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I would love to hear the megatheorem
It's not ready for full publication and won't be for a while tbh, but like, maybe before the end of summer? If I'm being optimistic? It will definitely go up here when it's finished, although probably in parts because it's an absolute beast, currently weighing in at over 25 pages and nearly 13k words.
Here's a sneak peek at the table of contents though 😎⚔💀
Also I'm just now noticing that I have "Empty's as Good as Clean" from the draft version of the poem instead of the published version as a section title, whoops. Pretend that's on purpose. Maybe it's a nod to the like, three hours where we thought @torbooks was speaking to us in code. That sounds like both a regular thing to happen as well as to reference, right?
Some segments have stuff I've pulled in from things I've posted here before but off the top of my head I don't think any of the sections are fully anything I've posted here. That is to say, as the draft currently stands, every section has new analyses in addition to anything pulled in from previous posts, though I'd say most of the sections are things I've haven't posted. I believe the sections that have the most pulled from "old" content are Lyctorhood Lite, Resurrection vs Waking Up, and A Cavalier by Any Other Name, which would all be under my "tlt meta" tag - I'll tag this one for ease of navigation if you want to poke around.
But don't worry, when it's ready, I will make sure everyone is subjected to my theories.
#it took me months and months to get it into a state where i could even organize it into sections like this tbh#for a long time it was just 25 pages of stream of consciousness rambling lol#i would not subject anyone to my FULLY unfiltered stream of consciousness. cruel and unusual etc.#tlt meta#<- tag where you can find my other red-string-and-newspaper-clippings style theories#[slurps milkshake through a bendy straw]#<- easter egg tag because you asked so nicely 😏#tlt#the megatheorem#nona the ninth spoilers#(not really but just in case)#ask#emotionalsupportknife
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is your url minotaurust, minotaur rust, or minotaur UST
please and thank you
either the first or second works! mostly though i just went "aw bummer minotaurus (the latin name for him) is taken. hey i can put a t on the end and now the word rust is also there"
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Pick a song for every letter of your URL then tag that many people
Tagged by @couchie
Because I hate myself I have decided to make this more difficult by not only picking 27 songs that I actually listen to regularly, but also choosing songs by 27 different artists and discounting any song title beginning with "the".
Unfortunately I don't think I actually have 27 mutuals to tag but like if anyone following me also wants to have a go you absolutely can <3
@the-furies @gooopy @michaelmilligan @jesuschristassbutt @chiefyteethies @mochatheangelkiller @callalilycas @ratabethchase @lord-angelfish @1967-impala @emotionalsupportknife @awesomediscoclub @naturallyahoe @sygneth @cryptiduni @roboticutie @demon-sneeze @tuometarr @posingasme @theworldsforgottenboy
M - Mis-shapes, Pulp
A - Aaj, Bloodywood
N - Neurodivergent, Rabbit Junk
S - Summertime Suicide, Murderdolls
P - Pink Whitney, Scene Queen
L - Lucretia my Reflection, Sisters of Mercy
A - Absence of Normalcy, YandereChainsawRegurgitationFactory
I - I’ve Seen Footage, Death Grips
N - Northwest Passage, The Dreadnoughts
M - Malfunction, Steam Powered Giraffe
A - Arsenic on the Rocks, Aesthetic Perfection
N - Narcotic Induced Hypo-Thermia, The Dark Prison Massacre
I - If I Speak, Frank the Baptist
P - Philosophy of the World, The Shaggs
U - Unbalanced Brutal Love, Dehumanising Itatrain Worship
L - Living After Midnight, Judas Priest
A - Alle en Asche, Mephisto Waltz
T - To Beat the Devil, Kris Kristofferson
E - Exterminate Annihilate Destroy, Rotersand
M - Master of Illusion, Battle Beast
A - Almost Human, Aurelio Voltaire
L - Love is Like, KMFDM
E - Enter Sandman, Metallica
W - Wolves in the Walls, ANNISOKAY
I - Izumino, Fucked
F - Feed the Machine, Zeal & Ardor
E - Empty streets, Plastique Noir
#tagging games#I'm not adding links bc this took ages already and I have things to do but like if anyone wants them
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🥰 Thank you @emeraldcas
I don’t normally do this type of stuff but idk i felt like it <3
Feel free to do if you want @deanandkastiel @wanderingcas @deancrowleycas @sheepstiel @blanketforcas @emotionalsupportknife @joeys-piano @anniemurphy @aerialworms @castiel-kaesi-kaestiel @snackles-maniacals
#my music taste is like tell me you’re a fandom blog without telling me you’re a fandom blog#also melissa we have a lot in common!
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Anyone else tired of only ever finding destiel recs?
