Hmm looking through other posts, wil Liam I diagnose you with you definitely have a crush on Luis . I know u probably don’t want to act upon anything rn but it’s the holiday! You gotta at least do something before someone else more (sandwichy) attempts it too.
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Wil-Liam: “A....an actual crush?... Look I'll tell ya a secret that you can't tell anyone especially Luis but...you see I have meet him before, years ago, and uh he doesn't remember me it looks like. Um his family used to camp near a place where I... stayed at. One day in the woods I was crying a lot in the rain cause I scraped one of my knees, but he then showed up with an umbrella to cover me. He helped me and...no one has ever done that for me not--until I met him. He let me stay under the umbrella that whole rain. Soon we talked, he said he couldn't understand me much (i wasn't the best at speaking when I was younger) but he still laughed at my observations. He later went and brought me stuff from his campsite so he can show me how cool he was. He brought the most delicious treats and a portable game system. I loved it. We uh hung for only a week i think, and I knew that it wouldn't last, he would always tell me whenever we played in the woods that his family was only there temporarily for the break and that he'll go home soon. I told him that I should be going home too, uh cause I would be in trouble...i wasn't allowed to leave my...home. But we agreed that maybe if we have the time we could meet again and play. It was strange though, one day Luis said he had two more days until he had to go home, so we hung out as usual... until suddenly I felt strange and I then awoke in the middle of the night in the woods. It seems that maybe i didn't spend that day with him afterall...maybe I just overslept? So I tried to find him...went to where his campsite was supposed to be and...no, it was gone. Only tracks of shoes and wheels were there. It seems like he had to go home early and didn't have time to tell me or I just imagined him saying that he had two days left...it didn't matter. I cried, but I knew he was going to go away. Still, it hurted having your first ever friend just be a temporary one. I went back to my home after it all.
But here we are in the present...um obviously I'm free as a bird now--uh because I was given more permission hehe. Oh man when I first saw Luis in school I couldn't believe it, i thought my mind was playing tricks again or I used my powers accidentally. I couldn't stop staring cause I couldn't believe it, though I know it freaked him out. But dude...when he didn't remember me I-I told myself that of course he wouldn't, you were just some weird thing he met in the woods one summer, someone as cool and untouchable as him wouldn't think twice about something like you... even then he had to at least remember just that camping trip, so i kept prodding and bothering him to surface that memory. He claims to not even remember going camping with his family, he just told me that in general he doesn't remember much of anything that wasn't his family when he was younger, Codey told me that too, I guess homeboy just has memory issues or something. Which is just my luck, My first ever friend and the one who inspired me to leave home didn't know me at all and thinks I'm like a creep trying to bother him. I guess I was okay with starting from square one, until it wasn't. You see I love playing videogames or just competitive stuff in general and there was a lot of it at school. I apparently became popular or something... Luis didn't like that so he kinda ended up disliking me. Yeah I know even more bad luck. I of course don't care about popularity or whatever, but me playing games or competitions allowed for me to talk with Luis more often and even play with him. I had to come with grips that a lot of things changed from that day we met in the forest, that he wasn't going to be exactly the same as Luis that I met (his firery glares made that obvious) but I was still entranced by him the same. He is afterall half the literal embodiment of light that nobody can look away from...not even me, even if it hurts.”
Oh um... sorry if that was long and like going everywhere...i just really needed to process the whole crush thing by myself. Cause I guess it makes sense that i would be attached and then attracted to my first friend...he changed my life a lot and he doesn't know it. I never planned to ever see him again but now that I have it's gotten a lot more complicated...I would tell you why but heh we would be here all day and I don't think I'm comfortable yet sharing everything dawg (believe me I purposely left out a lot of detail in that story). I just like him. Even though he tries to hide his feelings a lot I know he genuinely likes his friends and his family... mostly cause he's very obvious. And I know even though he says or does selfish things he still does the right thing in his heart organ. He's got passion like I've never seen... he's just scared to show it...i can understand. Luis and I might be hella different but I just relate so much to him, he inspires me. Y'know I think I know why it's a crush like youall say...
