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#load help me#i literally made this account out of procrastination#the only other significant thing ive done is#download hinge#coz i was procrastinating#and it funny lol#i hate straight men even more now tho#anyways#kahoot#kahoot quiz
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Little guy number 74: well well well if it iznt Rainbow the tranz guy who usez she/her and iz gay both wayz Dash
#monke.makz#littleguyzdaily#art#my art#traditional art#art shit#animals#Pony#my little pony fanart#my little pony#my litte pony friendship is magic#mlpfim#mlp art#Rainbow dash#Mlp fanart#Fanart#My fanart#No id#Guyz. Im so behinddd on a lotta thingz. This fucking drawing took me 24 dayz. Not bc i procrastinated but bc i waz STRUGGLING#w the drawing yes but also w life in general. I have hw 2 finish im sorry i cant catch up just yet#But also oh my goddd. Lemme tell u abt the drawing. I had 2 redo liek 60-70 percent of the drawing entirely from scratch coz#Even after fucking around w it 4 so long it looked so weirddd and offff#And even still i think there r some elementz that r a bit. Off. But. Just look at the wingz ok theyre actually amazing plz lookkk#Im still proud of it coz the freaking adversity i faced yk#Im so fucking tired#2024
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yashio rui as filler ... i just got off of my midterms and i need something to . just . fill thr void that is my blog. and also because i feel like i havent drawn rui enough
this was different from what i'd do. i'd call this a rkgk buuuuttt i putted enough effort onto this
if youre willing to see me rant uhh see the cut below (or dont the more i look at it the more petty it looked OOPs)
ive been struggling to find a perfect moment to post art 💀 ive been on midterms and i still have more tests to pass coz im nearing my end year . im also clashing with my oc writings (?) which takes up to hours upon end...
i still have an artwork under progress and i'll hopefully have it finished before april but i was. just trying to keep this tumblr blog around before probably disappearing ... im also working on birthday stuff but i probably wont do much !?@!?!#, just a rimi bandori bday art seems enough coz i like her and i share a birthday with her
honestly i didnt even like this coz i didnt know how to add some extra colors. compared to the toukomashi art i did last time this was less expressive. meh. i'll have to find a way to squeeze in more colors to someone with dark hair like rui. mmm
#bandori#bang dream#bang dream girls band party#yashio rui#rui yashio#artwork#csp art#fanart#im gonna explode#morfonica#pureewhitesnow#digital art#this was the only few art that took me 1 day#i need. to find a work flow where everything is less time consuming coz. god forbid rendering is a time consuming process#tbh i didnt. wanna procrastinate on this one so. HEY I MEAN I FINISHED IT WITHIN A DAY RIGHT#its 10pm im so so fucking tired i slept this afternoon after brainrotting. uhhhh cool.#im not gonna rant anymore here i already ranted enough today have a good one
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Wait I just came to check something in your bio and it doesn't say straight anymore. Does that mean you aren't anymore? 🤩
no i still don't like men i mainly just got tired of having my identity that easily accessible coz that inherently leads to ppl asking about it which i dont enjoy😭 i also just have a lot of feelings abt who i am in a way i understand but randos online reading my bio definitely wouldnt and im far too private to even attempt to explain it and just putting "i only like women" or smtg in my bio would sound really terfy. but like. my lack of attraction to men is rly important to me identity-wise but it's also like impossible to get into my specific kind of alienation from basically every identity. especially in a tumblr bio. so i opted to just remove any specific label entirely coz i dont like talking abt myself wrt these topics so it seemed like the easiest choice
#like i never talk abt any of this stuff i mainly put that there in 2018 coz i#thought being a straight man on tumblr was funny but i dont rly like ppl knowing or#dissecting my identity i just procrastinated removing it for like several years LMFAO#i got mail!
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28/9/22
Sometimes studying ain't pretty, sometimes studying is when you're sitting on your balcony floor at 11pm,with a aloe face mask and a splitting headache and trying to finish your assignment off while simultaneously studying for your midterms next week:]
#hell no im not prepared for my midterms#ive been aggressively revising maths and physics coz#i procrastinated it for too long lol#studyblr#studyspiration#study motivation#chaotic academia
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s5 morgana looking so gaunt, pale and malnourished kind of reminds me of s1-s2 merlin lol
meanwhile s5 merlin was so buff and hale. he finally looked well-fed for once...he actually looks like s1-s2 morgana.
ofc i know colin morgan played a homeless heroin addict before s2-s3 was filmed and i also know he played this parkour fairy for theatre before filming s5.
it's just funny coincidence that bbc merlin and morgana swapped overall health and appearance levels as the seasons progressed.
also if it relates to overall repression and dependence on magic then could we say magic sustains the sorcerer when proper nourishment isnt available? and when sorcerers get enough daily sustenance instead of just relying on magic for everything then they start to blend in the non-magic crowd and disappear into the shadows?