Here's a rec list made for all the great fics that get buried because they're not destiel. It's collaborative, so if you read anything particularly good feel free to send it my way; I'm not taking rpf, w* fics or destiel-centric fics but anything else is welcome.
Chromacity by @crossroads-consoul
Relationships: Sam Winchester/Gabriel, background Dean Winchester/Castiel
Tone: Plot-heavy, slow burn
Genre: Urban fantasy, crime thriller
Warnings: References to domestic abuse, drug use, organised crime, graphic descriptions of murder
173, 315 words 🟨
Law student and closet psychic Sam Winchester gets sucked into a world of mystery and peril when he begins spending time with the nomadic P.I. who frequents his workplace.
The writing is great once the author has found their feet, but where this fic really excels is the worldbuilding. The pacing is phenomenal too, with the shorter serial killer storylines balancing out the very slow burn and gradual reveals about the world across the series.
Submitted by @mansplainmanipulatemalewife
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Kidnapping, Car Thefts and Other Hazards of Dating by CrowleyLovesUSUK
Relationships: Sam Winchester/Gabriel, background Dean Winchester/Castiel
Tone: Comedic, high stakes
Genre: Human AU, crime thriller
Warnings: Kidnapping, arson, organised crime implied/referenced child abuse, implied/referenced torture, references to SA
79, 659 Words 🟥
When faking your own kidnapping, it's generally considered wise to avoid actually getting kidnapped in the process.
The characterisations of Cas and Gabriel especially are delightful in this one, managing to fit the tone and style of the AU without losing their authenticity, and the author does a fantastic job with keeping tension high while keeping everything lighthearted and witty.
Submitted by @mansplainmanipulatemalewife
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Straight from the Heart (Marry Me) by @demonicsoulmates
Relationships: Dean Winchester/Gabriel
Tone: Fluff
Genre: Slice of life
Warnings: none <3
1216 words 🟨
A lazy Saturday.
This one's only short, but it manages that fluffy tone without feeling childish or saccharine, and does it without becoming ooc.
Submitted by @mansplainmanipulatemalewife
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Some Things Never Change by Zana_Zira
Relationships: Dean Winchester & Sam Winchester
Tone: Whump + comfort
Genre: Cannon complient, slice of life
Warnings: vomiting
4775 words 🟢
Sam falls ill for the first time since returning from Stanford, and it's bad.
The tone is spot-on for early spn, especially when it comes to the dialogue.
Submitted by @the-slythering-raven
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Sweetshop Shenanigans by Aria_Lerendeair
Relationships: Sam Winchester/Gabriel
Tone: pre-smut
Genre: Human AU, meet-cute
Warnings: None
1051 Words 🟨
Sam gets his hot chocolate after a long day of college courtesy of an extremely flirtatious barrista.
Part of a longer and *spicier* series - strong characterisations and they have great chemistry.
Submitted by @emotionalsupportknife
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All About Ramen by LiberAmens414
Relationships: Sam Winchester/Gabriel
Tone: Whump + comfort
Genre: Human AU
Warnings: Food insecurity, hunger, mental health issues
2484 Words 🟨
Sam weighs up whether or not it's worth fighting a stranger for the last pack of Ramen.
From a technical standpoint it's a very well-written fic, but what really stands out is the sense of compassion woven through it.
Submitted by @the-slythering-raven
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Bad Faith by sheepishlion
Relationships: none
Tone: serious
Genre: case fic
Warnings: heavy discussion of bodily autonomy, guilt, character death, allusions to disordered eating and self harm
5851 words 🟢
Sam and Jimmy talk angelic posession
This whole fic is so hard-hitting you would not believe truly some unforgettable lines
Submitted by @mansplainmanipulatemalewife
#hopefully people will keep adding to this and we'll be able to separate it by length bc most of the stuff rn is once shots unfortunately#spn#supernatural#fic#i apologise for the fact its almost entirely about gabriel apparently he's popular with the people that actually wanted to get involved
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15 questions, 15 mutuals
tagged by @pirate-captain-kaira
Are you named after anyone?
not any more 🏳️⚧️
when was the last time you cried?
uhhhh idk when did I last cry? I might have shed a tear over this lil fella in early december?
Do you have kids?
Can you imagine?
Do you use sarcasm a lot?
No, never
What’s the first thing you notice about people?
Usually the fact they’re expecting me to talk to them. Do I seem like I know what’s going on? Ever?
What’s your eye colour?
Blue 💙
Scary movies or happy endings?
so long as its emotionally impactful i don’t care what that emotion is.
Any special talents?
does my ability to stay awake for like a week solid count?
Where were you born?
what are you, a cop?
