#college has been busy :)
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contains ; domesticity. bf!suguru. suggestive themes. modern / college au. geto wants you to be his housewife basically. just a short drabble. mostly fluff.
just thinking about college bf!suguru that didn’t realize he was a domestic person until he met you.
he’s still young, only in his third year at university and he’s still deciding on what his near future will look like. he’s had his fair share of girlfriends, and little hookups, and to be quite frank—he didn’t think he was done either.
how was he supposed to know the first night he met you, bent over his backseat, was about to be the start of the most serious relationship he’d ever have.
that night started the first of many, slowly realizing he was only asking to hookup just because he wanted to see you. how he’d send a pickup text, with a frown on his cheeks because he thought you were only in it for that reason.
and when he finally swallowed his stubbornness, he was met with the most amazing two years of his life, stuck with you by his side.
college bf!suguru who, until he met you, hardly even dreamt about a future where the love of his life would carry his child in her arms, kissing his cheek and brewing a cup of coffee for the two of them to share in the morning.
he didn’t even care to imagine what that future would be like, what the woman would look like. it didn’t feel achievable, or even desirable until he fell in love with you.
and it was a random realization, but looking back on it—it was building. slowly.
weeks and weeks spent of you just pampering him, praising him, for even the most average things. like, getting an amazing score on an exam, and all you had to do was say, “aw! good job, baby!” before he was putty in your fingertips.
his room is all messy, deep dark circles under his eyes. it was procrastination’s fault—his fingers hurt from typing on his computer all day thanks to waiting until hours before a huge essay was due.
you offered to leave his apartment, to give him the concentration he needs to get it finished, but he was ushering a “no, no stay,” because he honestly didn’t want you to leave. so you stayed, situating yourself in the other room, occasionally popping in to check up on him—and eventually lay on his bed after he insists you to.
it’s only when he finally finishes—8 hours later and it’s already nighttime. his shoulders are slouched, his back is stiff and he’s walking out of his room with his closed computer weighing by his side.
and you’re still there.
not only are you still there, but you’re washing his dishes.
hair clipped back, sweatshirt engulfing your body and sweats tightly tied around your waist. you’re humming along to some music that plays over a speaker—quiet but loud enough to know what song is playing.
you look so utterly homey.
so…domestic.
like you’ve settled into your personal home after a long day at work, just blissfully scrubbing away on glossy white dishes that were previously eaten on. your clothes acknowledge that you’re comfortable, uncaring of what he sees you in.
although it’s not just the fact that you’re dressed like that—it’s the fact that you’re cleaning his things.
cleaning a mess you didn’t even make, just out of the kindness in your heart that’s making geto’s throat close and his palms sweaty. he’s in absolute awe that he doesn’t realize you’ve noticed his presence until you’re turning to face him.
“oh! did you finish?” you ask, turning the water off and rushing towards him.
he’s blinking, nodding slowly. “yeah—just submitted it.”
“yay! ‘m so proud of you!” you grin, lacing your fingers behind the back of his neck and pulling him in for a chaste kiss like you always do—but it feels so much different this time.
like you’re congratulating him on a big promotion, tugging on his work tie and kissing him until he’s forgetting his own name.
he feels like his ring finger is so cold, and there’s a missing heavy weight that’s never even been there in the first place.
like he’s an idiot for not tying you down on the spot—wrapping vows and vows around the two of you until you’re barely mobile.
and he wants to be your doting husband for the rest of his life. he wants to walk through his front door every evening with an awaiting kiss to his cheek, and a home-cooked meal fresh in his senses.
he wants to go to sleep with you in his arms every night, mumbling sweet ‘i love you’’s after flickering off the bedside lamp.
and maybe, just maybe one day, he wants to hear the gentle pitter patter of two little feet charging down the hallway.
this is accidentally freud coded (emphasis on accidentally)
#: ̗̀➛ — drabbles <3#i wrote this while i was IMPOSSIBLY high. like baked out of my mf mind.#i have writers block#suguru x reader#geto suguru x reader#i wanna be his little housewife so bad#geto x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk x reader#jjk / college au#geto suguru x chubby reader#suguru geto x reader#tw: domestic themes & suggestive content#jjk x chubby!reader#geto drabble#geto suguru x you#suguru geto x you#btw i just want everyone who has been sending me requests; i’ve seen them and they’re in my drafts!!!#i love getting asks i’m just very busy and suffering w writers block rn. i promise they’ll be posted at some point!!
