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I think this shitshow with Toshiro stems from the trend of people INSISTING that interpersonal conflict must be a moral failing. Like I think there's something to be said about how people afford so much less patience to people who are autistic in the "wrong" ways, but also Laios and Toshiro just clash on a fundamental level that has nothing to do with that. Hell, you could read Toshiro as autistic as well. People related to Laios' side of the argument but instead of getting any nuance out of it they started projecting their experiences with ableist people onto Toshiro.
AGREE AGREE AGREE. i think that Fandom Brain gets people very used to thinking of conflicts in terms of "who is the bad guy and who is the good guy", so when they encounter a more nuanced conflict they don't really know what to do. i don't think toshiro is a bad person at all, in his conflict with laios he's just exhausted and starving and has been pushed to the limit and from his perspective, laios doesn't even seem that emotionally affected by the situation. i don't think what he said was right and it was pretty cruel, but i don't think he's a villain or deserves to be permanently hated as a character just bc he fucked up this time lol
also yeah you could definitely read him as autistic, and i think that highlights an issue in the autistic community in general bc like....... a lot of autistic people have conflicting needs which can lead to conflict between them/make them unable to stand being around each other. and it's not because either of them are neurotypical or bad people, they're just incompatible. like autistic people who loudly stim vocally and autistic people who meltdown when they have to be around loud noises, for example. it doesn't mean either of them is bad or not autistic, just that they have conflicting needs
i 100% agree with the last part too. i disliked toshiro at first myself bc i had been (and still do ngl) projecting onto laios hard and the conflict they had reminded me of times when people have been mean or angry at me irl for social blunders i've made unintentionally, or when someone i thought liked me/was my friend turned out to actually hate me. it's a common experience for autistic people and that scene resonates with that! but i think it also helps to take a step back from projecting our own traumatic experiences onto the scene and just look at it objectively. laios isn't perfect either and he's the one who actually starts the physical fight by slapping toshiro (i feel like i don't see many people mention this lol). i feel super bad for him in that scene but he's not a perfect victim and has done things wrong himself too
as an autistic person i've also been in situations where i can relate to toshiro too lol, like where someone is overly physically and emotionally familiar with me when we don't know each other well and i've wanted them to back off but haven't been sure how to say it without hurting their feelings. this kind of conflict is far from just being a "neurotypical vs neurodivergent" thing as a lot of people portray it in the fandom
idk i just wish people would think a little more deeply about the scene and put their own emotions and experiences aside to instead consider the conflict with the added context of the individual characters and their respective cultures + the situation they're in. people don't have to like toshiro but i wish they wouldn't paint him as a villain or make up awful shit about him just to justify their feelings when he isn't even that bad of a dude in canon yknow 😑. also we literally see him at rock bottom struggling and freaking out and i think that's important to remember. in a different context i doubt he would have ever said those things to laios
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Team Wildemount: Let's use the power of friendship and befriend our foes! Let's be merciful and make the most of this tight situation.
Team Issylra: WE CHOOSE VIOLENCE
#that's why you need clerics in the party#even if they're fucked up and traumatized#team issylra#bell hells#cr spoilers#c3e61#funny is i expected the *exact* opposite#critical role
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i appreciate the curiosity and desire to understand when people ask me what growing up religious/in a cult was like, how religion and religious trauma impacts me, why i'm so against christianity, but i kind of dread those questions now because it's so... impossible to explain it properly. i don't know how to explain to people that don't have that experience that it's everything and it's a million little things.
#like. there's a reason my therapist didn't really get the religious trauma until we had been working on it every week for at least a year#i keep trying to write this post and explaining it but i keep dissociating and like#that's part of it too#there are a lot of things i don't remember that only come to me when i'm triggered/having a flashback#there are a lot of things that are normalized so even when i realize they're traumatizing#other people don't#there are a lot of things that don't sound very upsetting and only make sense in the context of larger things#there are some things you can't understand the weight of unless you've been in it#there are some thing you just straight up forget until something reminds you of it#there are just... so many bits and pieces that make up what makes it traumatic#and xtianity is so fucking normalized that nobody blinks an eye about it#if i never have to explain my religious trauma to a MHP again it will be too soon#religious trauma#ex christian#ex cult
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Dumb ramble but I hate that you can't critique The Thing you love within a fandom space without some dude breathing down your neck like "Well actually that means you hate The Author and The Thing! And what about all the times The Author did this Good Thing? Checkmate, liberal." as if you can't be critical of something because you love it and want it to be better.