What are your hobbies?
darning/mending things, art, D&D, annoying my friends so they’ll give me attention, inventing fics I know I’m never gonna finish
Do you have pets?
not at uni, but my parents have a dog at home
What sports do you play?
what’s a sport?
How tall are you?
Very
Favorite subject in school?
probably philosophy and ethics?
Dream job.
can’t i just stay home and sleep?
tagging @demonicsoulmates @demon-sneeze @teaghouls @jesuschristassbutt @emotionalsupportknife @1967-impala @mochachilled @paradisecas @quicksilver-castiel @tuometarr @mxchifer @the-slythering-raven
That's what... 12? I was trying to tag squitten but it didn't work so I'll just send it I guess? I am not great at these but uhhh anyone else who wants to go ahead.
#tagging games#this took so long#yes that is my own fault for insisting on Michael pics#if any of y'all aren't familiar yeah the moth is my interpretation of Michael Supernatural's trueform
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Do you take asks and if so, which mutuals do you associate with which trope? Just to have fun
I do take asks! I haven't really been here long enough for people to send me things but I do enjoy it 👀
Anyway I present you the mutuals as very real tropes that I definitely didn't just make up:
@meabeck my beloved mutual both here and on main 💚I think they have fluffy slice-of-life vibes
@demon-sneeze the rejected accidental engagement storyline from Hell's angel
@jesuschristassbutt "sabriel hookup on route to the destiel wedding"
@beloved-turtle-lord-kaira tooth-rotting fluff but like in a crack way
@emotionalsupportknife that moment when Dean remembers his brother does in fact have a sex life
@angelhannah Crowstiel hurt/comfort only the best for Bee
@fellshish Dean is just. he's so stupid. I love him. Miscommunication
@ghostdrools everybody lives dies!
@demonicsoulmates you'd think it would be the mafia AU but uhhh A/B/O
@mochachilled grace kink yes this is about the tonguetacles you know what you did
@teaghouls the honeymoon phase™
@restingdeanface fix it <3
@callalilycas cursed rpf it's kind of her speciality
@winch3stersgirl my brain is saying destiel/sastiel love triangle but idk why
@seasononesam Sammy’s psychic powers my beloved <3
@1967-impala weird metaphysics like we were discussing the other day
Hmm unfortunately there are a couple mutuals I also haven't got a chance to talk to enough to be certain (k1lljoys-make-some-noise, skttlz, scoutndemond, tomokarithedoggo etc) so uhhhh if ur reading this come say hi and I will attempt a vibe check also I apologise if I missed anyone if we're only mutuals on sideblogs it's possible that I haven't realised
#asks#these ARE all either things i have seen in fic or have created in my various attempts at writing but that does not a trope make#anon#the real question is which one of you posted this it has to be someone here 👁
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Answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs you are contractually obligated to get to know better
Tagged by @imaturtledontchaknow @mochachilled
Name: Y’all can call me Void
Sign: ♊ <3
Height: 5′6″ ?
Time: Like 1:20 pm
Birthday: June 8th
Favourite bands / artists: Kris Kristofferson my beloved <3 also Sabaton and Bloodywood
Last movie: Uhhhhhh that I actually watched? Probably Rocky or Hellboy but that was a while back. I did sit with my dad while he watched the new doctor strange and make snarky comments about the writing though.
Last show: Uhhhh Live at the Palladium I think - Joe Lycett was on <3
When I created this blog: That took way longer than I expected to find out but November 2021 apparently??? I've been here almost as long as I've had HRT????
