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smilingcrittersfanatic · 20 days

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SLOP

^^^ made this one for international ace day!!! happy asexual !!!!!!

cw for self harm , discussion of self harm , drugs / alcohol , substance abuse and KISSING!!!!!!!!!!! under the cut !

i want them DEAD i hate THEM i HAAAAATE THEM

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dajo42 · 2 months

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long post about substance abuse and addiction

the thing about me is i was dependent on alcohol for a few years and refused to admit it to myself forever until one morning when something clicked and i stopped but for the past three years its been... difficult. like. i still have dreams where im drinking but justifying it to myself like "this one doesnt count". i hate them

but im sober!!! and thats amazing of me

the other thing about me is i was also smoking whenever i could for a few years but also stopped doing that because i recognised it was another unhealthy dependency and... yeah the dreams happen with that too. the buying a pack of cigarettes and being like well these dont count these are a treat or whatever

but i still dont!! and thats also good!!!!

a third thing about me is for a while i was reliant on self harm to process feelings and i stopped that over a decade ago now!!!! thats so amazing of me

but

the most important thing about me for the sake of this post is that throughout uni i also developed an addiction to painkillers and would take numerous different kinds in dosages way above the recommended numerous times a day and it took a life changing conversation with a best friend in a train station for me to realise how unhealthy it was and how it was affecting people who cared about me to see me basically destroying myself like that

and thats

still ongoing!! i havent drank i havent smoked but i have at numerous points relapsed into full painkiller addiction and it fucks me up and my family still think i went to the hospital for food poisoning this time in 2022 but in reality i had been regularly near fatally overdosing for weeks

and its not like i can cut them out entirely because. they are prescribed to me for chronic pain. like. theres this painful line between taking the right amount to function and... feeling like i have to take more because i cant function without them. its like having an addiction to fucking.... water. i need it to live but its so often hard to tell if thats a real thought or if i think i need way more than i actually do in order to live and i fucking drown because the metaphor is about water

and right now i feel like im on the edge of relapsing again!! recognisable feelings and behaviours are creeping in!! and i dont want that!!!!!!

so im just posting about it on the internet i guess? to get the thoughts out of my head? to vent? to hold myself accountabld by screaming into the void? to ask for advice or reassurance? for somebody to tell me gently but firmly not to take more meds than i should. i took my normal dosage today. taking more would be bad and i recognise that but. i dont know. i dont know if i can trust myself not to tonight without being directly told not to by somebody who cares

#substance abuse #alcohol cw #medication cw #self harm cw

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sensationseekng · 5 months

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devastating break up? why not drink too much and fuck your ex?

(part 1/2)

#edizzy #edward teach #blackhands #on my display its a little more red than orange but you will have to imagine #I AM SO PROUD !!!#our flag means fanart #izzy hands #cw alcohol #cw substance abuse #blackbeard #our flag means death #where is the messy fanfiction ?????#redid the mouth no less than 8 times #go big or go home #handsenjoyer

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softpadawan · 1 year

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Kanan Jarrus, c. 12 BBY

#it sure is abusing you kanan #kanan jarrus #star wars rebels #a new dawn #caleb dume #hjbenderart #cw:#alcohol #alcoholism #i always draw him way too meaty #this man is a walking 3 days grace song #based on the ''i could never abuse substances i love substances'' meme

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cypric-rat-hyperfixation · 1 year

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making art memes in hopes of catching your attention for my issue? couldn't be me 🫢🫣

but yeah, what the meme says

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ekholocationn · 1 month

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drinking myself dizzy

#ive had this composition in mind for months and im so happy with how it came out???#felt great to draw oc art again #lucius im sorry for dumping so much trauma on you but drawing sad art of ocs you love is incredibly cathartic #ekhoartworks #my art #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #fateless #song of the fateless #original character #original story #my character #my oc #medieval fantasy #tw alcohol abuse #tw substance abuse #cw alcohol abuse #cw substance abuse

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heartofhubris · 3 months

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Can someone at least praise mefor working on my alcoholism and hitting today, day ten, without alcohol