#thots#mergana#otp: i will never be like her#no she becomes like you#where am i going with this#the ward becomes the exiled#the outcast becomes the citizen#smth smth#long winded essays on why i like morgana's cheekbones#theorizing coz i m procrastinating#this is what happens when the magic system is so soft we can just make stuff up based on scattered show logic
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Mister Widogast....
Did this portrait of Caleb (Feat. bren) from Critical role :) might upload a finalised version of it later but for now,,, is done :)
#critical role#my art#critical role spoilers#ish?#critical role caleb#caleb widogast#bren aldric ermendrud#critical role campaign 2#cr2 art#Campaign 2#digital art#it isn't Done but i need to be finished with it#thought of better composition halfway thru coz this one is#dull#but it works?#love caleb :)#had lots of trouble with face shapes.. trying to figure out how to make bren look#also i know there are some oopsies in here so#this was procrastinating my animation classwork akshd
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Osomatsu Matsuno redraw! The three images at the bottom are for better quality
#osomatsu san#osomatsu fanart#osomatsu matsuno#THIS TOOK WAY TOO LONG#ITS JUST COZ I PROCRASTINATE#IM GOING TO LINE THIS IN PEN#I HAD TO GO BUY A KNEADED ERASER AS WELL#i was too focused with perfection on this#“for better quality” girl (GN) did you take this on a microwave perchance?#the paper looks like ass because I rubbed so much out#hoping everything will be fine if I bring out my fine liners#I really like his outfit here it’s something i see people wearing a lot irl and something I’d like to wear myself#i mean i wouldn’t wear the chain and watch coz that’s ew but he’s still swag despite that#so glad I didn’t have to draw hands#win for poses that hide them!
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Minimalist Rhen’s Quest poster!
#aveyond#av1#by me#< lol that's just my edits done by me tag#currently working on AV2#YES I'M PROCRASTINATING ON MY 3RD ANIME SET COZ IT'S DAMEON LOL#i plan to make all the AV posters until AV4#except AP lol#done in after effects
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Once I learn how to manage my time better it's over for yall
#david talks#counseling making me think about procrastinating less n ig i have to >:(( college making it seem like i have less time than i do coz i#procrastinate lol#oops
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is it very obvious that I'm in my seventeen phase rn?
#It is isn't it#Sigh#Seventeen#I need other hobbies#Actually#I need to study for my super important exam that is literally tomorrow that I'm procrastinating about coz thinking about it makes me panic#I think I'll keep watching svt dance practice videos#Perfection
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so an hour round trip of driving for like a less than 10 minute appointment for my surgeon to say everything looks good, i'll see you in a year
#actually i'm going back in 6 months coz of the way my skin has darkened above my scars?#and obviously i forgot to mention all the like sore and tender spots but idk what could be done about them anyway i guess#anyway i'm only 4 months post-op so like there's still a long way to go with healing anyway#at least the drive was pretty low stress i feel so much calmer when i know exactly where i'm going#the added stress of not knowing where shit is really does make me do anxious#but today was fine#unfortunately i still have to go out again later i just want to change into comfy clothes and get all warm and procrastinate studying 🙃😞
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TFW finally in an art mood (especially to learn art!!) After like 2 years of no art but now too busy to do proper art stuff
#thoughts#oni talks#oni vents#words hard#I just wanna curl up and watch art videos and practice art and try drawing more things and learning again#and while I gotta do a little art for game I don’t have time to devote as much effort as I want to it#also art hard so I sad. I forgot all the art stuff I learned before too#but I’ve had actual inspiration recently which it’s been forever since I have had any#but now I’m too busy!! technically I should be doing things rn but I am the procrastinate bc I stress#also my schedule for today got delayed so I’m behind schedule coz ppl showed up later than expected#plus I learned I actually have to do more things than I thought before deadline and I’m just like aaaahhhhh#anyway a smol vent bc I did like speedrun art yesterday to test colors and I liked it and wanted to do more but I can’t and I sad#there’s obv other stressful things rn bc the world is falling apart but everyone’s stressing abt that this is just a small stress thing#also the cat tried to steal my oil so that was something
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https://mspfa.com/?s=42686&p=345
I managed to make this set of pages faster than I expected so. yeah!
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Hey babe, I'm not going for my sad story but I struggled for 2 years ,it's not like success story but Now I have friends, my family I'm feeling good. My others thinks are also perfect. But all I want is to enter void coz I want my perfect dream life so bad , but I have really packed schedule for my school , please tell me something At night I get really tired And slept .
I really want to enter void
OKAY THIS IS FOR EVERYONE TRYING TO (BECOMING AWARE OF) ENTER THE VOID STATE
Heyy! Sorry for the late response 😭😭 school's beating up my ass as well.
Okay, the overrated void community here. So as I always say, void isn't difficult. It's easy as fuck and you always enter it while you fall asleep. Only thing you gotta do is be AWARE in the void.
