thank you guys for 19k 🥰💕

i feel like i haven't been around as much (i haven't) but i'm trying and hope you're all doing well and enjoying some well deserved rest. i'm giving you all big, warm hugs <3

currently experiencing. sad autism where im scared that bc i post so slow everybody has already gotten over bg3 and theres no point in me getting to all the ideas i still have bc novody will care. can anybody just reassure me real quick that you will still want me to draw shadowheart once every 3 months in the future

so we know that whatever’s happening to Simon affects Fiona and cakes world

so when they were in the winter kingdom it began snowing

and when he is with the winter king, Marshall lee and Gary are together

did he think about it too

"when dealing in infinites, unlikely is just certainty waiting for it's turn" is such a raw line you'd think it came from Shakespeare but no it's from Famous Youtube Star Markiplier's eponymous In Space With Markiplier

So I guess it's time to indulge y'all with some cheekiness considering 1k of you beautiful souls now enjoy following me 🫠✨️

Sensory issues 🤯 autism? 🤨💥

When we up in the club, all eyes on us

EDIT: I’ve added alt text

Y’know something weird I’ve noticed? I’m way more confident writing DP x DC stuff than I am writing just DC stuff. I think it’s because the DP x DC fandom doesn’t really expect writers to have as much knowledge of both, so I don’t feel the same “can’t make any mistakes” feeling I get when I try to write DC fics. There’s just so much complex lore in the DC universe, from the comics to the shows, and a lot of it is different depending on what time period the stuff you’re reading/watching is from. I’ve never finished or even posted any DC stuff I’ve done cause I’m always worried that the lore I’ve learned from the shows and the lore I’ve learned from the comics will contradict each other or something, and I’ll get called out on it. There isn’t that same pressure when I’m writing for a subsection of the fandom that’s totally fine with inconsistencies and character rewrites

It’s really nice that everyone here is so nice

them!!

actually an extra thing

some people already know i am unable to romance astarion due to how personally triggering his story is for me due to unfortunate similarities i have with experiences he has had

so yes i do take 'discourse' about him seriously because i can see myself in that too and its almost terrifying to me to have people argue their rights to think such ways about him because it reminds me of people who thought such ways about me in real life

do they not realise that there are people out there who have traumas similar to him? that one of astarions greatest appeals is the catharsis he provides in his story for people who have suffered the same as him? that we can live vicariously through him?

it would be wonderful if i could heal with astarion instead of seeing the fandom be deplorable

my message has always been thus: think about the real life people playing this game and participating in the fandom. show care for them, understanding, sympathy. we as people will always be more important. always

Day 8: Chains

She sealed your fate, binding you with invisible and unbreakable chains from the very beginning.

recently came to terms with the fact that camp camp fandom destroyed my self confidence surrounding posting media analysis online. realizing that all my fandom experiences with camp camp, a media that ive cherished and held dear for so long, have been nothing short of terrible is beyond upsetting and disheartening and i cant always pin the blame on myself the way i used to. some people on here are scared of and are uncomfortable with engaging in basic level intellectualism when it comes to talking about this show and the themes it allows itself to present; saying things like child neglect is bad on here can be met with anger, being vocally frustrated with a series that relies on topics of abuse because it uses them for shock value and fails to be respectful towards them and borderline exploits them at times is seen as a personal attack on fans. some of you are incapable of not internalizing valid criticism towards a media you claim to love and it makes any discussion of it on here impossible. sorry for doom posting during this shows resurrection month or whatever.. lalala

showed my boyfriend the rest of the saw movies this week and turned back into the worst version of myself (a hoffman fan)

✨procrastination✨ at its finest.

very very rough but i needed to get them out of my system