a mistake (spotify wrapped 2023 on steroids)

here's the top 100 from both of my accounts. and i mean both. i used two different accounts this year. meaning it's a top 187 :3

links will be supplied at the bottom in case you'd rather look at them that way

version one

1. ramen waitress - high sunn 2. hunter's moon - ghost 3. how to never stop being sad - dandelion hands 4. rats - ghost 5. ghuleh / zombie queen - ghost 6. the bug collector - haley heynderickx 7. nova scotia 500 - boyscott 8. ode to joy 2 - remo drive 9. per aspera ad inferi - ghost 10. where the sun sets - mars water 11. what a pleasure - beach fossils 12. seventeen (age) - mike krol 13. year zero - ghost 14. glass jaw - chokecherry 15. american spirits - inner wave 16. fifteen minutes - mike krol 17. kiss the go-goat - ghost 18. ever new - beverly glenn-copeland 19. visions - loving 20. dræm girl - no vacation 21. jigolo har megiddo - ghost 22. song for a guilty sadist - crywank 23. her sinking sun - coma cinema 24. lotus eater - foster the people 25. mummy dust - ghost 26. hospital beach - cottonwood firing squad 27. evergreen - richy mitch & the coal miners 28. what once was - her's 29. con clavi con dio - ghost 30. grade school love - mike krol 31. my blueberry life - current joys 32. clay pigeons - michael cera 33. call me little sunshine - ghost 34. the end - sisyphus 35. gnaw - alex g 36. i exist i exist i exist - flatsound 37. dance macabre - ghost 38. orgasm of death - the growlers 39. using - sorority noise 40. disco - surf curse 41. cirice - ghost 42. swing lynn - harmless 43. stress relief - late night drive home 44. boys - indigo de souza 45. jesus he knows me - ghost 46. red minivan - mike krol 47. blond hair, black lungs - sorority noise 48. smokey eyes - lincoln 49. twenties - ghost 50. ash in the sun - vundabar 51. kids - the frights 52. francis forever - mitski 53. square hammer - ghost 54. alien blues - vundabar 55. ***hidden track*** - prince daddy & the hyena 56. nostalgic feel - bedroom 57. faith - ghost 58. misty morning - travis bretzer 59. killing floor - subvision 60. fine, great - modern baseball 61. i'm a marionette - ghost 62. losing touch (nyc) - thanks for coming 63. make out song - the rosebuds 64. forever dumb - surf curse 65. monstrance clock - ghost 66. two weeks - grizzly bear 67. the gaping mouth - lowertown 68. art school wannabe - sorority noise 69. kaisarion - ghost 70. need 2 - pinegrove 71. you are going to hate this - the frights 72. velvet ring - big thief 73. ritual - ghost 74. rip van winkle - shannon & the clams 75. like a star - mike krol 76. i dreamt i saw you in a dream - sunbeam sound machine 77. watcher in the sky - ghost 78. maud gone - car seat headrest 79. natural disaster - mike krol 80. where'd all the time go? - dr. dog 81. griftwood - ghost 82. morning sun - dave bixby 83. glue - p.h.f. 84 idk - fake tides 85. stand by him - ghost 86. all alone - acid ghost 87. everything is going to hell - teen suicide 88. best supporting actor - good morning 89. spillways - ghost 90. cold weather - glass beach 91. woke up - olivia olson 92. heart attack - mike krol 93. from the pinnacle to the pit - ghost 94. nothing lasts - bedroom 95. enjoy yourself - saint pepsi 96. s.w.a.k. - luxary elite 97. crucified - ghost 98. resonance - home 99. 恢复 - 2 8 1 4 100. a sad song about a girl i no longer know - bedroom kites