Well that's where everyone over complicates it. Just become AWARE. Ik it's instant for some people, while some take patience, practice and consistency to enter the void.
Well this applies for the people who take action (action in the sense changing the story they focus on), discipline themselves and do whatever consistently.
And not to the people who know all the info and still choose to complain or procrastinate. Well I don't blame you for being this way, since you're programmed to be this way since childhood, and it's not your fault. But, it's your fault if you know it, and don't program it the way you want it to be.
So I'll be going to give you sone tips that everyone and anyone can use.
TIP NO. 1
SELF CONCEPT
I won't stop mentioning this in my posts. IT'S THE KEY TO MANIFESTING. YOU'RE LITERALLY CHANGING YOURSELF TO SEE THE CHANGE OUTSIDE! I recommend reading @/meraskii posts on Instagram, she explains self concept better than I do, and she's got a challenge you can try it for yourself. I recommend watching these YouTubers
Rita Kaminski
Dylan James
Sammy Ingram
Hyler
Kim Velez
Indigo Detry
Manifesting with Kimberly
Manifest it, finesse it
Electrasoul
They're excellent coaches, you can watch their videos. All of their videos changes your lives!
TIP NO. 2
Read COPY OF ROTTEN'S PRACTICAL GUIDE TO SHIFTING REALITIES
Here's, she explains very well of the infamous FOCUS 10 STATE, which is nothing but MIND AWAKE, BODY ASLEEP state. Try using Monroe's gateway tapes, she's linked it in the guide herself. Follow her instructions. It's really good to use it at the night time especially. But don't use it if you're really tired that you fall asleep when you hit your head at the pillow. Use it when you're more relaxed and not tired.
Use it till you effortlessly enter the focus 10. Again don't ask me 'hOw LoNg Do YoU tHiNk It TaKeS?' Tf?? Like literally, people don't understand the meaning of living in the end??? Like fulfill it this moment and fucking let go. For some people, because of their mindset might get into focus 10 in one listen or one try. Others may get it in a week, in a month, and longer. So have patience. Have some self discipline, and maintain consistency. It's like practicing to play piano. You won't get how to play it in one try, you'll practice it everyday until you get it. The same concept. Get your lazy ass up and go do it. Practice this now, for an eternity of bliss.
Like you know how useful this focus 10 is?? Like you can shift realities, get into the void, manifest whatever the fuck you want and so on. It's literally wonderful.
When you can get into focus 10 effortlessly, you can go to advanced focus 10 tape. There's proper instructions in the guide. Get your lazy complaining ass go through the guide once (compulsorily!) since she's mentioned many things you never know you needed.
After you practice with these gateway tapes, and you're perfectly in a state where you can get that BODY ASLEEP MIND AWAKE state, you're good to enter the void with this state!
TIP NO. 3
Enter the void! And fucking go live your dream life! I wanna see y'alls success stories.
- Olivia 🤍
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I'm currently procrastinating with my work and thought, hey, what do I think are Yuanzhi's best looks :)
Let's go!
Kicking this list off is this Joseph and the Technicolour Coat number.
Honestly, this was a playful coat and I genuinely would 100/10 would wear this irl.
((he's such a little shit I love him))
Following that up with this pop of blue in an otherwise pretty dark and earthy-hued colour palette for this dude. As a seasoned (and by seasoned I do mean I have been watching cdramas since the 90s and am very well-pickled in the wuxia genre) watcher, this look is giving 'Nothern Barbarian Princess' with that fur trim and the delicate collar, and this is very greatly helped by the way this scene is shot so romantically and AAAAAA I wish we had more of this look in the drama.
He looks so pretty. I cannot even.
I know many (*ahem* @xinxiaojie *ahem*) will be surprised that this one doesn't rank higher. This is the look that launched a thousand fics in my mind. I don't need to say why.
Couple pyjamas with Gege? ✅
Couple pyjamas with Gege with an embroidery that has an absolutely HEARTWRENCHING MEANING ✅
I'm fine.
Aaaand my absolute fave. Number 1, numero uno bad bitch look, this little glittery number with the cockatiel hairdo. The way he just deadass slinks out of the dark in this... This look fucking haunted me when I first saw it, coz look. At. That. Waist. So snatched.
Look at this better angle of that SNATCHED WAIST. This is such a Bad Bitch Look and I live for it.
HONOURABLE MENTIONS - The Main Wife's Closet
Cloak fluttering in the wind. Looking like a badass.
Listen. I'm not saying it was fucking criminal to bring this look into my life and only let me have it for a couple of seconds, BUT. GAWD. I want to bite my shoe I'm so feral over this look.
Those fluffy sleeves are doing it for me idk about you :>
(also look at gege coming to coax his didi hehe)
#my journey to you#gong yuanzhi#this first wife has some of the best looks idc you can fight me on this#gab rambles#tian jiarui#tian jia rui#田嘉瑞
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