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it continues to be sunny in the Takeba family
#therapy !!! yippee !! it is not very effective for them#uncle Adachi au#persona 5#persona 4#persona 5 tactica#takuto maruki#ryotaro dojima#yosuke hanamura#toshiro kasukabe#miyu akechi#tohru adachi#i honestly am just always looking for reasons to draw Miyu#i lova her……#she should’ve lived….. she should’ve been at da club !!!!!!! waughhhhhh#also hiiiii sorry I’ve been dead#college has been insaneeeee#very busy very hard all of a sudden#but im back for nowwwww hehehe
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workin’ on stuff… ✍️
#wip#fnaf#fnaf ruin#fnaf security breach#glamrock freddy#gregory fnaf#vanessa fnaf#3 star family#realized i never posted a wip here so i’m gonna change that!#apologies for lack of art recently.. college prep is keeping me busy!!#anyways them!! i’ve been wanting to make another 3 star fam piece for a while so i am doing just that#the bg took me. so long. i just finished it today but i am loving the turnout so far!#hopefully i can get this done soon bc this has already taken me almost 20 hours 🙏
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Doing research for a post-seine “Javert quits his job” fic! Found some really good articles
#all this is just great javert characterization info#Les mis#javert#(I will get back into Les mis letters soon! college has been busy! )
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Stuart Gordon saw an H.P. Lovecraft story, asked "anyone want to make this autistic, trans, and gay as hell?", and didn't wait for an answer.
#Re-Animator#Reanimator#Bride of the Re-Animator#Bride of the Reanimator#Herbert West#Dan Cain#Danbert#The Bride#Eyes#le art#Sketchbook#This is old but college has been busy so I haven't had time to take a good photo and post 😭#Anyways happy belated Re-Animator day
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Part 32 - College AU
Mickey & Rose are on good terms but not that good lol.
#nine x rose#rose tyler#ninth doctor#Shareen#Mickey Smith#fan comic#ninerose#doctor x rose#time petals#college au#clubbing in the 2010s was like... sexy business wear#I had both these outfits in different colours and they were staple for me#I had a peplum top I always wore too that was like zigzag horizontal strips in hot pink and block that I always wore with skinny jeans#I was going to put rose in that but it felt too aggressively 2012 LOL#anyway designing outfits for this comic that are all 2010-2012 has been so fun#thats when I was in college so a lot of it is reaching back into my own wardrobe lol lots of nostalgia
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doggy plushie stimboard for mod flan!
