lot of the time her brain just goes hnnngh soft little tortured #artist. MY soft little tortured artist.)#yeah but even intoxicated sophie can tell something's wrong even before he flinches super obviously at an empty glass falling over w/o #breaking. and so she's like nah man it's hurt/comfort time and he's like BUT YOUR BIRTHDAY and she's like do you really think i'm #gonna just let go of the fact that i know you're stressed? i'm not a dickhead keefe #so yeah it ends in cuddles. because of course it does #keefe sencen #annnnd out of the drafts this goes. post!

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fellhellion · 10 months

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Something something the spot’s goofy antics distract from how dangerous his own entitlement and resentment is

#I don’t want to be that guy but I feel a little bit like spot gets sanded down a tad into just the fact he’s funny #and he IS funny I get it. but what makes him scary is the power to lash out with his entitlement and resentment towards miles #it’s you did this TO ME (miles didn’t #he was busy getting pummeled by kingpin and then venom shocking him back and the building was being EVACUATED it’s literally no one’s fault #but spot’s that he was there AND miles didn’t even know he was there when the collider exploded)#so I’m owed the role that you made me into <- miles literally didn’t do this #I’m OWED being your nemesis because I created you <- when all of itsv is about its miles own choices that make him heroic and not the bite #spot can’t even take ownership of his own actions. he’s like oh IM not robbing you that’s the bank. well buddy I don’t see you robbing the #bank I see you harassing some guy owning a corner store #like I get it. ur a cosmic horror and it sucks capitalism is pushing u down and u can’t get a job but like OWN UP TO WHAT THE HELL YOU DO #LMAO #and even miles trying to genuinely reach out and say look I’m sorry I made u feel bad (even though this isn’t an owed apology) and spot #STILL is hellbent on breaking miles back for an imagined slight #I AM GOING TO KILL YOUR LITERAL FATHER BECAUSE I BLAME YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DIDNT DO #like god lmao. he’s a fun silly villain but there’s legitimate anger and spite and RESENTMENT motivating him purely to try hurt miles back a #as* badly as he imagines miles hurt him. when it’s like dude. own tf up to who’s responsible here #I’m not angry at the spot btw I actually think he’s a fun villain but I think recognising that resentment is what makes him effective as a #*frightening* villain and one that poses legitimate danger #tunes talks spiderverse #apologies xinakwans ik u said you didn’t want to read any spot posts hopefully this snags on ur filtered content block shdjfjfk

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justalittlebluetiefling · 5 months

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I set a reading goal for myself this year because I finally got back into reading after years of just not really doing it and like, I've read 3 books in 3 days.

I need to be stopped.

#i decided to set a goal because i haven't done any regular reading since like... idk it's been a while though #my goal is 75 books #and i asked my partner to set it for me and his first suggestion was 100 #and then he was like no wait you should do 75 so that it'll be a nice surprise when you hit 100 #anyway my head hurts from all the crying i did over this third one but i am off to read the fourth because it's a duology #and i need resolution immediately #even if i was trash talking it a little in my earlier vagueblogging post lmao #personal

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forcedhesitation · 4 months

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stop fucking flirting with me, you rancid little man

#bg3 #thoughts about media #never had this dialogue before. durge exclusive or...??#either way- I'm lying astarion. please keep talking about murder. it does something for me personally.#also LMAO at him “hiding” his vampirism. baby I can SEE your fangs and bite mark. you aren't hiding shit.#imagining him asking corydalis this and corydalis having to explain that decapitating him would be difficult due to his scaly skin.#with the parasite- his abilities are weakened and thus he can actually be poisoned whereas normally he is immune.#he'd admit he's always been curious what it's like to be poisoned lol.#you know. despite only having fully beat the game once- I have nearly 500 hrs in bg3.#I've half finished many campaigns. and now. when I must begin an adventure with no corydalis to return to...#...well it hurts. it is not the same without him...I will forever treasure him and experiencing the story alongside him.#this new character is a durge. aaaanother tiefling because I enjoy them. he isn't Actually the durge lorewise though.#I had my own story already formulated for him. even before I made him in game. I think I still want to keep him a bhaalspawn though.#if not bhaal- he'll be tied to myrkul. since corydalis has existing beef with myrkul.#he's got body type 1 instead of 2 and goodness it is SO strange to Look Up To the gents. like what do you MEAN they are TALL?!#astarion is like a little mouse. he is not supposed to be tall! wyll has transmasculine short king allure. he is not supposed to be tall!#gale can be a LITTLE tall. I guess. but he's such a sopping wet cat of a man. I can hardly imagine him being THAT tall.#none of them are taller than corydalis! bar halsin and karlach of course.

