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lyss-butterscotch · 1 year

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We interrupt this RW program to bring you a message:

*Deep inhale* AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

<- watched the owl house finale

#the owl house #owl house #i dont know how to feel now that its over #because of fACKING DISNEY #AAAAAAAAAAAAA #thank you owl house #thank you dana #dies cries in pain im #im normal im okay im #yeah #another banger show o7 #my art #WAIT IS LUZ NOT CENTERED??????#FUCK #toh spoilers #lyss art

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ash-and-starlight · 2 years

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Zukka week day 4 // The arts

Studying the blade through calligraphy practice

#id in alt text #yet another love letter to green zukka #for those three of u who Recognize 👀 the background/palette #Im sorry I’m lazy I liked that vibe and shamelessly recycled it all #(ohh also)#(it’s referencing a scene from Hero which would work so well for a ATLA au… up until the very end of the movie)#(zukka as broken sword & flying snow aawjrbjekfbskfk screams cries)#(dies in incommensurable pain)#((don’t look to close at that perspective lmaooo))#zukkaweek2022 #zukka #sokka #zuko #my art #side note I started this one ages ago and my artstyle changed like six times in the process help

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tortellinigirl · 5 months

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i think the adult relationship to the childhood dog is something that is so tender and heart-wrenching and important. you are the last vestige of my childhood. you are the sacred keeper of the memories i hold dearest, but you can barely see or hear me anymore. who do i become once you’re gone? where do i turn to remember myself? you’re the last one sitting next to me at the door of a childhood home that no longer exists, waiting patiently for the return of a family that no longer exists. where can i live when you, too, no longer exist? i can’t let go. please don’t make me let go. i know you’ll leave soon. i wish you didn’t have to. but she’s just a dog. her life is short and i will witness her death and i’ve known this from the beginning. i didn’t think it would come so fast. am i ready? have i become someone yet? have i become unrecognizable to her yet? does she still see the child i was? i’m still the child i was. please, don’t forget the child i was. please don’t take her away from me.

#i wrote this and put it in my drafts a few months ago #and now my childhood dog just died and im a complete fucking mess and i keep coming back to this #she was my baby #i got her as a birthday present from my parents #only a couple months before everything fell apart #i didnt know what was going on at home was abuse or that things were bad or that thwy would change #i just knew that my parents got me a puppy so i must be the luckiest girl in the world #and she was with us through all of it #and she knew our pain too #he was the one who wanted to put her in a shock collar #we all cried and begged him not to #she was just as traumatized by him as the rest of us #she was the last thread tying me to a time before i understood how bad things were #i don’t know who to be now #im sorry this is sooooo dramatic #i just loved my puppy #but she was 14 years old and we knew it was coming #i just hoped we’d have her for christmas

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anubisthe1 · 7 months

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Obito, the crybaby, definitely cried in that cave when madara died. Those were the last tears.

#then he entered the heartless era #no but he deff cried when madara died in that cave #im not saying “bowl his eyes out ” more like “ he was suprised his face was wet and he was apparently cring”#obito uchiha #madara uchiha #obito #my baby cannot watch the eldery in pain or death #even if its mad*ra

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scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde · 5 months

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the urge to write vs the urge to create a sim and make them a famous best selling author to live through vicariously

#writing is painful because i have to read it and physically cringe #playing sims is easy 😎😎😎👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻#i usually cheat and give them high skills and promote them but id do it propperrllyy this once #until i got impatient lmfao #or i could actually write but thats just 💀💀#i have some uni work to do but uh no #creative writing uni work i mean #one of my modules is fairytales ive gotta rewrite a fairytale for my assignment but i dont wanna #she wanted us to be creative with the fairytale we picked so i picked some random niche one from hans christain anderson called the rose elf #its actually so slay theres a murder lmao #and in my rewrite im turning the couple into lesbians because double slay #and also im giving the girl some lines and autonomy because in the original she meets up with her bf who gets murdered by her brother then #she cries for days then dies in her sleep from sadness so 💀💀 homegirl is gonna fight back for her GIRLFRIEND in my one <3 shell still cry #just she is not dying from sadness padme style okay she knows it was the brother but doesnt confront him in the original shes gonna be #kicking and screaming in mine plz and thank you #okay maybe i should write #sims 4 #writing

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robotiv · 12 days

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i fell like. out of someone’s shower 2day. i like tumbled out and the shower rod came down and everything it was a whole mess. i bonked my head really hard on the counter and also bonked a good majority of my body. the bigger they are the harder they fall ..