x x x / x x x / x x x
#stim#stimboard#food#fabric#cloth#dessert#drink#drinks#hands#black#white#jellyboard#jelly board#cannot remember my tag. college has been keeping me busy...#flan fave
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I JUST REMEMBERED THE 4.6 LIVESTREAM IS TOMORROW OMG IM TWEAKING. ARLE LYNEY AND KUNI COMING BACK FR
#── ꒰ 🍶 ꒱ 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗌𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝗐/ 𝗒𝗎𝗈𝗆𝗂 .ᐟ#and by kuni coming back i mean a rerun😭cause hoyo has this man locked away being a scholarly student at the akademiya or somthing LMAO#he’s just busy living the college student life guys ( i say that with hard copium )#BUT ON THE BRIGHT SIDE WE GET TO SEE ARLE and lyney <33#god i still dont know who i want to pull for lyney or arle … and then i’ve been purposefully avoiding genshin cause kazu banner is up rn#and ik the moment i even peek at the wish screen im gonna start rolling 😭 .. i mean it wouldnt hurt right-
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theres a really. special kind of despair in the uncertainty brought about by moments of success and achievement. the inevitable “what now” of reaching your goals. and i kind of wish someone had warned me how hollow graduating university would feel, tbh
#taylor.txt#im miserable primarily for other reasons right now but i dont think i appreciated how much this just…wouldnt feel like anything#i think especially in my case as someone who so desperately needed ‘going away to college’ to get out of my childhood situation#and now for the past 5 years everything ive done has been for the purpose of getting my degree and finishing school#like im fine i guess i just kind of wish i could feel proud of myself or happy its over instead of like dreading the ceremony and feeling#like everything i have to do for grad is just one more thing i have to check off a list. getting my grad photos done felt nice but idk#it kind of feels like no one really cares which. idk why i would expect it to NOT feel that way. but yeah#tl;dr im around Kinda…need to finish stuff up but im over the really busy part of this all. kinda just coasting to the end here tbh#when this is over i’m gonna get to my request fics. prommy. wanted to do them over the long weekend but i was sick :(#anyway like to be clear im fine. people have been pointing out today i seem down and i think embarrassingly a collection of my students#noticed me crying on the bus today but thats life i guess you make do. im sad and thats ok. tbh
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Me thinking about Tarnished and the Werewolf au:
#I’m sorry!!!!#life has been so busy#the football season is on#exams are starting in ten days#I’ve started another CAD course#I’ve barely had any time to write#I have about 600 words for the next werewolf au in my notes app#I thought I’d have it done this weekend#but I spent a couple of depression days#so i spent the last couple of days working on my college work to make up for that#and I can’t write tomorrow#coz I’m off to a game that’s two hours away#personal
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busy? yeah im busy making up fake scenarios in my head and immediately crying over them
#sorry ive been mia y'all college has been murdering me every chance it gets#crying#lol#relatable#me#mine#scenarios#busy
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being evaluated for adhd by having one of those full psych evals that last like two hours. scared frightened etc.... last time i took it i lied extensively bc i was 13 and thought they might tell my mommy if i said i had suicidal thoughts. and i still have a habit of lying to therapists bc i'm embarrassed......... AGH idk. what if i take it and they tell me that the reason im Like This is bc im genuinely just weird and shitty and not bc im mentally ill at all. SCARED
#which is dumb bc i have been formally diagnosed with multiple mental illnesses i dont think they can just take it back right?????#this is so stupid and cliche but what if i have been faking it........ all along........ Argh.#when i was in res i was put on adderall (bc the house psych just kind of experimented w meds LMFAO) and i had to go off them after like#two weeks bc it was affecting my appetite in a way i couldnt afford at the time lmao. but i do genuinely feel like it helped during that#time.... which is why i want to go on it again!!!! but im scared theyll just be like nah and i wont be able to take any of my meds anymore#is that crazy. am i being crazy rn. idk i truly do think most of my experiences w school and like. life could be explained by adhd and#when i was a kid they thought i had it but the two meds they tried didnt work for me so they just. kind of gave up#and i was really extremely unable to do school and graduated hs w an insanely low gpa and then dropped out of community college. LMAO. not#that people w adhd cant be good in school i just couldnt make myself do homework and couldnt listen in class bc i was too busy focusing on#listening. if that makes sense#IDK. idk. i know it's become like. a trend to have adhd is the issue and everything is being attributed to having it so im worried that ive#like. accidentally fallen in w that? even though ive thought i had it for forever and everyone has been like girl do you have this. IDK!!!!#idk. idkkkk im just like. genuinely scared. it's not the end of the world if im not diagnosed obviously but that means that#im just like this for no reason at all. and there's no way of helping it bc it's just the way i am. and i actually am just shitty n lazy.#epic. which incidentally is the proper name for how fucking long these tags are my bad. if you read this far sorry for being insane 👍
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💌 send this to the twelve nicest people you know or who seem to have a good heart and if you get five back you must be pretty awesome
Aww thank you @moonwrecked!! Apologies for taking a while to respond - life with a newborn is amazing but totally consuming lol.
