Your Majesty, I am not your friend. I want to be. However, at this moment, I am purely your subject. And I have been acting as your subject. Not... considering your feelings. Making you into a crown instead of letting you have your humanity.
QUEEN CHARLOTTE: A BRIDGERTON STORY | s01 ep05
‘GARDENS IN BLOOM’
"You see, I think it pisses God off if you walk past the color purple and not notice it."
"You saying God wants to be loved like it say in the Bible?"
"Oh, everything and everybody wants to be loved. Especially God. That's why God be in everything. And see, when you love what God has made, you is loving God and God is loving you."
My family is on the brink of ruin. I am nearly certain every last one of my brothers and sisters secretly despise me. My own mother, at that. Despite the fact I have lived the better part of my life for them. And yet still, all I find myself thinking about, all I find myself being able to breathe for... is you. Do you think that I want to be in this position? Contending with these thoughts of wanting to be nowhere except with you. Wanting to run away with you.