#adri.txt #pretty sure i don’t have a concussion but who knows.#i very well could.#anyways when ppl don’t have any sort of grab bar in their shower im like. how do u survive like this #shit’s scary !!!!#also i am in pain. obviously. you could’ve guessed that #im ok though i think. it was rly scary though like i probably could have died #surprisingly i didn’t cry at all ?? when normally i cry like crazy when i fall #the last time i fell super hard like this was in my kitchen and i had just heated up some frozen alfredo #maybe i cried bc i spilled my pasta. maybe that’s why i cried then. and not now.

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cinnabeat · 4 months

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i was reasonably certain the no one dies in this series bc its a dramedy at heart but damn im not so sure anymore

#i seriously dont think anyones gonna die but you never fucking know #literally every bastard thats died has come back in some form #i mean they died in the past before the present in story timeline but without fail these fuckers keep coming back like cockroaches #reminds me of fairy tail although fairytail was wayyyyyyy worse abt it #will never forget my brother asking me if i recommended it and immediately i was like absolutely not #like yes i watched AND read it yes i was religioulsy reading the updates every week #yes i have lots of the anime ops and eds on spotify yes i have a keychain with the main fours guild marks #yes i absolutely cried when it ended but i wouldnt recommend it to anyone on pain of death #truly is not worth it like literaly bothing after the magic games arc matters #as far as im concerned it ended there with fairytail regaining their glory and absolutely nothing else world shaterring and apocalyptically #ending happened #couldmt even tell you what happens after the magic games arc like genuienly it was so nonsensical and just straight up bad that i perma eras #permanently erased it from my memory #anyways im reasonably sure no ones going to die but if they do i deeply deeply hope its not my fave he doesnt deserve that #his brother can go tho #michi tag

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lindaeastman · 7 months

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it’s literally already been almost a fucking year since christine mcvie died and my brain still hasn’t conceptualized it and i’m terrified of how long i’ll be in denial

#like i’ve had some good cries but it still hasn’t registered like i’m so fucking resentful that she’s died my whole being is just like 🤷🏼‍♀️#and im so relieved she’s not in pain and doesn’t have to go through years of illness bc she deserves so much more but like wow…. lol wow #her first huh?????

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starsanddragonflies · 9 months

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WHAT

#I just FINISHED supernatural and have about FOURHUNDREDMILLION FEELINGS #WHAT #WHAT WAS THAT IM #I #WHAAT #I thought it ended at like 5 different points and cried SO MUCH????? I didn’t expect to still care so dang much but I guess they still #own a piece of me oh god #spn spoilers #from now maybe idk but I don’t want to spoil anyone and idk if anyone will read the tags but JUST IN CASE #‘Cas helped’ well see that means Cas is in heaven too and that makes this so much easier I was so scared #for a second I thought Dean is in heaven Cas is in the empty and Sam is on Earth but no #now they’re all in heaven and you betcha Cas is hanging out with Dean now aww now it is kinda cute #I got some spoilers (because ofc I did I went on tumblr again without finishing the show I was basically asking for it) but #all I knew going into s15 was ‘Destiel goes canon Cas goes to the empty and Dean dies’ so just thought naturally #that’s exactly how supernatural has always been but I also wasn’t sure if that actually would happen???#and I’ve seen that I love you news meme so gosh darn many times that I didn’t know what to expect but THAT WAS HEART WRENCHING #Finally someone told Dean what he deserves to hear but why not let him keep Cas ugh this is so sad #Feels a bit odd that Sam got a son and named him Dean though like that sounds like it would be more painful than anything but oh well #oh and Jack!! aww I’m so happy about him #I just hope they’re all happy in heaven and I wish I knew more about more characters but tbh #I just want to know that Cas is happy #I was so angry halfway through this episode thinking they murdered Dean and left SAM alive like what #Sam is left on Earth to do his thing and Dean just gets offed????? luckily it ended a lot better than that #my god I need to process this for a long time #oh and now I also want to rewatch the whole show but let’s be real it is 15 seasons I have NO time for that #Anyway I’ll go back to playing Zelda now #I have too many feelings about Spn #it’s time to have feelings about something else and though I have blocked zelda and totk EVERYWHERE to avoid spoilers I am so emotional #but I have lots of feelings about Zelda too oh my god how can I fit so many feelings at once I’m-#help I didn’t know there was a tag limit wth