#I'm still alive I swear#exhausted but alive#hubby's been busy with college so baby duty has mostly been on me#which is incredible and I'm so damn happy#but I'm also excited for him to finish this term so I can have a bit more free time again#sneaking on here for just half a second to voice appreciation!!#Thank you!
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Sorry for being so rambly today (and last night) I have thoughts so onto the blog they go
I feel like part of the joy of art is in community, like you create something and you get to talk about it and share it with the world. This year I lost touch with the friends who I would always talk about art with and I think that loss is heavily impacting my ability to create (and the enjoyment I get from it.) I miss having a new idea and getting to ramble about it excitedly. I miss texting people the sketches and the mock ups and the color palettes.
I got into art for me. I wouldn’t show anything I made to anyone for years. So I’m no stranger for creating for the target audience of myself. Still, I miss that sense of community. I love this blog and I absolutely adore the lovely comments you all leave on my art but sometimes it feels so one-sided on here. I post a piece, I receive a lovely tag back and that’s it. End of story. I spend hours and hours working on something and it kind of disappears into the void in a day or so.
Trying to put it into words, but I think I wish I could create art that starts a conversation. That inspires people to create their own things in response, or even just talk with me about process. I think the perfectionism has gotten out of hand lately because I feel like I’m missing something—which I attribute to the quality of the piece—but really what I’m missing is buddies to chat about art with. There is no level of being “good enough” that will serve as a substitute for a real community.
#ahaha if you can’t tell I am a very introspective person#and a lonely one the transition to college has been rough and all my friends are back home#anyways I was thinking about drawing more stuff for my ocs today#and then I remembered the friend I loved to talk about them with hasn’t replied to me in a month#which is understandable. she’s busy. she made new friends. she’s not struggling like I am so it makes sense that she’s just kind of moved on#but I miss her#I had no chance of making it to her in group because all her friends she met through dance and I can’t dance for shit#I don’t even think she meant to ghost me but who knows#it sucks that I won’t get a real goodbye#anyways all of that to say I was going to draw my ocs and then I got so sad because who would I even share them with#there are a few art groups on campus but I have anxiety and mild agoraphobia and when I try to go I just feel awkward and shy#anyways if anyone ever wants to chat about art#it’s only one of my fav things in the whole world#lea talks#WHY CANT I BE A PROPER TORTURED ARTIST#WHY CANT I TURN MY ISOLATION INTO SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL#WHY DO I NEED SOMEONE ELSE TO BE PRESENT IN THE PROCRESS#is it not enough to descend into a quiet madness on my own and create from that??
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Do you think Vivia ever hears any Danny Phantom jokes?
If there's anyone who'd capitalize on referencing Danny Phantom around Vivia, it's definitely Desuhiko. Dude has his guitar on standby at all times to play the main bass leitmotif in the intro (and that's admittedly all I really know about Danny Phantom, I got my info from memes). But before Desuhiko can even start singing the lyrics, Vivia starts singing it back at him, and he's damn well good at it, too! Two can play at that game!
Partially inspired by me n my friend group pulling the same joke:
#im goin' ghost#i still need to finish editing together the dlc reaction compilation aaaaaaaaaaaaa#college n work has been keepin me way too busy and demotivated#rain code#rain code spoilers#vivia twilight#desuhiko thunderbolt
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found these in my files from like forever ago. thought i'd throw them into the void. enjoy!
#theres also an arnold and naba one but like they're much less finished#anyways hi!!! it has been a hot second i have been vry busy#college stuff n whatnot#but i wanna post more i miss it#love ya#tbom#the book of mormon#elder mckinley#elder price#connor mckinley#kevin price
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