sometimes it’s sad that the default fanon for McCoy is grumpy, annoyed, no fun allowed, old, and done with the world

when this guy also enjoys the life so much and to the fullest - he loves food, drinks, he loves good times (he’d go bar hopping with you if you asked), he likes sex, he loves research, he’s curious, he likes jokes, he likes to tease and “prank” others

My back hurts

I read a post about putting your age in your blog or else you’ll get blocked, and realized I’ve never done that here. Never even occurred to me. Then I got curious about my social media footprint, so I checked the creation date of my LiveJournal. In 2 weeks it’ll be old enough to buy cigarettes in most US states. Happy almost 18th birthday to my LJ I guess. My most recent post was 2 weeks ago about how I sometimes miss it. The post before that was in 2017. The post before that was 2013. I’ll probably do another one if the site still exists in 2026.

Even this Tumblr is probably old enough be in high school I think.

if y’all see me posting about house of the dragons look the other way 

Techno imitating Phil and his iconic “Hey mate” line during MCC5

Troi'Pel [Check out my Patreon for more Telepathic Lesbians]

District manager is coming in to the store today and I swear if she says anything bad about how I'm running my department I'm gonna blow a fuse

I'm tired of this comedic goldmine being slept on!!!!!

Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

mission: run lightning through aatoi to try and speak to aliens was a SUCCESS, SOMEHOW

It's strangely gender-affirming when my mom gets defensive and accuses me of mansplaining

Do... Do you have to pay taxes on kofi?

i love thirteen & find her deeply compelling but i do still think her writing was trash and i can't really be convinced otherwise. & no i don't like timeless child but that's actually not the issue at all, that's really just a taste thing, my problem was the episodic writing was just like. not good. 95% of the time. i genuinely can't think of one non endgame arc storyline of hers that i remember enough to have found it interesting

i  just  think  it's  very  fascinating  how  scara  likes  to  adjust  his  approach  when  he's  trying  to  figure  out  the  most  efficient  way  to  gain  his  desired  OUTCOME.

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I wish people could just see me as masculine.

Like, I have a style. It's pretty masculine for me. But other people see it as fem. Before, I tried to be pretty, like princesses and cottagorecore but I didn't like it. I like masc stuff. But my masc stuff.

My name. For me is nice as hell. Is fucking pretty and it could be fem or masc or anything. But people see it as fem.

I don't have dysphoria at all. But my boobs make hard to look like A Boy(tm), and I wouldn't mind cutting them off.

So, yea, I'm afab pre-everything so is kinda hard to look masculine (more than just a Tomboy girl). And I wish I didn't have to try.

I wish I didn't have to truly confuse someone to have them asking my gender.

But I still do want a binder.