#alcoholism #cw substance abuse #sobriety

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faggotmox · 2 years

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everyone’s gonna think that eddie didn’t care if he burned bryan alive with jericho but the real thing is that eddie didn’t care if he himself burned alive so long as jericho burned too. eddie probably wanted to burn. probably didn’t even realize bryan would get hurt, not to say he would care if he did. to eddie in that moment the only people there were him & jericho. it’s important to eddie that it’s fire, that he make jericho feel the pain he was caused but much, much worse because eddie learned early that if someone knocks you down you have to knock them down harder & same sure they don’t get up. eddie’s very unwell.

it’ll be easy for eddie to be isolated now. not only did he lose it for them but his action lead to others on his team getting hurt. there’s also (kayfabe) evidence that eddie wasn’t sober during the match, & was struggling before hand.

it’s probably just a fantasy of mine but what would really be cool to see here, to me at least as a recovering alcoholic, is instead of the typical fight & breakdown because eddie relapsed & also cost them the match through dangerous means they rally around eddie. close ranks & protect him. regal taking eddie under his wing, showing that mistakes can be made up for & that the only real fault eddie suffered was not asking for help before it got too bad. show eddie taking responsibility for his actions & not blame. show support during recovery, extend grace to those struggling. have bryan accept that eddie wasn’t trying to hurt him but eddie also understand why bryan had to stop him. no hard feelings. have mox stick by eddie’s side. have santana & ortiz stand up for eddie.

eddie’s battling mental health issues & substance abuse issues, those things often take over other parts of your life. like your job. eddie was afraid of himself going into this match & that is at it’s core the issue most addicts face. they’re afraid of themselves. eddie just needs to be held up during this time. i know it won’t happen, or at least not like i imagine, but man would that be a good story to tell.

#i have a lot of thoughts about this #yall get to see me sorry :(#a genuine post on my blog what #alcoholism cw #tw alchoholism #substance abuse cw #tw substance abuse #mental health cw #tw mental illness #tw mental health #mental illness cw #Eddie Kingston #jon moxley #q #blackpool combat club #bryan danielson #santana and ortiz #text post #long post

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panicbones · 10 days

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man i love weed dont get me wrong but i really dont like hanging with ppl who are stoned all the time and when i tell ppl that they act like im being a killjoy like? no? i equally dislike when ppl are drunk off their ass. im allowed to be uncomfortable with substance use

#i find it deeply aggravating and difficult to deal with ppl who are so inebriated with SOMETHING that i can barely have a conversation w the #i just dont like being around ppl who use substances in excess anyways?#weed is more acceptable sure but its still a substance #i understand when its for pain management but if you arent doing that. you might have an addiction problem #also weed is overall seen as softer than alcohol and generally by way of how ppl act it is #but i still dont like it #this is starting to become an issue for me cuz my roommates best friend who comes over often is always always high #and i feel like a dick but i want them to cut back on it very badly. at least in my own home #idk. i might just be in a weird mood #skeletal chatter #weed cw #drug abuse tw

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lindamarieanson · 2 years

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Daniel Sharman in “Gran Hotel” by Interpol (dir. Malia James)

#daniel sharman #danielsharmanedit #dsharmanedit #my gifs #cw substance abuse #cw alcohol #noemitenshi #tis for you lol

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deerydear · 3 months

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I wanna make a poll....

...but I'm not doing a formal poll... I want YOUR opinion!

Do you think the detective L has done drugs?

If so, what? Why?

If not, why?

(I'm not counting caffeine. We've seen him drinking coffee.)

#drugs do have a deleterious effect on cognition... yes even weed can.#would curiousity win over caution?#death note #substance abuse cw #drugs cw #alcohol cw #I have my own theories but I'll reserve them as to not introduce a bias.

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ofsyzygies · 1 year

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open starter @shrikestart location: julio’s bar

At the end of a long, rough day there was not much solace Yuri could seek that was not in liquid form. The pale gold sheen of wine glanced back at her; it taunted her with how much she needed it. One could probably argue that she really did not need another, but her brain disagreed, her nerves fraying restlessly. At least if she were drunk, even drunker than now, the vivid thoughts that were racing in her brain would become dull to the point of incomprehension. That was the end-goal. To burn the polaroids that laid in the forefront of her brain until they were nothing but unrecognisable ash.