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hirookouji · 1 year

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unfortunately im not immune to overshading but its so i can make yuki look super buff in this drawing so maybe its okay

#i call any piece where i shade too much a study.#buff woman study!#one day ill be free and can do simplistic shading...#cries #also obviously nothings wrong w shading #it just takes so much time for ME personally #even tho its kinda my style #something ive learned is blending or shading digitally is soo different from traditional #w graphite and w painting like #ill try blending thinking 'so if i did this on paper itd look like this'#it never looks like that #so im like learning how to paint and blend digitally for the first time #hence my. momoi paining practice #also my linearts a diff color from usual and its making me cry it looks so harsh #ill fix it when i finish coloring #dies

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lyss-butterscotch · 1 year

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OH YOU CAN'T PUT LINKS IN AN ASK i'll go fuck myself i guess. its parasite by pumpkin head btw

BESTIE YOU CANT JUST TELL ME THIS EXACT FACKING SONG EXIST JUST AS IM WRAPPING UP MY DAILY ANGST OBSESSION AAJJDJSJSJSJSJJSJAJAJ

#lyssten to my rambles #no please i cant make more rot pebbles #not the exact vibes im djdjjdjdjsj #dies #ITS A GUMI SONG TOO #dies cries in pain

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old-knightsvow · 1 year

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i literally cannot imagine greg crying like i cant think of a singular thing that might make him have any other reaction other than ohh.... that's bad... :/ anyways :)!

#txt #just remembered abt this one fic i like but gregs crying constantly and im like ohhhh whos that....surely not greg....#he probably only cries when hes like. in physical pain.#wonder if he can fake cry though... probably not #if ewan really dies im like. sure the first thing he will ask is what happened to the will

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chthonickore · 28 days

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I hate birth control I hate that it does nothing for me I hate that I'm still bleeding and in pain and bloating and having stomach issues every day but because I have a uterus my doctors just seem to think they don't need to be thorough and check to see if I have endometriosis fuck you

#seph talks #literally haven't taken a break on my pill and im bleeding and cramping #luckily not heavily #but it has been so heavy that i nearly died from iron deficiency #and so painful i threw up so much and cried in agony #oh well!! we'll just try another pill or give you an iud. we dont need to know the cause. its just abnormally heavy bleeding #cw periods #cw emetophobia #this is just me ranting because im so tired and mad