What I post: Fandom shit I don't want to subject my followers on main to
Last thing I googled: α (we were discussing A/B/O in the gc)
Other blogs: The only one that's really active is my main @existentialvoidofexistence
Do I get asks: on occasion, but I would certainly be open to receiving more
Following: Uhhhh 930 people i like a busy dash
Average hours of sleep: this feels like a targeted question I plead the 5th
Instruments: I attempted both clarinet and drums but I hate practicing so I wasn't very good
What I'm wearing: pjs
Dream job: Unsure, but I'm leaning towards theatre tech
Dream trip: Back to the village in Spain we used to go to when I was a kid
Nationality: British (sorry 😔)
Favourite songs:
THERE AIN’T NOTHING SHORT OF DYING
HALF AS LONESOME AS THE SOUND
OF THEM SUNDAY MORNIN’ SIDEWALKS
SUNDAY MORNING COMING DOWN
(Sunday Morning Coming Down - Kris Kristofferson)
Last book: Uhhh i started Neverwhere but it isn't finished yet
3 fictional universes I would live in: Uhhh which ones are like irl but slightly less shitty
Uhhh idk that I have 20 people but @emotionalsupportknife @callalilycas @restingdeanface @tomokarithedoggo @teaghouls @demonicsoulmates @ghostdrools @fellshish @demon-sneeze @lorileopard @k1lljoys-make-some-noise @meabeck @winch3stersgirl I assume at least some of y'all have done this already but tagging u anyway so u know ily
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Uhhh tagged by @callalilycas to spell my name in song titles
Viral - Amaranthe
Out of control - Battle Beast
Innocence was here - Annisokay
Dana-Dan - Bloodywood
Uhhhh @demon-sneeze @demonicsoulmates @ghostdrools @mochachilled @kaira-the-yellow-turtle @winch3stersgirl @emotionalsupportknife @teaghouls @angelhannah @jesuschristassbutt
#no it's not my actual name but its the one i like to use online#anyway uuuuh if yall have done this already just interpret this as an ilyyyyyyy instead
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Tagged by @callalilycas
Favourite colour:
Currently reading: in terms of books I'm technically reading Neverwhere by Niel Gaiman but it's been a while. In regards to fic I'm halfway through The Benjamin Franklin Key-and-Kite Experiment and I'm in the process of rereading my beloved A Different Kind of Monster
Last song: uhhh I don't exactly remember bc I was out fairly late but at a guess Joan Jett's cover of Dirty Deeds (Done Dirt Cheap)
Last series: uhhh I rewatched the first episode of Escape from the Bloodkeep the other day in an attempt to get my friend into it does that count?
Last movie: again I don't actually remember but I have been thinking about Nightmare Alley non-stop if that helps
Sweet/spicy/savoury: savoury :)
Currently working on: right now an essay on business ethics, but in terms of WIPs I have Blood of the Covenant (the end but Dean becomes lucifer's vessel instead) and Hell's Angel (What if Cas had a hot demon boyfriend and a life outside of the Winchesters), as well as a couple pieces of art that are currently on hold because I just broke my laptop.
Tagging @teaghouls @angelhannah @emotionalsupportknife @kaira-the-yellow-turtle @ghostdrools @mochachilled @demonicsoulmates @demon-sneeze @jesuschristassbutt
#yes i know several of u got tagged by liz already shhh ily#anyway uhhh im turning off reblogs bc otherwise people make a chain and fuck that#but please do come talk to me i love attention
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10 characters - 10 fandoms
Tagged by @the-gray-ghosty
1. Rhys Williams, Torchwood
2. Jimmy Novak, supernatural
3. Big Tony Delfini, Harley Quinn
4. Clint Barton, Hawkeye Omnibus
5. Freddie Lounds, Hannibal
6. Rocky Balboa, Rocky
7. Leiland/Kraz-Thun, Escape from the Bloodkeep
8. Newt Pulsifer, Good Omens
9. Lex Foster, Black Friday
10. Shadow, American Gods
Tagging @mochachilled @callalilycas @emotionalsupportknife @lord-kaira @demonicsoulmates @ghostdrools
#sorry for liking both DC and Marvel its not my fault omnibus is like the most beautiful comic in existence#anyway uhhh how many of these are actually fandoms anyway i think most of them are just stuff i think is cool#new game how many of these characters have people heard of I'm guessing not many someone please come talk to me about them#tagging games
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Get to know your dash - tagged by @callalilycas and @the-gray-ghosty
Favourite colour: 💛
Currently reading: I have a half finished copy of Neverwhere somewhere, and I accidentally left the Hellboy issue I was reading at a friend's house so it's mostly just fic at the moment - today specifically a wide variety of midam stuff
Last song: Mamma tried, Merle Haggard & the Strangers
Last series: do QI reruns count?
Last movie: everything, everywhere, all at once
Currently working on: assuming you aren't referring to the new deanut butter emoji that would mostly be uhhh Interlude (my Adam Milligan/Jimmy Novak fic), Blood of the Covenant (an as yet unposted sastiel endverse AU), and a Crowley/Godstiel drawing. I have a ton of other projects on the side but those are the main ones to keep an eye out for right now I think :)
Tagging @emotionalsupportknife @radioactivewyvern @demon-sneeze @demonicsoulmates @1967-impala
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@emotionalsupportknife proof of concept
#I'm too lazy to do actual like finished nicely rendered drawings so y'all are getting sketches but like... <3#is there an actual ship name for these guys idk#art#samwenriel
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Tagged by @callalilycas and @mochachilled
slow burn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // oh no there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt-comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi-chapter // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or gender bend // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane
This was kind of difficult actually bc a lot of these options I either like both equally or don't really like either
Uhhh I have like 10 million mutuals so I can't tag you all sorry but uhhh @angelhannah @emotionalsupportknife @radioactivewyvern @demonicsoulmates
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