#just. i'm in a rush rn so i'm probably not articulating myself well and i could go more in-depth with my thoughts#at the risk of someone spinning my words into “cringe blue hair pronoun wants to cancel araki!” which... will happen inevitably#even though i don't know how many times i can repeat “i do not hate araki#this is specifcally about jjba btw because like.#look i love it and araki has done some good things (or at least had good intentions in most cases)#but i'm so over the fact he constantly has to reach for some form of traumatizing women in his writing#and I already hear “well it shows they're a villain!”#but does he HAVE to use assault? why does he have to use that instead of demonstrating their villainy in other ways#that don't need to use it as a crutch#i'm not even saying you can't ever write about assault#that's not my argument either.#I'm not even accusing him of being a bad writer or person but just. Can we please retire the overusage of assault for shock value?#i obviously don't hate people who enjoy the series regardless#i'd be a massive fucking hypocrite#i mean i've literally been in this damn fandom for 6 years and just now decided to post my art.#but i'm tired of any time someone brings up legit criticisms of the misogyny in his writing#it's met with “but araki did this-” like it changes anything.#i'm glad he did somewhat improve writing women over time compared to the earlier parts#that said. that doesn't cancel out the blunders he did make or will make in the future#even if he has good intent.#or really any criticism of the writing being hit with “but its not supposed to make sense#anyways rant over. probably going to delete later bc im tired.#tw assault#assault tw
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I really shouldn't be so afraid to post this, but this one post has bothered me enough to the point where I just had to rant about it. I won't be surprised if this post results in a lot of followers dumping my ass. There's another controversial rant post I'm gonna make soon, so I guess this is a good enough warm-up.
It does take a lot of mental gymnastics to make "Rules for thee, not for me" sound justifiable.
Two wrongs don't make a right.
Also, I don't think that equity is working out very well right now with the race-bent Snow White.
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Side-note: Snow White's fucking name comes from the in-story explanation: "skin as white as snow". But that's not something we should respect right!
Just imagine the number of hopeful girls who would've been honored to have been chosen for the role of Disney's first-ever princess and would have shown so much more respect for the role and the story than this. I'd hope the social brownie points were worth it, but most people are actually seeing this lady for what she truly is.
Hell, the bigger problem nowadays is how most Disney Princesses are being given the same feminist story beats, being strong independent women who don't need no man and are also total girl bosses. Sure, just gut out the story in the name of "progression". And slowly make the Disney Princesses a "progressive" hive mind.
Also, there's the whole Nani controversy that really shows how skewed the priorities are of everyone who advocates for blackwashing established white characters.
Nani being dark-skinned isn't crucial to the story, though. Her actress is still a native Hawaiian, which is objectively the more important representative aspect of casting in a movie set in Hawaii with Hawaiian culture being heavily featured.
Look, personally I'd advocate for casting people who actually look like the characters they're portraying if these live-action remakes must be a thing.
But clearly the Hollywood execs don't agree. So this casting doesn't bother me. If anything, I find it hilarious - especially after seeing everyone throw a hissy fit over this. It showcases their hypocrisy, as these are the same people who were all "CHANGING ARIEL'S SKIN COLOR DOESN'T MATTER YOU BIGOTS". On top of that, these people are actually wishing harm on this actress, solely over her skin color.
Let me guess, though. It isn't really racism if colored people oppress and threaten and harm white people, right? By this logic, it's just a matter of ~equity~ that fair-skinned folk are subjected to the same prejudice. For fuck's sake.
Nah, let's just normalize the concept that no one can relate to a character unless said character looks just like them. Let's encourage kids to embrace narcissism and refuse to find commonalities in characters that don't physically resemble them in any way.
Because apparently it doesn't matter that I can't see myself and my mother in Tiana, even though her driven, workaholic underdog story resonates with us. But because we're not black, we're not allowed to feel a kinship. It's inconceivable for a little girl to feel that she, for what she is on the inside, can relate to a Disney Princess that she shares no physical traits with.
Maybe I'm just crazy for believing we should focus more on who we are than what we are. Maybe I'm a monster for discouraging indulgence in narcissistic behavior. Am I a bigot for rolling my eyes every time I hear a cry for "MUH REPRESENTATION"?