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mad-hunts · 1 month

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thinking about the fact that barton is not only maddeningly unhinged but also casually unhinged as well... and this is exactly what i mean by that: just imagine you see barton doing his thing, committing medical malpractice and doing something highly immoral as well as illegal to a cadaver, and then he pulls off his surgical gown and all you see is he's wearing a t-shirt for the band queen. and then you learn that pretty much all he wears underneath his surgical gowns is band tees that he got from concerts back in the day or just bought because they're cool and whenever you ask him why, all he says is ' why not? they're one of my most prized possessions ' 💀 like UMMM this man cannot be real in the dc universe jsjsj like half of the time you can't even tell whether he's joking or being serious because some of the things that come out of his mouth are so unserious and he literally just got done with committing an atrocity in this instance

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#and the thing is is that he's not even joking about them being one of his most prized possessions LMAO #he literally will do everything in his power to make sure these tees that he got from concerts back in the day-#NEVER get damaged and it's like 💀 dudeee jsjsj like i guess everybody's got to have hobbies? and he's not really-#hurting anyone by collecting concert tees but treating them as if they are as valuable as gold... WACK. it's also funny as hell though LOLL #tw: mentions of corpses.#tw: allusions to vivisecting.#ANGER'S HELPED ME STAY ALIVE: headcanons.

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spaciebabie · 4 months

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I saw Springtrap submitted to a mosterfucker confessions blog and I immediately thought of you, even though I know it's not likely it was you who sent it dsafd The ask in question mentioned how there was a thrill to the one on one cat and mouse game he played in fnaf 3

true. true. although im less of an enjoyer of that since i dont find him that scary (some art does a really good job! but even in those instances my reaction is quite...uhhh carnal XD). also . he would be nicies 2 me :3

#he would try and kill me at first and it would be awesome cuz hed lose so bad lmao #decrepit old thing.#i only really enjoy the cat and mouse thing under certain circumstances. if it starts 2 get too intense its not really enjoyable for me sdk #''ooh!! imma getcha!!'' done playfully or with the knowledge that he doesnt wanna hurt me is fine but #if i start ta feel like im actually in danger its a turn off skfjsdf #props ta those who do enjoy it though!! i just like being treated kindly more often #i think initially meeting him would be where that mostly happened and thats fun but after that no #like i dont mind initially being hunted b/c hes lost his mind or whatever and cant even comprehend reality #thats really hot ngl but only short term. or like briefly.#idk how 2 explain this lolllll my tastes are very specific #spacie splains #top 10 reasons why i never read any springtrap stuff on ao3 theres. so much violence and noncon and i #am very much not in2 it #again no shame ta ppl who enjoy it its just.....not for me

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disdaidal · 6 months

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I do love that I'm both freezing and having the worst back pains.

But at least I still have a roof above my head, right?

#personal #so here's the thing:#i don't think any of the radiators in my apartment are currently working #which kind of sucks bc it's winter in northern europe lmao #one of them had blown a fuse. which i changed yesterday. and now it's cold again. so there's definitely something wrong with it #two of them. which are located in my bedroom/living room combination. have red lights on #but they are both cold and not heating up my apartment. which means i'm freezing here #so it could be a thermostat or something. i don't know #but because my place was a mess. after having worked for a few months and not having energy to do anything else #i had to clean up here yesterday. because i couldn't call my landlord who lives closeby in case he decided to drop in and see #the mess i was living in. to you know. check on those radiators #so anyway. my apartment is pretty okay now. stuff i still need to clean though but it's mostly minor #but i seem to have strained my lower back doing it. or from sleeping in an awkward position because i was cold #the kind of pain i haven't experienced in months which must be a record for me now #but yeah now my lower back hurts. i can't properly crouch or even twist my body to the side without my knees trying to give out #and i've already taken painkillers for it today. which kind of put me to sleep again and had a lovely little nap a while ago #but this is bothersome #i hope my back feels better by tomorrow so i can finish my cleaning and then message my landlord #because i don't want to freeze here anymore xD and i also don't want my houseplants dying because of it so

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hood-ex · 6 months

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Do you ever just cry about Leonardo? Because I'm crying about Leonardo.