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 3 months

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#tw animal death #one of my rats is sick and im not doing well about it #i think he has an upper respiratory infection and its bad #i made a vet appointment but if im being honest i dont think hes gonna make it that long #and thres no emergency vet for exotics near me #his breathing sounds painful and its so hard to listen to #and hes not eating or drinking. ive tried hand feeding and watering him. he just wont accept it #today i picked him up. and normally he fights being picked up. but today he just let it happen #he let me cuddle him for half an hour. normally when hes out of his cage he doesnt stop moving #he only sits in his hammock. and it's so hard to see him pass like this #im trying to give him the best time that i can. ive been trying to feed him his favorite snack (goldfish crackers) and let him out often #i love him so much and ive only had him for six months and thats just not enough #i got him from a friend and im dreading having to tell her that he died #hes my little baby. when i picked him up today i gave him kisses and just kept saying 'i love you. youre my baby' over and over #watching him die is killing me. ive cried every day since he got sick. even broke down at work because #i didnt want to be away from him that long. every day i come back from work or wake up and im afraid hes gone #its 5am and i dont want to sleep because checking on him every morning is terrifying #i love him so much and dont want to live without him (or my other little babies) but i can feel the day coming #i just hope he had a good few months with me and knows how much i love him #edit: i can hear all his breathing but then all of a sudden i cant hear him anymore. and its happened a couple of times #I'm scared that tonight's the night. and i want to hold him for the last little bit. but he doesnt like to be held #he likes his hammock. so if hes passing then i want him to be comfy. i just dont want to lose him #i keep checking on him every time i cant hear his breathing. im afraid hes gone. this is so fucking hard #its past 6am but i cant stand the thought of not being there if something happens. i just love him so much

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tired-momfriend · 6 months

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I binge watched the first nine episodes of The Terror season 1 but then I accidentally spoiled myself and found out about Harry Goodsir. I found out how he died. I literally stopped watching ep 10.

Like, honestly. I genuinely don't think I'll be able to finish. He's my favorite character. I.... Aaagghh

Honestly it's an amazing series but I don't think I can handle it emotionally, which means it did it's job lol

#hopefully ill gather the strength to watch it #its just so intense #normally i like intense stuff #but they did such an amazing job with the character development #that it genuinely is really painful and upsetting #not to mention that i know how lead poisoning and scurvy affect the body #and it is just such a painful death to imagine #and the idea that goodsir sacrificed himself so that crozier might live #in such a BRUTAL way???#literally crying thinkinf about it #also the idea that its based on the actual expedition is... so horrifying #it really makes it so much more terrifying and upsetting #especially with how well the medical conditions were portrayed #idk im feeling a lot of things #i cried lik a baby when fitzjames did #then i absolutely lost it when blanky died #i knew they were all gonna die but damn fuck i was just #.#.. hoping

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noxtivagus · 2 years

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haurchefant

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ]#IM SO SORRY IM SO EMOTIONAL OVER FFXIV RN #I SAW A THREAD ON TWT OF ARCHE N I FEEL LIKE CRYING #MY MAN.... SOB I LOVE HIM #🥹 he was one of my top fav charas too #before emet he was in my top 3 #he's still one of my favs #wahh ;; upcoming spoilers #he. his death. the tragedy of it as a whole #IM SO SAD FUCK. ALL THE THINGS HE DID FOR US #their broken family.... HELP WHY DO I LIKE SAD CHARAS SM FR #cries. sobs. he. haurchefant #i'm so proud of him. i wish there was more my wol could have done #hahahaha his death was a really important part in my wol's lore #that regret that pain. fuck #i. darling. i'm so sad. i wish i could hug him #i'm so sad. 'too little too late' that sentiment hurts me so much.#i feel like crying. haurchefant makes me emotional yo i cried sm when he died #n i cried in like so many other references of him throughout the story #he's a special character to me. yk the way he admires the wol? n how. sigh. SIGH #i didn't think too much on him when i first met him in-game but as yk he appeared more in msq i definitely gree attached #grew*. sighhh 🥹#i don't want my wol to have too many love interests LMFAO so haurche being dead is probably more of just a friend but #it's the kind of friend that. writing trope you know there's something more underneath.#affection runs deeper than just being friends but you hide it. afraid that maybe it'll fester more #n in this case it ends up haltering n ending altogether with death #that's how i'd write my wol if i shipped her more w haurchefant but oh well he's dead 🫠#i rmb writing last year. a letter to my wol for him.#sobbing remember that tales from the dragonsong story as well. his letter for the wol. im so smitted im so fucking sad

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