I like to think I'm not. But society is so heavily fucked in so many ways these days. So much that I'm actually afraid to post this publicly.
But I shouldn't be afraid to speak my mind when I see bullshit being glorified. So I'm gonna give my piece, come what may.
#I don't even think the live action remakes should exist#I am against them as a concept#and there's not a single one I enjoy#they're symptomatic of disney's creative bankruptcy#not a single one of them add anything to the legacy of their counterparts#but I can't make them not happen so#at the very least I just feel the need to point out the hypocrisy#halle bailey to her credit was much more respectful of the movie she was starring in the remake of#even called ariel her 'absolutely' favorite disney princess#but then proceeded to celebrate all these changes to her character#but like#ariel still had fascinations of the human world in the og#she had that long before she met eric#she didn't just give up her legs for a man goddammit#her father fucking traumatized her by destroying her special place#she felt like she couldn't go back home#cuz she's like 16 y'know and teens be dumb like that#that scene in the og of triton blasting all of ariel's things was legit scary for me as a kid#I totally understand ariel being stupid enough to trust ursula because she felt she had no place to go#that's what I hate about these remakes#the actors/actresses totally muddle the message of the source material#anyway sorry if this offends any of you following me#I'm just sick of the hypocrisy and it being glorified#Youtube
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When you're tryna be reasonable about getting all rejections except for one place when a lot of your groups got more but wise mind feeling like a struggle rn
#venting#nah bro my top site rejected me and I straight boohoo cried#cuz it was the last one. over 15 rejections for a month#and then tryna hold yourself up and ppl trying to hold you up but also I'm lying if I said that doesn't hurt#this shit was traumatic fr#I got so much anxiety cuz I got an email that a friend asked me why I was breathing hard#didn't even notice it jumped like that#I got one chance#and either I get this place or I gotta do the process again#you get constant rejections and then have to put your dog down#and still have to go to work and teach and help and try to make time for yourself#and your life is still in the hands of people who feel nothing at the end of the day#cuz they're so far removed from you and your position#literally couldn't cry for a month until yesterday#my chest hurts with just how much this has been sitting on me#fuck bro and I still have to wait more time to even figure out what's next#bro I just want this to be over#how tf do you want stable psychologists when you're traumatizing them the entire time
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things that fill me with rage: people who spend hours and hours and hours camped out in the main central parts of the house which you need access to in peace by yourself for like 20-30 minutes just to do basic selfcare--let alone actual sanity time outside your room--every single day from before you wake up in the morning until at best the last few hours of your day, where any energy you had is gone and you're having to recover/catch back up from a day trapped in your room with no selfcare
things that fill me with enough rage to blow up the sun: people who do this and every now and then fake you out by going Somewhere the Fuck Else for literally just long enough for you to hustle out of your room--or even start to--before SIKE they come right back through and start camping A G A I N. this time while you are probably trapped outside your room until the thing is done, and/or it'll be Rude to very obviously turn around and leave to avoid them. which they WILL inevitably take offense at. 🙃🙃🙃🙃
#moogletalks#venting#like genuinely unless you are disabled in a way that makes it difficult/spoons-intensive to move from one place to another#it is ungodly fucking shitty and rude to monopolize the house for the *entire fucking day every single day*#ESPECIALLY. IF YOU ARE GOING TO EVEN SLIGHTLY JUDGE PEOPLE FOR EITHER AVOIDING YOU OR EXISTING IN YOUR LINE OF SIGHT.#straight the fuck up it is a basic basic need for most people to have a chunk of time during the day#that they can decompress and be alone and exist *out in the main areas of their house*#people act like the only place you can or should have space and time to yourself is in your own room and that is literally not true!!!!#even before you add in that a huge swath of traumatized/mentally ill/otherwise neurodivergent people need that time alone#VERY DESPERATELY#to function#both in general and because guess what they are extremely likely to be deeply traumatized by#you guessed it!#being unsafe in their own living space!#both short-term immediate instances of abuse if they're caught#and *k n o w i n g* that no matter how chill people pretend to be they are almost certainly lying to your face#while winding up to eventually lash out at you#we are constantly waiting for the other shoe to drop and we HAVE TO HAVE TIME ALONE. TO EXIST IN OUR HOMES.#and it is always the exact same people who do this shit that spend the entire fucking day every single day hogging the main spaces#and act like you murdered their dog in front of them and pissed on their face and demanded their entire life savings#at the single tiniest suggestion they should maybe in fact make a point of setting aside time to let other people have in the main spaces#AND they will get shitty and judgy and pissed off when YOU go fuck it#and just start trying to plan around blocks of time where they're Literally Asleep#every time someone complains about me not getting important things done that can only be done during the day#because i had to purposely ruin my sleep schedule for some goddamn peace to stretch my legs and feed myself#i get a little closer to ending up with my fucking face on the news l m f a o#i hate ableds i hate ableds i hate ableds oh my GOD#bonus points too if they're someone who can't even fucking just pick one place to spend a while in#they have to constantly move in and out of EVERY SINGLE CORNER OF THE HOUSE THAT IS NOT LITERALLY SEALED OFF TO THEM#even if you try to find some out of the way corner to hide in THEY WILL EVENTUALLY SWEEP THROUGH. PROBABLY WHILE INVADING YOUR SPACE.