#i'm so sad for him and i love him but i'm so sad for him #ugh i hate crying before i go to bed but you literally just gotta cry about leo sometimes you just gotta #i feel like every time i read a fic where leo loses a brother or something of that angsty caliber--i put myself in his shell #lmao his shell bc he doesn't wear shoes hehe #and i feel how much it hurts him and makes him feel like a failure. and like he failed as a protector #and it makes me so sad for him 😭😭😭#and then like you know how sometimes the turtles chirp in fics?#it makes me so unbelievably sad when one of them chirps at an injured/dying brother #and the injured/dying brother doesn't chirp back bc they're too weak or almost dead 😭😭😭#that's completely off topic LOL but i just read it in a fic and i'm soooooo I'M SOOOOO sad #the distressed chirping noooo not the sad distressed chirping 😭😭😭#and it reminds me of a few weeks ago when i was on a walk and i found a dead baby turtle 😭😭😭#like a baby literally as small as a pretzel or something #and he was partially run over 😭😭😭 and it made me so sad 😭😭😭#he was just a lil bub 😭 too small for the car to possibly see 😭#goddd okay. i have gotta stop being emotional about turtles. even though i love them 😭 so much 😭

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leovaldezdefender · 1 year

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do you think Leo is a misogynist

nope and i'm not just saying that because he's my favourite character. calling leo a misogynist is just objectively ridiculous; the most "misogynistic" behaviour he ever exhibits is flirting awkwardly and thinking of himself as a casanova but even then when he gets put in his place it's not like he gets angry or violent or even all that upset. it's clear that his flirty behaviour is just another coping mechanism that can manifest negatively like, say, his bullying frank. he's best friends with piper, is intimidated by annabeth, and becomes close with hazel and reyna. all characters with which he has completely normal and meaningful interactions with. frankly i don't get at all how people see him as some raging misogynist—the most he has is a minor sexism problem that is typical of most teenage boys, one that even percy has.

tldr; no. nothing leo does is ever that serious.

#leo valdez #heroes of olympus #this is an ask with suspiciously good timing considering what i saw on twitter today #which i think ill post about actually. just to be a hater.#anyway yeah nothing leo does in hoo is ever bad enough to be classified as misogynistic #the most his behaviour does is slightly aggravate the girls #and he doesnt have any inherent discriminatory beliefs about women #compare that to for example sylva1n—another character i love who is most definitely more of a misogynist #HIS actions actually result in far more serious consequences compared to just annoying girls slightly #(the women he dates actually get emotionally toyed with and hurt)#and HE actually has beliefs about women that are hurtful (though he admits that its nonsensical)#but those beliefs influence his actions and how he treats women around him #now leo? doesnt do either of those things. of course because its not the point of his character like it is to sylva1n's #so consequently its just not something about leos character to. yknow. worry about.#like i said: at most he's just got a case of the teenage boy flirt combined with “whoa strong women exist?”#but the idea that he actually hates women is. laughable lmao.#ricks not capable of writing that kind of protagonist #anyway anon i am SO sorry for this rant. holy shit.#i even threw a fire emblem character into the mix im sorry fksjsks #in my defense you asked me about LEO VALDEZ and also im a sylva1n liker so i have lots of thoughts about misogyny in characters #but yknow apologies are due anyway 🙏 forgive me #ask #thanks for the ask :]#riordanverse #meta

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rosicheeks · 7 days

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What an asshole. I’m so sorry Rosie Hugs 🤗

🤷🏽‍♀️

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ofallthingsnasty · 2 years

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As someone who has a very 'laissez-faire' style when it comes to clothing, there is something so special about a yandere dressing you up, molding your appearance so that there is no doubt you're the perfect fit. I barely throw my outfits together, even when I go out for the night, how exciting would it be to have it all match? From the underwear to jewelry, daywear to sleepwear- if they care enough, you’ll have a special outfit for every single outing they could take you to (if you aren’t stuck in the basement until further notice, that is). Doesn't matter if they're more on the stylish side like Mirko and Hawks or prim and proper like Nighteye or Overhaul. Especially with someone who has the means to splurge on you and will do so with glee. Sure, some hold it over your head that you need a new coat - but some will find nothing but utter delight in treating you like their little dress-up doll. After all, there is the matter of you trying on every single garment and them being able to either ogle you shamelessly- or downright grope you, obviously finding faults with how the fabric fits around your shoulders, ass, legs.

One might just enjoy seeing you squirm around while you’re ordered to twirl and twist, another genuinely gushes over how good you look. One takes pride in having everything match with them, the other might try to veer your style into something entirely unexpected, might try to turn you into their perfect fantasy. And then you have the ones who either don’t care for getting you clothes or simply can’t afford a huge wardrobe. For them, keeping you naked or minimally clothed is an option as well, one that might be just perfect.