I mentioned before that the only movie I ever watched before I saw other things was the Princess Bride. It's an adventure movie and whatnot but romance is what drives the journey. I-I always wanted to be like Westley (the main person in the story), heroic, smart, looking good in anything and... finding someone who might be aggravated by me at first but grows to know that I'm not bad or I don't have to be bad and; that I love them and they could love me. And just like Westley I don't wanna be apart from my princess...or in this case prince? Uum yeah, I guess I realize that if I want that for Luis and me then I like him...more than a friend now. Huh, I guess he's now my first ever crush...i didn't think I could get those.”
Though... I don't know how I could ever express it now properly during this holiday... like I said I have done something but I didn't really say it was from me...oh well. There's also the whole "Chris" thing.. which um now that I know I have a crush on Luis... makes me 100 times sadder now (wait is Chris now like my Prince Humperdinck??). Eh not like it matters though, I'm just conflicted as all heck, I wanna tell and express to Luis that I like him but at same time I don't know if I deserve to have my feelings expressed this way or if I should like wait until y'know...he actually accepts me as a friend and I could... tell him the truth on certain stuff...”
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‘the king of curses doesn’t like sharing. especially not when it comes to his partner.’
☀︎|tags. heian era!sukuna x female reader. sfw/fluff ? ig. set in the heian era, duh. jealousy & possessive themes. size difference (reader gets referred to as small!). tried to be realistic w/ sukuna’s characterisation so. . . don’t be surprised to read about him killing somebody. therefore, mentions of blood. reader is implied to have a fear of blood (dw sukuna takes care of it teehee). reader gets called 'brat'. not beta read; this sucks ass.
you were taking a stroll outside of the estate, the hem of the floral kimono you’re wearing lightly dragging along behind you. the weather was perfect with not a single cloud in sight.
a pair of silent footsteps follow yours and you sigh. even though it was an usual occurrence, you still aren’t used to having one of sukuna’s servants at your side at all times. your over protective lover insisted that it was for your own ‘safety’. as if anything or anyone could harm you whilst you stay within the four walls of the estate far up in the mountains.
sukuna is continuously busy and thus decided to assign you a personal maid that accompanies you and takes care of your every need when he isn’t able to. well - looking at the bright side of things - at least she tries her best to hide her presence from you. she tags along silently and only speaks when spoken to.
you stop near a sakura tree and tilt your head back to admire its beauty. after a few minutes pass, you hear a different pair of footsteps walking up your way. you turn your head and see a familiar male servant approaching you with his head held low.
his hands were holding onto a platter with a cup of warm tea and a few of your favorite delicacies. the brown-haired man greets you politely. maybe a bit too politely as his voice carries a bright smile, “good afternoon, my lady.”
you return the greeting with a smile of your own. it was like you to treat the servants around the estate with kindness and care — a total opposite of the king of curses. you take a pastry from the platter and look back up at the man, “thank you for bringing me these. i appreciate it greatly.”
the way you treat the ones of lower status has always been an admirable trait of yours. it might have stirred some forbidden feelings for you in the heart of the male servant. he knows that it was impossible - he’d seen how easily sukuna gets rid of those who get too close to you.
but, he isn’t here. the king of curses isn’t present in the current moment. the brown-haired male shifts in his place a little, fingernails digging into the material of the plate he was holding. he was going to do it — no one could hold him back. not even the maid who stood a couple steps away.
“y-you look very beautiful, my lady.” the servant stutters and bows his head at you. you are surprised to hear such a flattering sentence leave the lips of the man in front of you. none of the men around you had dared to be this straightforward in ages. they all knew the possible consequences that such actions could bring after all.
perhaps it was due to the absent intimidating presence of your lover. still, you can’t help but feel grateful. you giggle softly, covering your mouth with your free hand, “thank you so much.”
the male servant gulps at the sound of your laughter. ‘oh, how lucky the king of curses is - to have such a beautiful woman at his side,’ the man thought to himself. he was sure that he could treat you better than the indifferent sukuna himself.
he hesitates to continue the conversation for a second. there was an urge deep within him; to ask if you’d like to have some tea with him in the dining area. it would be extremely bold and maybe way out of line considering that you’re taken.
but, the way you reacted to his earlier compliment gave him a huge confidence boost. one that would sooner or later send him to his grave.