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i dislike sacrifice characters
#like. idk what else to call them#but characters who are solely there to be horribly tortured and then die#like for example. rapunzel in the original into the woods#she was abused and isolated for years by the witch and then when finally given an escape#she's left alone with two children and eventually just goes crazy from the constant torment#and as soon as she snaps she's crushed to death.#she just gets tortured goes mad and then dies and nobody really cares except her (abusive!!!!) witch mother#and watching other media i see them pop up a lot#a character who just suffers and never gets to heal#or maybe they only suffer and the only moment they find peace is Literally on their fucking deathbed#they're just there to be beat up#watching some story analyses of different games I've wanted to get into#and the amount of characters in this one who are just horribly tortured solely to die at the end#like nobody gets a break in this story except for the actually horrible people#like wow nobody even wants to put in the FICTIONAL work to help traumatized people. i get it. cool. fun. awesome.#this is my fucking fate i guess. just a plot device to make the people around me feel bad for a bit before moving on.
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Oh, what happened with Amane pissed me off too… Like from the start, anyone who knows anything about what cults are and how they frame the outside world as cruel and unfair to believers, knew that voting a girl like Amane guilty would only end up reinforcing her belief that the outside world is backwards and cruel. She didn’t need someone to “teach her a lesson”, she needed unconditional kindness.
YOU FUCKING GET IT, ANON.
YOU COMPLETELY FUCKING GET IT.
#People: I'm sure subjecting this traumatized little girl to an as of yet completely unknown punishment will TOTALLY work out#NEVER FUCKING GET NEAR EVEN VIEWING DISTANCE OF ANY TRAUMATIZED KID EVER#HOLY FUCKING SHIT#Magi answers#anonymous#LIKE MILGRAM IS NOT THERAPY#WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT ES AND JACKALOPE MAKE YOU THINK THEY'RE EVEN CAPABLE OF PROVIDING THERAPY#Shouldn't the fact that YUNO is here prove that the standards of entry are fucky and sus?!#Like thank fucking GOD Kotoko's not so far gone that she'd beat up a child but Amane still isn't looking super good rn#Hell and some of these fuckheads are DOUBLING DOWN on their votes#It's disgusting!#And look it's all fiction and I don't take most of it as seriously but holy fucking shit that logic is still#DISGUSTING
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I had fun and I'm excited to become a trimmer eventually but. My hot masc bi manager is leaving because she wants to start her own mobile grooming business and the place we're at now is strictly about health/a basic trim and I'm already Seeing Problems so I won't get too hyped. It's more about learning the basics of this stuff I can do something better.
But yeah, she wants to dye dogs and do cute cuts and stuff. Tbh I'm actually interested in pet health and basic dog/cat upkeep unlike her, just not enough to go through years of school and hang myself midway through, or enough to stay at this current place to do that. I wouldn't mind working at an animal hospital doing super basic cuts and teaching people how to care for their dogs. I've thought about show grooming but the culture around that turns me off even if it's a chance to be creative lol
#ramblings#I'm tired but still full of energy#feels weird to work a full time shift for the first time. I admit I felt demoralized when I used normal shampoo on the frenchie#when it has a skin condition. but they admitted that it was sink or swim today and it isnt our fault and we actually did alright#I kept fucking up drying off the ears of every client 😔 and the nails. half of them wouldn't sit still#I get why. tbh even to me going to a salon is like. traumatizing. having someone blow your hair out or doing your nails#It's#just scary even if they're a pro#it also feels weird as fuck
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beating my resentment back with a stick when my parents are like "wow. with no effort at all, children grow up." like yeah i know i did everything for myself lol. and you made fun of me the whole time.