version two

1. the village - wrabel 2. get fucked - mustard service 3. unlucky - lunar vacation 4. dancing through the telephone - the axidents 5. i think it might be hell - clarence james 6. common sense - benches 7. want me - baby queen 8. a portrait of - sorority noise 9. like or like like - miniature tigers 10. keep two-stepping - pretoria 11. smokey eyes - lincoln (48) 12. hanging from the ceiling - the velveteins 13. eventualities - daddy's beemer 14. card declined for pizza & wine - stevie dinner 15. fear of heights - daddy's beemer 16. why do you lie - the grinns 17. stay - buddah trixie 18. jesus he knows me - ghost (45) 19. demons - m.a.g.s. 20. shrek~chic - winona forever 21. why am i like this? - orla gartland 22. dogs - nouns 23. drought - carpool tunnel 24. where did my pets go? - furnsss 25. sea dogs & pyrite - soft cough 26. a.c.l. - the symposium 27. jaded - near tears 28. cowboy hat - sea ghost 29. typical - goodbye honolulu 30. nova scotia 500 - boyscott (7) 31. red minivan - mike krol (46) 32. like i care - noah nolastname 33. girls - girls in red 34. corpse - franky flowers 35. grade school love - mike krol (30) 36. dance with me - beabadoobee 37. dover beach - baby queen 38. lovesick - peace 39. like a star - mike krol (75) 40. sappho - frankie cosmos 41. colours of you - baby queen 42. too close - sir chloe 43. easy eyes - archer oh 44. strawberry milk - deep sea peach tree 45. art school wannabe - sorority noise (68) 46. pine point - pup 47. 27 club - strange case 48. blackout control - spendtime palace 49. kids - the frights (51) 50. where the sun sets - mars water (10) 51. the spins - mac miller 52. shred cruz - mom jeans 53. evergreen - richy mitch & the coal miners (27) 54. my only friend - lll spector 55. kim - joy again 56. don't delete the kisses - wolf alice 57. grass eater - the mellowells 58. call me - elevator fight club 59. if you want to - beabadoobee 60. lucid - rina sawayama 61. don't leave me (chapter 1: despair) - hmltd 62. buzzkill - baby queen 63. any other way - tomberlin 64. because i love you - montaigne 65. fever dream - mxmtoon 66. alaska - maggie rogers, toby green 67. i want to be with you - chloe moriondo 68. paper mache world - matilda mann 69. close to you - dayglow 70. telephone - waterparks 71. 14 days - floral tattoo 72. april - beach bunny 73. let's go - stuck in the sound 74. d'you have a car - swrms 75. soapbox sunday - courier club 76. dance macabre (37) 77. ode to joy 2 - remo drive (8) 78. star catcher - vansire 79. cut your bangs - radiator hospital 80. our window - noah and the whale 81. yer killin' me - remo drive 82. my own person - ezra williams 83. angel - lava la rue 84 clearest blue - chvrches 85. flirting with her - sir babygirl 86. heart - flor 87. what's it gonna be - shura 88. tired - beabadoobee 89. urbanangel1999 - thomas headen 90. knock me off my feet - soak 91. you are going to hate this - the frights (71) 92. nothing else i can do - ella jane 93. moment in the sun - sunflower bean 94. bang bang bang - lauren hibberd 95. imposter syndrome - sidney gish 96. natalie portman 2002 - jason is 97. nobody loves you - similar kind 98. i want to kiss you - the spook school 99. turtleneck sweater - marinelli 100. satan's hands - sexy girls

links for the impatient :3

Whole lotta shit happening right now, gonna dump it all out in a pile just because I have nowhere else to talk about it, even in bulleted list form lol.  In no order so please gawd can I avoid making myself guilty about not ranking the “worst” ones first...

Gish this week. I’m captaining my team (as I have every year since 2016) but have only personally completed one item so far. I never do a lot but I usually do more than that, but the list this year has not really grabbed me. *shrug* I don’t feel bad about that but it’s still a little disappointing. I’m helping everyone else, though, in various supportive ways, which is really the heart of Gish for me, but it’s tiring when I’m already tired.

Crazy shit at work this week, where they begged me to work some hours even though I had specifically taken off time for Gish and other stuff. There was this big special project that needed to be completed this week, and when they asked they made me feel like they wanted my help because they respected my expertise with the task. Then every shift I worked, they didn’t use me for the special project, just had me do my regular tasks. I’d never have agreed to come in on my approved days off just to do my regular work, but they tricked me (probably not intentionally), and I’m sooo bitter about it. Learned what “quiet quitting” is today and am resonating.

Found out yesterday that someone who was my dearest closest bestest best friend from like 1996 to about 2016 passed away suddenly on Monday. She was 48, leaves two kids 24 & 22. We’d drifted away from each other in the past few years, not in any kind of rancorous way. There was always still love between us, but it became “too overwhelmed with my own shit to talk to you but I love you” as the only contact we’d have, once a year or so. Feeling numb about that.

