Dttblr just kicks out the dteam and we become our own weird orphan community where we present each other with our individual interests and we all ooh and aah at it together
it's very interesting seeing the state of dttblr a year ago seeing you talk about it because I was mainly a twitter user and immediately deactivate everything and hide anything that remotely connect to streaming space for a month (I blame old drupdates for this) before I read the transcript and let my friend who knows about drituation and dislike dream to give me their opinion! even when I come back it still feel uncomfortable at first but like I'm afraid the drolo demons become even stronger now-sel
I absolutely don't blame you, it was such an confusing situation. so many people had very different opinions here and I personally wanted to do the right thing so I read a lot of them but also I was so fucking scared. it felt like my world shattered because at that point all the videos on my yt main page were mcyt and I had nowhere to escape. since then I always have backup interests and other things to watch and do but I was so in deep then that I literally felt like I had nothing other to do. so I just decided to talk about everyone apart of Dream and wait for what they are going to say.
the shit left in my draft is so bad because that was the stuff I wanted to post to please some most rancid people on here who were guilt trapping us and I'm glad i didn't post it.
going through my archive I mostly talked about it being a wake up call that we don't fully know them, which is a good lesson overall.
I only rebloged jan's essay in the essay era when everyone was posting essays because she wasn't scared to say that it wasn't fucking grooming. no matter how you look at it.
it definitely helped that I didn't have many followers then and no one was looking at my hands but I understand all the people who left or took a break. kinda wish I could do that too.
in my case the dteamolo demons are stronger now definitely but also I learnt to better balance my life and to put everything into perspective. because, repeating after ludwig, they are not our friends no matter how much they like us and we like them
sapnap and george are screaming trying to kill each other meanwhile dream is just “if you eat the flowers and berries your health goes up !!! 🥰❤️🩹🤗🌸😁🎀“
i don’t really have any Strong opinions on him just the more and more content i’ve seen of him the less i’ve been able to stand. he’s just too “😀!!!!” ya know? tbf i am absolutely Not his target audience so no shame to anyone who does like his content
I'm ngl I started unfollowing that entire clique of dttblr a little while before this happened because of the weird parasocialism plus the way they'd talk about CC's that slightly wronged dream. Like idc if you dislike Ranboo or whoever and don't engage with his content but it just felt like they were using whatever happened with him as an excuse to break dreams boundaries and harass them?
Oh my God constantly hating on Ranboo (and Tommy for no reason???) and still doing it was fucking SAPNAP????? bro they're literally cuddling on the couch chill the fuck out