my problem is i am a girl who likes the idea of doing so many things but in reality only has the energy to daydream about doing those things rather than actually doing them

Well i Love you if that helps

i’m trying2be kinder to myself but this bitch is so fucking stupid

But why why why did people stop writing love letters

online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

kafka was so right i literally could have built the pyramids with the effort it has taken me to cling onto life and reason

14th april, 2024

revised a lot of ochem and practised questions. went through physics ncert of thermal properties. gave a mock. made a lot of silly mistakes in chem as usual, but i feel like im getting there. i just need to revise a few of my weak areas. esp ochem😭. my marks are in the 500s and i know i could be scoring 600+ if i didnt start dissociating in the middle of a mock test💀 i also could be making mistakes becuase i try to finish the paper in 2:30 hrs because i want to increase my speed. lets hope next mock test i hit the 600 mark🤭 im feeling weirdly motivated today so im gonna use it for good.

realizing that sticking to the "do it bad" "do it scared" mentality implies theres also a "do it bored"

240414 - jungkook's instagram pfp (his instagram for his son bam)

I guess Cesar doesn’t like geology…

One of my least favorite mental illness things is "hungry but dont feel like eating" and its companions "hungry but all the food in the house is Illegal," "hungry but can't make anything," and "hungry, want to eat, but why bother"

Pics i forgot about

Friendly Reminder

that you dont need to study everyday to be "productive" or "studyblr". You are allowed to have entire days for yourself. Not more toxic productivity aka driving yourself to burn-out

Not my favourite so far, yet it’s an amazing book for sure. Solitaire and Radio Silence are my favourites 🌈🫶

Stretch marks are normal. Cellulite is normal. That place on the abdomen that doesn't lie flat is normal. Pimples are normal. Body hair is normal. Wrinkles are normal. You do not owe the world a version of you that is free of these things.