“would you perhaps be interested in joining me for a drink, my lady?” the servant asks and anything that happens after that instant, is all but a blur.
you can’t process the next few moments as everything happens way too fast. the last thing you remember seeing, was the servant before you. a sudden gust of wind passes by and the sounds of quick slashes fill your ears. you couldn’t figure out anything else as your vision gets blocked by something. or rather - someone.
a familiar and large hand covers the back of your head. the scent of the person holding you is also oddly familiar—a certain scent that made a shiver run down your spine from both excitement and light fear.
“sukuna?” you guess and guess correctly. your voice was muffled due to your face being smushed against his torso. you didn’t yet understand what happened, so you try to pull your body away from the king of curses, only for his grip on you to tighten.
sukuna’s face was as emotionless as ever. his eyes look down at the pile of blood near your feet — what was once a human being had now turned into nothing but a pure crimson liquid.
“foolish. absolutely foolish.” the king of curses grumbles, his tone filled with disgust. he doesn’t soften the grip on your body for even a moment. one of his four arms holds you captive against him, his hand firmly yet somehow tenderly cradling your head just above his midriff, “it seems that i cannot leave this place for a single second.”
sukuna glances at your personal maid who had been bowing to him the moment he appeared out of thin air. she could feel his piercing gaze on her and knew exactly what to do without being told: to clean up the mess that stained the garden’s pavement.
“sukuna,” you try to move your head again, but was still restricted. you let out a small whine in response. you just wanted to see your lover after spending an entire day without him. any thoughts about that servant from earlier had long vanished, “i want to see you. can i?”
the request is an innocent one. there isn’t a visible change in sukuna's expression, but the way you asked him that was quite. . . endearing, if he were to explain it. he would comply if it wasn’t for the literal bloodbath he created. which he doesn’t want you to witness.
“not yet.” he replies and effortlessly uses one of his arms to pick your small body up. your lover notices how you try to steal a glimpse at the scene behind you while he moves you around in his embrace. he grunts and gently smacks the back of your head, “no peeking, brat. do as told.”
sukuna knows how much you hate the sight of blood. he's being considerate towards you — even if you do not realise that just yet. however, he also does not have a single regret about murdering that servant. it was to be expected. anybody who dares to make a move on his woman should suffer his wrath.
plus, it's not like you don't know about sukuna's ruthless actions. you’ve come to get used to them; more and more male servants keep dissappearing without a trace after they’ve been ‘too friendly' with you. it's easy to guess who’s behind those disappearances.
it doesn’t bother you in the slightest. as long as you don't see it happening and as long as you get to stay under sukuna's care and protection - you don’t mind.
“can i look now?” you huff after sukuna has carried you away from the garden. the king of curses clicks his tongue at your impatience.
he sighs deeply before allowing you back on your own two feet, “i do not understand why you’re so adamant on looking at me, but fine.”
you waste no time and immediately open your eyes. your gaze doesn’t wander off towards your surroundings—it instantly settles on sukuna. he looked the same as usual; there was not a single change about his appearance and yet you find yourself smiling at the sight of him.
“i missed you.” you hug your lover and feel him returning the gesture a few seconds later. he looks the other way and may seem indifferent to your display of affection, though the man was secretly grateful for it. for you in general.
“mhm.” sukuna lets out a small noise of acknowledgment and that is all you get out of him. he doesn’t have to say much; his body automatically does the talking. he squeezes your body against his — your small frame disappearing behind his beefy arms.
the king of curses doesn’t understand why, but the way your eyes sparkle when looking at him, intrigues him. sukuna had never seen another human look at him like that before after all. they all cower in fear; except for you. you don’t show a single ounce of fear. thus why you are something - someone - he must keep for himself.
he has and will never have any intent on sharing you with anyone. you’re his, for as long as he exists.
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