#like i love them but god they're so delusional sometimes. and i'm still not a 14-y/o grad student so i've failed them miserably#and like i'm very aware they came by it honestly. life has been really difficult for both of them. but like it really does take work#to raise a child. i just did it alone + fucked up all the time in order 2 learn because asking for help was off the table.#i love them to death but i'm also really mad at them.#+ i know i can't tell them this bc they won't get it or they'll try to mend something that can't be fixed. idk. i love them but#i'm angry sometimes. that was a lot of work for a kid to do. + i'm not even talking about the traumatic shit. like that was hard.#it's behind me but that was not effortless! i'm grateful for what they did do but it was work on my end! it was humiliating and#painful + cruel.
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unbased critrole fans when taliesin jaffe presents another highly complex and realistically flawed morally gray character who on the surface is an asshole but deep down is actually plagued by their traumatic past (or lack of a past as a whole) and has some pretty fuckin solid reasons for acting the way they do, and even if they don't these are still FLAWED, TRAUMATIZED CHARACTERS and THEY ARE NOT PERFECT SAINTS and THEY WILL FUCK UP SOMETIMES. A LOT OF THE TIMES, ACTUALLY. AND THATS OKAY!!!
#talking about literally everyone except for Caduceus#MOLLY WAS THE ONE WHO BROUGHT THE MIGHTY NEIN TOGETHER#he's the one who dragged yasha along with him to the tavern and invited Jester and Fjord and Caleb and Beau and Veth to the carnival#and his death brought them together even further#they fucking traumabonded over him#hes literally so integral to the plot of that fuckin campaign#and yeah he could be overbearing and annoying and all around a lot BUT HE WAS TWO YEARS OLD.#HE CRAWLED OUT OF THE GROUND#WITH ZERO MEMORIES ASIDE FROM MUSCLE AND LIKE. BARELY CONVERSATIONAL COMMON#HES A FUCKING TODDLER#TODDLERS ARE OVERBEARING AND ANNOYING AND ALL AROUND A LOT#and god don't even get me started with Ashton#caduceus is my favorite critrole character ever#followed by caleb and laudna#but ashton is clawing for that fourth spot bro#as a nby queer punk with minor chronic pain and a lot of pent up rage and a healthy dose of trauma#he means a lot to me#he's missing a key part of his backstory and finally finds a single thread of that story with orym so ofc he follows bells hells for it#they're desperate to know more about themself and this is the way to that#they grew up with delinquents (who later ditched them in another traumatic event) in a rough place and do questionable things for resources#then got borderline groomed by a powerful figure who demanded he stay and do her bidding otherwise she'd like. fucking Sue them or some shit#and only got out of that contract with bells hells who are now a new powerful informative group they run with#but it's still NEW and they're SCARED it's all gonna leave again#because they're not used to having things#so they say the wrong things and they fuck up bc there's a part of them that wants to get this over with#and make the hells leave so they can't get even more attached#he wants them to hate him but they love him and he can't understand that#ashton greymoore#mollymauk tealeaf#critical role
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#god i haven't said anything about this but i'm full on stewing on behalf of ry & matt but especially ryan#like jesus christ you can't be that dense and vengeful as a person to constantly drag someone's name through the mud who attempted#all in the guise of your own SA. like be a human with a brain fucking hell#that'd be like if one of ** ******'s* friends had SA'ed me and then if they had a friend who had attempted s*icide#and then i thought it was fine and normal to drag that person into it. which it's fucking not#anyways as someone who's gone through SA but also someone close to s*icide attempts if they're not fully related don't bring them up.#out of context you just look like an asshole who despite having gone through something themselves (not trying to diminish that)#who doesn't understand people also go through things too that are equally traumatic#anyways fuck off <3#this just has to do with l*x btw. this isn't even relation to the whole shitstorm that was/is le*ghton and eth*n and r*v.#anyways im also aware i posted something about causing drama so i might not leave this up but i needed to get this out of my head lmao
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Sometimes I feel like a witch except what's in my cauldron is my blorbos/OCS backstory's and the ingredients I'm adding are trauma and an excessive amount of daddy and mommy issues