#omg please tell me what your fave yan would do/what type they are!! i really wanna hear it #yandere bnha #tw.yandere #tw.kidnapping #at least a mention #sooooo... can we talk about all might would dress you to the nines? man's SO the type to do that. also sir gets you everything to match #*how #you'd be the kinda creepy couple... if anyone gets to see you that is haha. but seriously. if you wear glasses he 100% gets you a yellow #pair as well lmao. at least yellow accents. you have to match MATCH #and dabi. doesn't care. gets you new underwear if you beg right. but other than that. the clothes you got on you or his shirts. and if those #don't fit. he miiiight just buy you a couple that do. but you better be more than grateful hehe. makes a big deal out of it for sure #mirko though. loves to dress you. matching - but in themes and outfits not in the twinning sense #i don't peg her as a kidnapping yan so i think she'd show you off on her insta #she'd absolutely burn your old wardrobe and redress you from the ground up. even the socks you wear will be fcking gucci #you're gonna look so expensive and cute together... too bad your girlfriend is a manipulative lovesick celebrity #who isn't afraid to hurt you sometimes.... whoop #licherally you know what i do when i go out? throw on a braless top and some platforms some hoops and a cute purse #sir would be so.... disappointed 😂

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ask-ursa-tonypeter · 1 month

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[fic: double blind] Question for Peter from the "double Tony" AU, the one with sim!Tony and cured!Tony existing simultaneously:

Does having a version of Tony that did all hose horrible things being it's own separate person make it harder or easier on you? Are you open to having some communication with the evil Tony, maybe in order to deal with the whole evil plan that he made and, yknow, all the crimes he committed, or do you just want nothing to do with him and that's it? And generally, just how do you feel in this good dad/bad dad situation?

Well… easier, because I have Dad around now too. It was… it was really hard when it was just me. And… the other one… is kind of different, now…? I'm not stupid, I don't think he's, like-- cured, but he's not just… ignoring everything I say anymore.

…I've talked to him. We do have to… figure things out, and… he won't listen to Dad at all, so-- it works better when we all talk together. Um, Dad doesn't like it, he doesn't want me to have to talk to the other one ever, but I just… if I can get through to him for real, then we're all safer, right? Like, even if he gets put in prison or whatever… I don't know, it's-- I'm afraid he'd just break out if he's not actually…

S-so anyway, yeah, I've talked to him.

#fic: double blind #au: double blind double dads #ursa interlude:#he's still afraid of SIM!Tony but not quite in the same way he was before?#like he IS very afraid of SIM finding some way to kill Tony or like being kidnapped to some secret evil lair or something #but SIM is also kinda like. pathetic in this au #just absolutely powerless in the face of a) his inability to hurt Tony and b) Peter's outright rejection of him #so Peter....... rrrrecognizes that and is kind of compelled by it even though he doesn't trust SIM at all #if there's a potential for SIM to genuinely put himself on a leash then it feels like. irresponsible NOT to try and work towards that #but he's still sussing out whether he thinks that's actually possible + dealing with his own instinctive fear of SIM and what he might do #also don't ask me what the actual situation is re: what the fuck are they doing with SIM lmao #I don't know I want them to have to be awkward roommates but obviously that's extremely contrived but it's less fun if Peter is just like #visiting SIM in prison. if I figure it out I'll actually write it but in the meantime they're in a weird timeless bubble ok

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bitegore · 3 months

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HUH. i think i just got, like attempted-converted but i did not notice LMFAO

#red rambles #dude was very nice and i bear absoluely no ill will i just think it's funny #he wanted a cube of icebreaker gum but unbeknownst to him i had fished the container of icebreakrs he had seen out of the garbage and am #using it to contain my dirty paint water. but also he was like Do you want to hear about this club me and some students started #and i was like Yeah sure! sounds cool! and then a little ways in he started talking about jesus LOL #and i was just like Well actually thats factually incorrect. But i follow you your faith sounds very important to you :D #and then after he was like Can i say a prayer for you and i was like Yeah because when i say a prayer for someone it's like. Fine its just #nice thought and intention to put into the world LMAO #then he went into the 'repeat after me' and i was like hang on a second.#appx 5 minutes later i was like Well i dont want jesus to forgive my sins! That's not how it works in my religion and i think jesus would #probably be with me on that - ...and then we just started talking about ideas of how forgiveness should work and when we should even #consider going to any kind of religion after hurting someone else and then he left LMFAO #really nice guy though. genuinely no malice im just like. Huh. Cool!#that's one i can knock off the bingo sheet

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vaguely-concerned · 1 year

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And I never did work out just how to touch you. Where exactly do you put your hands on someone who hurts everywhere?

I've been having a lot of feelings about act 3 Anders again, especially when romanced, so I made this about it lol. It's been a long time since I painted anything, I kind of missed it

#dragon age #dragon age 2 #anders dragon age #anders #my art #I've always associated that quote with anders -- I'm not sure if I have it from somewhere else or if I made it up lmao #I know I wrote it on a different anders sketch a long long time ago #highkey Thinking about anders telling hawke he thinks their father 'really tried' even though he did blood magic #and the 'I've tried my best; don't hate me for failing' at the end of the rivalmance (which tbf I've never done myself)#emotions #my particular and personal andersmance is a deeply unhealthy thing from both ends but. they tried. y'know. they really did try #sometimes you are just two walking bruises trying to avoid where it hurts as you touch and you can't

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