Driving 4 hours roundtrip today to drop my 20 yo daughter at the airport for another multi-month multi-country trip overseas to stay with her boyfriend. She’s frequently harsh, generally cold to me when she’s here, but still I will miss her. Being an empty nester is very lonely when your marriage is a husk.

My 24 yo is struggling a lot these days. They need a med check but don’t have the spoons to make an appointment with a doctor. Their health is a little so-so. Money is a little tight. Work is draining. Deadlines are scary. Their car needs some work. Gish is a challenge when your energy is already low. Their girlfriend is going through it, mentally and physically. There’s just a lot of stress, and their default response to stress is to pass it immediately on to me. So I get constant liveblogs of whatever’s going wrong in their life, from tiny problems to massive disasters, and the weight of it is crushing me. If I try to say “please stop telling me every tiny thing that’s bothering you because it’s killing me” their anxiety will interpret that as “don’t talk to me any more, I hate you” so I just have to keep taking it.

It’s hot hot hot here, and so humid that the carpets are giving up every bad smell they’ve ever absorbed, and the sheets feel damp when I lay down at night. I’m going through menopause right now, and for the most part it’s been, and continues to be, really super manageable. But the weather has induced me into basically a three-week-long hot flash (well, three weeks so far) and I’m just so sick of feeling like my hair is combusting!!

Million other tiny things, just the regular background hum of life’s frustrations. There’s just an intersection of the biggies above right now that is making that background hum feel like a jackhammer between my shoulderblades.

Can we get some more sylvie doodles?

sheepy boye!!

If everyone went to a county fair(like the kind you would get fried pickles at-) what would everyone do?

Fun fact! I wrote almost this WHOLE list before going, “wait, this Howie bit feels familiar. did I already write the EAM going to the fair???”

I sure did.

Oh well. Guess you get a part two!!!

Percy implements the buddy system right away bc she is NOT losing any of her kids to one of Ramsey's crazy schemes

(Everyone is so happy Ramsey talked her into letting them do this)

Molly and Gio book it for the rides first— Sylvie promises to catch up with them later, definitely, probably, he doesn’t get motion sickness what are you talking about

Their favorite rides are the spinny ones, because Molly doesn’t like extreme ones that turn you upside down and make you sick, but she LOVES being thrust against the wall and just getting off dizzy and giggling

Percy invites Sylvie to go look at the displays with her! Sylvie needs the excuse to not go with Molly so he goes along with her to the fruit/vegetable contests and old-person quilting displays and pretends to be interested

Ramsey runs to the lottery, but Zora’s already there. (“Cheater.” “Hey, ah didn’t even need to use my epithet! Yer just short.”) They spend too much money and lose it all, RIP

Howie immediately goes to the only thing he’s interested in, the beekeeping exhibit where you get to watch the bees up-close and get a free sample of honey

The whole group ends up shopping at the same time, but the shopping arenas are so huge they manage to just barely never bump into each other

Mera spends a long time at several stalls, with cute dolls or pretty jewelry or trinkets, most of which are useless but of course Indus buys them all for her

He buys a splat toy for himself! You can throw it at a wall and it DOESN’T BREAK! :O

Indus is basically happy and set for the rest of the day

Molly buys a small bow with a bear in the middle and Percy picks up an information pamphlet for a new vacuum (which Ramsey later makes her throw away because “oh that brand is garbage, trust me once I infiltra... worked for them”)

Around lunchtime, they all get various unhealthy deep-fried foods and meats and corn on the cob with way too many toppings

Percy finds them all a nice small area of tables at an outdoor arena with nothing playing yet, and while they eat they watch people attempt the bungee jump nearby (where people jump off a crane and onto a huge trampoline while attached to a bungee cable)

Ramsey gets people to bet on whether or not they’ll actually jump, because apparently lots  of people pay the entree fee but chicken out once they see the height

As they finish eating, the next stage act arrives! It’s an a cappella quartet that’s getting on in years, but you know what? They’re really nice and chat with the family while they set up, and one of them actually knows Howie from his work. Howie is gratified

Surprisingly, once they start their show, they sound fantastic. Percy ends up buying one of their CDs for the car, which shocks everyone because Percy never spends money for fun. Ramsey suspects this might be the kind of music she listened to as a kid, but doesn’t pry

Zora offers to buy all the kids dessert. Percy insists they should at least wait a while because they just ate; Zora responds to this by buying a HUGE soft-serve ice-cream (literally a foot tall on the cone) and eating it all in front of her

Molly and Gio both want to try out the rock-climbing wall, so Ramsey pays for them! (There are a lot of paid attractions at the fair.) Gio has the advantage because of his long limbs, but neither of them reach the top. At least they have fun!