#sometimes i almost feel guilty#but then i just shout at myself for being week and throw in even more trauma#this is like some sort of fucked up coping mechanisms#but do you think thats gonna stop me?#fuck no i need to fuel my non existent god complex#robin buckley#nancy wheeler#<- tagging them cause they're probably the biggest victim#plus i want attention#steve harrington#max mayfield#will byers#mike wheeler#<- more of my traumatized children#theres definitely more but my morning brain wont let me think rn#ok now im scaring myself that this js only me doing this#this weeks already been shit enough i dint need to me put in some mental institute
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ugggghhh ok so I’m reading some books to prep for my student teaching in the fall, the ones that my host teacher knows are likely to be in the curriculum, and first of all why is it a thing that high schoolers are made to read Contemporary Lit Fic that can be summed up as “how many gory explicit descriptions of traumatic abuse can we fit into one book”, like every year it’s just One Standard Shakespeare Play, One Twentieth-Century American Classic, throw in some other shit, and Somebody’s Fucked-Up Memoir From A Decade Or So Ago. Are there any contemporary books that are good but NOT traumatizing? If not, I’m happy to stick to classic lit personally
ANYWAY so I’m reading this book to prep for the fall and I ended up skimming the whole latter 3/4 or so of the book to spoil it for myself so the suspense wouldn’t kill me, and now I’m up late despite being super tired because my brain is just cycling through every horrific thing in the book, plus the reviews I read online, some of which are insanely saying shit like “wah wah, get over it, stop whining, we all had rough times in our childhood” and I’m like... Am I the softest, most naive baby on the planet for reacting to this horrific memoir by feeling bad for the author and thinking that maybe we don’t need to be making high schoolers read this? I’m not saying it’s not well-written- it is well-written, and well-structured, but Jesus Christ.
(also why are we allowed to make students read horrifying memoirs of abuse but god forbid they know that slavery happened in this country, but that’s a different issue altogether)
so yeah I now have managed to make my entire evening about Trying And Failing To Get Some Images Out of My Head, which sucks because I had a LOVELY day and was looking forward to some well-earned sleep, and also I’m gonna have to go back and read the entire book so that I’m able to teach it properly and know all the literary devices in it and shit. Cool cool cool
#this is the same classroom where i did my student observing and their 'holocaust book' was this book called sarah's key#which is also unnecessarily traumatizing but doesn't even have the decency to be written well#and i asked my host teacher like 'hey. do we provide any like... emotional support to the students when they read That Scene'#and she was like 'yeah i have them write a response paper about their emotions reading the scene'#and idk i'm not 100% sure that's enough?#i know high schoolers put on a big song and dance about how edgy they are and how they can handle seeing any fucked-up shit#and some of them really do unfortunately have to live with fucked-up shit for real#but like. they're still humans? who are growing and developing? let's maybe give them breathing room with these things?#i love my host teacher she's great but i'm not confident she's gonna provide a lot of emotional support re: this memoir to the students#she's also way tougher and more resilient than i am. and so are most of the students tbh. i'm a tiny baby kitten and i know this#still i feel like we should probably allow some room for acknowledging Yeah That Was Fucked Up Huh#It's Normal To Feel Sad Now Actually#ANY THE FUCKING WAY. wish i'd gone to sleep early like i planned#at least it's the weekend tomorrow and all i have to do is go prove i don't have tuberculosis. again!!!!#(not that i had tuberculosis before. i just got tested before but it was over 6 months ago so not good enough)#that's also for student teaching!#i feel like my personal posts on this blog are just a psa on why not to become a teacher#i swear i love teaching lol but i love kvetching more#written by me
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i will now go on an indefinite hiatus as a trauma response to this album
#I'm traumatized but in the best way possible#i will now throw away all aspects of the person I was before txt8 existed and base my new personality off it#y-y-yeonjun#HE'S SO#there's different about him today he's so majsbskaedu this album#this album is perfection itself#I'M CRYING PISSING CREAMING I'M INLOVE#they can't be real#I'm going to wake up tomorrow in a lab and this would have all been an experiment#I CAN'T BELIEVE THEY'RE REAL PEOPLE#how can someone be so amazing#I can't even put it into words I'm so fucked up for them shit
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