Her hand shook as it reached for the glass and brought it to her lips for another sip. Everything would be okay. Another glass and the phone call from just a few hours prior would feel like a distant memory. Another glass and the fact her father was unwell would cease to be all she could think about. She would be numbed to the anger and grief she felt. One more. The bar staff had seemed reluctant to even serve her another glass, but she had somehow gotten them to agree all the same. After taking a long swallow of the liquid, she replaced her glass onto the table and leaned her body forward, practically slumped against the counter before turning to the person nearest to her, gazed fogged over too much to really take in any of their features. “Par-Pardon me, what’s - sorry, what’s the time?”

#shrikestart #posted in: beta editor #forgot to do that first time #threads;yuri.#alcohol cw #substance abuse cw

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hangingoffence · 1 year

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oc talk!! Patrick suffers from chronic migraines which lead to him developing an addiction to painkillers and opioids. In his teenage years he also started to drink alcohol and stealing his step-fathers stashes. It all lead to him mixing both alcohol and painkillers.

His addiction to opioids caused his friend Michael, who used to work as a patrol security guard where one of his destinations was a big medicine manufacturing facility, to steal some of the painkillers. Which on the end caused Michael to get arrested and put into jail.

#haven't talked about him much but here something #cw substance abuse #cw drug abuse #cw alcohol #oc tag #patrick #myart

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starsnheroes · 8 months

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Another thought with Clint, alcoholism, and recovery is that as he is going sober, and the first few months; he contemplates, almost considers, trying smoking and picking up cigarettes, as a literal replacement, from alcohol to nicotine; he doesn't but it's one of those things that he contemplates because he thinks about all the ways he could ruin this or his body. ultimately, even as a kid, he had tried to smoke but never quite got into it. One of the arguements he has against picking it up, is that he hears nicotine headaches are a lot worse than caffeine headaches (of which he already suffers because he didn't drink enough coffee today). That and he genuinely does not want to ruin his sobriety or replace one addiction for another, but he is not hoping on the decaf train. Coffee addict he will not recover from.

#about; clint barton #alcoholism cw #addiction cw #smoking cw #cigarettes cw #substance abuse cw #alcohol cw #all headcanons tag

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cypric-rat-hyperfixation · 10 months

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Hey followers who drink

or use other recreational substances

I'm a straight edge (don't know shit) and umhh I got questions-

(CW: addiction, substance abuse, mention of intimate partner violence)

Thank you!

~ Please feel free to answer as many or as few as you feel comfortable! ~

1) Any of y'all struggled with alcohol addiction/abuse before?

Are you sober? What where the key events/steps/moments/circumstances that contribute(d) to your sobriety?

If not, what are the major events/steps/moments/circumstances keeping you back? The biggest reasons you aren't sober?

2) Any of y'all struggled with other addiction or substance abuse before?

Are you clean? What where the key events/steps/moments/circumstances that lead to your cleanliness?

If not, what are the major events/steps/moments/circumstances keeping you back? The biggest reasons you aren't clean?

3) Y'all know...

... of any virgin drinks, flavorings, or candies that taste like alcohol; but aren't?

... where to get those anti-alcoholism supplements that make you violently ill if you drink? Or whatever they do

... any other ideas about physical or physiological substitutes for drinking?

>>>>>> E.g. similar-tasting virgin beverage in an old alcohol bottle

... any other ideas about physical or physiological deterrents for drinking?

>>>>>> E.g. anti-alcoholism supplements, elaborate puzzle padlock on the alcohol cabinet

... of any resources on how to support alcoholic/addicted loved ones?

4) Y'all got anything else that would help an alcoholic without access to treatment? That they could do on their own to try and mitigate/control the situation?

5) And finally, y'all have anything that would help an alcoholic gain access to treatment?

Bearing in mind the constraints to access are time, transportation, support system, finances, providers (Medicare), and abusive partner control of these things

I'll take any commentary upon any of the queries. Please answer only what you're comfortable with.

Thank you so much. I'm trying to support a friend, and I really appreciate your help.

#drugs/alcohol cw #art but it was made by me specifically #yeah I broke out the substance abuse rat again lmao #i should make an oc #also it makes no difference to me whether you can legally use the substances you're using

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atomicraft · 1 year

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i love sobriety ! (every tv show has underage drinking in it my friends drink my friends smoke it so hard to not go back to being that stupid mess who couldn’t feel anything at all)

#venting #cw alcohol #boventing #cw substance abuse #recovery #substance abuse #alchohol

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