Ramsey and Zora both want to do rides in the evening, when all the lights are on, so Percy supervises to make sure they don’t kill each other

The kids take this chance to check out the games, which Howie supervises to make sure they don’t kill each other

They’re really bad at them because they’re all rigged, but Gio convinces Howie to take a shot (it’s a baseball-throwing game) and he KNOCKS EVERYTHING DOWN AND WINS A HUGE TEDDY BEAR FOR MOLLY yes another one, Molly is allowed more than one giant teddy bear, long story short don’t let Indus OR Howie near the games

It’s literally as big as Sylvie. Howie has to carry it on his shoulders but doesn’t seem to mind, probably?

The last event of the night is a huge concert in an open-air theatre. Everyone hangs out in the back of the bleachers (for Molly’s misophonia) and smiles and eats kettle corn while listening to the music and watching all the lights burn against the night sky as the sun sets

Have you ever heard of a Scientist named Dr hofnarr? Does he sound familiar to you tricky?

I remember the intercom telling me to go to that big-shot Hofnarr's office for evaluation, but wouldn't you know it? That place was completely empty, every time! Not a single doctor! 0/10, horrible service and even worse food!

And don't get me started on the neighbors!

So hey, I run the @worldsendclubheadcanons blog and I was wondering if I could use one of your worlds end club artworks for the banner image(with credit of course)

Of course you can! As long as you give credit, it’s fine ❤️

Somehow for the ask game, e v e r y t h I n g a t o n c e

✨In this night, the Plants and the zombies are in peace, having fun at the masquerade ball party ✨

PLANTS VS ZOMBIES

MASQUERADE BALL PARTY ART COLLAB!

It is finally done! Our hard work is paying off!

Special thanks to @/pilot_and_spies (Instagram) for helping me on second background and putting he characters around, and @/frostbiitez (instagram) for helping me on putting and scaling these characters www!!!

And best part is, thank you for all participants from twitter, tumblr and instagram who joined. It's such an honor to have you all in this collab, i hope everyone likes our work!

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Feel free to zoom around and check out the artist's that work on this project! ✨

Note:

I write the artist that draw computer scientist and party rose wrong :( it's supposed to be @disaster-resonable-48 (sorry WAHHHHHH)

Other tumblr artist that included in the collab

@fluffyglass @yamato017

Sylvester Ashling from Epithet Erased has Maladaptive Daydreaming Disorder

Requested by: @disaster-resonable-48

GUYS GUYS I JUST SAW SOMEONE POST ABOUT GETTING PARFAIT COOKIE @disaster-resonable-48 @ask-the-funkyfangirl GUYS SHES HERE I THINK

Ha ha fan made icon

(I’ll probably make a mod )

Bio post: https://cupsarts.tumblr.com/post/647126731340349440/my-fambly-sunnydrinksbepsi

BFs fambley (Old designs)

BFs fambley (Old designs)

Icons

some monster au design/headcanons via @disaster-resonable-48 ’s epithet infected au

ee x owl house part 7 i believe?? percy time

au made in part w/ @disaster-resonable-48 !! more info under the cut

edit: its part 6

part of the emperor's coven! a guard

her palisman is a fish bc i took a buzzfeed quiz as percy about what animal i was and got fish

like in regular ee the plan is for her to realize the emperor's coven is corrupt and to rebel

is carrying handcuffs on her belt

mainly uses construction magic

Headcanon: Sylvie's sleep dust glows, and since his hair is full of it, his hair kinda glows in the dark

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Tricky is your sight ok

It's a little fuzzy but that never killed anybody!

My stop sign handled that!

@sunnydrinksbepsi @disaster-resonable-48 @art-n-spooks